looketh upon all the Inhabitants of thâ— Earth He fashioneth their Hearts alike He considereâ— all their Works Psal 33. 13 14 15. So that his Eyes being upon all the ways of the Sons of Men and he considering all their Works he must of Necessity Remember them Put thou my Tears into thy Bottle Are not these things noted in thy Book Are not Five Sparrowt sold for a Faâ— thing And not one of them is forgotten before God Aâ— so the very Hairs of our Head are all numbered Goâ— knoweth all things which shews also that he rememberâ— for Remembrece is a Knowledge and keeping in Mind 〈◊〉 past things all things that have been done on this Eartâ— by all the Creatures and Things therein Known unto Goâ— are all his Works from the beginning of the World Yâ— they are Registred and set down by him The Sin of Judah is Written with a Pen of Iron and Graven with 〈◊〉 point of a Diamond Altho' no Man did ever speak or takâ— notice thereof And so seeing that God knows aâ—â— Things and Remembers all Things in all Persons anâ— Creatures What need had therefore Hezekiah or any other of the Saints and Servants of the Lord to praâ— unto him in that manner of Speech Remember me Lord with the favour thou bearest unto thy People Psal 126. 4. Lord Remember David and all his Afflictionâ— Whereas God doth and will Remember without being prayed unto for so to do But as to this the Lord doth speak by Ezekiel that tho' He would do such a thing for Israel yet for all that He would be enquired of by Israel for that thing And so tho' God will do many things Nevertheless yet he would have the Creature pray unto him for it Both in obedience to his Commandment of Calling on his Name as also to shew forth that dependance subjection and desire which the Creature hath after the same from his Creator Herein also his Servants do speak after the manner of Men when they pray in such a manner Think upon me my God for good according to all that I have done for this people Neh. 5. 19. Remember me O my God concerning this also and spare me according to the Greatness of thy Mercy Remember me O my God for Good Neh. 13. 22 â—1 And in another place he saith to this purpose Wipe not my Good Deeds out of thy sight Hezekiah prays That God would Remember the Good Life which he had led He might have thus known that there had been no need for him to use those words for God would have Remembred his Good Life Nevertheless It may be convenient and necessary to keep a Catalogue of our sins and a Catalogue of Gods Mercies toward us The first to the intent that we may confess and be sorry for them that so God according to his Gracious method and promise may forgive them That we see and eye continually the Rock whereon we had well nigh split and more certainly avoid and pass by the same for the future That we may bear Iniquity and lothe our selves in our own sight for them That all the few and evil Days remaining of our Pilgrimage We may walk in the Bitterness of our Souls because we have transgressed against the Lord our God Which same will be a Reaping in Joy in the life that is to come For according as our present grief for sin hath been so accordingly will our future Degree of Consolation be And so again it is convenient and necessary to keep 〈◊〉 us a Catalogue of Gods Mercies that we may be alwaâ—â— mindful of them and endeavour to render unto the 〈◊〉 according to the Benefit which we have received that 〈◊〉 may offer unto him the Sacrifice of Praise continual 〈…〉 Because he loadeth us with his Benefits daily that his greâ—â— Goodness and Mercy may engage us yet more to closâ—â— strict and Universal Obedience unto all the Words of 〈◊〉 Law that we may offer him Praise and Glorifie him 〈◊〉 ordering our Conversation aright and such like But it is neither convenient nor yet necessary to keeâ— by us any Catalogue at all of our several good Deedâ— for God himself will keep a true faithful and exact Register of them For God is not Vnrighteous to forget yoâ— Work and labour of Love which you have shewed towarâ— his Name in that ye have ministred to the Saints and 〈◊〉 minister Heb. 6. 10. Not the least good deed even to 〈◊〉 Cup of cold Water ministred unto one in the Name of a Dâ—ciple of Christ Mat. 10. 42. shall be forgotten nor 〈◊〉 paâ—s unrewarded before God But as he remembers all our good Deeds from thâ— greatest of them to the least of them to recompence 〈◊〉 every one according to his ways and according to thâ— fruit of his doings for thou Lord only knowest all that 〈◊〉 in the hearts of all the Children of Men so he remembeâ— all our Sins and Evil Deeds from the greatest to the leaâ—â— of them Thou hast set our Iniquities before thee and 〈◊〉 secret Sins in the Light of thy Countenance Psal 90. 〈◊〉 For God shall bring every Work into judgment with eveâ— secret things whither it be good or bad Eccles 12. 14. 〈◊〉 order to do which he must of necessity remember eaâ—â— and every one of both sorts which again is as certaiâ— as that he knows all things for he keeps and continuâ— them in Knowledge which is Memory or Remeâ—brance Remember O Lord how I have walked before thee Thâ— they should more especially remember and be put 〈◊〉 mind of who live without God in the World or whâ— have not that constant Sense of the Invisible God upoâ— their Souls and Spirits as they ought to have Althougâ— they do forget God and not think of him yet still 〈◊〉 their Workings Motions and goings are before him Mans goings are of the Lord How then can a Man understand his own way Prov. 20. 20. Tho' we do not see God yet he seeth us but then indeed we should have a continued sense and knowledge of God seeing us which should engage us to exceeding Cautiousness and Circumspection in all Godly Righteous and Sober living For he hath looked down from the height of his sanctuary from Heaven did the Lord behold the Earth Psal 102. 19. Even so we should with the Eye of Faith and with the Eyes of our understanding being enlightened Eye him continually as he sits above on his Throne in the High and Lofty Place the Inhabitation of Eternity Vnto thee lift I up mine Eyes O thou that dwellest in the Heavens Behold as the Eyes of Servants look unto the hand of their Masters and as the Eyes of a Maiden unto the hand of her Mistress 〈◊〉 So our Eyes wait upon the Lord our God until that He have mercy upon us And so it is elsewhere written in like manner At that Day shall a Man look unto his Maker and his Eyes shall have respect unto the holy one of
therefore it was that just at the Time he was to be removed out of the City of Jerusalem by Death and he then would fain be removed up into the Heavenly City Therefore he addresses himself to God in the first Place Remember how I have walked before thee in Truth For in very deed as such a Path way or Road leads to such a Place so the Truth leads to Heaven According as we may further Gather from what is elsewhere written Lord Who shall abide in thy Tabernacle Who shall dwell in thy Holy Hill He that walketh uprightly and Worketh Righteousness and speaketh the Truth in his heart Psal 15. 1. 2. So that whatever Truth is in our heart Provided it be the Truth of God and arising out of his Word It ought to be spoken forth Yea the Plain and Simple Truth the whole Truth and nothing but the Truth For although there is a common saying abroad in the World agreeable to the Wisdom of the Flesh which is for Sloth ease and Present safety that all Truth is not to be spoken yet as sure as the Spirit of God in the Scripture last Quoted doth teach the way of Heaven and lay down the foregoing Qualifications and Conditions which we must have and do before we come there whatever Divine and serious Truth is in our heart We must and ought to speak it come what will thereof if we do not intend to be Disappointed of Heaven at the last And if the doing should bring Trouble or suffering on our loins foâ— this Objection the Worldly Wise Man hath against this Duty and therefore he will refrain to utter it VVe must do it nevertheless This being that manifold kind of Tribâ—lation which we must go through before we enter into the Kingdom of God Take another Scripture how that the Truth ought 〈◊〉 no wise to be concealed but it is to be spoken out I haâ—â— not hid thy Righteousness within my heart I have declarâ— thy Faithfulness and thy Salvation I have not concealed 〈◊〉 Loving Kindness and thy Truth from the Great Congregatioâ— Psal 40 10. So that to speak constantly the Truth 〈◊〉 whole Truth and nothing but the Truth and this 〈◊〉 for a Day or two or for a Week Month or Year 〈◊〉 throughout our whole Life is pleasing and acceptable 〈◊〉 the sight of God our Saviour who would have 〈◊〉 men to be saved and to come to the Knowledge of the Truth Notwithstanding all the Arts of Dissimulation Deceit Secresie Evasion Equivocation or such like by which Satan's Kingdom stands all which are contrary to Simplicity and Godly Sincerity I have observed in my Experience That to confess and speak out the Truth of the matter in most instances Things have then succeeded more prosperously with me than when I have done otherwise And the Truth hath gained and been esteemed of more than all the Little Arts of Falshood Honesty is the best Policy and it is best to Live within the streight Lines of Duty and never to transgress at any time So it may be affirmed in all cases It is the best way to speak the Truth whatever will be the Consequent thereof We may Read what a great Value and Estimation God himself puts upon it Run ye to and fro through the Streets of Jerusalem and see now and know and seek in â—â—e Broad Places thereof if ye can find a Man if there 〈◊〉 any that executeth Judgment that seeketh the Truth and â— will pardon it Jer. 5. 1. By which last is imported as 〈◊〉 seeking the Truth would almost make atonement and Expâ—ation for other sins His Spirit goes on to add O Lord Are not thine Eyes upon the Truth Verse 3. Even â—â—e Eyes of Complacency Delight and Approbation herein The Time would fail me to mention all those seveâ—â—l places of Scripture wherien the word Truth is spoâ—â—n of But in every one of them it may be observed â—hat very Excellent and Glorious Things are spoken â—oncerning the Truth and the Drift and Design thereâ—f is to exhort the Inhabitants of the Earth to think â—eak and do according unto it all Times Even â—â—at they may keep the Truth speak the Truth in their â—eart and Walk before God in Truth There hath been a Proverbial saying as if Thoughts â—â—re free Every one might think what he would in 〈◊〉 deep of his heart But such people do not Know 〈◊〉 rather they do not consider That they are to be â—â—dged by the word of God which is a discerner of the Thoughts and Intents of the Heart Neither is there any Creature that is not manifest in his sight but all thingâ— are naked and opened unto the Eyes of him with whom 〈◊〉 have to do Heb. 4. 13. But too many in our days havâ— improved this a little further as if Talk and commoâ— Discourse was free and there was no account to be made or given of it hereafter For how many Liâ—â— and Falshoods are now uttered forth in common Conversation VVhether it be in talking of News or publick affairs According to the side they rank themselves oâ—â— they do not much Regard whither the Thing be true 〈◊〉 false which they Utter forth to Uindicate one side anâ— run down or slander the other And so it is in reference 〈◊〉 to Common Neighbours Prejudice seldom or never speak 〈◊〉 well If it be concerning any Person against whom theâ— have an Enmity Hatred or Grudge They do not refuâ—â— to speak Evil falsly of him or to utter Reproaches anâ— Revilings against him As saith the Wiseman In thâ— Multitude of Words there wants not sin so in the Worâ— and talk of this Nature there is a Multitude of sin committed Herein is found true And the Tongue is a Firâ— a World of Iniquity So is the Tongue amongst our Members that it defileth the whole Body and setteth on Fire 〈◊〉 course of Nature and it is set on Fire of Hell Jam. 3. 〈◊〉 Although the Common talkers of the World do not muâ—â— Regard this yet whoso truly fears God He dares 〈◊〉 speak one false Word of another although it be of 〈◊〉 greatest Enemy he hath in the World For he knoâ— that speaking falsly of any one would not be a walkinâ— before God in Truth and therefore he refrains from speaking Evil falsly of any Man So speak ye and so do as thâ— that must be Judged by the Law of Liberty James 2. 12. There are other Instances of walking before God 〈◊〉 Truth as in the Worship of God And here we are 〈◊〉 see well to it that our Worship be in Spirit and in Tru 〈…〉 But the hour cometh and now is when the true Worshippâ—â— shall Worship the Father in Spirit and in Truth For 〈◊〉 Father seeketh such to Worship him God is a Spirit 〈◊〉 they that Worship him must Worship him in Spirit and 〈◊〉 Truth John 4. 23 24. Notwithstanding all controvâ—â—sies Disputes and different Congregations which are nâ—◠〈◊〉 this Nation and throughout Christendom
yet as to this the Rule is safe herein to do as Moses did who was admonished of God when he was about to make the Tabernacle For see saith he that thou make all Things according to the Pattern shewed to thee in the Mount Heb. 8. 5. And now that the Old Dispensation is abolished we are to see that we Order all Things in our Worship according to the Pattern shewed to us in the Gospel That we may in our Worship which is a great thing relating unto that God with whom we have to do walk before God in Truth I do believe and speak after my Judgment that there is not a way of Worship now in this Nation nor yet on the Earth which is exactly according to the Scriptures of Truth in all things and in all things according to the Pattern shewed in the Gospel And I suppose it will be so seen at the Day of Judgment wherein it will be Found and Rehearsed That all have sinned and come short of the Glory of God Rom. 3. 23. So the several Churches and Congregations the several Saints and Servants of God have somewhat erred and come short of the Spirituality and Truth of his worship as it was in the Mind and Ordaining of God and as might be apprehended from out of his Book for it may be observed now a-days that in each Sect or Party however they are Nicknamed Distinguished or Termed there is something which is good and true and again there is somewhat which is Erroneous and Savours of Men. Now as to all this the faithful and knowing Soul as â—he Soars up above all the Ordinances of Religion as they are managed now a-days by the Worldly Priesthood they seeming to her cold dull low and fâ—at and she apprehends somewhat above them and is for higher and more excellent attainments So the same knowing and faithful Soul is vexed and dissatisfied That she knows not where on this Earth the People do worship God in all thigns exactly according to the mind of the Spirit Nor where â—er self may turn to the People of a Pure Language that â—hey may Call upon the Name of the Lord with one Consent Zeph. 3. 9. And she doth thirst and desire earnestly that she might once Worship the Lord God her Invisible Creatour so in the Congregations of his People as they were in the Days of a Old But where are they so now And she hath great Thought and Earnestness of Heart when that time will again come when it shall be fulfilled what is Written Then shall the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasant unto the Lord as in the Days of Old and in former Years Mal. 3. 4. Tho' here again it is to be thought that as long as we are on this dark and corrupt Earth we shall never come to worship the Fatheâ— in Spirit and in Truth still we ought to endeavour and to do the best that ever we can till we come to fall down on our Faces before him in Heaven the Habitation of his Holiness where we shall see all things in the light of the Lord. What will satisfy this perplexity and doubt and desirâ— of Soul as to this great thing in the mean while shoulâ— be to this Effect and Purport As the Lord saith unto 〈◊〉 the Inhabitants of the Earth Eschew Evil and do Gooâ— 1 Pet. 3. 10 1. So let him or they that love salvatioâ— and would go to Heaven be sure to do this as much 〈◊〉 ever they can Avoid errour and receive and follow the truth in all the several instances thereof As God himselâ— speaketh on this wise If thou shalt learn to separate tâ— Precious from the Vile and to put a difference between 〈◊〉 Holy and Profane then shalt thou be meet to come unto 〈◊〉 Altar So here it may be reasoned and applied if thâ— knowest and also shalt carefully and constantly do tâ— same to take out the truth from that Multiplicty 〈◊〉 Errour which is abroad in the world like as is the gathâ—â— ing of Gold or Silver from out of the Dross or Honâ— from the Wax If thou knowest to put a difference between truth and falshood so as to gather and receive 〈◊〉 first into thy heart and cast away and not admit the 〈◊〉 ther sort then thou shalt be meet for to come with 〈◊〉 ceptance on the Altar of the Lord Thou shalt enter iâ— his City the Holy of Holies the highest Heavens 〈◊〉 to his presence and to his own Divine Majesty Be 〈◊〉 to observe this Rule in the worship of God Eschew 〈◊〉 falshood and errour therein and receive and do accord 〈…〉 to the truth according to the very best of thy Knowledge and Understanding and with all thy Heart 〈◊〉 and Will and then thy worship will be accepted with the Lord and in thy worship also thou wilt walk before the Lord in Truth Another Explication of walking before the Lord in Truth is to walk in such a way as is Butted and Bounded in his word which is Truth This seems to be the most proper Acceptation and Understanding thereof for to make Gods written Word and Revelation our Guide and Rule throughout the whole Course of our Life is a walking before the Lord in Truth and it is the true and right way to Heaven as to go through or by such and such places is the way to such a City or the like The Word and Truth of God are near one and the same thing Sanctify them through thy Truth Thy word is Truth John 17. 17. And so the walking according to the Word of God or the having our Conversation according to the Gospel is to walk before God in Truth And so it is reciprocally To walk before the Lord in Truth is to walk according to the VVord of God Every Variation or Deviation from it is a false way Therefore I esteem all thy Precepts concerning all things to be Right and I hate every false way It was both a Puzzling and also a sudden Question of Pilate What is Truth To me it seems to be the expressing forth the Nature of things as they are with the Connexion between themselves and how they pertain to us Men. Things again are divided into things present and things to come Now to know the very Nature of both these and how they belong unto and are to be had by us What is Good for us and what is Evil for us so as to choose the Good and Refuse the Evil this is Truth Here again to make a Right Judgment and Choice for our selves so as to pursue the best of Ends viz. Future Blessedness and Glory by Lawful and Right means This a walking before the Lord in Truth And so it may be conceived of in other like Instances As to the Second Particular What it is to walk before the Lord with a perfect heart Paul gives the Character of some Jews that they had a Good mind towards God And here Put and Conceive
Creatour is as directly opposite and contrary to the having a Good mind towards God as Darkness is unto Light It is also contrary unto a Perfect heart for this is an Imperfection to a Witness Yea such an Imperfection that unless it be remedied and taken away it will lay the Creature in Punishment and Misery As for mine own Part although in my common or week Day Life and conversation I have spoken and done Many Things which are contrary unto different from and not according to the Pure VVord of God yet I do not therefore dare to Hate or Reproach that same Word Nor yet for none doth so as to the VVord abstractedly to the Person of him who ministreth or speaketh forth the same VVord against this my Sin and Errour For I know this would make the Guilt of my Sin seven times yet Greater and Consequently Uengeance would be taken on me sevenfold when the Lord comes to Punish the VVorld for their Evil and the wicked for their Iniquity But I Judge it safe to lay my Hand upon my Mouth and hold my Peace and where I see my self faulty to Endeavour to mend And where I have not already attained neither am already Perfect Phil. 3. 12. There to Go on to Perfection Heb 6. 1. Avoiding the Errour and deceit of the VVorld herein of always Purposing and Resolving and not performing accordingly or of complaining and yet not mending But we should still Press forwards and Undeavour Unfeignedly so to do Not to attain unto absolute Perfection is the Infirmity of the Flesh but not to endeavour after it is the fault and failure of the Spirit Here again it must be acknowledged that to walk before the Lord with a Perfect Heart is sooner said then done For it is the whole which God requires of Man It being the first and Great Commandment Thou shalt Love the Lord thy God With all thy Soul and with all thy Strength and with all thy Mind This Particle All being Annexed to all the Faculties and Powers thereof makes it a Perfect Heart For so it is where is all or the whole of a Thing Besides this Appeal which Hezekiah makes unto God in his Pining Sickness not by way of self Commendation but as a stay and support to his Mind under that outward Evil of Body The Spirit it self gives a very Good Character of him And he did that which was Right in the sight of the Lord according to all that David his Father did He trusted in the Lord God of Israel so that after him was none like him among all the Kings of Judah nor any that were before him 2. Kings 18. 3 5. So that his doing according to all that David his Father did who was a Man after Gods one heart in all Things saving the matter of Vriah the Hittite Thus in reality and in Truth Hezekiah did walk before the Lord with a perfect Heart By this also may be seen that the Spirit of God keeps a Register of each Man or VVomans Life And God who is no Respecter of Persons but in every Nation he that feareth him and worketh Righteonsness is accepted with him Who accepteth not the Person of Princes nor regardeth the Rich more then the Poor for they are all the Work of his hands doth in alike manner keep a Book Put thou my Tears into thy Bottle are not these things noted in thy Book Wherein the several deeds here done in the Body of all the Particular Men and Women of all Generations and Countreys from the greatest of them unto the least of them are written and noted all one as we see it written thus and thus of the several Kings of Judah and Jerusalem how they did carry it towards the Lord God for so we may read it thus or thus recorded of the Inhabitants of the Earth in the Scriptures of Truth There is an Emphatical and Pertinent Scripture to our present purpose in Hos 10. 2. Their heart is divided now they shall be found faulty A divided heart is not a perfect heart and as long as it remains thus divided we hence see that it will be found and pronounced faulty that is defective or wanting in the sight Estimation Judgment and Account of God And yet alas Is not this the case of us all or of most of us Is not our heart divided one part is towards God and another part is for the World and for the Men and Things therein According to what Paul speaketh of himself So then with the mind I my self serve the Law of God but with the flesh the Law of sin Rom. 7. 25. He that doth not observe and feel the like within himself is Blind Ignorant and knows nothing as he ought to know Doth not one part of our heart Savour the things of God And again another part of our heart doth Savour the Things of Men. I discern and experience it so in my self Now this is but a divided heart which God in Hosea finds fault with And when he saith in the Proverbs My Son give me thine heart It may be truly reasoned and concluded that he will have a whole heart or none And hereupon the word of Instruction and Exhortation arises on this wise that this same divided heart must be cut off Circumcise therefore the foreskin of your hearts that ye be no more stiff-necked or rather changed and renewed that all the heart may be brought into intire obedience Subjection and Conformity to God till it becomes a good and perfect heart which He is well pleased with and delights in and will accept off for want whereof it is that we neither find God nor yet doth he hear our Prayers The heart hankers after some Carnal Lust or other Sin or Act of Disobedience Consider of this throughly and amend thy ways and thy doings O my Soul and therefore the Lord hath withdrawn himself and hides his Face and doth not manifest himself unto us as He dâ—d in former Days But your Iniquities have separated between you and your God and your sins have hid his Face from you that He will not hear Isa 59. 2. So that where we cry and the Lord doth not hear or where we do not find such an Answer and Return to Prayer as we have experienced heretofore there let us examine our selves whither there be not some Sin or Iniquity which is the Cloud that hinders that our Prayers do not pass through in us which God is displeased with Here our heart is divided and found faulty for with some part of it it obeys or serves some Sin or Lust O Lord our God other Lords besides thee have had Dominion over us Isa 26. 13. And we do not seek or serve him our whole heart But if from thence thou shalt seek the Lord thy God thou shalt find him if thou shalt seek him with all thy heart and with all thy Soul Deut. 4. 29. And ye shall seek me and find me when ye shall
of God doth find them out and this cometh to pass because of what is Written There is an Evil which I have seen under the Sun and it is common among Men. A Man to whom God hath given Riches Wealth and Honour so that he wanteth nothing for his Soul of all that he desireth yet God giveth him not Power to Eat thereof but a Stranger eateth it this is Vanity and an Evil Disease Even so God giveth not to such Power or an Heart O that there were an Heart in them to fear me saith God And Wherefore is there a Price put in the Hand of a Fool to get Wisdom and he hath no Heart to it either to give unto the Poor or to consecrate their Gain and Substance unto the Lord by Expending it for the Service of his Truth But as our Saviour Jesus Christ who is the Way the Truth and the Life speaketh Pertinently Properly and truly when he twice in the same Chapter calleth it the Mammon of Unrighteousness the Unrighteous Mammon Luke 16. 9. 11. In the Margent opposite to Mammon in both places it is Riches for they are most commonly gotten by Vnrighteous means viz. By such means as are contrary unto or different from that Great and Compleat Rule of Righteousness in Scripture Even so again it is most commonly seen That what is got by Unrighteous and Sinful means is likewise spent in Unrighteous and Sinful ways as such are those aforementioned And therefore they hate the Light and the Truth which would manifest and reprove their Evil ways For the same reason they are Rebellious against it and would not have it come forth According to that other true saying of Jesus Christ And this is the Condemnation that Light is come into the World and Men loved Darkness rather then Light because their Deeds were Evil for every one that doeth Evil hateth the Light neither cometh to the Light least his Deeds should be reproved In the Margent it is discovered But he that doeth Truth cometh to the Light that his Deeds may be made manifest that they are wrought in God But when the Lord cometh after a long time which yet will certainly come at Death and Judgment and reckoneth with those Servants for this Talent committed unto and intrusted with them then it will be seen and discerned what way will be found best to have Vsed or Employed the same or by sinful Covetousness to have the rust of their Silver and Gold be a Witness against them and to have heaped up Treasure together for the last days James 5. 3. As for mine own part I have put my self to Difficulties Disadvantages and Loss as to my Worldly Substance for to my Power I bear Record yea and beyond my Power I was willing that the following Words may see Light and that these Children which are come to the Birth may be brought forth But to allude unto 2 Cor. 8. 13 14. This might be eased by an Equality that now at this time their abundance may be a supply for my want I mean by the Charitable Contribution of Christian People who receive the Truth in the love thereof For this work of the Lord is common and should be the joynt Endeavour of all his Servants For thy Servants take pleasure in her Stones and Favour the Dust thereof Psal 102. 14. which is the least thing belonging to it So then they should help and forward every least thing that tends to the building up of Zion As the certainty of the words of Truth doth build up the People of God which is Spiritually Zion in their most Holy Faith and towards making them a People prepared for the Lord. Whether it will be so or not according to the Intimation here given However I hope and trust that Almighty God will be pleased to pardon mine Ignorance and Infirmities and Graciously accept of these my Labours and endeavours in making known his Truth And because that Paul may plant and Apollos may water but God gives the increase therefore I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord-Jesus-Christ Humbly beseeching him to give his Blessing unto and accompany with his Spirit what is hereafter written that they may appear to be upright even words of Truth And that they may be as nails fastened by the Masters of Assemblies which are given from one Shepherd SERMON I. ON Isaiah XXXVIII 2 3. Then Hezekiah turned his Face toward the Wall and Prayed unto the Lord And said Remember now O Lord I beseech thee how I have walked before thee in Truth and with a Perfect Heart and have done that which is good in thy sight and Hezekiah wept sore I Have Written and Preached and Blessed be God most high that performeth all things for me have caused to be Printed and Published This shall be Written for the Generation to come and the People which shall be Created shall Praise the Lord Psal 102. 18. Six several Sermons or Discourses on the foregoing Verse Now the Order Method and Course of our Ministry requires to speak some things from the words above-mentioned In the shutting up and conclusion of that Book it was said that all the Sermons and Preaching in the World if they be rightly and truly managed were all to the very same end and purpose To instruct and exhort us To set our Souls in order for we shall die Or that they may be set in order which was explained to be in a readiness and that nothing be wanting in them against the time they shall go out of these Bodies We do hence see what is to be done then when that time comes So that by those words we are Instructed how to die or how to behave fit and prepare our selves a little before and as we come to die But now in the Words which I have here chosen for my Text we are taught what we must do throughout all our Life So that in the three first Verses of this excellent Chapter we are informed and directed how to live and how to die What we must do in our life time and what in the Day of Sickness and of Death And what would Man have more in order to his salvation Security and Happiness then to know how to live and how to die Truly there cannot be more desired then these two things For herein is Comprised the whole State of his Duration both in this World and also in his Passage into the next for inasmuch as the Spirit saith Blessed are the Dead that die in the Lord Rev. 14. 13. We may assuredly gather that they who live well as such do who live unto the Lord will also die well and will die in the Lord. Again they that die well or who die in the Lord will be blessed for evermore even so as to receive partake of and Inherit that Blessing which the Lord hath Commanded even Life for evermore Psal 133. 3. When I first entred upon my Ministry I promised unto my Hearers that I
according as thy particular Deeds and not others have been either Good or Evil thou shalt be particularly recompenced Then Judas which had betrayed him when he saw that he was Condemned Repented himself and brought again the Fifty Pieces of Silver to the Chief Priests and Elders saying I have sinned in that I have betrayed the Innocent Blood And they said What is that to us see thou to that This is a fearful consideration against them who commit Sin or omit Duty which is also Sin to please other Men. For though Judas had committed this sin of betraying the Innocent blood to please the Chief Priests and Elders yet we hence see That when he came once to be in Extremity of Conscience and he was drawing near to God to suffer for this his Evil Deed what a short slighting and vexations kind of Answer did he receive from them VVhat is that to us See thou to that And so it will be as to all the sin that we have committed or as to the Good which we have omitted upon the Account of and to please others why this will be the result and consequent thereof as from them when we come to be punished and lose so much for the same in the future distribution of things if we come to ask for Help Comfort or that they should make it up unto us they will in like manner answer VVhat is that to us See thou to that Whereas those who committed Sin or omitted Duty tâ— please others should herein have made the right Infâ—rence They should have seen to that sooner so as noâ— to have done that same thing at the Instigation of and at the Mind or Pleasure of others Said the chief Priestâ— and Elders unto Judas What is that to us When Judâ—â— did it out of regard and respect unto them and to fulfiâ—â— their desire But herein is shewed forth the very Mind 〈…〉 Temper and Disposition of Mankind they would havâ— such a thing done but then they would not have thâ— Guilt and Punishment thereof They would have the Conveniency Expediency or Pleasure of the sin but theâ— they would escape from and avoid the misery which iâ— Consequent and Annexed thereto Judas liked well enough of the Thirty Peices of Silver but that Repentance and Anguish of mind afterwards which occasioned him to hang himself if he could have had the first without the last this he would have liked well enough And so the chief Priests and Elders thought it expedient to puâ— Christ to Death but thereupon to Contract the deep Dyâ— and Guilt of Murther to fall thereupon under the Wrath and Displeasure of Almighty God And what they falsely furnised that if they had not done it the Romans would have came and taken away their Place and Nation but by their doing of it they took the effectual and ready means to bring them in for thro' their grievous sin of putting Christ to Death the Romans did at length come and take away their Place and Nation Which God might have kept and restrained from them had they not thus grievously offended him in killing his Son Whereupon he made good his Word As to slay those Wicked Men and let out his Vineyard unto others Mark 12. 9. To commit sin and then to be willing to avoid the Punishment is to endeavour to put a sunder what God hath joyned together which is impossible for our Gracious God in that he might the more deâ—er and keep People from it hath ordered that misery should be linked on to Iniquity So that if People commit the one they must of unavoidable consequent have the other although in thought and desire they would fain let alone and escape it The Creature can never be too hard for God and where he hath committed sin or done things worthy of Punishment he cannot by any Trick or Artifice avoid the severity of his Vengeance Like as Amnon hated his Sister Thamar after he had committed Incest and Folly with her And as the Ten Horns which thou sawest shall hate the Whore So it is usual for sinners upon their Death Beds to hate their Whores their Drunken Companions and such like with whom they have been Partakers in any Sin or Iniquity For the Guilt thereof doth then more appear forth and they are going away to receive for their Evil Deeds The foreknowledge whereof doth raise this Evil Affection of Hatred Dislike and Antipathy So that even upon that Account there is an Actual Inclination upon our Death Bed to turn away our Face from our Fellow Creatures who are to survive a little longer Moreover a full and through knowledge doth then arise in us that they are not able then to give us any Actual help or relief now our Breath is a going forth Put not your trust in Princes nor in the Son of Man in whom there is no help Psal 146. 3. In the Margent it is salvation which signifies safety or preservation Upon a through Knowledge and Consideration hereof it appears that there is little or no help in them even in the midst of our Life and yet there is much less in that moment wherein we come to dye If we have done never so much to please Men it signifies nothing in the Hour of Death They are under the same Law and Liableness to Death and they cannot deliver themselves So that besides the Evil and Guilt and Sins of Omisâ—â—on which they have been Instrumental unto us to Contract Out of the knowledge how insufficient and unable they be to Administer any Actual help we readily and naturally turn away from them for we must stand or fall wholly to our selves This and such like may be one reason of Hezekiah turning his Face unto the Wall Besides that thereby he might the more abstract from Men and be more intent and fixed on the unseen God For that mind which would pray unto him should cast off and be clear from the thoughts of all other things the more to engage his heart to approach unto the Lord which the more it is done it is 〈◊〉 much a greater obligation unto the Lord for to Heâ— and Answer such an ones Prayer The Prayer of Hezekiah unto the Lord which is heâ— Recorded doth begin after this manner Remember noâ— O Lord I beseech thee As it is Written He that teacâ—eth Man Knowledge shall not He know So He that giveth to Man Memory or Remembrance shall not He Remember And as it is there again Written The Lorâ— knoweth the Thoughts of Man that they are Vanity 〈◊〉 the Lord Remembers all the Thoughts Words and Actions of Man in order to render unto every one accordingly Great in Counsel and Mighty in Work for thiâ— Eyes are open upon all the ways of the Sons of Men 〈◊〉 give to every one according to his ways and according to thâ— Fruit of his doings Jer. 32. 19. The Lord looketh froâ— Heaven He beholdeth all the Sons of Men from the placâ— of his Habitation He
and Seriousness of Spirit For then indeed it is a weighty and near affecting thing that the Soul is going about when she is a going away into Life Eternal or into Everlasting Punishment when she hath but one Cast or Throw which is to make the Final and Everlasting Decision for Endless Happiness or Misery We see by Poor Malefactors when they come to receive the due reward of their deeds what a crying and howling will they make at the Place of Execution and this they do not so much for the Pains which they shall undergo In being cut off hastily and violently from this Land of the living but out of a fearful Expectation of yet greater misery to come But Hezekiahs weeping sore or great weeping was not for this Reason for his Life was True Perfect and Good So that after him none was like unto him among all the Kings of Judah And God that cannot lie hath now under the Gospel promised Eternal Life to the patient continuance in well doing Rom. 2. 7. But probably Hezekiah did not know of this as the Saints and Servants of God of latter Ages do And then like one who is turned and dispossessed out of a Cottage may at first take it in Indignation and Vexation when He then knows not that it is in order to be removed into a Pallace or â—â—ner House as He afterwards finds it So Hezekiah then not knowing that if He should be taken out of his Earthly Pallace that He should be received up into Heaven the City of the Great King which would be much better He might probably think it Irksome and a Loss to be taken from the other That Hezekiah was partly Ignorant of thus much appears from his own Words in the following Part of this Chapter For the Grave cannot Praise thee Death cannot Celebrate thee They that go down to the Pit cannot Hope for thy Truth This last He spake as one under that Dispensation from the Mount Sinah which gendreth Bondage Gal. 4. 24. And so this his Distrust and Ignorance did Gender Tears and Weeping in him But by your leave Good Hezekiah we under the Gospel can contradict the latter part of your saying for from thence we do believe yea we know and are assured that they which go down to the Pit can and do Hope for Gods Truth And Notwithstanding it is Written in the Old Testament For in Death there is no Remembrance of thee Yet now Christ hath abolished Death and brought Life and Immortality to Light through the Gospel we can truly contradict that saying also for in Death there 〈◊〉 most Remembrance of God For the Remembraneâ— which we have of God in this life is much less and as 〈◊〉 Remembrance in Comparison of what Remembrance of God we shall have in and after our several Deaths Anâ— we now can give a Plain and Satisfactory Answer in thâ— Affirmative altho' by its being asked so short it seems to imply a strong Negation for we know that God will shew wonders to the Dead as that will be a wonderfuâ—â— thing indeed to fullfil in a litteral sense in the last Day what is Written in Ezek. 37. 6 7 8 9 10. And thâ— Dead will Arise and Praise God Psal 88. 10. And ouâ— flesh also shall rest in Hope for it shall be raised up anâ— rendred intire flesh again Notwithstanding it will foâ— some time be left in the Grave and see Corruption as thâ— Holy one of God did not when Jesus Christ shalâ— change our vile Body that it may be Fashioned like unto his Glorious Body according to his working whereby He is able even to subdue all things unto himself Here is to be observed that Good and Godly Mind oâ— Hezekiah and of David for these did weep and werâ— grieved at Death because they thought that thereby theâ— should be hindred from Praising of God and telling 〈◊〉 his Truth and Wonderful Works They thought theâ— should be deprived of his Worship and from having anâ— Sense and Remembrance of him Which as to be wiâ—â— God is the greatest Happiness of Man especially to the Soul that seeketh and serveth him who loveth and delighteth in him and chooseth the things that please hâ—â— So to be without God in the World or to be turned inâ—â— nothing after Death in Respect of God this is thâ— greatest misery of Man especially if it be considereâ— what an Unexpressible Benefit Comfort and Satisfactioâ—â—t is to be with God Herein the Godly and Graciouâ— Soul is quite opposite and perfectly contrary unto thâ— Ungodly and Graceless Person for the first cannot beaâ— or away with the thoughts of being without God botâ— in this Life and in the Life to come Nothing less wiâ—â— suffice that Soul then to be with God for ever and to have God for her Portion for ever But the Ungodly and Graceless Person as He is An alien from the common wealth of Israel and without God in the World For he makes it his own wretched and willful choice to be so And herein tho' He was made in Honour capable to know God to serve him and enjoy him hereafter yet by not understanding and doing thereafter He doth become like the Beasts that Perish So such an one would desire with all his heart to be without God in the other World also for He fears and apprehends and expects no Good from him but Evil For in the other World He will be either the God of Mercy or the Lord to whom Vengeance belongeth He will be so one of these two ways unto all the Reasonable Inhabitants of the Earth And who would not fear him in this World shall feel him in the next Those who in this Life did despise and would not accept of his Goodness shall partake and be sensible of his severity in the next It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the Living God Every Sinner or Ungodly Person is a Fool as may be demonstrated particularly And as it is Written The Fool hath said in his heart there is no God Even so they that are corrupt and have done abominable works the Sinner and Ungodly the Hypocrite do indeed wish and desire that there was no God for they would not have God Reign over them But that same wish and desire of theirs is as Vain and Impossible as it is yet further provoking and makes their sin yet exceeding more sinful in the sight of him with whom we have to do What strange Imaginations do sinners conceive in their minds that they may not receive in themselves a Recompence meet for their Evil deeds which yet are all to no purpose avail or behoof as any other ways to possibly avoid the Wrath and Indignation of God against them They had better agree with their Adversary quickly whilst they are yet in the way Or let him take hold of my strength that He may make Peace with me and He shall make Peace with me Isa 27. 5. As the Apostle Paul could
Saith the Apostle James who spake by a true Gospel Spirit Be Afflicted and Mourn and Weep Let your Laughter be turned to Mourning and your Joy to Heaviness Humble your selves in the sight of God and He shall lift you up James 4. 9 10. And then by consequence if we do all this The Lord who shall turn our Captivity as the Rivers in the South will again turn our Mourning to Laughter and our Heaviness to Joy According as is promised by his Spirit which spake through the Evangelical Prophet And the Ransomed of the Lord shall return and come to Zion with Songs They shall obtain Joy and Gladness and Sorrow and Sighing shall flee away Isa 35. 10. Our Saviour Jesus Christ the Author and Finisher of our Faith in whom all the Gospel doth center doth assure and promisâ—â— the same in those afore-quoted words of his wherein also He doth Recommend to all that are Christians indeed this State of Weeping now with that true Word of Encouragement for ye shall Laugh As also He tacitly finds fault with and threatens where People Laugh now for they shall Mourn and Weep So that the way to Happiness hereafter is by Mourning and Weeping here As again Laughter and Merriment now I only speak here of the Laughter and Merriment of the World which arises from the things thereof is the way to misery hereafter Behold in this Gods Thoughts are not as Mans Thoughts For herein they are contrary to the Thoughts of the People of the World who if they see any one to serious and Godly herein they conclude him to be Melancholy and Miserableâ— whereas as sure as Gods Word is true this is the only way to the true Blessedness But contrariwise it is as to the Merry Mâ—n of the World for in the Judgment and Estimation of God if we take a view oâ— them by the Glass of his Word and go into the sanctuary and see the end of these Men Surely thou didst set them in slippery Places Thou castedst them down into Destruction Psal 73. 18. As the pleasant and purling streams of Jordan do empty themselves into the Dead Sea So all their sinful Mirth and Laughter will End and Terminate in endless Howlings Seeing that these things are so What manner of Persons ought we to be in all Gravity of Spirit and Serious Conversation Even with the same Hezekiah Like a Crane or a Swallow so did I chatter I did Mourn as a Dove Isa 38. 14. For as to this the sweet Word of Promise speaks on this wise And the Days of thy Mourning shall be ended Isa 60. 20. Which again according as our Mourning hath been will be made up in a Proportionable Cup of Consolation and Rejoycing And tho' as afore-observed of some Constitutions that they cannot Weep or shed Tears So here it may be when People are in Health Wealth and Prosperity when they have the World at will as we commonly Phrase and Understand it and all things are smooth and easy with them When their Eyes stand out with Fatness they have more then heart could wish Psal 73. 7. When they are Puffed up with sensuality and the Good Things of this Life then indeed they cannot so easily be in a State of Weeping and Mourning But here again as it was commanded in Old Time that they should not come near their Wives when they were in their solemn times of approaching and drawing near unto the Lord God And as now under the Gospel the Apostle delivereth the Rule unto Husbands and Wives Defraud ye not one the other except it be with consent for a Time that ye may give your selves unto Fasting and Prayer So in like manner it may be Reasoned and Inferred That we should sometimes abridge and deny our selves even the Lawful Comforts and Enjoyments of Life that we may the more afflict our Souls and so come to be in a due Posture and Frame for a State of Weeping and Mourning FINIS SERMON V. Isaiah XXXVIII 4 5. Then came the Word of the Lord unto Isaiah saying Go and Say to Hezekiah Thus saith the Lord the God of David thy Father I have heard thy Prayer I have seen thy Tears Behold I will add unto thy Days Fifteen Years IF we consider throughly and Weighfully in our Minds these three following Scriptures Thus saith the Lord Let not the Wise Man Glory in his Wisdom neither let the Mighty Man Glory in his Might let not the Rich Man Glory in his Riches But let him that Glorieth Glory in this that he Vnderstandeth and knoweth me that I am the Lord Jer. 9. 23. 24. For what Nation is there so Great who hath God so nigh unto them as the Lord our God is in all Things that we call upon him for Deut. 4. 7. And Jesus lift up his Eyes and said Father I thank thee that thou hast heard me and I know that thou hearest me always John 11. 41 42. Put and conceive all this together and it will hence appear that the Greatest Priviledge Honour and Excellency and Benefit which can accrue to any Man on this Earth is for God to hear his Prayer To be nigh unto him in all things that he Calls upon God for and herein the Righteous and so any one is more excellent then his Neighbour according as he knows and understands more of the Lord God We see evidently now that some do Account of and set by themselves because they Joyn House to House and lay Field to Field and because they Wax Rich and abound therein Who because they are Purse Proud and have more Money than such and such of their Neighbours and Acquaintance their hearts are not only lifted up above their Brethren but I had almost said above the Lord their God also For forsooth they refuse and disdain and are ashamed to come to the place of his worship and of hearing his word for the Plainness and Simplicity thereof and because that only some few Poor People do come there Have any of the Rulers believed on him So it hath been alike asked more than once or twice by some of my Carnal Kindred who walk in the Vanity of their mind having their Understanding darkened as to the things of God and as to the true method of the Dispensation of his Kingdom Do any of the substantial and Rich sort of the People come to hear thee I cannot Answer as to any of them but if any of the Poor of the Flock or those Poor despised ones in the world whose Prayer God heareth Thus saith the Lord the Redeemer of Israel and his Holy one to him whom Man despiseth 〈◊〉 him whom the Nation abhorreth Isaiah 49. 7. Do come here to this Assembly it is more to me as I consideâ— these things when I go into the sanctuary and take 〈◊〉 View and Estimate thereof from out of the Glass of thâ— word than if Kings and Princes Lords and Ladies 〈◊〉 other Rich and Honourable Men and Women did comâ— to
I hear and receive from him Well done Good and Faithful Servant enter thou into thy Masters Joy or I know you not depart from me thou worker of Iniquity Go away thou Accursed Creature into Everlasting Punishment Prepared for the Devil and his Angels God hates nothing that he hath made as it is his Creature till afterwards he sees Sin and Evil in them Hereupon a Multitude of thoughts doth arise in the Soul whither my sin be Pardoned and taken away or not And why dost thou not Pardon my Transgression and take away mine Iniquity for now shall I sleep in the dust Job 7. 21. If the Soul had but once assurance that God would do this for her then she could with as little fear and concern commit her Body to sleep in the Dust and then her self could also without Terrour step forth upon the dark Mountains as now we do without fear yea willingly go to Bed to take our ordinary common sleep each Night in a Bed of Damask Violet or Roses or as any one ever lay down with Sweetness and Joy in the Marriage-Bed of his most Dearly Beloved For as a Young Man Marrieth a Virgin so shall thy Sons Mâ—â—y thee And as the Bridegroom Rejoyceth over a Bride 〈◊〉 shall thy God Rejoyce over thee Isa 62. 5. For then it 〈◊〉 upon Death which is the loosening and dissolution of other 〈◊〉 that the Souls of the Righteous are Married and United â—â—to God They are gathered up unto the Father of Spirits and stand in his Presence and near and next unto yea they are one with him as Husband and Wife make one Flesh in whose Presence is fulness of Joy and at whose Right Hand there are Pleasures for evermore But let no Stranger meddle with this joy let not those who are Aliens to the Commonwealth of Israel and not in Covenant with God ever think to receive or to come in for to share and partake of these Good and Comfortable things For as before observ'd there is no commending of our Spirits when we come to dye into the Hands of God without having been Redeemed by him from Sin and Guilt from the vain Conversation and Corruption that is in the World from Satan and his Temptations So it is here in Micah 6. 6 7 8. Take them all together there is no Agreement or Peace to be made with the Lord no not with those Great Many and Near Offers and Overtures there mentioned without following that which is good and obeying the Requirings of the Lord in doing justly and loving Mercy and walking Humbly with thy God throughout thy past and foregoing Life There is no other way under Heaven to get the sin of our Soul pardoned or taken away or to make Atonement or Expectation for it but to come into Covenant with God and not to break it again but to observe it according to what is written Nâ—t according to the Covenant that I made with their Fathers in the Day that I took them by the Hand to bring them out of the Land of Egypt which Covenant they brake although I was an Husband unto them saith the Lord. This confirms the Truth of what was before spoken But this shall be the Covenant that I will make with the House of Israel After those Days saith the Lord I will put my Law in their inward Parts and write it in their Hearts and will be their God and they shall be my People And they shall teach no more every Man his Neighbour and every Man his Brother saying know ye the Lord for they shall all know me from the least of them unto the greatest saith the Lord for I will forgive their Iniquity and will remember their Sin no more Jer. 34. 31 32 33 34. From all this considered together for a Covenant must be taken all together as it lies in the whole and not by Peace-meals it appears that the only way for God to forgive our Iniquity and remember our Sin no more is to be in covenant with God to take him for our God Wherein is supposed that he is to be our Ruler and Governour and we his People which implies Subjection and Obedience to have his Law in our inward Parts and written in our Hearts For what end and purpose is that Namely for us to observe keep and do it So that the ready and compendious way there is none besides it to obtain Forgiveness of Sins and an Inheritance amongst them that are Sanctified is by Repentance for the past and Obedience for the future There is no other way under Heaven given unto Men whereby they must be saved To this do all the Scriptures both Law and Prophets Christ and Apostles give witness If the God of Truth hath Redeemed us and Delivered us from the Hand of our Enemies it is that we might serve him without Fear in Holiness and Righteousness before him all the Days of our Life All this Doctrine is pertinent and direct to our Text for it was this which gave Hezekiah that comfort and rejoycing that did spring up even through his Weeping and Tears when the Message of Death was brought unto him that before that he had walked before God in Truth and with a Perfect Heart and had done that which was good in his Sight For there is no Dying in the Lord without having Lived unto the Lord There is no dying the Death of the Righteous without having lived the Life of the Righteous It may seem a strange thing but only it shews forth the exceeding Delusion and Subtilty of Satan that one may speak many of the Truths of God and yet not be saved by them himself that one may Preach unto others and yet Himself be a Cast-away and Prophesie in Christ's Name and yet at the last Day be rejected and disowned by Christ So Balaam could and did really wish and desire to die the Death of the Righteous And when he afterwards saith Behold I have received Commandment to Blesâ— and he hath Blessed and I cannot reverse it Numb 23. 20. Hereupon his own Reason for the like Reasoning and Truth runs throughout all the things of God might have told and acquainted him that it is impossible to dye the Death of the Righteous without having lived the Life of the Righteous for of necessity such an one must have been Righteous before which doth respect some yea and the most considerable part of his foregoing Life for otherwise such an one could not properly and truly be said to be Righteous inasmuch as the Denomination is taken from the greater Part. And seeing that the Order Decree and Purpose of God stands on this wiâ—e The Righteous hath hope in his Death Prov. 14. 32. Such must have been Righteous before their Death for otherwise the Spirit which always speaks properly and truly would not have called them Righteous None else have Hope in their Death Not all the Ministers and People on the Earth can ever reverse alter or change this
be fulfilled I heard once a Minister of the Dissenting sort whâ— commonly are more faithful herein then those of thâ— Church Ministry say that several People who had lived Ungodly and Ignorant Lives would send for him wheâ— they lay upon their Death Beds And if they were of thâ— Substantial and Richer sort they would perhaps offer him Money if He would speak a word of Peace and Comforâ— unto them when lying in those sore and last Agonies oâ— Soul But it would have been in him a sinful Corruptionâ— if he should have Perverted the Word of God and took it for that end as he did not but it hath been the manner of some so to do Said he however I would go to them but when I came to them I did not Answer their Expectations for I used to repeat before such what is Written in Isa 3. 10 11. Say ye to the Righteous it shall be well with him for they shall eat the Fruit of their doings Wâ— unto the Wicked it shall be ill with him for thâ— Reward of his hands shall be given him This Scripture is very pertinent and proper to such an occasion Herein this Minister who probably now is a Partaker of the Truth of the former Verse he being at this time gone off from the Stage of the Earth shewed himself a Workman approved of God Dividing the Word of Truth aright and giving to every one his Portion And indeed any one that rightly knows and understands the things pertaining to the Kingdom of God doth also find that the whole Design Order Drift and Tendency of all that is Written in the whole Scripture stands on this wise They that have done Good shall come forth unto the Resurrection of Life and they that have done Evil unto the Resurrection of Damnation John 5. 29. For we must all appear before the Judgment Seat of Christ that every one may receive the things done in the Body according to that he hath done whither it be Good or Bad. So that only a Godly Righteous and Sober Life and Good Deeds will avail and stand in stead in a dying Day For tho' the common deceit which each Man hath in the deep of his heart which also is intimated to them to their own Danger and Loss by those who take upon them the Office of Preaching Repentance and Remission of sins that People may turn from their Iniquities some time hereafter a little before their Death That they may have the Pleasures of sin for a Season the expediency of Transgression the Profit and Wages of unrighteousness in the mean while and then leave them off just soon enough to obtain Pardon But certainly this is quite to leave the Principles of the Doctrine of Christ to go backwards to Imperfection not laying again but utterly overthrowing yea and contradicting the Foundation of Repentance from Dead Works for these should be utterly forsaken and Fruits should be brought forth Meet for Repentance And yet further this would make void both Law and Gospel for they require that We observe to do his Statutes and Judgments all the Days that we live upon the Earth Deut. 12. 1. That we serve God without fear in Holiness and Righteousness before him all the Days of our Life Luke 1. 74 75. And however it shall be distributed unto the other sort as to Acceptation or Pardon yet surely I know it shall be better with them that fear God which fear before him and turned from their Iniquities and kept his Commandments in those Days of their flesh whilst others continued in Sin and Disobedience In the latter Days ye shall consider it perfectly Jer. 23. 20. This Jeremiah said when he immediately speaks thereupon of those Prophets Which Ran and Prophesied when God had not spoken unto nor sent them and they did not turn People from their Evil way and from the Evil of their doings Whereby may be seen that if this effect doth not follow also they are no Ministers of Gods ordaining altho' they do take upon them the office and continue in the Exercise thereof after the Law and Commandment the Ordinances and Institutions of Men. But in the latter Days when their time of Tryal is over they shall consider it perfectly and when they come to see every and each Man have his own reward proportioned and adjusted according to his works and obedience Then that which themselves shall miss and come short off will raise bitter anguish within themselves and make to loath those Shepherds See Zech. 11. 8. Which should have Instructed and Guided them otherwise For this is certain on the right and safer side that the sooner any one comes to Repentance and brings forth Fruits Meet for Repentance and abounds in Good Works God is now the better pleased with that Man or Woman and He will give to such a more full reward hereafter Conceive your selves before-hand and whilst in Health let us in serious thought throw our selves upon a Dying Bed just gasping and breathing out our very last and then think what Temper and Disposition of Soul we should be in if we were in this Hour brought to the Gallows or to the Fire for our Life to be taken off from the Earth in a violent manner Here it may be either for the Sins of others as Jesus was hanged on the Cross and so it is of all true Martyrs and Sufferers it is not so much their own Sins as the Sins of their Persecutors which put them to Death But if any one suffers as a Murderer or Robber or an Evil Doer against which there is some Law of God also then he suffers for and dies in his own Sin Or if one is killed by another then it is the Sin of the Murderer which brings him unto Death But however it be a Dying Hour will come upon all one time or another and then if they have any remembrance or understanding Ask now of the Generations that were before thee and did you ever hear of any one that could then say seriously and throughly It is vain to serve God and what Profit is it that we have kept his Ordinances and that we have walked mournfully before the Lord of Hosts Doth it not then rather seem on the other hand It was vain that we have not served God more The Godly and Righteous make such a Reflexion and looking back and the Wicked find it is vain because they did not serve God at all or not so much as can be properly called serving of God for now they experimentally find all other things to be vain When the end thereof is come we are then throughly sensible of what is written Remember how short my Time is Wherefore hast thou made all Men in vain Psal 89. 47. Therefore only it is that we have no more profit because we have not yet better kept the Ordinances of the Lord for the more we do that the more Profit or future Reward we shall receive whereof we shall
perceive somewhat more as we come near to the end of our Hope the Day of Death which is indeed to the Children and Servants of God the Birth-Day of Immortality Therefore only it is that we have not more Profit because we did not so much as we should walk Mournfully but we should have walked yet more closely before the Lord of Hosts To walk Mournfully is according to the Reproach and manner of Speech of the People of the World for they imagine and say as if Religion and the Service of God was a Melancholly and Irksome thing whereas if it be True and Universal Inward and Real it is the greatest satisfaction and Peace to the Soul of Man of any thing in this World In a Dying Hour when all things fail and slip from us God and Religion are the only Resort My Soul cleaveth fast unto thee saith the Psalmist by the Spirit But though hardly ever any one in a dying Condition did say that it would have been vain for them to have served God we have heard of Thousands sad Examples on the other Hand crying out upon their Death-beds of the Misery and Deceitfulness of Sin with Anguish Bitterness and Vexation of Spirit that ever they themselves should give way unto it and really and sincerely then wishing that themselves had lived otherwise Then they confess and acknowledge that it was an evil and bitter thing to have forsaken the Lord and that his Fear was not in them And they have not cried unto me with their Heart when they howled upon their Beds Hos 7. 14. That is upon their Sick and Dying Beds By the Phrase of Howling the Holy Ghost doth seem to allude unto that kind of Noise which Dogs usually make when they are in Pain and Misery the Sense or Smart whereof makes them to Howl when they have no Reason of Soul to comfort and mitigate the other Even so the Sinners and Hypocrites when they are under violent Pains of Body or the languishing of Pining Sickness and yet much more from that fearful Expectation of those dreadful things of the Invisible World all this will sometimes make them cry out and howl and yet at the same time they do not cry out with their Heart to God for that hath been a long time at enmity and distance from him and indeed they are ignorant and unacquainted with him In a Dying Hour things will appear in a just and real value and then will be discerned what was best to have been done Then shall ye return and discern between the Righteous and the Wicked between him that serveth God and him that serveth him not In the latter Days ye shall consider it perfectly It is certain that we must give Account for all and the several Talents which we have received as Knowledge Health Riches Time and such like Now to instance in this last which is most proper because we are here speaking of a Dying Hour When Time is ended and shall be no more which do you think will tend to better Reckoning when we come to give an Account for so many Days and Hours spent Either so many Days or Hours were spent in Hearing or Reading or Meditating on the Word of God in his Law doth he meditate Day and Night Psal 1. 2. Item So many Hours in Worship and Prayer Item So many Hours expended in good Works and the Duties of Christianity Item So many Hours in Honest Labour in our Trade or Employment which is a complying with that Prime Ordinance of God In the Sweat of thy Face shalt thou eat thy Bread till thou return unto the Ground Gen. 3. 19. All these will turn to Good and Profitable Accounts that we may find Mercy Comfort and Reward from the Lord in that Day 2 Tim. 1. 18. But then comes in also the Account which some must be forced to make on the other and worse Hand Imprimis So many Hours spent in serving divers Lusts and Pleasures Item So many Hours in Cards and Dice and in other vain and unnecessary Recreations Item So many Hours in Carnal Visits and Company Item So many Hours in Pride and Dressing Item So many Hours in Stage-Plays Item So many Hours in Taverns or Ale-Houses Item So many Hours expended in serving of Mammon Covetousness and getting of unjust Gain All these and such like will tend to Loss and Punishment at that Day This Question is easie to be answered and it will be seen which of these Two will tend most to Mens and Womens Happiness at the Last Day Seeing we must all unavoidably give Account for so many Sabbaths as we have had Will it not tend to better Account to have spent the remaining Hours thereof after the Publick Worship is over in Hearing the Scriptures and what Truths do flow from them for on the Sabbath-day besides the double Burnt Offering was to be a continual Burut Offering Numb 28. 9 10. The Holy Ghost thereby signifying that that Day was to be wholly and throughly spent in the immediate worship of God and Hearing Reading or Meditating on his Word Or the very same Time expended in Worldly Company and therein speaking their own Words contrary to Isa 58. 13. Or in Carnal Perambulation in the Fields Ay but here some will be apt to say Sâ—ould not they who are Working and Trades People all the Week long have some Delight and â—ecreation on this Day of Rest To which I answer they should call the Sabbath a Delight and delight themselves in the Lord Isa 58. 13 14. And delight to do thy Will O my God Psal 40. 8. And so to Hear his Will for if Heaven is not thus begun with them whilst on Earth as to deligâ—t in that which is good it will not be their Portion when they come to die As Isaac went out to Meditate in the Margent there it is to Pray in the Fiâ—ld at Eventide Gen. 24. 63. So it seems to be no Sin to walk out into the Fields in the Evening of the Sabbath if it be for Meditation or Prayer or to discourse together only of the things pertaining to the Kingdom of God But it seems to be sinful to spend the Evening of the Sabbath or Lord's Day in Loytering and Idleness or standing by the Walls or in the Doors of the Houses Ezek. 33. 30. when they will not go to hear what is the Word that cometh forth from the Lord as the same is truly and faithfully alledged from the Bible Some of my Kindred according to the Flesh have despised me upon the Account of my Preaching in a little Meeting or Assembly of Christians as if it was mean little pitiful and unbecoming that Birth Education and Family I am off Good God! what kind of Imaginations do lurk in the Heart of Man Can any one be too good to serve thee And is it beneath those of what 〈◊〉 called a Genteel Birth and Extraction which eccho like 〈◊〉 a Voice and nothing else for they
this together along with that a good mind towards God and to walk before him with a perfect Heart do contain the Sum and Excellency and Attainment of all Religion so as to make it accepted with God for what would God have more of his Creatures then that they should have a good mind towards him and walk before him with a Perfect Heart Before we shew what this last is it may be observed how that as it is written The Eyes of all wait upon thee So the thoughts of all Men and VVomen altho' many of them are cumbred about many things pertaining to this Life and tho' too many do forget God yet still the Thoughts of every one of them more or less are towards their Invisible Creatour Namely That it is with them in this present State according as he orders and disposes But especially the great thought and searching of heart is what he will do to them in the future State Saith the Psalmist I Remembred God and was troubled I complained and my Spirit was over-whelmed Even so all other things we could bear for they are little and soon pass away But as God was the Creatour of our whole Being at first so upon him doth depend our whole future Being thence doth arise up great thought and searching of Heart VVither the same shall be Happy or Miserable Good or Evil unto us And many times from the fear and apprehension that it will be evil and miserable to the Creature as to Futurity thence doth arise Enmity and Hatred towards their Creator And you that were sometimes Alienated and Enemies through wicked works yet now hath he Reconciled Col. 1. 21. And so according as People have been sinners or sinful so Proportionably their Minds are Evil or Evil affected towards God out of a slavish fear and dread least he should inâ—â—ct VVrath Punishment and Misery on them hereafter But Contrariwise as they obey his Commandments and do the things that please him they have Hope and Expectation of good things to come and thence doth 〈◊〉 in them a good mind towards God which doth shâ—â— and express it self forth in Obedience Hoâ—our â—ove and Good will towards him VVhich two last again because none can give unto God For who hath given to him and it shall he recompenced to him again is â—â—ewn â—â—â—th to â—â—e Saints that are on the Earth and to the excellent as the Righteous is more excellent then his Neighbour who come nearer to the likeness of God then others of their fellow Creatures All the Acts of worship or outward Religion signifie nothing and they do not avail as to receive any thing from the Lord without this one thing of a good mind towards God Which is shewed particularly in 1 Cor. 13. Where it is said Tho' I bestow all my Goods to feed the Poor and so it is of all the Gifts and Good works in the world without Charity which in the Greek Language signifies Love or this Good mind towards God it all Profits nothing So again it is on the other hand if any hath this good mind towards God or comes to walk before him with a perfect heart altho' he doth not altogether abound so much in Acts of outward Religion altho' he will constantly wait upon God in all his Ordinances as hearing of his word is one of them nor yet make so great an outward shew therein I will not Reprove thee for thy Sacrifices or thy Burnt-offerings to have been continually before me Psal 50. 8. Yet God is now better pleased with such an one and he shall be sooner saved hereafter then if another should like Anna Depart not from the Temple and serve God with Fastings and Prayers Night and Day Luke 2. 37. Or be continually Reading in the Bible and do all this out of a slavish Mercenary Principle of saving the Soul but all the same while they have not a good mind towards God nor walk before him with a perfect heart as there have been many such outward Worshippers and meer Devotionists especially in the Romish and our National Church To do Judgment and Justice is more Acceptable unto the Lord then Sacrifice To walk before God with a Perfect heart denotes and requires That it be whole and compleat and that nothing be wanting And so when we Read often in Scripture of serving or seeking the Lord with all their Heart or with their whole Heart As again on the other side Many are Reproved and found Fault with Because their Heart was not whole with God nor continued they stedfast in his Covenant This is the same in signification with that of walking before the Lord with a Perfect Heart VVe Read often in the Books of Samuel Kings and the Chronicles where the History of the Kings of Judah and Jerusalem is recorded That Character is given of some That they did follow and cleave unto the Lord with their whole Heart but most did not But there was some Exception or Reserve wherein Part of their Heart did go after Idols or their own Imaginations So is the case with the common sort of People Each of us have a Good Obedient heart towards God in some Things but not in all Things and so it is not a Perfect heart For that is Perfect to which Nothing is Wanting but in the hearts of such is Wanting alike Obedience to the Law of God in other Things as what they do Render and Yield And so it is as to the Word of God The heart of People doth Love and rellish the Word of God in some Things but not in all Things for according as either People have kept or Transgressed against it so they either like or conceive an Enmity or a Rising and Rebellion in their hearts against it The Drunkard or Sottish Person doth not Really and Inwardly Love all those Texts of Scripture which make against that sin or which Threaten a Wâ— and Misery to come to those who follow it So it is with the Unrighteous or Unclean Person They have secret inward rancour and Indignation against that Part of the Word of God which finds out and speaks against their several and Particular sins We may hereby somewhat apprehend what exceeding Evil there is in sin As it is written Three Shepherds also I cut off in one Month and my Soul lothed them and their Soul also abhorred me Zech. 11. 18. This was their sin and fault So the case standeth between God and the sinner The Soul of God lotheth the sinner and the Soul of the sinner also abhorreth God This should be a prevailing consideration for every one to stand in Aw and sin not Because that Each Act of Advised Deliberate and continued sin carries and contains in it a lothing and abhorring of God himself As again God lothes his own Creature the Work of his own hands as he sees sin in them This Lothing and abhorring either of the Creatour towards the Creature or of the Creature towards the
same thou shalt receive Reward or Punishment Gain or Loss at the last Day O that we could once have a lively true and through sense how that we Live and Act all along in the sight of the unseen God whom tho' we do not see yet He seeth us And then we should be as careful to please and approve our selves unto him in all things as ever any Servant was to his Master any Maiden to her Mistress or as any Poor Person is to his Rich and Bountiful Benefactor or as we study to please those whom we most Love and are most beholden unto As God standeth behind the skreen of the visible Creatures and always looketh on the Inhabitants of the Earth So we should abstract from these visible things and outward objects and with the Eyes of our understanding being enlightened and turned inward We should look towards our Maker and as both our selves and all our ways are in his sight He seeth the way that I take even so we should with the Eye of Faith continually see him that iâ— Invisible And this is to walk before God or with God as the Scripture doth express it and recommend the same unto us And Enoch walked with God and was not for God took him Gen. 5. 24. Even so for us severally to walk with God whilst we dwell here on the Face of the Earth that when here we shall be no more as it is evident that here we do not continue by Reason of Death God may take us unto himself into the highest Heaven for evermore It was not without good Reason that when Hezekiah had received the sentence of Death which is a removal from this Earth that He should then in a most proper manner make his appeal unto God oâ— this wise Remember O Lord how I have walked before thâ— in Truth and with a Perfect heart and have done thâ— which is good in thy Sight For He knew this to be thâ— ready way by his having done thus that now He wâ— to be taken away from the City of Jerusalem for Gâ—â— to take him up to himself into the Habitation of 〈◊〉 Holiness The same God who in wisdom made and ordereth 〈◊〉 things sent us so many Days here on Earth on purpoâ—â— to call us to an Account and to Judge us for the samâ— The consideration and inference whereof should be this 〈◊〉 to our selves Namely That we should so live every Day as we will averr and justify and stand by the same at the Bar of God and as we will Answer for it at his Judgment Seat For if we are resolved and purposed on this wise then we should do nothing but what is Lawful and Right For when God enters into Judgment nothing but what is so shall be justified in his sight And whether we are of that foregoing Purpose and Resolution of mind or not yet still we must unavoidably give Account and be Judged for the several deeds done in the Body whether they be Good or Evil. We must be Judged as certain as that we must die which again is as certain as that we now live This is the difference between the Godly and Righteous and the Wicked Ungodly or Ignorant People of the World The former part so live as thinking and knowing before hand that they must be judged and therefore they are for preparing and making up their Account before hand They are for doing all things that they may stand in that Day and they do intreat their Judge in the mean while for his Favour Acceptation and Reconciliation and Acquital against the Great Day of Everlasting Decision But the Wicked Ungodly and Ignorant do live at Random and in Forgetfullness or Unmindfullness of the future Judgment They being resolved on their way I have loved strangers and after them I will go They do things at a venture and they run the risque of the future Judgment and so they are in danger to be broken snared and taken to fall and be Condemned in that Day In a word Let People do whatever they will in the mean time yet the Great Day of Judgment will surely come and will not tarry one moment longer beyond the appointed Time This we are now warned of again before hand that when it shall come we may have the less excuse or Plea that of this and of every Day of our Life after Years of Discretion we are not only in danger but we shall be certainly called to an Account As the Wise Man saith Remember the End and thou shalt never do amiss So it may be applied and reasoned a little further keep the Judgment of God always in thine Eye and thou shalt never go much astray And Hezekiah wept sore In the Margent it is with great weeping Here it may be â—urmised and asked What need had Hezekiah to weâ—â— sore or with a Great Weeping seeing that He had led so Good a Life which must needs Administer much Comfort and Rejoycing But a manifold Reason may be assigned thereof as will appear in the Sequel of our Discourse One is from that Natural fear and dread which all Men both Good and Bad have at the Instant Approaches of Death especially those under the Old Testament Dispensation as Hezekiah was under that wherein future Life and Immortality were not so clearly and distinctly revealed and made known as under the Gospel Altho' in the midst of Youth Life Health and Vigour we can think of Death without Weeping Probably a Melancholly sigh or a secret inward and sad thoughâ— may arise at the serious and through apprehension thereof But when indeed it shall stand before us like an Armeâ— Man or Messenger and say to the Soul Come along with me then it is no easy matter to Refrain our Voice from Weeping and our Eyes from Tears for that our works shalâ— be judged and we are going away from the Land when we had if not all yet most things comfortable and convenient for us thoâ— none truly satisfactory unto us Aâ— in the midst of Prosperity we do not know throughâ— what Adversity is and as in the midst of fulness we cannot then so well feel what Pinching Hunger is even sâ— in the midst of Life Tho' we are in Death that is subject unto and drawing towards Death yet then we know not throughly what Death is The Ruffling Royster 〈◊〉 the Jolly Merry Man of the World may cast a Contemptuous Smile or Pish at the Hearing of Death when it 〈◊〉 afar off from him but when it shall approach nigh anâ— touch him when He shall be Death struck and the shadow of Death shall sit upon his Eye-lids then his force Smile or Proud Scorn and Disdain will be turned intâ— Weeping and Real inward Sorrow If People will be ever serious they will be so when they come to lie on the Death-Beds and as Death doth Naturally fix the Coun 〈…〉 nance so it is evidently and sensibly seen to work Peopâ—â— into a great Composedness
which Crucified the Son of God and put him to an open shame As all things in this VVorld are full of mixture as of Good and Evil Joy and Sorrow Prosperity and Adversity Bitter and Sweet together So sometimes may be observed and felt even in Mourning and Outward Bitterness some Inward Rejoycing and Sweetness intermingleâ— therewith Let not this seem strange For if in the midsâ— of Laughter the heart is Sorrowful this is experienced and there being the same and alike Reason for Contraries Why may not the Heart be Joyful in the midst of VVeeping and when the Eye is a trickling down Tears Thâ—â— is only felt by the Godly and Devout Soul upon heâ— Exercising the Acts of true Contrition and her Pouring forth Penitential Tears O what Gladness and Sweetness is there sometimes in the midst thereof in the Inneâ— Man When God makes the Bones that He hath broken 〈◊〉 Rejoyce I my self have Experienced this inwardly and according to his own Gracious Nature VVord and Promise doth Revive the Spirit of the Humble and doth Revive the Heart of the Contrite ones Isa 57. 15. VVhereby that Scripture is fulfilled at this present time They thâ—â— Sow in Tears shall Reap in Joy He that goeth forth anâ— weepeth bearing Precious Seed shall doubtless come agaiâ— with Rejoycing and Bringing his Sheaves with him Psal 126. 5 6. For by that Joy and Rejoycing which God doth give in the midst of or Immediately after Tears and VVeeping this is a Pledge Earnest Forerunner and Assurance before hand that He will exceedingly much more and longer make good and fulfil this same his word hereafter There is seen yea and sensibly perceived such a thing as VVeeping sometimes for Joy And 〈◊〉 we know by our selves that we have often many and several Reasons inducing us to do thus and thus in oâ—â— and the same thing So besides the Reasons afore-alledged I do assuredly gather from other Places of Scripture This was the Principal Reason why Hezekiah wept sore Namely Through the abundance of Comfort which upon Reflexion of his foregoing well spent Life did thereupon flow and stream into his Soul For such a True Perfect and Good foregoing Life as sure as the Scriptures are true And the Work of Righteousness shall be Peace and the effect of Righteousness Quietness and Assurance for ever Isa 32. 17. Must necessarily yield unto Hezekiah Consolation Peace and Joy in the Holy Ghost It is manifest that He did not weep sore out of any Vexation or Repentance that He had led so Good a Life In no wise But rather at that very Instant Joy did spring up unto him out of those Wells of Salvation which if He had then died He had went away to have more fully tasted on Another Reason which caused him to weep sore may hence proceed even from his Great Earnestness He had then with God for in what Prayer He then made and directed unto him He was very earnest and real therein which made him to gush forth into Tears and Weeping This is a frequent and common thing with the Saints and Servants of God that when they are extraordinary and very earnest indeed with God about any thing to Weep and Pour forth Tears before him as we may Read several Examples hereof in Scripture I shall instance but in one which is very pertinent to the present purpose it is Written of Jacob That by his strength He had Power with God Yea He had Power over the Angel and Prevailed How all this was done and effected it may be seen by what is Immediately added further He wept and made Supplication Hos 12. 3 4. And herein Hezekiah shewed himself to be a true Son of Jacob an Israelite indeed for as appears from the Verses following my Text He also got hereby Acceptation and Audience from God Go and say unto Hezekiah Thus saith the Lord the God of David thy Father I have heard thy Prayer I have seen thy Tears So that He had some fruit and effect of his weeping sore even all that He would have and desire for the Lord to grant his Request It is very acceptable with God and commonly gains the point when his Servants do weep before him in Prayer Provided it be done not in Hypocrisie Dissimulation pretence and outward shew but when it really arises from a broken and contrite Spirit The Sacrifices of God are a broken Spirit a broken and contrite Heart O God thou wilt not despise From a troubled Soul and when it is under Great Earnestness either to be delivered from such an Evil which then lies upon heâ— or to have such a Good thing which she then wants anâ— desires The Scripture in sundry places speaks concerning Teaâ— and Weeping and it may be perceived that the Dr 〈…〉 and Tendency of all of them is to recommend rath 〈…〉 Weeping then Laughter unto us for that tends to Go 〈…〉 and Rejoycing in the latter End According to what t 〈…〉 Wise Man saith It is better to go to the House of Mourning then to the House of Feasting for that is the End of 〈◊〉 Flesh and the â—â—ving will lay it to his heart Sorrow 〈◊〉 better then Laughter for by the sadness of the Countenanâ—â— the Heart is made better Eccless 7. 1 2. Add to this whâ—â— our Saviour Jesus Christ saith and promises Blessed are 〈◊〉 that hunger now for ye shall be filled Blessed are ye th 〈…〉 weep now for ye shall Laugh Wo unto you that Lau 〈…〉 now for ye shall Mourn and Weep Luke 6. 21 25. Alth 〈…〉 the Practice of the World runs opposite and contrary 〈◊〉 they would Account such not fit to live who do not giâ—â— themselves out to Jocoseness Merriment and Vain Laug 〈…〉 ter yet the Scripture by the which we are to be Judgeâ— and according to which all Men must receive doth 〈◊〉 speak one Good Word of Worldly and Carnal Joy whi 〈…〉 is like the Crackling of Thorns under a Pot Making great Blase and Noise and may a little scorch for 〈◊〉 Time but it yields not much Solid Inward and Lastinâ— heat and it is all suddenly extinct and as nothing 〈◊〉 all our Joy and Delight should be in God and in 〈◊〉 things pertaining to his Kingdom In waiting for the 〈◊〉 solation of Israel and out of Expectation of what 〈◊〉 will shortly do unto his Creatures viz. That is to say 〈◊〉 such of them as shall be found worthy to partake and 〈◊〉 ceive thereof And as aforesaid all our Sorrow 〈◊〉 Weeping should be turned into Sorrow and Weeping 〈◊〉 our sin because we have sinned against the Lord the 〈◊〉 bitation of Justice the Hope of our Fathers To resolâ—â— with the same Hezekiah after He was a little Reprie 〈…〉 and Lifted up again from his Bed of Sickness wherein 〈◊〉 wept sore yet He did retain the same Weeping State 〈◊〉 Inclination for all the Fifteen Years which were add 〈…〉 further according to what himself saith I shall go so
hear me Preach the Word Tho' Peradventure thâ— would lift up and exalt and please that Worldly Corrupt Nature which I confess and speak to my shame 〈◊〉 yet too much in me Some do Account themselves 〈◊〉 ry much because perhaps they are beloved of or Popular amongst their Neighbours another for his Honour another for his Courage and Might and becauâ—â— by such an one The Lord hath given Deliverance froâ— the Syrians or for his having wrought Great Aâ—chievâ— ments Another perhaps is lifted up in Soul because 〈◊〉 the Gifts that are given him and the word of wisdom 〈◊〉 committed unto him which is the most Valuable 〈◊〉 all the Priviledges of Mankind but here it is alleviated again with this consideration that where are Great Gifts there must be Great Accounts Another is Delighted and Transported within himself because he hath a Wife and Children to his Mind or because he hath some other Worldly Blessing And so one is lifted up for one thing another for another if we did run throughout the several Particulars among the Children of Men. But all these and such like are but light and small things in Comparison of the great things of Eternity and the exceeding and Eternal Weight of Glory As God said unto Solomon Because thou hast asked this thing and hast not asked for thy self long Life neither hast asked Riches for thy self neither hast asked the Life of thine Enemies but hast asked for thy self Vnderstanding to discern Judgment Behold I have done according to thy Words Lo I have given thee a Wise and Understanding heart So that there was none like thee before thee neither after thee shall any arise like unto thee And I have also given that which thou hast not asked both Riches and Honour so that there shall not be any among the Kings like unto thee all thy Days And if thou wilt walk in my ways to keep my Statutes aâ—d my Commandments as thy Father David did walk then I will lengtâ—â—n thy Days 1 Kings 3. 11 12 13 14. And as it is written For your Heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of these things But seek ye first the Kingdom of God and his Righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you Mat. 6. 33. From all this put together it is my inward and very thought As I behold and observe how Men differ from one another and one Prides himself in this thing another in that whereas none should be Proud for any thing which he hath but be humble and thankful for each distinguishing blessing or mercy received As it is Written But to the Saints that are in the Earth and to the excellent Mark that word excellent in whom is all my delight And as there is one Glory of the Sun and another Glory of the Moon and another Glory of the Stars for one Star differeth from another Star in Glory So each Man or Woman doth excell or differ from one another in Glory or real worth according â—s they know and understand and have more of the Mind of God All your excellency is of me saith the Lord and derived from him And as long as we walk and breath a little longer on this Earth The more any one is in favour with God and hath more of his will and secret The secret of the Lord is with them that fear him Herein only one Man excelleth another or differeth from and exceedeth such an one in real worth That Courtier who can soonest obtain a favour from his King or Prince he is the best Courtier So amongst the vast Number of we Fellow Creatures on Earth altho' there is no difference between the Flesh of a Saint or of a Sinner for our flesh is as their flesh and our Children as their Children and we are all near the same both Godly and Ungodly as to the same outward Frame and Composure But that is the best Man or Woman who hath most interest now in the Court of Heaven who even whilst here on Earth is soonest heard by the Great King for this is an Earnest and Assurance before-hand that he shall one day stand in his Presence Who is an Israelite indeed a true Son of Jacob Hath Power with God Yea he had Power over the Angel and Prevailed Hosea 13. 3 4. As a Prince hast thou Power with God and with Men and hast Prevailed Gen. 32. 28. Who like another Lot hath that Interest and Prevalency with God that himself saith I cannot do any thing till thou come thither Gen. 19. 22 Altho' it were to be in the Destruction and Punishment of the wicked yet God could not do it till he came out from amongst them And so he speaks on that wise to his Servant Moses Let me alone that is Do not Pray or Interceed for them that I may consume this People in a moment Or like another Elias who was a Man subject to like Passions as we are And he Prayed earnestly that it mighâ— not Rain and it Rained not on the Earth by the space of Three Years and Six Months And He prayed again and the Heaven gave Rain and the Earth brought forth her Fruit James 5. 17 19. Who is here brought in as aâ— Example that the effectual â—ervent Prayer of a Righteous Man availeth much Who when God heareth not sinners but if any be a Worshipper of God and doth his Will him he heareth hath this Testimony that he is a VVorshipper of God and doth his VVill because that God heareth his Prayer If I regard Iniquity in my heart the Lord will not hear me But verily God hath heard me he hath attended to the Voice of my Prayer Psal 66. 18 19. By which it follows of Consequence that the Psalmist did not regard Iniquity in his heart For God to be nigh unto us in all things that we call upon him for and to hear our Prayer is the greatest of all Wordly Blessings and Mercies put together either long Life Riches or what we would have in this World for if God hears our Prayer then we shall have what we would have in the next world which is much better and more enduring Go and say to Hezekiah thus saith the Lord the God of David thy Father This and the foregoing Verses are a kind of Dialogue between the Great God and his Creature Hezekiah which Dialogue or Conference God manages by his Prophet Isaiah That God should hearken unto the Voice of a Man Joshua 10. 4. Seems wonderful if we have but those just and raised thoughts of the God-head in Comparison of whom in Greatness or Bigness the vast Fabrick of the whole World is but as a Dust of the Ballance and the true Knowledge of our selves But yet the Lord who humbleth himself to behold the things that are in Heaven and in Earth is pleased to keep a care over and a Communication with his Creatures The whole Scripture is but a Declaration in order of what hath passed and been
Hezekiah had walked before God in Truth For the Lord is nigh unto all that call upon him in Truth and with a Perfect Heart which is a whole and not a divided heart Therefore it was that the Lord heard his Prayer I have seen thy Tears It commonly gains the Point or obtains the thing Requested for when the People and Servants of God do shed Tears in Prayer if this be done not in Hypocrisie or Dissimulation but out of great Earnestness and Reality of Soul the Truth whereof is here fulfilled for therefore it was that Goâ— heard his his Prayer and saw his Tears Though we Creatures do not see God yet God 〈◊〉 we Creatures and knows how it is with us The Eyes of all wait upon thee and thou givest them their Meat in due Season And there doth arise a little Anguish and great Thought and Searching of Heart in the Reasonable Creature who have also Eyes in their Understanding as well as Outward Bodily Eyes Why They cannot see God Why in this Life and in this State here on Earth No Man hath seen God at any Time the only begotten Son which is in the Bosom of the Father he hath declared him And so the Son who is the Word And the word Preached or Spoken doth declare God that is make him to be Conceived or Understood Though we do not see God yet we see his Works which we cannot so much as look without doors but we behold them For t is his Heavens which â—e Created and his Earth which we tread on By which together with that Invisible Reason and Knowledge which he hath given us The Invisible Things of him from the Creation of the World may be clearly seen being Vnderstood by the Things that are made even his Eternal Power and God-Head So that though we cannot see God as yet with this Outward Bodily Eye of ours yet with the Eye of Faith or with the Eyes of our Understanding being Enlightened we may see him that is Invisible And so after our Spirits are Dislodged from these Bodies we shall see him Face to Face and know him as we are known as he knoweth us and we now know one another Certain it is that his Eyes are upon all the ways of the Children of Men to Recompence to every one accordingly whether they be Good or Evil And so he sees and beholds whatever we do whether we Laugh or Mourn are Merry or Sad. I have seen thy Tears As our Lord did argue to the Pharisee Ye Fools Did not He that made that which is without make that which is within also In like manner it may be truly reasoned He who sees that which is without sees that which is within also And so the same God who sees our outward Tears sees also that Sorrow of Heart and Vexation of Spirit that secret Anguish and Discontent of Mind from whence these Tears do floâ— forth and proceed He sees every le 〈…〉 crany and corner of our Inside also and seeing that 〈◊〉 is the will and appointment of God To comfort all thâ— mourn to appoint unto them that mourn in Sion to giâ—â— unto them Beauty for Ashes the Oyl of Joy for Mournning the Garment of Praise for the Spirit of Heavinesâ— Here God is like unto a skilful Physitian Shall not 〈◊〉 that teacheth Man Knowledge know Who knoâ— the bottom and ground of the Sore or Disease whâ—â— he hath in hand to heal and recover Even so our Goâ— knows and understands to the utmost all that Mourning and Spirit of Heaviness with the true causes and oâ—casions thereof that is in the hearts of all or any of thâ— Children of Men which is necessary in order to Administer Comfort Joy and Relief to it The trouble Spirit and the restless Spirit the groaning Spirit and 〈◊〉 dissatisfied Spirit or whatever doth afflict is painfâ—â— or irksome all couched and comprehended under that 〈◊〉 word the Spirit of Heaviness All these and whatevâ—â— is more or such like is Known to God the Father 〈◊〉 Mercies and the God of all Consolation Saith 〈◊〉 Psalmist Put thou my Tears into thy Bottle Are 〈◊〉 these things Noted in thy Book I am weary with 〈◊〉 Groaning all the Night make I my Bed to Swim I waâ—â— my Couch with my Tears Psal 6. 6. And then it folloâ— For the Lord hath heard the Voice of my Weeping Whiâ—â— is Parallel unto and is another Example to confirm tâ—â— Truth of our Text That God doth see the Tears 〈◊〉 hear the Voice of the Weeping of his Servants and Peopâ—â— According to what is elsewhere Written I cried 〈◊〉 God with my Voice even unto God with my Voice and 〈◊〉 gave Ear unto me For this is to be understood and attended unto that as in one sence God hears the Liâ— labour of the formal Half-Christian or of the Wickeâ— and Ungodly for they do sometimes in custom and 〈◊〉 little to satisfy Natural Conscience Pray unto hiâ— And so he doth hear the mumbling of the Papist ovâ—â— his Beads the much speaking of the Heathen and 〈◊〉 Worship of the Jew as it is at this Day as He is aâ—â— knowing for there is not a word in my Tongue bâ— thou O Lord knowest it altogether And so he heaâ—â— their Devotion as we do the humming and noise of a â—â—ye which we are forced to hear but we do not Mind or Regard But he doth not hear the sinful or false Worshippers in such wise as they are not to think that they shall receive any thing from the Lord. But in Scripture sence when God hears the Prayer of his chosen People and Servants He doth fulfil their Petitions and give and grant unto them what they Pray unto him for In like manner God doth see the Tears of such a Profane Person as Esau as he doth see all things And so he doth hear the howlings of them upon their â—eds Who did not cry unto him with their heart Hos 7 14. But yet he is not so far moved with one or the other as to admit the one to Repentance or Vouchsafe a Pardon to the other According as he saith and declareth elsewhere Yea they made their hearts as an adamant stone least they should hear the Law and the Prophets which the Lord of Hosts had sent in his Spirit by the former Prophets Therefore came a great wrath from the Lord of Hosts Therefore it came to pass that as he cried and they would not hear so they cried and I would not hear saith the Lord of Hosts Zech. 7. 12 13. Such did heretofore harden themselves against God and now God will harden himself against them altho' they are his Creatures and the work of his own hands And so the same God tho' in his Love and Pity to Poor Mankind â—e redeemed them That is like setting up one again after they had been broke or Bank-rupt and tho' he 〈◊〉 very Pitiful and of tender Mercy which is over all â—is works But