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of_o satan_n wherewith_o many_o be_v deceive_v that_o thou_o have_v escape_v the_o eternal_a torment_n wherewith_o innumerable_a be_v afflict_v chap._n ii_o of_o the_o ineffable_a delight_n soule_n o_o man_n how_o sound_a and_o wholesome_a be_v thy_o consolation_n for_o when_o i_o consider_v these_o thing_n which_o thou_o have_v propose_v by_o hope_n i_o receive_v very_o much_o comfort_n but_o o_o lord_n god_n what_o think_v thou_o shall_v then_o that_o be_v when_o i_o shall_v true_o possess_v that_o which_o now_o i_o but_o hope_v for_o man._n o_o my_o soul_n these_o be_v but_o little_a which_o thou_o have_v hear_v yea_o comparative_o they_o be_v as_o none_o which_o thou_o have_v mental_o perceive_v but_o erect_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o understanding_n a_o little_a and_o weigh_v and_o devout_o consider_v how_o great_a the_o joy_n be_v which_o thou_o shall_v perceive_v by_o these_o which_o be_v never_o unto_o thou_o attend_v therefore_o and_o consider_v the_o beautiful_a place_n which_o 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here_o shall_v be_v thy_o rest_n o_o my_o soul_n willing_o endeavour_v to_o be_v stay_v willing_o to_o be_v conversant_a in_o that_o holy_a city_n because_o there_o be_v life_n without_o death_n youth_n without_o old_a age_n light_n without_o darkness_n peace_n without_o disturbance_n for_o my_o people_n shall_v sit_v in_o a_o tabernacle_n of_o confidence_n and_o in_o a_o rich_a rest_n say_v our_o lord_n second_o consider_v the_o delicate_a food_n the_o curious_a bravery_n and_o the_o precious_a treasure_n and_o who_o shall_v there_o be_v out_o food_n but_o that_o most_o bless_a lamb_n that_o pure_a and_o immaculate_a jesus_n the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o father_n of_o who_o they_o shall_v administer_v most_o excellent_a dainty_n to_o the_o holy_a spirit_n in_o all_o sufficiency_n very_o excellent_a true_o of_o the_o most_o pure_a humanity_n but_o most_o of_o the_o more_o than_o most_o bless_a divinity_n for_o then_o the_o soul_n
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