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of_o hypocrisy_n or_o a_o sink_n of_o impiety_n he_o love_v sin_n or_o will_v not_o yet_o leâ—ve_v it_o the_o great_a part_n of_o our_o integrity_n lie_v in_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o purpose_n that_o man_n who_o be_v resoled_a to_o part_v with_o all_o sin_n have_v a_o heart_n who_o love_v all_o good_a it_o be_v only_o sound_a grace_n which_o breed_v sound_a resolution_n 2._o it_o will_v be_v a_o fall_v it_o will_v be_v a_o apology_n in_o case_n of_o fall_v great_a apology_n in_o case_n of_o fall_v that_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o presumptuous_a but_o of_o infirmity_n the_o evil_n that_o i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o do_v i_o etc._n etc._n rom._n 7._o and_o rather_o an_o affect_v of_o a_o strong_a temptation_n then_o of_o any_o secret_a affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o sin_n for_o where_o the_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v set_v against_o a_o sin_n and_o make_v its_o resistance_n though_o the_o sin_v may_v be_v great_a yet_o it_o be_v not_o presumptuous_a 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