Selected quad for the lemma: hand_n

Word A Word B Word C Word D Occurrence Frequency Band MI MI Band Prominent
hand_n father_n holy_a lord_n 5,731 5 3.8503 3 false
View all documents for the selected quad

Text snippets containing the quad

ID Title Author Corrected Date of Publication (TCP Date of Publication) STC Words Pages
A93143 The holy life of Monr. De Renty, a late nobleman of France and sometimes councellor to King Lewis the 13th. Wrintten [sic] in French by John Baptist S. Jure. And faithfully translated into English, by E.S. Gent.; Vie de Monsieur de Renty. English Saint-Jure, Jean-Baptiste, 1588-1657.; E. S., Gent. 1657 (1657) Wing S334; Thomason E1587_2; ESTC R203459 200,696 375

There are 3 snippets containing the selected quad. | View original text

with_o patience_n for_o i_o experiment_n and_o see_v clear_o that_o though_o we_o labour_v and_o wish_v earnest_o to_o get_v out_o of_o our_o imperfection_n our_o lord_n sometime_o leave_v we_o there_o a_o long_a while_n to_o make_v we_o know_v our_o weakness_n and_o to_o humble_v we_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v advertise_v of_o and_o reprehend_v for_o his_o fault_n and_o we_o shall_v see_v now_o what_o he_o observe_v therein_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o call_n to_o this_o high_a perfection_n it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o a_o person_n which_o be_v much_o below_o he_o have_v order_n from_o his_o director_n to_o advertise_v he_o if_o he_o see_v any_o thing_n in_o he_o that_o be_v contrary_a to_o perfection_n when_o this_o person_n give_v he_o notice_n of_o some_o fail_v though_o very_a light_n and_o indeed_o but_o of_o the_o shadow_n of_o a_o fault_n he_o listen_v thereto_o with_o respect_n and_o thanks_o and_o humble_v himself_o for_o it_o as_o if_o he_o have_v commit_v some_o crime_n and_o he_o accuse_v himself_o when_o he_o think_v he_o have_v make_v any_o fail_v upon_o his_o knee_n say_v he_o be_v a_o miserable_a sinner_n and_o that_o he_o have_v commit_v such_o a_o fault_n which_o yet_o often_o very_o hardly_o can_v one_o discern_v to_o be_v any_o this_o exercise_n as_o be_v most_o wholesome_a and_o efficacious_a be_v very_o useful_a to_o he_o for_o the_o make_n of_o a_o great_a progress_n for_o our_o nature_n by_o reason_n of_o its_o feebleness_n have_v need_n of_o such_o prop_n to_o walk_v upright_o and_o not_o fall_v if_o his_o imperfection_n and_o his_o sin_n humble_v he_o his_o excellent_a quality_n and_o the_o grace_n which_o he_o receive_v from_o god_n do_v the_o same_o also_o and_o the_o same_o thing_n from_o which_o the_o great_a part_n of_o man_n draw_v nothing_o but_o vanity_n serve_v he_o for_o motive_n of_o self-abasement_n the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n wherewith_o he_o be_v enliven_v extreme_o estrange_v he_o from_o the_o grandeur_n of_o the_o world_n make_v he_o not_o only_o contemn_v they_o but_o also_o to_o be_v ashamed_a thereof_o so_o that_o he_o take_v occasion_n of_o abasement_n from_o his_o own_o condition_n because_o so_o high_a in_o the_o world_n and_o from_o the_o secular_a advantage_n which_o it_o give_v he_o which_o make_v he_o often_o to_o groan_v before_o the_o majesty_n of_o god_n and_o to_o say_v that_o he_o be_v in_o a_o condition_n very_o low_a and_o plebeian_a according_a to_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o that_o he_o have_v great_a confusion_n to_o see_v himself_o in_o that_o estate_n from_o whence_o it_o come_v that_o be_v bear_v a_o gentleman_n of_o so_o good_a rank_n as_o we_o have_v say_v he_o renounce_v his_o nobility_n and_o give_v it_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o our_o lord_n who_o in_o return_n impart_v his_o own_o to_o he_o as_o he_o make_v it_o know_v to_o a_o holy_a soul_n that_o be_v to_o say_v his_o love_n which_o by_o its_o proper_a force_n transform_v man_n in_o god_n dive_v he_o of_o himself_o and_o leave_v nothing_o in_o he_o but_o god_n alone_o there_o live_v and_o reign_v and_o by_o this_o mean_n raise_v he_o thus_o deify_v to_o the_o high_a degree_n of_o nobility_n that_o he_o can_v mount_v to_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o he_o endure_v with_o pain_n that_o one_o shall_v call_v he_o monsieur_n and_o he_o say_v sometime_o smile_o among_o his_o familiar_n i_o be_o a_o fine_a mounseur_fw-fr it_o be_v well_o for_o i_o and_o in_o his_o letter_n he_o complain_v that_o they_o treat_v he_o as_o in_o that_o quality_n and_o in_o one_o of_o they_o giving_z another_z course_n for_o career_n to_o his_o humility_n he_o say_v believe_v i_o i_o pray_v you_o it_o be_v great_a pity_n of_o i_o i_o take_v again_o the_o monsieur_n which_o i_o have_v reject_v my_o pride_n must_v have_v these_o her_o appendix_n rather_o than_o deceive_v your_o candour_n which_o else_o perhaps_o make_v you_o mistake_v in_o i_o a_o piece_n of_o glitter_a glass_n for_o a_o diamond_n out_o of_o his_o humility_n it_o be_v that_o he_o will_v not_o bear_v the_o title_n of_o marquis_n which_o be_v due_a to_o he_o as_o proper_a to_o his_o house_n in_o regard_n the_o emperor_n charles_n the_o five_o have_v erect_v renty_n into_o a_o marquifate_n and_o he_o suffer_v only_o that_o of_o baron_n of_o renty_n by_o which_o he_o be_v common_o call_v for_o the_o grace_n and_o gift_n of_o god_n as_o they_o be_v receive_v in_o a_o soul_n well_o dispose_v so_o produce_v they_o most_o excellent_o their_o true_a effect_n which_o be_v to_o abase_v and_o elevate_v the_o soul_n both_o together_o to_o raise_v it_o to_o god_n and_o to_o abase_v it_o to_o itself_o and_o first_o his_o humility_n make_v he_o hide_v as_o much_o as_o he_o can_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n and_o so_o have_v robe_v we_o of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o a_o thousand_o brave_a action_n which_o may_v have_v be_v very_o serviceable_a to_o this_o history_n second_o when_o he_o receive_v any_o favour_n from_o god_n or_o that_o one_o render_v he_o any_o honour_n the_o light_n whereby_o he_o see_v the_o nothingness_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o the_o discernment_n he_o be_v endow_v with_o in_o distinguish_v the_o precious_a from_o the_o vile_a and_o that_o which_o be_v do_v on_o god_n part_n in_o all-good_a thing_n from_o that_o which_o man_n bring_v thither_o of_o his_o own_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o in_o those_o thing_n he_o assume_v no_o share_n at_o all_o but_o refer_v all_o to_o god_n as_o to_o the_o true_a source_n and_o so_o in_o the_o management_n of_o these_o great_a good_n which_o god_n enrich_v he_o withal_o he_o have_v always_o his_o hand_n clean_o without_o do_v wrong_n to_o god_n or_o touch_v that_o which_o appertain_v to_o he_o and_o for_o himself_o he_o keep_v quite_o out_o of_o sight_n of_o all_o vanity_n which_o slide_v most_o subtle_o and_o most_o easy_o into_o a_o spirit_n that_o abound_v in_o riches_n of_o heaven_n as_o well_o as_o those_o of_o the_o earth_n if_o he_o look_v not_o very_o close_o unto_o it_o nor_o will_v he_o therefore_o that_o any_o one_o shall_v consider_v he_o in_o what_o he_o say_v or_o do_v but_o regard_n god_n alone_o therein_o he_o write_v thus_o to_o one_o that_o much_o desire_v of_o he_o a_o visit_n i_o can_v bear_v but_o with_o pain_n the_o account_n you_o make_v of_o my_o visit_n and_o society_n let_v we_o look_v much_o upon_o god_n let_v we_o bind_v ourselves_o strict_o to_o jesus_n christ_n that_o we_o may_v learn_v of_o he_o a_o profound_a annihilation_n of_o ourselves_o o_o my_o god_n when_o will_v it_o be_v that_o we_o shall_v have_v no_o more_o a_o sight_n upon_o ourselves_o when_o we_o shall_v speak_v no_o more_o of_o ourselves_o and_o when_o all_o vanity_n shall_v be_v destroy_v and_o he_o write_v to_o another_o i_o beseech_v you_o not_o to_o regard_v in_o i_o save_v my_o infirmity_n and_o a_o depth_n of_o wickedness_n and_o pride_n very_o horrible_a that_o be_v in_o i_o that_o be_v it_o for_o which_o i_o shall_v have_v need_n that_o all_o the_o world_n talk_v to_o and_o punish_v i_o in_o the_o three_o place_n he_o esteem_v himself_o most_o unworthy_a of_o the_o grace_n and_o favour_n of_o god_n and_o believe_v there_o be_v not_o one_o of_o they_o how_o little_a soever_o it_o be_v but_o be_v far_o above_o his_o merit_n and_o for_o the_o great_a one_o he_o be_v so_o full_a of_o they_o do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o nonplus_n he_o write_v to_o a_o confident_a the_o gift_n of_o god_n be_v sometime_o so_o great_a that_o they_o put_v we_o as_o i_o may_v so_o say_v beyond_o ourselves_o and_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a we_o can_v find_v the_o mean_n to_o recoil_v ourselves_o further_o off_o than_o beyond_o nothingness_n we_o shall_v do_v it_o you_o see_v among_o man_n that_o when_o one_o receive_v a_o gift_n that_o bear_v some_o proportion_n to_o he_o he_o render_v thanks_o and_o acknowledgement_n to_o the_o giver_n for_o it_o but_o if_o a_o prince_n be_v liberal_a to_o a_o poor_a man_n according_a to_o the_o grandeur_n of_o his_o own_o power_n whether_o it_o be_v a_o sum_n of_o money_n or_o a_o place_n you_o shall_v see_v this_o poor_a man_n recoil_v and_o say_v alas_o my_o lord_n i_o think_v you_o know_v i_o not_o i_o must_v not_o have_v so_o much_o i_o be_o unworthy_a of_o it_o in_o like_a manner_n there_o be_v blessing_n that_o go_v beyond_o our_o expectation_n capacity_n and_o which_o make_v we_o see_v what_o we_o be_v without_o dare_v to_o lift_v up_o our_o eye_n towards_o they_o their_o brightness_n do_v so_o much_o dazzle_v and_o their_o greatness_n so_o much_o astonish_v in_o fine_a he_o humble_v himself_o always_o for_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n because_o he_o think_v
jesus_n to_o do_v whatever_o please_v he_o in_o great_a innocency_n purity_n and_o simplicity_n without_o reflection_n or_o return_n upon_o any_o thing_n whatsoever_o without_o take_v share_n in_o any_o work_n without_o have_v joy_n or_o grief_n from_o any_o thing_n that_o arrive_v not_o look_v upon_o thing_n in_o themselves_o but_o in_o his_o will_n and_o conduct_v which_o we_o will_v endeavour_v to_o follow_v by_o the_o appearance_n and_o presence_n whi●h_o we_o shall_v render_v his_o cratch_n and_o to_o the_o divine_a state_n of_o his_o infancy_n i_o therefore_o this_o day_n lose_v my_o own_o be_v to_o become_v whole_o a_o slave_n subsist_v upon_o the_o holy_a infant_n jesus_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o father_n and_o of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n this_o i_o sign_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n my_o mother_n my_o patroness_n and_o my_o protectress_n and_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o s._n joseph_n gaston_n jean_n baptist_n and_o as_o he_o do_v with_o a_o entire_a heart_n consecrate_v himself_o to_o this_o holy_a infant_n so_o do_v this_o bestow_v himself_o free_o on_o he_o reveal_v it_o particular_o to_o sister_n margaret_n of_o the_o b._n sacrament_n that_o he_o shall_v from_o thenceforward_o be_v guide_v and_o animate_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o his_o infancy_n and_o that_o he_o be_v descend_v to_o he_o to_o be_v his_o master_n his_o light_n and_o his_o intelligence_n and_o show_v she_o one_o day_n his_o heart_n he_o say_v see_v here_o the_o habitation_n of_o my_o servant_n upon_o which_o she_o write_v to_o mounseur_fw-fr renty_n how_o the_o infant_n jesus_n have_v bestow_v himself_o upon_o he_o to_o be_v a_o spiritual_a and_o celestial_a air_n for_o he_o to_o breath_n constant_o even_o as_o his_o body_n breathe_v this_o material_a air_n and_o that_o his_o innocence_n purity_n and_o simplicity_n shall_v subsist_v in_o he_o instead_o of_o himself_o destroy_v in_o he_o what_o his_o nature_n have_v corrupt_a and_o pollute_a and_o herein_o he_o make_v so_o large_a a_o progress_n that_o she_o often_o see_v he_o within_o a_o beam_n of_o light_n so_o penetrate_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o this_o holy_a infancy_n like_o a_o sponge_n in_o the_o ocean_n even_o absorpr_fw-la in_o that_o abyss_n of_o infinite_a riches_n beyond_o his_o expression_n and_o he_o himself_o write_v concern_v it_o to_o a_o person_n in_o these_o word_n the_o divine_a king_n of_o the_o cratch_n the_o holy_a infant_n jesus_n do_v so_o accumulate_v his_o favour_n upon_o i_o that_o i_o beseech_v you_o to_o thank_v he_o they_o be_v inexplicable_a from_o this_o time_n his_o custom_n be_v every_o eve_n of_o the_o 25_o day_n of_o each_o month_n to_o enter_v into_o his_o chapel_n at_o ten_o a_o clock_n at_o night_n and_o there_o to_o remain_v in_o p●ayer_n till_o midnight_n he_o adore_v the_o precious_a moment_n of_o our_o saviour_n birth_n and_o entrance_n into_o this_o world_n perform_v certain_a act_n of_o devotion_n before_o the_o image_n of_o his_o sacred_a infancy_n which_o further_o he_o honour_v by_o invite_v a_o poor_a child_n to_o dinner_n entertain_v he_o with_o wonderful_a great_a respect_n and_o during_o all_o that_o time_n that_o he_o celebrate_v the_o voyage_n of_o the_o infant_n jesus_n into_o egypt_n and_o return_v to_o nazareth_n he_o have_v to_o dinner_n every_o day_n three_o poor_a folk_n for_o the_o honour_n of_o jesus_n mary_n and_o joseph_n during_o which_o time_n he_o will_v never_o ride_v in_o a_o coach_n though_o his_o business_n often_o call_v he_o to_o painful_a and_o troublesome_a journey_n afar_o off_o on_o foot_n and_o at_o length_n he_o quite_o give_v over_o the_o use_n of_o a_o coach_n after_o he_o have_v engage_v himself_o in_o this_o devout_a application_n to_o the_o infancy_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o his_o grace_n and_o animate_v by_o his_o spirit_n have_v receive_v thereby_o wonderful_a impression_n and_o illumination_n his_o ghostly_a father_n desire_v of_o he_o to_o write_v down_o his_o conception_n of_o that_o divine_a mystery_n and_o wherein_o chief_o that_o grace_n consist_v which_o beget_v this_o ensue_a letter_n in_o the_o year_n 1645._o you_o have_v lay_v your_o command_n upon_o i_o to_o set_v down_o in_o writing_n wherein_o consist_v the_o grace_n of_o the_o infancy_n of_o our_o saviour_n so_o far_o as_o i_o understand_v it_o this_o adorable_a lord_n have_v renew_v in_o i_o this_o morning_n two_o conception_n which_o he_o have_v give_v i_o a_o month_n since_o three_o day_n one_o after_o another_o by_o which_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o express_v what_o i_o conceive_v of_o it_o be_v at_o my_o prayer_n in_o the_o church_n about_o a_o month_n ago_o i_o fall_v into_o some_o inward_a inquietude_n about_o my_o devotion_n to_o this_o infancy_n by_o reason_n that_o my_o spirit_n be_v possess_v with_o this_o thought_n that_o a_o christian_a shall_v regard_v our_o saviour_n entire_o from_o his_o incarnation_n to_o his_o glory_n where_o he_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o father_n a●d_v from_o whence_o he_o send_v we_o his_o spirit_n and_o that_o we_o shall_v make_v our_o address_n to_o all_o these_o mystery_n according_a to_o our_o necessity_n and_o therefore_o to_o tie_v ourselves_o to_o one_o particular_a be_v to_o send_v up_o maim_a devotion_n and_o to_o limit_v the_o extent_n of_o verity_n and_o grace_n after_o this_o i_o go_v to_o receive_v the_o b._n sacrament_n abandon_v myself_o whole_o to_o my_o god_n according_a to_o my_o usual_a custom_n a_o little_a while_n after_o the_o communion_n i_o see_v by_o a_o enlighten_v our_o saviour_n entire_a that_o be_v all_o his_o mystery_n from_o his_o incarnation_n to_o his_o state_n of_o glory_n where_o he_o reside_v at_o present_a govern_v we_o and_o in_o particular_a the_o greatness_n and_o dignity_n of_o this_o mystery_n of_o his_o infancy_n and_o withal_o i_o be_v instruct_v that_o this_o mystery_n be_v our_o port_n and_o our_o address_n for_o to_o obtain_v our_o consummation_n in_o glory_n that_o this_o be_v it_o to_o which_o we_o must_v direct_v ourselves_o and_o here_o stay_v our_o thought_n and_o that_o it_o will_v be_v temerity_n to_o proceed_v to_o other_o mystery_n on_o the_o same_o manner_n i_o see_v it_o rashness_n to_o desire_v and_o demand_v oross_n for_o ourselves_o since_o it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n grace_n to_o conduct_v we_o to_o they_o and_o uphold_v we_o under_o they_o i_o see_v it_o rashness_n to_o desire_v mount_n thabor_n that_o be_v high_a illumination_n final_o that_o we_o ought_v not_o present_o to_o address_v ourselves_o to_o those_o other_o mystery_n of_o our_o saviour_n but_o only_o to_o this_o of_o the_o infancy_n which_o bring_v we_o into_o the_o ignorance_n the_o separation_n from_o and_o in_o applacation_n of_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n make_v no_o further_a use_n of_o they_o than_o as_o they_o be_v give_v we_o for_o necessity_n which_o keep_v we_o in_o great_a silence_n and_o produce_v a_o mortification_n of_o the_o exterior_a man_n whilst_o the_o interior_a be_v busy_v in_o contemplate_v the_o most_o holy_a soul_n of_o our_o saviour_n continual_o employ_v itself_o in_o look_v up_o towards_o his_o father_n in_o his_o love_n in_o zeal_n of_o his_o glory_n in_o the_o offer_n of_o himself_o and_o in_o the_o obedience_n to_o proceed_v forward_o in_o all_o innocence_n and_o purity_n and_o simplicity_n to_o all_o his_o other_o estate_n through_o which_o his_o father_n have_v appoint_v he_o to_o pass_v i_o find_v then_o that_o for_o the_o happy_a conduct_v of_o ourselves_o through_o all_o condition_n whether_o of_o light_n or_o darkness_n of_o thabor_n or_o calvary_n we_o must_v for_o to_o receive_v and_o improve_v grace_n begin_v at_o the_o infancy_n which_o teach_v we_o our_o first_o lesson_n of_o abnegation_n to_o be_v teach_v of_o god_n of_o silence_n and_o innocence_n without_o any_o regard_n or_o pretension_n to_o ourselves_o but_o with_o the_o same_o spirit_n of_o submission_n and_o obedience_n that_o this_o bless_a babe_n christ_n jesus_n there_o practise_v and_o teach_v we_o this_o light_n and_o knowledge_n have_v establish_v i_o more_o than_o former_o in_o this_o mystery_n find_v there_o my_o bottom_n abide_v there_o with_o attention_n and_o reverence_n to_o do_v what_o shall_v be_v command_v i_o afterward_o for_o the_o soul_n do_v not_o raise_v itself_o by_o itself_o to_o any_o thing_n but_o on_o the_o contrary_a do_v empty_a herself_o rest_v still_o in_o she_o own_o littleness_n with_o great_a recognition_n of_o what_o pass_v and_o with_o the_o simplicity_n of_o a_o pure_a resign_v aspect_n o_o father_n how_o guilty_a shall_v i_o appear_v before_o god_n in_o answer_v so_o little_a to_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o gift_n it_o be_v my_o grief_n and_o a_o great_a one_o as_o he_o well_o know_v some_o three_o day_n after_o these_o word_n of_o s._n paul_n
answerable_a to_o what_o be_v still_o undiscovered_a within_o he_o these_o be_v the_o model_n after_o which_o this_o servant_n of_o god_n and_o illuminate_v soul_n fashion_v himself_o in_o a_o memorial_n write_v the_o five_o of_o march_n 1645._o which_o he_o give_v to_o his_o director_n to_o render_v he_o a_o account_n of_o that_o which_o pass_v in_o his_o interior_n he_o say_v one_o time_n be_v in_o the_o street_n where_o coach_n pass_v to_o and_o fro_o and_o not_o know_v whether_o i_o ought_v or_o no_o look_v on_o they_o that_o be_v in_o they_o because_o it_o be_v in_o a_o place_n of_o my_o acquaintance_n and_o whether_o this_o will_v not_o give_v some_o occasion_n of_o talk_n to_o see_v that_o i_o go_v in_o that_o manner_n on_o not_o look_v at_o all_o aside_o i_o have_v on_o a_o sudden_a upon_o my_o spirit_n but_o after_o a_o manner_n that_o i_o can_v doubt_v but_o it_o be_v of_o god_n trouble_v not_o thyself_o about_o be_v know_v and_o stand_v not_o upon_o know_v these_o two_o word_n give_v i_o so_o great_a light_n and_o force_n that_o i_o dwell_v more_o than_o eight_o upon_o this_o contemplation_n that_o herein_o consist_v the_o great_a aid_n of_o the_o life_n spiritual_a and_o i_o have_v it_o daily_o for_o a_o ground_n it_o be_v certain_a that_o since_o the_o great_a part_n of_o our_o evil_n and_o imperfection_n come_v from_o a_o desire_n to_o be_v see_v and_o to_o see_v this_o amusement_n must_v have_v in_o it_o great_a venom_n against_o the_o advancement_n of_o a_o soul_n although_o she_o often_o perceive_v not_o the_o damage_n nor_o feel_v the_o hurt_n that_o come_v from_o it_o that_o which_o defile_v our_o action_n of_o piety_n be_v that_o self-love_n make_v one_o glad_v when_o they_o be_v know_v and_o observe_v man_n show_v always_o the_o most_o fair_a and_o hide_v the_o foul_a and_o inside_n and_o all_o the_o outside_n be_v so_o compose_v that_o the_o mind_n be_v often_o more_o take_v up_o about_o that_o than_o about_o god_n and_o very_o few_o there_o be_v that_o have_v not_o a_o great_a part_n in_o this_o vain_a eye_v and_o regard_n passive_a and_o active_a of_o the_o creature_n o_o how_o these_o word_n wrought_v in_o i_o a_o great_a separation_n from_o the_o world_n what_o purgation_n and_o and_o what_o purity_n be_v it_o to_o be_v upon_o the_o earth_n and_o there_o see_v nought_o but_o god_n o_o how_o undoubted_o such_o a_o one_o will_v live_v as_o if_o he_o be_v not_o know_v without_o care_v what_o the_o world_n say_v or_o think_v without_o desire_n of_o take_v or_o receive_v any_o part_n there_o of_o know_v or_o be_v know_v of_o any_o neither_o by_o name_n livery_n or_o visage_n but_o according_a as_o our_o lord_n do_v how_o one_o will_v march_v naked_a pure_a and_o free_a of_o spirit_n i_o be_v then_o in_o it_o he_o midst_n of_o the_o street_n and_o of_o noise_n among_o crowd_v and_o justle_a in_o such_o tranquillity_n so_o unite_v to_o god_n and_o so_o much_o take_v up_o by_o he_o as_o if_o i_o have_v be_v in_o a_o desert_n and_o since_o that_o time_n i_o go_v thus_o through_o the_o street_n yet_o with_o liberty_n to_o look_v upon_o what_o i_o shall_v see_v but_o without_o be_v fix_v to_o it_o and_o these_o word_n be_v again_o send_v into_o my_o spirit_n in_o necessary_a occurrence_n and_o they_o keep_v and_o conserve_v i_o in_o god_n i_o be_o for_o all_o that_o very_o unfaithful_a to_o this_o grace_n but_o the_o centre_n and_o the_o ground_n of_o it_o be_v not_o blot_v out_o of_o i_o and_o this_o render_v i_o more_o culpable_a thus_o we_o have_v what_o be_v in_o his_o memorial_n let_v we_o end_v with_o what_o he_o write_v to_o a_o lady_n 1643._o upon_o this_o business_n of_o a_o life_n that_o be_v secret_a and_o retire_v from_o communion_n with_o the_o creature_n to_o who_o he_o say_v let_v we_o encourage_v ourselves_o to_o lead_v this_o life_n unknown_a and_o whole_o hide_v from_o man_n but_o most_o know_v to_o &_o intimate_v with_o god_n divest_v ourselves_o &_o chase_v out_o of_o our_o mind_n all_o those_o many_o superfluity_n and_o those_o many_o amusement_n which_o bring_v with_o they_o so_o great_a a_o damage_n that_o they_o take_v up_o our_o mind_n instead_o of_o god_n so_o that_o when_o i_o consider_v that_o which_o thwart_v and_o cut_v into_o so_o many_o piece_n this_o holy_a this_o sweet_a and_o amiable_a union_n which_o we_o shall_v have_v continual_o with_o god_n it_o appear_v that_o it_o be_v only_o a_o monsieur_n a_o madam_n a_o compliment_n and_o talk_v indeed_o a_o mere_a foolery_n which_o notwithstanding_o do_v ravish_v and_o wrest_v from_o we_o the_o time_n that_o be_v so_o precious_a and_o the_o fellowship_n that_o be_v so_o holy_a and_o so_o desirable_a let_v we_o quit_v this_o i_o pray_v you_o and_o learn_v to_o court_v it_o with_o our_o own_o master_n let_v we_o well_o understand_v our_o part_n our_o own_o world_n as_o we_o here_o phrase_v it_o not_o that_o world_n i_o mean_v which_o we_o do_v renounce_v but_o that_o wherein_o the_o child_n of_o god_n do_v their_o duty_n to_o their_o father_n chap._n 4._o of_o the_o disesteem_a he_o make_v of_o the_o world_n that_o great_a affection_n which_o he_o bear_v to_o a_o obscure_a life_n be_v a_o evident_a mark_n of_o his_o disesteem_a of_o the_o world_n for_o if_o he_o have_v esteem_v it_o he_o will_v not_o have_v desire_v to_o quit_v it_o now_o to_o say_v to_o what_o height_n he_o mount_v in_o the_o disesteem_a of_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n very_o difficult_a it_o be_v enough_o for_o we_o to_o know_v that_o he_o have_v it_o in_o extreme_a contempt_n by_o observe_v as_o abovesaid_a how_o he_o renounce_v as_o far_o as_o in_o he_o lay_v all_o that_o the_o world_n can_v promise_v and_o can_v give_v he_o and_o wherewith_o it_o use_v to_o enslave_v and_o captivate_v man_n how_o he_o degrade_v himself_o of_o his_o nobility_n how_o he_o yield_v up_o his_o good_n and_o strip_v himself_o of_o their_o property_n as_o no_o otherwise_o to_o use_v they_o than_o in_o quality_n of_o a_o poor_a man_n withdraw_v himself_o from_o pleasure_n reject_v the_o honour_n &_o dignity_n to_o which_o his_o birth_n and_o excellent_a perfection_n give_v he_o very_o great_a overture_n how_o he_o flower_a all_o its_o allurement_n trample_v under_o foot_n all_o its_o glory_n he_o behold_v for_o this_o end_n our_o lord_n as_o his_o pattern_n who_o from_o his_o entry_n into_o the_o world_n and_o birth_n make_v a_o open_a profession_n of_o a_o absolute_a contempt_n of_o the_o world_n because_o as_o he_o say_v he_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n i_o find_v write_v by_o his_o own_o hand_n in_o a_o memorial_n which_o he_o give_v to_o his_o director_n this_o rare_a and_o solid_a illumination_n some_o our_o lord_n in_o this_o matter_n be_v say_v he_o in_o the_o month_n of_o november_n 1644._o in_o a_o chapel_n rich_o wainscote_v and_o adorn_v with_o very_o excellent_a sculpture_n and_o with_o imagery_n i_o behold_v it_o with_o some_o attention_n have_v have_v some_o skill_n in_o these_o thing_n and_o see_v the_o bundle_n of_o flower_n diluce_n and_o of_o flower_n in_o form_n of_o border_n and_o of_o very_o curious_a workmanship_n it_o be_v on_o a_o sudden_a put_v into_o my_o mind_n the_o original_n of_o what_o thou_o see_v will_v not_o detain_v thou_o at_o all_o in_o see_v it_o and_o i_o perceive_v that_o indeed_o all_o these_o and_o those_o flower_n themselves_o and_o not_o in_o picture_n will_v not_o have_v take_v i_o up_o and_o all_o the_o ornament_n which_o architecture_n and_o art_n invent_v be_v but_o thing_n most_o mean_a and_o low_a run_v in_o a_o manner_n only_o upon_o flower_n fruit_n branch_n harpy_n and_o chimera_n part_v whereof_o be_v in_o their_o very_a be_v but_o thing_n common_a and_o vile_a and_o part_n of_o they_o mere_o imaginary_a and_o yet_o man_n who_o crouch_v to_o every_o thing_n render_v himself_o amorous_a and_o a_o slave_n of_o they_o no_o otherwise_o than_o as_o if_o a_o good_a workman_n shall_v stand_v to_o copy_n out_o and_o counterfeit_v some_o trifle_n and_o soppery_n i_o consider_v by_o this_o sight_n how_o poor_a man_n be_v to_o be_v cheat_v amuse_v and_o divert_v from_o his_o sovereign_a good_a and_o since_o that_o time_n i_o can_v make_v no_o more_o stand_v to_o consider_v any_o of_o these_o thing_n and_o if_o i_o do_v it_o i_o shall_v reproach_v myself_o for_o it_o as_o no_o soon_o see_v they_o in_o church_n or_o elsewhere_o but_o this_o be_v present_o put_v upon_o my_o spirit_n the_o original_n be_v nothing_o the_o copy_n and_o the_o image_n be_v yet_o less_o each_o thing_n be_v vain_a except_o the_o employment_n of_o ourselves_o about_o god_n alone_o and_o in_o truth_n a_o christian_n who_o be_v nurture_v and_o elevate_v for_o