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corrupt_v and_o consume_v to_o nothing_o shall_v be_v raise_v the_o very_a same_o for_o substance_n that_o it_o now_o be_v but_o it_o shall_v then_o be_v clothe_v with_o more_o excellent_a quality_n most_o suitable_a to_o the_o excellency_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o that_o estate_n of_o glory_n it_o shall_v be_v raise_v up_o to_o enjoy_v my_o body_n be_v now_o sow_o in_o corruption_n 44._o 1_o cor._n 15.42_o 43_o 44._o but_o it_o shall_v be_v raise_v in_o incorruption_n it_o be_v sow_o in_o dishonour_n it_o shall_v be_v raise_v in_o glory_n it_o be_v sow_o in_o weakness_n it_o shall_v be_v raise_v in_o power_n it_o be_v sow_o a_o natural_a body_n it_o shall_v be_v raise_v a_o spiritual_a body_n what_o then_o do_v i_o loose_v by_o have_v my_o body_n for_o a_o time_n resolve_v into_o nothing_o consume_v into_o dust_n i_o lose_v nothing_o but_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o myself_o for_o a_o little_a season_n which_o be_v expire_v i_o shall_v return_v and_o re-enjoyn_a myself_o to_o very_a much_o advantage_n do_v not_o the_o husbandman_n joy_n to_o see_v his_o seed_n rot_v in_o the_o ground_n because_o he_o hope_v to_o receive_v the_o same_o body_n with_o better_a quality_n shall_v not_o i_o through_o grace_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v resolve_v into_o nothing_o that_o i_o may_v be_v restore_v better_a o_o fool_n 15.36_o 1_o cor._n 15.36_o no_o seed_n be_v quicken_v unless_o it_o first_o dye_n my_o soul_n resist_v not_o the_o pleasure_n rebuke_v not_o the_o order_n of_o my_o maker_n if_o he_o kill_v to_o make_v alive_a dissolve_v that_o he_o may_v restore_v my_o body_n with_o the_o most_o bless_a change_n of_o quality_n to_o the_o same_o substance_n will_v thou_o dispute_v or_o decline_v his_o will_n come_v be_v content_a cheerful_o shake_v hand_n with_o my_o body_n and_o let_v it_o go_v leave_v it_o look_v no_o more_o after_o it_o though_o it_o be_v lose_v from_o thou_o it_o be_v not_o lose_v from_o god_n or_o christ_n nor_o be_v it_o lose_v for_o ever_o when_o christ_n shall_v appear_v i_o myself_o shall_v my_o whole_a self_n consist_v of_o soul_n and_o body_n 3.4_o col._n 3.4_o shall_v appear_v with_o he_o in_o glory_n for_o he_o will_v raise_v i_o from_o the_o dead_a 3.2_o phil._n 3.2_o and_o change_v my_o vile_a body_n that_o it_o may_v be_v fashion_v like_o unto_o his_o glorious_a body_n i_o can_v but_o pray_v that_o god_n will_v deliver_v i_o my_o body_n from_o wicked_a man_n who_o be_v his_o sword_n his_o hand_n to_o cut_v it_o down_o and_o reduce_v it_o into_o nothing_o yet_o my_o father_n not_o my_o will_n but_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v i_o will_v submit_v i_o will_v be_v content_a i_o will_v wait_v my_o appoint_a time_n till_o my_o change_n shall_v come_v and_o i_o will_v retain_v the_o confidence_n and_o possess_v my_o soul_n in_o the_o comfortable_a expectation_n of_o my_o resurrection_n for_o as_o for_o i_o i_o shall_v behold_v thy_o face_n in_o righteousness_n 17.15_o psa_fw-la 17.15_o i_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v when_o i_o awake_v and_o arise_v in_o thy_o likeness_n sect_n xx._n death_n be_v that_o dreadful_a gulf_n good_a death_n enter_v mâ—_n into_o eternity_n buâ—_n it_o be_v of_o good_a which_o once_o shoot_v lanch_v my_o immortal_a soul_n into_o the_o ocean_n of_o eternity_n eternity_n what_o be_v that_o a_o word_n of_o astonishment_n a_o estate_n of_o amazement_n i_o can_v look_v into_o it_o without_o heart-sinking_a thought_n soul-troubling_a apprehension_n it_o be_v a_o depth_n unfathomable_a a_o length_n and_o breath_n immeasurable_a a_o height_n undiscernible_a a_o continuance_n undeterminable_a and_o unexspirable_a but_o yet_o eternity_n be_v in_o all_o these_o respect_n a_o estate_n most_o proper_a to_o my_o immortal_a soul_n herein_o a_o eternal_a subject_n shall_v solace_v itself_o in_o its_o eternal_a object_n unto_o all_o eternity_n time_n return_n have_v be_v the_o lamentation_n of_o my_o life_n troublesome_a time_n return_n be_v troublesome_a because_o it_o be_v the_o limitation_n of_o my_o comfort_n be_v my_o estate_n never_o so_o pleasant_a to_o i_o in_o respect_n of_o my_o health_n wealth_n plenty_n peace_n friend_n and_o familiar_n or_o the_o like_a enjoyment_n the_o discernible_a approach_a period_n of_o they_o have_v bid_v a_o stand_n to_o my_o delight_n in_o they_o and_o damp_a my_o affection_n towards_o they_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v see_v be_v temporal_a but_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o see_v be_v eternal_a 4.18_o 2_o cor._n 4.18_o sensual_a pleasure_n have_v the_o wing_n of_o the_o morning_n they_o pass_v away_o with_o time_n but_o eternity_n be_v a_o adjunct_n a_o property_n which_o stamp_v no_o mean_a degree_n of_o excellency_n on_o those_o glorious_a invisible_a object_n which_o be_v propose_v to_o our_o faith_n to_o counterpoise_v those_o visible_a but_o temporal_a good_a thing_n which_o captivate_v our_o sense_n my_o soul_n in_o eternity_n thou_o shall_v not_o be_v tire_v with_o tell_v the_o fleet_a hour_n with_o observe_v the_o rerurn_a day_n month_n or_o year_n thy_o expectation_n of_o good_a or_o evil_n shall_v not_o then_o be_v tedious_a thou_o shall_v be_v by_o death_n transport_v and_o resolve_v into_o perfect_a full_a and_o for_o ever_o enjoyment_n of_o perfect_a good_a and_o that_o without_o alteration_n or_o degree_n without_o increase_n or_o diminution_n without_o consumption_n or_o expiration_n thou_o shall_v now_o possess_v a_o everlasting_a noon_n day_n thy_o sun_n shall_v no_o more_o rise_v nor_o set_v time_n shall_v be_v to_o thou_o no_o more_o thy_o autumn_n shall_v abide_v fresh_a and_o green_a fair_a and_o fruitful_a without_o the_o least_o change_n by_o the_o increase_a revive_a spring_n or_o by_o the_o chill_a cloud_a kill_a winter_n thy_o star_n shall_v not_o be_v cloud_v thy_o moon_n shall_v know_v no_o change_n in_o this_o estate_n of_o eternity_n there_o shall_v be_v no_o sun_n moon_n or_o star_n thou_o shall_v not_o need_v and_o therefore_o thou_o shall_v not_o have_v those_o direction_n and_o determination_n of_o time_n for_o thy_o day_n shall_v abide_v in_o its_o perpetual_a brightness_n without_o any_o dawn_n or_o the_o least_o approach_n of_o night_n eternity_n existeen_fw-mi not_o in_o itself_o thing_n eternity_n a_o adjunct_n to_o the_o best_a thing_n it_o be_v a_o property_n which_o pass_v on_o some_o condition_n 〈◊〉_d adjunct_n quality_n which_o stand_v not_o alone_o but_o exi_v in_o its_o subject_n my_o soul_n look_v unto_o and_o secure_v the_o subject_n then_o will_v thou_o soon_o see_v that_o eternity_n be_v a_o quality_n great_o desirable_a a_o adjunct_n unto_o thy_o great_a advantage_n when_o death_n shall_v determine_v thy_o day_n it_o shall_v launch_v thou_o into_o but_o it_o shall_v not_o leave_v thou_o fluctuate_a on_o the_o uncertain_a wave_n of_o eternity_n for_o the_o spirit_n go_v unto_o god_n who_o give_v it_o and_o as_o the_o tree_n fall_v so_o it_o lie_v thou_o shall_v most_o certain_o be_v set_v in_o that_o estate_n which_o must_v be_v thy_o eternal_a estate_n without_o any_o possibility_n of_o alteration_n or_o expiration_n thou_o by_o death_n sail_v into_o the_o sea_n of_o elernity_n or_o rather_o thou_o pass_v through_o the_o red_a sea_n unto_o the_o rest_a refresh_a shore_n of_o eternal_a salvation_n a_o eternal_a inheritance_n eternal_a glory_n and_o eternal_a life_n these_o be_v the_o bless_a subject_n in_o which_o thinâ—_n eternity_n must_v and_o shall_v exist_v haâ—â—_n thou_o not_o in_o this_o life_n taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o those_o object_n have_v thou_o not_o propose_v these_o as_o that_o silver_n bell_n for_o which_o thou_o have_v run_v the_o race_n of_o righteousness_n be_v not_o these_o the_o recompense_n of_o reward_n at_o which_o thou_o have_v look_v as_o thy_o encouragement_n to_o all_o thy_o travel_n and_o in_o all_o thy_o trouble_n in_o expectation_n of_o these_o i_o have_v despise_v the_o shame_n and_o endure_v
be_v exceed_o sorrowful_a unto_o death_n 39_o mat._n 26.38_o 39_o and_o once_o again_o and_o a_o three_o time_n to_o pray_v father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o shall_v i_o expect_v to_o be_v exempt_a from_o shall_v i_o be_v afraid_a or_o ashamed_a to_o express_v the_o passion_n which_o be_v existent_a in_o all_o god_n saint_n and_o from_o which_o my_o lord_n and_o master_n himself_o be_v not_o free_v i_o be_o a_o christian_n but_o yet_o a_o man_n i_o be_o a_o minister_n but_o yet_o a_o man_n if_o i_o die_v as_o i_o now_o fear_n i_o die_v innocent_o lord_n thou_o know_v i_o die_v for_o righteousness_n sake_n i_o shall_v be_v a_o martyr_n though_o of_o the_o low_a orb_n this_o may_v mitigate_v dread_a but_o it_o make_v no_o change_n in_o i_o or_o in_o death_n yet_o terror_n attend_v it_o and_o passion_n abide_v in_o i_o the_o most_o resolve_a paul_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v ashamed_a 9_o 2_o cor._n 1.8_o 9_o that_o he_o be_v desirous_a the_o church_n shall_v know_v he_o be_v press_v above_o measure_n when_o he_o despair_v of_o life_n and_o receive_v in_o himself_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n 5.4_o and_o 5.4_o the_o most_o desirous_a to_o be_v clothe_v with_o their_o house_n from_o heaven_n can_v never_o yet_o desire_v to_o be_v unclothe_v of_o their_o earthly_a tabernacle_n nature_n can_v be_v much_o more_o content_a to_o be_v change_v then_o to_o die_v death_n draw_v i_o out_o of_o the_o bosom_n of_o the_o wife_n of_o my_o delight_n divide_v i_o from_o my_o child_n the_o glory_n of_o my_o youth_n drive_v i_o from_o my_o kindred_n acquaintance_n friend_n and_o all_o humane_a society_n can_v i_o part_v from_o these_o with_o dry_a eye_n can_v man_n think_v i_o bear_v to_o these_o a_o natural_a affection_n and_o expect_v i_o shall_v bid_v adieu_o to_o they_o not_o affect_v with_o natural_a passion_n do_v nature_n and_o religion_n direct_v i_o to_o love_v they_o and_o will_v they_o not_o allow_v i_o to_o grieve_v when_o i_o leave_v they_o death_n do_v discapacitate_v i_o for_o the_o service_n of_o my_o god_n and_o his_o church_n the_o grave_n can_v praise_v he_o death_n can_v celebrate_v he_o they_o who_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n can_v hope_v for_o his_o truth_n will_v not_o christianity_n true_a piety_n teach_v i_o with_o dread_a to_o discern_v this_o estate_n be_o i_o persuade_v my_o life_n be_v more_o profitable_a for_o the_o church_n can_v i_o then_o avoid_v st._n paul_n strait_n 24._o phil._n 1_o 21_o 22_o 23_o 24._o and_o be_v easy_o resolve_v what_o to_o choose_v though_o to_o i_o it_o be_v more_o profitable_a that_o i_o die_v death_n do_v destroy_v my_o be_v when_o i_o be_o dead_a i_o be_o not_o can_v dissolution_n choose_v but_o dictate_v dread_a to_o sensible_a much_o more_o to_o rational_a being_n death_n be_v the_o wage_n of_o sin_n the_o witness_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n and_o by_o its_o circumstance_n make_v such_o with_o a_o emphasis_n can_v then_o a_o man_n of_o religion_n receive_v the_o same_o without_o reluctancy_n and_o great_a remorse_n death_n be_v the_o inlet_n of_o my_o immortal_a soul_n into_o the_o ocean_n of_o eternity_n can_v i_o apprehend_v it_o without_o amazement_n and_o great_a astonishment_n let_v malefactor_n outface_v outdare_v this_o king_n of_o dread_n and_o obtain_v to_o themselves_o the_o name_n and_o honour_n of_o martyr_n by_o their_o only_a abandon_v the_o fear_n of_o death_n i_o dare_v not_o imitate_v i_o must_v not_o justify_v i_o can_v i_o will_v not_o follow_v they_o these_o figleaf_n will_v not_o hide_v their_o sin_n from_o the_o face_n of_o god_n my_o soul_n keep_v thy_o passion_n within_o bound_n then_o fear_v not_o to_o give_v they_o vent_v and_o to_o express_v the_o same_o before_o god_n and_o man_n impossibile_fw-it est_fw-la hominem_fw-la exuere_fw-la christianity_n do_v not_o require_v thou_o to_o turn_v stoic_a and_o cease_v to_o be_v a_o man_n let_v the_o fear_n of_o god_n cast_v thou_o into_o hell_n have_v the_o pre-eminence_n then_o cease_v not_o to_o fear_v man_n kill_n thy_o body_n sell_v not_o thyself_o to_o save_v a_o natural_a life_n and_o then_o spare_v nothing_o to_o redeem_v the_o same_o from_o death_n by_o the_o exception_n of_o this_o one_o thing_n thyself_o make_v the_o devil_n a_o liar_n as_o do_v job_n and_o then_o be_v not_o trouble_v to_o set_v thy_o seal_n to_o a_o truth_n speak_v by_o the_o father_n of_o lie_n viz._n that_o all_o that_o a_o man_n have_v he_o will_v give_v for_o his_o life_n let_v not_o the_o dread_n of_o death_n transport_v thou_o to_o accept_v deliverance_n on_o term_n of_o sin_v against_o god_n then_o be_v not_o afraid_a or_o ashamed_a to_o let_v man_n observe_v thou_o subject_v thereunto_o mourn_v not_o as_o without_o hope_n then_o spare_v not_o to_o mourn_v that_o thou_o must_v part_v from_o they_o who_o duty_n it_o be_v to_o mourn_v over_o thy_o grave_n i_o bless_v god_n i_o see_v in_o nature_n much_o in_o scripture_n more_o 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