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which_o begin_v thus_o we_o do_v not_o presume_v to_o come_v to_o this_o thy_o holy_a table_n o_o merciful_a lord_n etc._n etc._n at_o the_o time_n of_o the_o consecration_n fix_v your_o eye_n upon_o the_o element_n and_o at_o the_o action_n of_o the_o minister_n in_o order_v the_o bread_n and_o wine_n we_o ought_v joyful_o and_o thankful_o to_o meditate_v after_o this_o manner_n o_o who_o can_v but_o admire_v and_o wonder_v that_o the_o son_n of_o god_n shall_v become_v food_n to_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n and_o to_o humble_v himself_o so_o low_o as_o to_o be_v represent_v by_o bread_n which_o be_v the_o poor_a man_n food_n though_o necessary_a
thou_o and_o be_v thou_o confound_v and_o ashamed_a of_o all_o thy_o iniquity_n consider_v who_o thy_o creator_n be_v and_o who_o thou_o be_v how_o he_o have_v behave_v himself_o towards_o thou_o and_o what_o ungrateful_a return_n thou_o have_v make_v in_o requital_n to_o he_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n when_o i_o be_v not_o and_o that_o according_a to_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o from_o the_o very_a instant_n of_o my_o being_n have_v be_v my_o god_n my_o father_n and_o my_o deliverer_n and_o with_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o providence_n have_v preserve_v my_o life_n even_o till_o this_o present_a moment_n ii_o but_o because_o these_o thing_n o_o heavenly_a father_n cost_v thou_o nothing_o to_o bind_v i_o more_o fast_o to_o thou_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o present_a which_o cost_v thou_o dear_a thou_o do_v come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o sack_v i_o in_o all_o those_o way_n in_o which_o i_o have_v lose_v myself_o by_o thy_o captivity_n thou_o have_v loose_v my_o bond_n and_o by_o deliver_v thyself_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o sinner_n thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o by_o take_v upon_o thou_o the_o form_n of_o a_o sinner_n thou_o have_v destroy_v my_o sin_n these_o thing_n thou_o do_v to_o allure_v and_o bind_v i_o unto_o thou_o and_o to_o strengthen_v my_o hope_n to_o make_v i_o detest_v and_o abhor_v sin_n by_o behold_v what_o thou_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v to_o over_o throw_v the_o kingdom_n of_o sin_n o_o how_o can_v i_o without_o tear_n call_v to_o remembrance_n how_o oft_o time_n thou_o may_v just_o have_v bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n how_o many_o thousand_o soul_n now_o peradventure_o burn_v in_o hell_n who_o have_v less_o sin_v than_o i_o and_o yet_o i_o burn_v not_o there_o how_o then_o can_v i_o be_v so_o ungrateful_a as_o not_o to_o prize_v the_o large_a extent_n of_o that_o mercy_n which_o can_v be_v comprehend_v monday_n morning_n a_o preparatory_a prayer_n to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o almighty_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v call_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a table_n and_o have_v set_v out_o a_o part_n of_o consecrate_a bread_n and_o wine_n for_o i_o i_o acknowledge_v my_o ignorance_n that_o i_o must_v be_v instruct_v by_o such_o mean_n as_o thou_o in_o thy_o bounty_n have_v appoint_v for_o i_o and_o i_o acknowledge_v thy_o divine_a goodness_n that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v i_o to_o be_v teach_v by_o those_o 〈…〉_z of_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v come_v to_o that_o of_o 〈…〉_z i_o do_v hear_v thy_o word_n and_o thy_o dear_a son_n be_v 〈…〉_z my_o â—â—r_fw-fr i_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n 〈…〉_z ffer_v unto_o my_o eye_n in_o the_o testimony_n of_o these_o two_o witness_n this_o truth_n be_v establish_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o saviour_n suffer_v death_n for_o my_o sin_n ii_o as_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o thus_o to_o offer_v i_o thy_o favour_n so_o i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v i_o that_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v walk_v worthy_a of_o it_o be_o i_o thus_o invite_v to_o the_o heavenly_a banquet_n to_o the_o table_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n o_o let_v i_o not_o go_v without_o my_o wedding_n garment_n last_o the_o bridegroom_n of_o this_o feast_n say_v unto_o i_o how_o come_v thou_o in_o hither_o without_o thy_o rich_a vestment_n which_o be_v suitable_a to_o this_o great_a solemnity_n thou_o have_v now_o command_v i_o to_o examine_v myself_o and_o let_v i_o now_o try_v and_o examine_v my_o heart_n and_o be_v acquaint_v with_o it_o whereby_o i_o may_v find_v out_o all_o my_o spiritual_a want_n and_o necessity_n and_o look_v how_o i_o stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n by_o make_v a_o severe_a scrutiny_n into_o myself_o the_o jew_n will_v not_o eat_v with_o unwashed_a hand_n dare_v i_o eat_v with_o a_o unwashed_a heart_n they_o will_v not_o drink_v but_o their_o vessel_n must_v be_v purify_v and_o dare_v i_o now_o drink_v and_o my_o soul_n not_o purify_v before_o the_o passover_n they_o sanctify_v themselves_o and_o before_o this_o sacrament_n shall_v not_o i_o now_o prepare_v myself_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v it_o lord_n help_v my_o desire_n lest_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o i_o eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n a_o prayer_n before_o examination_n o_o holy_a jesus_n who_o be_v a_o merciful_a embracer_n of_o true_a penitent_n but_o yet_o a_o consume_a fire_n to_o obstinate_a offender_n i_o be_o now_o prepare_v myself_o to_o come_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n unfeigned_o confess_v my_o own_o unworthiness_n commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o many_o way_n and_o that_o since_o i_o last_o receive_v this_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n i_o have_v not_o know_v thou_o in_o thy_o word_n behold_v thou_o in_o thy_o work_n apprehend_v thou_o in_o thy_o son_n serve_v thou_o in_o the_o spirit_n apply_v thou_o by_o faith_n fâ—â—râ—d_v thou_o for_o thy_o justice_n nor_o admire_v thou_o as_o i_o ought_v for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n i_o have_v not_o frequent_v thy_o house_n hear_v thy_o word_n lay_v it_o up_o in_o my_o heart_n nor_o practise_v it_o in_o my_o life_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v 〈…〉_z even_o i_o by_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o eye_n the_o lust_n of_o thâ—_n flâ—sh_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n have_v dishonour_v thy_o great_a and_o glorious_a name_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v forgive_v i_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n i_o will_v not_o forgive_v my_o brother_n a_o hundred_o penny_n ii_o as_o one_o deep_a call_v upon_o another_o the_o depth_n of_o misery_n upon_o the_o depth_n of_o mercy_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v unto_o thou_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o all_o man_n much_o more_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o inherit_v eternal_a life_n i_o will_v arise_v and_o go_v unto_o god_n my_o father_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o father_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n but_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o which_o hide_v his_o sin_n shall_v not_o prosper_v but_o he_o which_o confess_v they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o confess_v and_o be_o true_o sorrowful_a i_o have_v sin_v lord_n do_v pardon_n and_o forgive_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o grant_v that_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n hereafter_o i_o may_v live_v to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o to_o the_o comfort_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n iii_o o_o lord_n give_v unto_o i_o now_o a_o break_a heart_n a_o contrite_a spirit_n a_o sorrowful_a soul_n and_o a_o mind_n hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o jesus_n christ_n and_o his_o righteousness_n give_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o grace_n to_o know_v thou_o the_o only_a true_a god_n the_o creator_n and_o preserver_n of_o all_o mankind_n o_o give_v i_o grace_v now_o to_o feel_v the_o burden_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v speak_v peace_n unto_o my_o soul_n and_o say_v unto_o it_o thou_o be_v my_o salvation_n o_o let_v i_o be_v ease_v of_o this_o lump_n of_o sin_n by_o wash_v it_o away_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n i_o do_v believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n i_o be_o sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n make_v i_o to_o be_v hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o sorrowful_a i_o promise_v to_o live_v near_o to_o thou_o than_o ever_o i_o have_v do_v give_v i_o power_n to_o perform_v my_o promise_n i_o forgive_v all_o that_o have_v wrong_v i_o even_o as_o thou_o for_o christ_n sake_n have_v forgive_v i_o let_v this_o forgiveness_n of_o i_o be_v without_o dissimulation_n and_o lord_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v humble_v myself_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o ignorance_n and_o dulness_n and_o weakness_n and_o wickedness_n and_o spiritual_a deadness_n of_o heart_n and_o have_v empty_v myself_o of_o myself_o i_o may_v receive_v of_o thy_o fullness_n and_o grace_n for_o grace_n in_o who_o name_n i_o put_v up_o these_o my_o imperfect_a prayer_n our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n hallow_a be_v thy_o name_n thy_o kingdom_n come_v thy_o will_n be_v do_v on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v we_o this_o day_n our_o daily_a bread_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o trepass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o and_o lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v we_o from_o evil_a amen_n still_o upon_o your_o knee_n say_v almighty_a god_n unto_o who_o all_o heart_n be_v open_a all_o desire_v know_v and_o from_o who_o no_o secret_n be_v hide_v cleanse_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n by_o the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o love_v thou_o and_o worthy_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n through_o christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o some_o head_n of_o self_n examination_n by_o the_o x._o commandment_n to_o be_v express_v on_o
for_o the_o rich_a it_o be_v the_o staff_n of_o our_o life_n and_o signify_v that_o body_n of_o thou_o which_o thou_o give_v for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o holy_a mystery_n make_v this_o bread_n and_o wine_n spiritual_a food_n as_o well_o as_o temporal_a o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v the_o operation_n of_o it_o be_v such_o as_o to_o strengthen_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v withstand_v all_o temptation_n whatsoever_o and_o evermore_o serve_v thou_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n amen_n when_o the_o minister_n break_v the_o bread_n and_o pour_v out_o the_o wine_n use_v these_o meditation_n o_o holy_a jesus_n thy_o bless_a body_n be_v tear_v with_o nail_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o thy_o precious_a blood_n be_v inhumane_o spill_v by_o the_o crucifier_n but_o i_o a_o unworthy_a wretch_n by_o my_o manifold_a sin_n have_v occasion_v more_o torment_n to_o thou_o they_o crucify_a thou_o but_o once_o but_o i_o crucify_v thou_o daily_o they_o crucify_a thou_o because_o they_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o i_o have_v know_v thou_o what_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o the_o lord_n of_o glory_n and_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o a_o most_o tender_a and_o merciful_a father_n and_o yet_o i_o have_v still_o continue_v to_o crucify_v thou_o afresh_o o_o do_v thou_o work_v in_o i_o first_o a_o great_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n past_a and_o then_o a_o great_a hatred_n and_o a_o firm_a resolution_n against_o they_o for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v when_o the_o minister_n receive_v in_o both_o kind_n himself_o say_v 1._o thou_o that_o hear_v prayer_n unto_o thou_o shall_v all_o flesh_n come_v 2._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o choose_v and_o receive_v unto_o thou_o he_o shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n 3._o thou_o shall_v guide_v i_o with_o thy_o council_n and_o after_o that_o receive_v i_o with_o glory_n 4._o the_o lord_n hear_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n the_o name_n of_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n defend_v thou_o 5._o send_v thou_o help_v from_o the_o sanctuary_n and_o strengthen_v the_o out_o of_o zion_n 6._o the_o lord_n remember_v all_o thy_o offering_n and_o accept_v this_o thy_o sacrifice_n 7._o grant_v thou_o thy_o heart_n desire_v and_o fulfil_v all_o thy_o mind_n the_o lord_n perform_v all_o thy_o petion_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v at_o this_o time_n both_o for_o thyself_o for_o we_o and_o for_o all_o person_n 8._o bless_a be_v the_o lord_n god_n of_o israel_n world_n without_o end_n amen_o when_o the_o minister_n be_v draw_v near_o thou_o with_o the_o element_n say_v i_o adore_v thou_o o_o must_v righteous_a redeemer_n that_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o convey_v unto_o my_o soul_n thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a o_o lord_n to_o receive_v thou_o but_o let_v thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n with_o all_o his_o purity_n prepare_v for_o thou_o a_o lodging_n in_o my_o soul_n where_o thou_o may_v unite_v i_o to_o thyself_o for_o ever_o amen_n ejaculation_n before_o the_o bread_n this_o be_v that_o bread_n which_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n whosoever_o eat_v shall_v never_o hunger_n thou_o deal_v thy_o bread_n to_o those_o which_o hunger_n after_o righteousness_n o_o feed_v my_o faint_a soul_n with_o this_o bread_n of_o life_n o_o strengthen_v my_o heart_n and_o hand_n by_o a_o lively_a faith_n and_o open_v my_o mouth_n with_o fervent_a desire_n that_o i_o may_v eat_v not_o for_o bodily_a sustenance_n but_o for_o spiritual_a relief_n and_o the_o refreshment_n of_o my_o soul_n o_o let_v my_o soul_n feel_v the_o spiritual_a efficacy_n of_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v not_o eat_v unworthy_o or_o to_o my_o condemnation_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o enable_v and_o direct_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o receive_v it_o worthy_o amen_n when_o the_o minister_n give_v the_o holy_a bread_n say_v soft_o with_o he_o the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v give_v for_o i_o preserve_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n unto_o everlasting_a life_n here_o take_v the_o bread_n with_o reverence_n then_o proceed_v i_o take_v and_o eat_v this_o in_o remembrance_n that_o christ_n die_v for_o i_o and_o will_v feed_v on_o he_o in_o my_o heart_n with_o faith_n and_o thanksgiving_n then_o answer_v audible_o amen_n after_o the_o bread_n say_v i_o give_v thou_o hearty_a thanks_o o_o lord_n most_o holy_a that_o thou_o have_v refresh_v my_o soul_n at_o this_o time_n by_o my_o feed_n upon_o thy_o body_n which_o be_v break_v for_o i_o if_o i_o have_v live_v innocent_o and_o have_v keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n yet_o can_v i_o have_v have_v no_o proportion_n of_o merit_n to_o so_o transcendent_a a_o mercy_n but_o since_o i_o have_v so_o love_v sin_n and_o add_v transgression_n to_o transgression_n thy_o mercy_n be_v so_o glorious_a and_o infinite_a that_o i_o stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o consideration_n of_o its_o immensity_n o_o let_v i_o not_o throw_v off_o this_o wedding_n garment_n or_o stain_v it_o with_o pollution_n of_o deadly_a sin_n but_o let_v i_o be_v whole_o unite_v to_o thou_o be_v transform_v according_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o life_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v for_o ever_o amen_n or_o this_o o_o bless_a jesus_n sanctify_v this_o bread_n to_o i_o that_o it_o may_v be_v to_o my_o soul_n the_o staff_n of_o strength_n whereby_o i_o may_v vanquish_v and_o overcome_v all_o the_o assaulis_fw-la of_o the_o devil_n the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n and_o continue_v thy_o faithful_a soldier_n and_o servant_n to_o my_o life_n end_n amen_n ejaculation_n before_o the_o cup._n 1._o the_o lord_n himself_o be_v the_o portion_n of_o my_o inheritance_n and_o of_o my_o cup_n thou_o shall_v maintain_v my_o lot_n 2._o the_o lot_n be_v fall_v unto_o i_o in_o a_o fair_a ground_n yea_o i_o have_v a_o goodly_a heritage_n 3._o i_o have_v set_v god_n 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confession_n o_o almighty_a god_n who_o nature_n and_o property_n be_v always_o to_o have_v mercy_n and_o to_o forgive_v receive_v these_o my_o humble_a petition_n make_v unto_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n and_o though_o i_o be_v tie_v and_o bind_v by_o the_o chain_n of_o my_o sin_n yet_o let_v the_o pittifulness_n of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n loose_v they_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o faith_n o_o almighty_a god_n who_o nature_n be_v above_o our_o reach_n and_o who_o secret_a operation_n no_o humane_a reason_n can_v conceive_v give_v i_o that_o faith_n without_o which_o no_o man_n can_v know_v thou_o and_o without_o which_o no_o soul_n can_v please_v thou_o lord_n i_o believe_v but_o to_o believe_v unto_o righteousness_n o_o god_n increase_v my_o faith_n concern_v the_o great_a sacrament_n of_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n i_o believe_v that_o in_o the_o same_o night_n that_o thou_o o_o lord_n jesus_n waste_v betray_v 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jesus_n who_o with_o that_o mercy_n give_v his_o merit_n his_o benefit_n his_o spirit_n his_o whole_a fullness_n even_o himself_o wherefore_o rouse_v up_o thy_o soul_n to_o receive_v the_o bounty_n of_o thy_o god_n and_o of_o thy_o saviour_n with_o a_o humble_a a_o thankful_a and_o a_o devout_a heart_n not_o forget_v the_o price_n christ_n give_v for_o thou_o to_o redeem_v thou_o from_o the_o slavery_n of_o sin_n and_o satan_n a_o prayer_n for_o friday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n bless_a for_o ever_o be_v thy_o holy_a name_n o_o thou_o god_n of_o infinite_a compassion_n who_o be_v both_o truth_n and_o holiness_n itself_o in_o thy_o essence_n and_o therefore_o strict_o require_v truth_n and_o sincere_o in_o the_o heart_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n in_o their_o life_n and_o conversation_n look_v not_o upon_o those_o sinful_a fail_n of_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n but_o gracious_o behold_v i_o in_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n forgive_v i_o my_o many_o sinful_a compliance_n with_o nature_n abberation_n from_o grace_n and_o deviation_n from_o goodness_n which_o have_v cause_v these_o my_o sinful_a error_n which_o may_v thereby_o deprive_v i_o of_o present_a grace_n and_o hope_n of_o future_a blessedness_n ii_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o any_o long_o thus_o wretched_o to_o delude_v my_o own_o soul_n but_o make_v i_o true_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v a_o zealous_a and_o sincere_a christian_a that_o so_o my_o spirit_n which_o for_o those_o my_o sin_n thou_o have_v much_o break_v by_o affliction_n may_v much_o more_o abundant_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o by_o heavenly_a consolation_n lord_n accept_v of_o these_o my_o sinful_a desire_n and_o let_v my_o loss_n of_o tear_n repair_v my_o loss_n of_o truth_n and_o loss_n of_o time_n in_o thy_o service_n assist_v my_o weakness_n accept_v my_o willingness_n forgive_v my_o sinfulness_n cherish_v the_o bless_a motion_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n daily_o in_o i_o and_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n remove_v the_o danger_n of_o my_o own_o corruption_n from_o i_o iii_o o_o lord_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o deserve_a shame_n i_o willing_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o most_o impure_a and_o sinful_a even_o in_o the_o very_o best_a of_o all_o my_o holy_a performance_n i_o therefore_o humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v gracious_o afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o sacred_a word_n to_o discover_v i_o unto_o myself_o so_o thou_o will_v also_o give_v unto_o i_o the_o sword_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o deliver_v i_o from_o myself_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o evil_a man_n o_o lord_n even_o from_o the_o close_a corruption_n and_o secret_a abomination_n of_o my_o own_o evil_a and_o corrupt_a heart_n lord_n pardon_n and_o pass_v by_o the_o many_o
secret_a and_o unknown_a error_n of_o my_o sinful_a life_n pass_v and_o gracious_o prevent_v the_o fail_n of_o that_o to_o come_v iv._o make_v i_o true_o and_o sincere_o holy_a and_o to_o embrace_v it_o neither_o for_o fear_n of_o punishment_n nor_o hope_v of_o reward_n but_o pure_o for_o thy_o sake_n who_o be_v holiness_n itself_o o_o let_v i_o never_o think_v myself_o holy_a enough_o but_o press_v still_o forward_o in_o thy_o holy_a race_n until_o at_o last_o i_o have_v attain_v unto_o that_o full_a measure_n of_o holiness_n which_o by_o thy_o gracious_a acceptation_n of_o it_o in_o christ_n will_v end_v in_o endless_a happiness_n bless_v these_o my_o holy_a desire_n with_o happy_a performance_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o perfect_a righteousness_n thou_o both_o gracious_o accept_a for_o i_o and_o willing_o impute_a to_o i_o amen_n meditation_n for_o saturday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n now_o to_o keep_v the_o soul_n in_o a_o even_a temper_n we_o must_v observe_v these_o follow_a direction_n first_o for_o the_o best_a order_v our_o life_n as_o to_o the_o safety_n and_o peace_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v the_o more_o servant_n the_o more_o importunate_a in_o your_o prayer_n when_o your_o lust_n be_v most_o eager_a and_o vehement_a in_o their_o desire_n for_o this_o we_o have_v st._n paul_n example_n for_o our_o imitation_n when_o he_o proportion_v the_o vehemency_n of_o his_o devotion_n to_o the_o violence_n of_o his_o temptation_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o messenger_n of_o satan_n 2_o cor._n 12._o 9_o do_v the_o more_o furious_o reiterate_v his_o buffet_n the_o more_o zealous_o do_v he_o renew_v his_o prayer_n and_o at_o length_n he_o receive_v this_o comfortable_a answer_n to_o his_o sorrowful_a complaint_n my_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o thou_o sufficient_a to_o cure_v thy_o wound_n and_o to_o pardon_v thy_o guilt_n sufficient_a to_o strengthen_v thy_o weakness_n and_o to_o perfect_v thy_o deliverance_n ii_o second_o entertain_v we_o no_o 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the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o bless_a eucharist_n renew_v we_o our_o purpose_n our_o vow_n our_o covenant_n renew_v we_o ourselves_o denial_n our_o total_a resignation_n thereby_o to_o obtain_v a_o further_a quicken_a in_o grace_n a_o further_o strengthen_v of_o the_o inward_a man_n and_o all_o by_o a_o near_a communion_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o fullness_n thus_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n shall_v seal_v unto_o our_o heart_n the_o comfort_n of_o this_o assurance_n that_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v we_o nor_o forsake_v we_o iv._o let_v we_o offer_v up_o to_o god_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o a_o break_a heart_n and_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n which_o sorrow_n of_o contrition_n must_v be_v like_o that_o of_o one_o mourn_v for_o the_o dead_a a_o funeral_n sorrow_n the_o deep_a of_o mourning_n like_o that_o of_o one_o mourn_v for_o her_o only_a son_n the_o sad_a of_o funeral_n and_o for_o our_o sin_n deep_a humiliation_n be_v 〈◊〉_d necessary_a whereby_o we_o confess_v the_o guâ—lt_n of_o our_o sin_n bewail_v the_o bitterness_n of_o distress_n deprecate_v god_n wrath_n and_o implore_v his_o mercy_n for_o a_o full_a and_o free_a pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n a_o prayer_n for_o saturday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o thou_o bless_a fountain_n of_o eternal_a sweetness_n who_o art_n infinite_o sweet_a to_o my_o weary_a soul_n than_o all_o earthly_a enjoyment_n in_o who_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o who_o right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o forgive_v the_o folly_n and_o infirmity_n of_o i_o thy_o sinful_a servant_n who_o have_v foolish_o prefer_v these_o transitory_a drop_n of_o insufficient_a joy_n which_o have_v be_v wearisome_a and_o burdensome_a unto_o i_o to_o those_o thy_o river_n of_o eternal_a pleasure_n in_o which_o thy_o bless_a saint_n do_v sweet_o bathe_v their_o happy_a soul_n where_o everlasting_a jâ—y_n be_v on_o their_o head_n and_o thy_o eternal_a comfort_n in_o their_o heart_n ii_o lord_n open_a my_o eye_n now_o 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when_o thou_o be_v true_o fear_v grant_v therefore_o dear_a father_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n that_o i_o may_v no_o long_o dally_v with_o my_o precious_a soul_n by_o this_o my_o security_n in_o sin_n but_o sore_o upon_o thy_o mercy_n as_o to_o have_v a_o filial_a fear_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o from_o security_n in_o sin_n good_a lord_n deliver_v i_o amen_n meditation_n for_o saturday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o thou_o great_a creator_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o to_o see_v in_o what_o a_o posture_n i_o be_o in_o at_o this_o present_a i_o be_o cast_v down_o when_o i_o look_v into_o myself_o and_o make_v enquiry_n into_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n i_o can_v but_o behold_v my_o own_o vileness_n and_o baseness_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v receive_v sinner_n else_o how_o dare_v i_o approach_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n thou_o be_v he_o that_o say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o that_o the_o whole_a have_v no_o need_n of_o a_o physician_n but_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a o_o lord_n i_o be_o weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o ease_n and_o refreshment_n i_o be_o sick_a of_o sin_n be_v thou_o my_o physician_n and_o my_o medicine_n i_o be_o wound_v hungry_a and_o weak_a be_v thou_o my_o sovereign_a balsam_n nourishment_n and_o strength_n i_o be_o sorrowful_a poor_a and_o foolish_a be_v thou_o my_o comfort_n enrich_v i_o and_o enlighten_v i_o i_o be_o fall_n of_o dross_n unclean_a and_o dead_a do_v thou_o refine_v i_o purify_v i_o and_o quicken_v i_o with_o thy_o heavenly_a grace_n unto_o salvation_n ii_o o_o that_o i_o be_v now_o with_o a_o humble_a heart_n at_o the_o holy_a table_n of_o my_o lord_n there_o be_v all_o mercy_n convey_v and_o seal_v all_o grace_n be_v