3. Here is notice given to all the world Heare O earth as if he had said here is a reckoning that you little dream of I will bring a plague upon you not onely for your idolatry for your whoredome and fornication but even for your vaine thoughts Prov. 24.9 The thoughts of the wicked are sinne the Lord doth not only condemne the actions and courses of wicked men but sets his curse upon their very thoughts Sinne is of an homogeneall nature of which every part of a thing is the whole every piece of stone is stone for it hath the nature of the whole even so it is with sin the least part of sin the least thought of sin the least shiver of sin is sin and abominable before God Reas 1 The reasons why those whose hearts and thoughts run habitually on earth and earthly things must needs end in destruction are 1. That mans end must needs end in destruction that never repents Now so long as a mans thoughts runne usually and habitually on the things of the world that man never repents repentance not onely cleanseth the outside of man but the inside also even the heart repentance goeth as farre as the Law of God goeth where the word of God begins there repentance must needs begin now the word of God begins and strikes at the heart as saith the Apostle The word of God is sharp and powerfull sharper then any two-edged sword piercing to the dividing asunder of the soule and spirit the joynts and marrow and is a discerner of the thoughts of the heart Heb. 4.12 Now then if the word of God strike at the thoughts of the heart then repentance must goe and teach so farre to reforme and amend the things of the heart or else he never repents Let a man sweep his house never so much yet it is not clean so long as there remains one Cob-web in it so if thy heart be swept from drunkennesse whoring and swearing and yet if the old Cob-web of vain thoughts remain in any corner of thy heart not washed out nor swept down thou hast not as yet repented Oh Jerusalem saith God by his Prophet wash thy heart from wickednesse that thou maist be saved how long shall thy vain thoughts lodge within thee Jer. 4.14 Mark how the Lord inforceth his exhortation see how he backs his counsell that thou maist be saved as if he had said thou canst not be saved unlesse thou wash thy heart from vain thoughts how long shall thy vain thoughts lodge within thee He doth not say why doe vain thoughts come in thee for they will come into the best most holy heart but how long shall they lodge within thee If but vain thoughts do lodge in man take up their nest in his heart if a man let his thoughts dwell upon vain things and hee give way unto them and use them as his market trade and recreations hee cannot be saved it is an emphaticall kind of speech as if the Lord should say O Jerusalem thou never considerest this and thus he doth as it were pity and compassionate them in their blindnesse and ignoranâ—e and horrible besottednesse that think that thought is free Beloved when the Lord comes to reckon with the world he will not only reckon with them for their pounds and shillings for their hundreds and thousands of sinnes for their murders whoredomes blasphemies c. but he will call them to account for their least sinnes the pence and farthing sinnes even their very thoughts agree with thine adversary quickly while thou art in the way lest he deliver thee up to the Jaylor and thou be cast into prison thou shalt not come out untill thou hast paid the utmost farthing thou must deliver up thy farthing as well as thy pound sinnes or else thou never agreest with thine adversary When the Lord by his prophet calls upon his people exhorting them to repentance he willeth and exhorteth them to change their thoughts Esay 55.7 Repentance is the change of the thoughts according to the English Proverb I have changed my thoughts Look unto thy feet when thou goest into the house of God Eccles 5.1 Thou canst never go to the House of God without thy feet the thoughts and affections of the heart are the feet of the soul and thou canst never go to God without them and therefore if thy heart and affections run habitually on earthly things thou didst never repent and so thine end is damnation Reas 2 The second reason is that mans end must needs be destruction that hath no Christ in the world now so long as thy thoughts run habitually on earthly things thou hast no Christ It is not enough for a man to hang on Christ for many a man doth so and yet is cut off from Christ and perisheth for ever thou must not onely hang upon Christ but thou must also get into Christ As in the old world when the deluge came and the waters increased so greatly that the mountaines and high hils were covered with them and the people could not save themselves by getting unto the tops of the mountains no question but many seeing the Ark swim above the water did climb up and hang upon the sides of the Ark thinking to save themselves yet none of them were saved but those that were gotten into the Ark so many a man will catch hold of Christ but his hold will be gone and he perish for ever unlesse he get into Christ Now a man can never get into Christ unlesse his heart bee purged from vaine thoughts For Christ when he entreth into a man cleanseth his heart from vain thoughts 2 Cor. 10.5 If Christ once come into the heart he will set up his throne there he will hold up his Scepter of Righteousnesse in it when Christ cometh see what a work hee will make in the heart he will not suffer a proud thought to remain there to upbraid him he will not suffer ever a sinfull lust to stand up to beard him but he will cast down every imagination and all high things that exalt themselves and he will bring every thought into subjection unto himself Therefore if thy thoughts run after the lusts of thy owne heart thou hast no Christ in thee for Christ beloved will never dwell in a foule house I know there is no wheat without some darnell no gold without some drosse no wine without some lees so there is no man but hath some sin no man so clean but hath some defilements of sin upon him therefore if a man have not his cleansing grace of Christ in him cleansing the heart from vain things there is no Christ in him for Christ will never dwell in a foule heart Now beloved the very vain thoughts of a man defile him as Christ saith Matth. 7.21 22 23. Out of the heart proceedeth evill thoughts and they are they that defile a man All these not onely murder and adulteries and uncleannesses and all
the first till the last Saint that shall be upon the earth Surely the wicked shall never escape condemnation for 1. God the Father who judgeth by way of authoritie he will condemne thee all judgement cometh originally from him he that hath often commanded thee to repent and to come out of thy sinnes he shall condemne thee because thou hast not obeyed him 2. God the Sonne he will judge thee who judgeth by way of dispensation Act. 10. First Christ preacheth to thee repentance and remission of sinnes to which if thou yeeld not then know that there is a day appointed wherein he will judge thee That Saviour that thou sayest thou desirest if thou part not with thy lusts he himselfe will be thy Judge that will condemne thee 3. God the holy Ghost will judge thee that Spirit that now strives and wrestles with thee that suggests good motions into thy heart that puts thee in minde of repentance bidding thee leave and forsake thy sinnes and live holily but if thou wilt not this Spirit shall judge thee by way of conviction 4. The Word of God shall judge thee and that by way of forme it being the platforme according unto which Christ will judge the whole world Now suppose there be forty prisoners in the Gaole together one in for murther another for theft another for treason that man that knows the Law if there be equitie and justice in the Assise he I say that knows the Law knows who shall be hanged or quartered or burned or set free even so Beloved that man that looks through the Scriptures that reads this or that Chapter this or that sentence may know that or this man will to hell if he repent not Say I this of my selfe or sayes not the Scripture as much The fearfull and unbeleeving and all that love and make lies shall be cast into that lake that burneth with fire and brimstone for ever Rev. 21.8 By this text will the Lord Iesus come and judge the world and therefore as for all such as live and dye in their sinnes we may all know that they shall be all damn'd in fire brimstone for ever Hereby I know that all they that make no conscience of idle vain and earthly speeches and reproachfull words they shall give an account for them by this Text Mat. 12.56 Doth the Scripture say that all the wicked shall be turned into hell with all the Nations that forget God I know it shall be so by that text Psal 10. for all things shall be done according to the Scriptures Rom. 2.16 In that day saith the Apostle when God shall judge the secrets of menâ— hearts by Jesus Christ according to my Gospel that is just as Gods Ministers preach just as you find it written in the same Scriptures so will he judge at that day Beloved there is never a Text throughout the whole Scripture that commands you to leave and forsake your sinnes but it shall judge you if you doe not there is not one Text of Scripture that commands performance of any holy duty but it shall rise up in judgement against thee if thou performe it not Doth the Scripture say Be not drunk with wine wherein is excesse Eph. â— 18 It shall judge and condemn the drunkard that drinks excessively Doth the Scripture say Mortifie your members which are upon the earth fornication uncleannesse inordinate affectiâ—nâ— evill concupiscence and covetousnesse which is Idolatry Col. 3.5 If notwithstanding these sinnes live in thee this Text shall rise up and condemne thee to hell Doth the text say That the fathers to the children shall make known Gods truth Esa 28.9 Eph. 6.4 Parents bring up your children in the nurture and information of the Lord It shall rise up in judgement and condemne those parents that have not instructed their children to feare God Doth the tex say Thou shalt teach the word of God unto thy children and that thou shalt talâ—e of it when thou sittest in thy house and when thou goâ—st by the way when thou liest down and when thou risest up Deut. 6.7 It shall judge thee because thou makest no conscience of holy conference All these and the like Texts of Scripture shall rise up and stand in rank to condemne thee that hast not swayed thy heart and framed thy life according to the Scriptures 5. All the Ministers of God shall sit as Justices in common from the first Preacher of righteousnesse unto the last Moses shall judge thee Joshua David Esay Jeremy Hosea Daniel Paul Peter c. they shall all judge you just as Gods Ministers judge you here so will God he will take all their Sermons and clap them upon the heads of all rebellious hearers and so damn them for ever Lastly The Saints shall judge you yea all the Saints from one end of the world to the other they shall assist the just Judge of heaven earth and they shall be interpretive Judges Beloved how can the wicked escape condemnation that have so many thousands of Judges so many thousand exhortations and reproofes so many thousand admonitions and invitations so many thousand mercies proffers of Christ When God the Father Sonne and holy Ghost shall judge them when heaven and all the Angels in heaven and all the Saints on earth shall judge them and condemne them How canst thou escape Is there never a drunkard in this congregation Is there never a swearer never a prophane person never a mocker never a railer in this towne that refuseth to hearken to the word The men of Niniveh shall rise up in judgement against them and condemne them because they still live in their sinnes notwithstanding they have had not three dayes preaching nor fortie dayes space onely for repentance but many years of grace calling upon them The Queen of Sheba shall condemne many that live in these sinnes who went many hundred miles to hear the wisedome of Solomon for going and comming it was well-nigh two thousand miles but you have the word of Christ preached in your eares and saying the Kingdom of God is come among you but you will scarce step out of your dores to receive it or take any paines for it This one woman shall judge them There will be no way for the wicked to put off their judgement then the sonnes of Eli shall have none to advocate between God and them none to cloke or cover their wickednesse they shall then have no excuses for themselves for would they excuse themselves the Saints shall judge them would they send out excuses the Saints shall cut them off Would they in the first place say Alas I was ignorant I knew not how to pray or to read or to meditate on the Scriptures nor to chatechize my family I was dull and blockish to conceive such points as were taught me and if I did live in sinne it was ignorance that taught it me I was never book-learned Saith Augustine this Ignoramus that was as ignorant and as
confirmes it with an oath Therefore if the Lord sweare thou shalt not how darest thou how canst thou hope or think ever to enter into his rest This was almost fourty yeares before he died that the Lord made this oath against them and God knowes how many thousands of them fel short not only of the land of Canaan but also of the Kingdome of heaven So God took Ismael an hundred and seventeen yeares before he died twenty yeares God offered him grace and repentance but he would not take warning a mocker he was and a mocker he would be for he mocked Isaac when he was a child of six yeares old and no meanes would reclaim him before he heard the voice Cast out the bond-woman and her sonne Out with him saith God for he shall never be heire with my sonne this was an hundred and seventeen years before Ismaels death And so God took Saul five and thirty or six and thirty yeares before he died according to Josephus Chronology if it bee true howsoever hee took him divers yeares before his death for so the Scripture makes it plain 1. Sam. 15.20 The strength of Israel will not lie nor repent for he is not a man that hee should repent Therefore because thou hast rejected the word of the Lord the Lord also hath rejected thee from being a King And do not think that thou by thy prayers and crying God mercie canst ever alter him for his councell is immutable and hee is strong in his decree and cannot change Hitherto Grace and Mercie have been offered thee which if thou hadst embraced thou mightst have found mercy from the Lord and the Kingdome should have been established and confirmed unto thee but now it is too late for the strength of Israel cannot lie God took Esau fiftie yeares before his death for so long he lived after he sought the blessing with teares but he was a hunting when God was a calling he was following his prophanenesse when God was wooing him to repentance At last when he called for repentance and sought it earnestly yea his soule was carefull for to get it yet he could never obtaine it though hee sought it earnestly with teares fiftie yeares before he died Now if the Lord so severely punish contempt of temporall blessings O how will he punish the contempt of proffers of grace and salvation I tell you God will be more strict in revenging of this sinne then of any other sinne he will come with Martiall law against all those that contemne his Gospell Joh. 3.18 He that beleeveth not is condemned already Doth Christ preach repentance and salvation and the Kingdome of God and wilt thou not repent and beleeve Martiall Law beloved martiall Law hang him up for he is condemned already Even like a souldier that rebels against his General forsakes his Colours they doe not cast him into prison and stay for the Assizes or Sessions but give him Martiall Law even hang him up So if the Lord sound his Gospell in thine eares and offers thee conditions of peace knocking at the doore of thy heart by his Spirit and thou refuse to open to him thou art condemned already for the Strength of Israel cannot lie nor repent Oh therefore take heed now whiles his word sounds in thine eares while his Spirit secretly whispers in thy heart to thee open to him for else thou art condemned for ever Take notice then that God doth commonly give men a day and no man or Angel doth know how long this day lasteth To some it lasteth to their last gasp to some to their old age and to some it is cut off in their childhood God gave the Angels a day the which because they neglected they are reserved in chains of darknesse untill the great judgement day God gave Cain a day Genes 4. During all the time of this day though Cain sinned again and again and went on in his sinnes a great while yet he heard nothing but a still voice If thou do well Cain shalt thou not be accepted but if thou dost ill sinne lieth at the doore But when no meanes will prevaile but Cain will go on adding sinne to sinne and murder unto all the rest of his sinnes and so let go the season of mercy the Lords tells him from heaven that the day of grace is past the gate of mercy is shut against thee for thou art now accursed from the earth As if the Lord should say Before I gave thee a day of salvation and offered thee mercy but thou wouldst not accept of it but now I have clapt a curse upon thy soul that thou shalt never claw off So God gave Nineveh a day to repent Jona 3. Yet forty dayes and Nineveh shall be destroyed God gave the Fig-tree a day even three yeares before he would have it cut down God gave the old World a day of an hundred and twenty yeares during this time God sent unto them Noah a Preacher of righteousnes to call upon them to repent and so set it down also that his Spirit shall not alwayes strive with man but his time shall be an hundred and twenty yeares yet one writes that the Lord cut off twenty of the hundred and twenty yeares because of their iniquities which were so grievous and provoked him so much that they hasted him to come before he would have done In all this space if they had repented they should have found mercy from the Lord but when this time was gone and the day of grace was out the Deluge came in upon them and God by his judgments overthrew the whole World Object You my ask me when this day or season of grace doth end or cease Answ I answer that neither men nor Angels can tell but this I say it may be yet this day of grace lasteth unto thee now it may bee God speaketh whom to thy soul now it may be God warms thy heart and givs thee good purposes resolutions now it may be the Lord Jesus passeth by thee in a good thought and desire lay hold on it for thy day may cease this very night for ought thou knowest Luke 17.22 The time shall come saith Christ when you shall desire to see one of the dayes of the Sonne of man and shall not see it Now is the day of Christ upon you now is Christ offering and preaching himself to you but if you let this day passe thou mayst desire to have one of the drops of that bloud that hath been offered to thee and yet never have it thou mayst desire to feele one rap of that Spirit that hath knockt at thy heart and yet goe without it thou maist intreat for one dram of that mercy that hath been offered and thou hast rejected but it shall never be granted to thee God may clap that fearfull sentence upon thee Now henceforth never grow fruit more on thee never repentance come into thy heart more If now thou wilt not repent and be
Minister after Minister to instruct them in the knowledge of my wayes I laboured to convert them and to bring them home unto my self and to work better thoughts in them but still they are a people that walk after their own thoughts that provoke me continually unto my face There is never a thought of thine but it is in the verse face of God both thought and imagined But some man may say I think of God and of Christ of faith and repentance and of calling on God of mending of this and that course I think of death and of my last account and every foot I have holy thoughts in my mind But beloved give me leave I pray you for to speak something unto you which it may be may stick by you while you live I will propound these foure things and distinctions unto you which I will use First what doest thou think of God and of heaven then tell me whether thy thoughts be injective thoughts into thy heart or thoughts raised by thy heart for there is a great deale of difference betweene thoughts injected and thoughts raised God casts good thoughts into a godly mans heart which being fit soyl it fructifies and brings forth fruit Again God casts good thoughts into a wicked mans heart but because his heart is not sanctified and therefore no fit soyl to harbour in they die and vanish God casts in and they cast out God casts in again and they cast out again therefore if thou hast good thoughts examine and try whether they be thoughts raised from thy heart or no see whether thy heart be a renewed heart a sanctified an holy heart fit to bring forth good thoughts every day Beloved a wicked man may have a thousand good thoughts and yet go to hell in the midst of them all God cast a good thought into the heart of the King of Babylon to go against Judah and Jerusalem for to punish his people for their sins and to avenge himself on them for the breach of his Covenant but what saith the text Reas 1 Howbeit he thought not so Isa 10. No his only ayme was how to get honour how to inrich to enlarge his territories and to bring down the Nations under him and to make his name and fame to be spread and declared through all the world So God casts many good thoughts into many a wicked mans heart to repent and to leave his drunkennesse his pride his swearing and whoring to be holy and religious howbeit he thinks not so but he thinks how to eate and drink how to be proud and haughty how to be rich and great in the world how to be vain and licentious yea thy thoughts are vile and vain all the day long Oh that men were wise truly to understand this the want whereof is the cause why many thousands go to hell and are damned for ever I will make it plain to you A wicked man reasons thus with himself I confesse and it is true I sinne every day against God and sometimes drink a pot with my friend though sometimes I let fall an oath and am overtaken in my infirmities yet I thank God he hath sanctified my heart for I think of God and of Christ and I oft call upon his name and let my thoughts run on good things God and heaven are many times in my mind and I am sorry when I do amisse and the Lord hath blest me with a large portion of outward things Besides I see these and these signes of grace in me and therefore I think my case to be happy And thus securely they live and so they go on and so they die and so go to hell and perish for ever and ever Here is the misery of it many think of God and of Christ of death and of their last account of heaven of hell of faith and repentance of leaving sinne of crucifying their lusts and practising of holinesse Now men think that their thinking of these things is a part of their discharge when indeed they are Additions to and peeces of their talents which increase their judgements God casts in a thought of repentance of holinesse of the remembrance of death and last account Dost thou find thy heart never the better and holier by them Then know it is only Gods haunting of thy heart and Gods calling upon thee and Gods inviting thee unto repentance to leave thy sinnes to come out of thy deadnesse and formality to prepare for thy death and judgment and therefore I say if thy heart now think not so if thy heart do not repent beleeve and grow more zealous and thou art not drawn the neerer to God I say then that the more of these good thoughts that thou hast had the greater thy doome will be if thou hast had ten thousands of them if they have beene onely Gods haunting of thy heart think thou then now of grace of God of thy poor soul which is not bettered by them nor made holy then know they are peeces of thy talent and it doth make thy torments in hell the greater Secondly thou hast good thoughts but the question is whether they be fleeting or abiding thoughts Many think of God of grace of heaven of the word of God and when they heare a Sermon they will think of God but these thoughts though they come into their minds yet they go away presently they are in and out at an instant in a trice they passe away and are gone Beloved there are two kinds of vaine thoughts 1. vaine because the substance and matter of them is vain and so all worldly thoughts are vain 2. or else for their want of durance and lasting and so are all thoughts of heaven of God and grace and of Christ it they vanish away they are all vain thoughts though they seeme otherwise Haer what God saith Gen. 6.5 God saw that the wickednesse of man was great upon the earth and all the imaginations of the thoughts of his heart were only evill continually all the imaginations great is the emphasis of this word all all the thoughts yea all universally are only evill continually But you will say unto me Doth not a wicked man think that there is a God why that is a good thought doth he not think that this God is to be observed and worshipped why this is a good thought doth he not think that sin is to be forsaken that is a good thought doth he not think of heaven and of Christ how then are their thoughts only evill and that continually I answer because all the thoughts of a wicked mans heart are vaine that is vanishing thoughts not vaine for the matter which sometimes may be good and holy but vaine because they soone vanish away thoughts that come and tarry not that leave no impression in their hearts behind them these are all vaine thoughts according to that of the Apostle The Lord knoweth the thoughts of the wise that they are vaine 1 Cor.
Christian provident thoughts for godly honest and sober thoughts are fitting and necessary but he seems hereby to cut off all distrusting carking thoughts Manner 5 Fifthly worldly thoughts come to be sinfull when they are thought needlesly And here I will shew how farre a man may think of the world namely so farre as his necessary busines requires Suppose a mans businesse be upon merchandise it is lawfull to think of it and of his shop and wares but if thou wouldest know how farre why so farre as is it for thy businesse But if thou hast so many of them that thy heart is taken up with them and thy mind still on them then they are sinfull thoughts There is many a man that in following of his businesse bestowes more thoughts then his businesse requires he hath ten thousands of superfluous thoughts but let such remember the exhortation of the Wise man establish thy thoughts by counsell counsell will tell a man when he hath thought enough and what thoughts are fit for his imployment Not that any man can carry himself alwayes in that golden mediocrity or mean but a Christians care must be daily more and more to pare off all superfluous thoughts of earthly things Now we come to the second thing 2. Thoughts are vain formally when though the matter of them be never so good yet the manner of thinking them is evill It is possible that a wicked man go to hell though he performes the same things for the matter of them that a godly man doth a godly man comes to Church so doth a wicked man a godly man prayes in his family so doth a wicked man a godly man reads the Scriptures so doth a wicked man a godly man repeats Sermons and conferres of good things so doth a wicked man There is no work that comes to the outward act that a godly man doth but a wicked man may do the same here onely is the difference in the manner of working I will set it out to you by a place of Scripture In a great house saith the Apostle there are not onely vessels of gold and of silver but also of wood and of stone some to honour and some to dishonour 2 Tim. 2.20 Mark how the Apostle here sets out the reprobate and the elect comparing them to vessels of honour and dishonour the vessels of dishonour are of the same matter that the vessels of honour are of suppose it be pewter or silver cast it into an honourable forme and it will be a vessell of honour but cast it into a dishonourable forme and it will be a vessell of dishonour for base and mean service even so it is between a true Christian and a meer formall professor the matter of their service is one and the same suppose it be hearing the Word or receiving of the Sacraments prayer or the like the substance and action is the same but take the same prayer and let a godly man cast it in his forme and it is holy and prevailes with God let a wicked man take the same prayer and cast it into his dishonorable forme and it becomes sinfull not regarded and abominable in Gods eyes For hearing of the Word of God the godly man heares and the wicked man heares the matter in both is the same the godly man he casteth the Word into a godly mould he heares the Word and he trembles at it he heares the Word and beleeves it he heares the Word and his heart bowes to it and resolves to practise it a wicked man he heares the Word too but he casteth it into a dishonourable mould he heares it with deadnesse and dulnesse without trembling without faith and obedience So a godly man may think thoughts of God and so may a wicked man think thoughts of God the matter of both is good yet the thoughts of the wicked are vaine though hee thinks of God because he casteth it into his dishonourable frame he feares not God his heart trembles not at God but his heart is as full of dead earthly affections as before he thinks of hearing the Word but it is after his own fashion he thinks of praying but he prayes with his owne spirit and not with the spirit of Adoption The Psalmist tels us that the whoremaster the drunkard and the thief thinks of God but it is after his own fashion Psal 50.21 These things hast thou done saith God and I held my tongue and thou thoughtest that I was even such a one as thy self A wicked man goes on in his sins and thinks that they are not so devillish and abominable as some say that they are and he thinks that God thinks so too he is earthly carnall luke-warme and dead-hearted and if he repent at the last he thinks all will be well and hee thinks God is of the same mind too he goes on in his drunkennesse swearing pride and hypocrisie and he thinks if he do but remember to ask God mercy and to cry Lord receive my soul when he is going out of the world he thinks he shall not go to hell but be carried to the joyes of heaven and he thinks God is of his mind that God thinks so too But mark what the Lord saith I will reprove thee and set thy sins in order before thee Oh consider this you that forget God lest he teare you in pieces and there be none to deliver you Thirdly mens thoughts are vain when the heart that thinks upon them is earthly and vain wherefore if all the wicked men in the world should lay their heads together to think a good thought yet they cannot for their hearts are vain hearts sinfull hearts they may think of excellent propositions concerning God his worship his word and service but so long as the heart that thinks upon them is carnall and vain they cannot speak that which is good as saith our Saviour Matthew 12.34 How can you speak good things Object Why may some man say may not a wicked man read a Chapter in a Bible are the words so hard to be understood and pronounced cannot a wicked man take a Sermon and read it and hear a Sermon and repeat it what are letters and syllables so hard to be pronounced Answ I answer beloved that is not the meaning of our Saviour How can ye that are evill speak good things no no a wicked man may read Gods Word and propound good questions as well as a true Christian but he cannot speak good words that is he cannot speak hâ—m from a good heart and therefore his heart being carnall and vain good words in his mouth are as a jewell in a swines snout It is a word indeed but not a speech when he reads or pronounceth Gods Word Aristotle saith that speech is nothing but the expression of that that is within the heart Now then if the word and truth of God be not ingraffed in thy heart if thy heart be not heavenly when thou speakest of heavenly things
then he will prevent the mischeif a man is guilty of bodily murther but thou art guilty of the soule of thy brother if thou let him fall into sin Thou thinkest thy brother is harsh he will not bear with thee he is hasty and testy no thou art in an error That man that hates reproof erreth saith Solomon Indeed a man should not be too sharp but first tell his brother in private that he is in an error for reproof is a means of grace it flowes from great love it is the providence of God that hath cast it about that thou shouldest have reproof given thee if thou have a heart to take it it is an argument of love Another reason is taken from the primary end of reproof which is to bring a man to good to reduce him into a right way to convert a man to save his soule that is the primary end of reproof and admonition therefore to go on in sinnes contrary to it must needs be a great evill As Solomon brings in the wisdome of the Father Jesus Christ calling upon people O yee fooles how long will yee love folly turn at my reproof Mark what followes to what end I will poure my spirit on you There is the end he tells them O yee fooles wretched people without understanding that go on in sinne and harden your owne hearts that repent not nor turne not to God that will not submit to his wisdome nor imbrace his word yee fooles that wrong your own souls oh turne at my reproof Why This is the reason that God reproves a man on this fashion it is that a man may have the Spirit of God granted him If thou have an eare to heare reproof and a heart to drink it in and to weare it as a crown of gold on thy head and as a chain about thy neck thou shouldest have the Spirit of God for thy labour the Lord reproves thee that thou mightest return back and have his Spirit and have mercie and forgivenesse This is all the ill will that Gods Ministers beare thee and all the hatred that reprovers shew when they tell thee of thy sinnes whatsoever they be that they may stop thy steps from going downe to Hell When the Lord sends thee Sermon upon Sermon Preacher after Preacher thou art called on day by day as you here in this place This is the infinite goodnesse of God toward your souls therefore your sinne is infinite great if you do not amend as the wise man saith He that hates reproof shall surely die Prov. 15.10 there is no remedy for that man that man that puts off repentance God reproves him from day to day on the Sabbath day and on the week dayes hee goes to this man and there he is reproved and to another and there he is reproved and yet he goes on in this deadnesse and formality in the ordinances of God that man shall surely die there is no remedy he sins against the infinite mercie of God Thirdly there is no reason in the world why reproofe should be taked otherwise then with all willingnesse and thankfulnesse and chearfulnesse If a man have but the reason of a man in him he must needs take reproof in good part he must be a beast that doth not judge well of him that reproves him There is an excellent place Prov. 12.1 He that puts off reproof is brutish he that hates reproof is a brute that man hath no reason in him Art thou a swearer and art reproved for it thy brother tells thee thou wilt be damned for it Doest thou chafe at that man thou art a beast thou hast no more understanding then an Ox or an Asse As it is with a horse when the Ostler comes to rub him he kicks with the heel when he only beats off the dirt he lifts up his hinder legge on him and it may be wounds him so thou hast no more understanding then a beast that finds fault with one that reproves thee for thy sins So that whatsoever thy sin be he that tells thee of it there is no reason in the world but he should be a dear man to thee Me thinks of all men under heaven godly Ministers that are faithfull in their place and calling should be the dearest men to you upon the face of the earth Why because they reprove you and tell you of your sins and what will become of your souls what will be the issue and Catastrophe of all your wayes You that come to Church every day may read a Lecture in the Word of God what will be your doom at the last day you are told of your pride and adultery of your whoredome and oaths carnall Gospellers of their secure and carnall condition and common professors of their formality and other lusts that men are given to you are told of all I say the feet of Gods messengers should be beautifull you should hug the messengers and put their reproofs in your bosomes and let them have power and efficacie on your souls and go and put them in practice The Use of this is First is it so that it is the infinite mercie of God to reprove men of their sinnes to tell them of whatsoever is amisse in their hearts and lives let me tell you First see here what an infinite punishment God is bringing upon that Kingdome when hee is taking away reprovers from them when God takes away reprovers he takes away all mercie and loving kindnesse Therefore God when he threatned to deliver up Judah to curse that Kingdome to plague them for their rebellion and utterly to give them over he saith he will take away the reprover saith hee to the Prophet Thou shalt be dumb and not open thy mouth thou shalt not be a reprover to this people Ezek. 3.26 When the Lord would curse that people and bind them over to a reprobate sense and deliver them to wrath the Prophet shall not be a reprover he silences the Prophet Or as Piscator thinks the anger of God silenced him or confined him to his house that he should not prophesie So when God silences his Ministers that he takes them from a place or threatens to take them away it is a signe of heavie vengeance toward such a people It may be wicked people laughed at them and made it a matter of nothing they were glad that Ezekiels mouth was gagged and it were no matter if the countrey were rid of a company of Puritans though they had no such word then they had as bad they think all is well but the time will come that they will curse the day that ever they provoked God to take away their Ministers we enjoy them by the mercie of God other places have lost them God knows how soon wee may lose ours In Hosea 4.4 the Lord there when he would set out the desperate estate of the children of Ephraim he delivers them up to such a state and condition
that none should reprove them Let none reprove another If they will sinne let them if they will go on in idolatry let them if they will harden their own hearts let them if they will die in sinne let them if they will perish and be damned for ever let them Let no man reprove another It is a lamentable state Generally people are glad when the Land is swept of all the good Ministers and the good servants of God they had rather heare a fine song in a Pulpit of one that preacheth morally or it may be preacheth his own selfe or the like but the time will come when they shall say as Salomon saith It is better to heare the reproofe of the wise then the song of fooles Eccles 7.5 People love alife to hear the song of fooles When a foole comes up and preacheth At what time soevâ—r a sinner shall repent of his sinne And Bee not just over much and what need such adoe Herâ— is more puther then needs and abuse places and wrest Scriptures As for example the thiefe on the Crosse was saved at the last with a word or two and they bring the example of the Publican that cried God be mercifull to me a sinner and went justified to his house rather then the Pharisee that made long prayers And tush what need men be so zealous and precise and puritanicall Whosoever calls upon the name of God shall be saved people love alife such songs of fooles but the time shall come when peoples eyes shall be opened and their consciences awakened and then they will wish O that we had heard the reproofe of the wise The second use makes against those that despise the reproofe of the wise yee despise not men but God yee have despised me Prov. 1.30 You think you despise a poore Minister he is strict harsh with your souls and presseth these things upon your conscience and it may bee more then he hath warrant to doe so you think you do not despise God but one onely Minister Nay saith Christ you have despised my reproofe When you despise them that Christ sends you despise him This is an expresse and an explicite signe of a mans everlasting destruction when he despiseth reproofe as in that speech of the Prophet to Amaziah I know that the Lord hath determined to destroy thee because thou hast not hearkened to my reproofe 2 Chron. 25.16 So I may say I know that God hath determined to destroy a Nation a Citie or a people when they will not take counsell of Gods Messengers when they will not hearken to instruction They have beene called upon nationall sinnes have been ripped up parochiall sinnes have beene spoken of yet when they are told they will not be reproved We that are the Ministers of God know that God will destroy as many as turn not at reproof I let this passe I should now show the grievousnesse of this ill of standing out against reproof it is expressed two wayes First in the sinfulnesse of it to harden a mans heart Secondly in the punishment He shall be destroyed without remedy And in the destruction you may see here First the unexpectednesse of it He shall be destroyed suddenly Secondly the totalnesse of it Hee shall bee destroyed The word signifieth to shatter all in peeces Thirdly the irrecoverablenesse of it without remedy Fourthly the sutablenesse of it his punishment is according to his sin Mark as he hardened his own heart against God so God will harden his heart against him as no remedy would turn him from his sin so no remedy shall turn God from his wrath As his sin was in hardening his heart like a stone so God shall deale with him as a stone is dealt with he shall destroy him The word in the originall signifies broken to peeces as a stone is broken that is the Lord will deale with him just in his own kind Hence I might observe this doctrine that The Lord proportions punishments to mens sin Just as a mans sin is so is the punishment David sinned in numbring the people 2 Sam. 24.15 and God punished him in that Pharaoh sinned in destroying and drowning the males of the Israelites God smote his first-born He drowned their babes and he himself was drowned in the sea I might bring abundance of examples Now the Reasons of this are First because hereby a mans punishment appeare to be so much the more equall and worthy Retaliation is a most equall punishment to the sin there is no inequality in it but this that it is too mercifull An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth hurn for burn wound for wound You know an eye is equall for an eye so when God punisheth a man just in his own kind quid for quo that as there was no remedy would turn him from his sin so there shall be no remedy shall turn God from his wrath Herein Gods punishment appeares to bee most equall Revel 16.5.6 Thou art righteous O Lord in that thou judgest thus for shee hath shed the bloud of thy Saints therefore thou hast given them bloud to drink for they are worthy Thou thirstedst after bloud there it is for thee so this is most equall when men have dealt thus and thus with God when God shall deal so and so with thee thou canst not find fault When a man drinks as hebrews and reaps as he sowes and finds as he brings what inequality is here It shall come to passe that as when I called they would not hear so when they call I will not answer Zach. 7. When God calls upon thee and thou wilt not hear afterwards when thou callest for mercie if he do not hear thee it is just Secondly another reason is because this stops a mans mouth it convinceth a mans conscience when a mans conscience finds that he is served in his own kind that he is paid in his own coin it stops his mouth As Adonibezek he had cut off the thumbs and toes of 70. Kings afterwards hee was served just so as he had dealt with others he had cut off their thumbs and toes and made them gather orts under his table so afterwards his thumbs and toes were cut off Now mark what his conscience saith Judg. 1.7 As I have dealt so God hath dealt with me As if he had said God knowes wherefore the children of Judah have done this they know not why they cut off my thumbs and the reason why they cut off my toes God knowes what they looked at in punishing me thus but Gods just providence hath dealt thus with me in this kind I served others This is so palpable a punishment so equall and just that though the sin were committed twenty yeeres ago yet a mans conscience will find out his sin twenty yeeres after As Iosephs brethren they sold him and after cast him into a pit two and twenty yeeres after when Joseph was harsh with them see
life and many other outward comforts and supports But thou wilt heare more of these things in the Sermons themselves the wholesome Admonitions and Reproofs wherein contained with the rest of that heavenly provision for thy Soule which thou shalt find here gathered together and laid into thy hand I heartily wish may be sanctified unto thee by the highest hand of the Sanctifier that so thy sins and corruptions may flie seven wayes before that Spirit of power which here pursueth them and thou never presume to return back again unto them more The God whom we serve is able to performe this great petition by Jesus Christ To whose grace the peace of thy soule is faithfully and feelingly recommended by That poor and unworthy servant of Christ and his Church John Goodwin The Contents and Heads of the eight following Sermons The Contents of the first two Sermons from HAG. 1.5 THe Preface showing the usefulnesse of Meditation together with the danger in neglecting it Page 1 The opening of the Tex in severall particulars pag. 4 Doctrine Serious Meditation of our sins by the â—ord is an especiall means for to make us repent 4 The definition of Meditation in four particulars 4 1 It is an exercise of the mind 4 2 A setled exercise of the mind 5 3 It is to make a further enquirie into all the parts of the truth 6 4 It labours to affect the heart 7 Two Reasons 1. Because Meditation presseth â—ll Arguments home to the heart 7 2 Because Meditation fastens sin close upon the â—oul and makes the soul to feel it 9 1 Use For the reproof of severall sorts of men â—hat are loth to put in practise this so necessary a duty 12 Four lets of Meditation 1. Vain company 14 2 Multitude of worldly businesse 14 3 Ignorance 16 4 That naturall aversnesse is in the heart of man unto it 16 This aversnesse of heart consisteth in three things 1 In the carelesnesse of the heart 17 2 In the runnings and rovings of the heart 17 3 In the wearisomnesse of the heart in meditation 17 2 Use For terror unto all those that dare sit down in security never at all regarding this soul searching duty 18 Four means or helps to meditation 1 With all seriousnesse tell the soul that thou hast a message from the Lord unto it 20 2 Observe sitting times for meditation viz. 1 The morning 21 2 The night 22 3 The evening 22 4 When the heart is after some extraordinary manner touched with Gods word or providences 22 3 Call to mind what evill thou hast done ever since thou wast born 23 4 Rouse up thy heart and thoughts as high aâ— heaven 23 3 Use For the reprehension of those that meditate upon their sins and how they may with the more freenesse commit sin 24 Four grounds upon which meditation must be raised 1 Meditate on the goodnesse mercy and patience of God that you have oft abused by your sins 26 2 Meditate on the justice of God that you have so oft provoked 28 3 Meditate on the wrath of God that you have so oft kindled 29 4 Meditate on the constancie of God who is a constant hater of all sin 30 Four directions how to carry Meditation home to the heart 1 Weigh and ponder all the foregoing things in â—hine own heart 33 2 Strip sin and look upon it starknaked and in â—ts own colours 33 3 Dive into thine own soul and search thine â—eart to the quick 34 4 Prevent thine own heart by meditation and â—ell thy soul that it will one day wish that it had not â—eglected this so necessary a duty 36 Four duties to be discharged that we may put life to Meditation 1 Let Meditation haunt and dogge thy heart with the promises and threatnings mercies and judgements of God 38 2 Let Meditation trace thy heart in the same steps and run over all thy duties discharged 41 3 Let Meditation hale thy heart before Gods Throne there to poure out thy complaints before the Almighty p. 43. and let thy complaint be 1 Full of sorrow 44 2 A full complaint of all thy sins 44 3 A complaint aggravating all thy sins by all their circumstances 45 4. A self-condemning complaint wherein the complaint of Ezra is illustrated in eight particulars 46 4 Let Meditation when it hath searched out thy case and made it appear how wofull it is cast thee down before God 49 Four motives to stir up the soul to Meditation 1 Consider it is the part of a fool not to meditate It is a madnesse for a man to walk on in a course and not to consider whither it will tend 50 2 Consider not to meditate is the brand of a Reprobate 52 3 He that meditates not robs God of his honor 52 4 All the service that a man performeth unto the Lord will be abominable if he meditate not before it and after it 53 The reason why we have so many vain thoughts in our holy exercises is because we prepare not our hearts thereunto by meditation 54 The Contents of the third Sermon Proverbs 1.28 1 THe opening of the context in 5 particulars 59 2 The opening of the words of the Text in four particulars 62 1. Doctrine Those that will not heare the Lord when he calleth upon them by the ministry of his word and voice of his Spirit the Lord will not hear them when in their misery they call upon him 62 3. Reasons of the point 1. The law of Retaliation of rendring like for like requires it 64 2. Because Gods two Attributes of Mercy and Justice have their season in this life and when Mercy hath acted her part then commeth Justice upon the stage for to act her part 66 3. Because it is Gods manner for to doe so in temporall things and therfore much more in matters of grace and salvation 68 God giveth to men a day and no Man nor Angell knoweth how long this day lasteth or when this season of grace shall have an end 71 73 And as there is a Personall day so there is a Nationall day 74 Object 1. A man may be called at the 11th or 12th houre of the day 75 Ans Those that were called at the first hour came in at the first houre these that came in at the twelfth houre were not the same that were called at the first hour 75 Object 2 The day of grace lasteth as long as the day of life 77 The Objection is cleared under three particulars Ans And it is answered that the day of grace may end to a particular man long before his death 1. Because God may harden a mans heart 78 2. Because God may sear mens consciences 78 Object 3. Suppose I go on in my sinne and repent upon my death-bed will God hear me Ans The answer is negative 80 Object 4. Suppose I humble my self by fasting and prayer will not God hear that The answer is negative if thou neglect the day of grace
know our Lords will we must prepare for the doing of it 243 The Contents of the eighth Sermon upon Proverbs 29 1. 1 A double exposition of the Text. 1 Doct. From the first exposition viz. He that reproveth another and is guilty himself in the same kind or in any other kind and hardeneth his own heart in it that man shall be destroyed without remedy 244 7 Reasons First because the office of a reprover bindeth him to be blamelesse 2 Because such a reprover as is guilty himself can never reprove to a right end 250 3 Neither can he do it in a right manner 251 4 Such a reprover is an hypocrite 252 5 Such a reproving of another mans sinne makes him inexcusable in his own 253 6 It is an absurd thing for a person to reprove another for that whereof he is guilty himself 254 7 Such a reproving is a signe of impenitencie 254 Object Shall not a wicked Magistrate or Minister reprove others c. Ans He is bound to reprove in regard of his office â—ut is bound in conscience to amend himself first 155 Use For instruction first Let every reprover take heed lest he make himself inexcusable 256 2 Let him endeavour to walk unblameable and inoffensive 256 Two Doctrines from the second exposition of the Words viz. Doct. 1. The Lord doth not destroy man willingly but for sinne 261 Doct. 2. It is a great mercy for a man to be reproved for his sin 261 Three Reasons of the Second Doctrine 1 Because reproofs primarily come from love 262 2 They tend to the good of a mans soul 264 3 It is brutish not to take reproofs in good part 265 Use 1 First for information that God is bringing destruction upon a Kingdom when he takes away reprovers from them 267 Use 2 For the reproof of those that despise the reproof of the wise they despise not men but God 269 The grievousnesse of their sin who stand out against reproof is aggravated under severall heads 270 Doct. 3 The Lord proportions punishments to mens sins 271 Reas 1 Because hereby a mans punishment appears to be so much the more equall and worthy 271 2 This stops mens mouths and convinceth their consciences 3 All the standers by may see the equity of it when the punishment is according to the sin 273 Use for instruction First to teach men not to complain of Gods dealing with them if their punishment be for the kind of it according to their sin but rather let them learn to see Gods immediate hand in it 274 2 To teach men to consider how God many timeâ— proportions punishments to sins 1 For kind 275 2 For quantity 275 3 For quality 276 4 For time 277 5 For place 277 The Authors Preface upon these ensuing Sermons THE cause of that little heavenlines which is in the profession of Christianity is the want of Meditation Many can meditate cursorily but that is not enough it must be a sticking Meditation that must affect the heart That place in 2 Pet. 2.8 is marvellous pregnant it was the means why Lot was so touched with the abominations of Sodome That righteous man â—welling amongst them in seeing and hearing their ungodly deeds vexed his righteous soul from day to day Many heard and saw too besides Lot and were not vexed Why Other matters stuck in their thoughts they never throughly meditated on it but he vexed himself that is the meditation of those evils and bringing them home to his soul vexed him The word is a fit word implying two things First the searching and examining of a thing his meditating heart examined their sins how many they were how grievous how damnable how likely to pull down some vengeance or other upon them Secondly the wracking or vexing upon trial so it was with Lot he observed all their evils and weighed them in his soul then he wracked his spirit with the consideration of them The Evangelist useth this very word for tossing this word that is here put for vexing he puts for tossing of a ship in the seas Matt. 14.24 The ship was toss'ed with the waves so meditation did tosse his soul with vexation sometimes down to the deep O miserable wretches that we are or How brutish how beastly and how hellish are our sins Sometimes up O that the Lord would humble us and spare us Sometimes over head and eares in the storme O fool that I was to chuse my dwelling amongst such men These meditations vexed hiâ— soul Many have studied meditations and yet are not acquainted with this cordiall meditation Many Ministerâ— that study Divinity all the day that study the Word all the week that study their Sermons all the year may yet for all this be carnall Ministers Why Because their meditation is but inventing and mentall meditation thiâ— meditation is a practicall meditation the thing meditated feeds the heart that meditation is like a fluttering Pheasant that flutters before their eyes it feeds their eyes indeed but never feeds the stomack as long as they neither catch nor eat it The saving mysteries of God flutter before their eyes and before their understandings they feed their eyes with knowledge but never feed their souls unto everlasting life unlesse they fowle for it dresse and digest it in their hearts There is an apt word Gen. 24.63 Isaac went out to meditate in the field the originall hath it to signifie mutuall conference his mind conferred with the truth and the truth with him a mutuall working he wrought upon the truth by meditating of it and it wrought upon him by leaving an impression upon his soul this is a rare practice in the world and yet as necessary as most it is the art of the soul in being heavenly it is the inuring of thee to every good duty for by meditation a man comes to have his mind and heart fixed upon every thing that he would Would he pray he that hath inured his heart to meditate his mind is fixed in his prayer Would he receive the Sacrament He that hath inured his heart by meditation his mind is fixed in the Ordinance David that was excellent at meditation had a fixed heart Psal 57.7 Psal 112. 1.7 A SERMON OF The use and benefit of Divine Meditation HAGGAI 1.5 Now therfore saith the Lord of Hosts Consider your wayes THe Prophet reproveth the people because they could finde in their hearts to mind their own houses and yet were carelesse of the house of the Lord the Lord had sent a drought and a famine and sundry punishments upon them for this thing and yet they laid it not to heart and therefore he sends Haggai the Prophet unto them to call them to repentance and which is an admirable course and little thought of in the world he begins with holy meditation and consideration Now therefore thus saith the Lord consider your wayes that is both in regard of the course of them your wicked wayes and also in regard
of the bitter fruit of them your wretched and unprosperous wayes Here be two things very remarkable according to the Text 1. The repetition and inforcing of it again for he urgeth it again Consider your wayes in the seventh verse 2. The benefit that came by it it brought them to repentance for they all obeyed the voyce of the Lord and the words of the Prophet verse 12. Doct. 1 So that the Doctrine from hence is this that Serious meditation of our sins by the Word is a speciall means to make men repent Meditation is a setled exercise of the mind for a further inquiry of the truth and so affecting the heart therewith and therefore there bee foure things in meditation The first is an exercise of the mind not barely closing with the truth and assenting unto it and seeing it and there rests but it looketh on every side of the truth I thought upon my wayes and turned my feet unto thy Testimonies Psal 119.59 saith David that is I looked on my wayes on both sides above and beneath it 's taken from curious works which are the same on both sides so that they which work them must often turne them on every side used Exod. 38.23 as being workes with two faces as one well observes so it was with David I turned my wayes up-side downe and looked every way upon them thou never meditatest unlesse thou look on thy wayes on both sides with all circumstances An elegant phrase we have Dan. 12.4 Many shall run to and fro and knowledge shall abound and be increased Run to and fro what is that It is not the bodily removing of man from one place to another so much as busie stirring of the mind from one truth to another so that it seeth the whole selvedge and compasse of the truth thou wilt never get the truth to be meditated of till thou runne to and fro in it meditate it on this side and meditate it on that side looke on it in every nook of it Meditation is like perambulation when men go the bounds of the Parish they goe in every part of it and in every skirt of it so meditation is the perambulation of the soule when the soule lookes how far sinne goes how far the flesh goes how far the wrath of God against it goes Secondly as it is an exercise so it is a setled exercise it is not a sudden flash of a mans conceit but it dwels upon a truth When a man is in a deep meditation upon a thing he neither sees nor hears nor attends any thing else the stream of the heart is setled upon the truth received The word of God abides in you and you have overcome the world 1 Ioh. 2.14 How came these young men to overcome Satan Not by looking into the word or onely thinking of the word but by letting the Word abide in them When a man hath been offered an injury his heart is alwayes setled upon it when he eates his mind runnes on the injury when he walkes and talkes still his mind runnes on the injury so thy heart must goe on the truth 2 Tim. 3. Continue in the things thou hast learned that is take up thy mansion house in them A wicked man may turn into the word sometimes to think of it but it is as a man goes into another mans house there is not his dwelling Thirdly it is to make a further inquiry Meditation doth not onely settle upon the truth knowne but it also would faine know more of those truths that are subjected to it as a man without may see the out side of the house but he cannot see the roomes within unlesse hee come nigh and draw the latch and come into the house and goe into the roomes and look about them Meditation pulls the latch of the truth and lookes into every closet and every cubboard and every angle of it Here is my sin here is my uncleannesse and here is Gods anger here is the wofull evill that will follow upon it and here is a remedy against it Meditation searches into all the lofts and closets of the truth The entrance of thy word giveth understanding unto the simple Psal 119.30 The ingresse as one expounds it or going into thy word gives understanding the wicked stand looking upon the truth without the doores but it is the ingresse or going into the truth that gives understanding Indeede the truth is like a neat palace saith Chrysostome the Spirit of God is like the light of the Sunne that shineth into it the wicked they stand without like fooles peeping in at the windowes and there bee many thousands of pearles that are not manifest unto them The house seems dark to them that stand without Thou must enter into the word and into every particular truth in it and goe up staires and downstaires and have an eye into every roome There thou shalt find humility there contrition there conversion there Christ and his Spirit in one closet there all his Jewels in that and that box all is manifest within doores Fourthly it labours to affect the heart it doth not onely labour to know more and more of the truth but also it labours to bring it home to the heart The good woman considers a field and buyes it Prov. 31.16 that is saith Ambrose the good Christian soule if in civilitie then much more in Divinity considers the truth and buyes it he taketh it for his own and appropriates it unto himselfe Lo this saith Eliphas wee have searched out so it is beare it and know it for thy selfe Job 5.27 When thou canst say of the truth loe this it is we have searched it out I have dived into it perused it so it is even so indeed all this is that thou mayest apply it unto thy selfe and know it for thy good Reas 1 The first Reason is because meditation musters up all weapons and gathers all forces of arguments for to presse the same and lay them heavie upon the heart This usurie is spirituall and good when meditation like usurers who grinde and suck the bloud of the needy and are not content with their principall but will have consideration for every pound they lay out yea for every shilling and that for every week and every month and every quarter and every yeare the poore man could bee content to pay the principall but to exact use upon use this kills him so meditation exacteth upon the soul and holdeth it to use upon use You have committed evill in a corner but you shall not carry it away so Item it was against the knowledge of God revealed Item against many mercies received Item against many judgements threatned against many checks of conscience against many vows and promises remember that O my soul Item for that and Item for this Item for every lust and every circumstance thus oft and in this place anâ— at that time in that manner So meditated the prodigall Looke as it is in
warres were there but many scores come against an Army they might be conquered or many hundreds they mighr be resisted but if many thousands should come against a small army it would be in danger indeed Meditation leavieth a whole Army of arguments a whole Army of curses miseries judgements commandements against the soul how ever one misery or plague will not knock it down but the soule may brook it and goe away with it but meditation brings a great Armado of arguments and tells the soule God is against thee and against thy wayes God is against thee where ever thou art or what ever thou doest Then the heart begins to cry out as Elisha his servant did Master what shall wee doe 2 Kings 6.15 So many horses against us so many charets and so many men against us Master what shall we doe so many sinnes and so heynous so many judgements and so heavie and so many evils and spirituall maladies Oh what shall I doe to be saved that I should commit sinne against a God that hath damned innumerable Angels millions of Kings Princes and Nobles that I should commit it against this God so mercifull to me so gracious so patient so good to my soule that I wretched rebell should for a cup of drink refuse heaven for a lust not worth a straw under my foot cast off Christ and grace and all how shall I doe Then the soule stands in a maze Reas 2 The second Reason is because meditation having bundled up all Items against the soule and brought in all bills of account it fastens sin upon the soule I meane it makes the soule feele it so that it must needs be convinced without any evasion Meditation deals with a man as Elisha dealt with the messengers of King Joram the murderer he was comming to doe mischeife to the Prophet and the Prophet did shut the door and held him fast at the door 2 Kings 6.32 and then he made him know that the evill was from the Lord before he could stirre so meditation when the soule would fain out of doores into iâ—s old course againe it shuts the doore upon it and holds it fast Meditation tells the soule this evill is from the Lord upon thee O my soule if thoâ— stirre in or out upon this or that lust any more this evill that curse that vengeance and damnation if ever thou stirre forth thou losesâ— thy mercy thou losest Christ thou losest all possibility of comfort Stirre not out if thou dost thou wilt roe it Sometimes when men heare the Word they go away touched they resolve not to commit sinne again as they have done yet when they are gone it works not but the heart recoyles again and turnes to its old passe The Reason is because they meditate not upon the Word they fasten it not upon their consciences It is with the Word as it is with a salve if a man that hath never so good a salve that will heal any thing in foure and twenty houres if a man should do nothing but lay it to the wound and take it off lay it on and take it off it will not heale the wound and no marvell Why hee will not let it lie on the best salve will not heal the soare nor eate out the corruption unlesse it be bound on and let lie so it is with the Word many a soule heares it heart conscience affections all toucht but when he is gone out of the Church all is gone his affections die his heart dies and his conscience becomes unfruitfull Why he is still removing of the salve and will not let it lie on and therefore the Word over-powers not his corruptions the Word is like the salve conviction of conscience is like the laying on of the salve meditation the binding of it to the soare St James compares a slight hearer to a man that looks into a glasse who soon forgets his visage but a good hearer doth two things First hee stoops down and looks into it to take a perfect view of his estate Secondly he continues looking into it James 1.25 he doth not leave the glasse behind him but he carrieth away the glasse with him This man shall be blessed in his deed If the pills be never so bitter yet let a man swallow them speedily there is no great distaste but if a man chew a pill it will make him deadly sick Thy sinnes are like those pills they go down very pleasingly because thou swallowest them thou swallowest down thine oathes lies ignorance pride thou swallowest downe the threats of the Lord but if thou wouldest chew these bitter pills and meditate and ruminate and chew the cud drunkennesse would be as bitter as hell swearing and security and Sabbath-breaking would be as bitter as wormwood thou durst not go on in them they would make thee look sourly upon them for ever like a man that hath chewed a pill he can hardly ever see a pill but his stomach riseth against it Behold I will hedge up thy way with thornes Hosea 2.6 I will not be so precise saith the heart I will goe on as I have done I will goe after these and these courses I will hedge up thy way with thorns saith God meditation is Gods instrument and sets a thorne in the way to every sinne to bring the heart backe again Would the heart lash out into luke-warmnesse Meditation sets a thorn in the way God will spue thee out of his mouth Would the heart sally forth into any sinne Meditation sets a thorn in the way Cursed arâ— thou if thou dost erre from Gods Commandements The heart cannot step forth into any lust but meditation meets it with a thorn this curse and that curse this plague and that Plague Would the heart reach at mercy in its sinne Meditation pricks it from it mercie is vengeance unto thee so long as thou hankrest after sinne Would the heart reach after Christ in his sinne Meditation pushes it backe with a thorn No Christ for thee but a severe judge so long as thou itchest after thy vanities Vse 1 What shall wee think of them then which are loth to practise this dutie Most men are loth though they be willing enough to meditate on their worldly affaires The Mariner meditates and considers his course by his Compass or else hee might soon runne on the quick-sands a Pilgrime is full of thoughts what am I in my right way He never comes to a doubtfull turning but he stands in a study muses O which is my right way The Merchant meditates and his minde runnes on his Count-book or else he is soone bankrupt The voluptuous man his thoughts run on his pleasures the drunkards on his cups the proud mans on his credit But it is one thing to looke to that which is thine and another thing to looke to thy selfe Take heed to your selves saith the Lord Deut. 11.16 Deut. 12.30 Deut. 4.9 Exod. 34.12 as if he should say think on thy selfe
and of thy poor soul let thy meditation run on thy poore soule The heart is untoward unto this duty and as unwilling as a Bear to be brought to the stake the Beare would rather be rambling abroad then be baited so men had rather let their hearts ramble about any thing then bait them for their sinnes yea men scoffe at it saying shall we alwayes be poring on our sins shall wee run mad shall we drive our selves to despaire cannot men keep themselves well while they are well The poore man he hath no time for this tedious duty the rich man he needs it not the wicked they dare not so no man will No man repented him of his wickednesse saying What have I done Ier. 8.6 No man would meditate and thinke with himselfe what is my case how stands my condition before God what evill have I done In the Ark and in the old law if there were any beast that chewed not the cud it was a signe of an unclean beast the word implies the bringing up of their meat into their mouthes again and sitting downe to chew it again But now men like unclean beasts swallow downe the food of their soules unchewed and will not meditate thereof that it may turne to good nutriment but like Cormorants they take it downe by whole-sale and are never the better So the Word is to them as the Quailes to the Israelites while the flesh was yet between their teeth ere it was chewed the wrath of the Lord was kindled against them and smote them with a very great plague Num. 11.33 so the Word of God sticks in their teeth ere they chew it or meditate upon it the wrath of God fals upon them and strikes them with a very great plague of hardnesse of heart and leannesse of soule But the truth is you that will not now see your sinnes nor meditate on them you shall see them and meditate on nothing but on feare Lord when thy hand is lifted up they will not see but they shall see and be ashamed Esay 26.11 Let. 1 Now the Lets of serious meditation are First vain company When Peter saw the people touched Acts 2.37 he said unto them Save your selves from this untoward generation vers 40. as if he should say If you love your selves God hath touched your hearts suffer not Satan and these wicked instruments to steale away these impressions of terror from your soules If ever you love your soules sort not your selves with this untoward generation See as it humbles you so let meditation follow upon it so that it may still humble you Ill company brings a man to the gallowes as the proverb is and ill company will bring a man to hell say It and meditation cannot be admitted to it David would not have a wicked man to abide in his sight when he was to meditate he wisht that there were never a wicked man in the world much lesse would he keep company with them My meditation of him shall be sweet let the sinners be consumed out of the earth and let the wicked be no more Blesse thou the Lord O my soul Psal 104.35 Let. 2 The second Let is multitude of worldly businesse A dream saith Solomon comes through multitude of businesse Eccles 5. Multitude of businesse causeth the mind so to run on them that they do even dream of them in their sleep as Lucretius Seneca Claudian and many others of the heathens have observed He that over-imployes himself his meditations of heaven are dreaming meditations his thoughts dreaming thoughts he can never seriously meditete on the good of his soul Many ingrosse businesse into their hands never thinking they have enough they are so greedy after the world and so carelesse of heaven So they make their hearts like high-way ground the word sown in their hearts is like seed sown in the high-way where is such a through-fare and a broad Carriers road of earthly affairs that all the word and meditation thereof is troden down as the grass in the high-way which cannot grow so neither meditation in a busie-bodied heart For a good meditating mind Nemo ad illam pervenit occupatus saith Seneca no man ever came to it surfeited with imployments David although he had abundance of State affairs both his hands full yet he would not have his hands to be over-charged but that he might meditate in Gods word My hands also not all downe to businesse onely in the world but also up to thy Law will I lift up to thy commandements which I have loved and I will meditate on thy statutes Psal 119.48 Take not too much upon thee like those grasping worldlings that wil have a finger in a hundred things Martha Martha thou art cumbred about many things but one thing is needfull and Mary hath chosen the better part Luk. 10.41 and what was that one thing Mary was sitting and meditating in and pondering Christs words not as Theophylact expounds it as if he would say Martha Martha thou art cumbred about many dishes but one thing is needfull only one dish though indeed so it be yet he here speaks not only of one dish but of many cares which hinder that one necessary dutie of hearing and meditating on the word of God Thirdly ignorance A man cannot meditate of a thing he knowes not nor thou of thy sinnes if thou be not skilfull in Gods catalogue of thy sinnes nor of mercies and promises if thou beest not verst in them nor of his Precepts if thou be not expert in them The Psalmist proveth that he had more knowledge then all his Teachers Why Because he used to meditate I have more understanding then all my Tutors for thy testimonies are my meditation Psal 119.99 Fourthly aversenesse of the heart The heart is like the swine meditation is like the yoke the Hogge would fain get into forbidden fields for to grub them the yoke that hinders him but he cannot abide it every step he takes he lifts up his foot to strike it off if he could so the heart would faine break through hedges and get into forbidden wayes and if thou wouldest meditate it would every moment lift up its heele to put thee besides it If it cannot put thee besids it it will marre it if it can and therefore David praid to God to settle his heart upon the right and put his yoke upon him or it would never be stedfast else upon meditation Let the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart bee ever acceptable in thy sight O Lord my strength and my redeemer Psal 19.14 This aversenesse of the heart consists in three things First in the carelesnesse of the heart the heart prizeth not meditation nor the things of grace that are to be meditated on it will not be at the cost and charge nor at the paines for them To what end is a price in the hands of a foole seeing there is no heart to get wisedome Prov. 17. â—6 The
heart will not be brought to Gods price it would faine have the wares at a cheap rate Secondly in the runnings of it the heart is like a vagrant rogue he would rather be hanged then tied to his parish Thou canst not bring it to prayer but it will bee a gadding on by-thoughts thou canst not bring it to a Sermon but it will be roving after wandring imaginations thou canst not bring it to a meditation but it will bee a gossiping forth When Christ came to bind men with his blessed cords and bind their hearts to him Psal 2. they fall a meditating afterwards but it was meditating and imagining vain things verse 1. and when they saw they were to be tied up Tush say they let us break their bonds a sunder and cast their cords from us verse 3. What do Ministers call us to such strictnesse thinking to imprison our hearts in their stocks away with their bonds no weâ— will have none of it Thirdly in the wearisomnesse of the heart It is a weary of meditation as a Cur is of the whip and the chain Oh how it barkes and maunders till it be loose yea though it be never so eager upon it at the first it 's jaded presently When God called the Jews to sanctifie his Name they thought in their hearts O what a wearinesse is this and yee have snuffed at it saith the Lord yee brought that which was lame and torn and sicke Malac. 1.13 What a wearinesse is it to meditate saith the heart it snuffs it is untoward it is lumpish it would fain teare of a peice of the duty or bring it wanting a legge or without soundensse and sincerity yet some of them saith Calvin were so humbled that they thought on the Name of the Lord Malac. 3.16 they thought and meditated and forced their hearts to consider throughly Vse 2 This may serve for terror unto all those who for all this that hath been spoken dare sit down without it yea the world will not beleeve these things nor meditate therein yea they blame Gods messengers that call so sore upon them Habukkuk was so served he preached the mercies of God to the humble and the judgements of God to the wicked they ask him why he was so mad well sayes the prophet I will stand upon my watch and see what the Lord sayes unto me that I may answer to them that reprove me Hab. 2.1 What did the Lord tell him Write the vision and make it pâ—aine upon Tables that â—e may run that reads it vers 2 Will they not beleeve Will they rove Will they not meditate steadily upon these things Will they not let their hearts stay and meditate and consider The vision shall be so plain that he that runnes may read it If thou wilt not stay and meditate herein the Word is so plain to thy condemnation that if thou didst but think of it with a running thought thou maist read thine owne vengeance thine owne woes in regard of the multitude of them He that runnes by a way full of holes and pits though he stand not meditating where are the pits yet he may run and see them The book of God is full leaves and cover and all of woes against thee Lam. 2.10 It is written without there thou maist read thy sins written it is written likewise within there thou maist read thy plagues Secondly in regard of the greatnesse of them he that runnes along and loe a great towne on fire though he stay not to meditate on it what or where it is yet he may runne and read it so is the curse of sinners a great curse Zeph. 1.10 he that runnes may read it Thirdly in regard of the proximitie and neernesse of them Hee that runâ—es if a sword come out by his throat though he doe not stop to meditate what is this at my throat yet he cannot but see it Behold the Judge standeth before the doore Jam. 5.9 Take heed how thou grudgest or sinnest in any particular behold the Judge standeth before the doore behold it and meditate on it with thy heart if not he is nigh enough thou canst not step out of doores unto any sinne but though thou runnest thou must needs see the Judge that wil Judge thee Iteming thy sinnes noting thy wayes observing thy courses ready to unhaspe the doore on thee to hale thee unto hell in thy sinnes Whose end is destruction Whose Even those that mind earthly things Phil. 3.19 If thy mind and meditation run more on thy ground cattell goods kitchin house busines earthly talk discourses thoughts more then of heaven thy end is destruction If thy thoughts will nâ—t stay here doe but runne and thou maist read it Think not that I am come to destroy the Law or the Prophets I am come tâ— fulfill them Mat. 5.17 Some saith Chrysostome might think now Christ is come it is no matter though wee bee not so strict Christ is enough Think not thus saith Christ but rather thinke and meditate that I am come to fulfill it my selfe and to see it fulfilled in those I mean to save so as to make it the rule of their lives Themistocles said he could not sleep in his bed for continuall thinking and meditating on Miltiades his Triumphs And how canst thou sleep in thy bed if thou wouldest but meditate on these places of Scripture Retire thy self apart there is no casting up of a mans account in a crowd Let mee alone I am busie so we use to say when wee would be private Means 1 Thou must do with thy soul as Ehud did to Eglon who said I have a secret errant to thee O King and so all went out and he said I have a message from God to thee so stabd him at his heart Judg. 3.19 So for Ehud was a type of Christ saith Lavator I have a secret errant to thee O my soul and so let all go forth I have a message from God to thee a message of wrath for thy Pride a message of wrath for thy vain hopes Thus saith the Lord Cursed art thou O my soul stab it to the heart with this spirituall Dagger wound it with the blade and haft and all till thou have let out the fat and the dirt the filth and iniquity all out The Prophet speaking of mens looking on Christ whom they have pierced this meditating and laying to heart that they have crucified the Lord Jesus saith that they shall mourne every one in private the house of David apart and their wivis apart the house of Nâ—than apart and their wives apart the house of Shimei apart and their wives apart every family apart and their wives apart Zach. 12.2 Means 2 The second means if thou wouldest meditate aright observe the times of privacie First the morning that is the best time for study David chose the morning for meditation Psal 5.1.3 Let them heare this saith Chrysostome that rise betimes in the morning to serve their Hogges and
converted him but he would not Gods goodnesse shall say Take him wrath I would have been kinde unto him but he hath abused me Gods patience shall say Take him wrath I have suffered him a great while that he might have time of repentance but he repented not in that time God smote Egypt in their first-borne Why For his mercy endureth for ever God overthrew Pharaoh and his hoast Why For his mercy endureth for ever Psal 136.15 He smote great Kings Sihon a King and Og a King for his mercy endureth for ever So will God damne thee that art a drunkard Why for his mercie endureth for ever God will confound thee that art a worldling Why for his mercy endureth for ever God will be revenged on thee that art a Luke-warmling Why for his mercy endureth for ever This may well make thee tear the haire of thy head rather then let thee go on in thy sinnes See Jerem. 7.29 Meditate on this The fourth ground meditate on the constancie of God As the Lord was an enemy to wicked men so he continues the same God still a constant enemy to them still As the Lord would not endure sinne heretofore so hee is constant hee still will not endure it Did the Lord once say Weep and howle yee drunkards Joel 1.5 he is constant so he saith still Did the Lord say he would burn up Sabbath-breakers Jer. 17.27 he is constant so he saith still Who ever hardned his heart against the Lord and prospered Job 9.14 as if he should say I put it to thee to meditate of it canst thou shew me a president did ever any man harden his heart against Gods Word in his sin that prospered Did Senacherib prosper in his will-worship Did Judas prosper in his coveteousnesse Did Jeconiah prosper in his stubbornnesse Where is the Scribe where is the receiver where is he that counted the towers saith the prophet Your fathers where are they saith Zachary Did not my words take hold of them and are they not all now in hell that have ever lived and died in their sin from the beginning of the world Thou canst not shew me one drunkard or one mocker or one profane person or one formaâ—l professor from the day that man was created upon the earth that is not now in hell if he be dead Meditate on this how canst thou expect to be the one onely in all the world that shall escape if thou livest and diest in thy sins If hell were opened and the bottomlesse pit were lookt into thou shouldest see every soul that ever lived and died in their sins even every soul there is not one soul missing Meditate on this when I die do I think I shall not be there nay I shall be there too unlesse aforehand I enter into the strait gate and walk in the narrow way of newnesse of life The Second SERMON OF The use and benefit of Divine Meditation HAGGAI 1.5 Now therfore thus saith the Lord of Hosts Consider your wayes NOw followes the manner how to follow Meditation home to the heart Here are foure things to be practised First weigh and ponder all these things in thy heart It 's said of Mary shee pondered Luke 2 19. and kept all these sayings in her heart verse 51. The words signifie two things First shee compared these things together Secondly she cast them all in the scales together Dost thou know God is mercifull ponder it with his justice Dost thou know that Jesus Christ died for sinners ponder it with the true drift of it how that it is not to let men go on in their sins but to save them from their sins Dost thou obey God in this or that Commandement O ponder thy life with the rest Ponder the path of thy feet and let all thy wayes be established Prov. 4.26 A man that eates his meat well forty morsels well yet one crum going awry throttles him Thou walkest in these and these Commandements yea but there be other Commandments besides these dost thou walk in them too thou must if thou meanest to have thy wayes to be established The Jewes had their continers talents mind's sicles which were greater weights so they had also their gerahs and agorahs smaller measures and smallest of all so have thou greater and lesse weights great ones to ponder the great Commandments and lesse to weigh even the least of Gods Commandments and see thou make true Evangelicall weight or else all will not be well Suppose a man were to pay a 100 pound of good and lawfull money and in weight upon forfeiture of all that he hath if he weigh it not but the Creditor doth and finds it light he is undone If thou ponderest not thy wayes God will ponder them Prov. 5.21 the word signifies he weighs and ponders them in a ballance or scales he puts the Word of his Gospel in the one and thy goings and obedience in the other Thou art weighed and art found light thy kingdom is departed from thee saith God to Belshazzar Dan. 5.27 So if thou be light thou shalt be weighed and so found thou shalt lose the kingdom of heaven for ever Secondly strip sin and look upon it stark naked sin covers and disguiseth it self with pleasure profit ease and many a whorish garment and so inticeth the heart Even a toad if she were covered over with gold those that saw onely the gold would pocket it up if it were naked they would sling it in the kennell Why do men love covetousnesse Why its hooded with profit Why carding dicing hunting hawking tabring piping and more then the word alloweth Why they are cloathed with pleasure and delight It s the duty of Ministers to unmask and uncase sin and pluck off the vail that covers it from appearing unto men The not doing of this is the cause that men do not meditate on the vilenesse of their sins never are humbled never escape Gods wrath even because they do not discover mens iniquities Lam. 2.14 Alas the profit of thy sins shall cease the pleasure cease the ease cease and all these goodly suits shall vanish away when the soul comes to die or to stand before the judgement seat of Christ sin will remain but thy silver and thy gold where will that be then thy laughter and thy merriment what will become of that then thy delight will be gone Meditate therefore with thy selfe my sin is now gainfull and easie and pleasant but what will my sin become when I come to lie on my death-bed what good will it doe me when I have most need of succour I will never acknowledge him my freind that will turn against me when I have most need of him Alas I must die I must come to judgement I must goe either to heaven or to hell the profit that I get now by my sins will it bestead me then the pleasure the ease that I now find in sin will it help me there Alas no it will then be my
break-neck it will be a Devill unto me the more I have been delighted with it the more it will gall me the more I have gotten by it the more it will damne me the sin which I most of all loved will most of all torment me Ecclesiast 11.9 look thus upon sin The third means dive into thine owne soul and heart there is a tough brawn over thy heart that it feels not its sins Now Meditation must look through and come to the heart at the quick and cause the truth to dive into the deep places of the soule When the timber is hard the workman cannot thrust in the nail with the weight of his hand no he must hammer it in Meditation is the hammering of the heart It 's a pertinent phrase Jer. 23.24 Is not my word like a fire saith the Lord and like a hammer that breaketh the rocks in peices There be two similitudes first of a hammer the Word of God is the hammer meditation is the hand that taketh this hammer and knocks the nail into the rocky heart and makes it enter Wilt thou not feele I le make thee feele saith meditation wilt thou not take notice of thy wretched estate Meditation comes with blow after blow and makes it take notice Seeondly of fire the word is like fire Meditation kindles it about the heart A man benummed with cold is senselesse the water frozen with cold though the least peble would have sunk in it before now a great milstone is able to lie upon it and not sink the water is able to beare it so is the heart be it sins never so heavie as the hill of Basan yet it bears it and feels no weight but Meditation thawes the heart and then every sinne pincheth and oppresseth Is not my word like fire as if he should say think of it and muse of it and meditate of it and thou shall feele it as a fire Meditation is the often smiting of the heart with this hammer so did Ephraim smite upon his thigh Jer. 31.19 like a man in a miserable agony he thumps his own breast and in a vexation strikes his hand on his thigh Oh miserable wretch that I am So did Ephraim Oh what an unruly Ox am I how unwilling am I to bear the yoke of the Lord Oh and oh the hardnesse of my heart oh that I could tell how to beat thee black and blue Many men smite their hearts but they smite them not often enough When Elâ—sha bad Joash smite upon the ground he smote thrice and staâ—ed The man of God said to him in anger Thou shouldest have smitten five or six times for then thou hadst smitten Syria till thou hadst consumed them where as now thou shalt smite Syria but thrice 2. Kin. 13.19 So men smite their hearts twice or thrice or so but they will not smite their sins dead it may be they break the head of their sins but they recover again and grow strong upon them as at first Thou must smite five or six times yea fifty times five times till thou hast quite broken the impostume of thy heart Meditate on the mercies of God and with them smite it often and often Meditate on the justice of God and with it smite it again and again Meditate on the wrath of God which is as a consuming fire and with it smite it soundly Meditate on the truth of the Lord this threatning and that threatning this commandement and that commandement this promise and that promise and with all these smite it to powder The forth manner Anticipate and prevent thine owne heart meditate what thy heart will one day wish if it be not humbled and tell thy soule as much thou wilt one day wish Oh that I had been humbled under the reproofes of the Lord Oh that I had been wise to have understood mine owne mercie Cursed bee the day that ever I neglected the means of grace so the Lord brings in a foolish obstinate sinner cursing and banning his owne soule sobbing and howling at the last Oh how have I hated instruction and my heart despised repâ—oofe and have not observed the voyce of my Teachers nor inclined mine care to them that instructed mee Pro. 5.12 13. I had Ministers to preach to me but I would not come at them â—or if I did I cared not for their doctrine I had friends that advised me wel but woe is me damned wretch I heeded them not Thus thou wilt cast the foole into thine owne teeth and fling a thousand curses into thine own face because of thy madnesse I might have learned but I would not I might have been humbled but I would not I was almost in all evill in the midst of the assembly of the congregation vers 14. I lived where the Saints of God were in whole assemblies but I mockt them I hated them I misliked them for being too precise I was not ashamed of my security no not in thy sight Thus thou wilt cry out one day if now thou wilt not yeeld unto meditation which must make this as present with thee Know thou O my soul the time of thy visitation is at hand thou wilt curse thy selfe hereafter if thou doest not now be moved by Gods mercies thou shalt never see mercie more Now be awaked by Gods judgements or else thou shalt feel them for evermore now or for ever thou shalt roare for them Then thou shalt curse thy gains and thy profits that bewitched thee thou shalt curse thy pleasures and delights that besotted thee curse thine own heart and thine own soul and thine own conscience that have damned thee Meditation may tell thee thus it will be with thee unlesse thou obeyest now Hear ye me now oh ye children and depart not from the words of my mouth ver 7. hear the word now and obey it let it not depart out of thy meditation Now be humbled with grace oâ— then thou shalt be humbled with horrour then thou shalt wish Oh that I had been ruled When thou art in hell then thou shalt meditate 〈◊〉 it was good counsell that such and such a â—ster gave me good counsell that such a 〈◊〉 and such a brother gave me but wretch 〈◊〉 I was I had not grace to follow it I had more mind of my pleasures more mind of my vanities then of grace Oh if it were to do again I would not do so for a thousand worlds but alas it is now too late Therefore let Meditation presse this upon thee before-hand Now follows the third thing how to put life to Meditation Foure duties are to be done to this purpose 1. Let Meditation haunt thy heart let meditation dogge thee with the hellish looks of thy sins and follow it with the dreadfull vengeance of God haunt it with promises haunt it with threatnings haunt it with mercies and haunt it with judgements and haunt it with Commandments The heart is like the Beaver when it perceiveth it cannot possibly escape
from the Huntsman it cuts the member for which it is hunted and slings it down and so escapes saith Aesops So pursue thy heart with its sins with the hue and cry of Gods mercies pursue it with the hubbub of Gods judgements let meditation haunt it and let thy soul see it shall never be rid of the haunt at last it will be content to part with its lusts Let meditation say Wilt thou forsake thine own mercies If thou livest thus and thus if thou prayest thus and thus dead-heartedly thou kickest against thine own mercie wilt thou rush upon the pricks This mercie thou maist have if thou wouldst amend that vengeance thou shalt have if thou do not amend Either cut off thy sins or else God will cut off thy soul Return O Shulamite return return it s the voice of Christ to thee Let meditation say Return O my soul return return and thou mayst be saved return or else thou shalt be condemned Now what was the effect of this haunting meditation Or ere I was aware my soul made me like the Chariots of Aminadab vers 12. That is my soul musing and meditating on these and these commandments it so humbled my soul that it made me yeeld yea and made me run as fast as the Chariots of Aminadab freely and willingly to Christ Deal with thy heart as Junius his father dealt with him he seeing his son was Atheisticall he laid a Bible in every room that his son could look in no room but behold a Bible haunted him upbraiding him Wilt thou not read me Atheist Wilt thou not read me And so at last he read it and was converted from his Atheisme So let meditation haunt thy heart hold forth the commandments promises threatnings of the Lord that thy heart may see them let meditation haunt thee in thy luke-warmnesse prayest thou thus luke-warm This prayer will break thy neck one day Repentest thou This luke-warm repentance will cause God to spue thee out of his mouth Hearest thou speakest thou thinkest thou These luke-warm duties will confound thee ere long if thou lookest not to it Let Meditation haunt thee as they haunted Nehemiah with warnings ten times saith the Text they sent to Nehemiah they will be upon thee Nehem. 4.12 Beware of the danger the enemy will be upon thee ten times they warned him never giving over till Nehemiah looked about him vers 13. So do thou haunt thine own heart they will be upon thee this curse this wrath that hardnesse of heart this security will be upon thee Ten times yea a thousand times ten times never give over thine own soul untill thou hast made it to submit Indeed there be some let God send Meditations to haunt them and follow them saying Repent leave this or that sin why wilt thou be damn'd with this sin Oh forsake it presently they will gagge the mouth of Meditation and of conscience and strike them stark dead as Abner when Azahel would haunt him and follow him and turn neither to the right hand nor to the left but follow him at the heels Turn aside saith Abner but he would not turn aside from following him Turn aside from me sayes Abner again or I will kill thee but he would not turn aside he would follow him close Then he up with his Spear and slew him 2 Sam. 2.19 20 21 22 23 So many deal with the meditation of conscience when conscience would dogge them and weary them out of their sins they will not when conscience would haunt them they will not be haunted therewith when conscience would follow them up with their desperate wilfulnesse they gall and wound and murder conscience to be quiet But David haunted his heart and would have it haunted The second duty Let Meditation trace thy heart as it should haunt thee so also let it trace thee in the samesteps So would the Church Let us search and trie our wayes and turn again unto the Lord Lam. 3.40 The word in the originall sayes Buxtorf signifies track or steps step by step this step was in the ditch that in the mire that step awry track them all that we may ungo them all again and turn unto the Lord. Never pray but let Meditation track thy prayer this passage was right that passage was amisse Never keep a Sabbath but let Meditation track thy keeping of it this duty was sincere that was rotten Never do any thing but let Meditation track it This thought this word this action was warrantable that was out of the way track thy heart as the Lord tracted Eliah he tract him in the wildernesse he tracted him under the juniper tree he tract him in the cave What dost thou here Eliah go forth 1 King 19. What dost thou here Eliah go return He tract him in the mount Go return what dost thou here Eliah this is not a place for thee So let Meditation wait thee what dost thou here O sinner what dost thou here O drunkard in thy covetousnesse or in thy prophanenesse what dost thou here this is not a place for thee unlesse thou mean to perish It may be thou art now scard out of these sins and art run into civill honesty let Meditation still track thee What dost thou do here O sinner Civilitie is not a case fit for thee unlesse thou wert better thou shalt be torn in peeces It may be thou art driven out of thy civility and art gone further to the profession of Religion though it be without the power of it let meditation still wait thee What dost thou here O sinner this sorry kind of profession is not a race fit for thee unlesse thou be godlier then so thou shalt be devoured with everlasting fire Meditation is like the coursing of a hare in the snow the hare fearing to be taken by the dogs here she stops there she leaps here she interleaps there she goes backward and forward upward and downward and all to deceive the dogs that they may not find her but they go smelling and maundring winding and turning and track her step by step till they find her so meditation in the coursing of the soul the heart hath a thousand fetches a thousand meanders and labyrinths a thousand crosse windings and compassings and deceits and all to puzle Meditation But Meditation must track the heart as God dealt with Job he counted his steps step by step Job 14.16 Meditation is the souls blood-hound it will never leave howling the wrath of God till it hath taken the hearts sin for a prey Meditation haunts it out of one sin and it runs into another Meditation haunts it out of that and it runs into a third Meditation is a good pursevant it prosecutes the sinner and attaches him Now because the heart is most cunning and hardest to be trackt by its sent when the heart hath taken up abundance of good duties and attained unto sundry graces these good duties and common graces drown the sent of the hearts
Christ saying Master my child is possessed with a Devil even a dumb spirit and I spake to thy Disciples that thâ—y should cast him out but they could not Mark 9.18 Bring him to me saith Christ vers 19. How long is this agoe since this came to him Of a child saith the Father and often it hath cast him into the fire and often into the water to destroy him but if thou canst doe any thing as certainly thou canst doe all things have compassion on us and help us verse 22. And then Christ helpt him So let meditation drive thy heart to God saying Lord here is my heart I beleeve possest with a Devill for it is a most abominable sinful heart I brought my heart to thy Ministers to cure it to Sermons to Prayer to all other good duties but they could not help me my heart is a Devillish heart still my heart is wicked and rebellious still the Devill oh the Devill is in it still Oh how he tempts me he holds me hee casts me into the fire of this lust and into the water of ever-flowing iniquity Have thou compassion come and help me for my heart is miserably vexed with Satan when I pray the Devill stuffes me with dead thoughts and drousie desires the Devill fills me with wandring Imaginations and I know not what when I hear the Word the Devil makes me to rise up against it or forget it or not obey it when the Sabbath is come the Devill sets me on thinking my own thoughts and speaking mine own words when a Sacrament is come the Devill hinders me in selfe-examination the Devill disappoints me of my preparation Oh have thou compassion on me The fourth duty let meditation when it hath held thy heart before God there cast thee downe before him when Meditation hath searched out thy case and made it appeare how wofull it is then let it lay thee along before God with What shall I do to be saved So it did with them in Acts 2.27 as if they should say saith Chrysostome we have not one jot of hope to finde mercy so long as we live as we do What shall we do Say what thou wilt our ears are ready to hear it command what thou wilt our souls what ever it be are willing to do it bid us suffer what ever thou pleasest tell us what it is and we will endure it They did not say notes Chrysostome How shall we be saved as wicked men do they desire to be saved but their maine care is not to see what they must do they are told what they must do and yet refuse to do it but thy chiefe study must be to cast thy selfe down before God with the good Jaylor Sirs what shall I doe to be saved Acts 16.30 First what must I do and then to be saved First thy care must be what to do to get out of thy sins how to be rid of thy lusts and then to be saved as if he should say I see I am at a damned passe and therefore I was a making away my selfe the fire of hell did slay my soule but now is there hope of salvation is there indeed Oh tell me I am willing to do any thing what must I do Keep nothing back of all the will the Lord be it punishments to suffer tell me of it I am ready to beare it be it precepts for to do though never so irksome O let me know it and I will not refuse it What must I doe to be saved When the heart is thus humbled upon sound meditation it 's willing to do or suffer any thing Jonah is willing to be cast into the sea being humbled Jonah 1.2 Here I am Lord deal with me as thou wilt Motive 1 The first Motive Is it a folly not to meditate Should a man walk on in a course and not meditate whether it will tend When he falls into mischeife what will he say I never thought of this before I never considered that this would be the end Now it is the part of a fool to say I never thought as the Latin proverb hath it when the Steed is stoâ—len if he should then shut the Stable doore what wouldest thou say Hee should have thought of that before The rich man in the Gospell had these meditations in his heart he thought within himselfe What shall I do because I have no roome where to bestow my fruits He said in his heart This will I do I will pull down my barnes and build greater and will say to my soule Soule soule thou hast much goods laid up for many yeares eate drinke and be merry Luke 12.17 18 19 20. Thou fool said God this night shall thy soule bee required of thee then whose shall these things bee that thou hast provided God said thus unto him not as if God spake thus familiarly unto him saith Theophylact but it is a parable and God sayes so in his word Thou soule this night shall they requirâ— thy soule of thee In this night of thy blindnesse in this night of thy security shall they require it hee doth not say I will require thy soule of thee but they he doth not say who but they the Devils in hell God knowes who shalâ— come thou shalt die and they shall fetch away â—hy soul to hell they shall require it A godly mans soule is not required but â—ather he requires God to take away his soule he is willing to die that he may be with Christ but a wicked mans soule is required of him hee would willingly not â—ie but that his soul is required of him and he must die Doubtlesse the rich fooâ—e now thought with himselfe I never thought that I should have died so soone and therefore now he â—alls it may be to his Lord Lord and cries God mercie But what will they say to him Thou shouldst have thought of this before The wise man shall inherit â—lory but shame shall be the promotion of soâ—es â—rov 3.3 â—he wiâ—e and prudent those that truely meditate of things before hand shall have glory but fools that hope to be promoted to glory and salvation shame and confusion of face shall be all their promotion and when they come thereto besides their expectation what will they say We never thought it would be thus with us before but fooles as we were we thought to be promoted to heaven like Haman when King Aâ—ashuerus said unto him What shall be done to the man whom the King will honour O thus and thus saith Haman for he thought I am the man whom the King intendeth to honour Esther 6. â— but when Haman was presently after to be hanged on a gallowes he might rightly say I never thought of this before So what shall be done to the man whom the Lord will honour Thus and thus sayest thou he shall have mercies blessings heaven I for thou thinkest I am the man that God intendeth thus to honour but when thou art come
to hell what wilt thou say then I never thought of this before that so it would be Mot. 2 The second Motive is Thou wouldest be loth to have the brand of a Reprobate Not to meditate is that brand The wicked through the pride of his countenance will not seek after God neither is God in all his thoughts Psal 10.4 He scornes to be so poring upon Bibles to be so wracking his mind with his sins He hath said in his heart God will not require it vers 13. God requires no such scrupulosity nor strictnesse Mot. 3 The third Motive is Thou wouldst be loth to roh God of his honour and the maine part of his service whis is Meditation Thou shalt love the Lord with all thy heart and with all thy soule Matth. 22.38 How can this bee true of them saith Chrysostom who become vain in their imaginations Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart soule and mind And so do I saist thou So dost thou What and not love God with all that is in thy heart Thy thoughts are in thy heart thy meditations are in thy mind If thy thoughts then and meditations be not of God thou dost not love God with all thy heart David did not only pray that the words of his mouth but also that the thoughts of his heart should be ever acceptable to the Lord Psal 19.14 not only that he might be full of heavenly communication in his mouth but also of holy meditation in his heart Behold saith he thou requirest truth in the inward parts Psal 51.6 And meditation is one of the duties of truth in the inward parts Mot. 4 The fourth Motive Thou wouldst be loth that all the worship thou givest to God should be abominable so it will be without meditation meditation before it meditation after it First Thou must meditate before thou goest about a duty of Gods worship consider before thou hear the word of God meditate what thou art going about Hearken O daughter and consider incline thine eare Psal 45.10 First consider and meditate and then incline thine eare This is part of those words often in Scripture Be ready be ready Be ready and come up saith God Exod. 34.2 Be ready against the third day Exod. 19. Gather your selves together Zeph. 2.1 that is prepare to meet thy God O Israel Amos 4.12 Secondly meditate after the duty When men part with men they use to give one another a farewell and not bluntly deliver their mind one to another and so turn their backs one upon another Lysias could not write a letter to Felix and break up abruptly but he gave him a farewell Acts 23.30 Neither may a man when a duty is done go away bluntly from God but give him a farewell by holy meditation It 's an unseemly kicking of a duty as most men do when they are come to the end of their prayers to whom with the Father and holy Spirit be ascribed all praise and glory Amen Come is dinner ready or what news do you hear This is unmannerlinesse towards the ordinances of God A man that hath been at a â—ooâ— dinner will sit a while after it or walke a while he will not presently run to his worke that the meat may digest the better So when thou hast been at Gods dainties sit after it a while pawsing and meditating thereof as often as thou well mayest let it have its working a while What is the reason thou hast so many by-thoughts in prayer Because thou dost not meditate before-hand and after Hence it is that thine eyes are not directed to the duty but like a blind Archer thou shootest but by aim when the good Archer shoots he must have the white in his eye still which he must levell at My voyce shalt thou hear betimes in the morning in the morning will I direct my prayer to thee and will look up â—s â— 3 How came that you may look on his meditations vers 1. By meditation he was wont to direct and levell his prayer to God Wicked men know that God is before them as a blinde man may leâ—rne that the But is before him but they see not God before them to direct their prayers unto him they pray at rovers Thou must use then to meditate of God that thy prayers may bee directed if thou prayest not thus thy prayers are like them in the Prophet who drew neer to God with their lippes but their hearts were far from him like an arrow beside the But or far from the mark either wide or short They have not cried unto me with their hearts when they howled upon their beds Hosea 7.14 They prayed but they prayed not to me saith the Lord as the White may say of a bungling Archer hee shoots but not at me when he shooted he shot another way God counts all such prayers no better then howling of Dragons and wild beasts so the word signifies saith Scindler God would as lief and rather too that a Dog or a Wolfe or Dragon should howl in his hearing then hear such a prayer as this is The onely way therefore to performe duties of Gods worship purely is cheifly meditation meditation meditation THE DANGER of deferring REPENTANCE DISCOVERED In a Sermon preached at Maidstone in Kent Septem 25. 1629. By that Reverend and faithfull Minister of the Word WILLIAM FENNER B.D. Sometime Fellow of Pembroke Hall in Cambridge and late Parson of Rochford in Essex London Printed by T.R. and E.M. for J.S. A SERMON OF Mr. WILLIAM FENNERS at Maidstone Septem 25. 1629. PROV 1.28 Then shall they call upon me but I will not answer they shall seek me early but they shall not find me THere is a good English Proverb amongst us that he that neglects the occasion the occasion will neglect him Solomon wisely begins his Proverbs with it for he bringeth in the Wisdom of his Father in these five particulars first making a generall Proclamation in the 20 verse Wisdome crieth without shee uttereth her vice in the streets He compareth God unto a Crier that goeth up and down the City from street to street and from doore to doore crying his commodity even the richest that ever was which is a Christ a Christ for redemption a Christ for sanctification a Christ to enlighten those that walk in darknesse and in the shadow of death Ho every one that thirsteth here is a Christ for you Secondly here is a mercifull reprehension in the 22. verse O yee foolish how long will yee love foolishnesse and yee scorners take pleasure in scorning Foolish indeed to be without Christ foolish to be without grace foolish to chafer away our souls for sin How long yee scorners will yee take pleasure in scorning will you still persist in your wickednesse and never have done with your sins will you never turn back again but damne your souls for ever O yee foolish how long will you love foolishnesse Thirdly here is a gracious exhortation in
saith of them Can the Blockmore change his skin or the Leopard his spots then may they do good that are accustomed to do evill The blacknesse of the Blackmore is only in the out-side of the skin yet all the Art under the heavens cannot blot it out So if once hardnesse possesse thy soule all the preaching of the Ministers and all the means of grace in the world can never bring it unto that frame and temper as to make it melt under the hand of God I tell thee thou that usest to come unto Sermons day after day and refusest to repent living still in thy sinnes there is no hammer nor beetle in the world more hard then thy heart as those men and women that sit under the preaching of the Word and hear the doctrine of life like raine from above beating and knocking on their consciences and on their hearts to awaken them out of their sinnes and yet notwitstanding will not repent at last they prove to be deafe Adders that stop their eares against the Word charme the Charmer never so wisely 2. God may seare mens consciences Doth thy conscience tell thee that thou art a luke-warmling and wilt thou not be reformed Doth thy conscience tell thee that thy prayers and all thy religion is rotten and unsound and that thy repentance is hypocriticall and naught and that for all thy vaine hopes thou art but a dissembler and yet remainest in thy sinnes and wilt thou not be bettered hereby Take heed for that man that runns on in sinne against the voice of his own conscience that man sinnes the sinne of Saul 1 Sam. 13.8 God bid him stay seven dayes untill Samuel came Saul stayes full seven dayes within one houre at last his lust began to bawl What shall I stay for a Prophet thus long Stay sayes his conscience Why sayes Saul I waited for him so long even seven dayes lacking but one houre Stay saith God to his conscience for the Word of God bids thee stay so long he stayed one day and two dayes and six dayes and seven dayes but one houre Stay saith his conscience no hee would not but I forced my selfe saith the Text as if hee should say I hardened my heart to do it though the word of the Lord my own conscience bid me stay and not do it yet I forced my selfe to do it What was this mans sinne Was it his offering of Sacrifice and calling upon God by prayer No the Lord commands us to call upon him in time of distresse and being commanded it was lawfull Was it his sinne to meddle with the Priests office No for he did but appoint the Sacrifice the Priest offered it What was it the breaking of one houres time No for he had sinned more against God then so but this was his sinne that he went against his own conscience when God stood in the way when conscience stood in the way conscience said stay but he would not stay God bid him stay but he would not stay And this is the sinne of many thousands amongsts us mens consciences tel them that they must not be drunkards mens consciences tell them that they must not be worldlings they must not be swearers they must not be luke-warme professors they must pray better then they do and have other faith then yet they have if ever they meane to be saved wilt thou yet against thy conscience force thy selfe to go on in thy sins from day to day and never be reformed take heed lest the Lord be provoked to set thy sun upon thy head and shut up thy heart and tonclude thy eternall destruction Object Suppose I go on in my sinnes and follow my wicked courses now what if I seek him hereafter and humble my soule before him with fasting and prayer and when I lie upon my death-bed I send a ticket unto my Minister to pray for me will all this do me no good Answ Surely no saith God Jerem. 15.1 Though Moses and Samuel stood before me yet my affections could not be toward this people cast them out of my sight Dost thou lie sick upon thy death-bed were Samuel Job or Daniel the Minister of thy Parish and thou shouldst send thy ticket unto them desiring them to remember thee in their prayers if Noah stood in the Pulpit and Job and Daniel were here before the Lord for to plead for thee yet he would not hear thee Object But suppose I humble my self by fasting and prayer will not God hear that Answ No if thou neglect the day of grace Jer. 14.12 when they fast I will not hear them and when they offer oblations I will not accept their cry but I will consume them by the sword by famine and by pestilence You may set up your fastings prayers and humiliations you may lament and mourne and pine away your selves in your sins but it is not all your prayers and fastings it is not all your lamentation and mourning that will do you good so long as the counsell of the Lord is rejected Because I called and ye would not answer therefore you shall call but I will not hear they thought that the Lords eares would alwayes be open and that when they called the Lord would have answered and that the day of grace would ever remain but God saith I will not hear them they would never have sought if they thought the Lord would not hear them but all their seeking was in vain Object You will say at what time soever a sinner repenteth he shall have mercy Answ It is true if thou repent from the bottome of thy heart but thou maiest come with many a degree of repentance and yet never repent whilest thou livest if thou repent from thy heart and root out thy sins then God will put away thy sins but thou maiest go on in repentance and calling upon God and performing many duties of Religion and yet be hardned look how much Religion will stand with self-love so much thou maiest have after the day of grace is gone Selfe-love may make a man flie to prayer and run after Sermons and go on in many holy duties and give over many sins look how far self-love may drive thee unto holy duties so far thou maist go and yet notwithstanding remaine hardned O therefore let us not delay nor put off the time of grace nor let go salvation while it may be had then shall they call but I will not answer he doth not set down when this time is it may be it is now it may be not this seven yeers it may be not till thy death Doct. 2 Doctr. It may be this very day even this very Sermon this very houre may be thy day that art now in thy sinnes that if thou repent not at this very one Sermon thou neglectest eternall life for ever lose the benefit of this Sermon at this time and thou maiest lose eternall salvation and never have it more The thiefe that robd this day
how doth he know but this one robbery may bring him to the gallows So the man that sins this day how doth he know but that this very dayes work may bring him to hell Deut. 32.35 To God belongs vengeance their feete shall slide in due time Therefore if a man sin against him he may stand to day and to morrow and many dayes but when the due time comes even the time which God hath set then up goes his heels he shall slide and break his neck thy houre-glasse runs in heaven and thou seest not when the sand comes to the bottome but when t is out then down thou goest to hell for ever There was one resolved to kill Julius Caesar such a day the night before a friend sent him a letter to acquaint him with it but being at supper and busie I will not look upon it now saith he to morrow is a new day The next day when he should have read his letter he was stabd Whence this Proverb came in Greece To morrow is a new day God sends thee a letter and a message from heaven to day hear his voice to day repent and come out of your sins or for ever to hell to day be converted and sanctified or for ever be hardned Dost thou refuse to bearken to day and puttest it off untill to morrow it may be to morrow may be a day of Gods wrath and then thou maiest be hardned seared and bound over unto the great day of Gods vengeance to morrow God may set the decree upon thy soul that thou shalt never repent Therefore if thou refuse this thou refusest all for what knowest thou but this very day may be thy day Reas 1 The reason is because Gods patience is in his own brest and who can tell how long it will last Hast thou Momus his glasse-window to look into Gods secret counsell hast thou a key-hole to look into Gods treasurie canst thou stand on tiptoe to look over Gods shoulder to look into Gods decree to see how long his patience will last It may be God hath suffered thee till this day thou art guilty of ten thousand sinnes and yet he is patient towards thee God hath stayed thus long for thee that hast sworne I know not how many oaths God hath born thus long with thee that hast told I know not how many lies prophaned I know not how many Sabbaths contemned I know not how many ordinances and sleighted I know not how many judgements yet Gods patience is in his own brest it is the long sufferance of God Thou mayest say I would fain have it to morrow and this seven yeers but alas it is his long sufferance and not thine and how dost thou know when he will conclude it it may be this day as well as to morrow Joel 2.13 Rent your hearts and not your garments saith the Prophet for the Lord he is gracious and mercifull This word for hath a great deal of force in it First It is a descriptivum for for he is gracious and a mercifull God therefore rent thy heart and let thy soul burst within thee that thou hast sinned against him for he is a mercifull God and it may be he will pardon all thy sins and heal all thy rebellions committed against him Secondly it is an upbraiding for upbraiding thee for thy sins rent thy heart therefore why he is a patient God wilt thou goe on in thy sins against such a patient God and rebel against such a loving Father that hath loved thee with so much compassion Rent thy heart for he is patient Thirdly it is a comforting and incouraging for rent thy heart for there is incouragement for thee to repent give over thy sins and go to the throne of grace For there is much mercie to welcome thee and great patience for to bid thee come home and abundance of grace for to incourage thee therefore rent thy heart and come home unto the Lord for he is patient and long-suffering Fourthly it is a forewarning for rent your hearts for the Lord is gracious and mercifull slow to anger and of great kindnesse yet his mercie lasteth yet his patience endureth yet hee hath all his attributes and yet he is pleased to manifest the same still tendring grace and mercie unto thee Oh turn unto him while these endure or else thou shalt perish for ever Fifthly it is a threatning for now he is gracious now he is mercifull but his mercy will end his patience will end and then if thou hast not rent thy heart before it will be too late then Therefore as ever thou lovest thine own soule now rent thy heart and turn unto God It is Gods own proclamation The Lord the Lord slow to anger and of great mercie forgiving iniquity and sin Yea what man soever it be that humbles his soule before him he shall find grace and mercie with him yea abundance of mercie pardoning iniquity transgression and sinne yea any thing Let but a soul come prostrate before him humbling his soule he will pardon his sin But as it followeth in the words He will by no means clear the guiltie if notwithstanding all Gods patience and mercie thou go on in thy sins the Lord will never forgive thee but will visit thy sinnes upon thee unto the third and fourth generations because thou hast withstood the day of grace Beloved men run on in their sins as if so be an Angel from heaven should cry unto them and tell them yet God will be good unto them yet God will show them mercie and forbear them Beloved let your consciences answer if you ever heard the Lord God say to any of you thus long I will forbear you No Gods patience is in his own breast and therefore no man knows how long it will last Reas 2 A second reason is because Gods patience giveth no marks or inklings of it before it ends commonly when God strikes a man with death he giveth some signes of warnings of it before as sicknesse and pains and gray hairs and many sorrowes c. Now because thy life is in Gods hands thou carest not for it but venturest to go on in thy sinnes hoping to have some warning though thousands be cut off without it but the day of grace may come to an end and yet thou never have any inkling or warning of it before-hand commonly when God strikes a man with death he tells him of it before-hand by aches and pains as if the Lord should say Now thou shalt die now will I take thee out of the world But when the Lord taketh away the day of grace from a man though the spirituall man may take some notice of it yet there is no sensible apparition of it but after the day of grace is set upon a man he may be as strong and lustie as before he may come to Church as well after as before performe religious duties and do many good things as well after as
other abominable sins which mens conseiences startle at bul evill thoughts defile a man Assure thy self that so long as the league of these evill thoughts is not broken thou hast no Christ as yet within thee Hence is that exhortation of the Apostle Colos 3.12 If you be risen with Christ then seek those things which are above Brethren you must remember that there be two kinds of exhortations in Scripture the one if a man do them blessed and happie is he the other if he doe them not yet he may find mercie it will be a greif and a sorrow to him but it follows not that he shall miscarrie But there are exhortations that tye to obedience that must be obeyed or else there is no salvation as this exhortatâ—on of the Apostle it is not left to our choice to do or not to do but if a man be risen with Christ he must doe it he must seek the things that are above that man then that hath his thoughts run habitually on the world that man hath no Christ in him and therefore his end must needs be destruction Reas 3 Thirdly that mans end must needs be destruction that loves not God now so long as thy thoughts run habitually on the things of the world thou hast no true love of God in thee For thus runs the Commandment of love Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart with all thy soul and with all thy might Matth. 22.37 It is as if Christ should have said thou shalt love God with all thy heart and with all thy heart and with all thy heart for the soul mind and heart are all one that no man might dare to keep any part of their heart from God Every one will say I love God with all my heart I go to Church and serve God with all my heart I hear the Word and pray with all my heart I receive the Sacraments with all my heart Dost thou so and yet let thy thoughts run upon the world dost thou pray and yet let vain thoughts lodge within thee dost thou hear the Word receive the Sacraments and yet letst vain thoughts distract thee Dost thou walk in thy calling and yet lettest vain thoughts steal away thy heart and yet sayest thou I love God with all my heart when thou takest away thy heart from God How dost thou think thy thoughts with thy heels or with thy heart Surely thou sayest with my heart Why then if thou lovest God with all thy heart thou must give thy thoughts unto God God that cals for thy heart cals for all the heart now the heart is nothing but all a mans heart all the affections and desires all turnings and windings all things that are in the heart do but make up the heart and therefore when God calls for thy heart he calls for all the powers and faculties of the soule And therefore the Prophet David would blesse God with his soule and all that was within him Psal 103. So thou must give thy thoughts and all that is within thee to God or els thou givest God nothing therefore that mans end must needs be destruction that loves not God Reas 4 Fourthly that mans end must needs be destruction that never gives over his sinnes and so long as thy thoughts run after the world thou canst never forsake sin thou maiest resolve and think on the contrary yet so long as thy thoughts run habitually on the things of the world thou dost not forsake sin Wicked and carnall men may have the eyes of their consciences opened and their hearts awakened whereby they may see their sinnes and the hellish evill and danger of them whereupon they may resolve and purpose to forsake them and then they will make a covenant with God that they will not do thus and thus I have been touchie and cholerick but I will be so no more I have beene a prophane swearer and blasphemer of the name of God but I will be so no more I have been a drunkard and an unclean person but Lord thou shalt see a reformation in me Nay it may be he will tell his Minister of it and his father and his mother his wife his children and all his friends too of it but when he comes to his cold bloud again and these cold graces which sluttered so come to be cold in him so that his heart comes to it self again then vain thoughts rest in his heart and he returns to his old sins again as the dog to his vomit and the sow being washed to the wallowing in the mire The Apostle excellently describes a man that can never depart from his sins They have eyes full of adultery which cannot cease to sin 2. Pet 2.14 where the Apostle speaks not onely of that adulterie which is a breach of the seventh Commandment but of such an adulterie which is a perfect breach of every Commandment when the heart runneth awhoring after every sin and vanitie when the eye of the soul is full of adulterie the heart cannot cease to sin when the eye cannot see an object of gain or profit but the mind is presently engaged and runs after it when it cannot see an object of delight and pleasure but it is straightway caught by it when he cannot see any wrong or injurie done unto him but presently he is inflamed with revenge and his heart runs after it I say that if thy eye be thus full of adultery that thou canst not see the occasions and hints of sin but presently thou art insnared and thy soul is taken by it thou art the man that canst not cease to sin therefore untill thou turne the eye of thy soule which is the thoughts and affections of thy heart another way thou wilt never cease to sin For wheresoever thou lookest thou wilt be insnared so long as thy thoughts are evill and vicious either upon pride or covetousnesse or ambition or envie or delights thy soul will look asquint on God and untill these vaine thoughts of thine be crucified thou wilt only look upon the satisfying of these vain lusts of thine Prov. 3.6 In all thy wayes acknowledge God and he shall direct thy paths In all thy wayes think on God or else thou mayest go to many duties in Religion but never be direct in thy going thou maiest pray a thousand times but never be established in thy prayer thou maiest go from Lecture to Lecture and yet never be established in thy service thou maiest go about many things and never be established in any thing unlesse God be in all thy thoughts a man may go on in a course of Religion but it is at haphazard he is inconstant and unsteady in his course unlesse in his heart he think upon God and therefore his end must needs be destruction This then may serve first for humiliation to the godly secondly for matter of condemnation to the wicked Vse 1 First for humiliation are vain thoughts thus damnable that when
they beare sway in the heart they make that mans end to be destruction How then ought this to fill the faces of them that have the Spirit of Christ with shame and confusion and to make them in a holy manner to be confounded of themselves and to think of the emptinesse naughtinesse and vanities of their hearts Beloved thou canst not go to prayers but abundance of vain thoughts will be about thee like wasps to assault thee thou canst not go to the Word but these vaine thoughts will be a humming in thy eares thou canst not go about the works in thy calling but vain thoughts will haunt thee and creep into thy meditations and take away the main burthen of the work all the day long Beloved this should make a godly man ashamed and confounded in himself in the consideration hereof The Prophet David was so confounded and ashamed hereat that had not God poured in mercie and comfort into his soul he had been distracted and should have despaired considering the company of vain thoughts that lodged within him Psal 94.19 where hee shows what abundance of distracting thoughts he had that if God had not sustained him with comfort after comfort he had even been been overwhelmed in despair by them Augustine saith a mans thoughts are not in his own power the heart of man is like tinder and if the Devill cast a spark into it thou canst not hinder it from taking fire but thou maiest hinder it from burning further A ship may have leakes in her and thou canst not hinder the coming in of water into her but by thy pumping and industry thou maiest save her from drowning in the water even so evill thoughts though they be rooted out yet they will come in again A mans heart is like to the fig-tree that grew out of the stone wall which Epiphanius speaketh of the branches were lopt off and it grew again the boughs were lopt off and it grew again they cut down the body of it yet it grew again they pluckt up the roots of it yet it grew again till at last the stone wall and all was fain to be pulled down Even so it is with vaine thoughts in the heart a man may lop them off by godly sorrow he may cut them down and root them up by mortification and yet they will be sprouting up and rising up again till the whole body of sin be pulled down and destroyed in a man Gregory speaks of them and saith man may pluck them up but yet not so but that they will rise again The consideration hereof should humble us and make us lowe in our own eyes Oh then think with thy self and say Oh that my thoughts should be so base earthly and vain what have I not a God a Christ a heaven to think upon have I not excellent Commandments of my God and thousands of sweet and precious promises in Scripture to think upon and must I be thinking on every bable of every straw not worth the thinking on Take the Apostles exhortation Whatsoever things be true whatsoever things are honest whatsoever things are just whatsoever things are pure whatsoever things are of good report if there be any â—ertue if there be any praise think on these things Phil. 4.8 What are there so many vertuous things so many holy and pure things so many admirable and glorious things-so many heavenly graces and divine promises so many blessed passages of holy Writ to take up my mind and shall I spend my thoughts and time upon such vaine and cursed things as wil yeeld me no profit This should astonish the hearts of Gods people and greatly humble their souls Vse 2 The second Use may serve for matter of condemnation unto the wicked let this doctrine strike terrour into the hearts of those men that suffer their hearts to be taken up with vaine thoughts as Peter said unto Simon Magus so let me say unto them Repent of this thy wickednesse and pray unto God vers 8. that if it be possible the thoughts of thy heart may be forgiven thee The Apostle doth not onely wish him to repent of his simony and briberie but also of the least vain thoughts of his heart pray unto God if perhaps the very thoughts of thy heart may be forgiven thee for beloved the very least vaine thoughts that thou thinkest without repentance is impardonable there is an impossibility of remission of vain and idle thoughts without true repentance Oh what fearfull news is this to the world that lay not this to heart Beloved may we not now run into the eares and hearts of all earthly men with this point whose minds and thoughts are earthly Is it so that he whose thoughts run habitually on the world his end is destruction Then they that make no conscience what their thoughts are what their imaginations are what they think of as they goe up and down how can such escape the vengeance of hell Tell me then what thy thoughts are are they not of thy hawks and hounds of thy cattell and grounds of thy gardens and orchards rather then of Christ When thou walkest in the streets whereon run thy thoughts but on thy pleasures and profits and earthly delights yea of every vanity and every delight canst thou think rather then of God and his Commandments Thou comest to Church thou prayest and hearest the Word of God but do not vain thoughts come along with thee thou goest home again but do not vaine thoughts haunt and dog thee It is the brand of a wicked man not to have God in all his thoughts Psal 4.10 when goods and cattell plough and cart pleasures and outward contentments are in his mind and thoughts when ruffs and cuffs houses and dishes tables and faire hangings or any thing but God can take up their thoughts they can have thoughts of every thing but of God they can think none this is the brand of a wicked man that he hath no bloud of a Christian in him It is a true description of a Pagan and Infidel that hath no knowledge of Christ to be vain in his imaginations Rom. 1.21 When they knew God they glorified him not as God but became vain in their imaginations vaine in their disputes vain in their reasonings vain in their thoughts in their carriages and disputations so then though thou knowest God and hast things enough in thy mind that convinceth thee that this God is to be worshipped and understandest the worship of God and the commandments of Christ yet if thou glorifiest him not as God giving thy heart and affections to him but art vain in thy imaginations thou dishonourest God Hear what God saith unto such All the day long have I stretched out my hand unto a rebellious and gain-saying people which walk in a way that is not good but after their own thoughts a people that provoke me continually to my face Isa 65.2 3. As if God had said I sent Prophet after Prophet
house as you walk abroad in the fields as you are employed in your callings or about any holy duty God seeth all thy thoughts what is going in and what is comming out there is never a thought in thy heart but God sees it how then can thoughts be free God will weigh the thoughts of men Prov. 16.2 Beloved what a fearfull day will that hee when God shall take his Scales and weigh no mans bodies and estates for then it may bee that rich men and fat and grosse men will out-weigh them that are better but he will take mens thoughts and weigh them hee will weigh their soules he will take mens good thoughts and put them into one scale and their bad earthly carnall and unprofitable thoughts into another scale and to try which weighes heaviest Now if thy earthly and sinfull thoughts weigh heaviest then down thou goest into eternall damnation Secondly as thoughts are not free from Gods knowledge so are they not free from Gods Word for Gods word can meet with them for it is lively and mighty in operation and is a descerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart Hebr 4.12 Doth the word of God discern the thoughts of mens hearts Then much more doth the God of this Word and therefore how can thoughts be free Thirdly and lastly they are not free from the condemnation of hell and damnation I am hee saith God that searcheth the hearts and reins and I wil give to every one of you according to his works or as some translations have it according to your thoughts Rev. 3.23 Now if God will so severely punish thoughts take heed then how thou tetainest any evill thoughts I should here give you some means in the use that so you might rid your selves from vain thoughts Means 1 First love the word of God if ever thou wilt come out of them prize the truth of God and labour to get thy mind and thoughts to beâ— set on better things and then the thoughts of the world and all vain things will vanish away This course the Prophet David took Psal 119.113 I hate vain thoughts but thy Law do I love How came it to passe that he hated vain thoughts namely by loving Gods Law if he had not loved Gods Law and those excellent things therein and set his heart on them hee could never have hated vain thoughts The way then to break of thy league with vain thoughts is to be in league with good thoughts Dost thou complain of vain thoughts in prayer in hearing the word in receiving of the Sacraments and art thou stuffed and filled with them that thou canst not think upon God and holy things thou dost here by bewray thine own rottennesse and corruption And therefore know that if thou lovest the Lord and his Word and didst set thy thoughts upon him thou wouldst never have them so much employed about such base things Secondly if ever thou wouldst rid thy heart of vain thoughts especially when thou art in holy action thou must goe unto God by prayer there is no greater bridle to restrain a man from vain thoughts then this consideration that hee is to goe to God I speak not this to the men of this world Carnall men who can rush into Gods presence hand over head without any fear or reverence they can set upon any duty without any preparation but I speak it to the godly man whose heart dreads and stands in awe of God Wilt thou let thy mind rove and run all the day on worldly things how then wilt thou call upon God Dost thou not know that this is the cause of thy dulnesse thy deadnes and wandrings of thy heart when thou art about any good duty namely because thou sufferest thy heart to be lashing out and roving abroad on the world all day no marvell if it keep his haunt at night and therefore thy heart being vain God will never hear thy prayer Job 35.13 God will never bear vanity Comest thou to God with a vain prayer God will never hear it Comest thou with a vain eare to the hearing of the Word God will never hear it or with a vain heart to the Sacrament God will not regard it Lay this seriously to thy heart if ever thou wouldst have thy heart to the duty thou art about busie thy mind upon good things for if thy heart be accustomed to vain and worldly things all the day it is no marvell if it returne to its haunt again at night Thirdly consider that you have not so learned Christ It is the Apostles argument Ephes 3. consider then what you have learned of Christ hath Christ taught you so hath Christ taught you such a love and given you such a liberty that you should love the world more then him and imploy and bestow all your thoughts wholly in seeking after vain things Hath Christ taught you such a faith as this Hath Christ taught you such a repentance as this to have your thoughts more upon the world then upon Christ to repent of sin and yet never forsake sinne Have ye so learned Christ Hath he not taught you such a faith as purifieth the heart such a sanctification as cleanseth the soul and the minde such an obedience as bringeth every thought into subjection unto himself Therefore if now thou shouldst still retain thy vain dead earthly and carnall thoughts it is not to learn Christ Christ teacheth thee no such doctrine nor giveth thee any such licentious libertie but thou learnest of the Devill and of thine owne heart for all evill and vain thoughts arise from these three heads First from the variety and abundance of the thoughts of the world which our Saviour calls the cares of this world Seconly from the fountaine of corruption in mans heart the heart of man being alwayes like a sink naturally running with filthinesse or like a living quickset alwayes bearing so is it with the heart of man alwayes imagining vain thoughts Thirdly from the damned malice of the Devill and his fearfull suggestions and temptations both within and without the Devill is fitly called a tempter and trier for by these suggestions and temptations he feels and tries mens hearts and thereby knowing to what they are most inclined and which way they are soonest overcome accordingly he fits his temptations for to intrap them Now these thoughts are infinitely variable according to the constitution place quality passions affections and conditions of men as of the poor man in his beggery of the rich man in his abundance of the Minister in his calling of the Magistrate in his and so of all other men Now the whole world is not able to fill the heart how then shall we number the thoughts of it But for the better understanding we will rank them into these four heads to show how thoughts become vain 1. Materially mens thoughts are vain when the matter of them is vain 2. Formally when though for the matter they are never
thou dost pronounce them but not speak them But when thou speakest of earthly things then thou speakest to the purpose because thy heart is set upon them and thy minde and the tongue goe together there is no jarre or discord betwixt them but if thy heart be not pure though thou speakest good things or holy things yet in Christ sense thou speakest them not For say I how can a vain evill corrupt heart think good thoughts An evill tree cannot bring â—orth good fruit saith our Saviour he doth not say that an evill tree cannot be made good for it may be graffed into anotheâ— stock divers wayes there are to make it good but so long as it is a corrupt tree it cannot bring forth good fruit Doe men gather grapes of thorns or stâ—ges of thistles Dost thou goe to a drunkard and thinkest there to finde any religion in him or to a whoremaster to finde grace in him Dost thou goe to a swearer or a prophane person and thinkest thou to find any feare of God in them Indeed sometimes there may be some morall good found in them but they are as a pearle in a dung-hill out of its place Fourthly all mens thoughts come to be vain when the drift and end of the heart and soule in thinking of them is vain But thou wilt say unto mee the end of my good thoughts is Gods glory What is it not to Gods glory that we goe to the Word and Sacraments that we pray and give almes I answer the end of every good work in it self is Gods glory but is it the end of the worker speaker or thinker I make no question but the end of a good action in it self is the glory of God so the end of prayer is the glory of God the end of all preaching and Sermons is the glory of God the end of giving of almes and of all good thoughts is the glory of God but the end of the man that prayes and preaches what is that the end of the hearer and giver of almes what is that the end of him that speaks well what is that Beloved must men have false and corrupt ends which we will branch out into these three heads For the first men will be thinking and plodding from morning till night of their worldly businesse Now because they know they must think on God to make God amends perhaps they will think on him at night when they have dishonoured him all the day So men will swear and swagger drink and be drunk and when they have done say Lord have mercy upon me and so they think to make God amends What beloved will yee sweare swagger drink be drunk and lie be secure and worldly and then ask God forgivenesse to make him amends This is to break Priscians head that you may give him a plaister Will you trespasse your neighbour that you may ask him forgivenesse This is a damned and devilish religion yet this is the religion of many men in the world you shall have them keep daies and weeks and yeares in the observation of the times of Gods worship they will keep the Sabbath in comming to Church they will hear Sermons pray and think of God but all this is to make God amends for the wrong that they have done him they know they have offended God and therefore they will do something to make him amends like those wicked men in Jeremies time who did steale murder commit adultery swear falsly and burn incense unto Baal and walk after the gods whom they knew not and then come and stand before God in his house which was called by his name and said We are delivered though we have done all these abominations As if God should say unto wicked men What will yee swear steal lie and be earthly giving up your selves unto all manner of lewdnesse in the breach and contempt of my commandements and then think by making a prayer unto me and by lifting up your eyes unto me and by giving your eares to hear my word thereby to make me recompence No no I have showed thee O man what is good Micah 8. Secondly the end of mens thoughts is commonly to collogue with God Let a man be under the crosse in calamity pain and misery then God shall heare of him often then he will think of God and of his sinnes nay the beastliest wretch in a whole Parish upon his sick-bed then Oh how will he call upon God then send for the Minister let him pray for me read a chapter or some good book then God shall have service upon service then he shall have the first second and third course But all this is but to be raised up again and then when he hath received a little strength he fall off again like the Jewes who when God slew them they sought him and they returned and enquired early after God neverthelesse they did but dâ—ssemble with him with their mouthes and flatter him with their double hearts Ps 78.34 There is many a man that seeks to God yea that seeks to him with tears and performes many a good duty and yet he doth but flatter with God he doth it but to curry favour with him hee is afraid of sicknesse crosses plagues and death and curses upon him if hee should not doe so and therefore to prevent this he will dissemble some service to God Thirdly to smother and choake their owne consciences their hearts think and tell them they must think of God their consciences tell them that they must have some holinesse some religion that they must keep the Sabbath in some sort that they must pray and goe to Church and hence it is that the drunkard swearer whoremaster will sometimes have thoughts of God and will be performing some outward acts of Religion Why his conscience otherwise would not let him be at rest but it is as the Devils bandog to drive him to it Thus when the Prophet commanded the people to worship the Lord to reverence his name to hallow his Sabbaths their consciences told them that they must doe so or else all the threatnings of wrath and vengeance denounced by the Prophets would come upon them Hence it is that the Lord by his Prophet exhorts saying Arise yee and depart for this is not your rest your mind hath another haunt you have this and that black lust this is not your rest Doth thy heart rest on God and good things If thy heart be good and holy so that it takes up its rest in God and in Christ then it is well but if thou only turnest aside to good duties and fallest as it were by chance upon holy things away away saith God this is not your rest Aristotle saith that the being of a thing consâ—steth in the end of a thing Therefore if the end of thy thoughts and courses be earthly and vain then certainly thy religion is earthly and vain Thou goest up and down what is it that thou lookest after
wrath of heaven was upon the world and that the floods of Gods vengeance were shortly to bee poured downe upon us and because my heart hath beene naught and I have sinned and provoked the Lords wrath I feare if I get not into this Ark which the Lord hath commanded me for to make I shall perish Now because they would not come unto Noah to ask him this reason therefore the world was condemned by him even so the Saints by making an Ark for their poore soules even by getting into Christ as the Ark was a type of Christ without whom none can be saved the Saints I say by getting into Christ do judge the whole world when they hear there be men â—hat be no swearers and no drunkards and that there bee men that will pray read heare the word conferre of God and of Christ and that weep and mourne for their sins that spend their times in the mortification of their lusts and endevour after holinesse and sanctification the whole world I say is judged by them How why they should say Sirs what is the matter that you doe so run after Sermons that you keep such a stirre about getting faith and repentance more then other men that you pray weep fast and mourne and are so strict in your works If thus men would but come unto Gods Saints and ask them the reason of all these things the Saints of God would tell them that the wrath of God would come upon them if they did not do thus they would never be saved if they did not thus beleeve and thus repent and thus pray and walk thus holily and precisely they should be all damned But the world it falls a mocking and a scoffing at them and never seeks to prevent the wrath of God but it suddenly seiseth on them to their destruction Secondly this teacheth us that when there is any one sinner converted from the wickednesse of his wayes and is become a Saint then all the world may know that there is a new Judge come to sit upon them Seest thou a drunkard a swearer a prophane person converted from his sinnes and now walks soberly holily and purely seest thou a man and a woman struck at a Sermon Then know that unlesse thou comest out of thy sinnes unlesse thou doest repent and walk holily there is a new Judge added to the rest that shall judge thee As our Saviour told the Pharisees If I through Beelzebub cast out Devils by whom do your children cast them out Therefore they shall be your judges Matth. 12.27 where Christ tells them that their children who were his Disciples for some of the Pharisees children did beleeve in Christ and follow him and had power from Christ to doe the same workes that Christ did Now they liked it well enough in their owne children but they could not endure it in Christ and therefore hee tells them that their children whom God had converted and to whom he had given power to doe the same workes that he did even they shall bee their Judges to condemne them And even so may it be with thee thou that art a father or a mother God having converted any of thine own children that child shall be thy Judge and condemne thee if thou repent not It may be God hath converted thy brother and sister and thou art not converted thy own brother and sister shall condemne thee if thou doe not repent and come out of thy sinnes Thirdly we may learn that it concerns all the world to take notice of every grace in Gods children There is never a grace of God in any of his Saints but it shall condemne the world if it be void of it The wayes of the Lord are all judgements because they judge them that will not walk in them Every grace yea the very thoughts of the righteous are called Judgements by Solomon Prov. 12. You may know a crooked thing by laying it to a straight line and by that it is judged to be crooked so the thoughts of the righteous which are right holy and pure shall judge the impure unholy and crooked thoughts of wicked men Is the child of God humble His humility shall judge thy pride Is the child of God meek and patient in suffering of wrong and injuries His meeknesse and patience shall judge thy choler and revenge Hath the child of God saith given him to beleeve in the Lord Jesus His faith shall judge thy infidelity Hath the child of God the spirit of prayer given him It shall condemne thee that praiest only with thine owne spirit Hath he zeale His zeale shall judge thy luke-warmnesse Doth his speech and communication administer grace to the hearers It shall condemne thee that speakest of vaine and idle things Yea all the actions of the godly shall judge the wicked and hence the Saints are said to doe Gods judgements Zeph. 2.3 that is they doe according to Gods judgements whereby he will judge the world Thus they that do mourn do judge them that do not mourne they that bewaile their wickednesse and the sinnes of the times judge them that doe not they that fast weep pray and humble themselves for the miseries of the Church in these dreadfull dayes they judge them that make no good conscience of their duties Fourthly learne hence that all the Texts of Scripture all the whole word of God that is it that begets these Saints and therefore they must needs judge the world the word of God begets mens hearts unto sanctification and holinesse whereby they become the Saints and therefore if they then much more shall the Word it selfe judge the world and hence it is that all the words of God in the Scripture are called Judgments Psal 105.5 And our Saviour saith The word that I have spoken the same shall judge you in the last day Joh. 12.48 The word that I have spoken where mark he doth not say The word which you have heard No there are many swearers and drunkards and prophane ungodly wretches that will not come to Church to hear the word there are many wicked men and dead hearted worldlings and rotten livers that will not bee brought to hear Gods Word it may bee at this present there is many whoremongers drundards and wicked persons that wallow in their filthinesse in the Ale-house Game-house or Drab-house or in the fields or beds or at their sports Well this word that is now a preaching whether they will hear it or no shall judge them at the last day Now all the wicked in Ashford that heare the word of God calling upon them to repent and to come out of their sinnes but will not or out of contempt of Gods word will absent themselves from it this word shall judge and condemne them There is never a drunkard swearer or prophane person though his pew be empty but this word of God that denounceth the eternal wrath and vengeance of God upon them if they come not out of their sinnes
the Lord doth deliver the Gospel especially the ground-work and master-peece thereof the Lord Jesus Christ and that in the most blessedest manner that ever God exhibited himselfe unto man how much more doth God require purity and holinesse that all such as come to receive the Lord Jesus Christ in the blessed Sacrament should be sanctified purging their hearts and cleansing souls from all their sin and uncleannesse Should not a beast touch the mountaine where God did appeare and darest thou touch the body of Christ and drink his blessed bloud in thy sinnes The very Angels of heaven will curse thee and the clouds of heaven will poure down showres of vengeance upon thee for God hath more severe punishments to inflict upon sinners under the Gospel then he used under the Law though then he struck them with more visible and sensible plagues and judgements then ordinarily he bringeth upon men now as Gebezi for his covetousnesse was strucken with leprosie Corah Dathan and Abiram the earth opened her mouth and swallowed them up quick for their rebellion against the Lord Er and Onan were strucken dead for their wickednesse Jeroboam had his hand withered for stretching of it forth to strike the Lords Prophet And though the Lord bring not such sensible punishments now as he did then ye he knowes how to punish the world a thousand times more then he did then at this time As a father hath other kinds of punishments for his sonne when he is grown up then he had when he was in coates and but a child then a twigge or two would serve the turne but if he comes to mans estate and then rebell against his father it may be that he will disinherit him and cast him out of his family So in former time God did scourge and whip his people when they sinned against him but now he hath drawn out his Church to this age even to the age of the Gospel he hath severer strokes of plagues and curses wherewith to confound all prophane and impenitent sinners that dare to abuse that blessed Sacrament of the Lord Jesus Christ The second Reason is in regard of the matter of the Sacrament which is Christ also who as he was the efficient cause so in regard of Sacramentall relation he is the matter of the Communion 1 Cor. 10.16 The Cup of blessing which we blesse is it not the Communion of the bloud of Christ and the bread which we break is it not the communion of the body of Christ Now the better matter any thing is of the more heynous is the defilement of it A master will not be so angry for casting his earthen vessels into the mire as he will be for casting his rich jewels The Bread and Wine in the Sacrament are the blessed Communion of the precious body and bloud of Christ and darest thou to defile them Knowest thou not that thou dost greatly increase the wrath of the Lord against thy soule thereby That soule whatever it was from Dan to Beersheba that came in his uncleannesse to partake of any of those holy things which the children of Israel hallowed to the Lord whether he were man or woman rich or poore that person was to be cut off from the presence of the Lord Levit. 12. whereto the Lord sets his seale for the confirmation thereof I am the Lord And as sure as I am the Lord so will I see it accomplished So my beloved let me say unto you of England from Dover to Newcastle or from the oâ—e end of the town unto the other that soul who toucheth any of these holy things with an impure heart and cometh to partake of them with his uncleannesse upon him living in his sinnes and wallowing in his lusts casting off the feare of the Lord and making no conscience to walk in Gods wayes that soule shall surely be cut off that cometh so unworthily unto the Table of the Lord not only the hand that taketh it and the mouth that eateth it but even the very soul of him that so cometh shall perish from the presence of the Lord. So Levit. 7.20 That soule that eateth of the flesh of the Sacrifices of peace offerings that pertaine unto the Lord having his uncleannesse upon him even that soule shall be cut off from his people Now you know that all those sacrifices had relation unto Christ but yet under the Law they were but shadowes and typicall relations and were not so lively and effectuall means for the exhibiting of Christ as the Lords Supper is And therefore if such as came in their uncleannesse unto them were punished with no lesse punishment then a cutting off from the fellowship with the Lords people what wrath and vengeance will the Lord bring upon thee that comest with thy uncleannes upon thee unto this holy communion Augustine saith that man that receiveth the Sacrament unworthily receiveth a greater plague to his own soule and a greater torment to his own conscience yea and heapeth up a store of wrath unto himself against the day of wrath Reas 4 Me thinkes thou that livest in thy sinnes and wilt not come out of them when thou hearest these words This is my body and seest the bread broken before thy face it should even make thee tremble and quake for to look upon it more for to touch it and most of all for to tast it for it is the Communion of the body and bloud of Christ and how darest thou come in thy sins for to defile it Reas 3 A third Reason is in regard of the forme of the Sacrament which is Christ too for as he is the efficient cause that instituted it and as he is also the matter of the Sacrament so in the third place Christ is the forme of the Sacrament also wherein the confirming grace of God is sealed up unto thee Now as it is treason for a man to offer contempt unto the Kings broad Seale so certainly is it high treason against this King of Kings to contemne this blessed Sacrament which is the Seale of the righteousnesse of faith If thou shouldst clip the Kings Coine I will say that thou art a Traytor Oh what a traitor art thou then yea an accursed traitor in the account of God and Christ if thou clippest his holy Communion if thou clip it of thy examination and due preparation and so come hand over head not regarding so holy an Ordinance Thou sinnest against the Court of heaven That which Saint James speaks in generall of the whole worship of God Draw neere unto God let me apply it in particular unto this drawing neere unto God in this holy Communion James 4.8 Cleanse your hands yee sinners and purifie your hearts yee double minded Draw neer unto God in the hearing reading and meditating on Gods word draw neer unto God in prayer and in this holy Sacrament and receive it for your amendment of life Draw neere to God I that I will saith the wicked man I will
name of God in vain Is there never a drunkard here in this congregation that hath been at the Sacrament Is there never a whoremonger never a covetous worldling Where is the man whosoever hee bee amongst you all that is such a one He is in the state of damnation Is there never a luke-warm and carnall Christian that contents himself with a formall worship and a dead performance of holy duties that hath no zeal for God nor courage for his truth but is carelesse of all Gods commandements whosoever amongst you are guilty of these sins or any other and hath come unto this holy Communion in them they are the persons that how oft soever they have received so oft they have taken this name of the Lord in vain And if I should examine this Congregation from the one end of it unto the other I fear that every pew would yeeld some one If not many that have taken a Cōmunion which is one of Gods names in vain Should I but examine thee that comest unto the Communion this day how by the last Sacrament thou receivedst and the last Sermon thou hast heard thy faith is strengthened thy repentance renewed and thy obedience is increased and thy care doubled for to walk with God whether thou art made by them more zealous for God more forward in his worship and service and every day more holy and heavenly minded if not then thou hast taken this Name of the Lord thy God in vain and the Lord will not hold thee guiltlesse that is the Lord will not take away the guilt from thy conscience but he will let thy sinne lie open and thou shalt not be cleansed from it nor justified by the very blood of Jesus Christ but it shall rest upon thee to thy utter ruine and destruction unlesse thou forsake thy sinnes and so come preparedly unto this holy Table and banquet I know here is a covenant of grace a sweet refreshing for every humbled soul that is hungry broken for his sinnes and for every poore distressed conscience let all such come and lay their sinnes upon Christs crosse and welcome But if there be any that come in their sinnes and will not reforme their live◠but be as they came sinners so they mean for to continue the Lord himselfe will lay this mans sinnes upon his own head and they shall never be taken away from him but Christ shall at the day of judgement pronounce him a guilty person to his eternall condemnation King Belshazzar that abused but the holy vessels of the Temple and the Cups thereof what a dismall plague befell him for it Dan. 5.27.28 God hath numbred thy Kingdome and finished it thou art weighed in the ballance and art found too light thy Kingdome is departed from thee and is given to the Medes and Persians So beloved brethren if any of you shall abuse this Cup of the Lord comming to it with a filthy unclean heart and polluted conscience and earthly affections there is a hand-writing against every soule that thus commeth this day unto the Table of the Lord thou art numbred and weighed and found too light thou O man and woman whosoever thou art that prophanest and contemnest these holy things of God thou shalt be found out and the Lord will keep thee out by his spirituall plagues and thy sinne shall never be done away but be required at thy hands and stand in everlasting record against thee O my brethren that you would but seriously consider of it and look about you it being so weighty a thing that so neerly concernes every one of you But I would not have any poor broken heart and humble soul to mistake me and so-thereby be discouraged but give me leave I pray you for to use the words of the Brophet though spoken in another sense Psal 115. Not unto us O Lord not unto us but unto thy Name give the glory So let me apply this doctrine unto the comfort of all poore broken hearted sinners and beat off all carnall prophane wretches that live in their sinnes not unto you O drunkards and swaggerers not unto you whoremasters and unclean persons that wallow in ungodlinesse I say not unto you but unto the poor afflicted soul and contrite spirit that lieth bleeding and gasping under the weight of his sin and that trembles and fears being opprest with the sense of its own unworthinesse panting and breathing after Christ Jesus and suing earnestly unto the Throne of grace for mercie and forgivenesse unto thee only belongs this comfort and therefore take it home to thee and know it for thy selfe Art thou troubled with a hard heart and an unbeleeving soule and art even wearied and tired out with thy many sinnes and infirmities Come thou with comfort unto this holy Communion for thou shalt be sure to finde saying good by it to thee it shall be a spirituall medicine to heale all thy diseases and to cure all thy strong and prevailing corruptions and if thou come unto this holy Table of the Lord it shall make thee as it is recorded of Saint Laurence able to suffer Martyrdome and to get victory over all thy unruly affections yea at last thou shalt tread Satan thy arch-enemy under thy feet Therefore be not dismaied for the Lord Jesus invites thee to come What if thy infirmities be many yet the mercies of God which he tenders to thee in this Communion are many more Samson who was the strongest Souldier and Champion in his time that was in Israel to overcome the Philistims he yet began his strength in weaknesse being at the first overcome by a woman So though the Lord intend to make thee a strong Christian he will make thee to begin in weaknesse to perfect thy power to begin in sinne and misery that he may make thee to end in glory I know Gods children here may receive temporall punishments and bring temporall scourges upon themselves as we may see amongst the Corinthians here but it shall be for their good and amendment namely for their correction and not for their ruine and destruction that so being chastened by the Lord they might not be condemned with the world Therefore if thou comest carelesly and unprofitably God will chastise thee with the rods of men as he did Peter who receiving the Sacrament with his Master over night yet the next day thrice denied him but God whipt his soule and scourged his conscience for it and beat him black and blew so that he went out and wept bitterly Nay he could scarce wipe off that sinne and recover himselfe again whilst he lived Wherefore let us take heed of unprepared coming to the Sacrament for God will not hold such guiltlesse Yea if his own sonnes or daughters transgresse thereby hee will make them to feele the smart of it But now to come to all such as come month by month hand over head without any examination and repentance in their uncleannesse and abomination making no conscience
Lord will teare him in peices and hee shall have no deliverance for all that Another use shall be what may be the reasons why people are so willing generally to doe duties for the matter and care not to doe them in a right manner It will not be amisse a little to shew the mystery of this thing for we see every man is willing to doe duties every man will be praying and comming to Church many reprobates and God knows how many carnall hearts are in this congregation some drunkards it may be some adulterers some it may be that committed whoredome the last night some that have been swearing even now and deceiving in their shops there are many carnall hearts yet every man is willing to do duties to hear and to pray Now what may be the reason that people are willing to doe good duties and yet are loath to come off with their carnall harts There are four reasons The first is this Because the matter of the dutie is easie but the manner is difficult It is an easie matter to pray to say Lord I have sinned against heaven and against thee Lord I have sworne I have been a drunkard I have disallowed the Sabbath I have done this and that I pray thee pardon and forgive me and give mee thy grace it is an easie matrer to doe this It is easie for a man to come to Church and marke what the Miâ—iner saith and follow him from point to point and it may be goe over it to his family This is good there are few that come thus far And so it is easie to come to the Sacrament to take the Bread and the Cup and to pray for a blessing this is easie but when a man comes to a duty in a right manner here is difficulty when a man doth it with a How Take heed How you beare He doth not call upon people to hear that is not the matter there needs no great diligence for that but if you will consider How you hear take heed to that Here must be a great deal of circumspection the soul must be marvellous painfull a man must offer violence to his own soul a man must fight against his own wil a man must beat down his own spirit he must crucify his own thoughts must mortify his own mind beat down his own soul It is a hard thing to do it in a right manner as the Lord commands if we consider now how to doe it This is certaine flesh and blood cannot abide to take pains if it can serve God with ease and pray with ease that it will doe but for a man to weep before God for a man to indict his heart to the throne of grace to rend his bowels before his Maker to tâ—are the caule of his heart upon his knees for a man to vow to God and pay them for a man to rid his hands of all the wages of iniquity for a man to purifie himselfe as Christ is pure for a man to wrastle with God and to take grace according to the covenant of grace with life and power to doe it in a right manner here is religion and this men cannot abide And so for the Sacrament for a man to come in a right manner Oh it is difficult to flesh and blood for a man to goe and examine all his life to reckon up all his conversation to anotomize himself from his cradle to this moment to consider how he hath sinned in his calling in his family in his shop in his company in his speâ—ch and in his life to goe and judge himselfe of these and condemne himselfe and to accept of his owne punishment to goe and wrack his owne thoughts and crucifie his owne soule Oh! this is hard men cannot abide this therefore they go and take the matter they observe that and leave out the manner Secondly another reason is this because the matter of duties may be done with a proud heart there is no duty but a man may do it with a proud heart and never bee humble A man may pray and use good words and make good petitions and have marvellous good language and Scripture phrases and termes and passages and an admirable sweet tone and yet have a proud heart A man may come and preach a Sermon he may preach so as that he may strangely affect the hearts of the people and may make all the people wonder and admire at the gracious words that come from his mouth and yet have a proud heart A man may heare and heare oft and hear the best Preachers in the Citie and delight in hearing and yet have a proud heart A man may come to the Sacrament and sit to ones thinking as devoutly as any in the Church and pray when the people pray and give thanks when others give thanks and have a kind of morall faith in the Covenant and a morrall application of the promises and yet have a proud heart It is the manner of doing duties that humbles the soule as St. Paul saith Acts 20. You know in what manner I have beene with you Why what was the manner In all humility of mind saith he being among the Ephesians preaching to them in a right manner leaving them the example of his owne patterne doing all this in a right manner he did it in all humility of heart It is the right manner of prayer that pulls downe the heart before God It is the right manner of hearing the word that makes a man melt at it It is the right manner of comming to the Sacrament that makes a man feele the comfort of God and the promises of the Gospel and to seek and find the admirable things contained in it It is the right manner that makes a man walke lowly with his God Thirdly another Reeson is Because the matter may stand with an unholy life A man may do a duty for the matter of it and yet be unholy This is plain how many thousands are there that pray and yet are vain and covetous and carnall How many thousands heare Sermons and yet are unprofitable Ever hearing and never come to the knowledge of the truth If they were injurious before they are injurious still if they were cousners before they are so still if they were drunkards before they are so still A man may receive the Sacrament every month and yet may have his lusts and roll them as a sweet morsell under his tongue he may delight in his secret lusts and go on in the deadnesse of his heart It is the right manner of worshipping of God that purgeth the conscience and purifieth the soule and makes a man that there is no room for his corruptions as you may see 1 Thess 2.10 You your selves know saith the Apstle how holily and unblamably we walked among you He speaks there of his manner of walking and hee saith to them because it was in a right manner it was an holy
manner such walking as excluded all unholinesse and prophanesse Flesh and bloud cannot abide this Men they love to pray and be proud they love to hear sermons and to have their profit they love to professe religion and still to carry their secret lusts in their bosomes People love this alife to go up to Gilgall and transgresse to offer sacrifice every new Moon and every morning and to find the labour of their hands this is right but for a man to part with his iniquity that is the thing that goes against the haire The last reason is because the matter of duties bring not the crosse upon a man A man may do all the duties of Religion and never be persecuted for it a man may be as devout as the devoutest man under heaven and yet no body hate him for it except he be devout in a right manner and worship God in a right manner One man may reprove another that is wicked A drunkard may suffer a drunkards reproof and be never the worse A whore master may serve his quean so he may call her so and yet not be spighted because it is not right It is the right doing of it that brings the crosse as in 2 Tim. 2.10 Thou knowest my manner of life It was that that brought afflictions and persecutions We may see to this very day many thousands that seem devout men in the Church they will pray and will hardly misse any time of prayer morning or evening and yet they are farre from being persecuted nay many of them are maine persecuters of the Gospel of God enemies to the crosse of Christ adversaries to the Saints of God We see it plain in Acts 13.5 we read there of devout women that raised persecution against Paul Marke they were devout and because it was not in a right mannâ—r they persecuted the Apostles and set themselves against them that were truly faithfull Though wicked men do not love to pray aright yet many of them are much for praying they care not how much praying they have and when they are at prayers they will pray over from the beginning of the book to the end they love it alife But if they come to a prayer that moves the heart that rifles the conscience that dogges a man into his bosome that laies a man flat on his face before God they gnash their teeth at such a prayer So they love preaching too I it is true if it be preaching that is flaunting and glosing with the enticing words of mans wisdome but if a man preach to the consience if he preach the pure naked word of God and carry it home to mens soules this makes them gnash their very teeth and they could eate the Minister of God for his labour It is the right manner of duty that is accompanied with the crosse Thirdly if we ought to be carefull to performe duties in a right manner Let us be exhorted in the feare of God to go and quicken all our duties to bring a soule into so many bodies we have bodies of praying and bodies of hearing and bodies of receiving the Sacrament and of good duties let us get a soule into them labour to do them in a right manner The bare duty is like a carcasse It is a Proverb of the Jewes Prayer without preparation it is as a carcasse without the soule that is a loathsome thing so is prayer without life and without a right manner of pouring it forth Let us labour therefore in the feare of God to pray and pray aright to heare and to heare aright to seek God and to seek him with all our hearts aright and to do every thing in the right way Let us consider first we doe not pertake of any ordinance at all except we doe it in a right manner I remember a fit place for this in Num. 11.14 It is said there The stranger shall eat the passover and pertake of it according to the ordinance and the manner of it Where the Text puts in the Ordinance of the Passover and the Manner of it For it is all one they are Synonyma's So the Ordinance in every duty Gods ordinance in praying in hearing the Word in the Sacrament in reproof in every good dutie it is all one as the selfe-same thing So that if we pray and doe not pray in a right manner we have not praied we doe not partake of the ordinance So when we come to the Sacrament the ordinance of the manner of it is all one it is one compleat concrete action we doe not partake of it except we partake of both Secondly consider it as nothing but hypocrisie when a man prayes and doth not pray in a right mâ—nner when a man doth any dutie to God and not in the right wise it is nothing but hypocrisie Mark how our Saviour Christ sets forth the hypocrisie of the Pharisee Luke 18.11 The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himselfe he marks his manner of prayer he doth not say He stood and prayed This these words but Thus he prayed he did not pray in a right manner there was his hypocrisie and that was the reason he went home not justified Thirdly consider it makes the Ordinance of God of no effect Thus they make the Commandements of God of none effect Matth. 15.6 Hee speakes there of their duties that they did in a wrong manner and their expounding the Scripture that they did in a wrong wise and their sacrifice their offerings and tithings their precepts and many things that were all done after another fashion then God had commanded therefore saith Christ Thus they make the Commandements of God of none effect So we make all the duties of Gods worship of none effect Wee know there is never an ordinance of God but it hath great effect if it be rightly performed Prayer is of great effect it is able to rend heaven it is able to pull down God to the soule it is able to wrastle out a blessing to quicken the heart to obtain of God every thing we want but if a man pray not aright a man may pray and go away never a whit the more holy nor more quickned nor neerer to heaven nor comfort So preaching and hearing they are admirable Ordinances what powerfull effects have they wrought when they have beene done in a right kind People have cried out and beene converted at them and many a man hath been pulled out of the power of Satan to the Kingdome of Jesus Christ They had royall glorious effects upon many thousand soules But what is the reason that our hearing is so in effectuall Because wee heare not in a right manner this makes the Ordinance of God of none effect it makes Prayer of no effect the word of no effect the Sacraments and Sabbaths of no effect you see people partake of these things and are never the wiser Lastly it cannot please God it is onely the right
manner of doing duties that pleaseth God as in 1 Thess 4.1 As yee have received of us How yee ought to walke and to please God Mark there is the manner That yee may know HOW to walke and by that to please God It is not enough for a man to walke in good duties that a man may doe and not please God but saith he yee have received the manner HOW to walke and to please God It is the manner How that pleaseth God A man may walke to hell upon heavens ground he may go to hell in the wayes of God it is possible Suppose a man should go and take if it were possible all the surface of ground between this place and York and lay it between this place and Dover a man might go to Dover upon York ground So many a man laies the Ordinances of God in hell way he walkes in the way to hell and there he layes his prayers and there his hearing and his good duties hee prayes every day and hears every day and doth good duties every day and yet walkes to hell he goes to hell on heavens ground The reason is because hee doth the duty and doth not observe the manner how he doth it The third thing is the rule of direction how wee may come to the right manner of receiving the Sacrament that is by preparing of a mans selfe and the preparation is here set downe by the specification of it namely in examining himselfe Let a man examine himselfe and so let him eate of that Bread and drink of that Cup. The generall scope of these words and the Apostles meaning in them is this That Every man must prepare himself before he come to the Lords Table I cannot stand on this I will only name it As in the sacrament of the Passeover there was preparation to the Passeover In Joh. 19.14 it is said of the Disciples of Christ that they made ready the Passeover In Matth. 26. they made the Lamb ready and the room ready and themselves ready and the Table ready and every thing ready So in the Sacrament of the Lords Supper wherein Christ is the true Pascall Lamb when we come to eate of him wee must make every thing ready faith ready and repentance ready and interest in the promises ready and hunger and thirst after these spirituall dainties ready every thing must be ready or else like a man that comes into the field to battle that hath not gotten his sword or his weapons ready that is the way for himselfe to be killed so it is when we come to the Communion and have not all things ready it is the way to be damned The Reasons of this are First because the Sacrament is an Ordinance of God Now all the Ordinances of God require reparation they are all spirituall and naturally a man is carnall and therefore cannot be prepared As it is with wood there is never a tree in the wood but it is unprepared for building Is there any tree in the wood of the fashion of a Chimney or of a Lintell or a Doore It must first be prepared as it is Prov. 24.27 First prepare thy work without and then build thine house So every ordinance is to build a man up in the feare of God in the grace of God and in Religion Now man is naturally unprepared for it First a man must fell his wood and then cut it and hew it even and carve it and plane it fit and prepare it before he build So a man must hew downe his owne heart he must humble his owne soule and qualifie all within him and so be sanctified before hee be fit As for example In prayer a man must bee prepared to prayer before he pray he must prepare his heart and then Gods eares will hearken to it In Psal 10.17 The Lord will have the heart prepared before he heare the prayer So it is with the word of God a man must bee prepared before he heare it As a man that preacheth must be prepared before he preach as Ezra is said to prepare his heart Ezra 7.10 Hee prepared his heart to doe the Law and to teach it So a Minister cannot preach except he be prepared beforehand with a commission from God with preserving knowledge with a coale from Gods Altar with a spirit of wisedome and understanding with a law of kindnesse in his lips with meditation and with a Theam fitted in his mouth for the people hee must be prepared with a burning and a shining light or else hee shall not edifie the congregation So it is with all other ordinances For humbling of a mans soule a man cannot humble his heart except he be prepared to it Amos 4.12 Prepare to meet thy God he speaks of humiliation If a man would humble himselfe before God if he be not prepared if his heart be not prepared to let go the world his worldly profits and vain pleasures and carnall acquaintance his wonted lusts and former delights If hee bee not prepared to let these goe when he comes to keep a Fast or to afflict his soule and goes along to do the dutie to lay himselfe down before Almighty God some lust or other will stick in his teeth and intercept his heart hee shall never be able to doe it as Samuel said to the people If you will turn to the Lord prepare your hearts to doe it 1 Sam. 7. So it must bee in all the ordinances of God and much more in the Sacrament Secondly another Reason is because the Lord Christ hath made great preparations to provide the Lords Supper therefore wee must be prepared to eate it You know what a great deale of adoe there was before this Supper was made Christ must be incarnate and fulfill all righteousnesse he must conclude it upon his suffering he must tread the wine-presse alone and suffer himselfe to be beaten and rejected of God and men and suffer death the cursed death of the Crosse all these things were concluded upon before this holy and blessed Supper was provided Come saith hee I have prepared my dinner Matth. 22. Mark Christ is fain to prepare his dinner he makes a great Feast there was great preparation for it so there must be great preparation of our soules before we can come to this holy banquet It is true among men there may be great preparation for a feast and little or nothing for the eating of it Sometimes there are two or three dayes preparation for a Feast and it is eaten presently The reason is because man naturally hungers after meat and drink and he alwayes provides twice or thrice in twenty foure houres for eating and drinking But the Lords Supper is a spirituall banquet a man is every day and houre and moment naturally unfit for it and there is much adoe to put an edge upon mens appetites and a keennesse upon mens desires that they may bee fitted and prepared for it
their Dogges their bellies and their backes before they serve God in meditation or prayer unlesse it be the mumbling and roting a few Lord have mercy upon us that pray not till after many other businesses it may be not then neirher David prayed and meditated in the morning In the morning thou washest thy face and thy hands but thy soul hath more need which thou washest not in the morning thou puttest thy cloathes on thy body but thou puttest not on afresh the new man upon thy soule in the morning thou shakest off sleepinesse from thine eyes but thou shakest not off drowsinesse from thy soule Thou lookest into the glasse in the morning to see if thy face be as it should be but thy soule is not composedly looking into the glasse of Gods word In the morning look up in prayer look up in thanksgiving look up in meditation Secondly the night too O Lord I meditate on thee in the night watches Ps 63. not as carnal ones do when they cannot sleepe then their mind runnes on their Cow and their Calfe their markets and vanities this neighbour and that neighbour like Petronius his dogge that was hunting while he lay asleepe in his kennell Thirdly in the evening I prevent the night watches that I might meditate Psal 119.148 he did not as wicked men doe sleepe like a horse in the stable on his litter with his neck tied to the manger they goe to bed with their hearts roped to the world worldly thoughts this thought and that thought and God knowes what Fourthly when the heart is touched at a Sermon or Sacrament or observing of any judgement or mercy or act of Gods providence it is best striking when the Iron is hot David when his heart was touched at the reproaches of the wicked then he meditated Ps 119.23 When the Instrument is in tune then it is good playing upon it when a Churle is in a good mood then it is fittest to deale with him Oft will thy heart be out of tune oft churlish and in an ill mood if thou lettest the good opportunity go thou knowst not when thou shalt have such another When the fish is nibbling at the bait then it is good twitching at the angle rod when the heart is a nibbling at grace then give a pluck at it by meditation See Act. 17.11 now while the tide â—asts see thou maist get into the haven Means 3 Thirdly rub up thy selfe and thy memory call as much to mind as thou canst what evill thou hast done ever since thou wast borne what in the womb what in thy cradle childhood youth age what a servant what a Master what as a servant what as a sonne what as a neighbour what as an inferiour what as a superiour either in thought or word or deed how often thou â—ast omitted good duties or done them by â—alves Item for this and Item for that They shall remember themselves and turne unto the Lord Psal 22.27 First they shall remember themselves and say What have I done O wretch how carelesly have I lived Secondly so meditating they shall turn unto the Lord. Many say Oh! they cannot remember their sinnes They lie in a thousand particulars for they can remember to commit them wel enough See Lam. 3.19 20.21 our Greek translation turnes it I spâ—ke to my selfe and meditated as if they should say O what a rebell have I been how unthankfull how unprofitable under all the means of grace I may thank my sins for all the plagues of the Almighty that are upon me if he had damned me I had been well served What followes The heart bowed and was humbled as it is in the text Means 4 The fourth means Rouze up thy heart As it is with the eye of the body so it is with the eye of the soul when a man would look wishly upon a thing as if he would look through it he sets his eyes on it as Paul set his eyes on Elymas Ah thou child of the Devil thou c. Acts 13.9 Meditation is the setting of the eye of the soul upon a thing set thine eye upon thy selfe and say Ah thou child of the wicked why hath Satan filled thy heart O wretched heart whence hadst thou thy self-love hadst thou not it from the Devil God might do well to send thee to the Devill if thou lovest so to bee his Broker Seâ— thine eyes stedfastly upon thine owne wayes and thou shalt see infinite hellish evils in thy sins Vse 3 The third use is for reprehension What is more usuall then this that men make sleight account of their sins Nay when God tells them in their hearts Thou shalt not do this thou shalt not doe that yet they meditate and think Why may I not Samuel bid Saul stay for directions from him before he sacrificed unto God It seemes that God spake to his heart Stay till Samuel comes to direct thee yet Saul forced himselfe to disobey and to doe sacrifice 1. Sam. 13.12 he was bold as Vatable turnes it hee confirmed himselfe as Pagnin translates it hee thrust himselfe upon the doing of it God forbad him he would doe it God urged him in his conscience not to doe it yet he would doe it God again whispered to him to doe it not yet hee forced himselfe to doe it as if he should say I hope I may doe it I have stayed seven dayes wanting an houre or a piece of an houre and a little piece breakes no squares No God rejected Saul for that venture God would have forced him by meditation O no doe it not by no meanes he made him think Oh it is against Gods commandements I may not doe it No but neverthelesse he forced himselfe to doe it Thus God deals with thousands and millions in the world Be not a drunkard God flings the meditation into the conscience yet a drunkard thou wilt be be not a drunkard again a drunkard notwithstanding thou wilt be Be not again they force themselves they will goe to the Ale-house And so of all other sinnes If men will cast oft this work of meditation darted into their soules they cast off their owne mercy God tells them pray not hear not offer not without directions from me they dread not the commandement they will I trust prayers are good I will say them Thus they will not meditate or if they doe they break it off before it comes to any strength or perfection yea Gods owne servants that desire to look towards Sion is not this your complaint oft I cannot find sinne heavie I confesse the word discovers it to me but I cannot be troubled for it Look as it is with men in the world if five hundred pounds weight bee laid upon the ground if a man never pluck at it he shall never feele the weight of it Your sinnes are not many hundreds but many thousands yea many ten thousands selfe-love security hardnesse of heart base fears c. it is impossible to
reckon them The least vain thought that ever you imagined the least vain word that ever you uttered were weight enough to presse your soules down to hell Therefore what are so many sins and so great and so often committed What are they they are as heavie as rocks and mountains yet ye feele them not so heavie Why Ye weigh them not if ye did yee should finde them heavier then the sand as David did when his sinne was ever before him Psal 51.3 that is his sinne was ever in his thoughts and in his meditation his sinne was ever like a huge Milstone before him and he was ever tugging and pulling to remove it out of his way Object I but you will say How shall I come to feele my burden Answ I answer three things are here to be discovered First the ground upon which our meditation must be raised Secondly the manner how to follow it home to the heart Thirdly how to put life and power in it The ground I referre to these foure heads First meditate on the goodnesse patience and mercy of God that hath been abused by any of your sins the greater they have been to you the greater is every sinne this maketh them out of measure sinfull because God is out of measure mercifull There are many sinnes in one when a man sinnes against many mercies See Iudg. 2.2 3. Why have ye done thus I have done thus and thus mercifully unto you why have yee done thus unthankefully to me Why was my mercy abused Why was my goodnesse sleighted Why was my patience despised as if the Lord should say I speak to your owne consciences think of it meditate of it why have yee done this Doe ye thus requite the Lord O foolish people and unwise Is not he thy Father Meditate of it first and tell me then For it is a question put to thy meditation to answer Do yee thus requite the Lord ye foolish people Wert thou ever in want but God supplied thee Wert thou ever in weaknesse but God strengthened thee Wert thou ever in straits but God delivered thee When thou wert in sicknesse he cured thee when thou wert in poverty who relieved thee when thou wert in misery who succoured thee Hath not God been a gracious God to thee Every soule can tell never poor sinner hath had a more gracious God then I poore sinner have found to my soule All my bones can say Lord who hath been like unto thee This heart hath been heavie and thou hast cheered it this soul hath been distressed thou hast eased it many troubles have befallen me and thou hast given me a gracious issue This poore man saith David pointing to himselfe this poore man cried and the Lord heard him Psa 34.6 And shall I thus reward the Lord shall I sinne against this goodnesse Then what shall I say Heare O heavens and hearken O earth Sunne stand thou still and thou Moon bee amazed at this and be avenged on such a heart as this The Oxe knowes his Owner and the Asse his Masters Crib but here is a heart that will not remember to know the Lord Heare O heavens this villany crieth so loud that your eares may heare it Heare all yee Angels and be astonished here is villany to make your eares glow yea hear Hell hear Deviâ—s if ever there were worse committed by you When men are but ingenuous if they have received any kindnesse from a friend they were never in want but hee relieved them never harbourlesse but he housed them never to seek but he found them Let a man deale thus kindly with a man if this man should deny him any ordinary favour he will be ashamed of himselfe ashamed to come into his presence What will he think his house was mine his cubboard was mine and his purse was mine and his friends were mine and that I should deale thus unkindly with him even nature rebukes me This serious meditation will help to breake thy heart The second ground of meditation is to meditate on the justice of God God is a just God as well as mercifull Speak all yee Devils in hell Doe yee not feele that he is a just God Speake Sodome Speake Gomorrah your fire and brimstone can testifie that he is a just God Speak Adah Zillah and all yee that were drowned in the old world your deluge can testifie he is a just God His judgements are in all the world 1 Chron. 16.14 What is become of drunken Nabal and swearing Saul and covetous Ahab and proud Iesabel and mocking Iehu and envious Shimei What is become of all blind Jebusites and prating cavilling Dioâ—repheses Justice hath taken hold of them What is poverty What is nakednesse What is famine sicknesse the gout the stone Feaver plague These are the little arrowes of Gods justice What is shame disgrace crosses afflictions unseasonable raines dangerous weather warres rumours of warres What are all the evils under the Sunne They are the little finger of Gods justice Thou spiest them here and there in every Town and in every parish in every Countrey doe they not all witnesse that he is a just God Read Psalm 7.11 12 13. God hath bent his bow already saith David the arrow is ready to slie out of the string It will not be long before it hit thee if thou meditate not upon amendment God is angry with the wicked every day as an angry man useth to say I will be revenged on thee Wilt thou not give over thy sins I will be revenged on thee Read Psal 11.5 6 7. Meditate on this he will neither spare King nor subject nor rich nor poore nor noble nor base nor Judges and Justices yet judges and Justices may spare but God will not spare they may bee bribed to pardon but God will not be fee'd to spare them that goe on in their wickednesse and doe I think to escape Nay my soule thou canst never escape except thou obeyest The third ground is Meditate on the wrath of God Oh! what wrath is it Can I stand against it It burnes like an Oven and all the proud and all that doe wickedly shall be as stubble and the day of wrath shall burne them up Behold this saith the Text. Malac. 4.1 Behold it and meditate on it Can I goe naked in a hot fiery oven Can I lift up my hands against it My hands will be scorched Can I kick against it My legs will be baked Can I blow upon it with my mouth my mouth is fired Did I ever see lime burned were I in the limes roome could I endure that boyling and yet if I live in my sinnes I shall be as the burning of lime Isay 33.12 Let thy heart meditate terror Who among us shall be able to dwell that is the meaning of it as Montanus sheweth who among us shall dwell with devouring fire who among us shall burne with everlasting burnings vers 14. Gods mercie shall say Take him wrath I would have
3.20 Beloved in a godly mans heart when a good thought comes it abides and dwels a good while in him and when it goes away it leaves a good impression behind it it leaves a sweet smell and savour in the heart after it is gone It 's made more holy and sanctified by it When a good thought comes into a godly mans heart it leaves the print of it behind when a wicked man hath a good thought he tosseth it up and down and suffers it not to stay but presently puts it away let a thought of the world come in and he can give it entertainment for seven dayes yea for seven yeers yea all his life he sets his heart as a wide gate open to receive them and to entertain them but if a thought of God or of repentance of holinesse and salvation come into his mind he is tyred out with it and it soon vanisheth away therefore so long as thy thoughts are thus vain though for the matter good if thou hast never so many of them yet if they abide not but thou thinkest and unthinkest them again if they come and give thy soule a jog and so away the more I say thou hast of them though thou hast many millions the greater will be thy doom at the last day Thirdly thou thinkest of God but the question is whether thy good thoughts be studied or accidentall thoughts a wicked man that runs gadding in his thoughts here and there over the whole world upon this and that and I know not what in the midst of a lottery of thoughts he cannot chuse but stumble upon some good he thinks on God he thinks on Christ he thinks on heaven but it is by the by these thoughts of his are not naturall but if he think of the world of his pleasures of his outward delights and contentments these thoughts arise naturally out of his heart they are his owne Now it may be a thought of God comes by the way But a godly man not onely thinks of God but he studies how to think of God It is his continuall endeavour to bring his mind to be fixed upon God it is his whole care for to have good thoughts to dwell habitually in him There is an excellent phrase used to set it forth Malac. 3.16 They that feared the Lord spake one unto another and the Lord hearkened and heard it and a book of remembrance was written before him of all them that feared the Lord and thought upon his Name Where I pray you for to mark that thinking upon Gods name and the fear of God are joyned together for thinking on God comes from the fear of God a godly man thinks upon God and fears him he thinks that God is alwayes with him in every place and he trembles before him he thinks God beholds all his thoughts and affections and he trembles at him he thinks as he walks up and down in his way as he is imployed in his calling as he is performing of any duty of Religion that Gods eye is upon him and beholds him and therefore he fears to offend and displease him A wicked man will sweare and blaspheme the name of God and by and by it may be he will cry God mercy and so he thinks of God The man breaks out it may be into wrath and malice fury and passion and then it may be a thought will come into his mind for to cry God mercy for it and thus he thinks of God The man is carelesse earthly dead and luke-warme in the performance of good duties and because his conscience tels him it is not good he will ask God forgivenesse he will be proud vain and rotten in his speeches and then it may be a thought will come into his mind to ask God forgivenesse and so he thinks of God he will think of the world of his pleasures profits and of his lusts and sinnes and then it may be a good thought wil come into his mind and then it may be he will think a little of God too Beloved this is carnall and devillish thinking on God thy thoughts then of God must bee joyned with the fear of God Fourthly and lastly thou thinkest of God but the question is whether thy thoughts of him be profitable or unprofitable thoughts a godly man thinks of repentance and repents upon it hee thinks of calling upon God more faithfully and fervently then he did before and he accomplishes his thoughts for he goes about it and his heart is the better for it Thus it was with David when he said I thought on my wayes and turned my feet unto thy testimonies Psalm 119.59 I thought on my wayes there was his good thoughts and turned my feet into thy testimonies there was the profit of his good thoughts But on the contrary thou thinkest on God but God hath never the more service of thee thou thinkest of leaving of thy good fellowship and merry companions but for all thy thoughts thou retainest them still thou thinkest to give over all thy deadnesse and luke-warmnesse and to get more zeale and fervencie yet day after day and yeare after yeare thy heart is as dead vain and secure as before as ever before Examine thy selfe and see thou hast good thoughts thou saist but where is the profit of them thou thinkest of leaving thy wrath and of bridlling thy filthy passions but art thou enabled by thy thoughts to put up an injury the better It may be thou thinkest on death but is thy life the more holy and sanctified by it Thou thinkest of Christ and his bloud but is thy heart purged by it Oh the wretched misery of the most men in the world because of the unprofitablenesse of their thoughts they have many good thoughts but they want the profitable use of them they get no good by them There is an excellent description of the thoughts of wicked men though it be Apocrypha The heart of the foolish is like a Cart wheel and his thoughts like the rowling Axletree As the Cart wheele goes round all the day and yet remaines on the Axletree so is it with wicked men their thoughts wheele and wheele them up and downe a thousand thousand times their thoughts run upon this thing and then upon another thing and so they rowle up and down continually yet their heart is at the same passe it was still an earthly heart it was and so it is still a profane heart it was and so it is still a carnall proud heart it was and so it remains still But let these know that the time hastens wherein God will judge them even for their very thoughts Where are they then that say thought is free It is true indeed it is free from mens knowledge and from mens Courts but not from Gods they are not free from Gods all-seeing eye and know ledge meâ—â—aith â—aith the Prophet thou understandest my thoughts afarre off Psal 139. Beloved as you are in the Ale-house or gaming