lay_v with_o his_o father_n concubine_n amnon_n have_v deflower_v his_o sister_n etc._n etc._n now_o david_n look_v upon_o this_o personal_a unworthiness_n both_o of_o his_o own_o person_n and_o of_o his_o child_n be_v humble_v for_o it_o and_o in_o sadness_n of_o heart_n say_v although_o my_o house_n be_v not_o so_o order_v with_o god_n etc._n etc._n not_o so_o order_v as_o it_o shall_v be_v not_o order_v according_a to_o the_o mercy_n that_o i_o have_v receive_v from_o god_n yet_o see_v how_o he_o cast_v up_o another_o eye_n and_o view_v the_o covenant_n of_o god_n yet_o say_v he_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v with_o i_o a_o 1._o everlasting_a covenant_n 2._o ordered_n and_o 3._o sure_o for_o this_o be_v my_o salvation_n etc._n etc._n christian_n do_v thou_o the_o like_a thou_o pour_v upon_o thyself_o and_o read_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o personal_a unworthiness_n see_v thousand_o of_o sin_n the_o least_o of_o which_o may_v damn_v thou_o and_o damn_v a_o world_n see_v much_o mercy_n bestow_v upon_o thou_o by_o god_n and_o all_o mercy_n abuse_v by_o thou_o to_o the_o dishonour_n of_o god_n yet_o comfort_n thyself_o by_o eye_v god_n covenant_n and_o say_v although_o my_o heart_n although_o my_o life_n be_v not_o so_o order_v with_o god_n although_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o so_o humble_v before_o god_n yet_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v with_o i_o a_o everlasting_a covenant_n and_o a_o sure_a covenant_n the_o covenant_n of_o peace_n and_o grace_n with_o my_o soul_n be_v from_o eternity_n and_o therefore_o free_a and_o without_o cause_n in_o the_o creature_n i_o have_v neither_o a_o hard_a heart_n nor_o a_o soft_a heart_n when_o god_n make_v that_o covenant_n with_o i_o and_o it_o be_v a_o sure_a covenant_n as_o god_n never_o make_v a_o covenant_n with_o i_o for_o the_o softness_n and_o tenderness_n of_o my_o heart_n so_o neither_o will_v he_o cast_v i_o off_o for_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o it_o be_v a_o covenant_n order_v in_o all_o thing_n he_o have_v make_v a_o covenant_n with_o i_o as_o to_o give_v i_o salvation_n so_o to_o give_v i_o such_o a_o heart_n as_o he_o require_v of_o i_o in_o order_n unto_o my_o salvation_n and_o for_o this_o be_v my_o salvation_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v save_v for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o my_o house_n nor_o for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o my_o person_n nor_o for_o the_o tenderness_n of_o my_o heart_n but_o because_o he_o have_v make_v a_o covenant_n with_o i_o here_o be_v the_o groundwork_n here_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o salvation_n thus_o christian_n eye_n 1._o the_o eternity_n of_o the_o covenant_n 2._o the_o sureness_n of_o the_o covenant_n 3._o the_o freeness_n of_o the_o covenant_n 4._o the_o particularity_n of_o the_o covenant_n god_n have_v not_o make_v his_o eternal_a covenant_n at_o random_n with_o those_o soul_n that_o shall_v be_v break_v heart_v and_o shall_v believe_v no_o say_v david_n he_o have_v make_v with_o i_o a_o sure_a well-ordered_a everlasting_a covenant_n the_o other_o be_v arminian_n and_o licentious_a doctrine_n god_n have_v make_v a_o covenant_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o everlasting_a covenant_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o sure_a covenant_n with_o thou_o eye_v this_o and_o say_v well_o though_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o so_o humble_v before_o god_n as_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v though_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o so_o break_v though_o my_o whole_a man_n be_v not_o so_o order_v yet_o god_n have_v make_v with_o i_o in_o particular_a a_o everlasting_a covenant_n sure_a well-ordered_a and_o for_o this_o be_v my_o salvation_n second_o eye_v the_o nature_n of_o god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n in_o the_o dispensation_n of_o his_o grace_n more_o the_o truth_n of_o it_o be_v the_o covenant_n the_o eternal_a covenant_n that_o god_n have_v make_v with_o sinner_n be_v but_o a_o declaration_n of_o his_o grace_n but_o i_o conceive_v there_o may_v be_v a_o difference_n conceive_v between_o god_n declaration_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o his_o dispensation_n of_o his_o grace_n though_o that_o every_o dispensation_n of_o grace_n be_v a_o declaration_n of_o his_o grace_n yet_o every_o declaration_n of_o his_o grace_n be_v not_o a_o dispensation_n declation_n of_o grace_n may_v be_v general_a dispensation_n of_o grace_n be_v particular_a god_n declare_v his_o grace_n and_o love_n to_o mankind_n when_o he_o make_v that_o promise_n the_o seed_n of_o the_o woman_n shall_v break_v the_o serpent_n head_n but_o now_o he_o make_v a_o dispensation_n of_o his_o grace_n when_o he_o give_v a_o gracious_a soul_n power_n to_o draw_v out_o its_o part_n in_o this_o promise_n now_o do_v thou_o sit_v trouble_v that_o thy_o soul_n be_v not_o thus_o and_o thus_o humble_v not_o enough_o bring_v low_a etc._n etc._n eye_n the_o dispensation_n the_o particular_a dispensation_n of_o god_n grace_n consider_v to_o who_o god_n have_v make_v dispensation_n of_o his_o grace_n 1._o in_o what_o manner_n god_n have_v dispense_v and_o reveal_v the_o dispensation_n of_o his_o grace_n sit_v down_o and_o think_v of_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n that_o god_n have_v deal_v out_o his_o save_a grace_n too_o and_o thou_o shall_v find_v they_o the_o most_o worthless_a and_o vile_a wretch_n to_o paul_n the_o persecuter_n the_o blasphemer_n so_o hard-hearted_a that_o he_o can_v spill_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o tender-hearted_a saint_n of_o god_n yet_o this_o paul_n the_o lord_n humble_v and_o deal_v out_o his_o grace_n to_o to_o manasses_n so_o hard-hearted_a that_o he_o fill_v the_o land_n with_o innocent_a blood_n that_o nothing_o will_v humble_v but_o a_o gaol_n and_o shackle_n and_o setter_n yet_o this_o manasses_n taste_v of_o the_o divine_a dispensation_n of_o grace_n 2._o consider_v in_o what_o manner_n god_n have_v dispense_v his_o grace_n and_o reveal_v the_o dispensation_n of_o his_o grace_n to_o these_o poor_a creature_n indeed_o i_o be_o apt_a to_o believe_v that_o of_o all_o those_o saint_n in_o scripture_n not_o one_o see_v christ_n without_o a_o weep_a eye_n &_o a_o mourn_a heaâ—â—_n but_o yet_o this_o be_v certain_a that_o god_n have_v not_o in_o his_o word_n set_v out_o to_o we_o the_o like_a humiliation_n of_o lydia_n as_o of_o paul_n and_o of_o the_o gaoler_n though_o i_o be_o of_o m._n shepherd_n mind_n that_o lydia_n be_v humble_v as_o well_o as_o paul_n yet_o i_o conceive_v there_o be_v two_o thing_n that_o we_o may_v gather_v for_o a_o soul_n comfort_n from_o the_o holy_a ghost_n so_o various_o set_v down_o god_n deal_n with_o those_o soul_n who_o he_o have_v bring_v home_o to_o himself_o so_o full_o and_o deep_o express_v the_o sorrow_n of_o some_o as_o of_o paul_n and_o manasses_n and_o the_o gaoler_n and_o so_o tacit_o conceal_v the_o sorrow_n of_o other_o as_o of_o lydia_n or_o so_o moderate_o reveal_v of_o they_o as_o concern_v those_o convert_v at_o saint_n peter_n sermon_n concern_v who_o humiliation_n we_o have_v only_o this_o upon_o record_n that_o they_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o heart_n i_o say_v i_o conceive_v there_o be_v two_o thing_n that_o we_o may_v gather_v from_o it_o for_o a_o soul_n comfort_n under_o this_o affliction_n first_o that_o god_n deal_n in_o this_o particular_a be_v not_o alike_o with_o every_o soul_n that_o he_o humble_v some_o more_o and_o deeply_o some_o less_o for_o his_o own_o end_n which_o i_o hint_v you_o before_o second_o i_o conceive_v we_o may_v gather_v this_o from_o that_o various_a deal_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n in_o express_v god_n way_n with_o his_o people_n viz._n that_o it_o be_v god_n will_v that_o soul_n shall_v not_o stumble_v upon_o this_o rock_n and_o stick_v here_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o enough_o humble_v not_o thus_o and_o thus_o humble_v we_o ought_v to_o look_v for_o some_o but_o not_o to_o stick_v at_o the_o want_n of_o the_o same_o measure_n of_o humiliation_n which_o some_o of_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n have_v have_v consider_v these_o thing_n christian_n weigh_v the_o reason_n of_o god_n so_o various_a deal_n with_o his_o convert_n and_o various_a expression_n of_o his_o deal_n with_o they_o in_o his_o reveal_v word_n and_o let_v this_o comfort_n and_o direct_v thou_o and_o raise_v thou_o up_o say_v with_o thy_o own_o heart_n my_o soul_n why_o shall_v these_o thought_n hinder_v thou_o from_o go_v on_o god_n deal_n with_o all_o his_o convert_n be_v not_o alike_o and_o god_n will_v have_v in_o the_o same_o even_a manner_n sure_o have_v reveal_v the_o sorrow_n and_o humiliation_n of_o all_o his_o child_n as_o of_o any_o if_o he_o will_v have_v have_v i_o stumble_v at_o this_o and_o make_v this_o a_o block_n in_o my_o way_n to_o he_o three_o eye_n god_n nature_n in_o his_o promise_n mark_v how_o the_o promise_n run_v whether_o absolute_o oâ—_n conditional_o and_o if_o conditional_o whether_o upon_o this_o
sufficieut_n to_o constitute_v this_o sin_n it_o may_v be_v a_o persecution_n out_o of_o ignorance_n as_o paul_n be_v and_o god_n pardon_v it_o 1_o tim._n 1._o 13._o it_o must_v be_v first_o a_o hatred_n of_o and_o opposition_n against_o the_o truth_n and_o godliness_n of_o such_o man_n not_o when_o thou_o malice_a godliness_n because_o it_o be_v in_o he_o that_o have_v do_v thou_o a_o personal_a injury_n but_o when_o thou_o malice_a and_o hate_v a_o man_n because_o he_o be_v holy_a and_o love_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n and_o life_n before_o god_n strict_o second_o it_o must_v be_v with_o a_o secret_a desire_n to_o extinguish_v and_o spoil_v the_o credit_n of_o god_n and_o his_o truth_n when_o a_o wretch_n be_v mad_a to_o see_v god_n name_n exalt_v and_o to_o see_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n prosper_v and_o will_v fain_o spoil_v all_o its_o market_n three_o and_o it_o must_v be_v a_o opposition_n to_o the_o truth_n that_o to_o the_o wretch_n be_v know_v and_o he_o be_v convince_v that_o this_o be_v a_o truth_n of_o jesus_n christ_n yet_o he_o hate_v a_o person_n because_o he_o entertain_v it_o and_o walk_n according_o and_o seek_v how_o to_o cut_v off_o he_o and_o the_o truth_n such_o manner_n of_o malice_n be_v the_o pharisee_n malice_n mat._n 12._o 31._o yet_o alas_o say_v a_o poor_a christian_n since_o i_o have_v receive_v the_o holyghost_n and_o taste_v his_o gift_n i_o have_v sin_v thousand_o of_o sin_n renew_v they_o every_o day_n etc._n etc._n from_o what_o have_v be_v already_o say_v that_o this_o sin_n must_v be_v a_o opposition_n a_o know_v wilful_a open_a malicious_a opposition_n to_o the_o truth_n of_o christ_n be_v enough_o to_o answer_v this_o but_o consider_v seven_o it_o must_v be_v a_o total_a fall_v away_o from_o the_o truth_n religion_n and_o profession_n of_o jesus_n christ_n heb._n 4._o 6._o many_o be_v the_o saint_n fail_n this_o must_v be_v a_o total_a fall_n from_o all_o grace_n and_o holiness_n when_o a_o man_n clear_a leave_v all_o manner_n of_o profession_n of_o holiness_n and_o fall_v into_o all_o manner_n of_o wickedness_n now_o dare_v thou_o accuse_v thy_o heart_n of_o this_o christian_n or_o do_v thou_o sometime_o slip_v but_o present_o renew_v thy_o covenant_n make_v with_o god_n by_o a_o seasonable_a repentance_n pray_v cry_v better_v thy_o life_n and_o conversation_n etc._n etc._n never_o fear_v this_o sin_n it_o have_v many_o drâ—ms_n of_o the_o weight_n of_o hell_n in_o it_o more_o than_o thou_o complain_v of_o eight_o it_o be_v not_o probable_a say_v master_n rutherford_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v guilty_a of_o that_o sin_n against_o the_o holyghost_n and_o none_o but_o thyself_o complain_v of_o it_o it_o ordinary_o break_v out_o into_o prodigious_a act_n of_o wickedness_n it_o be_v no_o chamber_n closet_n sin_n though_o it_o be_v hatch_v in_o thy_o heart_n yet_o it_o go_v into_o the_o mouth_n and_o defile_v that_o that_o sinner_n with_o that_o revile_v and_o rave_v and_o blaspheme_v christ_n and_o common_o it_o show_v itself_o further_a the_o sinner_n with_o julian_n persecute_v the_o saint_n who_o his_o heart_n know_v be_v saint_n with_o fire_n and_o sword_n do_v thou_o ever_o do_v any_o of_o these_o thing_n christian_n mistake_v not_o thyself_o be_v humble_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o fail_n but_o transgress_v not_o by_o despair_v without_o a_o cause_n consider_v further_o nine_o if_o thy_o sin_n that_o thou_o complain_v of_o so_o to_o be_v the_o unpardonable_a sin_n as_o thou_o unwarrantable_o think_v be_v a_o trouble_n and_o a_o grief_n of_o heart_n to_o thou_o thou_o must_v be_v sure_a that_o it_o be_v not_o that_o sin_n that_o thou_o take_v it_o for_o heb._n 4._o 6._o it_o be_v impossible_a say_v the_o apostle_n that_o they_o that_o commit_v it_o shall_v be_v renew_v again_o by_o repentance_n the_o meaning_n of_o which_o place_n be_v not_o that_o if_o they_o do_v repent_v yet_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o they_o shall_v be_v pardon_v that_o be_v to_o put_v a_o lie_n upon_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n but_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o ever_o they_o shall_v repent_v to_o be_v renew_v 45._o aus_n t._n 10._o ep._n de_fw-fr verbis_fw-la domini_fw-la 11._o p._n 45._o this_o make_v saint_n austin_n determine_v final_a impenitency_n to_o be_v the_o unpardonable_a sin_n when_o the_o wretch_n abuse_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n that_o shall_v lead_v he_o to_o repentance_n according_a to_o the_o hardness_n of_o his_o heart_n refuse_v repentance_n and_o treasure_v up_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n now_o though_o i_o do_v not_o think_v with_o saint_n austin_n that_o this_o be_v the_o whole_a formality_n of_o that_o sin_n nor_o yet_o with_o aquinas_n and_o the_o papist_n that_o it_o can_v be_v proper_o call_v a_o species_n of_o that_o sin_n yet_o i_o think_v with_o almost_o all_o sober_a divine_n that_o it_o be_v a_o undoubted_a consequent_a of_o that_o sin_n god_n after_o the_o commission_n of_o that_o sin_n by_o any_o poor_a wretch_n give_v he_o over_o to_o a_o blindness_n of_o mind_n and_o a_o final_a hardness_n of_o heart_n that_o he_o can_v repent_v but_o like_o esau_n if_o he_o seek_v repentance_n careful_o with_o tear_n yet_o he_o find_v it_o not_o now_o if_o thy_o sin_n be_v a_o trouble_n and_o grief_n of_o heart_n to_o thou_o thou_o may_v be_v assure_v it_o be_v not_o that_o sin_n for_o the_o undoubted_a consequent_a of_o that_o be_v a_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o a_o reprobacy_n of_o mind_n ten_o consider_v the_o â—in_a against_o the_o holyghost_n neither_o in_o respect_n of_o itself_o and_o its_o own_o greatness_n nor_o yet_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n mercy_n be_v unpardonable_a be_v it_o never_o so_o great_a it_o be_v not_o infinite_a as_o the_o mercy_n of_o thy_o god_n be_v it_o be_v indeed_o a_o scarlet_a sin_n but_o scarlet_a sin_n to_o the_o return_v penitent_a may_v be_v pardon_v isai_n 1._o 16._o 16._o isai_n 1._o 16._o it_o be_v unpardonable_a say_v some_o in_o respect_n of_o god_n will_v god_n can_v but_o he_o neither_o ever_o do_v nor_o will_v pardon_v it_o for_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n of_o malice_n direct_o against_o pardon_v mercy_n god_n mercy_n will_v be_v stain_v in_o the_o pardon_v of_o it_o second_o it_o be_v unpardonable_a say_v other_o and_o those_o the_o most_o in_o regard_n that_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o the_o sinner_n shall_v repent_v and_o believe_v without_o which_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o pardon_v mercy_n from_o any_o gospel_n promise_n and_o this_o be_v questionless_a true_a for_o god_n have_v say_v perditio_fw-la tua_fw-la ex_fw-la te_fw-la thy_o damnation_n o_o israel_n be_v of_o thyself_o not_o of_o i_o though_o a_o poor_a wretch_n be_v damn_v for_o this_o sin_n yet_o he_o may_v proximate_o thank_v the_o hardness_n and_o impenitency_n and_o unbeleef_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n not_o god_n will_n but_o yet_o further_o consider_v eleven_o that_o this_o can_v be_v no_o sufficient_a excuse_n for_o thou_o for_o not_o believe_v because_o though_o it_o do_v take_v away_o from_o thou_o the_o power_n of_o believe_a yet_o it_o do_v not_o excuse_v thou_o from_o the_o duty_n of_o believe_v believe_v be_v a_o gospel_n duty_n it_o be_v a_o law_n enjoin_v to_o all_o every_o one_o be_v call_v to_o it_o joh._n 3._o 16._o mat._n 11._o 29._o isai_n 55._o 1_o 2_o 3._o yea_o salvation_n be_v proffer_v to_o all_o those_o that_o do_v believe_v in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n do_v the_o gospel_n any_o where_o say_v come_v you_o that_o have_v not_o sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holyghost_n come_v and_o believe_v and_o you_o shall_v not_o perish_v no_o sure_o it_o call_v to_o all_o be_v you_o what_o you_o will_v let_v your_o sin_n be_v what_o they_o can_v how_o many_o how_o great_a soever_o they_o can_v come_v believe_v and_o you_o shall_v not_o perish_v it_o be_v unwarrantable_a then_o to_o disobey_v a_o gospel_n precept_n upon_o a_o believe_a the_o temptation_n of_o thy_o enemy_n the_o devil_n or_o the_o groundless_a suggestion_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n last_o consider_v if_o thou_o have_v sin_v that_o unpardonable_a thou_o can_v not_o by_o any_o infallible_a demonstration_n conclude_v thyself_o guilty_a of_o it_o before_o thy_o die_a day_n and_o hour_n how_o will_v thou_o demonstrate_v it_o from_o thy_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o go_v on_o in_o unbeleef_n thou_o must_v do_v it_o so_o or_o no_o way_n for_o though_o thou_o be_v a_o malicious_a persecutor_n and_o hater_n of_o god_n and_o goodness_n yet_o according_a to_o the_o tenor_n of_o the_o gospel_n promise_n if_o thou_o repente_v and_o believe_v thou_o be_v forgive_v now_o if_o this_o hardness_n of_o heart_n join_v with_o thy_o malice_n and_o unbeleef_n be_v not_o final_a it_o be_v no_o infallible_a effect_n of_o
the_o soul_n yet_o it_o lay_v hold_v if_o christ_n will_v not_o save_v i_o say_v the_o poor_a soul_n sure_o i_o be_o nothing_o else_o can_v to_o he_o i_o will_v go_v and_o i_o think_v it_o go_v as_o the_o messenger_n of_o benhadad_n to_o ahab_n 1_o king_n 20._o behadad_o there_o have_v wrong_v ahab_n and_o through_o the_o help_n of_o god_n his_o army_n be_v rout_v and_o benhadad_o be_v glad_a to_o hide_v himself_o in_o one_o of_o ahabs_n town_n in_o a_o inner_a chamber_n and_o send_v to_o ahab_n his_o servant_n v._o 31._o say_v to_o he_o we_o have_v hear_v that_o the_o king_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n be_v merciful_a king_n let_v we_o put_v sackcloth_n on_o our_o loin_n and_o put_v rope_n about_o our_o head_n and_o go_v out_o to_o the_o king_n of_o israel_n peradventure_o he_o will_v save_v thy_o life_n so_o they_o do_v and_o say_v thy_o servant_n benhadad_n say_v i_o pray_v thou_o let_v i_o live_v and_o he_o say_v be_v he_o yet_o alive_a he_o be_v my_o brother_n the_o man_n catch_v his_o word_n and_o they_o say_v thy_o brother_n benhadad_o and_o he_o say_v go_v and_o bring_v he_o and_z according_o he_o come_v and_o ahab_n take_v he_o up_o into_o his_o chariot_n so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o poor_a soul_n when_o the_o soul_n have_v fight_v against_o god_n by_o sin_n the_o lord_n overthrow_v it_o by_o desertion_n yet_o it_o live_v but_o dare_v not_o be_v see_v so_o open_o it_o be_v hide_v under_o the_o dark_a cloud_n of_o desertion_n it_o squilk_v as_o in_o a_o inner_a chamber_n it_o be_v sensible_a how_o it_o have_v deserve_v death_n yea_o ten_o thousand_o death_n but_o the_o liâ—e_z of_o grace_n be_v yet_o in_o the_o soul_n it_o say_v within_o itself_o i_o have_v hear_v that_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n be_v a_o merciful_a christ_n come_v therefore_o i_o will_v send_v my_o messenger_n of_o faith_n and_o prayer_n they_o shall_v put_v sackcloth-upon_a their_o loin_n and_o rope_n upon_o their_o head_n and_o go_v out_o to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n peradventure_o he_o will_v save_v my_o soul_n and_o i_o shall_v live_v without_o question_n benhadad_n servant_n go_v with_o tremble_a heart_n and_o yet_o rely_v upon_o this_o as_o the_o only_a mean_n to_o save_v benhadad_o their_o master_n alive_a so_o the_o soul_n send_v out_o at_o such_o a_o time_n a_o tremble_a faith_n and_o tremble_a prayer_n and_o yet_o true_o rely_v upon_o christ_n mercy_n and_o favour_n and_o the_o soul_n say_v to_o god_n lord_n thy_o backslide_n revolt_a servant_n say_v let_v i_o live_v let_v my_o backslide_n be_v heal_v let_v my_o renew_a sin_n be_v yet_o pardon_v christ_n will_v say_v thou_o be_v my_o brother_n and_o take_v thou_o into_o the_o chariot_n but_o yet_o thy_o faith_n tremble_v and_o thy_o prayer_n tremble_v and_o indeed_o there_o be_v very_o great_a reason_n for_o it_o if_o we_o second_o consider_v that_o the_o very_a essence_n of_o desertion_n be_v god_n withdraw_v of_o his_o manifestative_a love_n from_o the_o soul_n that_o the_o soul_n though_o it_o be_v love_v with_o god_n elective_a love_n in_o and_o under_o desertion_n yet_o it_o want_v the_o apprehension_n and_o manifestation_n of_o his_o love_n now_o that_o which_o only_o can_v keep_v the_o soul_n from_o its_o natural_a temper_n of_o tremble_a be_v the_o apprehend_a manifestation_n of_o christ_n love_n to_o it_o which_o be_v withdraw_v the_o soul_n fall_v a_o tremble_a again_o and_o yet_o the_o life_n of_o grace_n be_v not_o extinct_a it_o still_o trust_v yea_o though_o he_o kill_v the_o soul_n yet_o it_o trust_v in_o he_o so_o i_o have_v do_v with_o the_o six_o proposition_n that_o the_o soul_n may_v depend_v tremble_o upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o yet_o depend_v true_o i_o come_v now_o to_o the_o seven_o and_o last_o proposition_n to_o show_v what_o weakness_n and_o doubt_v may_v consist_v with_o true_a faith_n in_o the_o soul_n that_o i_o shall_v do_v in_o a_o seven_o proposition_n thus_o thou_o may_v true_o rely_v and_o depend_v upon_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n and_o upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n for_o everlasting_a salvation_n and_o dwell_v upon_o they_o and_o yet_o not_o be_v able_a full_o and_o true_o to_o appropriate_v and_o peculiarize_v all_o the_o promise_n to_o thyself_o and_o act_v according_o to_o they_o at_o all_o time_n there_o be_v distinction_n of_o promise_n and_o distinction_n of_o time_n from_o whence_o will_v arise_v distinction_n of_o cause_n which_o will_v be_v understand_v to_o make_v out_o this_o certain_a truth_n 1._o you_o must_v know_v that_o there_o be_v a_o distinction_n of_o promise_n the_o promise_n be_v many_o way_n distinguish_v there_o be_v general_a and_o particular_a promise_n absolute_a and_o conditiall_a promise_n promise_n that_o concern_v some_o particular_a people_n as_o the_o people_n of_o the_o jew_n and_o particular_a person_n as_o to_o david_n and_o herekiah_n and_o other_o of_o the_o people_n of_o god_n which_o if_o we_o shall_v apply_v we_o shall_v misapply_v to_o ourselves_o i_o shall_v not_o meddle_v with_o all_o the_o distinction_n of_o these_o promise_n but_o only_o with_o what_o shall_v conduce_v now_o to_o my_o purpose_n to_o make_v out_o this_o truth_n i_o have_v lay_v down_o in_o my_o proposition_n and_o so_o i_o shall_v distinguish_v of_o two_o promise_n two_o way_n first_o they_o be_v temporal_a or_o spiritual_a second_o they_o be_v absolute_a or_o conditional_a first_o there_o be_v temporal_a promise_n which_o be_v or_o may_v be_v call_v temporal_a either_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o promise_n or_o circumstance_n of_o time_n limit_v in_o the_o promise_n there_o be_v some_o promise_n that_o be_v make_v for_o a_o certain_a time_n and_o at_o the_o time_n expire_v be_v pay_v and_o now_o the_o bond_n be_v cancel_v these_o be_v particular_a such_o be_v many_o promise_n make_v to_o the_o people_n of_o the_o jew_n and_o to_o particular_a person_n among_o they_o now_o these_o we_o must_v not_o look_v to_o peculiarize_v and_o appropriate_a to_o ourselves_o they_o be_v do_v with_o second_o there_o be_v temporal_a promise_n so_o call_v in_o respect_n of_o the_o thing_n promise_v be_v thing_n temporal_a for_o the_o body_n or_o estate_n for_o protection_n of_o ourselves_o wife_n estate_n family_n now_o for_o these_o promise_n thou_o may_v not_o peculiarize_v they_o and_o yet_o have_v true_a faith_n for_o salvation_n salvation_n and_o heaven_n be_v not_o the_o thing_n promise_v in_o they_o and_o beside_o there_o may_v be_v cause_n why_o thou_o may_v not_o have_v so_o good_a ground_n to_o rely_v and_o confident_o rest_v upon_o god_n for_o the_o fulfil_n of_o these_o promise_n as_o i_o shall_v show_v you_o more_o when_o i_o come_v to_o handle_v the_o distinction_n of_o time_n and_o as_o i_o show_v you_o the_o last_o time_n in_o the_o case_n of_o david_n 2_o sam._n 12._o but_o second_o there_o be_v a_o second_o distinction_n of_o promise_n i_o mean_v of_o spiritual_a promise_n which_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n at_o all_o time_n to_o apply_v and_o rest_v upon_o yet_o these_o be_v either_o absolute_a or_o conditional_a it_o be_v a_o note_n that_o i_o have_v before_o somewhere_o note_v that_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n first_o mercy_n in_o a_o way_n of_o save_a grace_n to_o the_o soul_n be_v ordinary_o absolute_a i_o will_v give_v and_o i_o will_v give_v without_o any_o praevious_a condition_n to_o be_v find_v in_o the_o soul_n as_o his_o promise_n of_o enlighten_v grace_n jer._n 24._o v._n 7._o i_o will_v give_v they_o a_o heart_n to_o know_v i_o that_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n and_o they_o shall_v be_v people_n and_o i_o will_v be_v their_o god_n and_o for_o the_o grace_n of_o humiliation_n ezek._n 36._o 26._o a_o new_a heart_n also_o will_v i_o give_v you_o and_o a_o new_a spirit_n will_v i_o put_v upon_o you_o and_o i_o will_v take_v away_o the_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o your_o flesh_n and_o will_v give_v you_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n and_o so_o for_o his_o grace_n by_o which_o he_o convince_v joh._n 16._o 8._o the_o spirit_n shall_v convince_v the_o world_n of_o sin_n of_o righteousness_n and_o of_o judgement_n now_o these_o promise_n be_v altogether_o absolute_a be_v the_o free_a promise_n for_o dispensation_n of_o the_o first_o grace_n in_o order_n to_o a_o poor_a soul_n salvation_n now_o there_o be_v other_o promise_n of_o god_n for_o spiritual_a mercy_n in_o order_n to_o the_o soul_n salvation_n which_o be_v second_o dispensation_n and_o these_o be_v propound_v with_o condition_n as_o the_o promise_n of_o heaven_n for_o power_n to_o rely_v on_o jesus_n christ_n peace_n assurance_n etc._n etc._n isa_n 55._o 1._o mat._n 11._o 29._o and_o again_o to_o he_o that_o overcome_v will_v i_o give_v to_o drink_v
have_v say_v to_o satan_n after_o much_o entreaty_n behold_v all_o his_o comfort_n and_o peace_n and_o quiet_a and_o yet_o that_o but_o for_o a_o moment_n a_o little_a moment_n neither_o be_v in_o thy_o power_n only_o upon_o himself_o his_o life_n and_o being_n thou_o shall_v not_o put_v forth_o thy_o hand_n thou_o shall_v say_v god_n if_o thou_o will_v be_v a_o combatant_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o conqueror_n there_o be_v scarce_o a_o child_n of_o god_n but_o have_v his_o heart_n full_a of_o ensign_n conquer_a colour_n of_o his_o enemy_n hang_v up_o there_o now_o christian_n by_o this_o you_o shall_v know_v whither_o your_o doubt_n be_v such_o as_o be_v consistent_a with_o save_v faith_n in_o your_o soul_n have_v not_o you_o get_v the_o day_n over_o some_o of_o your_o doubt_n concern_v which_o you_o can_v say_v the_o god_n of_o peace_n have_v already_o tread_v satan_n under_o your_o foot_n and_o do_v â—ot_n you_o fight_v against_o your_o present_a doubt_n with_o great_a hope_n that_o short_o you_o shall_v tread_v upon_o the_o neck_n of_o these_o too_o have_v you_o not_o find_v that_o satan_n have_v put_v his_o strong_a cavalry_n in_o the_o front_n and_o most_o assault_v you_o in_o the_o morning_n of_o your_o conversion_n unto_o god_n have_v not_o you_o find_v that_o those_o doubt_n which_o you_o have_v since_o meet_v with_o be_v few_o and_o weak_a than_o those_o of_o the_o first_o sort_n do_v not_o satan_n begin_v to_o draw_v his_o bow_n as_o if_o he_o want_v strength_n and_o his_o arm_n be_v now_o grow_v feeble_a and_o he_o begin_v to_o quit_v the_o field_n have_v he_o not_o do_v his_o worst_a think_v you_o have_v not_o you_o find_v that_o the_o cloud_n that_o have_v past_o be_v vanish_v do_v you_o find_v your_o conquer_a enemy_n revive_v or_o be_v they_o not_o rather_o slay_v before_o you_o their_o not_o return_v as_o it_o proceed_v from_o satan_n policy_n that_o will_v not_o rally_v his_o beat_a force_n again_o for_o fear_n of_o a_o second_o rout_n so_o it_o also_o proceed_v from_o the_o increase_n of_o knowledge_n and_o grace_n in_o your_o soul_n these_o be_v note_n that_o may_v assure_v you_o your_o doubt_n be_v not_o the_o doubt_n of_o carnal_a despair_a wretch_n their_o doubt_n return_v still_o they_o be_v at_o the_o same_o stumble_v god_n will_v not_o save_v we_o he_o can_v save_v we_o let_v we_o do_v what_o we_o will_v yet_o say_v they_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n but_o i_o hasten_v to_o a_o conclusion_n five_o and_o last_o therefore_o you_o may_v difference_n your_o doubt_n from_o the_o doubt_n of_o unbelieve_a wretch_n by_o the_o effect_n let_v we_o see_v a_o little_a what_o the_o effect_n of_o doubt_n be_v both_o in_o unbelieving_a wretch_n and_o also_o in_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n quest_n what_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o those_o doubt_n which_o be_v in_o unbelieve_a wretch_n answ_n a_o go_v away_o from_o god_n they_o say_v it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o serve_v lord_n in_o vain_a to_o pray_v more_o or_o hear_v more_o in_o vain_a to_o wait_v upon_o god_n this_o evil_a be_v of_o the_o lord_n say_v that_o wretch_n why_o shall_v i_o wait_v for_o he_o any_o long_o so_o these_o say_v our_o damnation_n be_v of_o the_o lord_n why_o shall_v we_o pray_v to_o he_o any_o long_o why_o shall_v we_o mourn_v any_o more_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n no_o come_v let_v we_o eat_v and_o drink_v for_o to_o morrow_n we_o shall_v die_v mark_v this_o in_o that_o 18_o of_o jer._n 11._o 12._o and_o they_o say_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n what_o then_o we_o will_v walk_v after_o our_o own_o devise_n and_o we_o will_v every_o one_o do_v the_o imagination_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n here_o be_v the_o effect_n that_o the_o doubt_v of_o unbeliever_n work_v in_o their_o heart_n a_o wilful_a desperate_a depart_n from_o god_n and_o resolve_v to_o walk_v contrary_a unto_o he_o but_o now_o on_o the_o other_o side_n quest._n what_o effect_n do_v doubt_v work_n in_o the_o the_o heart_n of_o believer_n ans_fw-fr i_o conceive_v that_o the_o doubt_n of_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n produce_v these_o four_o or_o five_o contrary_a effect_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o they_o that_o fear_v god_n first_o a_o complain_n unto_o god_n the_o believer_n run_v to_o god_n and_o say_v ah_o lord_n i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v but_o my_o eye_n be_v towards_o thou_o ah_o lord_n i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o answer_v lord_n do_v thou_o answer_v for_o i_o i_o have_v a_o base_a heart_n cloudy_a lord_n clear_v it_o yea_o and_o he_o complain_v of_o himself_o he_o say_v with_o job_n job_n 10._o v._o 1._o i_o will_v leave_v my_o complaint_n upon_o myself_o the_o unbelieving_a wretch_n he_o complain_v indeed_o but_o he_o leave_v his_o complaint_n upon_o god_n a_o second_o effect_n that_o the_o believer_n doubt_v work_v in_o his_o heart_n be_v a_o beg_a mercy_n of_o god_n lord_n help_v say_v he_o my_o eye_n be_v to_o thou_o lord_n satisfy_v my_o poor_a doubt_v soul_n thus_o do_v job_n and_o david_n constant_o the_o unbeliever_n never_o carry_v the_o burden_n of_o his_o spirit_n to_o jesus_n christ_n that_o he_o may_v have_v ease_n the_o believer_n never_o keep_v his_o burden_n upon_o his_o own_o shoulder_n till_o it_o break_v his_o back_n the_o unbeliever_n say_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n his_o dead_a heart_n have_v no_o principle_n of_o life_n in_o it_o in_o the_o world_n to_o carry_v it_o out_o to_o god_n but_o he_o sink_v like_o lead_n in_o the_o mighty_a water_n a_o three_o effect_n that_o the_o believer_n doubt_v work_v in_o his_o heart_n be_v a_o strive_v and_o struggle_v against_o they_o he_o strive_v thus_o to_o make_v his_o call_n and_o election_n sure_a he_o look_v out_o for_o strength_n search_v the_o word_n of_o god_n to_o satisfy_v he_o in_o his_o scruple_n inform_v he_o in_o his_o mistake_n to_o deliver_v he_o from_o his_o fear_n and_o comfort_v he_o in_o his_o sadness_n and_o dejection_n of_o spirit_n he_o inquire_v at_o the_o mouth_n of_o god_n minister_n he_o go_v about_o the_o city_n and_o street_n and_o broad_a place_n inquire_v see_v you_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v if_o he_o meet_v with_o the_o watchman_n he_o inquire_v of_o they_o cant._n 3._o 4._o he_o do_v not_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o his_o duty_n to_o sit_v still_o as_o dead_a on_o the_o contrary_a the_o other_o strive_v not_o he_o say_v there_o be_v no_o help_n to_o what_o purpose_n be_v strive_v then_o a_o four_o effect_n that_o the_o doubt_n of_o the_o believer_n produce_v be_v a_o wait_a for_o god_n his_o sight_n be_v cloudy_a yet_o he_o wait_v i_o will_v stay_v say_v he_o and_o see_v if_o god_n will_v not_o satisfy_v my_o soul_n in_o this_o difficulty_n the_o other_o say_v as_o he_o 2_o king_n 6._o 33._o this_o evil_n be_v of_o the_o lord_n why_o shall_v i_o wait_v for_o he_o any_o long_o the_o saint_n say_v yes_o be_v 8._o 17._o i_o will_v wait_v upon_o he_o that_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o the_o house_n of_o jacob_n i_o will_v wait_v upon_o he_o that_o yet_o cover_v i_o with_o a_o cloud_n and_o make_v darkness_n to_o be_v round_o about_o i_o he_o stand_v at_o god_n door_n yet_o cry_v crave_v wait_a till_o the_o lord_n come_v into_o his_o soul_n a_o five_o effect_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o last_o i_o will_v name_v which_o doubt_v produce_v in_o the_o believe_a soul_n be_v a_o walk_n with_o god_n what_o say_v the_o doubt_a believer_n well_o though_o i_o do_v not_o know_v whither_o i_o be_o enough_o humble_v yet_o i_o be_o weary_a i_o will_v go_v to_o christ_n for_o ease_n though_o i_o do_v not_o know_v whither_o i_o be_v choose_v of_o god_n or_o no_o yet_o i_o will_v choose_v god_n to_o be_v my_o god_n i_o will_v not_o depart_v from_o he_o though_o he_o kill_v i_o i_o will_v walk_v as_o near_o as_o i_o can_v according_a to_o the_o rule_n of_o his_o word_n though_o i_o be_v full_a of_o fear_n i_o will_v not_o start_v from_o his_o precept_n though_o thou_o kill_v i_o yet_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o thou_o the_o wicked_a do_v contrary_a as_o you_o hear_v before_o from_o jer._n 18._o 11_o 18._o and_o now_o christian_n try_v yourselves_o by_o this_o note_n what_o effect_n do_v your_o doubt_n work_v in_o your_o heart_n you_o doubt_v sometime_o possible_o whither_o you_o belong_v to_o god_n or_o no_o do_v you_o then_o resolve_v to_o make_v sure_a of_o it_o by_o a_o wilful_a departure_n from_o god_n and_o a_o rebellion_n against_o god_n or_o do_v you_o at_o this_o time_n complain_v to_o god_n cry_v unto_o he_o to_o lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n upon_o you_o strive_v against_o your_o doubt_n wait_v for_o god_n revelation_n of_o his_o love_n and_o
not_o believe_v that_o be_v apprehend_v and_o apply_v and_o rest_n upon_o christ_n as_o my_o saviour_n we_o speak_v not_o of_o faith_n as_o it_o be_v a_o infuse_a habit_n and_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n to_o we_o but_o as_o it_o be_v a_o inherent_a grace_n and_o operative_a in_o we_o now_o than_o we_o will_v 1._o inquire_v what_o the_o cause_n of_o such_o complaint_n in_o gracious_a soul_n may_v be_v 2._o we_o will_v consider_v how_o to_o satisfy_v the_o soul_n in_o such_o trouble_n and_o scruple_n for_o the_o first_o complaint_n i_o can_v i_o dare_v not_o rest_v upon_o christ_n and_o believe_v in_o he_o there_o be_v many_o cause_n of_o it_o which_o i_o shall_v speak_v to_o one_o ordinary_a cause_n of_o it_o be_v 1._o scrap_n 1._o the_o soul_n to_o much_o eye_v of_o preparatory_a qualification_n i_o do_v not_o say_v the_o soul_n eye_v but_o the_o soul_n too_o much_o eye_v of_o they_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o if_o you_o ask_v a_o poor_a soul_n under_o that_o trouble_n what_o be_v the_o reason_n thou_o dare_v not_o rest_v thyself_o upon_o christ_n faith_n be_v a_o precious_a flower_n that_o grow_v as_o well_o in_o the_o poor_a beggar_n as_o the_o great_a prince_n garden_n the_o mean_a arm_n may_v as_o bold_o lean_a on_o christ_n shoulder_n as_o that_o which_o be_v gay_v with_o goldlace_n alas_o say_v such_o a_o poor_a soul_n god_n justice_n proceed_v according_a to_o method_n first_o he_o use_v to_o pull_v down_o and_o then_o to_o exalt_v first_o to_o lay_v the_o soul_n low_o lick_v the_o dust_n then_o to_o say_v to_o it_o i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n alas_o i_o be_v never_o enough_o humble_v i_o never_o see_v hell_n yet_o will_v god_n rend_v my_o heart_n in_o piece_n i_o can_v believe_v he_o will_v bind_v it_o up_o will_v he_o humble_v i_o etc._n etc._n now_o in_o order_n to_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o a_o soul_n under_o this_o trouble_n it_o will_v be_v first_o inquire_v 1._o whether_o humiliation_n go_v before_o faith_n or_o no._n 2._o if_o it_o do_v what_o may_v comfort_v a_o soul_n under_o this_o affliction_n of_o spirit_n and_o what_o it_o ought_v to_o do_v in_o relation_n to_o its_o peace_n for_o the_o first_o it_o be_v a_o question_n various_o toss_v and_o determine_v understand_v and_o conclude_v in_o these_o time_n in_o which_o god_n have_v cast_v our_o lot_n some_o utter_o deny_v any_o such_o work_n some_o too_o eager_o contend_v for_o measure_n some_o limit_v god_n deal_n other_o misinterpret_v if_o not_o wilful_o mistake_v the_o term_n it_o will_v not_o therefore_o i_o trust_v be_v a_o lose_a labour_n first_o to_o inquire_v the_o truth_n of_o that_o question_n which_o be_v ordinary_o thus_o term_v quest_n whether_o faith_n go_v before_o repentance_n or_o repentance_n before_o faith_n now_o for_o the_o full_a determination_n of_o it_o i_o shall_v first_o explain_v the_o term_n then_o conclude_v the_o truth_n and_o prove_v it_o by_o scripture_n and_o reason_n and_o last_o answer_v those_o objection_n ordinary_o make_v against_o it_o first_o i_o will_v spend_v a_o little_a time_n to_o open_v the_o term_n which_o when_o right_o explain_v i_o be_o confident_a will_v put_v the_o question_n out_o of_o question_n to_o those_o christian_n that_o have_v any_o experience_n of_o the_o lord_n deal_n for_o the_o ambiguity_n of_o every_o term_n have_v only_o darken_v the_o clearness_n of_o this_o truth_n first_o let_v we_o understand_v what_o be_v mean_v by_o faith_n both_o in_o the_o kind_n and_o in_o the_o act_n there_o be_v divers_a kind_n and_o divers_a act_n of_o faith_n there_o be_v a_o historical_a faith_n which_o consist_v only_o in_o the_o knowledge_n and_o assent_n to_o the_o truth_n of_o a_o history_n there_o be_v a_o faith_n of_o miracle_n there_o be_v a_o temporary_a faith_n and_o there_o be_v a_o true_a justify_v faith_n the_o question_n be_v only_o to_o be_v understand_v of_o the_o latter_a which_o have_v also_o several_a acts._n first_o 〈◊〉_d second_o reliance_n three_o persuasion_n the_o question_n be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o the_o second_o act_n whether_o god_n give_v the_o soul_n power_n comfortable_o and_o true_o to_o rely_v upon_o christ_n and_o the_o promise_n for_o salvation_n before_o he_o have_v wrought_v repentance_n in_o the_o soul_n second_o the_o term_n repentance_n be_v subject_a to_o ambiguity_n too_o repentance_n be_v sometime_o take_v large_o for_o the_o whole_a work_n of_o conversion_n and_o so_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v a_o effect_n of_o it_o sometime_o strict_o and_o when_o we_o speak_v of_o repentance_n in_o the_o question_n we_o only_o understand_v the_o first_o part_n of_o it_o consist_v in_o conviction_n contrition_n and_o humiliation_n by_o which_o the_o soul_n be_v carry_v out_o into_o a_o loathe_n of_o itself_o both_o for_o its_o sin_n and_o in_o its_o righteousness_n and_o the_o question_n be_v whether_o god_n do_v not_o work_v in_o a_o soul_n a_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n and_o loathe_n of_o itself_o for_o sin_n before_o the_o soul_n have_v power_n to_o rest_v upon_o christ_n for_o salvation_n and_o rely_v upon_o he_o as_o its_o saviour_n last_o we_o must_v safe_o understand_v what_o be_v also_o mean_v by_o go_v before_o first_o we_o do_v not_o understand_v by_o go_v before_o a_o precedency_n in_o god_n hide_a operation_n he_o at_o once_o infuse_v the_o habit_n of_o grace_n into_o the_o soul_n but_o second_o by_o go_v before_o we_o understand_v a_o go_v before_o in_o a_o gracious_a act_n and_o in_o a_o comfortable_a apprehension_n neither_o far_o be_v the_o question_n to_o be_v understand_v as_o if_o we_o think_v humiliation_n go_v before_o faith_n as_o a_o work_n wrought_v by_o our_o own_o strength_n we_o acknowledge_v humiliation_n to_o be_v a_o work_n of_o god_n special_a grace_n in_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o question_n be_v plain_o thus_o whether_o god_n ordinary_o give_v a_o poor_a soul_n power_n to_o act_v faith_n by_o rely_v upon_o christ_n and_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n and_o salvation_n before_o in_o some_o measure_n he_o have_v bring_v the_o soul_n to_o be_v sensible_a of_o its_o lose_a and_o undo_v condition_n we_o say_v he_o do_v not_o we_o will_v grant_v to_o our_o brethren_n that_o be_v unsatisfied_a concern_v this_o truth_n first_o that_o a_o man_n must_v believe_v before_o he_o can_v mourn_v but_o how_o not_o by_o any_o save_a act_n of_o justify_v faith_n he_o must_v believe_v there_o be_v a_o sin-pardoning_a saviour_n that_o have_v fullness_n and_o freeness_n of_o mercy_n and_o enough_o in_o his_o fullness_n for_o he_o and_o that_o though_o he_o have_v sin_v yet_o there_o be_v hope_n in_o israel_n concern_v this_o thing_n then_o he_o put_v his_o mouth_n in_o the_o dust_n if_o so_o be_v there_o may_v be_v hope_n second_o we_o will_v easy_o grant_v that_o a_o man_n must_v have_v save_v and_o justify_v faith_n before_o the_o work_n of_o repentance_n and_o humiliation_n will_v be_v perfect_a in_o his_o soul_n as_o we_o maintain_v it_o to_o be_v a_o precedent_a work_n so_o we_o deny_v it_o not_o to_o be_v a_o subsequent_a effect_n three_o we_o will_v grant_v that_o it_o be_v not_o a_o work_n to_o be_v do_v by_o our_o own_o strength_n it_o be_v god_n work_n only_o our_o dispute_n be_v concern_v god_n usual_a order_n in_o work_v the_o same_o spirit_n that_o work_v a_o power_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o dependence_n upon_o christ_n take_v also_o away_o the_o heart_n of_o stone_n and_o give_v a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n four_o we_o will_v grant_v that_o the_o habit_n of_o these_o grace_n be_v both_o together_o in_o the_o soul_n we_o only_o question_v which_o god_n give_v the_o soul_n power_n to_o act_v first_o five_o we_o dispute_v not_o concern_v the_o measure_n but_o concern_v the_o thing_n we_o do_v not_o question_v whether_o the_o soul_n must_v be_v thus_o far_o or_o thus_o much_o or_o thus_o long_o humble_v before_o god_n will_v give_v it_o power_n to_o act_v faith_n by_o a_o comfortable_a reliance_n on_o christ_n we_o only_o say_v it_o must_v be_v humble_v six_o we_o do_v not_o limit_v the_o working_n of_o god_n and_o say_v it_o be_v so_o necessary_a on_o god_n part_n that_o he_o can_v give_v the_o soul_n power_n comfortable_o to_o apply_v christ_n and_o the_o promise_n but_o we_o say_v it_o be_v not_o his_o usual_a course_n and_o ordinary_a may_v of_o dispense_n grace_n to_o do_v it_o yet_o his_o deal_n be_v various_a he_o work_v not_o alike_o to_o all_o he_o may_v and_o sometime_o do_v go_v out_o of_o his_o beat_a road_n the_o question_n be_v not_o concern_v a_o necessity_n on_o god_n part_n but_o only_o concern_v a_o necessity_n on_o our_o part_n not_o concern_v his_o miraculous_a power_n but_o his_o gracious_a will_n nor_o concern_v any_o extraordinary_a operation_n but_o concern_v his_o ordinary_a way_n of_o dispensation_n
they_o he_o save_v we_o say_v no_o for_o even_o the_o work_n of_o god_n spirit_n of_o grace_n act_v in_o we_o be_v our_o work_n and_o salvation_n be_v not_o of_o work_n but_o of_o grace_n and_o this_o evangelicall_n lesson_n be_v hint_v to_o we_o even_o in_o the_o ceremonial_a law_n the_o lord_n command_v a_o yearly_a day_n of_o atonement_n levit._n 16._o for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o holy_a place_n to_o prove_v this_o i_o may_v instance_n in_o all_o those_o text_n of_o scripture_n of_o which_o the_o epistle_n to_o the_o roman_n and_o galatian_n be_v especial_o full_a and_o so_o the_o epistle_n to_o the_o ephesian_n which_o treat_v concern_v the_o doctrine_n of_o justification_n and_o clear_v it_o not_o to_o be_v of_o work_n neither_o internal_a nor_o external_a but_o of_o grace_n but_o i_o will_v instance_n but_o in_o one_o titus_n 3._o 5_o 6_o 7._o but_o after_o that_o the_o kindness_n say_v he_o and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n our_o saviour_n towards_o man_n appear_v not_o by_o work_n of_o righteousness_n which_o we_o have_v do_v but_o according_a to_o his_o mercy_n he_o save_v we_o by_o the_o wash_n of_o regeneration_n mark_v you_o by_o it_o not_o for_o it_o god_n mercy_n and_o freegrace_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o the_o soul_n acceptation_n and_o therefore_o consider_v upon_o what_o principle_n thou_o run_v that_o conclude_v i_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v enough_o humble_v for_o to_o be_v accept_v as_o if_o thy_o humiliation_n be_v the_o reason_n and_o ground_n of_o god_n acceptation_n indeed_o we_o ought_v never_o to_o think_v that_o we_o be_v enough_o humble_v &_o yet_o we_o ought_v always_o to_o think_v that_o humiliation_n too_o much_o and_o that_o sense_n of_o our_o sin_n too_o much_o which_o hinder_v faith_n for_o it_o destroy_v its_o end_n therefore_o why_o be_v thou_o thus_o trouble_v christian_n with_o this_o conceit_n that_o your_o faith_n be_v no_o faith_n because_o before_o it_o you_o weep_v not_o just_a so_o many_o tear_n it_o be_v faith_n work_n to_o believe_v and_o apprehend_v the_o soul_n acceptation_n before_o god_n now_o god_n acceptation_n as_o you_o have_v hear_v be_v never_o for_o the_o soul_n humiliation_n and_o therefore_o what_o shall_v hinder_v thy_o faith_n work_v in_o apprehend_v thy_o acceptation_n before_o god_n because_o thou_o be_v not_o accept_v for_o this_o work_n any_o more_o than_o any_o other_o nay_o second_o thy_o humiliation_n be_v not_o a_o ground_n of_o faith_n thou_o do_v not_o therefore_o apply_v christ_n because_o thou_o be_v so_o and_o so_o humble_v put_v case_n that_o a_o great_a prince_n shall_v be_v willing_a to_o bestow_v his_o son_n in_o marriage_n upon_o a_o poor_a peasant_n only_a say_v he_o i_o will_v make_v this_o term_n or_o condition_n that_o when_o you_o come_v to_o marry_v he_o you_o shall_v come_v in_o sackcloth_n to_o show_v what_o you_o be_v he_o shall_v give_v you_o a_o better_a garment_n afterward_o will_v any_o one_o say_v that_o this_o maid_n come_v to_o the_o marriage_n array_v in_o sackcloth_n be_v a_o ground_n of_o she_o so_o rich_a marriage_n or_o will_v any_o say_v it_o be_v a_o meritorious_a condition_n that_o she_o deserve_v such_o a_o match_n to_o come_v so_o attire_v sure_o no_o the_o ground_n of_o all_o be_v the_o prince_n delight_n in_o she_o this_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o his_o take_v she_o to_o wife_n and_o yet_o the_o king_n command_v that_o attire_n so_o the_o lord_n say_v poor_a vild_a wretch_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o my_o christ_n in_o marriage_n but_o thou_o shall_v come_v weep_v to_o shake_v hand_n with_o he_o weep_v for_o thy_o sin_n he_o shall_v afterward_o take_v off_o thy_o sackcloth_n garment_n can_v any_o say_v that_o this_o be_v either_o a_o meritorious_a condition_n or_o a_o ground_n of_o acceptation_n or_o faith_n consider_v christian_n be_v thou_o never_o so_o much_o humble_v thou_o can_v not_o say_v i_o will_v therefore_o believe_v because_o i_o be_o humble_v humiliation_n be_v a_o necessary_a antecedent_n to_o faith_n 〈◊〉_d ground_n of_o faith_n let_v 〈◊〉_d that_o therefore_o be_v a_o stumble_a block_n to_o thou_o which_o can_v be_v a_o pillar_n and_o foundation_n to_o thou_o if_o thy_o faith_n can_v stand_v upon_o it_o let_v it_o never_o stumble_v upon_o it_o and_o thus_o i_o have_v do_v with_o the_o second_o thing_n i_o propound_v which_o be_v to_o propound_v such_o consideration_n to_o such_o soul_n as_o be_v under_o this_o temptation_n as_o may_v comfort_v their_o heart_n and_o strengthen_v and_o establish_v they_o only_o i_o beseech_v you_o remember_v to_o who_o i_o have_v be_v speak_v all_o this_o while_n not_o to_o hard-hearted_a stony_a soul_n but_o to_o break_a and_o humble_v soul_n not_o to_o those_o that_o regard_v not_o to_o get_v their_o soul_n humble_v at_o all_o but_o to_o those_o that_o be_v humble_v that_o they_o can_v be_v humble_v no_o more_o and_o that_o groan_n under_o the_o hardness_n of_o their_o own_o heart_n not_o to_o those_o that_o presume_v to_o apply_v their_o hot_a boil_a lust_n and_o corruption_n to_o the_o blood_n and_o wound_n of_o jesus_n christ_n flatter_v themselves_o with_o a_o notion_n of_o faith_n and_o conceit_v they_o do_v believe_v but_o to_o those_o that_o be_v humble_v though_o they_o can_v have_v a_o good_a thought_n of_o themselves_o i_o will_v not_o be_v misunderstand_v to_o have_v speak_v one_o word_n to_o slight_v the_o work_n of_o humiliation_n or_o to_o cherish_v that_o licentious_a novel_a doctrine_n that_o there_o be_v no_o need_n at_o all_o of_o it_o and_o a_o christian_a shall_v not_o need_v regard_n it_o but_o what_o i_o have_v speak_v have_v be_v not_o for_o dead_a man_n what_o shall_v they_o do_v with_o cordial_n but_o for_o die_v faint_a swoon_v christian_n not_o for_o they_o that_o consider_v their_o sin_n too_o little_a but_o for_o they_o that_o so_o dim_a their_o eye_n with_o pore_v on_o they_o that_o they_o can_v see_v the_o absolute_a covenant_n of_o god_n and_o the_o freegrace_n of_o christ_n and_o lie_v hold_v upon_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n there_o be_v a_o extreme_a on_o either_o side_n the_o sober_a christian_a avoid_v either_o and_o keep_v the_o mean_v so_o i_o have_v do_v with_o the_o second_o thing_n i_o propound_v viz._n to_o propound_v some_o consideration_n which_o may_v comfort_v the_o afflict_a soul_n under_o this_o affliction_n and_o strengthen_v it_o to_o resist_v this_o temptation_n for_o without_o question_n as_o the_o devil_n have_v a_o design_n upon_o many_o a_o soul_n to_o run_v it_o upon_o a_o rack_n of_o presumption_n and_o carry_v it_o on_o in_o a_o blind_a notion_n of_o faith_n so_o he_o have_v a_o design_n upon_o some_o soul_n to_o wrack_v they_o upon_o the_o sand_n and_o sink_v they_o in_o a_o pit_n of_o despair_n the_o devil_n devour_v voice_n to_o soul_n be_v either_o there_o be_v no_o need_n of_o humiliation_n or_o there_o be_v no_o humiliation_n enough_o i_o come_v now_o to_o the_o last_o thing_n which_o i_o propound_v which_o be_v to_o give_v some_o direction_n to_o such_o soul_n as_o be_v burden_a with_o this_o affliction_n and_o groan_v under_o this_o temptation_n how_o to_o demean_v themselves_o and_o what_o to_o do_v i_o will_v reduce_v all_o that_o i_o shall_v speak_v by_o way_n of_o direction_n to_o these_o head_n first_o eye_z the_o nature_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o grace_n and_o promise_n of_o god_n more_o second_o eye_v the_o nature_n and_o cause_n of_o humiliation_n more_o three_o labour_v to_o get_v thy_o heart_n more_o humble_v first_o of_o all_o eye_v the_o nature_n of_o god_n declare_v in_o the_o free_a deal_n out_o of_o his_o grace_n to_o thou_o this_o i_o shall_v enlarge_v in_o three_o instance_n 1._o eye_n god_n covenant_n and_o the_o nature_n of_o that_o 2._o eye_n christ_n grace_n and_o the_o nature_n of_o that_o 3._o eye_n the_o promise_n and_o the_o nature_n of_o they_o first_o eye_z the_o nature_n of_o god_n in_o his_o covenant_n more_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o affliction_n be_v christian_n too_o much_o eye_v and_o pore_v upon_o their_o sin_n and_o themselves_o the_o penitent_a believer_n ought_v to_o have_v two_o eye_n one_o to_o look_v downward_o another_z to_z look_v upward_o this_o be_v that_o which_o david_n comfort_v himself_o with_o when_o he_o consider_v his_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o the_o unworthiness_n of_o his_o house_n 2_o sam._n 23._o 5._o although_o my_o house_n be_v not_o so_o with_o god_n yet_o he_o have_v make_v with_o i_o a_o everlasting_a covenant_n order_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o sure_a for_o this_o be_v my_o salvation_n and_o all_o my_o desire_n although_o he_o make_v it_o not_o to_o grow_v david_n though_o a_o man_n according_a to_o god_n own_o heart_n yet_o have_v a_o wicked_a house_n absolom_n have_v slay_v his_o brother_n rebel_v against_o his_o father_n
his_o soul_n out_o of_o his_o body_n another_o time_n he_o cry_v o_o spare_v a_o little_a give_v i_o space_n that_o i_o may_v recover_v strength_n before_o i_o go_v from_o hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o and_o again_o take_v i_o not_o away_o with_o the_o wicked_a one_o while_o david_n be_v trouble_v to_o see_v the_o wicked_a flourish_n like_o a_o green_a bay_a tree_n and_o himself_o like_o a_o wither_a tree_n without_o a_o leaf_n another_o time_n he_o be_v not_o trouble_v at_o it_o but_o can_v as_o well_o trust_v god_n when_o he_o send_v to_o nabal_n for_o alm_n as_o when_o he_o sit_v at_o his_o kingly_a table_n and_z yet_o his_o faith_n be_v always_o true_a faith_n may_v be_v interrupt_v that_o the_o pulse_n of_o it_o can_v always_o beat_v alike_o and_o yet_o while_o there_o be_v life_n the_o pulse_n of_o faith_n beat_v though_o by_o reason_n of_o some_o sickness_n in_o the_o soul_n the_o pulse_n may_v beat_v more_o faint_o and_o deadly_a then_o at_o other_o time_n corruption_n though_o they_o be_v never_o whole_o the_o christian_n master_n yet_o they_o may_v be_v their_o master_n sometime_o more_o than_o other_o the_o mind_n may_v be_v more_o cloud_v with_o earthly_a thought_n the_o tide_n of_o passion_n may_v be_v high_o and_o the_o stream_n of_o lust_n great_a the_o body_n may_v be_v sometime_o sick_a and_o less_o active_a and_o yet_o live_a so_o the_o soul_n may_v be_v sick_a and_o faith_n act_v more_o weak_o then_o at_o other_o time_n yet_o faith_n may_v be_v alive_a five_o thou_o may_v not_o so_o full_o and_o equal_o rely_v upon_o some_o promise_n as_o upon_o other_o and_o yet_o true_o rely_v upon_o all_o it_o be_v a_o truth_n that_o the_o true_a believer_n close_v with_o every_o promise_n but_o it_o be_v also_o true_a that_o the_o best_a believer_n find_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o difficulty_n more_o for_o his_o soul_n to_o close_v with_o and_o rely_v upon_o some_o particular_a promise_n then_o upon_o other_o and_o a_o believer_n shall_v find_v if_o he_o be_v put_v to_o it_o that_o it_o be_v hard_a to_o rely_v upon_o god_n for_o his_o promise_n for_o this_o life_n then_o for_o his_o promise_n for_o eternal_a life_n god_n have_v make_v promise_n for_o this_o life_n earth_n be_v make_v over_o by_o indenture_n to_o the_o saint_n as_o well_o as_o heaven_n mat._n 6._o 32._o god_n have_v make_v promise_n of_o protection_n in_o time_n of_o danger_n of_o sufficiency_n in_o time_n of_o pewry_n now_o a_o christian_a will_v find_v it_o hard_o if_o he_o be_v put_v to_o it_o for_o want_v of_o bread_n to_o rely_v upon_o god_n feed_v promise_n then_o upon_o his_o promise_n for_o eternal_a life_n o_o it_o be_v hard_o for_o a_o poor_a creature_n to_o trust_n god_n for_o bread_n and_o water_n hence_o come_v distrust_v and_o distract_n care_n hence_o covetousness_n and_o earthlymindednesse_n in_o god_n own_o people_n and_o if_o a_o christian_a be_v surround_v with_o sword_n and_o be_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o danger_n it_o be_v a_o hard_a thing_n now_o confident_o and_o without_o fear_n to_o rely_v upon_o god_n shield_n and_o buckler_n and_o trust_v himself_o within_o the_o castle_n of_o his_o providence_n i_o be_o confident_a when_o david_n manifest_v such_o a_o evident_a distrust_n of_o god_n promise_n for_o protection_n of_o he_o 1_o sam._n 27._o 1._o he_o do_v not_o at_o all_o distrust_n god_n for_o save_v of_o he_o we_o read_v not_o a_o word_n of_o such_o a_o distrust_n now_o i_o conceive_v the_o reason_n of_o it_o may_v be_v twofold_a first_o because_o here_o the_o flesh_n be_v sensible_a and_o concern_v in_o it_o danger_n be_v obvious_a to_o sense_n the_o eye_n see_v sword_n and_o tremble_v it_o see_v present_a danger_n but_o it_o see_v not_o that_o speedy_a relief_n which_o the_o promise_n hold_v out_o it_o must_v be_v the_o spiritual_o enlighten_v eye_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v see_v that_o elisha_n man_n can_v see_v the_o mountain_n about_o elisha_n full_a of_o charret_n and_o horse_n but_o it_o be_v only_a elisha_n himself_o that_o can_v see_v the_o power_n of_o god_n assist_v and_o defend_v elisha_n be_v fain_o to_o pray_v before_o his_o man_n can_v have_v the_o scale_n fall_v from_o his_o eye_n to_o see_v that_o now_o for_o believe_v those_o promise_n where_o flesh_n and_o sense_n have_v a_o share_n and_o a_o present_a share_n the_o soul_n will_v find_v it_o hard_o for_o though_o the_o flesh_n will_v never_o help_v the_o soul_n in_o rely_v and_o rest_v upon_o any_o promise_n yet_o it_o will_v hinder_v the_o soul_n very_o much_o and_o very_o often_o i_o appeal_v to_o any_o of_o you_o whether_o you_o have_v not_o find_v it_o a_o easy_a thing_n to_o rely_v upon_o a_o promise_n for_o salvation_n and_o strengthen_n and_o quicken_a grace_n which_o mere_o concern_v the_o soul_n then_o when_o you_o have_v be_v in_o some_o bodily_a strait_n you_o have_v find_v it_o to_o rely_v upon_o the_o promise_n for_o succour_n and_o support_v and_o deliverance_n as_o take_v a_o marry_a man_n that_o have_v a_o mind_n to_o the_o war_n possible_o the_o man_n be_v a_o very_a valiant_a and_o courageous_a man_n and_o value_v his_o life_n at_o as_o cheap_a a_o rate_n as_o any_o but_o his_o wife_n cry_v and_o keep_v a_o stir_n that_o if_o he_o be_v single_a though_o the_o design_n be_v the_o same_o and_o the_o danger_n the_o same_o yet_o he_o find_v it_o ten_o time_n more_o hard_a then_o if_o he_o be_v to_o go_v a_o single_a man_n so_o the_o soul_n marry_v to_o the_o body_n be_v ten_o time_n more_o trouble_v to_o close_v with_o a_o promise_n and_o venture_v into_o thicket_n of_o a_o danger_n by_o the_o bawl_n and_o fearing_n of_o the_o flesh_n than_o it_o will_v be_v if_o it_o be_v to_o act_v single_a in_o statu_fw-la separato_fw-la or_o then_o it_o do_v when_o it_o act_v clear_o for_o itself_o there_o be_v also_o a_o second_o reason_n may_v be_v give_v of_o this_o viz._n because_o woe_n may_v have_v more_o cause_n to_o fear_v god_n fulfil_v his_o promise_n for_o this_o life_n and_o for_o temporal_a mercy_n in_o this_o life_n than_o it_o have_v or_o can_v have_v to_o fear_v his_o promise_n for_o spiritual_a mercy_n and_o for_o eternal_a life_n the_o soul_n that_o find_v a_o heart_n change_v and_o walk_v with_o god_n can_v give_v no_o reason_n why_o it_o shall_v not_o believe_v god_n spiritual_a promise_n i_o mean_v the_o promise_n for_o spiritual_a mercy_n and_o his_o promise_n for_o eternal_a life_n what_o reason_n can_v thou_o give_v why_o thou_o shall_v not_o believe_v god_n promise_n for_o pardon_n of_o sin_n what_o because_o thou_o be_v a_o backslider_n the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o such_o hos_fw-la 14._o 4._o be_v it_o because_o thou_o have_v a_o hard_a heart_n the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o such_o ezek._n 11._o 19_o 20._o but_o now_o come_v and_o ask_v the_o soul_n when_o danger_n be_v at_o hand_n and_o the_o soul_n be_v ready_a to_o mistrust_v god_n protect_a promise_n here_o the_o soul_n will_v tell_v you_o alas_o i_o have_v be_v a_o backslide_a creature_n and_o though_o the_o sin_n and_o backslide_n of_o god_n people_n be_v no_o sufficient_a reason_n to_o warrant_v the_o soul_n distrust_n for_o salvation_n yet_o there_o be_v a_o great_a pretence_n of_o reason_n that_o the_o soul_n have_v from_o hence_o why_o it_o shall_v a_o little_a fear_n god_n wont_a dispensation_n of_o temporal_a mercy_n to_o it_o for_o this_o be_v a_o sure_a rule_n that_o although_o when_o god_n have_v elect_v and_o justify_v any_o he_o have_v make_v a_o sure_a promise_n they_o shall_v never_o again_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o his_o eternal_a favour_n and_o love_n yet_o for_o their_o sin_n he_o will_v let_v they_o know_v his_o anger_n by_o withdraw_v his_o temporal_a dispensation_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n in_o relation_n to_o which_o be_v the_o promise_n of_o protection_n and_o temporal_a mercy_n give_v to_o chasten_v they_o with_o the_o rod_n of_o man_n and_o with_o the_o stripe_n of_o the_o child_n of_o man_n 1_o sam._n 7._o 14_o 15._o see_v a_o experience_n of_o this_o in_o in_o david_n when_o he_o have_v backsliden_fw-mi so_o far_o as_o to_o commit_v those_o two_o great_a sin_n of_o murder_n and_o adultery_n 2_o sam._n 12._o david_n testify_v his_o repentance_n and_o nathan_n say_v to_o he_o the_o lord_n have_v put_v away_o thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v not_o die_v v._o 13._o but_o the_o sword_n shall_v never_o depart_v from_o his_o house_n v._o 10._o his_o wife_n shall_v be_v give_v to_o be_v deflower_v by_o his_o neighbour_n v._o 11._o the_o child_n shall_v die_v v._o 15._o now_o though_o that_o david_n can_v not_o reasonable_o because_o of_o this_o backslide_n distrust_n god_n promise_n for_o the_o pardon_n of_o his_o backslide_n yet_o
of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n free_o with_o many_o such_o more_o not_o as_o if_o man_n can_v fulfil_v these_o condition_n in_o the_o soul_n and_o prepare_v his_o own_o heart_n no_o we_o abhor_v that_o popish_a doctrine_n though_o some_o false_o charge_v we_o with_o it_o but_o because_o christ_n will_v fulfil_v they_o before_o he_o bestow_v those_o high_a degree_n of_o mercy_n and_o favour_n upon_o they_o he_o will_v make_v the_o soul_n hunger_n and_o thirst_n before_o he_o will_v let_v it_o know_v it_o shall_v live_v 1._o be_v 55_o 1._o and_o give_v it_o power_n to_o come_v unto_o he_o 9_o mat._n 11._o 9_o he_o will_v make_v the_o soul_n weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v with_o sin_n before_o he_o will_v give_v the_o soul_n power_n to_o rely_v upon_o he_o comfortable_o for_o salvation_n 19_o â—zek_v 11._o 19_o he_o will_v take_v away_o the_o heart_n of_o stone_n out_o of_o the_o soul_n and_o give_v it_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n before_o he_o will_v give_v it_o power_n to_o walk_v in_o his_o statute_n and_o keep_v his_o ordinance_n and_o do_v they_o before_o he_o will_v let_v it_o know_v that_o he_o be_v its_o god_n and_o that_o it_o be_v god_n choose_a vessel_n and_o thus_o i_o have_v show_v you_o the_o distinction_n of_o promise_n and_o what_o we_o shall_v conclude_v from_o hence_o for_o our_o purpose_n i_o will_v show_v you_o by_o and_o by_o when_o i_o have_v do_v with_o the_o distinction_n of_o time_n which_o i_o come_v to_o the_o soul_n have_v its_o winter_n and_o summer_n distinction_n 2_o distinction_n its_o cloudy_a and_o black_a day_n and_o its_o lightsome_a and_o glare_a day_n first_o it_o have_v its_o lightsome_a summer_n sun_n shine_v day_n when_o it_o be_v not_o conscious_a 1._o of_o any_o great_a sin_n commit_v against_o knowledge_n such_o as_o tertullian_n call_v peccata_fw-la devorantia_fw-la salutem_fw-la sin_n that_o swallow_v up_o heaven_n and_o salvation_n in_o the_o soul_n 2._o when_o it_o have_v no_o natural_a distemper_n of_o body_n no_o cloudy_a melancholy_a vapour_n for_o the_o soul_n be_v to_o act_v through_o the_o body_n do_v something_o suffer_v by_o it_o and_o as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o man_n that_o look_v at_o the_o reflection_n of_o his_o face_n in_o a_o glass_n if_o there_o be_v a_o wetnesse_n or_o dust_n upon_o the_o glass_n he_o can_v see_v clear_o so_o the_o soul_n if_o there_o be_v a_o mist_n or_o dust_n of_o melancholy_n oppress_v the_o body_n the_o soul_n can_v see_v and_o act_v clear_o or_o 3_o when_o the_o body_n be_v not_o under_o some_o harsh_a affliction_n for_o the_o soul_n sympathiâ—eth_v with_o the_o body_n and_o in_o its_o act_n through_o the_o organ_n of_o it_o show_v the_o affection_n that_o it_o have_v with_o the_o body_n suffering_n and_o so_o also_o there_o be_v black_a and_o dark_a day_n for_o as_o it_o be_v summer_n time_n with_o the_o soul_n and_o daylight_n when_o it_o be_v not_o sad_a and_o darken_a with_o desertion_n and_o when_o the_o body_n be_v not_o oppress_v with_o melancholy_a or_o affliction_n or_o persecution_n so_o on_o the_o contrary_a it_o be_v winter_n and_o a_o dark_a time_n with_o the_o soul_n when_o the_o soul_n have_v sin_v some_o great_a sin_n for_o which_o the_o soul_n look_v up_o tremble_v to_o god_n and_o look_n upon_o he_o as_o a_o angry_a revengeful_a god_n or_o when_o the_o body_n be_v heavy_a and_o oppress_v with_o melancholy_a vapour_n stop_v the_o passage_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o under_o heavy_a and_o grievous_a affliction_n that_o it_o be_v bear_v down_o even_o to_o a_o back-breaking_a under_o they_o even_o as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o fountain_n that_o run_v through_o conduit-pipe_n of_o lead_n etc._n etc._n or_o wood_n into_o any_o house_n if_o the_o fountain_n be_v dirty_a and_o muddy_a in_o itself_o dirty_a water_n come_v into_o the_o house_n or_o if_o the_o conduit-pipe_n through_o which_o it_o pass_v be_v dirty_a and_o taint_a the_o water_n bring_v the_o pollution_n and_o tang_n of_o bitterness_n etc._n etc._n that_o be_v in_o the_o pipe_n into_o the_o house_n otherwise_o if_o both_o the_o fountain_n be_v clear_a and_o sweet_a and_o the_o conduit-pipe_n be_v not_o stop_v nor_o taint_v nor_o dirty_a than_o 〈◊〉_d water_n run_v sweet_o into_o the_o place_n to_o which_o the_o pipe_n lead_v it_o so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o soul_n that_o be_v the_o fountain_n that_o run_v into_o act_n but_o through_o the_o conduit-pipe_n of_o the_o body_n if_o the_o pipe_n be_v stop_v or_o oppress_v or_o muddy_a or_o clear_a such_o be_v the_o act_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o thus_o i_o have_v show_v you_o the_o distinction_n both_o of_o time_n and_o promise_n now_o i_o shall_v conclude_v the_o truth_n of_o this_o proposition_n in_o some_o four_o or_o five_o conclusion_n first_o of_o all_o particular_a promise_n must_v not_o be_v expect_v to_o be_v peculiarize_v we_o may_v not_o expect_v that_o those_o promise_n which_o be_v make_v to_o the_o people_n of_o the_o jew_n in_o particular_a shall_v be_v make_v good_a to_o we_o because_o they_o have_v promise_n to_o be_v deliver_v out_o of_o babylon_n and_o egypt_n at_o such_o a_o prefix_a time_n it_o be_v madness_n in_o we_o to_o believe_v that_o the_o church_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v now_o deliver_v just_a after_o 70._o year_n or_o 400._o year_n and_o so_o likewise_o what_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o any_o particular_a person_n among_o the_o jew_n as_o for_o any_o now_o to_o apply_v that_o promise_n make_v to_o hezekiah_n i_o will_v add_v to_o thy_o life_n 15._o year_n i_o think_v we_o have_v a_o rule_n here_o in_o land_n that_o if_o a_o inheritance_n be_v entail_v by_o name_n it_o can_v be_v translate_v to_o any_o other_o these_o promise_n be_v entail_v by_o name_n these_o thou_o can_v not_o nay_o ought_v not_o to_o apply_v they_o be_v not_o a_o portion_n by_o thy_o father_n design_v for_o thou_o second_o it_o may_v possible_o be_v that_o in_o some_o time_n thou_o may_v not_o be_v able_a to_o appropriate_v the_o temporal_a promise_n that_o god_n have_v make_v to_o his_o child_n among_o which_o thou_o be_v include_v 1._o in_o the_o dark_a time_n of_o want_n and_o penury_n to_o believe_v for_o bread_n to_o eat_v when_o i_o see_v none_o like_o to_o come_v o_o it_o be_v hard_o feed_v upon_o scripture_n leave_v i_o show_v you_o this_o the_o last_o day_n it_o be_v nothing_o to_o do_v it_o or_o at_o least_o to_o think_v we_o do_v it_o in_o time_n of_o prosperity_n habakuks_n faith_n hab._n 3._o 17._o be_v a_o hard_a faith_n though_o it_o be_v a_o strong_a and_o precious_a one_o 2._o in_o the_o dark_a time_n of_o desertion_n it_o be_v hard_a as_o i_o shall_v show_v you_o by_o and_o by_o to_o apply_v those_o promise_n that_o be_v of_o near_a concernment_n to_o our_o salvation_n much_o more_o those_o which_o be_v at_o so_o remote_a a_o distance_n 3._o in_o a_o time_n when_o melancholy_a dark_a cloudy_a vapour_n of_o the_o body_n cast_v a_o wist_v before_o the_o soul_n eye_n and_o will_v not_o give_v it_o leave_v to_o act_v clear_o 4._o in_o a_o time_n when_o the_o soul_n have_v sin_v thou_o may_v not_o full_o rely_v and_o be_v so_o confident_a as_o before_o to_o peculiarize_v these_o promise_n i_o show_v you_o the_o ground_n of_o this_o before_o because_o though_o god_n have_v promise_v that_o his_o saint_n shall_v never_o eternal_o fall_v out_o of_o his_o favour_n yet_o he_o have_v and_o will_v punish_v his_o saint_n for_o sin_n with_o the_o substraction_n of_o temporal_a favour_n as_o i_o show_v you_o before_o in_o the_o case_n of_o david_n and_o i_o take_v that_o to_o be_v a_o old_a antinomian_a error_n instead_o of_o a_o new_a truth_n that_o god_n do_v not_o with_o temporal_a affliction_n corrective_o punish_v his_o best_a servant_n for_o sin_n last_o it_o do_v not_o argue_v a_o nullity_n of_o faith_n and_o true_a save_a faith_n at_o any_o time_n not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o appropriate_v outward_a temporal_a promise_n for_o although_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o rely_v and_o depend_v upon_o all_o the_o promise_n yet_o if_o we_o through_o infirmity_n be_v not_o able_a to_o rely_v upon_o these_o i_o conceive_v it_o do_v not_o null_a the_o verity_n of_o our_o faith_n salvation_n be_v not_o the_o thing_n promise_v in_o these_o three_o for_o those_o that_o be_v conditional_a promise_n in_o dark_a time_n the_o soul_n may_v not_o be_v able_a clear_o and_o full_o to_o apply_v they_o rest_n upon_o they_o and_o particular_o apply_v they_o and_o yet_o at_o the_o same_o time_n true_o dwell_v and_o rest_v upon_o they_o what_o spiritual_a promise_n be_v make_v conditional_o in_o scripture_n i_o have_v show_v you_o before_o now_o it_o may_v possible_o be_v that_o even_o these_o though_o of_o great_a concernment_n to_o the_o soul_n
many_o more_o such_o like_a which_o make_v the_o child_n of_o god_n doubt_n and_o take_v he_o at_o another_o time_n when_o satan_n do_v not_o batter_v he_o when_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o unworthynesse_n do_v not_o terrify_v he_o when_o god_n have_v not_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o be_v not_o oppress_v with_o a_o flood_n of_o danger_n sudden_o overwhelm_v he_o the_o man_n doubt_v not_o at_o all_o but_o now_o the_o reprobate_n doubt_n be_v occasion_v by_o despair_a thought_n god_n say_v to_o he_o as_o jer._n 2._o 25._o withhold_v thy_o foot_n from_o be_v unshod_a and_o thy_o threat_n from_o thirst_n but_o thou_o say_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n the_o case_n be_v desperate_a with_o i_o and_o there_o be_v good_a reason_n for_o his_o despair_a for_o at_o that_o same_o time_n that_o he_o say_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n he_o also_o say_v no_o for_o i_o have_v love_v stranger_n and_o after_o they_o will_v i_o go_v i_o have_v love_v my_o sin_n and_o live_v in_o they_o yea_o and_o i_o will_v love_v and_o live_v in_o they_o and_o for_o such_o wretch_n they_o true_o say_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n here_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n betwixt_o the_o believer_n and_o the_o reprobate_n in_o doubt_v the_o reprobate_n hope_n be_v cut_v off_o from_o before_o the_o lord_n their_o hope_n be_v as_o the_o give_v up_o of_o the_o ghost_n as_o job_n speak_v job_n 11._o v._o 20._o now_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n though_o he_o doubt_v yet_o he_o doubt_v not_o without_o abundance_n of_o hope_n he_o have_v a_o strong_a and_o lively_a hope_n for_o that_o concern_v which_o he_o doubt_v the_o lord_n say_v to_o the_o wicked_a return_v you_o now_o every_o one_o from_o his_o evil_a way_n and_o make_v your_o way_n and_o your_o do_n good_a the_o blessing_n upon_o it_o be_v not_o express_v and_o they_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n and_o what_o then_o we_o will_v walk_v after_o our_o own_o device_n and_o we_o will_v every_o one_o do_v after_o the_o imagination_n of_o his_o evil_a heart_n now_o the_o believer_n although_o he_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v with_o doubt_v yet_o he_o hope_v pro._n 14._o 32._o the_o righteous_a have_v hope_n in_o his_o death_n so_o that_o the_o occasion_n of_o the_o wicked_a wretch_n doubt_v be_v either_o a_o atheistical_a ignorance_n or_o a_o plain_a despair_n of_o mercy_n they_o say_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o terror_n make_v the_o wretch_n afraid_a and_o this_o be_v easy_o see_v for_o if_o despair_n be_v their_o principle_n or_o occasion_n they_o will_v resolve_v to_o damn_v themselves_o to_o purpose_n and_o say_v with_o the_o jew_n we_o will_v walk_v after_o our_o own_o way_n etc._n etc._n see_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n as_o we_o conceive_v that_o god_n will_v do_v we_o good_a we_o will_v resolve_v to_o do_v he_o as_o much_o mischief_n as_o we_o can_v this_o be_v the_o second_o note_n now_o christian_n examine_v thy_o doubt_n by_o it_o do_v thou_o think_v there_o be_v no_o hope_n and_o therefore_o doubte_v whether_o the_o promise_n belong_v to_o thou_o or_o no_o or_o have_v satan_n be_v busy_a with_o thy_o soul_n by_o his_o temptation_n or_o have_v god_n withdraw_v his_o comfortable_a presence_n a_o little_a or_o be_v thou_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o a_o present_a sad_a danger_n and_o have_v these_o occasion_v thy_o present_a doubt_v thus_o the_o best_a saint_n of_o god_n may_v doubt_v three_o thou_o may_v distinguish_v thy_o doubt_n by_o the_o object_n about_o which_o thou_o doubte_v examine_v the_o object_n of_o thy_o doubt_n 1._o something_o in_o god_n be_v ordinary_o the_o object_n of_o the_o wicked_n doubt_n but_o the_o object_n of_o the_o believer_n doubt_v be_v ordinary_o something_o in_o himself_o something_o below_o the_o creator_n the_o believer_n have_v ordinary_o high_a thought_n of_o god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n his_o low_a base_a thought_n be_v of_o himself_o he_o look_v upon_o god_n as_o a_o god_n mighty_a in_o his_o power_n of_o mercy_n free_a of_o his_o love_a heart_n to_o poor_a creature_n but_o he_o say_v lord_n i_o be_o unworthy_a that_o thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n therefore_o i_o doubt_v whether_o thou_o will_v or_o no_o will_v the_o lord_n pardon_v one_o that_o have_v refuse_v pardon_n deny_v he_o slide_v back_o from_o he_o the_o believer_n say_v not_o god_n can_v save_v i_o nor_o yet_o god_n will_v not_o save_v i_o but_o i_o will_v not_o be_v save_v ah_o sir_n it_o be_v my_o base_a heart_n be_v my_o damnation_n i_o can_v go_v to_o jesus_n christ._n ah_o i_o can_v believe_v therefore_o i_o be_o full_a of_o doubt_n he_o doubt_v of_o his_o own_o goodness_n not_o of_o god_n he_o have_v all_o this_o while_n high_a admire_a thought_n of_o the_o free_a grace_n of_o a_o sinne-pardoning_a saviour_n now_o the_o wicked_a wretch_n he_o say_v god_n be_v not_o merciful_a enough_o god_n do_v but_o juggle_v with_o sinner_n his_o gospel_n call_v all_o sinner_n his_o election_n book_n say_v he_o will_v call_v but_o some_o i_o doubt_v whether_o i_o be_v one_o of_o those_o that_o be_o call_v but_o not_o choose_v thus_o the_o wretch_n lay_v all_o the_o fault_n upon_o god_n christ_n never_o die_v for_o i_o etc._n etc._n god_n will_v never_o save_v i_o etc._n etc._n still_o the_o the_o wretch_n make_v the_o mole_n in_o god_n eye_n and_o forget_v the_o beam_n which_o be_v in_o his_o own_o eye_n the_o power_n of_o god_n the_o free_a will_n and_o grace_n of_o god_n upon_o these_o be_v all_o the_o blame_v lay_v and_o concern_v these_o he_o doubt_v the_o reason_n of_o this_o difference_n be_v very_o plain_a first_o because_o it_o be_v natural_a to_o every_o carnal_a wretch_n to_o exalt_v himself_o no_o fault_n must_v be_v in_o themselves_o no_o they_o pray_v they_o fast_o they_o be_v good_a churchman_n they_o read_v etc._n etc._n they_o believe_v as_o well_o as_o any_o in_o the_o country_n where_o they_o live_v they_o tithe_n mint_n and_o annise_v now_o therefore_o if_o god_n will_v not_o save_v they_o it_o be_v not_o because_o of_o their_o blindness_n and_o sin_n for_o be_v they_o blind_a like_o the_o papist_n if_o he_o miss_v heaven_n it_o shall_v not_o be_v because_o he_o do_v not_o merit_v it_o but_o mere_o because_o god_n will_v not_o give_v it_o he_o like_o those_o matth._n 7._o 24._o lord_n we_o have_v pray_v in_o thy_o name_n and_o we_o have_v prophesy_v in_o thy_o name_n and_o in_o thy_o name_n we_o have_v cast_v out_o devil_n therefore_o open_a to_o we_o natural_a unbelieved_a wretch_n build_v castleâ—_n in_o the_o air_n have_v high_a opinion_n of_o their_o own_o do_n they_o never_o doubt_v their_o own_o worthiness_n but_o god_n willingness_n it_o be_v not_o a_o doubt_n of_o humility_n lord_n who_o be_o i_o etc._n etc._n lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a that_o thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n but_o it_o be_v a_o doubt_v of_o god_n willingness_n second_o it_o be_v not_o a_o doubt_n of_o god_n willingness_n bottom_v upon_o a_o deep_a and_o horrid_a sense_n of_o their_o own_o unworthiness_n but_o a_o doubt_n of_o god_n willingness_n yet_o suppose_v their_o own_o worthiness_n the_o best_a child_n of_o god_n may_v sometime_o have_v so_o low_a apprehension_n of_o himself_o and_o his_o own_o vileness_n and_o unworthiness_n that_o he_o may_v seem_v a_o little_a to_o doubt_v of_o god_n willingness_n or_o at_o least_o dispute_n he_o may_v disceptare_fw-la if_o not_o dubitare_fw-la say_v will_v god_n be_v merciful_a to_o such_o a_o wretch_n as_o i_o be_o though_o he_o have_v a_o good_a measure_n of_o confidence_n and_o persuasion_n in_o the_o interim_n that_o he_o will_v not_o understand_v that_o even_o in_o this_o there_o be_v a_o secret_a dishonour_n of_o god_n and_o slander_v of_o the_o charter_n of_o free_a grace_n second_o now_o on_o the_o contrary_a the_o child_n of_o god_n make_v something_o in_o himself_o the_o object_n of_o his_o doubt_n in_o regard_n of_o the_o exceed_a low_a thought_n of_o himself_o and_o present_a understanding_n of_o infinite_a love_n he_o look_v upon_o himself_o all_o filthy_a and_o pollute_a a_o monster_n of_o sin_v a_o â—it_a object_n for_o wrath_n upon_o all_o his_o righteousness_n as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o a_o filthyrag_v and_o cry_v out_o what_o be_v thy_o servant_n a_o dead_a dog_n that_o my_o lord_n shall_v make_v this_o promise_n to_o i_o no_o sure_o it_o be_v to_o some_o else_o that_o be_v not_o of_o so_o unclean_a a_o heart_n that_o have_v not_o so_o base_a a_o heart_n as_o i_o have_v though_o yet_o i_o say_v here_o be_v a_o misunderstanding_n of_o infinite_a love_n for_o christ_n come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o â—inners_n to_o repentance_n he_o that_o come_v as_o a_o buyer_n of_o