For the Corruption whereof it is ingendred which is Sinne never endeth and the liuely apprehension thereof and of the Paine never ceaseth and so that cruell gnawing which it maketh in the Conscience shall never haue an ende Fourthly the Decree of God is eternall and immutable for he is resolved never to revoke the diffinitiue sentence that hee hath giuen nor to deliuer out of Hell him that once entreth therein Quia in inferno nulla est redemptio For in Hell there is no Redemption of Captiues nor ransoming of Prisoners nor any price for them for as much as the blood of Christe passeth not thither D. Tho. 3. p. q. 52. art 6 And if when it was freshe and was shed vpon mount Caluarye it drewe out of Hell none of the Damned neither shall it now deliuee any Finally all the Paines shall bee eternall because the sinnes shall likewise bee so For as much as in Hell there is no pardon of sinnes no true Penance nor satisfaction that may bee accepted neither is the blood of Iesus Christ applyed vnto them From whence it proceedeth that whosoever will dye without doing penance for his sinnes Nota. Ex D. Th. 1.2 q. 87. ar 3. ad 1. cum D. Aug. D. Greg. quos citat Meditat 9. pūcto 4. hee virtually willeth to remaine in them for ever and that his sinnes should bee eternall and therefore hee meriteth that Gods Iustice should chastize him whith paines everlasting And heerevpon it is that allbeeit a sinner dye with true Faithe and Hope yet entring into Hell hee is deprived of them not onely for beeing as is aforesaide vnworthy of them but also for that now there remaineth with him no obiect of Hope neither to obteine pardon of sinnes nor to bee heard in his petitions nor to issue out of myserie nor ever to attaine to any blessednesse Then hovv is it Colloquie o my soule that thovv fearest not this beeing eternall obliged to eternall miseries Hovv is it that thou art not affrighted vvith this fiere this breather this vvorme and this decree of God immutable and sempiternall Consider that yet God vvill alter the sentence if thou vvith penance alterest thy life Attende not till thy sinne bee eternall for then so likevvise shall bee thy punishement The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider the continuation and inuariablenesse of the paines which goeth togither with eternitie Pondering that the painer shall in such sorte for euer endure that they shall bee perpetuall without interruption and inuariable without diminution So that allbeeit they should continue millions of yeares yet shall there not bee one onely day of vacation neither shall the paine cease so much as for an hower or a moment neither shall the substantiall paine bee diminished Luc. 16.24 nor haue any refreshing as is apparent in the riche couetous man to whome Abraham denied so small a refreshing as to haue his tongue touched with the tippe of a finger dipped in water Rather newe accidentall torments shall bee augmented vpon them by the newe entrance of other damned and that change which heere vseth to bee a refreshing if in hell bee any change shall bee there as a newe torment Iob. 24.19 For if the luxurious as it is saide in Iob passe from the ardours of the fier to the waters of snowe it shall bee that the heate may more torment them thorough the warre that it hath with the colde and the colde may cause the greater trembling and gnashing of teethe combating with the heate Finally allthough these torments be so lasting and continuall yet custome in suffring gaineth nothing to bee any cause of their ease rather euery day they are as it were renewed and waxe greene with newe impatience Psalm 73.23 For as the pride of these wretches which abhorre God saieth the Prophet Dauid allwayes encreaseth so likewise encreaseth their wrathe and enuye their impatience furye and rage Then what sayest thou o my soule and what doest thou if thou hast a liuely faithe of such torments how is it that thy spirit failes not to consider such terriblenesse such perpetuitye such continuation such immutabilitye and eternitie If lying in a soft bed thou feelest it equall with death to passe a long night in watching and paine expecting with griefe the refreshing of the day breake how much more shallt thou feele it to bee in an obscure prison in a bed of fier in perpetuall watching and in terrible paine in a night so long and tedious that expecteth no refreshing of day breake because it is eternall Colloquie Psalm 9.2 O Iustice of the allmighty vvho trembleth not in thy presence Deliuer mee o lord from thy ovrathe and chastize mee not in thy furye but proiect mee vvith thy mercye that I fall not into so dreadefull and eternall a miserie Amen The fourth Pointe FOurthly descending to the particular I am to consider the dreadefullnesse of that Place which wee call Hell 1. For first it is a place vnder the earthe obscure and full of darkenesse thicker then that of Egipt where neuer entreth the light of sun moone nor starres And the fier allbeeit it burneth it giueth no light but smoketh and blindeth the sight for our Lord for the wicked diuideth the flame of the fier Psalm 28.7 taking from it the good that it hath and leauing it the euill 2. Item Hell is a most straite Place devoide of those flowery meadowes and spacious Foresss of the Earthe For allbeeit that Hell as Isaias saithe is verie deepe Isai 30.33 large and wide and hath his creekes farre stretdched out yet so manie are the men that shall discende there into that hardely there shall bee for euery one the place of a very narrowe graue and they shall bee crowded togither like brickes in a fiery fornace that they shall not bee able to wrinche 3. Besides this it is a most distemperate place with excessiue heates hauing not so much as a chinke where any winde may enter to refreshe it Apocal. 19.20 20.15 And for this cause S. Iohn in his Apocalyps calleth it allwaies a Lake of fier and brimstone For as Fishes are in a Lake of VVater ouerwhelmed and as it were prisoners without beeing able to get out so shall the Damned bee in that burning lake of terrible fier mingled with Brimstone melted of a most abhominable smell 4. And from hence also it is that Hell is a most stinking Place For the bodies of the Damned shall reake forth an insupportable sweat with an abhominable stinch And finally it shall bee fastned on al sides with eternall boltes that they shall neuer bee able to get out neither by Force nor by subtletye And if by the Dispensation of God any commeth out hee carrieth with him his Torment and returneth presently from whence hee issued but that dispensation shall neuer bee giuen after the day of Iudgement O how soft and sweete would any Dongeon appeare vnto thee if
consider that God our Lord assoone as Adam and Eua had sinned was willing to reueale vnto them the mysterye of the Incarnation for the Remedye of their Sinne and of the Punishment that therefore they had deserued to demonstrate heerein the greatenesse of his Charitye and mercye towardes men This was resplendent in that comming as a Iudge to take accoumpt of Adam and Eua for their Disobedience and to denounce vnto them the Sentence of Deathe which thereby they had incurred withall as a mercifull Father hee promiseth them not only to make himselfe man for them but also to dye to deliuer them from Deathe pretending heerein that by their Faithe in this Redeemer they should not distrust the Diuine mercye nor of the pardon of their Sinne but that they should forthwith procure it by Penance greiuing to haue offended him that had shewed them so much Loue. So that when God cast our first Parents and all their Posteritye out of the terrestriall Paradise hee then promiseth them him that shall open the Gates of the Celestiall Paradise And when hee chargeth them with Maledictions for Sinne hee offereth them of his meere Grace the Author of all Heauenly Benedictions And when they are vanquished by the Diuell hee assureth them that there shall bee borne of them a man that shall free them from his Tirannye O Father of Mercyes and God of all Consolation Colloquie I humbly thanke thee for that in the middest of thy Wrathe thou art mindefull of thy infinite mercye Abac. 3.2 And when all men by the first Adam deserued to bee accursed thou didst promise vs the second Adam by whome wee should bee blessed Shewe oâ— Lord this thy mercye to mee deliuering mee from the Maledictions which I deserue thorough my Sinnes replenishing mee with the Benedictions which thy Sonne gained by his Merites O Sonne of the euer liuing God Apoc. 13. Lambe that wast slaine from the beginning of the VVorlde for then was published thy Slaughter and true Life was giuen to men that sinned I humbly thanke thee for this fauour that thou diddest vs for the which I beseeche thee to applye vnto mee the fâ—â—ite thereof that beeing free from the Deathe of Sinne I may obtaine by thee Life of Grace Amen I will likewise ponder the Infinite mercye of God in not deferring this promise of our Redemption many Dayes nor yet many Howers but euen the selfe same day that Adam sinned hee came to giue him aduise both of his Transgression of his Remedye for that hee greately desireth that the Sinner allbeeit hee sinne thorough frailtye should not detaine himselfe so much as one day in his Sinne for the greate Hurt that thereof redoundeth vnto him but should presently bee conuerted and doe Penance All this I am to applye to myselfe considering that many times our Lord when I haue sinned in steede of chastizing mee with Iustice preuenteth mee with Inspirations offering mee pardon with mercye For the which I ought humbly to render vnto him many thankes procuring the selfe same day that I sinne to raize vp myselfe presently thorough Penance So that as S. Ephes 4.16 Paul saieth the Sun goe not downe without taking from mee Anger and Pride and euery other Sinne whatsoeuer The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the Conuenience of the Time that God chose to execute the Decree of his Incarnation to the ende to make his infinite Mercye the more eminent Heerevpon I am to beholde in what state the Worlde stood when God came to redeeme it running thorough the Thoughtes Wordes and Deedes of men and comparing them with those of God Isa 55.9 the which as the Prophet Isaias saieth were as different as Heauen and Earthe are distant First I will lift vp my Eyes to Heauen and beholde the most B. TRINITYE in the Throne of his Glorye considering what Thoughtes hee had and what plots hee was then laying to remedye man by the meanes of the Incarnation of the Diuine Worde And as the three Persons of the Deitye when they would create Adam Cant. 1.26 saide Let vs make man to our owne Image and Likenesse so now they sayed Let vs remedye man vhome wee created repairing the Image and Likenesse that wee gaue him O how greate Pleasure had they in this Discourse What Alacritye to beholde the time arriued of executing their Determination And what Ioy had eache Person to prepare themselues for what belonged vnto them in this Worke The Father to sende his Sonne into the Worlde The Sonne to come to vnite his Diuine Person with our nature And the holy Spirit to worke this so soueraigne an Vnion I thanke thee o most blessed TRINITYE Colloquie for that thou hadst pleasure to treate of my Remedye O that I might treate with much Delight of all that belongeth to thy seruice Then will I abase my Eyes to see what then passed in the Worlde considering how it was then arriued to the Abysme of Iniquitye The Gentiles were growen to such a Heigth in their Idolatries that they caused themselues to bee adored as Gods The Iewes were full of Hypocrisies Auarices Ambitions and other innumerable Sinnes The Earthe was wholely drowned with a Deluge of Vncleane-nesses and Carnallities one Waue of Blood as saith the Prophet Oseas ouertaking another Oscae 4.2 All this was God beholding from Heauen for from him nothing is hidden and though this so greate multitude of Sinnes prouoked him to greate furye yet were they no cause to make him deferre his Determination Rather this most mercifull God Abac. 3.2 as saide the Prophet Abacuch when hee had most occasion to shewe his wrathe was then mindefull to doe vs the greatest mercye and in steede of drowning the Worlde againe with another Deluge or burning it with fier like Sodome hee would drowne it with abundance of mercies and burne it with the fier of his Loue giuing it his owne Sonne to remedye it and his Sonne comming to redeeme it Cant. 8.7 O Infinite Charitye whose Flames could not bee quenched with the many Waters of the Riuers of innumerable Sinnes but rather increased with greater Demonstrations of Loue doing the greatest of all fauours to vs that euery day made ourselues more vnworthy thereof I giue thee thankes o most louing and mercifull Lord for this Loue which thou didst shewe vs for the which I beseeche thee though I as a wicked VVretche deserue thy Indignation yet that thou as a good God cease not to fauour mee with the Greatenesse of thy Mercye This Consideration I am likewise to applye to myselfe pondering how it hath many times happened that when I was actually offending God by my Workes then was God doing mee greate Benefits and deuising yet to doe mee greater as to drawe mee out of the Worlde into Religion or such other like for the which I am to giue him many Thankes From hence I may likewise ascende to ponder how much the Infinite Mercye of
that which the royall Prophet Dauid saieth Psal 108 6. Appoint a Sinner ouer him and let the Diuell stand on his right hande vvhen hee is Iudged let him come forth condemned and let his praier that hee maketh be turned into Sinne. Another whiles to mooue myselfe to Confidence I will beholde the Iudge gentile towardes mee with an amiable and pleasing Countenance and on my right side my Angell Gardian cheerefull for my Victorye Imagining that hee is saying in my fauour against the Diuell that which the Prophet Zacharie repeateth Zach. 3.2 Our Lord rebuke thee o Sathan our Lord rebuke thee Is not perhaps this poore wretche a cole pulled out of the fier that it might not bee burned Then what wilt thou O most lust Iudge Colloquie and most mercifull Father I confesse that I am thorough my Sinnes a blacke and filthy Cole and halfe burnt vvith the fier of my passions vvashe mee o Lord and vvhiten mee vvith the liuing vvater of thy grace and therevvith quenche this fier that burneth mee that in the daye of account the Diuell may leaue mee the Angell may protect mee thy mercye may receiue mee and thy Iustice may crovvne mee Amen The second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the Time and Place S. Ioan. Clima cus cap. 7 S. Greg. 4. dialog cap. 37. wherein this Iudgement is to bee donne 1. The time is the Instant of Deathe for allbeeit that by the speciall dispensation of God it hath beene seene to begin visibly a litle before Deathe in sundry cases that haue happened for our example yet ordinarily it is donne inuisibly in the very Instant that the Soule leaues to Informe the Bodye without any delaye And in that very moment the whole Iudgement is concluded the accusation is made and the Sentence is giuen and executed This moment I am to haue allwaies before mine eyes as that which is to bee the beginning of my eternall good or euill saying O momentum à quo aeternitas O moment vvherein eternitye beginneth who can forget thee without greate Perill and who can remember thee without greate Astonishment Bee mindefull o my Soule of this moment and endeuour not to loose any moment of time for in euery one thou maiest merite the life that shall for euer endure 2. The place of this Iudgement is wheresoeuer Deathe arresteth any man without going to the Valley of Iosaphat or to any other speciall place for as the Iudge is in all places so in all places hee hath his Tribunall and maketh this Iudgement in the Earthe and in the Sea in the bed and in the streete that in euery place I may feare because I knowe not whither that shall bee the place of my Iudgement But because that Deathe most ordinarily attacheth vs in our Chamber and Bed when I am in these places I must imagine sometimes that there standeth the Tribunall and Throne of God to judge mee and the good and euill Angell assistantes at the Iudgement for this holy Cogitation will restraine the vnmeasurable excesses of the Fleshe which bud out with the Solitarinesse of the place From these two Considerations I am to drawe a greate feare of offending God for peraduenture the Time and Place wherein I committee this Sinne shall bee also the time and place wherein God will doe Iudgement Genes 19 26. 1. Cor. 11 29. as the wife of Loth who in the same Instant and place that shee turned to looke vpon Sodome was turned into a Satatue of Salt as S. Paule saith whosoeuer eateth vnworthily the bodye of Christe our Lorde eateth Iudgement to himselfe Iob. 15.16 So when I drinke VVickednesse like VVater I drinke Iudgement to my Soule and perhaps the Drinke may bee so mortall that in that very Instant the Iudgement shal bee executed The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider the Frame and Order of this Iudgement that is the Accusers and VVitnesses the Proofe and rigorous Examination that shall bee made of all my workes to Iudge mee accordingly 1. First the Accusers shall bee three The first shall bee the Diuell Apocal. 12.10 whome S. Iohn calleth the Accuser of our bretheren whose Office is to accuse them before God daye and night but in this last Iudgement with greater hatred and furye hee will accuse mee of all the Sinnes I committed thorough his perswasion by consenting to his Temptations yea and hee will adde false accusations for his owne Suspicions aswell for that hee knoweth not the Intentions as also for that his Anger malice doe blinde him making him holde for true that which is false Therefore o my Soule resist allwaies the Deuill and admitte nothing of his that when hee commeth to Iudgement against thee Ioan. 14.30 hee may finde nothing of his for which to laye holde on thee nor no Sinne whereof truely to accuse thee 2. The second Accuser shall bee euery mans owne Conscience the which shall likewise bee a witnesse and stand for a thousand for the Thoughtes thereof shall beate against vs Ad Rom. 2.15 and they as the Apostle saithe shall in that hower accuse or defend vs. And as in Confession I myselfe of my owne will am the Guilty the Accuser and the VVitnesse against myselfe that the Prieste may absolue mee so then also I shall bee so perforce that God may Iudge and condemne mee for that whereof here I obtained not pardon 3. Finally the Angell Gardian himselfe shall bee the third witnesse and after a sorte Accuser against mee for my rebellions to his Inspirations Counsells From whence I may collect how much it importeth mee allwaies to consent to the good Inspirations and Dictates of these two faithfull Companions Conscience and Angell and to yealde myselfe vnto them when in this life they accuse or reprehend mee that afterwardes in the other they may not condemne mee following the Counsell of our Sauiour Christ who saieth Matt. 5.26 Luc. 12.58 Bee at agreement vvith thy Aduersarye betimes vvhiles thou art in the vvaye vvith him and goest to appeare before the Prince for if thou then compoundest not with him hee will deliuer thee to the Iudge and the Iudge to the Officer who will cast thee into prison from whence thou shallt not get out till thou hast paied the last farthing O Prince of Heauen Colloqu to vvhose Tribunall I goe to bee Iudged graunt mee that I may take thy vvholesome Counsell agreeing allvvaies vvith these tvvo good Aduersaries that beeing freed from the Sinne I may bee so likevvise from the Officer and eternall Prison Amen 4. But aboue all I am to ponder the most rigorous examination of the Iudge himselfe wherein are two terrible things the first is that it is vniuersall of all things whatsoeuer charging mee with all my Sinnes of Deede VVorde and Thought though they were but Idle ones Matt. 12 36. and with the omissions and negligences of my Life with the Ingratitude and euill correspondence that
my face be couered vvith shame for my Sinnes that then I may lift vp my Heade for Ioye of the redemption that I expect of them Amen The third Pointe Of the fier that shall burne the VVorlde Psal 49.3 96.3 2. Petr. 3 7. 10. THirdly I am to consider the terrible fier that shall arise from all the foure partes of the worlde to burne and consume the things of the Earthe and to renue and purifye what is therein to remaine 1. Concerning this fier wee are principally to ponder three things for our purpose First that it shall burne and consume exceeding quickely and without resistance the Pallaces and Forests Treasures of Golde and precious Stones Beastes Birdes and Fishes and all men that it shall finde aliue for from it none shall bee able to escape And herein shall ende the Glorye and Beautye of this visible VVorlde which VVorldlings so much loue and esteeme Ioel. 2.3 Fullfilling that of Ioel That before God shall come a consuming fier and after him burning flames and the Earthe that was a Paradise of Delightes shall become a Desert for nothing shall escape from that fier Colloquie 1. Cor. 7.31 O my Soule vvhy doest not thou abhorre the figure of this vvorlde vvhich passeth so hastily and shall haue so disastrous an onde Tremble at this fier vvhich shall burne the riches thereof that thou maiest not giue foode therevvith to the fier of thy Auarice 2. Sapien. 16.22 Secondly I will ponder that this fier as saithe the booke of VVisdome shall bee most cruell against the wicked and most gentle to the good that shall then bee aliue for to these it shall serue as a Purgatorye to purifye them from their Sinnes and from the dregs thereof and to augment vnto them the merit and the Crowne that soone after they are to receiue But Sinners it shall terribly torment as the beginning of Hell that attendeth them to chastice their rebellion 3. From hence it is that this fier shall last in the worlde till the generall Iudgement bee concluded Psal 28. ibid. D. Basil God as Dauid saieth diuiding the power thereof to inlighten without hurt the bodyes of the elect and to torment the bodyes of the reprobate so that forthwith in rising they shall feele the horrible fier wherein they are to remaine which the Sentence being giuen like a furious Riuer shall ouerwhelme them and goe downe with them to Hell Then shall bee fullfilled both in good and bad that saying of the Prophet Malach. 4.1 The daye of our Lord vvill come kindled like a fiery furnace and all the Provvde shall bee like Stravve and that day of our Lord shall burne them to the roote but vnto you that feare my name the Sun of Iustice shall arise in vvhose plumes you shall haue safetye you shall leape like younge Calues and shall treade vpon the vvicked and they shall bee like Ashes vnder your feate O my Soule compare this fiery furnace vvith this Sun of Iustice these flames that blinde Colloquie vvith these Splendours that giue light these Ashes of Torments vvith these plumes of Ease this burning like Stravve vvith this leaping for pleasure like a young calfe and choose such a forme of Life as may free thee from so greate euills and negotiate for thee so greate good O eternall God from vvhose presence shall filovve this Riuer of fier for the Punishement of the vvicked Daniel 7 10. and another Riuer of liuing vvater for the refuge of the good vvashe mee Apocal. 22.1 and purifye mee vvith the vvater of this second that I may bee free from the fier of the first Amen The fourth Pointe FOurthly Matt. 24 36. I am to consider what Christe our Lord saithe of the daye that hee hath assigned for this Iudgement to witte That none knoweth it but God Luc. 17.26 Genes 7.5 and that it shall come on a sodaine for the which hee bringeth twoe similitudes As saith hee in the dayes of Noe men were eating and drinking buying and selling marrying themselues and negotiating their businesses vntill Noe entred into the Arke and then began on a sodaine the Diluge that drowned them Likewise as in the time of Lot Genes 19 24. the Sodomites being very carelesse Lot departing out of the Cittye of Sodome it rained fier and brimstone from Heauen that destroyed them all so shall bee the comming of the Sonne of man to Iudgement For men being occupied in mariages and Pastimes the flood of Tribulations shall begin and there shall rise a fier that shall consume them and innumerable shall they bee that shall bee condemned except some fewe that like Noe and Lot shall bee saued And seeing the same happeneth in many Tribulations Matt. 24 21. Plagues and mortallities which sodainely assaile vs I am to endeuour to liue so well prepared that I may merit to bee saued taking the Counsell that our Sauiour Christ inferred heereupon Luc. 17.33 saying VVhosoeuer would saue his Soule let him loose it that is let him mortifye his carnall life for loosing it in such manner hee shall quicken it with a spirituall Life and shall bee secure at the daye of this Iudgement Colloquie O soueraigne Iudge quicken mee vvith thy grace that like another Noè I may bee faued in the Arke of thy Churche Dragge mee out of the Sodome of the VVorlde though it bee by force like Lot that beeing free from the fiers that burne it I may saue my Soule in the high mountaine of thy Glorye Amen The fourtenth Meditation of the Resurrection of the Deade and the comming of the Iudge and what hee will doe before hee giue Sentence 1. FIrst Ioan. 5.28 1. Ad Thess 4.16 D. Tho. in addit q. 75. q. 76. Ex D. Hier. in reg Monacharū c. 30. Apoc. 20.13 I am to consider the generall Resurrection of the Deade that men in Soule and Bodye ar to appeare at this iudgement Concerning this Article of our Faithe I am to ponder First that an Archangell with a dreadefull Voice in manner of a Trompet shall summon and call all the Deade to rise againe and come to iudgement saying Surgite mortui venite ad Iudicium Arise you deade and come to iudgement And so potent shall this voice bee by Vertue of Gods Omnipotencie that in a moment all the deade shall arise And as S. Iohn saithe the Sea shall giue vp the bodyes that perished therein the Earthe those that it swallowed aliue and Deathe those whome after they were deade it dissolued and consumed who though they were turned to Dust Gods Omnipotencie will forme them in a moment with all the perfection of members that they should haue And in this very moment the Soules shall ascende from Hell and those of Heauen shall descende and euery one shall bee vnited to the same bodye that before it had So that to this voice of the Archangell and to his Citation to
is suffered in this life is but litle and for a little time and is very proffitable to encrease in vertue and to meritte augmentation of grace and glorye But in purgatory much is suffered and vnproffitably for the endes before saide And therefore I am to beeseeche our Lorde that if I shall bee carelesse of this payment it will please him to purifie mee with the fier of afflictions that I may pay here with gaine that which I shall afterwardes pay without gaine O my Sauiour that didst promise to purifie the sonnes of thy churche as golde and siluer is purified in the fier Colloquie Malac. 3.3 purisie mee as thou vvillt in this life that in departing out of it I may goe to enioye thee Amen The 3. intention is to auoide as much as possibly I may veniall sinnes 1. Cor. 3.12 seeing as the Apostle saieth they are no other thing but wood hay and stubble to make fewell for the sier that shall burne mee in purgatorye The which is a greate rashnesse if I haue the eyes of faithe to beholde it for if I should see a man cut wood from a mountaine and carry it to his house and asking him wherefore hee carryed that wood he should aunswere mee that it was to kindle a fier wherein to burne himselfe should not I holde him for a mad man then am not I much more madde doing things with so greate pleasure Colloquie Ex D. Thom. ibidem that shall burne mee in Purgatorie O my soule seeing thou art founded vpon so pretious a foundation as is Christe our Lord builde vpon it vvorkes of greate value Golde of charitie siluer of Innocencie And precious stones of solid vertues vvhich may remaine vvith thee vnto life euerlasting Bevvare thou minglest not vvith them vvorkes that shall perishe the vvood of auarice the haye of sensuallitie and the stubble of vanitie louing vvith some disorder the goods of this life for this shall bee sevvell for the sier that shall burne thee in the life to come O good Iesus deliuer mee from such madnesse preseruing mee from these sinnes by thy grace The fourth Pointe FOurthly I am to consider two notable things that are in the soules of purgatorie The first is the greate resignation that they haue in the will of God as touching the greatenesse and continaunce of their paines and the greate patience wherewith they suffer and accept their torments beeing pleased that God is iust and chastizeth them according to their merits and that hee purifieth them in that fiery fornace that beeing refined they may enter into heauen From whence I will learne to haue patience in my afflictions if I desier they should bee my purgatorie and not my hell seeing the lesser they are the more proffitable they are to pay my debtes with all and are contriued by Gods iustice to that ende And seeing what soeuer is in God is to bee loued if I loue him in deede I am to rejoice that hee is a iusticer Cant. 5.16 and that hee hath a place appointed to chastize my sinne beeing as it is so worthy of Chastizement The second is the greate desier that these soules haue to bee ayded by the faithefull that liue vpon the earthe with sacrifices prayers almes fastings and other satisfactorie workes As also with indulgences and other suffrages to get out quickely from those paines and to goe to enioy God which ought to mooue mee to fauour them as much I may though I take it from myselfe to giue vnto them For if I should see my freinde burne in a greate fier and could get him out without burning myselfe or any other hurt it were a greate crueltie not to get him out Then if by faithe I see these soules burne in such a terrible fier and may deliuer them with masses Indulgences and other good workes it will bee a greate charitie to bee carefull heerein And if what I would for myselfe I am to will for my neighbour it is iust to doe what I may to deliuer him that paineth in purgatorie as I would that others should doe for mee when I am there Ex D. Greg. lib. 4. Moral c. 57. Especially for that with this care I make myselfe worthy that God should then inspire others to ayde mee for the mercifull shall obtaine mercie in that kinde wherein they themselues vsed it And these very soules when they come to beholde God are very gratefull to those that fauored them in their afflictions and will solicite the fauour of God for vs in ours And all bee it I take from my selfe the satisfaction of the worke that I apply to the deade yet in giuing it for almes I augment the merit for charitie increaseth by taking from myselfe that I had neede of to succour the needy For all these reasons the holy scripture saieth that it is a holy 2. Machab 12.46 and meritorious care to pay for the deade that the paines of their sinnes may bee pardoned them for of this care followe those benefits that haue beene declared to those that pray for them VVith this meditation is concluded all that appertaineth to the purgatiue waie and to puritie which is the proper ende thereof whose defectes if any were in this life are remedied in the purgatorie of the other to enter with entire puritie into glorie which is the finall and last thing of the iust whereof meditations shall bee made in the ende of the 6. parte for that it is the last of Gods benefits and the farthest ende of the vnitiue way In the which the lust shall rest vnited vnto their God worlde without ende Amen The ende of the first Parte A TABLE OF THE CONTENTS IN THIS First Part. THe prologue to the Christian Reader page 1. The introduction to these meditations wherein is set downe a summarie of such things as are comprehended in the practise and exercize of mentall praier page 6. § 1. VVhat mentall praier is pag. 9. § 2. How we at to speake vnto God in mentall praier pag. 14. § 3. Of the vertues that accompanie mentall praier and of their excellencies pag. 20. § 4. Of the matter of mentall praier for meditation pag. 23. § 5. Of entrance into praier pag. 29. § 6. Of the manner of meditating and discoursing in praier and how we are to resist distractions that then doe combatte vs pag. 34. § 7. Of the manner how we may ayde our selues with the imagination and the tongue and the rest of the faculties for mentall praier pag. 40. § 8. Of the examination of praier and of the fruites that may be drawne from thence pag. 43. § 9. Of the seuerall formes of praying in diuerse matters accomodated to different persons and tymes pag. 46. § 10. Of contemplation and of the manner how some may vse mentall praier without manifoldnes of discourse pag. 50. § 11. Of the extraordinary formes of mentall praier and in what diuers manners God communicateth himself therein pag.
this connexion and vveeding out from mee this disordinate Loue that I may loue thee and serue thee vvith all my Hearte and vvith all my Povvers For thou art my Loue and my repose to vvhome bee Honour and Glorye vvorlde vvithout ende Amen The matter of these three pointes shall bee handlest more at large in the sixth parte The fourthe Pointe FRom these same Principles I am to drawe another practike Conclusion as the foundation of the Purgatiue VVaye that is to saye that I am to detest Sinne aboue all the most detestable things of the VVorlde for that mortall Sinne onely is contrarye to my finall ende and by it onely is it lost So that neither Pouertye nor Infamie nor Dishonour nor Dolour nor Infirmitye nor Basenesse of Parentage nor Rudenesse of VVitte nor VVant of naturall Sciences nor all the other miseries of the VVorlde are directly contrary to my finall ende nor shall I loose it for them but onely for mortall Sinne by the which as much as lyeth in mee I destroye the true finall ende which is God denying him Ad Titū 1.16 Ad Phili. 3.19 Ad Ephe. 5.5 as S. Paul sayeth by any workes I faine another finall ende to myselfe which is the Creature which I take for God And hereupon saithe the same Apostle That Gloutons holde their Belly for their God Prowde men their Glorye and Couetous men make an Idoll of their money This Veritye shal bee considered in the Meditations ensuing to moue vs to the abhorring of so greate an euill as Sinne is and to purifye ourselues thereof with greate care The second Meditation of the greiuousnesse of Sinne by the Examples of the Sinne of the Angells of Adam and other Particulars THE ende of this meditation is to knowe by Examples the greiuousnesse of Sinne to abhorre it and the terriblenesse of Gods Iustice in chastizing it to feare him and to appease him with Penance and the Instabillity of man in good to knowe his weakenesse and not to trust to himselfe but to humble himselfe before God And all this I am to begge of our Lord at my entrance to meditation beseeching him to Illustrate with his diuine Light my Vnderstanding to knowe it to mooue my VVill to haue a feeling of it with greate Affections of Contrition and to ayde mee that I may bee warned by others harmes before the Chastizement light vpon myne owne Heade And that this meditation those which followe may make the deeper Impression in the Soule I am to forme first in my Imagination Daniel 7 9. a figure of Christe IESVS our Lord as of a Iudge seated vpon his Tribunall to Iudgement with a seuere Countenance from whose Throne issueth out a riuer of fier to burne Sinners and I will imagine myselfe before him like a deepe heynous Offender bounde with the Fetters and Chaines of innumerable Sinnes fearing and trembling like one that deserueth to bee condemned and burnt with that terrible fier The first Pointe D. Tho. 1 p. q. 63. Isaia 14 12. Luc. 10.13 2. Petr. 2 4. Apocal. 12.9 THe first Pointe is to call to minde the Sinne of the Angells who were created by God in the Empyreal Heauen replenished with VVisdome Grace but abusing their Frewill they grewe prowd against their Creator for the which they were throwne out of Heauen cast into Hell loosing for euer the ende blessednesse for the which they were created 1. Vpon this Veritie taught vs by the Catholike Faithe I may discourse pondering three things First how Liberal God was to the Angells creating them according to his owne Image Likenesse communicating vnto them without any merit of theirs most excellent giftes of Nature Grace By reason whereof wee may say of all as was sayed of one That they were adorned with nine Stones very precious that is with nine Excellencies which Lucifer Ezech. 28.13 the rest receiued in their Creation For God made them Pure Spirits without mixture of Bodye Immortall without feare of Corruption Intellectual with greate Delicacye of VVitte Free that nothing could force their VVill VVise with fulnesse of all naturall Sciences Powerfull aboue all Inferiour Creatures Holy with the giftes of Grace Charitye the rest of the Vertues Inhabitants of the Paradise of Delightes which is the Empyreal Heauen And finally Capable of seeing God clearely with promise of this Glorye if they perseuered in his Seruice which they might easily doe were obliged thereunto by the Lawe of Gratitude for these 9. Titles 2. Secondly I will consider how Ingratefull some of them were against God growing arrogant with these giftes arming themselues with them against him of whome they had receaued them not giuing him that Reuerence and Obedience which they ought to haue giuen him with Humilitie but employing their Libertie Forces to offend him whome for so many Titles they ought to haue serued 3. Thirdly I will ponder how terrible God shewed himselfe to chastize them presently without giuing them time of Repentance depriuing them for that onely Sinne of those giftes of Grace which hee had giuen them Luc. 10.18 throwing them like Lightening from Heauen to the euerlasting fiers of Hell without respect either to the beautie of their nature or to the greatenesse of their Estate or that they were his Creatures made according to his Image and Likenesse or that they were exceeding wise or that they had beene his freindes for one mortall Sinne onely is sufficient to obscure all this and is worthy of so terrible punishement 2. Petr. 2 4. which S. Peter saithe Gods Iustice permitted and ordained for our Example For if hee spared not the Angells sinning but tyed with rhe ropes of their Sinne threwe them vnto Hell to bee there tormented although they were so noble how much lesse will hee omitte to punishe men obstinate in their Transgressions being so base 2. Petr. 2 11. And if the Angells Fortitudine Virtuce maiores non portant aduersum se execrabile iudicium vvho are greater then men in strength and povver beare not the execrable Iudgement against them but with greate raging and Impatiencie how much lesse shall feeble Ad Hebr. 10.31 and wretched men bee able to endure it O how horrible a thing it is to fall into the handes of the liuing God handes so heauye that the Angells themselues cannot suffer them These three things I am to applye to myselfe pondering how liberall God hath beene towardes mee doing mee innumerable Benefits and how Ingratefull I haue beene to him committing innumerable Sinnes and how I haue deserued that God should punishe mee as hee did the Angells yea and much more for their Sinne was but one mine many theirs was but a Sinne of Thought onely in matter of Pride mine both of Thought VVorde and Deede in matter of Pride of Luxury of VVrathe and of other Vices theirs was not Injurious to the bloud of IESVS Christe for it was not
That the men of Blood that is men very wicked and cruell shall not liue halfe their dayes And sometimes hee shorteneth them for Sinnes that seeme but light 3. Reg. 13 19. as it happened to the Propher who beeing beguiled by another did eate in the place where God had commaunded him that hee should not eate Out of all this I will extract a firme Resolution so to order the dayes of my Life that God shorten them not for my Sinnes saying with Dauid Psal 101 25. Call mee not backe o Lord in the halfe of my dayes by a sodaine Deathe but remember that thy yeares are eternall and haue compassion of mine that are fewe The second Pointe THE second Propertye of Deathe is that concerning the Day Place Manner it is most secretly hidden from all men manifest onely to God 1. In the which I will ponder first that wee are not able to knowe the Day nor the Hower wherein wee are to dye neither the Place nor the Occasion nor Seas on wherein Deathe may attache vs nor the manner how wee are to dye whither its hal bee with a naturall Deathe by Sickenesse by what kinde of Sicknesse or whither it shal bee with a violent Deathe by Fier or VVater by the handes of men or by Beastes or by some Lightning or by the tile of a houset hat may fall downe vpon vs. This onely wee knowe that Deathe shall come sodainely or Sicknesse and the Occasion thereof and that when a man is most carelesse Luo. 12.39 1. Ad Thes 5.2 Apoc. 16.15 it comes like a Theefe in the night to scale his house and robbe him of his VVealthe So saieth Christ our Lorde shall the Sonne of man come to scale your house which is the bodye and to robbe and sacke the Soule of it and to giue Iudgement thereof 2. Secondly I will consider what endes our Lord had in this plot of his Prouidence that is to say to oblige vs to bee alwayes watchefull Eccles 9.2 fearing this hower prouiding ourselues for it doing penance for our Sinnes before Deathe seaze vpon vs and making haste to merit Ioan. 12.35 and to labour before our light bee ended least the Candle dye sodainely and wee remaine in the Darke This Christe our Lord concluded in his Parables concerning this matter Sometimes hee saide Matt. 25 13. Matt. 24 42. Luc. 12.40 Vigilate qnia nescitis diem noque horam VVatche daily and howerly because you knovve not the daye nor the hovver of your Deathe Other sometimes hee saide VVatche because you knovve not vvhat hovver your Lord vvill come and bee you readye for at vvhat houre you thinke not the Sonne of man vvill come VVith these wordes I will often exhort my selfe saying Girde thy body with the mortification of thy vices and passions and take in thy handes the burning torches of Vertues and good workes and bee allwayes watchefull expecting the comming of Christe for hee shall come when thou leaste thinkest of it and that hower wherein thou are most forgetfull shall bee peraduenture the hower that hee hath assigned and if hee finde thee not well prouided thou wilt bee miserably deceiued 3. Thirdly I will ponder that all sodaine vnexpected Deathes that haue happened and daily doe happen are remembrances of this Veritie giuen mee by our Lord that I may feare and prepare myselfe for Deathe that striketh euery man may likewise strike mee And therefore when I see or heare say That some dye sodainely by the sworde some by the handes of their Enemyes and other some lying downe to sleepe in good healthe slept the last sleepe of Deathe out of all this I am to drawe feare and aduise for that it may possibly happen that such a kinde of Sodaine Deathe shall light vpon mee 4. VVhereupon I am deepely to consider that any mortall Sinne whatsoeuer if I doe not penance for it deserueth that Gods Iustice should chastize mee with this Deathe as Christe our Lord aduertised to the purpose in two like cases that happened in his time the one That Pilate killed sodainely certaine Galileans the other Lue. 13.2 That the Tower of Siloe fell vpon eighteene men thinke you saithe hee that these men were the greatest Sinners of Galiley or Ierusalem Non dico vobu sed nisi poenitentiam habueritis omnes similiter peribitis No I say vnto you for this hath happened that you may vnderstand that vnles you doe Penance you shall all likevvise perishe as if hee should saye VVhen you see any dye sodainely and of a disastrous Deathe bee not vainely secure saying This happened vnto them because they were greate Sinners for verily I say vnto you that what Sinner soeuer hee bee though hee bee not so greate if hee doe not I enance hee is worthy of Punishment and shall perishe as these perished Then if this bee truthe as indeede it is why doe not I tremble to liue one hower in mortall Sinne in what sorte soeuer it bee VVho can secure mee that the Punishment shall not fall vpon mee that I so justly haue deserued VVho hath excepted mee from this generall threatening that Christe our God menaceth to all Sinners Eccles 30 24. O miserable Sinner bee mercifull to thyne owne Soule and endeuour to appease God with Penance before so horrible miserye light sodainely vpon thee The third Pointe THe third Propertye of Deathe is that it happeneth but once according to that of the Apostle S. Paul Ad Heb. 9.27 Statutum est omnibus hominibus semel mori It is appointed to all men to dye once whereupon it ensueth that the hurt and errour of an euill Deathe being the worst of all hurts is irremediable throughout all eternitie as likewise to die a good Deathe is thoroughout all eternitie durable So that if I once dye in mortall Sinne there is no meanes to remedie this hurt For as Salomon saithe If the tree shall fall Eccles 11 3. when it is cut to the South or to the North in vvhat place soeuer it shall fall there shall it be If by Obstinacye in Sinne it falleth to the North of Hell there is no remedye to recouer grace nor to escape from paine But if by perseuerance in Grace it falleth to the South of Heauen there is no feare of returning againe to Sinne nor of the losse of Glorie VVith the liuely consideration of this and of the former Verities I am on the one side to bee astonished at myselfe that beleeuing this with such certainety of Faithe I doe yet liue so carelesse of my Saluation and so forgetfull in a matter that so much importeth mee And on the other side to animate myselfe to procure with greatest speede Penance and Amendement of Life and feruencye therein humbly beseeching our Lorde to cut the tree of my Life in such time place and in such an occasion that it may not fall to the side of Hell but of Heauen And with all I will
mee hee saithe likewise Departe from the Hierarchies and Quires of my Angells Departe from my Apostles Martyrs CoÌ„fessors and Virgins and Departe from the sweete companye of my holy mother who would also haut beene yours but you would not haue her I did sufficient to attract you to my seruice and to my house but you thorough your perverse wil seperated yourselues and made yourselues straungers Therefore in punishment heereof Colloquie I by my iust wil doe banishe and separate you from mee and all mine without hope ever to haue any parte in mee or any thing that is mine O my saviour let not such a Punishement fall vpon mee to separate mee from thee for ever Chastize mee vvith vvhat punishement thou vvilt so that vnited vvith thee in loue I may allvvaies beé neere thee Amen Maledicti THe second worde is you cursed with the which beeing very effectuall hee powreth vpon theÌ„ all the eternall MaledictioÌ„s and misfortunes that for their sinnes they haue deserved Cursed shall their soule bee and cursed their Bodye Cursed their Powers and cursed their senses Deut. 28 16. deinceps There shall lighte vpon them the Malediction of Hunger and Thirst of sickenesse and Dolour of infamye and Dishonour Cursed in the Cittye where they shall liue in the house where they shall dwell In the Compagnye that they shall keepe and in all things that shall happen vnto them And hee calleth them not Cursed of his Father as hee called the Righteous blessed of his Father that they may vnderstand that Benediction originally springeth from God our Father whoe for his parte would that they also should haue been blessed but Malediction originally springeth from themselues Psalm 108.18 and their sinnes according to that of David Hee loved cursing and it shall come to him and hee vvould not blessing and it shall be far from him And he put on cursing as a garment and it entred as vvater into his invvard partes and as oyle in his bones O how raging and mad will the wretches bee to heare this horrid worde of their eternall malediction O what a raving envye shall pierce their intrailes seeing that God blesleth the Righteous without leaving so much as one onely benediction for them Genes 27.34 If sau seeing his younger Brother Iacob to haue gotte the blessing Irrâ—giâ—t clamers magno Roared out with a greate cry and with remedilesse Teares saide to his Father hast thou not reserued me also a biessing VVhen these Reprobates figured by Esau shall see that the Elect figured by Iacob haue negotiated the benediction of the heauenly Father and that not one onely blessing remaineth for them how lowde will they crye and roare VVith what rage will they confirme their owne Malediction curfing the day wherein they were borne and the milke which they sucked desiring rather never to haue beene boâ—ne then to heare such an affrighting Malediction Ad Gala 3.13 O most svvete IESVS vvho ascending the Crosse tookest vpon thee the curse of the Lavve to deliuer vs from the curse of sinne and eternall Paine favour mee vvith thy mercye that vpon mee may not fall so terrible miserye Amen In ignem aeternum THe third worde is Paena sensus Paine of Sense Into fier everlasting In thee which hee condemneth them to the paine which they call of Sense which is fier everlasting as if hee should saye I separate you not from mee that you should retourne to that scope and Libertye of life that you were wont to haue nor that you should liue vpon the face of the Earthe at your pleasure but that you should descende to the obscure Prison of Hell and burne in the terrible fiers that are therein and this not for the space of ten yeares nor ten thousand but for all that time that the fier which is eternall shall last and shall doe his office to torment you thoroughout all eternitie O what affliction shall that dreadefull worde cause in those wretched sinners seeing themselues againe condemned to retourne to the Prison and fier from whence their soule had come vp that the bodye also might burne in those flames wherein the soule burned Qui paratus est THe Iudge addeth that this fier vvas alreadye prepared to reduce to their Memorie that the divine iustice as it prepared a kingdome to rewarde the Righteous so also it prepared a fier to chastize the VVicked which although it were hidden from the eyes of the bodye yet it was so revealed that they might see it with the eyes of faithe and might endeuour to escape it VVith these eyes am I to penetrate the Earthe and to see the terrible fier that at this daye is in the Center thereof prepared for the chastizement of my sinnes Isa 30.33 if I doe not Penance for them remembring that of the Prophet Isaias Praeparata est ab heri Tophet c. The eternall king from yesterday that is very long since and from the beginning of the worlde prepared a horrid profounde and spacious place full of fier and of much wood and the breathe of our Lord like a river of Brimstone is kindling it Hee calleth it Tophet Matth. 5.29 as our Saviour Christ calleth it Gâ—henna which was a place of terrible fiers where the children were burnt that were sacrificed to the I doll Moloch to aduertise vs that by the Furnaces Aetnas and horrible places of fire of smoke and Brimstone that wee see vpon the earthe 4. Reg. 23.10 Nota. Colloquie wee may as it were trace out the Terriblenesse of that fier that God hath prepared vnder it for such as sacrifize their soules to the Divell O eternall king vvhich preparedst Heauen and Hell to cherishe in the one the righteous vvith the geÌ„tle Breathe of thy Charitie and to torment the VVicked in the other vvith the burning blast of thy indignation visite mee vvith the breathe of thy divine inspiration that I may allvvaies bee mindefull of these tvvoe places preparing my selfe by thy grace vvith such a manner of life that I may attaine to the one and bee for ever free from the other Amen Diabolo Angelis eius HEe saithe likewise vnto them that this fier is prepared for the Diuel and his Angells that they may vnderstand that they are condemned to the perpetuall compagnye of the Divells matching them with them that whome they imitated in sinne they might imitate in paine and seeing they made themselues of the faction of Lucifer and of his evill Angells they should haue their Punishment with them and by their meanes they being their executioners that were their seducers But hee saieth not to them Goe to the fier prepared for you as hee saieth to the righteous Come to the kingdome that I haut prepared for you to vpbraide them with the greate mercye that hee would haue donne them for hee intended not to make Hell to punishe men if they thenselues had not thorough sinne made themselues worthy of Punishment
these dreadefull figures to torment them withall they not beeing able to shut their eyels from seeing them in chastizement of the sinnes they committed with this sense The Eare shall allwaies bee hearing blasphemies against God maledictions and wordes most iniurious and other most harshe soundes after the manner of horrible howlings and roarings without beeing able to shut vp their Eares in chastizement of the sinnes which with them they committed The smell shall bee smelling stinking things like brimstone but aboue all the abhominable stinke that shall proceede from the Bodyes of the damned and from his owne The Taste in the throte and tongue shall taste things exceeding bitter Ierem. 23.15 yea much more bitter then Gall or wormewood with terrible belchings and vomitings of the stomake and on the other side it shall suffer the Hunger of a Dog Luc. 16.24 and a raging thirst desiring like the riche couetous man one litle drope of water which yet shall not bee graunted him in chastizement of his sinnes of Gluttonie The Touching thoroughout the whole bodye shall suffre greate torments from the sole of the foote to the crowne of the Head so that therein shall bee assembled the paines of the Eyes Eares and teethe of the side of the hearte and of the goute and of all other that torment vs in this life Now if the paine of one only sense cause so greate dolour in this life how much dolour shall that paine cause that entreth by troopes into all fiue O vnhappy sensuall delightes whose ende are such terrible bitternesses VVith this consideration I am to animate myselfe to bewaile the sinnes which with these fiue senses I haue committed sorrowing for the liberty that I haue giuen them Hiere 9.21 and resoluing to mortyfie and restraine them that deathe ane hell enter not by them The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the paine of the fier which is so terrible that in comparison thereof this heere is no more then as if it were but painted for it is an instrument of gods Iustice and omnipotencie to chastize and tormente not onely bodyes but soules alone and pure spirits The properties of this fier are First that it imbowelleth it selfe with the damned with such a connexion that wheresoeuer the diuell goeth hee is tormented with this fier and wee may say that hee carrieth the fier of hell with him because hee carrieth the torment that hee receiueth thereby Secondly though this fier bee one and the same yet it tormenteth not all the damned alike D. Tho. 1. p. q. 64. art 4 ad 3. for the greater sinners it tormenteth much more and the lesser lesse Yea and hee himselfe that is damned it shall torment more in one parte of his bodye then in the other when that parte was a speciall instrument of his sinne Some it will torment more in the Tongue because they where murmurers and periured Others in the throate because they where Gluttons and drunkardes And all this is wrought by the omnipotencie and iustice of god which taketh it for the instrument thereof The thyrd is that it wanteth that which vseth to refreshe and retaineth that which is pure tormēt For as alreadye hath beene touched it burneth and giueth no light it burneth and consumeth not it burneth perpetually and neuer diminisheth For it is preserued by God Malach. 4.1 And allbeeit the miserable damned according to the sayng of the Prophet are like vnto strawe this fier layng sodainelye holde vpon them without any resistance yet this strawe neuer ceaseth to burne and the flame that proceedeth from it casteth out such a smoke that it blindeth but choketh not it tormenteth but killeth not Then what will it bee to see one of the damned drencht add ouer whelmed in a pit of fier and in an immensitye of flames with pittifull gronings and exclamations without finding any refreshing or hope of ease O what a terrible euill is sinne seeing that God beeing infinitely mercifull beholding one that is his owne Creature redeemed with the blood of the Lambe to suffer such horrible Torments yet hath no compassion of him nor pulleth him out of that fier nay rather from heauen hee standes looking on him Isa 33.14 Colloquie and reioicing that hee suffereth according to the statute of his Iustice O my soule heare vvhat this our Lord saith VVhich of you can dvvell vvith deuovvring fier O vvho shall bee able to dvvell in these perpetuall ardours If thou darest not touche the light fier of this life vvhy doest thou not tremble at the terrible fier of the other Contemplate this fier vvith attention that the feare thereof may consume the fier of thy insatiabel desires if thourough thy vvant of feruent Zeale the fier of gods loue bee not sufficient to consume them The third Pointe THirdly discoursing of all the interiour faculties of the soule I am to consider the paines which they suffer First D. The. in addit q. 94. the Imaginatiue shall bee tormented with horride Imaginations more terrible then those which the most melancoly suffer in dreames or then those the Egiptians did suffer which saiethe the VViseman were horrible Sap. 17.4 deinceps and dreadefull with most monstrous affrighting visages of wilde beastes and dragons and with roarings and hissings that wrought in them greate terrour and amazement Herevpon it is that the Appetites shall bee tormented with the furye of their owne Passions which shall issue out in troopes and with greate vehemencye to witte Feares Heauinesses Irksomnesse Agonies Anger Desperations Enuyes and Rages with such a cruell warre among themselues that they shall one rent another in Peeces The Intellectuall memorye shall bee tormented with a continuall and fixed recordation of things passed that it possessed and of the present which it suffereth and of those which are to come in eterninitie so that it cannot thinke vpon nor call to minde any thing that may ease it nor diuert it selfe not to thinke vpon its miseries And if it remembre the Pleasures it had in the worlde it is for its greater torment In such sorte that its memorye shall bee like a most tumultuous sea with innumerable waues of imaginations more bitter then gall some going and others comming leauing him not so much as one moment of rest The Vnderstanding shall bee darkened without beeing able to discourse or vnderstande any thing that may please it it shall bee full of errours and illusions pondering and exaggerating his Euills and iudging with pertinacie that God doeth him wrong complaining against him as against one Iniust The VVill shall bee obstinate and obdurate in his sinnes and in the Hatred of God of his sainctes and of men without beeing able to bee appeased or chaunged or to repent what it doth and desiring to do his owne will hee shall neuer bee able to doe it in any thing that may bee for his comfort Mat. 22.13 for allready they haue bounde him hande and foote to cast him
deuour the worme that euer gnaweth the fier that allwaies burneth the smoke the brimstone the whirlewinde and the exterior darkenesse O vvho can giue vvater to my heade and fountaine of teares to my eies Colloquie that I may there vvith preuent the eternall lamentation the gnashing of teeth the binding of handes and feete the vvaight of the fiery chaines that oppresse that gripe that burne and that neuer consâ—me VVith these teares of feare I am to dispose myselfe to passe on to those of loue Tract in illud â—Ioan 4. Charitas perfecta foras mittit timorem For as S. Augustine saith Feare must be like the needle that entreth through the cloth not to remaine withiâ— itselfe but to make the threde enter wherewith to ioyn the partes that are disioyned so feare must serue to make Charitie enter and to ioyne together the affections of the soule employing them in louing God and bewaling the offence that it hath doÌ„ne him The Third Point In order to the second acte which is Confession Of Confession presupposing the examination and auerring of sinnes in that manner that hath beene declared in the third Pointe of the 30. Meditation The first purpose must bee to confesse them all intirely how ignominious soeuer they bee vanquishing the shame that may disturbe mee with those considerations that were set downe in the ende of the last meditatioÌ„ saying to myselfe better is shame in the face then a spot in the hearte If thou sufferest not now this little confusion thou shallt suffer a greater in the daye of Iudgement And seeing God knoweth well all thy iniquites what is it for his minister to knowe them who in his name is to pardon them Courage then giue glory to God and confesse thyselfe for thy confession shall not bee like that of Achan to dye but like that of Dauid to liue Iosue 7. De puritate conscientiae cap. 1. Hauing thus resolued it is good as S. Bonauenture aduiseth vs to begin confession with that sinne that causeth mee most shame for that vanquishing the greatest of my enemies it will bee easy to vaÌ„quish the resteas thegy an t Golias beeing vanquished the Philistians fled The second purpose must bee to manifest my sinnes Ex D. Tho quaest 9. addit art ti 4. not onely with Integritie but with all the humility that I may making of all a cleare pure sincere naked and well Intentioned Confession not excusing nor extenuating my sinnes not casting the fault vpon my neighbour like Adam Psalm 31 24. D. Bernar de gradibus Humillitatis simulata confessio D. Bona uentura vbi supr cap. 3. 2. Reg. 12.13 not vpon the Diuell like Eua but vpon myselfe like Dauid confessing my iniquitie against myselfe and saying that it is exceeding great But yet I must auoyde another extremitie of so much exaggerating my sinnes that it may seeme to be a fained confession to be honored esteemed for humble for vainglory vseth manie waies to assaile these workes of humility seeking in them her owne honour The third purpose must be to heare the reprehention of the confessor with great silence and humilitie without interrupting him though it bee very rigorous as the holy king Dauid heard the terrible reprehentioÌ„ of the Prophet Nathan acknowledging his fault and saying I haue sinned against our Lord. For herein shall be vetified that of Ecclesiasticus Heare silently and for the reuerence that herein thou shewest Eccles 32.9 Accedet tibi bona gratia Good grace shall be added vnto thee what better grace then that which is here giuen which is the grace of God himselfe In all this it will be a greate aide vnto mee not to garde the Preist as he is a man D. Bonauentura in specul part 2. cap. 3. de informati norut c. 12. Colloquie Eccles 20.4 Ezech. 18.22 but as he is the Lieftenant of God or rather as God himselfe is in him respecting him with internall and externall reuerence for there would his deuine Maiestie that the Confessor should absolue not praying for pardon but commaunding and sentencing as God saying I absoule thee O my soule seeing thou hopest to heare this vvorde of eternall life vvhat mater is it to suffer some temporall shame shovve in thy correction humble repentance and thou shal remaine free from voluntary sinne Discouer once all thy sinnes seeing God hath promised thee to forget them all The Fourth Pointe IN order to the third Acte of satisfaction I am to make a most effectuall determination Of Satis faction to obey my Confessor in whatsoeuer thing conuenient that he shall commaunde me as well for the medicine of my spiritual infirmities as to satissie for the iniuries that I haue donne against God for it is reason that the ficke should obey the Phisition in thinges that are necessary for the obtaining of his health and for the escaping the perill and occasion neere at hand to destroy it And it is likewise iust that the Detter should pay that he oweth to his Creditor And seeing God is willing to pardon me the sinne and to change the eternall into temporall punishmente it is reason to animate myselfe to receiue with a good will that penance which my Confessor shall assigne me to pay it saying with Dauid Ego in flagella paratus sum I am readie for the punishmente that my sinnes deserue Psalm 37.18 my dolour shall euer be with me I will confesse my impietie cogitabo pro peccato meo and I will all waies haue a care of my sinne procuring that nether my memory may forgetit nor my eies cease to bewaille it nor my handes to chastize it vntill it be wholie blotted out 2 To this end it will helpe me to consider the terrible pennance that Christ our Sauiour did in satisfaction of my sinnes VVhat more rigorous dicipline could there be then that of his whippinges VVhat rougher hairecloth then the prickles of his thornes of his passion VVhat bed harder then that of his Crosse And what fast more terrible then all day to suffer hunger and thirst and to breake his fast with gall and vineger O my soule Colloquie seeing Christ suffred so much for the sinnes that he committed not suffer somvvhat for those that thou hast committed Matt. 3. yeld fruite vvorthy of pennance for the tree that beareth not such fruite as Christ shall haue noe parte vvith Christ. 3 It will much helpe me likewise to consider the paines of purgatory whereof soone after wee shall speake For it is a great folly not to bee willing to pay the debt vntill the Creditor lay his execution vpon me and cast me into prison with costes and charges paing in Purgatory with terrible paines that which in this life I may pay with my short satisfaction and great proffit For such is the liberallity of God that he rewardeth with new pay the same that I do to pay the debt recompesing
and humbly to subiect mee to vndergoe what penaunce soeuer that reason shall dictate and the Confessor shall impose vpon mee And dolour as an executioner is to torment mee breaking Psal 4.5 and shiuering my hearte for the offences I haue donne to my creator These foure Iudiciall actes am â—to doe within the hall of my hearte quickening them with the considerations which to this ende are ordained Iob. 23.4 35.14 Isai 43.26 and much more with the remembraunce of the presence of God the iudge of the quicke of the deade whom I am to beholde seated in the Throne of his maiestie as in the 9. Meditation hath beene declared for that the viewe of this most righteous Iudge will bee a cause to make mee doe it with greater diligence The first Pointe FIrst I am to consider D. Tho. 3. p. q. 90. act 2. that our Lord Christ would that our owne actes should bee partes of this sacrament to witte contrition confession and satisfaction which aunswere to the three sortes of sinning by thought worde and deede that I myselfe might concurre to the grace of my Iustification and that seeing I sinned with my actes with the same I might dispose myselfe to receiue my pardon And now that it hath beene the good pleasure of our Lorde to ennoble my actes making them the Instruments of his grace it is reason that I should exercise them with the greatest excellencie that I may Eccles 33 23. labouring as the VViseman saithe to bee in them superexcellent requiring of the three Persons of the Godheade particular fauour for euery one of them Of the holy Spirit to whome is attributed Charity I will begge contrition of hearte beseeching him that hee will kindle in my soule the fier of his loue from the which may proceede such a dolour as may consume all the drosse of my sinnes Of the SoÌ„ne of God who is the word of the eternal Father to whome is attribued wisdome I will begge light to knowe my sinnes and such humble wordes to coÌ„fesse them that I may bee purified and cleansed of of them Of the eternall Father to whome is attributed Power I will begge force for the workes of satisfaction with perseueraunce vntill I haue paide all the paines that I owe for my sinnes Colloquie O most blessed Trinitie assist in my hearte in my lippes that I may vvorthily confesse all my sinnes and obtaine compleate remission of them Amen Then am I to consider all that is necessarie to exercize these three actes with greate perfection discoursing of euery one of them The Second Pointe 1. AS coÌ„cerning the first acte Of Contrition which is sorrowe for sinnes I am to procure to haue it the most perfect that may bee not contenting myselfe with an imperfect sorrowe which they call Attrition proceeding from feare of the paines of hell but procuring the perfect sorrowe which they cal ContritioÌ„ and procedeth from the loue of God aboue all things as before hath beene saide And this sorrowe must bee the greatest that possiblie may bee because it is the measure of the grace that is giuen in this sacrament So that if the sorrowe bee imperfect and little the grace shall bee litle if it bee perfect and greate the grace shall bee greate for looke as sorrowe encreaseth so shall grace and if there bee no sorrowe no grace shall bee giuen And therefore the principall parte of this preparation consisteth in the perfectioÌ„ of sorrowe vnto the which I am to mooue myselfe with the coÌ„siderations that were set downe in the fift Meditation and with some similitudes deduced out of holy scripture to mooue vs vnto the teares of loue 2. Of the teares of loue Hierem. 6.26 Sometymes it telleth mee that I should weepe bitterly as a mother weepeth for the deathe of her onely begothen vpon whome shee had laied all her loue and repose so will I weepe for the spirituall deathe of my soule which is my onely one and by reason is much to bee loued yet I myselfe haue cruelly slaine her by sinne and subiected her to deathe euerlasting And seeing I haue so greate a feeling of the losse of those things that I loue a much greater feeling am I to haue of this because it is the greatest of all and herein teares are well employed For a mother let her weepe neuer so much shee shall not giue life to her sonne that is deade but I with the teares of Contrition shall obtaine life for my deade soule O infinite God Colloquie I am very much greaued for the iniurie I hune donne thee by killing vvith sinne the soule that thou gauest mee and seeing it is more thine then mine haue mercie vpon it Deliuer my soule from the svvorde of death Psalm 21.21 my only one from the dogg of Hell that I may liue to thee and confesse thy holy name amen 2 I will likewise weepe for my sinnes because with them I haue killed the only begotten Sonne Zacha. 12.10 Ad Heb. 6.6 who through excellencie meriteth this name Christ Iesus my Lord whome within myselfe I haue crucified againe and haue as much as lieth in me giuen occasion that he should die O only begoten Sonne of the Father I am exceedingly sorroufull for my sinnes Colloquie for hauing binne thereby a cause of thy death returne a Lord to liue in my soule vvith thy grace seeing thou dydst die to giue it life 3 Othersometimes it telleth mee that I should weepe like a Bride that hath by death lost her beloued spouse vpon whome depended her whole remedie and reliefe thereby remaining a widowe poore and abandoned And so will I weepe for my sinnes by the which I haue lost God the spouse of my soule and with him haue lost the iewells of his grace and Charitie and the giftes that he had giuen me remaining like a widowe not able to engender children of good workes merittes of life euerlasting but abandoned Colloquie and left dessolate without the protectioÌ„ of so sweete a spouse O if my harte vvould shiuer and breake vvith the force of dolour for hauing lost such a spouse such Ievvells and such amiable protection And yet notwithstanding if I perceiue that my harte is still hardned and melteth not with the considerations of loue Ex D. Bern. serm 16. in Cant. I will make vse of those of feare before mentioned that feare as S Barnard saieth may quickne me and open the dore to loue excitetur vt excitet Let feare be awakned that it may awake me Feare o my soule the face of the Iudge whome the powers of heauen doe feare the wrathe of the Omnipotent the face of his furie the noise of the worlde that shall perish the fire that shall burne it the voice of the Archangell and the most rigorous wordes of the finall sentence Feare the teeth of the DragoÌ„ the belly of Hell the roating of fierce beastes that stand readie to