pleases thy self only let my Portion hereafter be with thy blessed Fix thou O Lord my steps establish my goings in thy Word that I may not stagger at the uneven motions of this world but may steadily go on towards my glorious home not censuring my journey by the weather I meet with nor turning out of the way for any accident that may befall me Thou hast told us O Lord it is not in man that walketh to direct his own steps and therefore bid us not to lean to our own understanding I humbly beg of thee continual direction I desire thou wouldest cause all self-presumption to dye in me let this be the effect of all my disappointments and ill successes and make my whole confidence to rely on thee so shall my frailty make me more strong and thy Power O my God may be magnified in my weakness and thy mercy triumph in the relief of my misery Teach me to begin all my works with fear to go on with obedience and finish them with love and after all to sit humbly down in hope and with a chearful confidence look up to thee All this we may do for men and they may fail us we may fear and obey and they forget our service we may love and hope and they despise our affections only Thou O Lord whom we can no way benefit thou wilt not fail those that trust and serve thee thy promises are faithful thou art unchangeable and thy rewards are Eternal Glory be to c. Amen For Tuesday Evening MEDITATION I. WIth awfull reverance my Soul consider that the Great God is infinite in his power to punish he has been and he can always be very terrible in his Judgments Our God is a consuming fire Let vain dust no more speak proudly against the Almighty nor be so fool-hardy as to provoke the living God. Let all seal up their lips in humble silence when they are witnesses of his terrible Judgments and with fear and trembling always remember them Remember thou my Soul how the Earth opened it self and swallow'd up alive many thousands of his Enemies Call to mind that the Clouds rain'd Fire and Brimstone and buried several rebellious Cities in their own Ashes Remember that a general deluge did once by Gods Commission over-spread the whole world and swept away almost all mankind when the wickednesse of man was great upon the Earth Remember steadily that sin was the cause of all this misery and ruin Sin threw the Angels down from Heaven and chain'd them up in eternal darkness Sin banisht Adam out of Paradise and turn'd the delicious Garden into a Field of weeds O God how terrible is thy mighty arm when thou stretchest it forth to be avenged on thine enimies O Sin how fatal is thy desperate Malice that pulls on our heads all the thunder of Heaven O my Soul how dull and sencelesse are we to sleep secure as if all were safe Can we repeat these amazing truths and not tremble at the wrath of divine Justice Can we consider the deplorable end of Sinners and still dare to go on in the waies of Sin Even when we sing thy praises O glorious Lord it is our duty to rejoyce with trembling before Thee What should corrupted nature then do when it sees it self ready to offend Thee What should a guilty Conscience do when it sees it self upon the brink of ruin by offending Thee MEDITATION II. YEt O my Soul do not give up thy self to despair under a sence of thy sins bring thou to him but a humble and penitent heart and thou shalt find there is forgiveness with him He that is thus infinte in power to punish is full as infinite in goodness to save How often have we broke his Commands yet still his Earth sustains and serves us How oft alas have we abused our fulness of Bread yet still his Clouds shower plenty upon us He is merciful and gracious as well as Long-suffering a God forgiving iniquity transgression and sin He spares us so long that we may have time to repent and to seek and obtain his Pardon Only the proud apostate Angels find no forgiveness because their obstinacy does refuse to seek it Could those rebel spirits disclaim their crimes and turn again to obey their Maker his clemency would soon revoke their sentence and restore them to shine in their first bright seats But O the excesse of mercy vouchsafe't to Adam and to us dust and ashes his contemptible Posterity For whom the soveraign King of Heaven humbled himself to descend upon Earth to lead a poor laborious life and to suffer a painful death He came to be a Prince and a Saviour to us to give us repentance and remission of sins to teach us by an exemplary Life how to live acceptably to God and to satisfie for our sins by his death Thy mercies O Lord are above all thy works and this is above all the rest of thy mercies MEDITATON III. STill my Soul dwell in contemplation of the divine mercies it is good and pleasant to be here When we lay buried in the abyss of nothing it was his own free Goodness that call'd us into being He fashion'd our limbs in our Mothers womb and fill'd our Nurses breasts with milk He enlarg'd our little steps when we began to go and carefully preserv'd our helplesse Infancy He commanded even his Angels to bear us up lest we should dash our feet against a stone How many dangers my Soul consider hast thou escaped and not one of them but was govern'd by a Divine Providence How many blessings dost thou daily receive and there is not one of them which does not proceed from his bounty He provided Tutors to instruct our Youth and to plant in our tender minds the seeds of Vertue He appointed Pastors to feed our Souls and safely guide them in the wayes of Bliss He seal'd his Love with Sacraments of Grace to nourish in us Faith and Charity All this thou hast done O merciful Lord the wise disposer of Heaven and earth All this thou hast done and still thou goest on by infinite waies to gain us to thy Love. Thou commandest us to ask and promisest to grant thou invitest us to seek and assurest that we shall find Thou dost vouchsafe even thy self to stand at the door and knock and if we open thou enterest and fillest our hearts with joy If we forget thee thou renewest our Memories if we fly from thee thou still kindly findest some means to recall us If we defer our amendment thou dost patiently stay for us and nevertheless when we return we find thy arms open to embrace us And if when we were not thou didst freely love us we may be assur'd thou wilt not forsake us when we strive to love Thee If when we had lost our way and were wandring from thee thy matchless kindness did condescend to seek us and give us an effectual call thou wilt not refuse us when we
their God Yet this prepar'd them for the times of Grace to which thy Mercy O Lord reserv'd far greater favours to which thou hast promised by thy Holy Prophets an effusion of Blessings from thine own full hands I will put my Law in their inward parts and write it in their hearts I will be their God and they shall be my People I will pour out my Spirit upon all Flesh and your Sons and your Daughters shall Prophesie They shall teach no more every one his Neighbour saying Know the Lord for all shall know me from the least of them to the greatest saith the Lord. Hymn 31. COme Holy Spirit come and breath Thy Spicy Odours on the Face Of our dull Regions here beneath And fill our Souls with thy sweet grace Come and root out the poys'nous weeds Which over-run and choak our Lives And in our hearts plant thine own seeds Whose quickening pow'r our Spirit revives First Plant the humble Violet there Which dwells secure by dwelling low Then let the Lilly next appear And make us chast yet fruitful too But O! Plant all the Vertues Lord And let the Metaphors alone Repeat once more that mighty Word Thou need'st but say Let it be done We can alas nor be nor grow Unless thy powerful Mercy please Thy hand must plant and water too Thy hand alone must give th' increase Do then what thou alone canst do Do what to thee so easie is Conduct us through this world of woe And place us safe in thine own Bliss All Glory to the Sacred Three One ever-living Sovereign Lord As at the first still may he be Belov'd and Prais'd Fear'd and Ador'd Amen MEDITATION II. LOok up languishing World look up and see how punctually thy faithful Lord performs his word When he had finisht here that gracious work which his goodness undertook for our Redemption when he had told us what we ought to do and what to suffer for the Kingdom of Heaven when he himself had done more than he requir'd of us and was about to be offer'd up for us by his Death on the Cross and he had wrought our Salvation so far that now his absence from Earth was more expedient for us He first prepares the hearts of his Disciples and comforts their Sorrows with these sweetest words Children I will not leave you Orphans but will pray the Father and he shall give you another Comforter even the Spirit of Truth who shall teach you all things and bring to your remembrance whatsoever I have said unto you Peace I leave with you my Peace give I to you let not your heart be troubled neither let it be afraid I ascend unto my Father and to your Father to my God and to your God I goe to prepare a place for you that where I am there may also my faithful and constant Followers be Thus he gave them to expect that the Holy Spirit should be sent into the World upon his departure from it That this kind Spirit would apply himself to Comfort them by all those wayes wherein comfort could be given That this Spirit should supply his Presence not only for a time but should abide with them never to remove to Heaven again as he did That he should continue in the Christian Church a sufficient Guide and a powerful Comforter to Teach them what is to be done to Comfort them under Afflictions to fortifie and support them in their spiritual Conflicts to assist the application and use of those excellent Instructions which he had left among them to take their part in the World and convert their enemies into friends by convincing them of sin in not believing on Jesus of the righteousness which it appears they may have from him because he is gone to the Father and of Judgment to come for sinful men since the sinning Angels are judged And after their kind Master had said these and other comfortable things to them he led them forth together and gave them his Blessing and parting from them went away into Heaven So loving Mothers when the weaning time is come withdraw from their beloved Children but while they thus deprive their tender little ones of their most dear and all-supplying Presence they still depute some faithful Friend to assist them for though they leave they do not intend to forsake them Such and far greater was the care of our God as his love is far greater than that of tenderest Mothers to their Infants He saw it necessary for so mysterious a Faith to be shown in a clear and supernatural light to the first Believers that they might confidently recommend to others what they knew with infallible certainty themselves He saw it necessary for so perverse a World to infuse into its first Converters a fullness of Charity that with an ardent Zeal they might instruct their Hearers and with a patient courage overcome their opposers He saw it necessary for such varieties of Nations to furnish the Preachers with variety of Languages that they might teach every one in their native Speech and understand their doubts and satisfie their objections MEDITATION III. WHEN the appointed time was come as all the works of God go forth in their fittest season the Disciples having tarried at Jerusalem according to direction to be endued with power from on high when they were gather'd together into one place and with one accord and so were excellently dispos'd for the Visits of Heaven when they had long continued in ardent Prayer and wrought up their Affections to the utmost point of desire suddenly there was a sound from Heaven from whence every good and perfect gift descends a vehement Wind fill'd the whole house for the Grace of God is strong and liberal Behold on the Head of each sate a Tongue as of fire the properest means to inable them for the Conversion of the World While they were all illuminated with a pure light and all enflam'd with a fervent heat and to communicate both to every Nation they were all endued with the gift of Languages Thus were the words of the Prophets fulfill'd and the Promises of our Saviour perform'd and the Faith of the Christian Church was thus miraculously begun Thus were the Messengers of everlasting Peace prepared they were miraculously baptized with the Holy Ghost and with fire and were perfectly qualified for their great Commission to Preach to every Creature this happy Gospel He that believes and is Baptized shall be saved When our Lord ascended up on high he led captivity captive and gave gifts to men He did not affright the world again with the Thunders and Lightnings of Mount Sinai but gently infused the pleasant fire of divine Love into the hearts of his Disciples How should we bless the Lord our God who are Members of the Christian Church to which at this time instead of the Law of Moses was given the grace of Christ for the Letter the Spirit for Shadows Truth and for the Spirit of Fear the
seek after Thee PETITIONS I Therefore do most humbly and constantly seek after thee my God. For all good I fly to Thee the Father of Lights and giver of every good and perfect gift And at this time Lord I ask of Thee that thou would'st alwaies possess my heart with an awful reverence of thy great Name Chase away all levity and carlesness of spirit from me by putting thy fear into my inward parts Humble my too proud and wilful spirit to a ready submission to thy will in all things Make me I pray Thee so to stand in aw of thee and of thy Judgments that I may not dare to sin Those Judgments thou hast often executed on obstinate and impenitent sinners let them be often call'd to my mind let the thoughts of them meet and antidote the temptations to sin Make my fear of them prevent my feeling the like Still O Lord let a lively sensible Conscience cry out aloud when I am tempted and say Dare you commit this evil and sin against God Dare you commit this evil and run upon the fire of divine Vengeance Are you not afraid to provoke his wrath to plunge you into everlasting torments By thy Judgments in the world thou O Lord expectest that the inhabitants thereof should be moved to learn righteousness Grant Lord that I may alwaies do so that so thy Judgments on others may prove mercies to me And let also thy abundant goodness and mercy shown to the penitent and faithful win me to repent and trust in Thee the merciful and Gracious God. Thus prevent me I beseech Thee from being overawed by the terrors of the Lord. Suffer not the Enemy of my Soul to drive me into despair because I am a Sinner dispose me to lay hold of the mercy offer'd by the Redeemer make me to believe and find that humble and penitent Sinners have an Advocate with the Father the righteous Jesus the Christ That he who suffer'd on Earth for our sins is gone to Heaven to make intercession and to plead that satisfaction in the behalf of those that apply themselves to him for his help Incourage me to a steady practice and further pursuit of Holiness by the favours thou hast shown to good men by assurance that I shall be assisted therein and that thou wilt hereafter if not in this life abundantly reward it Thus Lord let it please thee by my hopes and fears which are the great swayers of our natures here to counterpoise my propensity downwards to this earth to keep me in a constant tendency upwards lift me out of the dirt of this world into a happy converse with thee all my dayes Hymn 6. FAin would my thoughts fly up to thee Thy peace sweet Lord to find But when I offer still the world Layes clogs upon my mind Sometimes I climb a little way And thence look down below How nothing there do all things seem Which here make such a show Then round about I turn my eyes To feast my hungry sight I meet with Heaven in every thing In every thing delight I see thy wisdom ruling all And it with joy admire I see my self amidst such hopes As set my heart on fire When I have thus triumpht a while And think to build my nest Some cross conceits come fluttering by And interrupt my rest Then to the earth again I fall And from my low dust cry 'T was not in my wing Lord but thine That I got up so high And now my God whether I rise Or still lye down in dust Both I submit to thy blest Will In both on Thee I trust Guide thou my way who art thy self My Everlasting End That every step or swift or slow Still to thy self may tend To Father Son and Holy Ghost One Consubstantial Three All highest Praise all humblest thanks Now and for ever be Amen For Wednesday Morning MEDITATION I. COme my Soul let us adore the God that governs us him who is absolute King of Heaven and Earth He sees at once the whole frame of all things and thoroughly comprehends their various natures To every Creature he appoints a fit Office and guides all their motions in a perfect order till he has wrought out his glorious design and that he may finish the world in a beauteous close His councels are deep and his particular wayes may be beyond our reach yet all his wayes are wise and just and merciful And if all things come alike to all now yet he will punish wilful sinners with eternal miseries hereafter and bless his servants with eternal happiness Why then do you laugh and rejoyce unhappy wretches who tire your selves in the wayes of sin wayes they are indeed that seem smooth at first but lead to danger and end in ruine Why do you boast your pleasant life who lye asleep in the arms of Death Awake poor Souls and shake off the golden dreams that delude your crazy heads with empty fancies Awake and fill your eyes with penitent tears sadly reflect on the real miseries to which your sins have exposed you Consider whither alas will your Souls be hurry'd when in cold despair you sigh away your last faint breath they shall fly amaz'd from the sight of Heaven and hide their guilty selves in eternal darkness there they shall dwell with intolerable pains wailing and lamenting for ever their understanding shall sit as in a deep dungeon and think on nothing but its own calamities their will shall be heightned to a madness of desire and perpetually wrackt with despair of obtaining their memory shall serve but to renew their sorrows and their whole Souls be drown'd in a Sea of bitterness there every vice shall have its proper torment prodigiously bred out of its own corruption The Lascivious shall burn with unquenchable sires perpetually flaming in the rage of their own lusts the Glutton and Drunkard shall vainly sigh for a drop of water to cool their tongues the furious Cholerick shall rage like mad Dogs to their own only vexation the spiteful Envious shall have thoughts that only gnaw and torment their own minds the desires of the Covetous shall be as thorns in a mans sides the haughty Proud shall be thrown down to the lowest contempt shall be loaded with utter disdain the Slothful shall miserably deplore their lost time and languish with grief for their stupid negligence But O what horrid pangs shall seize them all and wound and pierce the very center of their Souls anguish and trouble shall infect all the whole spirit when they shall see themselves deprived of the bright and blissful Vision of God! when their offended God shall despise and reject them as if they were not his creatures shall cast them away as offensive to his sight and he that made them will not save them will shew them no mercy When they shall see themselves eternally banisht from the sweet and gracious presence of Jesus that he will not be their Saviour because they would not
Alms with chearfulness so thou wentest about doing good and didst often relieve those that were not able to requite thee Thou hast commanded us not to fear them which can kill the Body and yielded up thine own to the death upon the Cross to do the will of him that sent thee thou wast obedient even unto death Thou hast commanded Subjection to Parents and practised it hast said Give to Caesar the things that are Caesar's and wrought a Miracle to pay a Tribute Thou injoynest us Mercy and Compassion and who ever exprest more than thy self Thou didst not only weep in Sympathy with the Affliction of thy Friends but also over the hard and stubborn Jerusalem that had killed thy Prophets and was ready to kill thee Thou enjoynest us to love our fiercest Enemies and thy dying breath pray'd for thy Crucifiers Thy perfect Soul did not need as our weak Natures do the outward Forms and Discipline of Religion yet thou didst conform to the observance of the common appointed Feasts and assist in the publick Duties at the Temple Thou didst watch and pray with so fervent a Zeal that thy Practice was perfectly equal to thy Precepts This Life and even Death it self our merciful Lord undertook to mark out for us the way to Heaven To beat it plain by his own sacred Steps and render our passage thither easie and secure Shall we not then O my Soul rejoycingly follow that path which we see our Saviour trod before us Which we see though spread all over with Thorns yet carried him directly to the Glories of Paradise Shall we not confidently rely on so gracious a Leader who promises if we faint to look back and relieve us MEDITATION III. MAY every Age sing Praises to our God and all Generations adore his Providence From the Beginning his Mercy has still laid means to raise us to those blessed Objects which are above our Nature At first he created Adam with all necessary knowledge and then taught the Patriarchs to inform their Families Afterwards he made use of the Angels to bring us his Commands and often inspir'd the Prophets to declare his Will. When he had done all this it was not enough to bring untoward Man to his true end What did he then to save the perishing World O strange Excess of divine Goodness He sent even his own beloved Son to dwell among us and teach us the way of Salvation the sacred Art of training up our Souls for Heaven and fitting them for the blissful Union with himself But O! thou King of glorious Sweetness whose flowing Tongue dropt Milk and Hony We were alas not happy to behold thy Person nor our Ears worthy to hear thy Voice Yet e're we were born thou hadst us in thy thoughts and didst provide a sufficient method to supply that defect selecting a number of choice Disciples and thorowly instructing them in thy heavenly Doctrine that they might keep alive the memory of thee and witness to all Nations thy stupendious works Thou didst verifie their Mission with the Power of Miracles and enflame their hearts with the fire of the Holy Spirit Over all the World they proclaim'd thy Law and undauntedly preach'd the Crucified Saviour and God. Deep in the Breasts of the Faithful did they write thy Gospel and seal it before their eyes with their own Blood. Their Successors deposited the same precious Treasure in the common Magazine of the Church The Church has been maintain'd by the mighty power of God so that the Gates of Hell have not prevail'd against her Thus is the Catholick Faith descended on us and thus shall continue to the end of the World. Blessed be thy power O Lord that has wrought such Miracles to confirm thy Truth and enclined our hearts to believe it How many Souls are miserably seduced by the Corruptions of the latter Ages and revolted to a mixture of Paganism with Christianity while we by thy good Providence are led in the right way to Happiness We are taught to direct our Homage where we cannot sin nor fail in doing it to one God by one Mediator between God and Man the Man Christ Jesus the Man who also is God. How many Nations lie miserably involv'd in the darkness of Barbarism and Unbelief while we enjoy a clear noon-day and safely walk in the light of Truth O infinite Goodness who freely choosest to pour forth thy Blessings on us who are unworthy of the least Mercies As 't is from thee alone that we receive these favours to thee alone we will return our Praises PETITIONS O Christ the all-seeing Wisdom of the Eternal Father and Soveraign King of Men and Angels who from thy glorious Throne didst descend on our Earth familiarly to teach us the Oracles of Heaven O write thy sacred Instructions deep in the Table of our Hearts and suffer not at any time our Passions to break them Make us still study thee our heavenly Master and continually admire the excellent Beauty of thy Law. Let us be transform'd into an inward agreement to it by the renovation of our Minds that all our infirmities may be cured all our defects supply'd and our thoughts and words and actions conform'd to the dictates of right Reason Let thy excellent Example O Lord alwayes shine bright before our eyes and never be forgotten by us O put it often into our Hearts to reflect and say How would our Master have behaved himself in the Circumstances that we are in And what thou hast done we pray thee enable us to do Reach forth thy powerfull hand and strengthen us with thy Grace that nothing may divert us from following thee In the dangerous Labyrinth of this World and the whole course of our Pilgrimage here Lord let thy heavenly Dictates be our Map and thy holy Life our Guide And that we may be the more surely conducted to the Folds of Bliss do thou dear Lord send us Pastours after thine own Heart O illuminate all that thy Providence calls to the Sacred Office with true knowledge and understanding of thy Word possess them with a fervent Zeal to promote thy Glory and the Salvation of our Souls Give them great prudence that they may know how to manage our folly and perverseness so as notwithstanding them to do us good Make them O Lord good Examples to the Flock in Self-denial Meekness Contempt of the World in due subjection to Magistrates and Charity to all their Neighbours that they may save themselves and those that hear them And make us O Lord to encourage them by all means in their good Work to esteem them highly in love for their works sake to receive the Instructions and submit to the Reproofs which thou sendest by them Grant these things O Lord who art the great Shepherd of Shepherds and of our Souls for thine own honour Glory be to c. Amen For Wednesday Evening MEDITATION I. WEll we are now so much nearer our Grave and all the world is older
do thee faithful Service I own O Lord the Justice and Equity of being so obliged I account it my Interest to be intirely thine I am saved by being Devoted to thee and honour'd in admission to thy Service It is the greatest Preferment I can attain to serve him who is Lord of Heaven and Prince of the Kings of the Earth Thy Service O Lord is perfect Freedom and they have great Peace that love thy Law There are no riches comparable to thy rewards nor any Pleasures so sweet as thy Consolations I am asham'd O Lord and have great reason to be so for that I have liv'd no more suitable to such a Devoted State That I have presum'd to dispose of my self so much according to the devices and desires of of my own heart I have often wander'd from the safe and pleasant Path of thy Commandments and often stept into the dangerous uneasie wayes of sin I have greatly disparaged my self hereby in thy sight and in the sight of thy Holy Angels O it is fit that thou and they who have seen my sins should see my repentance that have seen me most basely breaking my Covenant with my God should see me heartily renewing again so just a Covenant I thank thy Love Dear Jesu for 't is by what thou hast done for us that our Repentance may be accepted I thank thee O gracious Saviour for Instituting thy Supper for the Renewal and Confirmation of our Baptismal Covenant that thou hast commanded us at that to reinforce our resolutions and that thou art ready to confirm them by thy Grace It is Lord the sincere desire of my Soul never to revolt from Thee any more I believe there is no greater happiness than to be a firm Confederate with the faithful Jesus By which I shall become a Temple to the Holy Spirit the Spirit of Light and Love the Spirit of Grace and Glory Now Lord that I have had a fresh sight of thy Love and have sate under thy Shadow with Delight thy blessed Name shall be deeply engraven in my heart I will allow no affection but the Love of Jesus and all my powers and all their motions shall be subject to that I will say to all the Vanities of the world Be gone I have no room in my heart for you whom I cannot love too little I will reserve it all for my Saviour whom I can never love too much I will say to those Temptations that would draw me into sin cease your base Solicitations for I cannot willingly grieve my loving Saviour If it be difficult to serve him I will steadily conflict with those difficulties If it will cost me the loss of all worldly Conveniencies I will gladly forsake all to adhere to him If it expose my Life I will let that goe rather than deny my loving Lord. Now that I have receiv'd the Blessed Jesus at his Supper and thou Lord art come to make thy abode with me I will study to give thee such kind Entertainment as may please thee and keep thee with me I will indeavour in my thoughts words and actions to set alwayes before thee what I think will be acceptable I will watch against every thing that is impure and would be offensive to thy holy sight I will often retire from the World to converse with thee Worldly cares and business shall not keep me from thy Company I have been praising thee O Lord in thy House and at thy Table but I have not praised thee enough And who can praise thee enough for what I there saw for what I there received Oh! how low are my Conceptions of thy Love how vastly below it are all my words I will try O Lord what my deeds can do in praising thee and every part of my Life shall endeavour thy honour Thus Lord I may and ought to resolve but my Practice depends entirely on thy Grace PETITIONS O Lord our kind and gracious Redeemer Thou art exalted to be a Prince and a Saviour to give Repentance and Remission of Sins I beseech thee O Lord as thou hast enabled me to repent and to confess the folly of my backsliding heart do thou graciously give me thy pardon Forgive me O Lord that I have been so false to former Vows and have so often contradicted my Covenants with thee O deal not with me as I deserve cast me not away from thy presence take not thy Holy Spirit from me I have been weakly striving against my sins and could not so far conquer them as I would And therefore Lord I came to thy Table to receive greater strength against them O let such a vertue come from thy Death at this Remembrance of it as may lay all my sins utterly dead and let the Influence of that power so remain as that they may never revive that I may never be hinder'd in my Duty by any sin easily besetting me that I may serve and please thee in all purity heavenly-mindedness integrity in Charity Humility and Contentedness in whatever condition it shall please thee to place me Enable me perfectly to overcome my Passions and keep them all subject to the Laws of thy Love. Let thy Love which is represented in this Sacrament so deeply affect me that I may delight to think and to speak of it and may endeavour as far as I can to imitate it Keep me mindful of my Vows make my Endeavours successful and my Obedience perfect and compleat in all things So possess me with the Love of thee my kind Redeemer as to make me ardently desirous of seeing thee face to face Refine me at length by that holy fire from all the dross of my Corruptions and to such a degree of holiness and purity that I may be fit to fly away from this World to the Habitation of thy Holiness and Glory Amen Hymn 24. DO I resolve an easie life With plenty stor'd and free from strife When my dear Lord thy days and nights Were past in poverty and fights Do I design a gentle Death Just singing out my aged Breath When my Love cruel tortures tore Thy dear Soul out all drown'd in gore Oh no our Christian Sacrifice Acting in a sweet disguise My Saviours Passion o're again Shall all such fond Conceits restrain This must keep lively in my mind How I ought still to be resign'd This humble pattern should destroy My sensual Grief and worldly Joy. Are Sufferings Ills No Goodness chose His and our way to Bliss through those Are Pleasures Goods No Wisdom scorn'd Their dalliance and has us forewarn'd This Lord this make my Song to be At least whene're I meet with thee Thee its glad ground so oft repeating As may prevent my Souls forgetting Jesu thus arm'd no terrours shall E're make my vertuous Courage fall No flatteries here my blest hopes drown Since thy sad Cross led to thy Crown O live for ever glorious Lord Live by all Heaven and Earth ador'd May both their joyful praises give They
wicked Deliver us from those vain deceitful courses in which many make an eternal shipwrack of their Souls Bless us O Lord with a happy Death that our Souls may depart in peace and go up to dwell among thy Saints and Angels Bless us with a holy Life and then our Death cannot but be happy Grant these things O Lord for the sake of our Redeemer Jesus Christ Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Ghost As it was in the Beginning is now and ever shall be world without end Amen For the Evening MEDITATION I. LOrd what a lukewarm Life is this of ours compar'd to the zeal and fervour of some of thy primitive Saints Often and long many of them fasted to chastize their Bodies and bring them under the command of Reason On all their senses they set a constant guard to let nothing in that might disturb their peace Part of the night they would watch when most of the day they had labour'd and both night and day continually pray'd All things about them went on in perfect measure just fit for their pious purpose and no more Their Cloaths their Food their Sleep their Recreation all taught to serve the improvement of their mind their mind the only aim of all their cares the only scope of all their severities that disengag'd from the embroilments of this World they might quietly consider the Felicities of the other That they might daily grow more enamour'd of their Lord and more enflam'd with his divine perfections till at last dissolv'd in those holy fires they melted away with longings to enjoy him Sharp to themselves they were but sweet to others obliging all the World with their candid Charity Whatever any wanted they gladly supply'd and gave away at once sometimes both fruit and tree They studied not how to raise their Families here but to entail on their Posterity the example of their Vertues It was not their Plot to leave a fair Estate behind them but to benefit the World by their useful Labours To instruct the ignorant and confirm the weak to comfort the sorrowful and protect the helpless innocent This was their constant work this their belov'd design to promote with their utmost strength the happiness of all Lord what a little 't is our frowardness endures compar'd to the heroick patience of some former Saints when they were revil'd they reviled not again when spitefully scorn'd they meekly held their peace when they were curst they blest their Enemies when barbarously oppress'd they pray'd for their Persecutors They serv'd their Lord in hunger and thirst and all the incommodities of an impoverish'd life Often they were threatned and they stood the danger often entic'd and they repell'd the flattery Prisons and Chains they willingly accepted Tortures and Racks they chearfully embrac'd even Death it self they undauntedly encountred Death furiously arm'd with every shape of Terrour All this they endur'd and a great deal more of which unmindfull we keep no remembrance All this they endur'd and under all rejoyc'd that they were counted worthy to suffer for Jesus O generous Souls you conquer'd Heaven it self and entred by force those everlasting Gates You would not sit down in the lowest Forms but still press'd on to new degrees of perfection and while you carefully wrought out your own Salvation you endeavour'd the Salvation of others Excellent Copies of our great Masters Original Life which he drew himself in Holiness and Righteousness and Goodness My Soul do thou endeavour also to be a follower of Christ as thou hast the Saints for an example MEDITATION II. LIttle we know O Lord is the good we do little the ill we suffer with patience But what alas should we have done or suffer'd had not thy Grace assisted us and given us such excellent examples thy provident hand has helpt us by hanging out those Lamps bright as Stars to shine before us But more by thine own appearing O Sun of Righteousness to light and warm us with thy cherishing beams Our Faith had been dark our Charity cold and the flower of our hope had languisht away Now we are sure the way to Heaven is passable since it has been trod by so many Passengers And all of them men cloath'd in flesh and blood like us and weakned with the same imperfect nature Now we are sure the Promises of God are true confirm'd by as many Witnesses as there are Saints in Paradise Who by their own experience are fully convinced and with joy acknowledge that they are so And by ravishing sweets they perpetually tast are perpetually excited to adore and sing Faithful is our Lord in all his words and overflowingly bounteous in all his Gifts While we liv'd we receiv'd the hundred fold and now we are translated to an infinity of Bliss What he freely promis'd he has fully perform'd what he engag'd to give us he has abundantly paid He told us of treasures and golden crowns but the joyes we find are incomparably greater Joyes of a far more high and noble race which neither we can express nor you below conceive 'T is enough for us that we feel them in our Breast 't is enough for you as yet that ye see them in your Faith. Even our lesser happinesses infinitely surpass the greatest pleasures of your dull world O how agreeable is the Company we enjoy how delightful the meeting of our old acquaintance with whom we have pray'd and wept and suffer'd with whom we spake of this day and of this place With whom we now can safely sing free from the scorn and malice of our Enemies Blessed for ever be the goodness of our God that has brought us hither to his own Palace This is not like our Cottages of clay nor the loathsom Prisons where we lay in Fetters This chearful melody is not like our old complaints nor the threatning words of our Stern Oppressours The Scene is chang'd and for our world of Miseries behold we enjoy a Paradise of endless felicities Here we shall live and ever live here we shall praise our God and ever praise him Thus sings the Church triumphant and thus shall we if we practise diligently the Lessons they have taught us If we inure our selves to the same blest notes on Earth and live in tune with our holy Songs We shall hereafter be admitted to their Quires and sing as long and as loud as they MEDITATION III. TAke courage now my Soul and chase away thy Doubts far more are with us than against us The Almighty God is on our side and all his hosts of ministring Spirits Our great Creator looks on to excite us our gracious Redeemer comes down to instruct us The Blessed Spirit is within us to confirm our Hearts and the whole Trinity ready to crown our Victories Whom shall we then fear when we are thus safely guarded who can resist so invincible a strength None but our own corrupted nature dare contend and the unlucky accidents that
away And into Joy turns all our Grief Come thou bright Sun shoot home thy darts Pierce to the Center of our Hearts And make our living Faith love thee Without thy Grace without thy Light Our strength is weakness our day night And we can neither move nor see Lord wash our sinful stains away Water from Heaven our barren Clay Our many mortal Bruises heal To thy sweet Yoke our stiff Necks bow Warm with thy fire our Hearts of Snow And soon our wandring feet repeal O grant thy Faithful dearest Lord Whose only hope is thy sure Word The saving gifts of thy good Spirit Grant us in Life t' obey thy Grace Grant us at Death to see thy Face And Heave'ns Eternal Joyes inherit All Glory to the Sacred Three One ever-living Deity All Power ascribe and Bliss and Praise As at the first when time begun May the same Homage still be done While time does last when time decayes Amen MEDITATION II. HOw glorious O Lord is thy Grace over all the World How admirable are the influences of thy Spirit They who through dulness so slowly understood the often repeated Lessons of their divine Master now when the Spirit descended upon them did with the first swift glance see through all and no mystery could pose nor errour deceive them They who through fear forsook their Lord and fled away from the danger of being his now do rejoice in suffering for his Name and neither Life nor Death can forbid them to confess him They who knew only their Mother tongue and that no better than as simple Fishermen now speak to every Nation in their several language and with their powerful Eloquence ravish their Hearts They who after our Saviours resurrection shut fast the doors for fear of the Jews now in the open Streets and publick Synagogues confidently proclaim the Name of Jesus These were new bottles sill'd with new Wine wine that made them quite forget their former selves Wine that exalted them into a generous Spirit of despising all things for the love of Jesus Wine that in the midst of Racks and Prisons made them often break forth into that sweet extasie no joy like the pain of suffering for Jesus no Life like the death endur'd for his Love. O were there now such tongues of fire to kindle in the world those divine flames O were there now such Hearts in the world to receive the holy sparks that fall from Heaven The Apostle Peter preach't but one Sermon and immediately there were converted to Thee three thousand Souls he preach't again and wrought but one Miracle and five thousand more were added to the Church Thus every day they encreas'd in number and which was better their number encreas'd in Vertue They were all inebriated with the same heavenly Wine and all fill'd with the same Heroick Spirit They sold all they had and brought the price and laid it down at the Apostles feet they liv'd in an Innocent community and call'd nothing their own even in their will and understanding they were all united Every one had enough and that is to be rich none had too much and that is to be free free from the cares that perplex the wealthy free from the temptations that wait on superfluity Hadst thou been there my Soul to have seen the flaming ardour of those first converts it would have made thee utterly asham'd of all sloath and coldness You may easily suppose you might have heard them saying such passionate words as these from a mixture of grief and love Ah dearest Lord why were we not so happy as to be converted by thee while thou livedst amongst us Why not to entertain Salvation when thou broughtest it to our homes and didst preferre our little Nation before all the World Unhappy we in our neglect and perverseness which were the causes of our insidelity We lookt on thy many kind miracles O Lord and did not see them Before our Eyes thou didst give sight to the Blind and our Souls were dark with Sin and prejudice Thou didst cleanse the Leprous and heal all manner of Diseases thou didst raise the Dead and cast out Devils with a Word Yet we alas how many of us blasphem'd thy Name how many conspir'd with thy Bloody Crucifiers We cryed out among the tumultuous rabble Away with him away with him crucifie him crucifie him for we knew thee not then to be the Lord of Glory Blessed be thy holy Spirit who has opened our Eyes and made us see through the veil that eclips'd thy lustre Now we believe thee the Messias we expected now we acknowledge thee the King of Israel MEDITATION III. PRoceed my Soul a little further to meditate on the mighty works of the Holy Spirit and with their greatness admire his power and with their goodness his bounty and Love. When Lord thou didst descend into our wretched World then was that Word of thy faithful Prophet fulfill'd The Wolf shall dwell with the Lamb the Leopard shall lie down with the Kid the Calf and the Young Lion and the Fatling shall be together and even a little Child shall lead them They who in the day of our Saviours Passion fiercely persecuted him like Lions and Wolves thou didst easily convert many of them into innocent Sheep and join them with the rest of his harmless Flock Those that were covetous as Wolves thy powerful Grace made them liberal those that were fierce and proud as Lions it made humble and meek Those that had been intemperate as Swine were made sober and they that were lustful as Goats became chast They were all join'd together in the bonds of pure Charity and submitted to the government of the meek and poor Apostles Then was the worship of God not a burden but a delight not a diversion but a business to the ardent love thou didst inspire The Disciples continued daily in the Apostles Doctrine humbly attending to their saving instructions Daily they broke the holy Bread and celebrated the appointed Supper of our Lord inflaming thereby their love to him and confirming their holy Faith and resolutions Daily they assembled to unite their Prayers being fill'd with the Spirit of Grace and Supplications Thus they obey'd thy dictates and thus they encreas'd in the measure of thy Gifts and the strength of thy Graces Such were the fervours of those happy times and Oh how Happy were our times had we those fervours too But our times alas are become miserable by Schisms and heresies and the darkness that covers a great part of the World Ours are become miserable by the defect of Charity and by the scandalous examples of too many Christians Many are scandalous in the Principles which they profess to the disparagement of our Lord's instructions and many others in their vicious Conversations which disparage his wise and pure Precepts Too many alas there are of these yet the Gates of Hell can never prevail against the Power of God Still the same Spirit visits the World and
keeps alive in some the same Primitive Fire Still there are some Hearts full of the Holy Ghost full of the ravishing Wine of Divine Love Still there are some who renounce the World and readily take up the Cross and follow our Lord Still the Almighty Goodness is true to his Church and keeps it one and Holy and Universal Still the Holy Spirit thanks be to his unwearied goodness maintains in his Church some burning and shining Lights He that as a Wind breaths where he listeth and is the free Dispenser of his own Gifts is often found of those that seek him not and vouchfafes to strive with them that resist him Though the ungrateful World abuses his blessings yet he has not utterly withdrawn himself from the ungrateful World. Yet O ye Sons of Adam consider what your Maker has said My Spirit shall not alwayes strive with Man. If this refining Fire does not purge you from your wickedness the slames of his wrath will devour your World and you PETITIONS O Kind and gracious Spirit who art often near to us when we are far from thee often ready to grant when we are unmindfull to ask Vouchsafe now to hear these few humble Petitions which thy Grace disposes me to present I pray O Lord for the good Estate of thy Catholick Church Fit and dispose thy Servants first to entertain thee then graciously vouchsafe to descend into our hearts Fill us O Holy Ghost and our little Vessels and as thou fillest us enlarge our Capacities Make us the more we receive of thee still grow in desire of receiving more till we ascend to those satisfying joyes above where all our Faculties shall be stretch'd to the utmost where they shall all be fill'd to the brim and overflow'd with a Torrent of Pleasure Make us fit to entertain thee and then possess us with the holy fire of Meekness and peace that all the World may know whose Disciples we are by seeing us love one another O deliver us from the contrary fire the fire of the false and evil Spirit that scorches without warming and smoaks without shining and consumes without enlightening Deliver us from Schism and Heresie and every the least uncharitable Passion Vouchsafe to give us the spirit of Fortitude the spirit of Temperance Justice and Prudence the spirit of Wisdom Understanding and Counsels the spirit of Knowledge Piety and the fear of thee the spirit of Patience and Benignity the spirit of Humility Sobriety and Chastity And bring we pray thee the whole World into thy one Flock that all may be so far of the same mind here as all to enjoy the same happiness hereafter Grant these things O Lord to the Merits of our only Mediator Jesus Christ Glory be to c. Amen For the Evening MEDITATION I. WE are not our own but the Temples of the Holy Ghost let us dedicate our selves intirely to his Service Come let us now again prepare our Hearts and humbly offer this our evening Sacrifice Who will give me this happy favour that I may now find my God alone that I may find him in the silence of retirement where the noise of this World can no way interrupt us but that my God may speak to me and I to him as dearest friends converse together That I may unfold before him all my wants and freely ask the Charity of his Counsel What shall I do O gracious Lord to be happy here what shall I do to be happy hereafter Nature already has thus far taught me that in all I undertake I seek mine own good Onely I have cause to fear I may mistake that good and set up a vain Idol instead of thee unless my God the Spirit of Truth vouchsafe to instruct me and shew my Soul its true Felicity Heark my Soul how the eternal Wisdom gives thee Advice and let every word sink deep into thee Seek with thy first endeavours the Kingdom of Heaven and all things else shall be added to thy wish Love with thy whole Affections the enjoyment of thy God and all things else shall conspire to thy Happiness All these my lips confess are excellent Truths but my Life O God is not so ready to confess them I cannot perfectly overcome my Passions nor guide them so as to tend steadily towards thee Often do they draw me into sin by setting me upon the pursuit of this World. While they are mine I cannot govern them behold dear Lord I offer them to thee to be subjected in all their Motions to thy Laws and entirely employ'd in thy Service That my fond heart may be wean'd from the follies of this World and its Appetites quicken'd to thy solid Joyes That I may hunger and thirst perpetually after thee and those glorious Promises thou hast made to thy Servants That my whole Soul may seek thee alone since thou alone O Lord art all my Heaven O glorious God my Life my Joy and the onely fit Center of all my Hopes were my too unsteady Soul once firmly united to thee and could I relish the true sweetness of thy presence how would all other Company seem dull and tedious and the whole World be even bitter to my taste How would my thoughts cleave fast to thee and gladly seal this everlasting Covenant If thou O Lord wilt dwell with me my Heart shall continually attend on thee Night and day will I sing thy Praises and all my life long adore thy Mercies MEDITATION II. WHen O my Soul shall thy God find thee alone free from those busie thoughts that fill thy head O with what ready Charity would he then instruct thee and let thee into his blessed Secrets Himself would become thy familiar guest and dwell with thee in perpetual joy Strive then to clear thy self of all other thoughts that fill thee at best with nothing but emptiness Remember thy God is a pure Spirit and delights to dwell in a clean Tabernacle He will not entertain a Soul that regards any Sin nor stay where he finds his grace neglected If he vouchsafe the blessing of a Visit and O how sweet and ravishing is his presence let us open wide our bosoms to receive him and summon all our powers to entertain him Say Come my Understanding and bring all thou knowest all that enlightens thee in the way to Felicity Come my Will and call in all thy Loves and contract them into one and settle them here for ever Come my Memory but lay aside thy swarm of Notions and forget them all but what concerns thy Eternity Come my whole Soul with these Faculties about thee and prostrate adore the Eternal Spirit Behold he now is nigh and sits in the devout heart as on the Throne he delights in In devout retirement and calm silence he will familiarly speak to us and teach us what shall be for our good Come then and with devoutest reverence attend my Soul to what now thy God will say Let thy Understanding be ready to assent to his