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you_o must_v not_o remain_v naked_a but_o cloth_n yourselue_fw-mi with_o god_n this_o little_a recoil_n be_v not_o make_v but_o to_o the_o end_n the_o soul_n may_v thereby_o leap_v forward_o into_o god_n by_o a_o act_n of_o louâ—_n and_o confidence_n for_o we_o must_v not_o be_v confound_v with_o sadness_n or_o unquietness_n it_o be_v self_n louâ—_n that_o give_v these_o confusion_n by_o which_o we_o arâ—_n sorry_a for_o not_o be_v perfect_a not_o so_o much_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n as_o for_o the_o love_n of_o ourselves_o yea_o although_o you_o feel_v not_o any_o such_o confidence_n yet_o may_v you_o not_o ommitt_v to_o make_v act_n thereof_o and_o say_v unto_o our_o lord_n although_o my_o lord_n i_o have_v not_o any_o confidence_n in_o thou_o yet_o i_o know_v thou_o be_v my_o god_n that_o i_o be_o whole_o thou_o and_o have_v no_o other_o hope_n then_o in_o thy_o goodness_n and_o therefore_o i_o give_v myself_o over_o quite_o into_o thy_o hand_n it_o be_v always_o in_o our_o 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freedom_n but_o he_o out_o of_o a_o extreme_a renuntiatioâ—_n will_v not_o have_v his_o liberty_n and_o so_o voluntary_o remain_v in_o slaveric_a with_o so_o great_a poverty_n that_o after_o his_o death_n they_o find_v no_o other_o housâ—_n hold_v stuff_n of_o he_o but_o a_o lamp_n which_o waâ—_n sell_v very_o dear_a because_o it_o have_v be_v the_o lamp_n of_o so_o great_a à _fw-fr man_n but_o we_o must_v not_o abandon_v ourselves_o unless_o it_o wear_v to_o leave_v ourselves_o to_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n there_o be_v manâ—_n who_o say_v to_o our_o lord_n i_o give_v myself_o whole_o to_o the_o with_o out_o any_o reservation_n but_o there_o be_v very_o few_o which_o unbrace_v the_o practice_n of_o this_o renuntiation_n which_o be_v no_o other_o thing_n than_o a_o perfect_a indifferency_n to_o receive_v all_o sort_n of_o event_n according_a as_o they_o arrive_v by_o the_o order_n of_o the_o divine_a providence_n aswell_o affliction_n as_o consolation_n sickness_n 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and_o usage_n which_o be_v presenteâ—_n they_o in_o simplicity_n and_o submission_n for_o god_n haâ—_n signify_v it_o unto_o we_o in_o this_o that_o he_o have_v give_v virtue_n unto_o remedy_n the_o holy_a scripture_n teach_v it_o in_o many_o place_n &_o the_o church_n ordain_v it_o now_o this_o be_v do_v let_v the_o sickneâ—_n surmount_v the_o remedy_n or_o the_o remedy_n surmouâ—_n the_o malady_n we_o ought_v to_o be_v perfect_o indifferent_a in_o such_o sort_n thar_z if_o sickness_n and_o health_n wear_v present_a before_o we_o and_o that_o our_o lord_n do_v say_v untâ—_n we_o if_o thou_o choose_v health_n i_o will_v not_o take_v froâ—_n thou_o one_o grain_n of_o my_o grace_n and_o if_o thou_o makâ—_n choice_n of_o sickness_n i_o will_v not_o augment_v it_o one_o ioâ—_a at_o all_o but_o to_o make_v choice_n of_o sickness_n will_v bâ—_n more_o agreeable_a to_o my_o will_n the_o soul_n then_o thaâ—_n entire_o abandon_v and_o comit_v itself_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o our_o lord_n will_v with_o out_o doubt_v choose_v sickness_n for_o this_o cause_n only_o that_o there_o be_v in_o iâ—_n some_o what_o more_o of_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n yea_o though_o she_o wear_v to_o remain_v all_o her_o life_n in_o â—_o bed_n not_o be_v able_a to_o do_v any_o other_o thing_n thâ—_n to_o suffer_v yet_o will_v not_o she_o for_o any_o thing_n in_o thâ—_n world_n desire_v any_o other_o estate_n then_o that_o even_o thâ—_n saint_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n have_v such_o a_o union_n with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n that_o if_o there_o wear_v to_o be_v have_v a_o little_a more_o of_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n in_o hell_n thy_o will_v quit_v paradise_n to_o go_v thither_o this_o estate_n of_o forsake_v of_o one_o self_n comprehend_v also_o the_o entire_a resignation_n to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n in_o all_o temptation_n as_o driness_n aversion_n and_o repugnance_n which_o may_v arrive_v in_o a_o spiritual_a life_n for_o in_o all_o these_o thing_n we_o see_v the_o â—od_a pleasure_n of_o god_n when_o they_o arrive_v not_o by_o â—r_n default_n and_o that_o on_o our_o part_n there_o be_v no_o â—ne_n in_o fine_a this_o renuntiation_n of_o ourselves_o be_v â—e_a virtue_n of_o virtue_n it_o be_v the_o cream_n of_o charity_n the_o sweet_a savour_n of_o humility_n the_o merit_n as_o it_o seem_v of_o patience_n and_o the_o fruit_n 〈◊〉_d perseverance_n o_o great_a be_v this_o virtue_n and_o â—lie_v worthy_a to_o be_v practise_v by_o the_o most_o dear_a child_n of_o god_n my_o father_n say_v our_o most_o â—weet_a saviour_n upon_o the_o cross_n i_o commit_v my_o â—iritt_n into_o thy_o band_n as_o if_o he_o will_v say_n â—s_a true_a that_o all_o be_v consummate_v and_o that_o have_v accomplish_v all_o that_o thou_o have_v command_v i_o but_o more_o over_o if_o such_o be_v thy_o â—ill_n that_o i_o remain_v yet_o on_o this_o cross_n to_o â—â—ffer_v more_o i_o be_o content_a and_o commit_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n thou_o may_v do_v therewith_o even_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o we_o aught_o â—_o do_v the_o same_o my_o most_o dear_a daughter_n â—_o every_o occasion_n be_v it_o that_o we_o do_v suffer_v â—r_o that_o we_o do_v enjoy_v some_o contentment_n â—eaving_v ourselves_o to_o be_v conduct_v by_o â—e_n divine_a will_n according_a to_o his_o good_a â—easure_n with_o out_o ever_o permit_v our_o â—elues_n to_o be_v preoccupate_v by_o our_o particular_a will_n out_o lord_n love_v with_o a_o extreme_a â—ender_a love_n those_o who_o be_v so_o happy_a as_o â—o_o abandon_v themselves_o total_o to_o his_o paternal_a care_n leave_v themselves_o to_o be_v govern_v by_o his_o divine_a providence_n with_o out_o â—â—nusing_a or_o consider_v whether_o the_o effect_n â—f_v this_o providedce_n shabe_fw-la beneficial_a profitable_a or_o dommagable_a to_o they_o be_v most_o assure_v that_o nothing_o shall_v be_v send_v unto_o they_o from_o his_o paternal_a and_o amiabâ—_n hart_n nor_o that_o he_o will_v permit_v any_o thing_n to_o arriâ—_n unto_o they_o aut_fw-la of_o which_o he_o will_v not_o canâ—_n they_o to_o draw_v good_a and_o profit_n provide_v thâ—_n they_o put_v their_o whole_a confidence_n in_o he_o aâ—_n that_o thy_o say_v with_o a_o good_a hart_n i_o remit_v my_o spirâ—â—_n my_o soul_n my_o hodie_fw-la and_o all_o that_o i_o have_v into_o tâ—_n bless_a hand_n to_o do_v according_a as_o it_o shâ—â—_n please_v thou_o for_o we_o be_v never_o reduce_v to_o sucâ—â—_n extremity_n that_o we_o may_v not_o always_o powâ—â—_n before_o his_o divine_a majesty_n perfume_v of_o holy_a suâ—mission_n to_o his_o most_o bless_a will_n and_o a_o continuaâ—â—_n promise_v never_o willing_o to_o offend_v he_o §_o 2._o sometime_o our_o lord_n will_v that_o the_o soul_n choose_v for_o the_o service_n of_o his_o divine_a maiesâ—â—_n shall_v nourish_v themselves_o wih_o a_o firm_a and_o iâ—uariable_a
soever_o we_o have_v of_o they_o in_o we_o as_o also_o a_o certain_a capacity_n which_o god_n have_v give_v we_o to_o unite_v ourselves_o to_o hiâ—_n by_o mean_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o touch_v we_o our_o vocatiâ—_n which_o give_v we_o as_o much_o assurance_n as_o we_o can_v hauâ—_n thereof_o in_o this_o life_n of_o the_o possession_n of_o glory_n anâ—_n eternal_a felicity_n and_o this_o great_a esteem_n that_o humility_n make_v of_o these_o good_n to_o wit_n faith_n hope_v anâ—_n charity_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o generosity_n of_o spirit_n behold_v they_o the_o first_o good_n whereof_o we_o have_v spokâ—â—_n appertain_v to_o humility_n for_o her_o exercise_n and_o these_o other_o to_o generosity_n for_o she_o humility_n make_v uâ—_n believe_v that_o we_o be_v able_a to_o do_v nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o knowlegd_v os_fw-la our_o poverty_n and_o weakness_n in_o so_o much_o as_o be_v of_o ourselves_o and_o on_o the_o contrary_a generosity_n make_v we_o say_v with_o s._n paul_n i_o can_v do_v alâ—_n thing_n in_o he_o that_o comfort_v i_o humility_n make_v â—o_o distrust_v ourselves_o and_o generosity_n cause_v we_o to_o â—ide_v in_o god_n you_o see_v they_o that_o these_o two_o virtue_n of_o humility_n and_o generosity_n be_v so_o join_v and_o unite_a 〈◊〉_d one_o with_o the_o other_o that_o they_o never_o be_v nor_o can_v separate_v there_o be_v certain_a person_n who_o rely_v â—pon_o a_o false_a and_o childish_a humility_n which_o hinder_v 〈◊〉_d from_o regard_v in_o themselves_o that_o good_a which_o god_n â—â—â—h_v place_v there_o they_o be_v very_o much_o deceive_v for_o â—â—e_v gift_n that_o god_n have_v endow_v we_o with_o all_o shall_v acknowledge_v esteem_v and_o great_o honour_v and_o â—t_a hold_v in_o the_o same_o rank_n of_o base_a esteem_n which_o we_o â—â—ght_n to_o hold_v of_o those_o that_o be_v with_o in_o we_o and_o of_o us._n â—ot_n only_o true_a christian_n have_v acknowledge_v that_o â—â—ey_n ought_v to_o regard_v these_o two_o sort_n of_o good_n â—hich_v be_v in_o we_o the_o one_o kind_n to_o humble_v we_o the_o other_o 〈◊〉_d glorify_v the_o divine_a bounty_n which_o bestow_v thenâ—pon_n we_o but_o also_o the_o philosopher_n for_o this_o word_n 〈◊〉_d common_a among_o they_o know_v thyself_o ought_v not_o â—ely_o to_o be_v understand_v of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o â—itye_n and_o misery_n but_o likewise_o of_o the_o excellency_n â—d_a dignity_n of_o our_o soul_n who_o be_v capable_a to_o be_v â—ited_v to_o the_o divinity_n by_o his_o divine_a bounty_n who_o â—â—th_v settle_v a_o certain_a instinct_n in_o we_o the_o which_o cauâ—th_v we_o always_o to_o tend_v to_o and_o pretend_v this_o union_n â—herein_o consist_v all_o our_o felicity_n §_o 2._o the_o humility_n which_o do_v not_o produce_v 〈◊〉_d enerositie_n undoubted_o be_v false_a for_o after_o that_o she_o â—â—th_v say_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o i_o be_o no_o other_o than_o a_o â—ure_n nothing_o she_o yield_v immediate_o the_o place_n to_o â—enerositye_n of_o spirit_n the_o which_o say_v there_o be_v not_o â—ny_a thing_n neither_o can_v there_o be_v any_o thing_n to_o be_v have_v â—â—at_n be_v not_o in_o my_o power_n for_o so_o much_o as_o i_o put_v all_o my_o confidence_n in_o god_n who_o can_v do_v all_o and_o upon_o this_o confidence_n she_o enterprise_v courageous_o to_o perform_v â—l_a that_o they_o command_v she_o but_o mark_v thar_z i_o say_v all_o â—â—at_n be_v command_v she_o or_o counsel_v how_o difficult_a soeâ—er_n it_o be_v for_o i_o can_v assure_v you_o that_o humility_n judge_v it_o not_o to_o be_v a_o thing_n impossible_a for_o she_o to_o woâ—_n miracle_n be_v command_v so_o to_o do_v if_o she_o herself_o to_o the_o execution_n of_o the_o commaundemâ—â—â—_n in_o simplicity_n of_o hart_n god_n will_v rather_o work_v a_o â—â—racle_n then_o be_v want_v to_o give_v her_o ability_n to_o accomplish_v her_o enterprise_n because_o she_o do_v not_o undertâ—â—â—â—_n the_o action_n upon_o any_o other_o aid_n then_o upon_o confidence_n she_o have_v in_o his_o streingth_n yea_o she_o be_v ground_v upon_o the_o estimation_n that_o she_o have_v of_o the_o gâ—_n that_o god_n have_v impart_v unto_o she_o and_o so_o she_o makâ—_n this_o discourse_n within_o herself_o if_o god_n do_v call_v to_o so_o high_a a_o estate_n of_o perfection_n that_o there_o be_v 〈◊〉_d more_o high_a estate_n in_o this_o life_n what_o be_v that_o whâ—_n shall_v hinder_v i_o to_o attain_v there_o unto_o since_o thâ—_n be_o most_o assure_v that_o he_o who_o have_v begin_v the_o woâ—_n of_o my_o perfection_n will_v perfect_v it_o but_o take_v heed_n tâ—_n this_o be_v do_v with_o out_o any_o presumption_n for_o so_o mâ—_n as_o this_o confidence_n hinder_v not_o but_o that_o we_o mâ—_n always_o keep_v ourselves_o upon_o our_o guard_n for_o feâ—â—â—_n of_o be_v deceive_v but_o rather_o it_o make_v we_o mâ—_n attentive_a over_o ourselves_o more_o vigilant_a and_o careful_a to_o do_v that_o which_o may_v serve_v we_o for_o the_o aduâ—cement_n of_o our_o perfection_n humility_n consist_v 〈◊〉_d only_o in_o the_o distrust_n of_o ourselves_o but_o also_o that_o confide_v in_o god_n and_o the_o diffidence_n of_o ourselves_o 〈◊〉_d of_o our_o ownne_n force_n produce_v confidence_n in_o gâ—â—_n and_o from_o this_o confidence_n spring_v generosity_n 〈◊〉_d spirit_n of_o which_o we_o speak_v 3._o the_o most_o holy_a virgin_n our_o bl._n lady_n 〈◊〉_d furnish_v we_o with_o a_o most_o remarkable_a example_n for_o tâ—â—_n subject_n when_o she_o pronunce_v these_o word_n behoâ—â—_n the_o hand_n maid_n of_o our_o lord_n be_v it_o do_v to_o 〈◊〉_d according_a to_o thy_o word_n for_o in_o that_o she_o say_v tâ—â—_n seruamt_v of_o our_o lord_n she_o make_v a_o act_n of_o the_o great_a humility_n that_o she_o can_v do_v for_o so_o much_o as_o she_o oppose_v against_o the_o praise_n that_o the_o angel_n give_v hâ—_n that_o she_o shall_v be_v the_o mother_n of_o god_n that_o 〈◊〉_d châ—â—d_n which_o shall_v be_v bear_v of_o she_o shall_v be_v call_v son_n of_o the_o most_o high_a the_o great_a dignity_n 〈◊〉_d ever_o have_v be_v or_o can_v be_v imagine_v she_o oppoâ—â—â—_n i_o say_v to_o all_o these_o praise_n and_o greatness_n her_o â—enes_n and_o unworthines_n say_v she_o be_v the_o handâ—yd_n of_o our_o lord_n but_o consider_v that_o after_o she_o have_v â—â—â—dred_v her_o due_a to_o humility_n she_o practise_v inconâ—â—ntly_o a_o most_o excellent_a act_n of_o generosity_n say_v â—t_a it_o be_v do_v to_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n it_o be_v â—e_n as_o if_o she_o will_v have_v say_v that_o i_o be_o not_o in_o 〈◊〉_d sort_n capable_a of_o this_o grace_n if_o respect_n be_v have_v to_o â—â—at_v i_o be_o of_o myself_o but_o since_o that_o which_o be_v good_a â—ne_n be_v of_o god_n and_o that_o which_o thou_o tell_v i_o be_v most_o holy_a will_n i_o believe_v that_o he_o be_v able_a and_o that_o will_v effect_v it_o and_o therefore_o she_o say_v let_v it_o be_v â—he_n to_o i_o as_o thou_o have_v say_v §_o 4._o likewise_o for_o want_n of_o this_o generosity_n â—y_a few_o act_n of_o true_a contrition_n be_v make_v for_o soâ—â—ch_n â—ch_o as_o after_o we_o be_v humble_v and_o confound_v â—ore_o the_o divine_a majesty_n in_o consideration_n of_o our_o â—at_a infidelitye_n we_o approach_v not_o to_o make_v a_o act_n confidence_n in_o take_v hart_n by_o the_o assurance_n we_o â—â—ght_n to_o have_v that_o the_o divine_a bounty_n will_v give_v we_o 〈◊〉_d grace_n from_o henceforth_o to_o be_v more_o faithful_a to_o â—n_v and_o to_o correspond_v more_o perfect_o to_o his_o divine_a â—â—e_z after_o this_o act_n of_o confidence_n shall_v immeâ—tlye_o follow_v that_o of_o generosity_n say_v since_o that_o â—m_n most_o assure_v that_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o 〈◊〉_d want_v to_o i_o i_o will_v further_o believe_v that_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o permit_v i_o to_o fail_v in_o correspond_v â—his_n grace_n §_o 5._o but_o you_o will_v say_v to_o i_o if_o i_o be_v want_v 〈◊〉_d grace_n it_o will_v also_o be_v want_v to_o i_o it_o be_v true_a if_o â—en_o it_o be_v so_o who_o shall_v assure_v i_o from_o this_o time_n â—rth_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o cooperate_v with_o grace_n â—nce_o i_o have_v so_o oftentimes_o heretofore_o let_v it_o pass_v 〈◊〉_d releslie_o i_o answer_v that_o generosity_n cause_v the_o soul_n boud_o to_o say_v without_o any_o fear_n no_o i_o wiâ—â—_n no_o more_o unfaytfull_a to_o god_n and_o because_o she_o feelâ—_n in_o her_o hart_n this_o resolution_n of_o never_o be_v disloyâ—_n she_o undertake_v with_o out_o any_o fear_n all_o that_o she_o know_v be_v in_o her_o power_n to_o yield_v acceptable_a service_n god_n with_o out_o exception_n and_o enterprise_v all_o 〈◊〉_d believe_v she_o have_v abilitye_n for_o all_o not_o of_o her_o seâ—â—_n but_o in_o god_n upon_o who_o she_o have_v fix_v her_o confidence_n therefore_o
seem_v that_o all_o be_v lose_v and_o the_o mean_n to_o perform_v ouâ—_n begin_v enterprise_n be_v take_v from_o us._n consider_v this_o soul_n how_o well_o she_o sit_v on_o her_o egg_n in_o the_o timâ—_n of_o consolation_n and_o leave_v the_o care_n of_o herself_o to_o she_o only_o well-beloved_a one_o if_o she_o be_v in_o prayer_n what_o holy_a desire_n do_v she_o not_o make_v to_o please_v he_o how_o tender_o affect_v be_v she_o in_o his_o presence_n wholye_n melt_a into_o her_o well-beloved_a she_o put_v herself_o entire_o into_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o divine_a providence_n o_o these_o be_v most_o amiable_a egg_n and_o all_o this_o be_v veryn_v good_a beside_o the_o little_a pigeon_n be_v not_o want_v which_o be_v the_o effect_n for_o what_o be_v it_o that_o she_o do_v not_o the_o work_n of_o her_o charity_n be_v in_o so_o great_a number_n her_o modesty_n appear_v before_o all_o the_o sister_n she_o give_v exceed_v edification_n she_o cause_v admiration_n in_o all_o those_o that_o behold_v she_o or_o who_o knouâ—_v she_o mortification_n say_v she_o lose_v i_o nothing_o aâ—_n that_o time_n they_o be_v rather_o consolation_n to_o meeâ—_n and_o for_o obedience_n they_o be_v my_o joy_n i_o noâ—_n soover_n hear_v the_o first_o sound_n of_o the_o bell_n but_o i_o wâ—â—_n rise_v i_o do_v not_o permit_v one_o point_n of_o virtue_n 〈◊〉_d pass_n without_o practice_n and_o i_o do_v do_v all_o this_o witâ—_n most_o great_a peace_n and_o tranquillity_n but_o now_o that_o â—_o be_o in_o disgust_n and_o in_o driesse_n in_o prayer_n i_o have_v not_o anâ—_n courage_n as_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o for_o my_o amendment_n i_o have_v not_o the_o fervour_n i_o use_v to_o have_v in_o my_o exercise_n in_o fine_a the_o cold_a and_o frost_n have_v whole_o benumb_v i_o i_o believe_v it_o well_o consider_v i_o pray_v yoâ—_n 〈◊〉_d this_o poor_a soul_n how_o she_o lament_v her_o disgrace_n her_o discontent_n do_v appear_v even_o in_o her_o face_n she_o have_v her_o countenance_n on_o the_o 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to_o remain_v equal_o content_a in_o sickness_n and_o in_o health_n and_o to_o take_v the_o remedy_n and_o such_o sustenance_n as_o we_o find_v i_o mean_v â—ith_n reason_n always_o for_o touch_v inclination_n i_o â—â—tt_v they_o pass_v the_o good_n of_o the_o hart_n be_v the_o consolation_n and_o swetness_n that_o be_v find_v in_o a_o spiritual_a lifâ—_n and_o these_o good_n be_v very_o good_a and_o wherefore_o will_n you_o say_v to_o i_o must_v we_o then_o unâ—oth_a ourselves_o of_o they_o it_o must_v be_v do_v notwithâ—anding_n and_o they_o be_v to_o be_v remit_v into_o the_o hand_n â—f_a our_o lord_n for_o to_o dispose_v thereof_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v â—im_a and_o we_o be_v to_o serve_v he_o aswell_o without_o they_o as_o with_o they_o there_o be_v another_o sort_n of_o gooâ—_n which_o be_v neither_o interior_a nor_o exterior_a that_o aâ—_n neither_o good_n of_o
love_n oâ—_n god_n but_o it_o may_v happen_v that_o you_o shall_v speak_v somâ—_n little_a thing_n which_o may_v seem_v not_o to_o be_v so_o weâ—â—_n take_v of_o all_o as_o you_o will_v desire_v you_o must_v not_o foâ—_n all_o this_o be_v muse_v to_o make_v reflection_n upon_o aâ—_n â—our_n word_n no_o for_o it_o be_v without_o all_o doubt_n self-love_a that_o cause_v we_o to_o make_v these_o inquiry_n whether_o â—â—at_n which_o we_o have_v say_v or_o do_v be_v well_o take_v holy_a simplicity_n run_v not_o after_o her_o word_n nor_o â—er_n action_n but_o she_o leave_v the_o event_n of_o they_o to_o the_o divine_a providence_n to_o the_o whiâ—h_v she_o be_v soweraigneâ—â—e_o unite_a she_o tourn_v not_o her_o self_n to_o the_o right_a â—and_n or_o to_o the_o left_a but_o follow_v simple_o on_o her_o â—ay_n so_o that_o if_o she_o encounter_v therein_o any_o occasion_n â—o_o practiâ—e_a some_o virtue_n she_o serve_v herself_o careful_o thereof_o as_o of_o a_o mean_n proper_a to_o attain_v to_o â—er_n perfection_n which_o be_v tâ—e_v love_n of_o god_n but_o she_o press_v not_o herself_o too_o earnest_o to_o search_v they_o â—either_o do_v she_o contemn_v they_o she_o trouble_v her_o â—elfe_n with_o nothing_o sâ—e_o hould_v herself_o quiet_a and_o peaceful_a in_o the_o confidence_n she_o have_v that_o god_n know_v her_o desire_n which_o be_v â—o_o please_v he_o &_o this_o suffice_v she_o but_o how_o may_v we_o accord_v two_o thing_n so_o contrary_a you_o say_v on_o the_o one_o side_n that_o we_o must_v â—ave_n a_o great_a care_n of_o our_o perfection_n and_o advancement_n â—nd_v on_o the_o other_o you_o forbid_v we_o to_o think_v thereon_o mark_v here_o if_o you_o please_v the_o misery_n of_o human_a spirit_n for_o it_o never_o stay_v or_o rest_v itself_o in_o a_o mediocrity_n but_o it_o run_v ordinary_o into_o extremity_n we_o have_v this_o defect_n from_o our_o good_a moâ—her_n eve_n for_o she_o do_v even_o as_o much_o when_o the_o wicked_a spirit_n do_v tempt_v she_o to_o eat_v of_o the_o forbid_a fruit_n god_n have_v forbid_v say_v she_o that_o we_o â—hould_v touch_v it_o in_o stead_n of_o say_v he_o have_v forbid_v they_o to_o eat_v it_o we_o do_v not_o say_v that_o you_o may_v not_o think_v of_o your_o advancement_n but_o that_o you_o think_v not_o thereon_o with_o too_o much_o eagerne_v and_o trouble_n §_o 5._o it_o be_v also_o want_v of_o simplicity_n that_o we_o make_v so_o many_o consideration_n when_o we_o see_v the_o fault_n one_o of_o another_o to_o know_v whether_o such_o thing_n be_v necessary_a to_o acquaint_v the_o superior_a withal_o or_o no._n for_o tell_v i_o be_v not_o the_o superior_a capable_a of_o this_o and_o to_o judge_v whether_o it_o be_v requisite_a to_o correct_v it_o or_o not_o but_o what_o know_v i_o for_o what_o intention_n this_o sister_n shall_v have_v do_v such_o a_o thing_n say_v you_o it_o may_v very_o well_o be_v her_o intention_n be_v good_a therefore_o you_o ought_v not_o to_o accuse_v her_o intention_n but_o her_o exterior_a action_n if_o there_o be_v any_o imperfection_n neither_o may_v you_o say_v the_o matter_n be_v of_o small_a consequence_n and_o not_o worth_a the_o trouble_v of_o this_o poor_a sister_n for_o all_o this_o be_v contrary_n to_o simplicity_n the_o rule_n which_o command_v to_o procure_v the_o amendment_n of_o the_o sister_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o advertisment_n command_v we_o not_o to_o be_v so_o considerative_a in_o this_o point_n as_o if_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o sister_n do_v depend_v upon_o this_o accusation_n true_o we_o must_v observe_v and_o expect_v a_o convenient_a time_n to_o give_v correction_n for_o to_o do_v it_o sodaynelie_o or_o passionate_o be_v somewhat_o daingerous_a but_o this_o except_v we_o ought_v in_o simplicity_n to_o do_v that_o which_o we_o be_v oblige_v to_o do_v according_a to_o god_n and_o that_o without_o scruple_n for_o although_o it_o may_v be_v this_o person_n be_v in_o passion_n and_o trouble_v after_o the_o advertisement_n that_o you_o shall_v have_v give_v she_o you_o be_v not_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o but_o her_o immortification_n and_o if_o she_o commit_v any_o fault_n upon_o the_o sudden_a this_o will_v be_v the_o cause_n that_o she_o will_v avoid_v many_o other_o that_o she_o will_v have_v commit_v in_o persevere_v in_o her_o defect_n the_o superior_n ought_v not_o to_o omit_v to_o correct_v the_o sister_n because_o they_o have_v a_o aversion_n to_o correction_n for_o it_o may_v be_v so_o that_o as_o long_o as_o we_o live_v we_o shall_v always_o have_v itt_n for_o so_o much_o as_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n total_o contrary_a to_o the_o nature_n of_o man_n to_o be_v misesteemed_a and_o correct_v but_o this_o aversion_n ought_v not_o to_o be_v favour_v of_o our_o will_n the_o which_o ought_v to_o love_v humiliation_n §_o 6._o you_o desire_v that_o i_o speak_v a_o word_n of_o the_o simplicity_n which_o we_o ought_v to_o have_v to_o leave_v our_o self_n whole_o to_o be_v guide_v according_a to_o the_o interior_a aswell_o by_o god_n as_o by_o our_o superior_n there_o be_v soul_n which_o will_v not_o as_o they_o say_v be_v guide_v but_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o it_o seem_v unto_o they_o that_o all_o thing_n they_o imagine_v be_v inspiration_n and_o motion_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o take_v they_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o lead_v they_o in_o all_o they_o desire_v to_o do_v as_o child_n wherein_o true_o they_o deceive_v themselves_o very_o much_o for_o i_o pray_v you_o be_v there_o ever_o any_o have_v a_o more_o special_a vocation_n then_o that_o of_o s._n paul_n in_o which_o our_o lord_n himself_o do_v speak_v to_o convert_v he_o and_o notwistand_v he_o will_v not_o instruct_v he_o but_o he_o send_v he_o to_o ananias_n say_v go_v thou_o shall_v find_v a_o man_n who_o will_v tell_v thou_o what_o thou_o shall_v do_v and_o although_o saint_n paul_n may_v have_v say_v lord_n and_o wherefore_o will_v not_o thou_o thyself_o notwitstand_v he_o say_v not_o so_o but_o go_v very_o simple_o to_o do_v as_o he_o be_v command_v and_o shall_v we_o think_v our_o self_n to_o be_v more_o favour_v of_o god_n than_o saint_n paul_n believe_v that_o he_o will_v guide_v we_o himself_o without_o the_o mean_n of_o any_o creature_n the_o guide_n of_o god_n for_o we_o my_o dear_a child_n be_v no_o other_o than_o obedience_n for_o out_o of_o it_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o deceate_n it_o be_v a_o very_a certain_a thing_n that_o we_o be_v not_o all_o guide_v by_o one_o and_o the_o self_n same_o way_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o so_o that_o each_o of_o we_o know_v by_o which_o way_n god_n call_v we_o this_o appertain_v to_o the_o superior_n who_o have_v light_a from_o god_n to_o do_v this_o we_o must_v not_o say_v that_o they_o do_v not_o know_v we_o well_o for_o we_o ought_v to_o believe_v that_o obedience_n and_o submission_n be_v always_o the_o true_a mark_n of_o a_o good_a inspiration_n and_o although_o it_o may_v happen_v that_o we_o have_v not_o any_o consolation_n in_o the_o exercise_n that_o they_o appoint_v we_o to_o do_v and_o that_o we_o have_v many_o in_o the_o other_o it_o be_v not_o by_o consolation_n that_o â—hey_n judge_v of_o the_o goodness_n of_o our_o action_n therefore_o we_o must_v not_o be_v tie_v to_o our_o proper_a satisfaction_n for_o this_o shall_v be_v to_o cleave_v to_o the_o flower_n and_o not_o to_o the_o fruit_n you_o shall_v draw_v moâ—e_n profitt_a from_o that_o which_o you_o shall_v do_v follow_v the_o direction_n of_o your_o superior_n than_o you_o shall_v in_o follow_v your_o interior_a instinct_n â—hich_v ordinary_o do_v not_o proceed_v but_o from_o self-love_a which_o under_o the_o colour_n of_o good_a seek_v to_o â—ease_v itself_o in_o the_o vain_a esteem_n of_o ourselves_o it_o â—_o a_o most_o certain_a truth_n that_o our_o good_a depend_v â—f_o leave_v ourselves_o to_o be_v conduct_v and_o govern_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n with_o out_o any_o reservation_n â—nd_v this_o be_v that_o which_o the_o true_a simplicity_n that_o our_o â—ord_n have_v so_o much_o recommend_v do_v pretend_v â—ee_o simple_a as_o dove_n say_v he_o to_o his_o apostle_n he_o â—ayed_v not_o there_o but_o add_v further_o more_o if_o you_o become_v not_o simple_a as_o a_o little_a child_n you_o shall_v not_o enter_v â—â—to_o the_o kingdom_n of_o my_o father_n a_o child_n while_o â—ee_n be_v very_o little_a be_v hold_v in_o so_o great_a simplicity_n that_o â—ee_n have_v no_o other_o knowledge_n then_o of_o his_o mother_n â—ath_v but_o one_o only_a love_n which_o be_v for_o his_o mother_n â—nd_v in_o this_o love_n one_o only_a desire_n which_o be_v the_o boâ—ome_n of_o his_o mother_n be_v place_v in_o this_o welbeloâ—ed_a breast_n he_o desire_v no_o other_o thing_n the_o soul_n which_o
have_v perfect_a simplicity_n have_v but_o one_o love_n â—hich_v be_v for_o god_n and_o in_o this_o love_n she_o have_v but_o one_o only_a pretence_n which_o be_v to_o repose_v upon_o the_o breast_n â—f_fw-mi her_o celestial_a father_n and_o as_o a_o child_n of_o love_n to_o make_v her_o abode_n there_o leave_v entire_o all_o the_o care_n â—f_fw-mi herself_o to_o her_o good_a father_n never_o more_o trouâ—ling_v herself_o for_o any_o thing_n but_o still_o retain_v this_o â—oly_a confidence_n so_o that_o neither_o the_o desire_n of_o virtue_n and_o grace_n themselves_o do_v disquiet_v she_o and_o indeed_o wherefore_o serve_v the_o importune_a and_o unquiet_a â—_z of_o virtue_n the_o practice_n whereof_o be_v not_o necessary_a to_o we_o graciousness_n mildness_n love_n of_o our_o twne_o abjection_n humility_n sweet_a charity_n cordial_a freindshipe_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n and_o obedience_n be_v the_o virtue_n which_o we_o ought_v to_o practise_v most_o common_o because_o they_o be_v necessary_a for_o we_o and_o the_o encounter_n of_o such_o occasion_n be_v frequent_a with_o we_o but_o for_o constancy_n magnificence_n and_o such_o other_o virtue_n that_o it_o may_v be_v we_o shall_v neveâ—_n have_v occasion_n to_o practice_n let_v we_o not_o trouble_v ouâ—_n self_n we_o shall_v not_o be_v for_o this_o the_o less_o magnanimous_a or_o generous_a §_o 7._o you_o ask_v of_o i_o how_o the_o soul_n who_o iâ—_n prayer_n be_v draw_v to_o this_o holy_a simplicity_n and_o thâ—_n perfect_a forsake_v all_o in_o god_n aught_o to_o guide_v themselves_o in_o all_o their_o action_n i_o answer_v that_o not_o onelâ—_n in_o prayer_n but_o in_o the_o conduct_n of_o their_o whole_a lifâ—_n they_o ought_v invariable_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o spirit_n 〈◊〉_d simplicity_n and_o abnegation_n remit_v their_o whoâ—â—_n soul_n their_o action_n and_o success_n to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n by_o a_o love_n of_o perfect_a and_o most_o absolute_a confidence_n leave_v themselves_o to_o the_o mercy_n anâ—_n care_n of_o the_o eternal_a love_n which_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v of_o they_o and_o therefore_o they_o must_v houâ—_n themselves_o constant_a in_o this_o course_n not_o permittiâ—_n any_o alteration_n or_o reflection_n about_o themselves_o to_o 〈◊〉_d what_o they_o do_v or_o whether_o they_o be_v satisfy_v alaâ—_n our_o satisfaction_n and_o consolation_n do_v not_o satisâ—_n the_o eye_n of_o god_n but_o they_o only_o content_v this_o miserable_a care_n and_o love_n that_o we_o have_v of_o ourselves_o oâ—_n of_o god_n and_o his_o consideration_n certain_o the_o child_n which_o our_o lord_n note_v unto_o we_o to_o be_v tâ—â—_n model_n of_o our_o perfection_n have_v not_o ordinary_o aâ—â—_n care_n above_o all_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o their_o father_n aâ—_n mother_n they_o keep_v themselves_o near_o to_o they_o nâ—â—ther_o regard_v their_o satisfaction_n nor_o consolation_n which_o they_o take_v in_o good_a part_n and_o enjoy_v in_o simplicity_n without_o any_o curiosity_n of_o consider_v tâ—_n cause_n or_o the_o effect_n love_v so_o much_o employ_v thâ—_n that_o they_o can_v do_v no_o other_o thing_n he_o who_o be_v veâ—_n attentive_a to_o please_v love_o the_o celestial_a lover_n hâ—â—_n neither_o hart_n nor_o leisure_n to_o reflect_v upon_o himself_o his_o spirit_n continual_o tend_v thither_o where_o â—oâ—_n carry_v it_o §_o 8._o this_o exercise_n of_o the_o continual_a abandon_v of_o himself_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n do_v excellent_o comprehend_v all_o the_o perfection_n of_o other_o exercise_n its_o most_o perfect_a purity_n and_o simplicity_n anâ—_n while_o god_n permit_v we_o to_o use_v it_o we_o ought_v nâ—_n to_o change_v it_o the_o spiritual_a lover_n spouse_n of_o the_o celestial_a king_n true_o do_v view_v themselves_o from_o timâ—_n to_o time_n as_o dove_n who_o be_v near_o the_o most_o pure_a water_n to_o see_v if_o they_o be_v well_o accommodate_v to_o tâ—_n like_v of_o their_o lover_n and_o this_o be_v perform_v in_o tâ—â—_n examan_n of_o their_o conscience_n whereby_o they_o cleanâ—â—_n purify_v and_o adorn_v themselves_o the_o best_a they_o maâ—_n not_o for_o to_o be_v perfect_a nor_o to_o satisfy_v themselves_o nâ—_n for_o the_o desire_n of_o their_o progress_n in_o welldoing_a but_o â—_o obey_v the_o spouse_n for_o the_o reverence_n they_o bear_v unâ—_n he_o and_o for_o the_o exceed_a desire_n they_o have_v to_o gâ—ue_v he_o contentement_fw-fr be_v not_o this_o a_o very_a pure_a loâ—â—_n unspotted_a and_o very_o simple_a since_o they_o do_v not_o purify_v themselves_o to_o be_v pure_a they_o adorn_v not_o theâ—_n self_n to_o be_v fair_a but_o only_o to_o please_v their_o louâ—_n to_o who_o if_o deformity_n be_v as_o acceptable_a thâ—_n will_v love_v it_o as_o much_o as_o beauty_n and_o so_o theâ—_n simple_a dove_n do_v not_o employ_v care_n or_o time_n nâ—_n any_o eagerne_n to_o wash_v and_o trim_a themselves_o fâ—â—_v the_o confidence_n that_o their_o love_n give_v they_o of_o beiâ—â—_n much_o belove_v although_o unworthy_a i_o say_v the_o confidence_n that_n their_o love_n give_v they_o in_o the_o loâ—â—_n and_o bounty_n of_o their_o lover_n take_v from_o they_o solicitude_n and_o diffidence_n of_o not_o be_v sufficient_a fair_a and_o the_o desire_n to_o love_n rather_o than_o to_o adorâ—_n and_o prepare_v themselves_o to_o love_n cut_v of_o froâ—_n they_o all_o curious_a care_n and_o make_v they_o conteâ—_n with_o a_o sweet_a and_o faithful_a preparation_n maâ—_n lovinglye_o and_o cordiallye_o 8._o and_o to_o conclude_v this_o point_n st._n francis_n senâ—ing_v his_o religious_a into_o the_o world_n in_o a_o journey_n gaâ—_n they_o this_o advice_n in_o steed_n of_o money_n and_o for_o all_o theâ—_n provision_n cast_v your_o care_n on_o our_o lord_n and_o he_o wâ—_n feed_v you_o i_o say_v the_o same_o to_o you_o my_o most_o dear_a daughter_n cast_v all_o your_o pretension_n your_o solicitude_n â—nd_v affection_n within_o the_o fatherlie_a breast_n of_o 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