was so wasted that shee had no more but a handfull of Meale in a Barrell and a little Oyle in a Cruse which shee was about to dresse for her selfe and her sonne and then to eate it and after dye Now it is a great comfort unto a man when a man can attaine to this 1. That he can keepe his heart that sinne doe not at any time break out into any grosse act Luke 1.6 Gen. 5.24 It is said of Zacharias and Eliz. that they walked in all the Commandements of God without rebuke that is though they were not without their infirmities yet were they without rebuke in respect of any crime or grosse sinne yet here is a large difference betweene such as doe onely restraine and keepe in sinne for some by end and such as these to whom sin is in some measure mortified even as much as there is betweene the beating out of the teeth of a Lion and the changing of his nature thence it is that this worke makes us of Lions to become as meeke as Lambs Is 11.6 so as the Lamb and the Leopard shall lie downe with the Kid and the Calse and the young Lion and the fatling together a little child shall lead them againe though a wicked man may curb and keep in sin yet can he not kill and destroy sinne and the reason is this because he wants speciall and spirituall meanes sinne will not be driven out with great words Is 58 6. nor by spreading sackcloth and ashes under you nor hanging downe your heads like a bull-rush for a day but there must be in us the love of God which will make us to depart from iniquity 2. It is a great comfort when sinne is so over-powerd as it doth not divert us from duty I doe not say distract us in the performance of them for there is no man without them for when wee are the best imployed about our devotions as reading hearing praying or mediration then is the adversary most busie to disquiet our peace and to hinder us in our work Zach. 3.1 when Jâ—hoshuah the high Priest was standing before the Angel of the Lord Neh. 4.18 there Sathan stood at his right hand yet you may have good comfort in this when you goe on in your worke as they that builded up the wall of Ierusalem though they were much distracted and disquieted by their enemies yet did they hold on their worke though it was with their swords by their sides so a good Christian albeit hee hath many distractions yet hee goes on in duty and will not be diverted from it as it was with David when Michal his wife spake against him for his dancing before the Arke of God 2 Sam. 6.20 21 22 23. hee made his reply that if that were vile he would yet be more vile so it is with a mortified man that though there were never so many impediments and stumbling blocks laid in his way of the losse and discredit he shall sustaine yet hee lookes more at the praise of God then of men and knoweth that what is highly pleasing in the sight of men is displeasing in the sight of God Luk 16.15 and therefore takes up Saint Pauls resolution when they besought him that hee would not goe up to Ierusalem Acts 21.12 13. in regard of the present danger that they did foresee howbeit Saint Paul being bound in the Spirit for the worke of the Lord asketh them what they meane to breake his heart seeing hee was ready not onely to bee bound at Ierusalem but to dye there for the name of the Lord Jesus so is it with him that is truely humbled that nothing diverteth him from the duty 3. It is a great comfort unto a Christian Acts 8.39 when hee hath so conquered and over-powered his corruptions and that they take not away his joy and consolation that he hath in Christ neither can Sathan take such advantage by them to dispoyle us of our crowne 2 Cor. 〈…〉 5. thence it is that Saint Paul saith he will glory in his infirmities that though hee might glory in those heavenly visions that he had yet hee would rather glory in them for though in a large sense every sinne is called an infirmity because it disableth a man from the performance of duty but in a strict sence no man can be said to have infirmities unlesse that sinne in some measure be mortified for in an unmortified man sinne is alive and in his full strength and his soule is void of grace but now in a man that is truely mortified there grace receives strength and sinne is wounded and so such a man is the proper subject of infirmities now when the Apostle saith that he doth rejoyce in his infirmities he doth not rejoyce in his infirmities as they are sinnes Matth. 10. but as they are infirmities that is as sinne was deforced and diminished in him and therein he had cause of joy and we also when we finde it so in us if the Disciples rejoyced that the Devils were subdued by them much more may we that the body of sinne is destroyed and that which is worse then the Devill is subdued by us count it all joy when yee fall into divers temptations Jam. 1 2.3 knowing that the tryall of our saith worketh patience and patience makes perfect and intire we are but in this case as gold that is put into the Furnace that comes out more pure and are made by that meanes vessels of honour fit for the use of our great Master our Lord and Saviour Christ CAP. XVII Certaine signes of a dying man 2 I Come now to shew unto you certaine signes of a dying man whereby you may see whether that you be in such a case yea or no it would be in vaine to shew you signes of a dead man for as much as there is no perfection of death of sinne in our soules as there is no perfection of grace so neither is there as we have formerly shewed perfection of mortification 1 Cor. 13. onely as hath beene shewed we are daily a dying but not fully dead 1. A man is said to be a dying man when his stomacke failes when he hath no appetite to his foode when wee have no stomacke to sinne no apetite after it when wee feele no such sweetnesse in it as we have done when we esteeme the profits and pleasures of finne as an empty vessell in one word when all of them are bitter unto us and tastlesse in respect of what they have beene to us before time 2 Sam. 19.35 as old Barzillai said to David can thy servant taste what Teate or what I drinke can I heare any more the voyce of singing men or singing women vers 37. c. Let mee turne backe that I may dye c. Just thus it is when a man feeleâ— his affection off from his sinne that he can neither relish their sweernes nor
undertooke any speciall office so Christians when they are made by grace Kings and Priests unto God they have this oyle of the spirit powred into their hearts our blessed Saviour confirmes this unto us in that speech to Nichodemus that which is borne of the spirit is spirit Ioh. 3.6 As Adam begot a man in his owne likenesse so the spirit it begetteth us like unto it selfe holy as it is holy heavenly as it is heavenly For the better understanding of the point in hand know that the spirit is to be considered 2. waies either according to its essence or according to his guifts graces now according to its essence and being it is every where it filleth heaven earth as it is excluded out of no place so neither is it included in any but in this sense wee can no more be said to have the spirit than other men and creatures can in whom and by whom wee all live move have our being Act. 17.28 but in the second sense in respect of its guifts and graces so some men are said in speciall to have the spirit as the spirit quickens 2 Cor. 3.6 and conveyeth a principle of life into us whereby wee live the life of grace and that is called spiritus inhabitans that takes up his seate in our heart and spiritus obsignans Iam. 4.5 that sealing spirit whereby the spirit witnesseth with our spirits that wee are the sonnes of God now in this sense we may be said to have the spirit Rom. 8.16 2 That there must by the helpe assistance of the spirit Mortifie the deeds of the body Ez. 36.27 a new bea rt will I give you and I will take away your stony heart c. that is that this mighty power of the spirit is that which will helpe forward to the taking away of this stony heart the Lord is said to wash away the filth of the daughter of Zion and to purge the blood of Jerusalem by the spirit of Judgement Esa 41.4 and the spirit of burning that is this spirit shall be in us and shall enable us to judge our selves and kindle such a fire in us as shall melt away the drosse of our corruption That you may the better understand what assistance it is that the spirit giveth unto us in this worke of mortification give mee leave to lay downe unto you these three things 1 By what meanes the spirit workes or helpeth forward this worke of mortification although I deny not but the spirit may can work where it listeth and when it listeth Ioh. 3.8 either by meanes or above meanes yet our taske is at this time to shew how it worketh by meanes 1 It awakeneth conscience it doth convince us of sinne and discovereth unto us the greatnesse of their number and the foulenesse of their nature thence it is that Christ when hee commeth doth convince the world of sinne of righteousnesse and of judgement of sinne because they believe not on him that howsoever the guilt of the Law lye heavie Ioh. 16.8 9 10. and the weight there of as a penalty greater than a man can tell how to beare yet then to have added hereunto another conviction that is the conderâ—ning sinne of infidelity Ioh. 3.18 this doth much aggravate Mar. 16.16 and make sinne out of measure sinfull therefore it is that our Saviour Christ saith that he that beleeveth not is condemned already as if hee should have sayd if a man were a drunkard or a swearer or a profane person and yet if he can beleeve there is hope of pardon but so long as hee doth not beleeve there is no hope at all for as much as hee is without God and without the Covenant of Grace Eph. 2.12 now the spirit when it commeth convinceth our judgments of this till such time as the spirit hath done this wee are like Ionah fast asleepe in the bottime of the ship the sea rageth the Mariners rowe the waves beate the ship is tossed up and downe yet all this doth but rocke Ionah faster a sleepe Iona 1.6 till the ship-master comes to him and sayes What meanest thou c. thou sleeper arise and call upon thy God c. So it is with us while we are asleepe in our sinnes the heavie wrath of God hangs over our heads yea and the judgements of God are abroad in the world yet wee lye fast asleepe senselesse and secure not dreading any anger but now when this blessed spirit of Christ shall waken us and shew us the danger and aske us what wee meane to continue in this condition then wee beginne to bethinke our selves and to shake off sluggishnesse and to cast about for our owne safety Act. 9.1 2 3 4 5 6. Saul thought himselfe safe enough when hee was a persecutor and that authority that hee had from the High-priest was sufficient to beare him out that while hee did breath out slaughter against Christ Ioh. 16.2 he thought hee had done God good service till Christ caused a light to shine from heaven and a voyce saying Saul Saul why persecutest thou mee this indeed wakened him and made him shake and tremble and say Who art thou Lord and what wouldest thou have mee to doe by this meanes it was that Paul of a persecutor becometh a preacher had his corruptions and cruell dispositions changed in him that of a fierce lion hee became as meeke as a lambe 2 The spirit of Christ it setteth home the meanes that God useth for our mortification 2 Cor. 10.4 the weapons of our warfare are mighty through God it is God that puts vertue and strength into them now there are severall sorts of weapons that the Holy Ghost useth for this end as 1 The preaching of the Word of God it is called the ministration of the spirit 2 Cor. 3.8 it is called the two edged sword Heb. 4.12 that which is sharper that it cuts asunder the soule and the spirit the joynts and the maâ—row and discovereth the secret intents of our hearts 2 Cor. 4.7 but what is that that makes this word so powerfull Sure it is the Holy Spirit of God that doth it wee have this Word in earthen vessels that the excellencie of the power might be of God and not of us it is not the Ministrie that can make the word virtuall and powerfull nor is it in the letter of the Word but in the spirit therefore when you come to the Word and heare it opened unto you 1 Cor. 3.6 doe not looke at the man who hee is nor the instrument but at the power which is from the spirit Saint Paul may plant Apollos water but it is God that must give the increase when it pleaseth God to accompany his word Ier. 23.29 with the influence of his spirit then is it like fire to purge out our drosse and like the hammer that breakes in sunder
prevaile so while you seeke the Lord and resist Sathan you shall prevaile but if you hang downe your hands and turne your backs against him the Lord will leave you and deliver you up into his hands Therefore be you ever ready to resist Sathan as he is tempting CAP. XIII The second degree of mortification which is more neare is a broken and contrite heart THe second and more near degree of mortification is a bleeding and contrite heart It is called the sacrifice of God or a broken spirit Psal 51.17 a broken and a contrite heart O Lord thou wilt not despise all sacrifices are included in this broken heart Psal 57.16 the highest heavens and the lowest heart are the two houses where the Lord will take up his speciall habitation the Lord saith of the contrite heart â—s 66.2 this is my house here will I dwell to revive the spirit of the humble Here I shall observe two maine things The nature and necessity of contrition 1. The nature of this contrition and brokennesse of heart 2. The necessity of it First consider the nature of contrition and a broken heart for sinne This consists in foure things The nature of it and first godly sorrow 1. A godly sorrow and true remorse for sinne a melting and tender heart 2 Cro. 34.27 which of all hearts is the best that when as we shall heare the word it will affect our hearts as the heart of Josiah was or when we commit any sin our hearts 1 Sam. 24.5 like that of David will smite us speedily or when we see men dishonour God or breake his law Psal 119.136 our eyes doe breake out with rivers of teares Jer. 9.1 or at least desire that our heads were Wels of water and our eyes were fountaines of teares Or when wee want any good thing at the hands of our God that wee finde the good spirit of God helping our infirmities with sighes and groanes such aâ— cannot be expressed Rom. 8.26 crying Abba Father and when wee see our owne deformities and the plague of our owne hearts 1 King 8.38 We doe bemoane our selves as Ephraim did and smite our hands on our hearts and say Lord Jer. 31.18 what have I done woe is me I am a man of polluted lips and dwell amongst men of polluted lips Es 6 5â— and indeed as one hath well observed hee that doth not bewaile his sinnes doth not perceive the wounds that sume hath made in his soule Qui non planges pâ—â—oaâ—a non soutiâ— vulnera nâ—e anims lectâ—â—nem Ber. 1. For the quantity of godly sorrow how greaâ— it must be for the softer the heart is made by sorrow the more fit it is to bee cast into what fashion God would have it 2 Cor. 7.10 11 12 13. as the Furâ—â—â— takes away the drosse from the silver so doth godly sorrow worke strange effects in the soule Now although wee cannot seâ— unto you â—ow deepe 〈◊〉 should bâ—e 〈…〉 â—eithâ—râ—eaâ— wee say as â—â—od doth to the Sea â—ither to shall you goe and no fâ—â—ther 〈…〉 yet may wee set downe some things in generall which will be very necessary for 〈◊〉 to know â—aâ— 10.12 Aâ— first it must be as grâ—ut as worldly sorrow 2 Cor. 35 24 yea as the greatest worldly sorrow therefore it is compared to the bitter lamentation that is for an onâ—ly childe and for a maâ—s first horne and like that healty mourning that there was for Josiah in the valley of Megidoâ— Now look how you have seâ—ne at any time a disconsolate Father bewaile the losse of his sonne 〈◊〉 David did for Absalon in that 〈◊〉 complaint of his O Absolon my sonne my sonne or a distressed Mother mourning like Râ—â—hel for her children because they were not Even such should be our sorrow for our sinnes that our sinnes have so deeply offended God Therefore it is prophesied Ezek. 7,16 that they shall bee on the mountaines like Doves of the vallies every one mourning for his iniquity Now whereas some poore soule may bee troubled at this and say Alas I never found any such affection in the for sinne as I have found for such a losse therefore wee must distinguish betweene dolor sensitivâ—â— dolor aprâ—â—iativus in respect of sense the body passions may be more troubled at an outward losâ—s because the object is more sensible and yet sorrow for sinne may be greater in respect of the price and worth of it shallow waters often make the greatest noyse whereas the deepe waters runne the more still Acts 2.37 so it is here this sensitive sorrow makes more noise and yet this sorrow for sinne goes neerer to the heart Jer. 4.3 and takes deeper impression there sometimes an aking tooth or some outward griefe doth vex and trouble a man more then a burning Feaver on the Consumption of the lungs and yet the later is far more dangerous then the former because the disease seaseth on the more noble parts so it is in this case godly sorrow keeping within the bounds of reason though it may be more secret yet it is more sound and every way as great or greater then the other 2. Consider of sorrow either intensive or extensive either in respect of the present force and intention of it and so worldly sorrow may be greater or else in respect of the constant duration and extent of it and so godly sorrow is greater water that is dammed up in a pond if you set open the water-gate it will runne more for a short time then the spring that feeds and filleth it so may worldly sorrow runne faster for a present gush and yet not comparable to the other in respect of continuance a pregnant example hereof wee have in David how did hee bewaile the immature and untimely death of his sonne Absalon O Absalon my sonne my sonne this was heavie for the present and yet his sinne that he had committed was heavier unto him in respect of continuance and therefore he saith that his sinne was ever before him Psal 51. he doth not say so of the losse of Absalon when Moses had smitten the Rocke the people dranke of the Rocke it followed them It is thought by Divines that this water followed them through the wildernesse till they came where there was plenty of water so if our hearts bee truely smitten with the rod of Gods word this sorrow will continue till we attaine to the vision of peace 2. Our sorrow must bee according to our apprehension and the greater that wee apprehend our sinnes to bee the greater should bee the proportion of our sorrow for them David had greatly sinned Psal 3 2.4 and therefore when he came to the sight of it he did wash his bed and water his couch with teares and his moisture was turned into the drought of Summer and when Peter had greatly offended bee went out and wept
bitterly A great wound must have a large plaister and a strong disease must have a strong potion so forasmuch as sorrow is the meanes to cure sin and acceptable to God above all sacrifices where sinne hath been great the sorrow should bee great also neither are â—â—sser sinnes to be neglected Peccatum quod non paeâ—itentia dilus tipsopâ—ndere in aliud peccatum trahit Greg. â—or there is no sinne so little but if it bee knowne it must bee repented of for if it be not grieved for then it will grow yea and bring Gods judgement on us too did not Eve bring all that misery on her selfe and us by eating of an Apple and was not Lots wise turned into a Pillar of Salt for a look backe unto her City did not Vzzah lose his life by onely touching the Arke of God nimis officiâ—sa seduliâ—as for too much diligence 2 Sam. 6.6 as it were therefore make not any sinne small but bewaile and leave them If it shall be said that there are many sinnes a man cannot know or if they be knowne yet peradventure we doe not conceive of them as we ought for answer hereunto first if that ignorance be not affected ignorance but after a sort invincible because using all good meanes to know it and yet it is not cleere to him in this case bewailing his knowne and unknowne sinnes will suffice and secondly for the other I answer that wee must know that how great soever we can conceive our sinnes to bee so great they are and greater according to thy feare Ps 90.11 so is thy wrath that is what feare you can conceive of Gods displeasure for sinne so it is that if your apprehension would swell higher you would still apprehend sinne to bee fouler and more ugly and odious in the sight of God and therefore measure out your sorrow according to tâ— he hither proportion rather then otherwise If it bee said how may this proportion be found out to this I answer that then there is some proportion when as wee are as deeply affected with sorrow for sinne as wee were raised and taken with the pleasure wee had in sin as it was said of the seven yeeres of plenty that was in the land of Egypt Gen. 41.31 that it should be forgotten by reason of the famine that was at the heeles of it so all the pleasure that a man hath taken in sinne is forgotten in regard of the griefe and sorrow of heart that we feele nay when hee takes as much pleasure now in mortification of sinne and his mourning for sinne as he tooke pleasure in sin it selfe nay he counts it all joy when he fals into troubles as these are because that hee knew after his sowing in teares hee shall reape in joy semper dolet de dolere gandet Ber. whereas his former pleasures would have beene the occasion of his future woe and misery Audacior qui cum uno peccato dermit quam qui cum septem hostibus Aug. therefore that speech was very good of him that said it that he was a more bold man that durst sleepe with one sinne unrepented of then with seven enemies 2. The nature of true sorrow may bee discerned in the qualities and properties of it as 1. Is that that makes men looke about them it makes them to seeke for helpe as those that were pricked in their hearts they said men and brethren what shall we doe to be saved Acts 2.37 as it was with those Lepers that lay at the gate of Samaria 2. King 7.3 How was S. Aug. weakned after his heart was broken for sin how doth hee seeke out for help he goes to Alipius his friend hee goes up downe and cannot bee freed withal his great words against himselfe quibus sententiarums verberibus me flagitavi Yet never was at rest but dryed out quam diu quam diu cras cras quare non modo quare non hac hora sini sturpitudinis mea c. Aug. Lib. 8. when there was famine within and foode without but in the Campe of the enemies these men are now in a sad condition if they stay there or tuâ—â—e into the City they die of the famine if they betake themselves into the Campe of the enemy it may bee they may live it may bee not yet in a case of this nature there is more wisedome to cast themselves upon a way wherein there is most hopes and so they saved their lives by it and are the messengers of good newes to all the City It is just thus with a broken heart and a sorrowfull spirit sometimes If I turne backe to my former condition then I shall but adde sinne unto sin if I stay here and remaine in this condition then shall I certainely perish and therefore though as yet I know not whether God will have mercie on mee and hold out his golden Septer unto such a vile sinner as I am yet will I goe venture my selfe and if I perish I perish beleeve it if you seeke thus you shall finde if you knocke thus it shall bee opened unto you for if there be any hope in a mercilesse enemy Matth. 7. there is more hope in a mercifull God on the other side security is a certain signe of impenitencie and of an unmortified nature 1 Thes 5.3 men are never nearer danger then when they are most secure while they cry peace Jer. 48.11 Luke 17.27.28 and are settled on their lees dreading of no danger then comes it upon them but now that which makes a man mourne for sinne puts him upon use of all good meanes to destroy this enemy and to favour no sinne though it bee never so deare unto us that we may follow the counsell of our Saviour that if our right hand doe offend us wee must cut it off and cast it from us yea and wee must spare nothing that wee may spare our soules Nulli parcas ut soli parcas animae crudelitas illa pietas Heir 2. This sorrow turnes all other sorrow into its owne nature as all the fresh rivers though they runne with forcible and strong currents into the Sea yet when they come there they are immediately turned into Salt so is it in this case all other sorrowes when they fall on a sanctified and a broken heart for sin he can turne them all into this channell and here they all change their qualities suppose hee finde losses in his estate by some bad servant or bad debtor or any casualty by Sea or Land the broken heart is not so much troubled at the losse it selfe nor at the persons that might occasion it as at his sinne which might bee the ground of it and so it was with David when Shimei cursed â—im 2 Sem. 16.10 behold he looked at himselfe and aâ—â— his sin and humbled himselfe before God because he knew that the Lord had sent him so we see it was with Job