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please_v i_o till_o i_o can_v do_v it_o without_o lie_v 5._o he_o say_v conformity_n be_v to_o i_o impossible_a as_o long_o as_o any_o of_o those_o which_o i_o account_v heinous_a sin_n be_v retain_v ans_fw-fr yes_o if_o lie_v be_v conformity_n to_o i_o one_o lie_n be_v unlawful_a 6._o that_o i_o be_v always_o oppose_v the_o party_n that_o be_v uppermost_a ans_fw-fr if_o that_o be_v true_a it_o seem_v i_o seek_v not_o for_o preferment_n 7._o that_o i_o will_v have_v the_o new_a liturgy_n or_o nothing_o ans_fw-fr and_o yet_o we_o offer_v to_o use_v the_o old_a if_o amend_v so_o we_o may_v not_o profess_v it_o less_o liable_a to_o exception_n than_o our_o translation_n of_o the_o scripture_n itself_o and_o leave_v it_o to_o the_o bishop_n to_o join_v so_o much_o of_o the_o additional_a form_n as_o they_o see_v good_a but_o the_o book_n be_v never_o debate_v by_o they_o §_o 88_o accus_n lxxi_o i_o have_v hear_v it_o credible_o report_v by_o some_o reverend_a person_n there_o present_a 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