their extravagant courses thy Table also sometimes becomes a snare thy Meat and thy Drink the Cloaths thou wearest the Neighbours among whom thou livest prove snares or troubles sometimes vexing thee with their unjust dealings sometimes provoking thee by passionate words and sometimes grieving thee to see and hear their sinful words and actions the most with whom thou livest have one plague-sore or other running upon them giving and receiving infection one from another the very duties thou performest are full of snares the Devil doth what he can to thrust in base ends and motives or to divert the heart in the performance or he fly-blows them and makes them stink in the nostrils God thy very Calling is full of temptations and snares all the Talents Gifts or Endowments God hath lent thee the Devil will do what he can to render them the fuel for Pride or some other lust and how canst desire to live in such a world among such snares and such temptations The world it self is a very Golgotha there are few men but what are spiritually dead a very Egypt for slavery where there is little else but Moiling and Toiling Carking and Caring and a thousand troubles and anxieties do here accompany the Sons of men and few men but be snares one to another many pull-backs in Heavens way but very few helpers forward every man almost is like a Turkey Gally-Slave chained to some oar or other where he labours in the very fire Isa 55.2 and spends his money for that which is not bread and his labour for that which satisfies not he moils and toils night and day works hard and fares hard and all this while thinks not of his latter end and of any the Godly meet with most wrongs most injuries and most hardship and all little enough to make them mind their Fathers house yea Professors themselves many times help to increase each others Burthens by their contentions animosities and reproach they fasten one upon anotâ—â—r if they differ from one another in circumstances and modes of Worship and canst take delight in such a world and exchange it for Heaven What canst observe here but Pride and Covetousness and Tyranny and Oppression Envy and Malice Debate and Strife Hypocrisie and dissimulation and other works of the flesh and little sincerity and the power of godliness to be seen now are these the things that take with thy affections are these the flesh-pots the Garlick and the Onions that tempt thee back into Egypt look but within thee and without thee and thou wilt see enough to wean thee from the world within thee are many bodily distempers Pains and Aches Griefs and Infirmities and apparent decayes in nature languishing distempers which hasten thy approaching death decay of thy senses thy sight dim and thy hearing dull many a broken nights sleep many a waking hour yet few free from pain weakness and trembling of Joints and Limbs and several distempers which are not like to be cured by any Physician but Death and look which way soever thou wilt without thee and thou maist see some cloud or other pretending an approaching storm arising some threatning wants and penury and thou findest much adoe to provide necessary Food and Raiment for thy Family here one is sick another lame another lying under other Infirmity and all causing thy grief and trouble And if thou look abroad what pleasing object canst thou fix thy eyes upon what but prophaneness and debauchery doth appear in sight and little of the fear of God is to be found which way canst thou turn thy Eyes but thou wilt see Prophaneness Sabbath-breaking and debauchery acted or thy Ears but thou wilt hear Swearing Lying Filthy and Ribald speaking mocking Taunts and Reproaches against the power of godliness Gods ordinances contemned and his Ministers abused and is this thy pleasant sights thy delightful Melody the Syren Songs that inchant thee and draw thy affections to the world here if thou delight in it thou maist hear the godly made the Drunkards Songs and with the Apostles the Off-scowring of all things a gazing-stock to Men and Angels and those that depart from evil make themselves a Prey Here thou canst scarce pray in thy Family or sing forth the Praises of God or fast to the humbling of thy Soul but thou becomest a reproach and derision and perhaps the Butt of persecution And if thou look abroad in the Nation thou wilt find it not much better in some places much worse if thou ascend the Courts of Judicature in some of them thou maist find Judgment and Justice perverted Tyranny and Oppression countenanced by Magistrates great men like great Fishes eating up the rest Covetousness and Extortion exercised and the Righteous Oppressed in Judgment and Pillows sown under great mens Elbows by many Ministers and the Power of Godliness more than the Torrent of sin opposed and restrained and sin and wickedness winked at and tolerated by both Magistrates and Ministers so that the Land is become a Sodom for Sin and for Uncleaness and may for ought we know equalize it in Sufferings and few Mourners will be found in our Sion If we look abroad we have cause to fear a Foreign Invasion and at home Domestick Insurrections even Vipers breed in our own Bosom many long to wash their hands in the blood of the Saints yea in the best blood in the Nation and which increases our misery and danger our Councels are divided and we know neither our Enemies nor the danger we are in only this we know we are in the hands of God and 't is against him that we have sinned and wilt thou fall in love with deformity it self and desire to live amongst confusion when God calls thee away from the evil to come art thou loth to go Sin is the ugliest Hag that ever the World brought forth and destruction is her natural issue The very best which the world can shew thee is nothing else but the shadow of a Smoak or the Dream of a Shadow those that have most trusted to it have been most deceived there is no trust to be put in mortal man nor confidence in Princes there is nothing of solidity under the Sun or any thing whereof we can say there is satisfaction in it The Devil doth what he can to dress it up in his Paint and Varnish and shews it to us in its glory and splendor but whoso hath the wearing of it will find it much worse than here it is described so that death cannot be worse to a Saint than life neither should it be less desired and is this world now Christs Rival and is the contention which will prove the better Match or whether Heaven or Earth be to be preferred or whether God or the Devil be the better master or give the better Wages and is God and Christ and Heaven and Glory like to be cast off and the world like to run away with thy affections is this like best to
maist do all things Trust not in thy own strength lest with Pembleton thou failest in the performance Mat. 9.17 God will not put new wine into old bottles nor the heaviest burden upon the weakest Horse the strongest if he leave them are weak and the weakest in his strength are strong if thy heart be upright God will either free thee from thy suffering or support thee under it he will fit the back before he lay on the burden if thou dye by a violent death so do those many thousands that are slain with the Sword and yet those that are slain by the sword are better than they that dye of famine Lam. 4.9 many a wounded man that yet escapeth with his life suffers more pains of his wounds than if he had been slain outright If thou refuse a few pangs for Heaven thou art not worthy of it yea a natural death may be as painful many times is more painful than a violent death but the reward of the latter if it be for God may clearly turn the scales and make it more eligible Thy enemies as before was said are not Masters of thy life neither is it in their power to take it away for they have no power but what they receive from Heaven 't is he that disposes of Angels and Men of Crowns and Kingdoms of Heaven and Earth that must dispose of thy life and is not he the fittest for the work is there any in the world can do it better is there any in the world thou hadst rather trust with thy life is not he the fittest to send for thee out of the world that sent Christ into the world for thy sake and wilt thou think thy life too dear for him that thought not the pangs of death nor the pains of Hell too much to suffer for thee hath he suffered so much to purchase glory and wilt thou suffer nothing to enjoy it his suffering was a thousand times more for thee than thine is like to be for him or rather for thy self for thou hadst the benefit of his death but he will have none by thine hath he provided a Mansion and wilt not leave thy Cottage to go to it Death 't is true is surly and grim but 't is thy Fathers Messenger and must do the message he gives in charge and 't is an Ambassador from the great King and Ambassadors are entertained not for their own but their Masters sake and death may be welcomed for the message sake he brings He comes to tell thee that thy work is done and thy wages is ready thy Warfare is accomplished the Field is won and the Crown is thine Mat. 25.21 that thou hast been faithful over a little and now must be Ruler over much and must enter into thy Masters joy That the Bridegroom is come and thou must go in with him to the wedding that thou hast been faithful to the death Rev. 2.10 and now shalt have a crown of life And is not such a message welcome and the Messenger that brings it will any wise man rather stay in Egypt than go through the red Sea at Gods command or endure a few Wilderness troubles to come to Canaan yea through a sea of blood to a Haven of rest If the way be troublesome the Journeys end is pleasant if thou art stung with fiery Serpents there is a brazen Serpent to heaâ— thee of thy wounds and to draw ouâ— the venom If the sea be rough the Piloâ— is skilful If thy disease be dangerous this Physician is skilful if thy wounds be deep this Surgeon will cure thee yea by Killing will cure thee of all distempers Were Death a pursevant from Hell as to many he is well mightest thou fear but being sent from Heaven and coming in thy Fathers Livery and his ugly Vizor taken off he is more amiable If thou have part in the first resurrection the second death on thee shall have no power Death 't is true Rev. 20.6 puts a cup of trembling into the hands of unrepentant sinners even a cup of the Lords indignation filled to the brim which they must drink up to the very dregs and Eternity will be little enough to see the bottom but what is this to thee thy part is sugered and 't is but one sup swallowed in a few moments of time to them it proves the first and second death to thee but a Sleep Our friend Lazarus sleepeth Those sparks which wicked men now on earth kindle by their lusts will there be blown up into an everlasting flame Mar. 9.44 the worm dyeth not and the fire never goeth out That death that puffs out the candle of the wicked only snuffs the other that it may burn brighter The godly while they are in the world act a Comedy which begins bad but ends well the wicked act a Tragedy which alwaies ends in blood and confusion death sets an end to both to the godliess miseries and the wickeds happiness Rev. 14.13 Blessed are the dead that dye in the Lord even so saith the Spirit for they rest from their labours and their works follow them And if this be the only way to blessedness why art thou afraid to walk in it death will be the Funeral of thy Vices and the Resurrection of thy Graces here Josephs feet shall no longer be hurt in the stocks the iron shall no longer enter into his soul neither shall Jeremy lye here in the miry dungeon nor Daniel in the den of Lions nor Jonah in the Whales belly why wilt thou not be uncloathed that thou maist be cloathed upon and surrender this house of clay that thou maist have a better Thou art like an ill debtor that bortowest with prayers keepest with thanks and partest with it with repining Thy body is but lent thee yet art thou loth to restore what was borrowed Well dye thou must and whether it be fit that God or thee should determine of the Time and the Manner of thy death is the question in hand and is this become a controversie and wilt dispute thy right Heaven and Earth may stand amazed at thy folly if thou wilt not yield him his due he will ere long distrain for it and try the Title at Judgment where thou art like to be cast and thrown into Prison till thou hast paid the utmost farthing for if thou deny to glorifie God by thy death he will glorifie himself by thy destruction Oh my God I yield I surrender I submit I put my life into thy hands send for me when and by whomsoever thou wilt My spirit is willing though my flesh is weak I dare not trust my own deceitfull heart lest it betray me but thee I dare trust Lord strengthen my Faith confirm my Assurance clear up my Evidences for Heaven stand by me in all my Sufferings and lay no more upon me than thou givest me strength to bear then call me and I will run after thee though
at liberty 't is but the bodies sleep and the Souls awaking the bodies death and the Souls resurrection wherein the Soul shall be freed from all those clogs which now presseth it down that it cannot mount up into those heavenly Regions and it shall live with God blessed for ever to eternity and is this a thing to be feared Hast not already had a sufficent time in the world that yet thou desirest more a thousand thousand have not lived so long and yet none of those in Heaven complain their time was too short upon Earth or that they came thither too soon and it would be hard to perswade them to return with a promise of all the Excellencies that the world affords This is the godly mans Purgatory and should he not rather pray to be delivered out than continued in it 't is his Hell all the Hells he is like to have and shall he take up his station here among miseries and troubles hadst thou in thy youthful daies had liberty to appoint out thy own time and bound the tearm of thy life haply thou mightest have thought the time thou hast already lived had been competent and truely if there be much more behind thou maist well fore-see it will be burthensome to thy self and troublesome to others by reason of thine infirmities The world hath not been so great a friend to thee as thus over eagerly to desire it thy Lord and Master and the most and best of his Servants have not found it so kind and thou hast had thy share of affliction even from thy youth up upon the account of Christ and his Gospel and must God put more gall and wormwood upon the breast to wean thee from the world wilt thou still linger and draw back like Lot in Sodom or like Israel dost quarrel at the promised Land because there are some Anakims to be subdued some troubles in the way and art ever and anon returning back into Egypt and longing after the Onions and Garlick and the Flesh-pots thereof Thou hast long since taken press-money and art now running away from thy Colours thou hast promised to be alwaies in a readiness and dost thou now frame excuses and woudlst be at thy own dispose and not at thy Captains Thou art in a journey and dost thou sit down at the stile and art glad when thou meetest with some stop by the way to hinder thee and is there nothing that thou fearest more than that thou shouldst come to thy journeys end too soon but haply thy work is not done and therefore thou darest not come into thy Masters sight but how dost create thine own shame in so saying hadst thou any greater business to do and of greater importance hast thou had time for every thing else and this not done art thou in a race and is a Crown of glory the prize if thou win and thy own Soul at the Stake if thou lose and hast been hunting Butterflies as thou wentest which when they are taken serve but to soul the fingers when thou didst expect the Bridegroom hast thou Slept and neither trimmed thy Lamp nor provided thy Oyl when thou wast bid to the Wedding hast provided no wedding-garment Thou hast been oft minded of this day yea thou hast often minded others also thou hast often had resolutions to do it how have these dyed and come to nothing many a time thou hast renewed thy Covenant with God and ratified thy baptismal vows In many a danger thou hast made large promises if he would deliver thee what thou wouldst do and what a reformed man thou wouldst be that thou wouldst double thy diligence and amend thy pace and have these resolutions been stifled and these promises broken Oh horrid Ingratitude what wouldst thou now desire of God mightest thou have thy wish wouldst thou desire to be immortal and never dye why this is impossible Gods decree is otherwise 't is contrary to Nature for this composition will work our destruction and 't is also inconstent with Grace then it might be thy trouble that thou wast made a man Or wouldst thou live to old age but how old wouldst thou desire to spin out thy life to an hundred alas what a life of misery wert thou like to lead and when that time came haply thou wouldst be as unwilling as now and would not Thirty or Forty years be as delightfully spent in Heaven as upon the Earth thou hast far more cause to complain of the wickedness than the shortness of thy time Many that have had a shorter time have done a great deal more work in it than thou hast done If thou live long thy corruptions will not dye for age a hard winter will not kill the weeds of sin these may flourish when thy body decayes and old age is not the fittest time for reformation and for preparation Old age is like an old Tree it will hardly bend when a young tree is pliable when thou comest to give an account of ill-spent time thou wilt think the reckoning large enough if thy receivings are great thy account will not be small If thou improve thy talents well and God take them quickly out of thy hand he will never blame thee thou hadst them no longer nor require an account of thee for the time thou hadst them not 't is fit the Master not the Servants should determine what talents each one should have and how long for 't is fit he dispose of his own goods as he pleaseth The longer God makes the lease of thy life the greater fine or the more rent is to be paid for God will not be a loser by thee well if nothing else will serve God may deal with thee as he hath dealt with others whip thee home by some severer scourge than yet thou hast met with and punish thee seven times more for this sin and make thee glad to return home as he did holy Job whose afflictions were so great that he chose strangling rather than life he may lay thee under some raging pain some torturing disease some tormenting distemper and so make thee weary of thy life or he may make thee spend the rest of thy dayes in prison and suffer hardship there or he may make thee to be a Turkish Gally-slave as many are chained to thy Oars or he may reduce thee to extream wants and penury to beg thy bread from door to door to endure much hardship hunger and cold as many Protestants did in the Irish Massacre and thus by putting more gall and wormwood upon the worlds Nipple he can wean thee from the immoderate love of it and the immoderate desire of life Oh my soul wilt thou force thy loving Father to lay heavier stroaks upon thee than ever he did Oh how unsuitable is this immoderate desire of life and fear of death and murmuring under a divine dispensation of Providence to a Christian to an ancient Professor to a Minister can any reason be given why God
maintain thee and make thee most happy Heaven and Earth may stand amazed at thy folly surely if thou hast met with no better usage than thy Neighbours yea than thy Lord and Master hath done the controversie would soon be at an end and the question soon decided Christ tells thee in plain terms if thou belong to him the world cannot love thee and I think thou hast had experience of it to thy cost Joh. 15.18 wilt thou now proclaim to the world thy Hypocrisie and make them believe thy Faith was but a fancy and thy Love to God but a pretence wilt thou now strengthen the hands of the wicked that he shall not depart from his wickedness hast thou all this while used Religion but as a stalking-horse to take a prey and what prey hast thou taken nothing but Losses and Crosses Scoffs and Scorns and Persecution sure thou hast plaid a low game thou hast been under fears and doubts about thy sincerity and wilt thou now determine it in the Negative thou hast complained of the absence of thy Beloved and now by thy willing desertion wilt thou prove all was in Hypocrisie thou hast been persecuted for Righteousness sake and wilt now convince the world that it wronged thee and that thou wast not righteous nor the man they took thee for if not why art unwilling to go to Heaven where thou shalt never hear this grinning language more here thy eyes affect thy heart when thou seest the Oppression that is done under the Sun but there thou shalt never more see unpleasant sight here thy ears affect thy heart for thou canst scarcely open them but some bad news or other reaches thy heart to afflict it If thou look upon the Churches of God in most Nations in the World thou maist find them pickled in their tears and wallowing in their blood abroad and at home thou maist see them under sufferings in many places thou maist find the Prisons full of them and many under tortures and torments and bloodily butchered for Religion sake miserably slaughtered in France Spain Italy Hungary Helvetia Savoy Piedmont Bohemia Germany New-England Ireland and many other places yea England and Scotland have not been freed and at this day if we look upon the face of the Protestant Churches throughout Europe 't is so deplorable that there is cause enough for grief yea in some places there is persecution even by those of the same Religion only for some small differences about Modes and Circumstances of Worship they agree in all the Articles of Faith and yet writing as bitterly one against another as if they were Jews and Turks and those that we may believe may agree together in the same Heaven cannot be of the same Church yea the Church it self is a very Hospital every one hath one Disease or other one complains and not without cause of a hard Heart another of a Stubborn Will and a third of a dark Understanding one of Pride another of Passion another of Worldliness and another of Hypocrisie and yet which is the mischief of it there are many more distempers upon them than they know of Look into the best Congregations and here some are sick of a Lethargy and sleep as they go about their work others of a Consumption and instead of growing in Grace decline and lose their first love some of the Rickets and these mens heads grow bigger than the rest for they have some brain knowledge which by reason of some obstructions never sinks into the Heart or seasons the life others have he Falling-sickness some fall foully and others fall quite away and come to nothing some have a Burning Feavour and their fiery zeal sets the Church on a flame and in some it heightens to a Frenzy these are alwayes raving and tearing in pieces all that come in their way or all that thwart their humor these are never so confident as when in an Error as men at football they many times make such hast they overrun the Ball so these men many times leave truth behind them and out-run it These men must have Religion model'd in their own Brain or it pleaseth them not those that go beyond them are too hot and those that cannot reach them are too cold or in plain terms prophane and irreligious and their Heart like Jehu's must be the Standard to try all others by 2. King 10.15 and all this while 't is but their Distemper and a fiery zeal like James and John that would have all others consumed but their own party and rather had they rent the Church in pieces than abate an Ace to dissenting Christians and these many times spend themselves and their zeal upon circumstances when the main substance is neglected the very Vitals of Religion yet these men think they have found out the nearest way to Heaven when alas they run but the circle of Errors for the Devil leads them circular when they thought they had ran straight forwards and many of those that are in a little time above their Teachers are quickly above Ordinances and run from one opinion to another till they end where they began at Prophaneness they are led by the Devil towards Hell when they think they are in Heavens road as the Syrians were to Samaria by the Prophet 2 King 6.19 20. when they thought they had been going to Dothan these men are like the Lapwing who cryes most when farthest from her Nest and so they are most confident when they have left the truth behind some fall from their first love others into errors and some turn Apostates yea persecute the truth they once profest and is this a delightful thing to thee and maist not see also some of thy own Relations going towards Hell with hopes of Heaven in their mouth and will take no warning although they live in the committing of those sins which God hath plainly told us such as commit them shall never enter into Heaven 1 Cor. 6.9 10. and yet they are as confident of Heaven as if they were there already and after all this canst thou delight to live in such a World where thou canst meet with so little comfort from good or bad but all thou conversest with help to increase thy sorrow one way or other some willingly and some against their wills wouldst thou live among those hard task-masters rather than go through the red Sea to Canaan nay hadst rather endure thy Wilderness troubles than go over this Jordan and fight with this Anakim Death though thou have the Lord for thy Protector thou hast longed to enjoy thy Inheritance and many a Prayer thou hast put up to this purpose thou hast lookt upon the flesh as a Screen drawn between thy God and thee and as a clog to the Soul and breathed after more liberty in Gods service and now art unwilling that the Screen should be removed and thy liberty gained was Daniel unwilling to come out of the Lyons den or
it and there is no redemption for such the redemption of the soul is precious Psal 49.8 and it ceaseth for ever Luk. 16.26 Mat. 16.26 no one can get over that great gulph that lies between heaven and hell neither can any price be found out to redeem a lost soul here is no Writ of Error can be had for the prisoner is laid in by an unerring Judge that cannot be deceived there is no Appeal to be made to any other Court for this iâ— the Supream where the Causes tried in all other Courts are called over again and fully determined and the Judge of all the earth will there do justice here can no force hinder the execution and free thee out of prison for thou hast an omnipotent God to grapple with see now what a rock of ruine thou hast run thy self upon what a remediless condition thou art plunged into for if thou deny the Lord that bought thee thou wilt run upon swift destruction and all the friends thou hast cannot help it Well but though the pains be sharp yet if they be but short here is some comfort there is some hope that an end will come though it be long first but alas this comfort here is dasht These torments are eternal as is already proved and shall never end in the pangs of death 'T is true there is hopes for though they are sharp they are momentany yet some Tyrants have kept men many daies in a dying life or living death Tiberius Caesar being petitioned by one to hasten his punishment and give him a speedy dispatch made him this answer Nondum tecum in gratiam redii Stay Sir you and I are not yet friends Such an answer will God give to a damned soul if it desire God to put an end to his torments by death those lingring deaths either inflicted by God or man though they seem long to sence yet what are they to eternity the word for ever will be a Hell in the midst of Hell for when the soul cryes out in anguish and bitterness of spirit How long Lord how long the conscience answers again Ever ever while God is God and Heaven is Heaven and Hell is Hell the miscarrying soul must remain fuel to maintain this fire that shall never go out To this second death the first is but a flea-biting this is Mors sine morte finis sine fine this is that which is call'd Everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord where the poor soul must be tormented sine intervallo without ease or end for when the years of a thousand Generations are whirl'd about thy torments will be as fresh as the first day thou wast cast into them and not one farthing of the ten thousand Talents paid off nor one moment of eternity taken off Oh Eternity eternity how amazing art thou how shall we conceive of thee how shall we cast thee up Oh my soul if thou substract from eternity an hundred thousand millions of years the remainder will not be the less 't is infinite still for two finites cannot make an infinite for what is infinite is indivisible it cannot be made less should a poor creature upon the rack under exquisite tortures have his life prolonged for twenty years together without any intermission of pain we might well account him the most miserable man alive and whose heart would not ake for him but what is this to eternal torments and yet who pities them that are like to endure them nay who pities himself that lies under the danger if a man under some raging pain as of the Cholick Stone or Gout lie upon a Featherbed for many years in tormenting pain though he have friends to visit him meat and drink to support him and what comfort Nature or Art could help him to yet we look upon him as a spectacle of misery and one that deserves pity Job 9.14 to him saith Job that is afflicted pity should be shewed from his friends But what is this to hell or what is a few years to eternity for in hell is no comfort no ease no refreshment neither any friend to pity nay if all the torments that ever poor creatures indured upon earth whether inflicted by God himself by man or by the Devil could all light upon one man and should lye under them for hunderds of years yet would it fall short for this would neither reach the pain nor reach the duration for when the miscarrying soul hath lain in hell as many years as there are grass piles upon the earth drops of water in the Ocean sands upon the sea shoar hairs on all the mens heads in the world and Stars in Heaven yet the hundred thousandth part of Eternity is not over Oh eternity how shall finite apprehensions conceive of thee how shall we number thee or find out what thou art we that live in time and have but a little time given us here cannot conceive of thee but by a long space of time as we cannot of Infinity of Essence but by a vast quantity we know God doth not number Eternity as we do Time one day is with him as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day For in eternity we need not trouble our selves to count the fleeting hours neither daies nor years for there is no Sun Moon or Stars to be set for times and seasons or for daies or for years but in hell is horrid darkness blackness of darkness for ever And whose heart may not tremble at the apprehension of it should all the Arithmeticians in the world joyn heart and hand and head and all to cast up the greatest summe possible that each one severally could reach and when this is done should add all these together into one summe yet it would fall short nay should the circumference of Heaven be written about with Arithmetical figures from east to west from north to south and all brought into one summe it would yet fall short for what is infinite cannot be diminished or increased such a summe added to it would not increase it such a summe substracted from it would not diminish it Oh my soul what think'st thou of it wilt thou venture upon the pikes of danger wilt thou deny the Lord that bought thee and the God that made thee to preserve a miserable life a little longer Thou seest thy wages and knowest thy reward hadst rather chuse everlasting damnation than a little temporal pain and rather thrust soul and body into eternal flames and suffer the vengeance of eternal fire rather then the pangs of a temporal death Oh what madness hath bewitched thee what folly haunts thee how doth the Devil and the world delude thee Thou that wouldst cut off a limb or joint to preserve the body from greater torture wilt not be willing to endure a little to preserve both body and soul from eternal ruine Heaven and Earth and all wise men may stand amazed at thy folly If thou turn
God that I clearly saw death was â—o stranger to you and that you had learnt â—he Apostles lesson 1 Thess 4.13 Not to mourn as men â—ithout hope for those that sleep in the â—ord you imitated David who when his â—â—n was living fasted and prayed but â—hen dead 2 Sam. 12.18 held his tongue and said noâ—â—ing because God did it Or said as â—â—b at the death of all his children Job 1.21 â—he Lord gave and the Lord hath taâ—en away Blessed be the Name of the â—ord To mourn for our Relations is doubtâ—ss our duty to mourn immoderately as â—achel and will not be comforted is doubtles s a sin and implyes we think God hath â—onged us in taking away our Relations without our leave or serves to bespeak us 〈◊〉 have more wisdom than God hath and 〈◊〉 know better than he when 't is best for â—hem to dye and when their work is done these considerations made me think these Meditations would not startle you nay your own Death would not affright you and yet considering that death is an enemy to Nature and that you were Flesh as well as Spirit and though the Spirit were willing yet the Flesh â—s weak I thought it would not be unsuitable to put this weapon into your hand in this conflict between the Flesh and the Spirit for death sometimes comes with a grisly look and terrible aspect for as a Heathen saith of all Terribles Death is most terrible and therefore the Scripture calls him the King of terrors Job 18.14 and experience shews that he is a terror to Kings Psal 55.4 David complains the terrors of death compassed him about and the apprehensions of death struck a greater than David into an agony Christianum agere non est hominem exuere when we become Christians we cease not to be men Now though we cannot quite root out the fear of death yet Christians may and many doe much abate it yea and chuse it rather than life upon any sinful terms those under great sufferings refused deliverance Heb. 11.36 that is upon any unlawful terms The love of Christ in the Martyrs was hotter than the fire they burnt in yea this made Paul willing not only to be bound but to dye for Christ yea desire to be dissolved and to be with him so that although I think you have not so much need of a work of this nature as many have yet I cannot think 't is altogether useless for you lye under greater temptations than many others and have stronger gusts of wind to grapple with than low Shrubs and haply Christ may cost you more than others haveing more to lose and the world breaks many a match between Christ and the Soul those that are rich fall into temptation 1 Tim. 6.9 Luk. 18.23 remember the young man that parted with Christ upon this ground and Demas that chose the world before him 'T is easier to steer a small Vessel in a storm than a great Ship this may be thrust into any Creek or Harbour where a tall Ship cannot ride Cantabit vacuus coram latrone viator Oh Death Ecclus. 41.1 how bitter is the remembrance of thee to a man that lives at ease in his Possessions and hath prosperity in all things We may say of you as the people did of David 2 Sam. 18.3 If many of us fall it signifies little the Enemyes great design lyes against such as you those that fall high their fall will be the greater and a great deal of Grace is necessary to support a great man Till a man can see an emptiness in the Creature and a fulness in Christ and enough in Heaven to make amends for all his losses upon Earth he will not be brought to lose all for Christ It was no small measure of Grace that made Galeacius teave the Marquesdom of Vico and come to Geneva for the Gospel sake I know we live in such times as Salvian did when Religion and Godliness are accounted a shame to Gentility and a blemish to Nobility and those very Ingredients let their other qualifications be what they will will render the worlds greatest Favourites unlovely in their eyes 1 Sam. 2.30 But those that honour God God will honour and those that despise him shall be lightly esteemed St. Bernard tells Sophia That it was a greater honour that God made her one of a few than that she descended from Noble Parents the one was Gods distinguishing Badge the other a common favour Solomon tells us A vertuous Woman herâ— price is above Rubies and no doubt a vertuous Man is as precious but 't is a good conjunction where Grace and Greatness meet for although a Diamond hath the same vertue oâ— the Dunghill as in a Gold Ring or the richest Cabinet yet not so seemly Grace loseth not it Vertue in a Country Clown yet is it moâ—splendid in a great man and such a one thuâ— qualified is capable of bringing more Glorâ— to God and doing more good in his Generation than a poor man can Religion in greaâ— persons as 't is most Rare so 't is most Conspicuous 't is like a Beacon upon an hill eveâ— eye is upon it and the Country imitates thâ— Court Qualis Rex talis Grex. Greatneâ— makes men capable of doing God more work or the Devil more service The great 〈◊〉 need not be ashamed of going in thâ— Fashion for Grace is the fairest Flower 〈◊〉 their Garland for none wear those Jewel but the Spouse of Christ It was more honour to David to be Gods Servant than Israels King 't is more honour to be in Covenant with God than to have Royal blood run in our Veins to be an Heir of Heaven than to be Heir to a Kingdom to be the Children of God than to be the Children of Nobles Isai 43.4 since thou wast precious in my sight saith God thou wast honourable For Nobility it self is mortal and many Noble Houses and Families dye and come to nothing but Grace is longer liv'd My desire is that seeing God hath written Vanity upon the Creatures that you may be able to read it and so may hang loose to the World and so use it as not to abuse it And seeing Death is certain and the time of Death uncertain that you will learn to dye daily that when Death comes you may look upon it without Horror or Distraction In the mean time Heb. 12.1 2. that you may run the Race that is set before you yea so run that you may obtain and with Christ endure the Cross and despise the Shame 1 Cor. 9.24 that you may sit down with him in his Kingdom of Glory that you may keep your Garments unspotted in the World and have your Loyns girded your Lamps alwayes Burning and you your selves in a Centinel posture that at what hour soever your Lord and Master comes you may be found Watching my desire is that while you live you may
must forsake it 't is 〈◊〉 enough to rail against it but you must haâ—â— it with an irreconcileable hatred aâ— shake hands with it and give it a bill 〈◊〉 Divorce and well you may for it is yâ—â— implacable Enemy and the cause of 〈◊〉 your misery and will be the cause of yoâ— Eternal Damnation if you repent not of 〈◊〉 This is it that arms Death against you 〈◊〉 when 't is mortified and subdued it will 〈◊〉 pardoned and when it is pardoned Deâ— may buzze about your ears like a Dâ—â— Bee but cannot sting you by stinging Châ—â— he lost his sting that he cannot sting 〈◊〉 of Christs faithful people Hence manâ— the Martyrs went as chearfully to dye aâ— dine and accounted their Dying-day tâ—â— Wedding-day as indeed it is to all Belâ—ers for in this life they are betroatheâ— Christ and at their Death the Marâ—â— will be consummate and they shall forâ— enjoy their Beloved and be Eterâ— lodged in his Bosom Oh the madneâ—â— the men of the World who lodge this pent sin in their Bosom which breakâ— match between Christ and the Soul 2. Direct There is another Enemy that must be overcome as well as sin or will not dye chearfully and happily and that is the World for till it be overcome and crucified a man is not fit to dye neither can he be willing to dye Gal. 6.14 for who can willingly part with what he loves By Christ saith the Apostle I am Crucified to the World and the World to me the world and he were at a point there was no love lost the World mattered him not and he mattered the World as little they were each to other as a dead Carkass offensive and unsavoury and though the World should lay many Temptations before him it would signifie no more than if they were presented to a dead man though she draw forth her two breasts of Profit and Pleasure he scorns to suck at such botches he looks upon it as a dead thing and behaves himself as dead to it He had learned to want and to abound and in every Estate to be content and therefore mattered not her Superfluities and for Necessaries he knew he should not want them A prosperous Estate could not make him surfeit nor a wanting Estate repine he was semper idem alwayes the same as Job upon the Throne and upon the Dunghill he still keeps his Integrity he wears the world about him as a loose Garment ready to cast off upon all occasions and he is at a point with all things under the Sun if he may keep them with a good Conscience he is content if not he is content also and it behooves others that would look Death in the face with comfort to learn this lesson for if the affections close with the World 't is impossible Death should be either safe or comfortable safe it cannot be for it makes a man break his peace with God for two such Masters as God and Mammon no man can serve Mat. 6.24 for if he love the one he will despise the other Jam. 4.4 Know you not saith the Apostle that the friendship of the World is Enmity to God Whosoever therefore will be a Friend of the World will be an Enemy to God 1 John 2.15 And again Love not the World neither the things that are in the World if any man love the World the love of the Father is not in him Those that goe a Whoring from God to the Creature and woe this vile Strumpet the World are very unfit to be received into the bosom of Christ have it we may use it we must as a Traveller doth his Staff so far as 't is helpful but love it we must not if we will not renounce the love of God a man may allow his wife a Servant to wait upon her but not to lodg in her bosom the love of the World is Enmity with the Lord Enmity both active and passive it makes a man both to hate God and to be hated by God he cannot be espoused to the World but he must be divorced from God see this in Judas in Demas in Demetrius in Ahab he will have Naboath's Vineyard or he will have his blood though he lose his Soul for it Col. 3.2 wise therefore was the Apostles Counsel to set our affections on things above and not on the Earth Things on Earth are mutable and momentary subject to vanity or violence when things above are as the dayes of Heaven and run parllael with the Life of God and line of Eternity and as the love of the World makes a man dye unsafely putting him out of a capacity of eternal happiness so it makes him dye uncomfortably also for who can willingly part with a present good for a future uncertainty with a thing he loves for he knows not what If the World seem a Pearl in his eye he will not let it goe if he have no assurance of a better Mat. 19.22 see this in the young man in the Gospel that would not exchange Earth for Heaven nor the Creature for God that parted with Christ whom he pretended to love rather than with his Estate which he did love Oh World how dost thou bewitch thy greatest admirers how dost thou deceive those that trust in thee But could we see the worth of Heaven or had we but a Pisgah-sight of the Heavenly Canaan we should soon make Moses's choice but the blind Moles of the World think God holds it at too dear a rate and if he will not abate he may keep it to himself some indeed while Religion is in credit will follow the Cry yet resolve they will never lose by it as the Young man before mentioned who came to Christ hastily but went away heavily the world breaks many a match between Christ and the Soul by bidding more as they think than God doth but it will fail in the payment but he that forsakes not all for Christ cannot be his Disciple the lesson I know is hard but necessary and there is a great reason it should be so when we look upon the World as our chiefest Jewel we are loth to throw it over-board but when we see the Vanity Emptiness yea Nothingness that is in it and can have recourse to a better Treasure we shall not matter it while we look upon it as our chiefest Treasure we shall be unwilling to part with it but when by the eye of Faith we can see better Treasure beyond Death and observe how little good it can do us at Death or after when we have most need we shall not much value it For indeed it proves like a bush of Thorns the harder we grasp it the more deeply it wounds and when by Experience we find that no Content Satisfaction or Happiness is to be had in the enjoyment we shall not much trouble at the loss In a word while the World is admired Death is hated but when Heaven is
that cannot be redeemed with the whole World 4 Direction The next thing I would advise you to which indeed is the chief of all is to get an Interest in Christ that so you may have a title to Glory for till this be had you cannot dye safely and till it be cleared up you cannot dye comfortably for who would leave a present Possession that hath no assurance of a future and when this is done Death will not be terrible But what can bear up the Soul against the pangs of Death if this be wanting Now the way to get an Interest in Christ is to espouse the Soul to him now there is nothing but Ignorance can stave off our affections from him ignotus nulla cupido The blind World can see no Excellency in him no need of him nor any use of him and therefore they have no love nor desire for him but all that know him will love him who prizeth a Physician that is not convinc'd of his skill and finds he hath a real need of him for who will take Physick before he be sick or minds a Plaister before he have a Sore But when the poor soul is convinced of her undone condition by Nature and that there is nothing in her or that can be done by her will serve turn for Salvation yea that help is not to be had in any Creature no not in the Angels themselves could she be Espoused to them for they cannot pay her debts nor secure the Soul in this desparing condition no wonder the Soul dreads death but when it knows withall that though there be an Emptiness in the Creature there is a Fulness in Christ and that he is fully able to make her eternally happy and that Christ doth make love to her and sends many Suitors in his behalf to woe for her affection and that he is the only suitable object in the world for her Affections and that he can make her happy when all the rest would leave her miserable I say under these convictions she begins to hearken to Christs proposals when she sees he is more useful than any other and will stand her in more stead both in Prosperity and Adversity in Health Sickness in Life and at Death when all other helps fail her While the world is lookt upon to be the best match Christ will not be valued till the cheat be found out for who will forsake the better to choose the worse but when they see Christ really better than the world they will then part with the world for him for who will stick at such a bargain when a man considers that the world can do him no good at Death or Judgment But Godliness hath the promise of this life 1 Tim. 4.8 and that to come and that it is profitable to all things Rom. 8.32 and that having Christ all shall be ours for if he spared not his own Son but freely delivered him up for us all how shall he not with him freely give us all things When the match is made up between Christ and the Soul all her Debts are made over to her Husband and he is touched also with the feeling of her Infirmities bears the heavier end of the Cross and in all her afflictions he is afflicted Isa 63.9 and he makes over all his riches to her his Merits his Righteousness his Spirit his Graces and his Glory Plal. 34.10 he hath promised she shall want nothing that is good and that he will never leave her nor forsake her Rom. 8.28 and that all things shall work together for her good Now whatever he hath promised he can make it good for he is both Omnipotent and Omniscient and he will make it good for he is Faithfull and the Experience of five thousand years prove it in all which time no man could stand forth and say This Promise God hath failed in the world yields us some little comfort if God give it a Commission but Christ is all and in all all the excellency that is in the Creature is but as a Vein to lead us to this Mine as a drop of this Ocean and as a ray of this Sun whatever our condition be he can help us if the Soul be sick he is her Physician and all others are Physicians of no value if wounded he hath a Plaister of his own Blood to cure her if she hunger here is food the Bread of life and the Water of life his flesh is meat indeed and his blood drink indeed If she be Poor and Blind and Miserable and Naked he can make supplies here is a Treasure to enrich her a Pearl of great price and spiritual Eye-salve to make her see if she have Enemies he is her Champion that can overcome the Devil and all his Instruments and none can hurt her but through his sides In a word she can want nothing when her Lord and Husband possesses all things the Cattle of a thousand hills are his yea all the beasts of the Forrest with his own Robes he arrayes her and with the Jewels of his Grace he adorns her with his Spirit he directs her and if heavy laden bears her burden if she be weary he is her resting place and hath promised never to leave her nor forsake her Heb. 13.5 and then no matter what others do These promises the Soul may press home by Prayer as Jacob did in a great danger Gen. 32.9 Lord thou saidst thou wouldst do me good and this was as good as present pay for God loves to be bound by his word and to be sued upon his own bond Prayer is a putting the Promises in Suit God can no more deny such Prayers than he can deny himself what need the Soul to fear when Gods Word is out upon it That all things shall work together for her good and if all things then Afflictions nay Sin it self Seneca Venenum aliquando pro remedio fuit saith a Heathen 'T is said that to drink of the Wine wherein a Viper hath been drowned cureth the Leprosie and the Scorpion healeth his own wound the flesh of the Viper cureth the biting of the Viper and so God sometimes cureth us by the wound Sin gives us we usually say The act increaseth the habit but 't is not so here for the believer is like a Sheep that by his fall into the mire is warned to take better heed Now look over all the World and see if you can find such a match for the Soul whether any Creature in Heaven or Earth hath deserved thy Affections better than he or hath done more or will do more than Jesus Christ that is a greater Benefactor than he and hath bestowed better Gifts whether any other can pay thy Debts or make preparation for the Eternal well-being of the Soul and if he prove the fittest Match stand not upon Terms with him think not to alter his Conditions or make him abate of his Price he expects
flame Now those that are constant and faithful in these and the rest of the Ordinances and means God hath appointed to this end are likelyest to have the qualifications before mentioned and those thus qualified need not fear death those that walk evenly with God in Prosperity are most like to hold out in Adversity Heb. 2.14 and need not fear death nor him that hath the power of death the Devil The more faithful and constant any one is in the Trade of Godliness the more Assurance he may have of a happy death and joyful Resurrection and what hinders then but a chearful resigning our selves to death when God calls a man will not willingly resign up his old Lease till he have assurance of a better but who will not leave a Cottage for a Palace or exchange an old Suit for a new Rags for Robes when assurance of Heaven is got no wonder if earth be contemned for who will not change a Temporal Life for Life Eternal And thus Courteous Reader if thou art prepared I have spoken to thee in the Book if not in the Epistle wherein I have given thee some direction how thou maist be prepared and how thou maist come to be fit to live and fit to dye and fit to lye in the Arms of Christ for ever What effect the Book will have upon the one or the Directions on the other I know not but my desire is and my Prayer shall be that it may be beneficial both to the one and to the other This will be your own advantage but the comfort of him who subscribes himself Yours for your Souls good Edward Bury Eaton Octob. 23. 1680. 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What Death is to a Believer and to an Vnbeliever WHY art thou cast down Psal 42.11 O my Soul and why art thou disquieted within me hope thou in God I shall yet praise him who is the health of my countenance and my God What is it that thus amazeth and terrifieth thee Why art thou so distracted in thy duties and so full of anxious fears and doubts is it the apprehension of death that so disquiets thee Why man didst thou never look Death in the face till now didst never behold his grisly looks and grim face yea thou hast many a time and art thou yet afraid is this the fruit of all thy prayers and thy mortifying Meditations hast not thou instructed many Job 13.4 c. and strengthned the weak hands thy words have upholden him that was falling and thou hast strengthened the feeble knees but now it is come upon thee dost thou faint and when it toucheth thee art thou troubled Is a disease now more terrible than formerly Or the apprehensions of death than in times past or is it bad News that terrifies thee and makes thee afraid Some Papist plotting to take away thy life Psal 112.7 among others the Psalmist tells thee he shall not be afraid of evil tidings whose heart is fixed trusting in the Lord. Suppose they seek thy life and thirst after thy blood hast thou no hiding place no City of refuge to fly to till the storm be over Hast thou no interest in God no Friend in the Court to make thy complaint to Prov. 14.32 No comfort in time of need But dye thou must well yet the righteous hath hope in his death and doth thy hope and thy happiness then expire with thy life Come let us reason the case and see if there be so much cause of desponding as thou pretendest Art thou from under the protecting hand of God Ps 59.1 Or is his hand shortned that he cannot save Isa 50. or his ear heavy that he cannot hear Where is the bill of divorce that he hath given thee Or hath the Lord put thy life into thine own hands and dost thou think it will be wrested out by violence Art thou thine own keeper and dost mistrust thy strength Or is thy life put into thy Enemies hand and by whom Or can they take it away without a Commission God usually keeps the Keyes of Life and Death at his own girdle Or if thy Life be gone is thy Happiness at an end if not what need all this consternation this is more than thy Enemies can do without leave and if they could what a great matter is it for a man an Old man to dye but 't is him whom thou callest thy Father Numb 16.22 that can kill and make alive and brings to the
ready and what hopes is there of thee if God spare thee another year that thou wilt bring forth better fruit is old age the best and fittest for repentance and preparation to dye when thou wilt find enough to do to wrastle with pains and bodily distempers would a Captain take it for a sufficient excuse if a Souldier that is by ingagement to be ready at an hours warning and should give him a week a month a years time to make ready and at the end of that time he should plead his Arms are not fixed nor other necessaries provided and if the Captain give him another year and at the end thereof he should plead the same excuse would this be taken for a good excuse yet this excuse hath been in thy mouth many years together and 't is doubt if God yet lengthen thy daies and give thee more years it will be the same Hath not death entred into thy habitation hath it not taken away thy parents thy loving wife thy dear children and other of thy near relations and didst not yet lay it to heart wa st thou no wiser than fatted beasts that are taken away one after another to the Shambles and those that remain are senseless of the danger neither consider their turn is coming yea hath not death thrown many a dart at thee and sometimes wounded thee in the head sometimes in thy bowels and yet dost not consider that he hath a dart will reach thy heart Yea sometimes thou hast thought thou hast had thy deaths wound and yet wilt take no warning to get on thy Armour doth not the pains the aches the distempers of thy body under which thou daily groanest bid thee prepare for thy winding-sheet doth not news ring dayly in thy ear this and that friend relation or neighbour is dead and ere long others will say of thee he is dead also hast thou not interred many a dead corpse and preacht may a Funeral Sermon and given many an exhortation to the living to prepare for death and comforted many that have lost their friends by death and wast never yet satisfied that thou wast mortal and must dye also didst thou think thy self only exempted from the common lot of all men or that God would bring thee to Heaven another way or couldst thou wish thou wert immortal and shouldst live on earth to Eternity art thou willing to take the Earth for Heaven and the creature for God and the happiness thou meetst with here for Heavens glory hast enough to satisfy thee here below and desirest no more if not why wouldst not dye and come to happiness if the earth be more desireable to thee one year why not twenty and why not to eternity if God should bid thee choose thy time and appoint it thy self what time wouldst thou require haply Methusalems daies well but these would expire and death at the end would be as bitter as now it is If death were the road to Hell as 't is to the wicked thou mightest well startle at it And I have wondred at those of them that have been so prodigal of their lives when Life is the only preservative out of Hell Or if thy case were that of the beasts and thou were to be reduced unto the horrid estate of nothing death might make thee shrug but when thou believest that death to thee will be an entrance into glory an outlet to misery and an inlet to happiness and the same road that Christ and all the glorified Saints have gone to Heaven in how can this be reconciled with thy fears Hast thou had so many discourses of death and with death and dost believe that the sting is taken out by Christ and dost yet run from this Serpent and take him for an enemy that is but thy Fathers Messenger sent for thy good This must needs be thy sin and thy folly and doth too evidently bespeak thy Infidelity or the weakness of thy Faith Thou hast comforted others at the last gasp and prayed with them and for them thou hast strengthened the weak hands and feeble knees and now dost faint under the same burden But hadst thou had more mortifying Meditations of death and with the Apostle hadst learned to dye daily death would not have been so terrible a Bugbear to thee as now it seems didst thou once a day look him in the face by a serious meditation and by a believing expectation he would not look so grim and terrible Bears and Tigers are not so terrible to those that are their keepers and acquainted with them as to others The Lion in the Fable was at first sight a terror to the Fox but time much allayed his fear the more thou beholdest death the less deformed yea the more lovely he doth appear death will be no excepter of persons the rich and poor high and low whether they will or no must dance in this Ring when God commands he must and will strike death is written upon thy cradle and thou wast rockt upon the mouth of the grave and ever since no day hath been sure to thee but it might have been thy dying day 't is not long since thou didst bewail the death of thy Parents and 't is not long before thy children will bewail thine one generation comes and another goes and the latter treads out the steps of the former we trod out the steps of our predecessors and our posterity will do as much for us The world is but a Tent to abide in for a time an Inne to tarry in a night a Lodging place for a wayfaring man a baiting-place in a Journey Oh the folly of most men that take it for their Inheritance and look for no more but to the Godly 't is no continuing city no abiding place neither indeed worthy our love Were the world as the garden of Eden full of delights and pleasures thou hadst something to say for it and yet the worm of time would eat out the very heart of it the shortness of the continuance would spoyl the sport Many doat on beauty but none but the blind will fall in love with deformity it self The world is a Bochim a place of Lamentation and who falls in love with sorrow 't is a Golgotha a place of dead mens skuls and who but mad men converse among the Tombs 'T is a pest-house an infected and an infecting place where most we converse with are infectious 't is a prison a place of hardship where the soul hath not liberty to act according to its nature 't is a place of Egyptian bondage and slavery where there is little but moiling toyling working caring from morning till night for a poor living wherein we are so chained to our Oars that we have scarce time to eat our meat and what madness is it over eagerly to desire such a life and to quarrel those that ease us of our burden and put an end to our labours Here thou livest under continual pains aches griefs
The Lord saith he hath bid him curse David God can yea he will if it be good for thee preserve thee from a violent death and he will preserve thee till the appointed time come they cannot antedate his Decree thou shalt not be cut down sooner neither canst thou stay longer than he hath appointed and dost call God thy God and thy Father and yet resist his will dost pray Thy will be done and yet when he makes known his will dost thou oppose it but haply thou maist say How shall I know it is his will that I shall lay down my life why when thou canst not save it without denying Christ or his Truth or committing sin for he that commiteth sin is of the Devil and in such a case think not to wrestle out of the hands of God sin will find thee out and never any man set himself against God and prospered There is no resisting of God when thou canst not breathe without him all diseases are his Executioners and wicked men can do no more to the one or the other of them thou must submit and not much matter to which to neither of them thou should submit willingly but to God in both thou shouldst seek all lawful means against the one and the other but nothing but what is lawful when God denies help go not to the Devil for a medicine to submit to death when thou canst not help it is no praise-worthy thing when thou canst save thy life by unlawful means and wilt not this shall not be unrewarded a Crown of glory will be given thee He deserves death that in time of danger deserteth his Captain and falls off to the enemy Keep thy life thou canst not without his leave and if thou lay it down for his sake 't is not the way to lose it but to save it to hide it with God in Christ and doth not Reason tell thee he is fittest to dispose of thy life that gave it he is too righteous to do thee wrong and too gracious to do thee hurt never was indulgent Father or tender-hearted Mother more carefull of their only Child than God will be of thee thou shalt not lye longer in the furnace than need is he afflicts not willingly nor grieves the children of men thou art but like a sleepy child that wrests and wrings and cries and will not be undrest and thy Father must carry thee to bed against thy will and what harm hath he done then when thou awakest thou wilt thank him for it When Corn is ripe it should be cut and who is fitter to know when 't is ripe than the great Husbandman when thy work is done thou maist go to thy rest and who better knows than the Lord of the Vineyard if that he take thee off in the midst of thy day and give thee the wages for the whole day what cause is there of complaint Nay should he give thee the whole wages for one hours work if God call thee off 't is not to stop thy wages or to blame thee for working no longer Thou must submit to the stroak of death and do it willingly whether it be natural or violent for consider God hath most right to thy life and is the fittest person to determine of the Manner of thy death He gives men Laws to live by and yet many will take their own wills and waies to their own destruction he gives men Laws to dye by look that thou follow not thy own will to perdition thou art but a Tenant at will if thou resign not at thy Landlords will it will be the worse for thee he will never provide a better house but a Prison for thee he is the fittest to determine when to pull down these houses of clay and who shall do it and if thou willingly submit he will raise thee up a Spiritual building an house not made with hands but eternal in the Heavens Is it not unreasonble for thee to think to keep the keyes of life and death at thy girdle why shouldst thou think to dispose of thy death any more than of thy birth or of thy latter end more than thou didst of thy beginning it was through him that thou wast born and at his dispose shall be thy death if thou wouldst wring this key out of Gods hand into whose hands wouldst thou commit it is any in the world fitter for it than he is nay can any other in the world preserve thy life thou art the clay and he is the Potter and whose is the Pot but the pot-makers and who may better dash it with his foot than he may he not dispose of his own as he pleaseth he is best able to maintain life and best able to take it away for if he tread upon thee he leaves thee dead behind him if he with-hold thy breath thou returnest to thy dust and all thy thoughts perish Doth not he rule in Heaven and in the Earth doth not he direct the Sun the Moon and the Stars in their courses doth not he cause Summer and Winter Cold and Heat Seed-time and Harvest Day and Night and thou letst him alone with these and why because thou canst not take this work out of his hand he makes the Grass to grow for the Cattel and Corn for the service of Man he waters the earth with his Clouds and causeth the Springs to run among the Hills why dost not take these out of his hand or must he rule all the rest and only thee must be excepted hath he more wisdom than thou hast in all other things only in the disposing of thy life thou outwittest him why art thou not his creature as well as others and how cam'st thou from under his dominion doth it beseem a rational man much less a gracious man to argue at this rate and except himself from Gods dispose and argue himself from under his tuition and think himself to be an independent creature fit to stand upon his own legs Doth not he know best when his work is done and when his Roses are ripe and when his Children are fit for glory or is any other fitter to determine these controversies or wouldst thou dispose of thy own life if so wouldst have all men have the same priviledge then Heaven especially Hell would be long empty for what wicked man would leave the Earth to go thither and God must be beholding to his people to come to him how should Judgment and Justice then be executed the sword of Justice would rust in the Scabbard for what offender would lay down his head upon the block willingly How would the Earth then be filled with violence and all flagitious crimes if thou wouldst not have others have the like priviledge then thou art partial if thou wouldst thou art foolish but if it were at thy own dispose how couldst maintain it Thou couldst neither provide thy self food neither could thy life be preserved by food without Gods blessing neither
can do The Pharisees could fast Mat. 6.1 2. and pray and give Alms and what dost thou more The Apostle tells believers that to them it is given not only to believe on Christ Phil. 1.29 but to suffer for his sake and how wilt thou prove thy self a Believer if thou refuse to suffer Wouldst thou receive a Souldiers wages and not do his work wilt thou list thy self and indent with thy Captain that thou wilt not fight are all thy graces counterfeit if not why are they not reduced into act will the Sword in the scabbard secure thee why dost not finish thy course with joy that a Crown of life may be laid up for thee must God save thee whether thou wilt or no and pluck thee hence by violence to receive thy Reward or if he will not he may keep Heaven to himself for thee Doth thy faith and thy other graces now stand thee in no stead hast thou no Oyl when the Bridegroom comes or if thou hast dost thou refuse to enter to what end then serves thy Lamp what mattereth it for a Wedding-garment if when thou art invited to the Feast thou refusest to come Hast thou no Armour on when thou art cal'd to fight and thy enemy is in the field or wilt thou cowardly turn thy back and fly or suffer thy self to be captivated and inslaved hast thou no Armour to defend thy heart is no Cordial to keep thee from fainting to be found in God no promise in his Word which may be a foundation of comfort what then is the difference between thee and the Epicure nay his condition is much better he hath something that he calls Pleasure to solace himself with Are these anxious thoughts and fears suitable to a Christian to a Minister to one that hath made Forty years profession of Religion hast thou in all this time made no increase of thy Grace no improvement of thy Talent hast not yet learnt self-denyall which is the first lesson in the School of Christ and is it not yet taken out hast not yet attained the lowest measure of true grace to hate Father and Mother Wife and Children and thy own Life for him without which thou canst not be his disciple Is it suitable for a child of God to turn his back upon his Father when he calls him and like guilty Adam hide himself is it suitable for the Spouse of Christ to deny to come when her Husband sends for her Art thou yet unresolved whether Christ or Life be the sweeter whether Heaven or Earth be the better or whether the Creature or the Creator be to be chosen If so never call thy self a Christian more never dishonour Christ more by thy profession Was ever Heir afraid of receiving his Inheritance yet this is thy condition thou rather choosest a miserable life attended with eares and fears with griefs and sorrows rather than to dye and come to Christ Thou hast devoted thy self to him as a Spouse to her husband and hast formerly gloried in thy choice and art now afraid of the time when the marriage shall be consummate and thou shalt be lodg'd in his bosom if so 't is no wonder if he give thee a bill of Divorce and put thee away and what Condition art thou then in where wilt thou find such another Match nay there is no other in Heaven or Earth that can boot thy needs pay thy debts and save thy soul the Angels themselves cannot do it Esth 1.10 c. If Vasti the Queen were put away for refusing to come at her Husbands call much more dost thou deserve a Divorce if thou refuse to come at Christs call If thou go to him thou leavest a vain sinful miserable and treacherous world which hath laid many a snare in thy way and more will do if thou live in it longer and dost grieve at parting and put it upon the debate whether it be best to go or no and art ready to pass sentence in the Negative art afraid of being put above all fear and dread and wilt not go to Heaven because the way is not strewed with roses or because 't is a little up the hill thou hast but one stile to thy Fathers house if thy Breakfast be bad thy Dinner will make amends Are the suares which the Devil the world and the flesh have laid for thee so strong and thy Faith so weak that thou art now leaving God and choosing something else for thy portion and that thou art detained in this Harlots arms when thine own husband calls thee Art thou willing to lose all the pains thou hast taken in Heavens way rather than go one step more hast ascended all the steps of Jacobs ladder but one till thy head be in Heaven and art now returning down again because 't is a little more difficult than the rest wilt thou now take up with these things for thy portion and art busily seeking after content in them in which thou couldst never find satisfaction in thy life hast exercised so much self-denial for Christ hast thou forsaken Father and Mother Wife and Children Brothers and Sisters yea thy Estate in the world and exposed thy self to want and penury to labour and travel to scoffs and scorns yea to persecutions and trials and now wilt break with Christ for a trifle and lose the reward of what thou hast done wilt thou now prefer thy life before him that is Life it self hast thou bid so much for Christ and now dost stick at the price if thou now forsake him all is lost that thou hast paid But what cause hath God given to forsake him hath he ever failed of his word hath he imposed upon thee or foisted in any condition in the Covenant that was not mutually agreed upon if not what makes thee boggle at it if Religion were not good why didst thou profess it if it be why dost leave it if Heaven be not worth what thou must pay for it why didst not consider of it before and if it be why dost stick at the rates or dost thou think that God will amend thy bargain and let thee have it at Cheaper rates If these be thy thoughts thou art much mistaken Mat. 13.45 if thou wilt have the Pearl thou must sell all to purchase it 't is thy self and all thou hast that is the price he sets upon Christ and Heaven and Glory If thou think him not worth it thou maist let him alone and no harm done but assure thy self there is no indenting with Christ This I will do and that I will not this sin I will leave but not that thou must not like Naaman the Assyrian expect a toleration in any sin or in the neglect of any duty Well whatever thy thoughts be God will not abate one farthing Gal. 6.7.8 If thou sowest to the flesh thou wilt of the flesh reap corruption if thou sowest to the Spirit thou wilt of the Spirit reap life
't is but the weakness of thy faith and love or thou wouldst not desire to be absent from Christ upon such poor tearms Oh the hourly danger thou art in by reason of enemies without within and round about thee Oh the dangerous snares they lay for thy feet Oh the fears the cares and manyfold troubles thou daily meetest withall enough to make thee weary of thy life and with Job to wish for death and wilt not indure a little pain when it would set thee out of harms way out of the Devils reach or mans malice The love of Christ in the Martyrs was hotter than the flames they burnt in they could cry out None but Christ none but Christ true love desires union with the party beloved and how canst thou say thou lovest Christ when thy heart is not with him when thou desirest not his company or to enjoy him thou pretendest love to him and yet art willingly desirously absent from him and wilt not come to him at his call but wilt rather deny him and thy interest in him thou cal'st him thy Husband and pretendest thou hast devoted thy self wholly to him and given up not only thy Name but thy Heart to him and promised to forsake all other for him and obey him whoever was disobeyed yet when it comes to the trial with Demas thou choosest the world before him thou wilt not obey him neither forsake the world for him but lovest thy life above him what hypocrisie what dissimulation is this to pretend to follow him and yet really run from him when he calls thee well may he give thee a bill of divorce and put thee away who dost thus wilfully desert him Thou hast preacht for him and spoke for him and suffered for him but all this will not serve thy turn if thou love any thing above him thou must give up all or thou canst not have him he will admit of no Rival he will have the prevailing degree of thy Love or thou shalt have none of him if thou prize thy life above him he will prize himself to be too good for thee 1 Cor. 13.1 2 3. for love is to him more acceptable than any Sacrifice his love to thee made him exchange Heaven for the Earth and glory for misery and will not thy love to him make thee willing to exchange Earth for Heaven and the Creature for God though a wife pretend love to her husband yet if in her husbands absence she desires not his return and refuseth to go to him 't is a sign her love is cold and she hath something else she affects above him that she hath dealt treacherously with him and placed her affections elsewhere Were thy love to thy Lord and Husband but as strong as a covetous mans love is to his Riches or an ambitious mans to his Honour or the unclean persons to his Lust thou wouldst not think a little pains too much to enjoy him for these run through the pikes of danger to obtain their end and bring about their designs and though Damnation lye in the way they will venture one and march up into the Cannons mouth and expose themselves to the everlasting destruction of Body and Soul which is a thousand times worse than death it self before they will fail in their enterprize Did but thy heart pant after God as Davids did Psal 42.1 2. thou wouldst long for the time when thou shouldst appear before God hadst thou but a believing sight of the Heavenly Canaan and its glory thou wouldst then see the worlds emptiness vanity and misery and be more senbsile of thy wilderness troubles and long to pass over this Jordan thou wouldst be more willing to leave the one and go to the other But it may be 't is not thy dispute whether Heaven or Earth be the better choice but thy own Interest that thou questionest some enjoyments thou hast here and loth thou art to leave them till thou art sure of better but hath not this been thy objection many years and hast not yet got over this stile why how hast thou spent thy time what hast thou been doing what is the result of thirty or forty years trial of the estate hadst any greater work lay upon thy hand did not God send thee into the world upon this very business and hast thou spent thy time in hunting Butter-flyes or weaving the Spiders web to catch flyes all this while how canst eat or drink or sleep in quiet without some comfortable assurance when thou knowest not but the next morning thou mayst awake with hell-flames about thy ears thou art sent to run a race to fight a fight to lay hold upon Heaven by violence and hast all this while sate idle Heaven and Earth may stand amazed at thy folly If God allow thee more time what hopes is there that thou wilt make more haste or get clearer Evidence for Heaven think not that to deny Christ thy life when he requires thâ—â—â—o lay it down for him is to gain time for better preparation nay it layes such a barr in thy way to Heaven which it is much to be feared thou wilt never remove the very thoughts of using this unlawful means to save thy life do evidence that grace is either weak or wanting in thy soul Time was thou didst carry thy life in thy hand and hold forth the contempt of the world and mad'st a shew that thou matteredst the world no more than it did thee and that thou didst believe true happiness was not to be had under the Sun and is thy judgment now altered and in thy elder dayes art thou grown more wise and by diligent search hast found out thy mistake and not only thine but the mistake of all the godly and now dost begin to grasp after the world and art loth to leave it why dost not recant in publick why dost not discover to the people thy former errour and bid them look for their happiness here Wisd 2. â— 9. and crown themselves with rose-buds before they wither let us be partakers of our wantonness let us leave some tokens of our pleasure in every place for that is our portion and this is our lot Is this the doctrine thou wouldst have others believe and the counsel thou wouldst have them take if not why dost thou give them an Example to choose thy portion here and let Christ which was thy pretended portion go and grasp after that little which the world calls Portion so greedily and why art thou so loth to go where true Treasure is to be had why dost choose to be tossed to and fro by the billows of this raging Sea and endure the tempest and storms of trouble rather than come into a safe Harbour an Heaven of rest because the mouth of it is straight and the entrance uneasie Dost thou put thy self into the case of the wicked and dost expect their portion that thou lookest upon death as thy enemy also 't is
were hid from thee take heed lest thou see through the Devils Spectacles for these may deceive thee Is the world now become a Pearle in thine eye that thou despisest that Pearl of great price be not deceived it will not prove a true Diamond but a Bristow Stone Art thou now ready with Cardinal Burbon to say thou wilt not leave thy part in Paris for a part in Paradice consider well what thou dost before thou strike up the bargain and take the world for thy portion take a view of it again and see it in its own dress and not in the Devils paint and colours or in his Glass hadst thou indeed rather be absent from the Lord than from the World and doth it yield thee better delight and satisfaction Well and will it do so at death also where will thy portion be 2 Pet. 3.10 when the earth and all the works therein shall be burnt up give not Christ a bill of divorce till thou art sure of a better match will the World content thee here and hereafter what provision can it make for thee for hereafter if this be all thou takest for thy portion then no wonder thou art loth to leave it for where the treasure is there will the heart be also Hadst thou a great Estate in the World there might be some temptation but who will grieve to leave an empty Cell heretofore when thou hadst a greater Estate in the World thou wast crucified to the World and the World to thee and now dost fall in love with Poverty and Want thou didst look upon it as upon a dead Carkass and now dost perceive some life in it But stay a while and consider well what the World hath and whether her portion can pay thy debts and make provision for thee to Eternity thou canst expect no more portion than it hath consider whether it will serve thy turn the Soul is an immortal piece and must run parallel with the longest line of Eternity will the world do so also if not what will the Soul do when the portion is spent thou art in debt ten thousand Talents and canst not pay one farthing and it must be paid to the utmost mite or thou wilt be cast into a Furnace of fire for ever can the World if thou espouse thy self to it pay this debt No nor all the Angels in Heaven to help it and what a case wilt thou then be in to Eternity 'T is best for thee to return to thy former Husband for it 's much better with thee then Here is enough in him to pay thy debts and provide for the future But is thy forsaking Christ and choosing the World the result of all thy profession and the fruit of all thy Mortification Repentance Self-denial Preaching Praying Hearing Reading Meditating and of all thy other duties and is the World a sufficient recompense for all the pains thou hast taken in Gods Service and dost expect no more at his hands and art thou willing to let go all thy right in the Promises and all thy hopes of a future reward and doth the World make thee amends for all thy losses and crosses thou hast met with upon Religious accounts hast thou reduced thy self to pinching wants hard labour how foolishly then hast thou behaved thy self if the world be thy portion how foolishly hast thou denyed thy self in thy portion why hast thou not run down the current of the times as others have done when it was the way to preferment why hast thou swam against the stream why didst not take thy pleasure as others did in thy sins and sinful company then mightst thou have enjoyed the World as they do for their Portion in Externals is better than thine they take their pleasures they satisfie their lusts and why dost then live a mortified life for the like portion why didst thou take upon thee the profession of Religion when thou knewest it would run counter with the times why dost not swear with the Swearer drink with the Drunkard and be as debaucht as any other if the reward be alike but if thou look for another reward why art thou afraid of the time when thou art to receive it if Religion will not pay thee thy charges why didst profess it if it will why dost forsake it haft thou had a hard Master of Christ hath he failed of his Word or broke his promise to thee is his work or Wages worse than Covenant if not why dost leave thy Master look about thee within and without consider while thou art here what thy wants are what thy miseries and whether the world is like to free thee from the one or the other if it can how happens it in all this time it is not done thou hast spiritual wants can the World relieve those thou hast but a little knowledge of God and dost thou desire no more if thou do in what School wilt thou learn it death will bring thee where all these clouds of ignorance shall be dispell'd and thy knowledge shall be perfected 1 Cor. 13.9 10. Here thou knowest but in part and understandest but in part But when that which is perfect is come that which is in part shall be done away Thou hast now but a little enjoyment of him a few glimpses of him in a duty and dost desire no more what means then all thy Prayers and Duties tending this way but thou art never like to have much more till thou come to Heaven doubtless if thou now take up with the World for thy portion thou art of all men the most foolish why dost thou run from it when thou seekest to enjoy it and why dost forsake thy desired happiness If the world will content thee why dost seek after other things and deny thy self that content the world offers thee Art thou as holy as thou desirest to be and as good as thou wouldst be and hast thou as much satisfaction as thou desirest what is the meaning then of all thy Prayers Studies and other duties why dost bewail thy sins and implore Heaven for power against them and if thou wouldst be better why dost fear Heaven where thou wilt be holy as God is holy if thou be as good as thou desirest to be why dost play the Hypocrite with God and man and like a man in a Boat look one way and row another wouldst thou have no more power against thy sins why then dost rail upon it and revile it and profess that it is thy greatest trouble why dost wrestle and fight and pray against it and bring under thy body and if thou wouldst have power why dost thou fear Death which will free thee from this as well as other Enemies art content to live in thy Pride and Passion and Ignorance and Hypocrisie why dost not then speak plain art thou like some Beggars that have sores to shew to move compassion but are not willing to have them cured lest it marr their Trade
Jonah out of the Whales Belly or Joseph or Jeremy or Paul or Silas or Peter to come out of Prison when the time of deliverance came was ever fick man afraid of Health or Lame man of being restored to his Limbs or a Blind man of being recovered to his sight was ever Hungry man afraid of his meat or thirsty man unwilling to drink or weary man unwilling to rest or was ever Turkish Slave unwilling to leave his Oars or enjoy his freedom yet have none of these so much cause to rejoyce in their freedom as the poor Soul hath in the freedom purchased by Christ and to be enjoyed at death Doth not the Husbandman long for the Harvest when he shall receive the fruits of the Field the reward of his labour doth not the Souldier long for the Victory when he shall receive the Crown doth not the Traveller desire his Journeys end and the Mariner his wished Port and the Labourer for the Sun-setting when his work is done and his wages is due and wilt thou only be afraid of the time when thy misery shall end and thy Joyes commence and all because there is a little dirty though not dangerous way to pass though there be an eternal reward for a temporal yea momentany Pain yea a thousand weight of pleasure for an ounce of grief Oh foolish Soul hast thou fought the fight and won the day and is it but stooping down and take up the Crown and wilt not be at so much pains Is there but one stile more to thy Fathers house and wilt thou sit down here and go no further but one hour between thee and Glory and hast thou spent so many years in reference to it and now wilt not add that hour to the rest hast thou almost run the race and shall one Lake in the way make thee to retire when the end is in sight hast subdued all the Enemies but one and is he disarmed also and lyes prostrate at thy feet and yet faintest and forsakest the Field dost thou fly from the Serpent when the sting is out hast thou vanquished the Flesh the World and the Devil and yet fearest Death which is a reconciled Friend hast thou overcome him that hath the power of Death and fearest thou Death it self Hast thou overcome the substance and dost quake at the shadow many thousand lose their Lives upon lower ends and venture them for a lower reward than here is propounded some for vain glory others for a corruptible Crown and wilt not venture thy life for Eternal glory and to secure thy Soul some venture Life and Soul and all in a Whores Quarrel or a Drunkards fray and wilt thou not in the cause of God and vindication of the truth and that when thy Captain stands by thee are the Gates of the Heavenly Jerusalem open and wilt not enter wilt lose all rather than strike one stroak more O my God let not the Flesh the World nor the Devil deceive me let me not faint under the burden nor ever turn my back upon thee Lord strengthen me and I will suffer for thee MEDITAT VI. What hurt can Death do a Believer OH my Soul what makes thee yet draw back are not all these foregoing considerations enough to satisfie thee but yet the thoughts of Death do appale thee and the thoughts of the Grave make thee to shiver heretofore thou hast even courted Death and solaced thy self with the Meditation of the Grave and the forethought of the time when Sin and Sorrow should be no more and now dost quake at the apprehension of it and art frighted at his grim countenance Consider a little what he is whence he comes and what message he brings and then see if he be so formidable as he seems he is but a Messenger and comes not upon his own errand neither runs he before he be sent he comes not from an Enemy but a friend yea from one that loves thee yea from that friend that sent Jesus Christ to dye for thee and the same love is exercised in the one as in the other he sent first to purchase an Inheritance for thee and now sends to thee to receive it He comes to tell thee the Great King of Heaven and Earth Greets thee and invites thee to the Marriage Feast to the Wedding Supper to drink Wine with Christ in his Fathers Court he comes to tell thee thou hast fought the good fight thou hast finisht thy course and from henceforth is laid up for thee a Crown of righteousness which Christ the Righteous Judge shall give thee at the last day that thou hast been faithfull over a few things and shalt be Ruler over many things and shalt enter into thy Masters Joy He comes to tell thee thou art at Age and must receive thine Inheritance that thou hast been long enough tossed to and fro upon the Waves of trouble and now must enter into the desired Port that thou hast long enough fed upon husks and now must come to thy Fathers house where there is bread enough and to spare he comes to tell thee thy Warfare is accomplished the race is run the prize is won and from henceforth the Crown of Glory is thine own and what hurt is in all this or why is such a Messenger to be feared he comes not as haply thou mayst suppose to break thy peace with thy God no but to make an everlasting peace which shall never be broken to assure thee God and thy departing Soul are at peace and all controversies are ended and that thou shalt never more see one frown in the face of God nor one wrinkle in his forehead he comes not for thy hurt but thy good not to hinder thy promotion but to promote it not to destroy thy body but only sow it in the Earth that it may spring forth a glorious body that corruption may put on incorruption 1 Cor. 15.55 and the mortal may put on immortality that Death may be swallowed up of Victory He comes not to make thee miserable Rev. 14.13 but happy Blâ—ssed are the Dead which dye in the Lord even so saith the Spirit for they rest from their labours and their works follow them He comes not to separate thee from God this he cannot do For neither Death Rom. 8.28.29 nor Life nor Angels nor Principalities nor Powers nor things present nor things to come nor height nor depth nor any other creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. No Death brings us into a nearer Union and more close Communion 'T is not come to make void the Covenant with God but to make it good for God hath promised in the Covenant to give Christ and Heaven and Glory to thee and how can this be made good till Death and though the body lye for a season in the Grave as Israel did in Egypt after Gods Covenant with Abraham yet shortly Death like
plagued as other men Amos 6.4 5 6. They lye upon their Beds of Ivory and stretch themselves upon their Couches they eat the Lambs out of the flock and the Calves out of the midst of the Stall They chaunt to the sound of the Viol and invent to themselves Instruments of Musick like David They drink Wine in Boles and anoint themselves with chief Ointment But they are not grieved for the afflictions of Joseph c. These may indeed fear a Change and dread the time when suddenly they shall go down to Hell but this is not thy condition Psal 73.14 for all the day long hast thou been plagued and chastened every Morning and thy drink hath been mixt with thy Tears The pleasures thou hast had have but tickled the Senses but reach not the Soul and true content thou never foundest in them If thou look back to thy youthful delights and childish vanities as they are passed away and have left nothing but a sting behind them so they should not be call'd to mind without sorrow and compunction of Spirit for many of them were the pleasures of sin yea the pleasure in sin sinfull pleasures which have wasted thy precious time and stole away thy heart from God and hindred thee from making usefull imployment of it and from more necessary business but in Heaven thou shalt have pleasure without satiety here thou art fain to use various pleasures to patch up a little of that which thou callest delight the pleasure of any one yea of the most delightful Recreations soon passeth away and becomes nauseous and leaves a sting behind but in Heaven thou wilt solace thy self with Eternal delight those pleasures which thou here callest by that name bear no more proportion to Heavenly Joyes than fire upon the Wall to true fire the former gives neither light nor hear though it have some dark resemblance of it But haply this may not be it that troubles thee 't is thy Estate which thou art to leave behind which sticks upon thy stomach for when thou dyest thou must leave all behind thee a great All sure and this also in exchange when for a handfull of Muck thou art like to have a handful of Angels Heaven for Earth and God for the Creature and dost repine at the bargain let those that have great Estates plead this argument not one that exchangeth Penury for Plenty and a Cottage for a Kingdom but doth not God seem to say to thee as sometime Pharaoh to Jacob Gen. 45.20 As for your stuff regard it not for the good of all the land of Egypt is yours Doth it grieve thee to leave this house of clay which will doubtless ere long moulder and fall about thy ears for a Mansion in Glory a House made without hands whose builder and maker is God Eternal in the Heavens Pebbles for Pearls Earth for Heaven and the Creature for God and is this the wrong Death hath done thee yea this is not all Death will put thee in possession of thy own here thou hast nothing thou canst call thy own but maist say of it as the Prophet of his Axe Alas Master 2 King 6.5 for it was borrowed here thou art a Tenant at will not only at thy Fathers will but at anothers will also and knowest not but thou maist be dispossessed before the years end but that is thine Inheritance here thou art a rack Tenant and hast much ado to pay thy Rent but there thou art a Free-holder and payest neither Rent nor Taxes what here thou hast is lent thee and for every Talent thou hast thou must give an account what there thou hast is given thee and thou hast ten thousand times as much under thy hands yet an account shall never be required Besides when thou art gone thou shalt have no need of the things here left behind for thou goest to a house ready furnisht what need wooden Vessels or earthen Utensils when the Walls of the City and the Streets thereof are of pure Gold and as there is no need so there is no use of these earthly things what good will food do when thou art not hungry or cloaths when thou art not cold there is the Tree of Life in the midst of the Garden there is the Fountain of Life to stench thy thirst there is neither use nor need of these things thy Silver and thy Gold signifie nothing here they trample upon better mettal thy coin will not pass in this Country these things should not be thy trouble to part with them which have proved snares to thee both in the getting and in the keeping and like a bush of thorns when thou hast graspt them too hard they have pricked thy fingers yea and prickt and pierced many to the heart they are not satisfactory and if they were they are not durable but like a bird upon the Wing now in one mans Close and then in anothers and no one can say She is mine and if thou dye not from them 't is odds they will dye from thee as the Example of two hundred thousand in Ireland in our dayes may sadly witness they are like unto Jonah's Gourd they spring up in one Night and wither in another I have read of a Heathen Philosopher when the City he lived in was taken sackt and Burnt by the Enemy and his Wife and Children captivated and all his earthly Substance gone being demanded by Demetrius what he had lost answered Nothing Omnia mea mecum porto I carry all along with me his vertue which could not be lost was only his own and mayst thou not better say so if thou be demanded what thou losest by Death for if thou canst carry thy Graces which are thy Evidences for Heaven safe thither this is thy All for the rest was but lent thee for thy Journey as a bed in an Inne to a Traveller which he must leave behind him and not carry it away in the morning for if thy Evidences be safe thine Inheritance is sure these outward things thou hast as long as they will do thee good and when they will do thee none why wilt desire them and Death will not deprive thee of any good thing the lading is safe though the Ship sink the Jewel is safe though the Box be broken though the Body dye the Soul will live and thou maist therefore say as Jacob I have enough Joseph my son is yet alive my Soul is yet safe or as Mophibosheth Seeing the King is returned safe let Zibah take all Seeing mine Inheritance is secured my chiefest Jewel safe let who will take the rest But haply it may be thy Relations that thou art so unwilling to leave thy dear Wife thy beloved Children those that depend upon thee for their livelihood and other Relations that thou hast let out thy affection upon and other intimate acquaintance and Christian Friends which have been all that little comfort thou hast had in the world and
now to leave these behind thee and expose thy own to the wide world and know not what will become of them when thou art dead this makes thee loth to dye and leave them this doth make thee like unto the Servant that loved his Wife and his Children Exo. 21.6 willing to have thy ears boared and to be a Slave for ever but consider a little is not this inordinate love to love the Creature more than the Creator and rather obey man than God when thou tookest upon thee the profession of Religion was it not upon those terms Luk. 14.26 c. to hate thy Father and Mother thy Wife thy Children thy Brethren and Sisters and thy own life for his sake that is to leave any or all of these if he required it and now art breaking with Christ and wilt rather deny him lose thy Soul thy God thy Heaven thy Happiness than leave thy Wife and Children and other Relations Joh. 15.13 Greater love than this hath no man than that a man lay down his life for his friend But is not this more to lose his Soul to part with his interest in Heaven and endure Hellish torments to Eternity for their sake or for their company But they live upon thee and if they were dead thou knowest not how they will be maintained And dost know how they will be maintained if thou live dost know how the World will be Governed and all the Family in Heaven and Earth maintained if thou were dead dost thou bear up the Pillars of it or do all things seek their meet at thy hand is it Gods Providence or thine that maintains thy Family or at whose charge are they kept 't is true thou art his servant to give them meat and drink in due Season but thou hast it out of his Store-house and if thou wert removed cannot he put another into the Office cannot he that feeds the Fowls the young Ravens when they cry yea the Lions seek their meat at his hand and he cloaths the Lillies and the Grass of the field and cannot he maintain thy Wife and Children if thou wert dead if the Pipe be cut is there no water in the Fountain Psal 78.20 this is thy unbelief can God provide a Table in the Wilderness Nay but thou dost not question so much his Power as his Will why how dost know he will provide for them if thou dost live many a Wife and Children have suffered want in the Husbands life time and God may let thee live to be a burden and a grief to them an hinderance and not an help Nay hath not God more ingagements upon him to provide for the Fatherless and Widdows the poor and the needy than any other Psal 68.5 having made so many promises on that behalf A Father of the Fatherless and a Judge of the Widow is God in his holy Habitation Hos 14.3 Psal 146.9 and it is in him that the Fatherless find Mercy He preserveth the Stranger he relieveth the Fatherless and the Widow Jer. 49.11 Leave thy Fatherless Children saith God to me and I will keep them alive and let thy Widows trust in me and many a command hath he given upon their account that they shall not be wronged Nay are they not in the same Relation to God as thou art are they not his Children also and will he that feeds all his Enemies starve his Children Nay he feeds the Fowls of Heaven Psal 34.9 10. and hath not he promised that those that fear the Lord shall want nothing that is good Nay if thou shouldst lose thy life for his sake thou wouldst yet more deeply engage him to look to thine in thy absence But suppose thou shouldst for the sake of Christ lose thy Relations or rather leave them behind what wrong is done thee you came not into the World together and 't is not like you will go together but if thou go first hast no satisfaction for this piece of self-denial God is not wont to be behind hand with thee shalt not thou enjoy more and better Relations in Heaven whither thou art going Is not the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ there whom thou callest thy Father and Christ which thou callest thy Husband and thy head and the Holy Ghost which thou callest thy Paracletus thy comforter and is not Jerusalem which is above the Mother of us all Gal. 4.26 are not the Angels thy Guardians and the departed Saints many of them thou knewest in the flesh thy fellow-Brethren and thy companions and do not these better deserve thy love than any in the world being altogether lovely and without Spot or wrinkle glorious in holiness yea are not many of thy Relations in the flesh gone before thee Thy Father Mother Wife and several Children those thou lovedst in the dayes of their flesh those thou Lamentedst at the time of their Death and will not their Society rejoice thee in Heaven when they shall be made perfect in holiness here is Abraham Isaac and Jacob and all the Prophets here are the Apostles and the Noble Army of Martyrs and here are the Spirits of just men made perfect and those faithful persons thou hast left behind thee will shortly follow and is there yet sufficient matter of complaint what if thou dost become a stranger to what is done upon the Earth this is thy happiness for if thou know no good thou wilt know no evil and for an ounce of good there is a pound of evil done there there is much that may wring tears from the eyes little that will remove sorrow from the heart much sin and debauchery much Idolatry and superstition much swearing and cursing much drinking and drabbing and of all manner of wickedness but little holiness and true Godliness this may bring tears from the eyes and sobs from the heart but in Heaven thou shalt never be troubled more with the Unclean conversations of the wicked for there will be nothing there to discompose thee And if thou shalt in Heaven know the things done upon the Earth which is a secret which God hath not revealed doubtless it is not to lessen thy comforts but increase them for as sin so sorrow shall never enter there Thou maist haply think that when death hath passed upon thee thy name will be forgotten and what then if thy good deeds are not remembred no more will thy sin and thy folly and this far exceeds the other but there may be a resurrection of Names as well as of Bodies Pro. 12.7 The memory of the just shall be blessed but the name of the wicked shall rot Psa 112.6 the righteous shall be had in everlasting remembrance If honour be not founded on grace 't is the emptiest of bubbles which time will prick and the most lasting Marble cannot preserve The Aspersions which are cast in the face of the Righteous time will wipe off and the paint and lustre
bestowed upon wicked men will off also If thy Name be written in the Book of Life it matters not much if it be blotted out of the world if God remember thee it matters not much though the world forget thee What though the Habitation wherein thou livest know thee no more if thou art acquainted in Heaven it matters not much though haply the place may be recorded for thy sake Psal 87.4 5 6. For of Zion it shall be said this or that man was born in her and the Highest himself shall establish her the Lord shall count when he writeth up his people that this man was born there What matter is it to thee where thou wast born if now thou hast a better habitation thou hast never had any abiding place since thou wast born but posted from one place to another by an over-ruling Providence and never in any long settled Habitation having above twenty times changed thy dwelling many times against thy will and most times by an unexpected Providence And sometimes when thou hast pitcht thy Tent and said Surely I shall dye here Numb 10.12 the Cloud hath removed and thou hast been forced to march some Providence or other gave a check to thy conceits and if thou live longer thy future condition is not like to be more settled thou hast been a wayfaring man all thy dayes even from the Morning of thy Life and so thou art like to be till thy Sun be set And for some season thy own house would not own thee thy own doors were shut against thee and thy nearest Relations durst not entertain thee though no flagitious crime was charged upon thee Many a place that did know thee is now strange to thee and thou art a stranger to it and if this become strange also 't is no great matter If thou art of a Peasant made a Prince and from a Countrey Cottage brought into the possession of a Kingdom never complain what wrong death hath done thee Or is it thy work thou art so unwilling to leave or art thou ready to say Alas what will become of these poor Sheep in the Wilderness 1 Sam. 17.28 if the Shepherd be smitten they will be scattered 't is well if there be so much care of them Paul indeed having the care of all the Churches upon him was driven into a streight whether to choose Life or Death yet to dye he knew was best for him but to live for them but I fear there are few like-minded that naturally care for the Church for all seek their own not one anothers welfare but the argument may be retorted If thou which hast been a Shepherd fly when thou seest the Wolf coming how shall the Sheep stand if thou turn thy back upon Christ and rather deny him than suffer for him what woful work will this make among the Sheep if thou refuse to seal thy Doctrine with thy blood what encouragement shall they have to own their profession to the Death when the Captains run what havock will the enemy make among the Souldiers but what will thy Life add to any mans happiness or thy Death diminish from thy own If the chief Husbandman take thee out of the Vineyard 't is but to make room for other Labourers for his work shall not stand if he stop thy mouth he will open the mouths of others his work shall be done whether thou live or dye Thou art almost laid aside as a broken Vessel and if he break thee quite the matter is not much there will be little loss And if thou live thou art in a capacity of doing little good but if thy Sun set at Noon God will not diminish thy wages Luk. 9.62 if he take the Plough out of thy hand he will not blame thee for looking back those that workt but one hour in the Vineyard had their penny but thy Sun is almost set the shadows of the Evening are stretched out Jer. 6.4 and Nature it self will shortly end thy dayes and cut off the thred of thy life if thou shouldst spin it to the utmost extent and yet art so loth to have it broke off a little before the time if thou hast imployed thy Talent well God will not chide thee that thou hadst it no longer he doth not require so much use for the half-year as for the whole nor so much work to be done in the half as in the whole day in the Vineyard If he call thee hence to serve him elsewhere he expects thou shouldst obey for thy praises in Heaven are as pleasant to him as thy Preaching upon Earth and for the Church of God take no care he that hath made provision for it this five thousand years he will not leave it now and can do his work without thee and if God take away thy life he will take away thy work and lay thy burden upon others shoulders The same stroak that lets out thy life le ts out thy sin and sin being gone the consequents fruits and effects of it cease also which are labour and sorrow Job 3.17 18. and in the grave the wicked cease from troubling and there the weary are at rest Death may be sweet to those to whom Life hath been bitter and though death may destroy thy Body yet shall it have no dominion over thy Soul Eccles 12.7 the Spirit returns to God that gave it The body is but a crazie Pitcher and no wonder if it break nay 't is a wonder it hath run through so many dangers and is not yet broken and when it is broken 't is but of the same Clay to make a better by the same Potter Thy life is precious indeed and should not be sold but not so precious as to be bought at such a rate as the loss of the Soul What wise man will sell the Jewel to redeem the Box Christ lost his life for thy Souls redemption and wilt thou not lose thine for its preservation Temporal death is the only in-let to Eternal Life but to seek to save thy Life when Christ and his Cause require it is the ready way to eternal death to lose it in this case is to save it and the way to get the greatest gain and to prevent the everlasting separation of soul and body from God which is the second Death But Death of it self cannot seperate from God Rom. 8.28 29. and however it may make the body loathsom in the eyes of men and undesirable to near Relations yet it cannot make it unlovely in Gods eyes or move him to forsake it and though it do fall into the earth and rot there 't is but as seed sown into the ground to spring up with more advantage it is a part of Christs Purchase and shall not be lost 1 Cor. 6.19 't is the Temple of the Holy Ghost and though it be ruined 't is but to be rebuilt and not one pin of it shall be wanting for the Grave
in riches sometimes in one thing sometimes in another as may most suit with thy inclinations sometimes the world smiles upon thee and so seeks to ensnare thee by her Syren song Sometimes she frowns upon thee to make thee despond and sometimes threatens thee to drive thee from thy duty and thy own heart is the most treacherous enemy ready to open and to let them in Now in this desperate danger who is it can live delightfully who is it can delight in such a Neighbourhood when the most righteous is a thorn and the most upright is as a thorny hedge Can any wise man delight to live among such mortal enemies whom nothing will satisfy but the souls ruine canst contentedly suffer atheistical thoughts darted into thy soul concerning God under-valuing thoughts of Christ of Scripture of divine Providence c. If thou give them no entertainment they must needs be thy trouble but the danger is if the Devil find thee unarmed and so thou close with his temptations Is it not much better for thee to be where the Devil the world and the flesh cannot reach thee and shall never more molest thee now this is in Heaven for he is cast out thence and his place is no more found thou maist bid them defiance for they cannot reach thee now when death comes thy victory is won the battel is over and the Crown is thine and the enemy will quit the field Now thy life is tormenting by reason of sin and the consequent of sin and 't is no small mercy to be delivered from the danger which while thou art on this side Heaven thou canst not be and then there shall be no corruption within and so no danger of temptation without the Devil himself as well as sin is there cast out and his place is found no more there here he is alwaies casting floods out of his mouth to drown the woman and though he cannot drown the Church he may affright her Christ that Man-child was not free from his temptations though he was well able to resist them but he layes many a stumbling-block in thy way and many times thou hast stumbled at them and much ado thou hast had to keep on in that path which is called holy that narrow path that leadeth unto life many times thou treadest beside it sometimes on the right hand and sometimes on the left and 't is well if at last thou thred the narrow and strait gate which thou art not like to do if thou deny Christ to save thy life thou canst not open thy eyes but the Devil presents some object or other to divert thy mind he fits his baits according to mens dispositions he baits his hooks to take the wanton with a beautiful harlot he hath a Bathshebah for David a wedge of Gold for Achan a Companion for the Drunkard one vanity or other draws away the heart from God as the Indians are inticed with Feathers and Shells and other Gewgaws to part with their more rich Merchandize Job 31.1 Well may Job make a covenant with his eyes not to look upon a maid for by looking many times comes lusting and if thou open thy ears thou let'st in some sin or sorrow to the heart for either thou wilt hear something that may excite some lust or other pride passion covetousness uncleanness c. or thou wilt hear swearing ribald talking lying slandering or such like which may provoke thee to indignation or sorrow and thy other senses also are Floodgates to let in sin or sorrow yea 't is much adoe to use lawful things lawfully thy table thy meat and thy drink the cloaths thou wearest the house thou livest in the means thou enjoyest all become snares and every sense becomes a caterer for the flesh latet anguis in herbas danger lies in all these and poyson is mixt with all our dainties and hadst thou more the danger would be more for the Devil will use his utmost endeavour to make it all to be Fuel for pride or lust or some other filthy vice he can bait his hooks and that to purpose with any thing lawful or unlawful licitis perimus omnes for if he can perswade us either to use unlawful things or lawful things in an unlawful way he hath his desire and we are taken in his snares but when thou comest to Heaven thou art freed from all these Temptations Well may he bark at thee as a Dog barks at the Moon but cannot reach thee or pull thee out of thy Orb he may shake his Chain but he can neither hurt thee nor fright thee And thus thou seest Death cannot hurt but will much advantage thee it will free thee from thy sin and from thy sorrow and put thee out of the reach of all thine Enemies for neither the Devil nor his Instruments can then do thee hurt thou art set out of the reach of wicked men as Lazarus was out of the reach of Dives What sayest thou wilt yield to go when God calls thee and welcome the Messenger that is sent for thee O my God let me not make a foolish choyce let me not undo my self I am too apt to indulge the Flesh and too apt to venture the Soul upon the Pikes of danger I am too apt to live by Sense and not by Faith my reason tells me I should go when thou callest my Faith tells me I shall lose nothing by it Lord the Spirit is willing but the Flesh is weak I live among many Enemies and those perswade me to favour my self but I know those that are Friends to my sin are Enemies to my Soul Lord I have devoted my life and all that mine is and pass'd away mine Interest in it for Christ Lord take what thine is and dispose of me and mine as thou seest fit only Lord give me in suitable Qualifications for what I have to do or Suffer and then command what thou wilt prepare me for Heaven and then send for me when and by whom thou pleasest MEDITAT IX Of Hell Torments the Reward of denying Christ OH my Soul art thou yet at a stand and knowest not yet whether 't is best to lose Christ or to lose thy Life to go to Heaven or to stay upon the earth to forsake the Creator or the Creature stand still a little and let us better consider it whether is it better lose the Soul or the Body the Jewel or the Box the Wine or the Cask but lose the body thou wilt not but only lay it to sleep a little the sooner but consider also what will be the reward of the one and of the other of dying for Christ and of denying him and as thou likest thewages make choice of the work If thou put thy hand to the Plow and look back assure thy self God will take no pleasure in thee if thou beginnest in the Spirit and endest in the Flesh of the Flesh thou wilt reap corruption but if thou sow to the Spirit
the folly of men thus to fear a temporal death and not to matter death eternal to fear the wrath of man and not the anger of Almighty God to fear the death of the Body and despise the death of the Soul to fear the creature more than the Creator that feareth the rage of man and not the wrath of Almighty God Gregory In hell there is death without death and end without end because death ever liveth and the end ever beginneth for death will never dye Oh how sweet would death be there accounted if it would take away life and not compell those to live that would fain dye Oh the stupidity of men when a small loss will wring tears from their eyes and an infinite and irrecoverable loss is not regarded yea the speech of it they can digest with laughter Many quake and tremble to come before an earthly Judge and when they are going before the eternal Judge can sport themselves in the way they fear to lanch forth into the Sea and not to lanch forth into this infinite Ocean of Eternity for hell torments are not only easeless but endless and remediless While there is life there is hope but where the breath is gone the hope is past while the door is open there is entrance but when 't is once shut though thou knock it will not be opened When the soul is separated from the body of a wicked man God will be separated from the soul and an uniting time will never come Christ stands now to receive repenting Sinners but his Spirit will not alwayes strive with them the door will be shut and only those that are ready will go in to the marriage This is the time when the Father will receive a repenting returning prodigal but it will not last long God will put an end to the day of grace the night comes when no man can work the Sun will set that shall never rise and the day end that shall never dawn again and then all hopes of wicked men will be dasht for as the tree falleth whether to the north or south east or west there it shall lye That tree that falls hellward there it will lye for ever For after this life is no redemption for ever let the Pope say what he will to the contrary their feigned Purgatory will prove a delusion the fire thereof was only kindled to make the Popes Kitchin warm but hell fire is of another nature for all their Masses Dirges and Prayers cannot deliver one soul from thence But if the sentence of condemnation be once past and damned souls delivered up to their tormentors there is no help all conclude this decree is irrevocable and hell torments remediless Here the worm saith Christ dyeth not Mark 9.44 and the fire never goeth out Mat. 25.41 46. Rev. 20.10 15. and Christ calls hell torments everlasting fire prepared for the Devil and his Angels yea he calls it everlasting punishment the Devil that deceived the world shall then be cast into the lake of fire and brimstone where the beast and the false Prophet are and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever into which lake of fire whosoever is not found written in the book of life shall be cast and many the like expressions we may find in Scripture which plainly tells us the perpetuity of hell torments where 't is called Everlasting darkness Jude 13. 2 Thes 1.7.8 eternal fire everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power How little foundation is there then for Origens opinion that after a time the Devils and the damned should be refined by this fire and should be delivered but what Scripture speaks thus and if the Scripture be silent nay speak point blank contrary where is the foundation of this fancy Micah 6.7 it is not with thousand of rams nor with ten thousand rivers of oyl that they can be redeemed the first born of their bodies will not be taken as satisfaction for the sin of their souls Mat. 16.26 and what saith Christ shall a man give in exchange for his soul The rich glutton with all his wealth Luk. 16. with all his prayers and intreaties could not purchase one dram of water to cool his tongue and this was far short of ransoming his soul Prayers and tears then will not serve turn they are good preventing physick Though as one saith we should wear our tongues to the stump Shepard Sincere convert and weep more tears than there is water in the sea it will do no good It was not with corruptible things as silver and gold thou wast redeemed from thy vain conversation received by tradition from thy Fathers but with the precious blood of Christ as of a Lamb without blemish and without spot but if we now neglect this great Salvation and despise the offers of mercy in the daies of our life what remains for us but a fearful looking for of judgment and if the earth were turned into a globe of Gold or an heap of Diamonds and all offered for the redemption of a lost soul it would be rejected for this is not the blood of Christ nay this blood it self though more precious than the world would not serve in this case neither for it was never shed to this end to redeem souls out of hell though it was shed to keep them from hell and is of infinite value to this end nay if damned souls should obtain the prayers of all the Saints yea Angels in heaven it would do them no good Prayer here if pointed by faith may pierce heaven and prevail for a blessing Jam. 5.15 The Prayer of faith may save the sick and if he have committed sins they may be forgiven but prayers for the damned are out of season there is a time when God will be found and a time when he will not be found When the door is once shut it is not knocking then will open it yea the Angels and glorified Saints will then rejoyce in their damnation that God is glorified by it and those Ministers that now weep over their people and pity them will then pity them no more for ever yea to speak with reverence God himself cannot then help them not that he wants power for he could turn Heaven and Hell and all into nothing but he is infinite in justice and truth as well as power and this would intrench upon his Justice and Truth his word is out to the contrary and he may as well deny himself as his word yea he will be so far from an inclination this way Pro. 1.24 that he will laugh at their destruction and mock when their fear cometh in a word there is no ransome for a miserable soul the blood of Christ was of sufficient price to have saved the world had it been applyed for the end it was shed for but lost souls and damned Spirits have no interest in
spots the Sun the Moon and the Stars for 't is by visible things we must reach after those that are invisible and see whether this beauty do not something thing allure us David upon consideration thereof was amazed Psal 8.4 and cryes out Lord what is man that thou art mindful of him or the son of man that thou regardest him When he beheld those vast bodies at such an incredible distance and all made for mans sake and considering what a poor worm man was wondered that God should have any respect for him and haply he might raise his thoughts higher which might increase his admiration Now these visible Orbs which are the Canopy over our heads shall then be but the Pavement under our feet yea the pavement shall be doubtless much more glorious and if the porch be so glorious what is the palace what is the throne and what is the Presence Chamber these visible things though gorious are made for the use of man while he is upon the earth and when he is gone hence for ought we know there will be no use of them in heaven there needs no Sun the glory of the Lord is the light thereof in Hell they shall not enjoy it which is a place of horrid darkness even blackness of darkness for ever but concerning those celestial bodies which we see by day or by night the greatest wits in the world have been imployed yea puzled in the search of the mysteries in them contained their matter distance magnitude vertues and influences and those that cast the most rational conjecture concerning those things must needs say if they will speak their consciences much of it lyes in the dark and those that have searched natures garden from end to end must say many things are unsearchable and past finding out and if we understand not earthly things which we dayly see how shall we understand heavenly things which we never saw neither can we describe them if we did see them If the footmen have wearyed us Jer. 12.5 how shall we contend with horses The Philosophers have found out many heavens and yet 't is to be feared fall short of this we now discourse of the several Orbs in which the Planets move they reckon as distinct heavens because they move in a different Sphere some higher some lower the eighth Sphere being the Orb of the fixed Stars and above that they have their primum mobile or first mover I shall not quarrel with their division only being to discourse of Divinity not Philosophy which yet is useful in its place I shall take the Scripture distinction and so we find mention made of three heavens the first is the Sphere below the Moon the region of the air here the fowls of heaven fly sometimes called the fowls of the air and here the clouds of heaven are scattered about by the winds these are Gods Chambers out of which he waters the earth these are the bottles of heaven when they are poured out the earth is refreshed and â—hen they are restrained it languisheth 〈…〉 are Gods treasure houses out of which â—â—â—ends plenty and when he withholds his â—and want and penury follow The next above this is the Starry region which the Scripture calls the Firmament of the heaven here the Stars keep their courses according to divine appointment below the fixed Stars are the several Orbs of the Planets which the Philosophers call so many Heavens and above it is the primum mobile which sets the rest on work unto whom God himself gives the first push and is the spring that makes all the wheels move but above this is the third heaven we are now describing but there is no instrument made or devised to be made that can make any observation of it all their Perspectives Tubes and Telescopes will not reach it neither can we see it with our bodily eyes but by the eye of Faith and by Scripture-light this is the place where the blessed Angels and glorified Saints are blessed with Gods immediate presence and enjoy that beatifical vision in the enjoyment whereof true happiness doth consist not that God is included in Heaven For the Heaven of Heavens is not able to contain him 1 King 8.17 2 Chro. 2.6 He is present in all places but circumscribed in none but as on Earth he was specially present in the Temple so is he much more in Heaven here he most eminently discovers himself to the best of his Creatures Angels and Saints and manifests himself to be Love it self for never frown was there seen in his face or wrinkle upon his brow hither it was that Christ ascended after the Resurrection and here it is that he sits at the right hand of God making intercession for us and from hence it is he will come to Judgment It was from hence that Lucifer that Sun of the morning fell that the Devil and his Angels were cast out and their place was found no more there hither it was that Paul was carried whether in the body or out of the body 2 Cor. 12.2 he knew not and heard unspeakable words such as are not lawful or possible to be uttered This Heaven it was that Stephen saw opened and Jesus standing at the right hand of God hither it was that Enoch and Elijah were translated and from hence it was that Moses and Elijah appeared in the transfiguratiof Christ and hither it was that the Angels carried the Soul of Lazarus into Ahrabams bosom and here it was that the believing Thief was to be with Christ that day in Paradice and hither it is that the souls of believers pass when death hath separated them from their bodies Now thou seest there is such a place but it being out of the reach of sence it cannot be seen but by faith and lies out of the Philosophers reach the ablest of them cannot by any instrument they can make make any observation thereof though they seem by these helps even to command the Stars themselves yet cannot reach this Heaven of Heavens no one can see it but by Scripture light nor enter into or view those Mansions of glory but by a clue of thred thence borrowed Now as those things visible excell in glory I mean those celestial bodies all other visible beautyes that ever God created so the Scripture holds out that the Heaven of Heavens or the third Heaven excells these in beauty and splendor for it is both a vast and a beautiful place far exceeding in both our apprehensions these outward things were made for mans sake while he was in house of clay but those in Heaven were made for his sake when he shall be refined from the dregs of corruption and made 〈◊〉 to enjoy them and 't is no doubt repleat with all manner of felicity where God himself vouchsafes to communicate himself to Angels and men here the body of Christ shines forth in a most resplendent manner here the holy Angels and glorified Saints enjoy
those Mansions of glory prepared for them from the foundation of the world and though we are not capable of understanding what Heavens glory is in reality yet we have a Pisgah sight a glimpse of it in the Scripture we find among other places some description of it Revel 21. yet must we not imagine it set out to the full for words cannot express it neither can we apprehend it as it is we may rather speak what it is not than what it is as no humane language can express what God is no more can it what Heaven is or what are the Joyes thereof for how can a little Vessel comprehend all the water in the Ocean but by what falls under our senfes we must be lead to higher conceptions and by those things which we most highly prize we may consider of those that are beyond our estimation For as 't is described Rev. 21.15 c. 't is most glorious yet we must imagine 't is far more glorious than 't is described because our understanding cannot conceive of it as it is we find the Angel measuring this holy City the New Jerusalem and the length and breadth and height thereof were equal for each way it was twelve thousand furlongs which according to our measure is a thousand and five hundred miles the length breadth and heighth equal now if all the buildings in the world were measured I suppose they would not reach to this extent nor amount unto such a magnitude But we must imagine that this is the exact measure of this heavenly Jerusalem this seat of the blessed the Holy Ghost here gives us a figurative description as of the materials so of the extent and brings it in here as a spacious specious and glorious City according to our capacity for our shallow capacities cannot reach what it really is and most spacious it must needs be when so many miriads of inhabitants have their mansions prepared for them For thousand thousands minister to him Dan. 7.10 and ten thousand times ten thousand stand before him Yea all the Saints that ever did live do live or shall live shall there inhabit or if we make another guess how spacious this Heaven of Heavens may be let us consider this terrestrial Globe is imagined to be above twenty two thousand miles in the circumference and from hence to the starry Region or Orb of the fixed Stars as our Astronomers and those that have taken most pains in those matters imagine there is above seventy four millions of miles and the circumference of that Orb must be above six times as much and the Emperial Heaven includes all the lower Orbs as the Scales of an Onion that outermost includes all the rest this is that spacious place where God manifests his glory to Angels and men where they trumpet out his praises here Christ is and where he is his servants shall be also hither it is that he is ascended to his Father Joh. 12.26 20.17 Lu. 23.43 and our Father and here the believing thief is with him in glory methinks a departing soul should rejoice to think that within a few dayes or hours it should be one of this heavenly quire with holy Angels and glorified Saints chaunting out the praises of the ever blessed God viewing his face and beholding his glory and lying in the arms of Christ Here is the desired port which a believer bends all his sails to and hither it is all winds blow him this is the point that his Needle toucht with a divine Load-stone alwayes points to this is the mark that alwayes is in his eye the white he alwaies aims at this is his Journeyes end which he travails hard to come to here is the prize he runs for the Crown â—e fights for and the Reward he hopes for here or no where his soul finds satisfaction here is his purchased Inheritance here is the place where he is to receive his wages for his work the reward of all his sufferings for Christ here is the end of all his labour and all his painful duties there is no need now of any more Preaching Praying Fasting or humbling duties there Humility and Self-denial will be no difficult work here will be a constant Feast a perpetual Sabbath a continual Jubilee where the holy Angels and glorified Saints shall for ever chaunt out the Praises of the ever-living God without weariness or Satiety now is the Harvest over the Tares burnt the Corn secured the Labourers call'd home to receive their Wages and the godly put into the possession of their prepared Mansions which shall be as Glorious as Spacious but when we come there we may say as the Queen of Sheba of Solomons Court and Wisdom Much we have heard but the one half was not told us yea a thousandth part of Heavens glory is not revealed to us How glorious doth one Sun make the morning but what will ten thousand yea thousand thousands of Saints and Angels shining more clear than the Sun make that day that shall never see night 'T is thought by some that were â—ll the Starres gathered and contracted into such Globes and set in the same Orb they would make three hundred Suns and should it be so yet would not the Glory of all these be like the splendor of Heaven Some have imagined that these celestial bodies dart their light upward as well as downward and so serve to beautify heaven it self as well as the earth but let 's leave this as uncertain or rather fabulous for the Scripture tells us There is no need of the Sun there for God himself is the light thereof Heaven will be glorious without them for there is no use for them nor need of them but we know not how better to conceive of Heavens glory than by such visible glory which falls under the sences for this City Jerusalem which is taken up into Heaven is further described to be made of the most glorious things the world affords as of Gold and Pearls and precious Stones not that 't is really made of such no this garbage of the Earth is too base materials for this Spiritual building but these things being most valued by man shadow out those glorious things which cannot be expressed or otherwise conceived of by man therefore the walls are said to be of Jasper and the City of pure Gold like unto Chrystal it had twelve Foundations of twelve Precious Stones the Gates thereof being twelve were twelve Pearls the Streets thereof were pure Gold Rev. 21.18 like to transparent Glass and there was no night there Oh how beautiful how amiable must this City needs be which yet as far transcends the description as the City here described doth our Country Villages the Holy Ghost descending as low as may be to our capacities when no word in humane language can fully express it and if it could no created understanding could reach it but seeing there is no earthly thing more glorious
Torments must be their portion They are capable of communion with God and if they miss of this are capable of endless torments neither are the faculties of the soul destroyed by death the understanding will affections memory conscience shall remain in Heaven or Hell otherwise it were bad news to the godly but good to the wicked these are inlarged to the wicked to make them more capable of torment to the godly to make them more capable of Heavenly delights and more fit for their enjoyments and imployments and their company It signifies little if a small Vesseâ— be cast into the Ocean it is quickly full when every little pit of water may do as much the understanding of a wicked man shall be inlarged to know the worth of the things he hath lost and the vanity of those he did prefer the other shall have their understandings inlarged to know the worth of things he enjoyes to know God and see him as he is The sight of God and Christ begun here on earth in the godly by the eye of faith 1 Joh. 3.2 shall there be perfected and compleated this shall be perfected when their holiness is perfected and not before for there can be no union or communion where there is no conformity can two walk together except they are agreed what fellowship hath light with darkness or Christ with Belial There can be no satisfying apprehensions of the Object where there is no suitable Organ and fit medium those that would see God who is Holiness it self must be holy also Blessed are the pure in heart Mat. 5.8 for they shall see God no unholy person can ever please him or enjoy him The Image of God stampt upon man in the first Creation did capacitate him to hold commuion and correspondency with God and when this Image was defaced this Priviledge was lost and Adam stood at a distance and was afraid to come to God but remained at a distance in a state of enmity till Christ made up the breach and by Grace renewed this Image in the Elect and accordingly God communicated himself again to them but the Image of God was renewed but in part no more is our communion for as our obedience was full of interruption so is our communion and as there is but a little of this Image of God seen upon us so there is little communion with God to be perceived and where holiness is most to be found this also is to be found a little glimmering light of him we have and but a little like as when the day begins to break but in Heaven when the Sun of righteousness doth arise the shadows fly away no cloud there can interpose no earth cause an Eclipse our communion with God shall be without interruption it shall alwayes be a serene sky a clear air no sin then shall hide his face from us or make him bend his brows here one cloud or other alwayes interrupts one sin or other alwayes breaks our peace and spoils our Joy and our communion and hides Gods face and proves like a skreen drawn between God and the soul but this in Heaven shall be removed and the soul shall see nothing but smiles in the face of her beloved and meet with nothing but embraces from him There shall then be a perfect conformity of our wills to Gods will and they shall be as it were melted into his as two bells melted together make one and the soul shall receive the utmost degree of perfection that a finite creature is capable of then shall he perfectly know God whom to know is life eternal and his will Joh. 17.5 and shall be out of all capacity of erring and shall know all necessary Truths that tend to his happiness The meanest Saint shall exceed the knowledge of all the Learned â—abbies in the world now and all those abstruse points in Divinity that now puzzle this Learned Age those that now call rather for Faith to believe than Reason to apprehend those we now take upon Gods Word and an ipse dixit must suffice us we shall then know reason for it for all the skales of ignorance shall then fall from our eyes and all the mists of darkness and clouds of errour shall be blown over and a clear discovery made of all our mistakes and a resolution given to all our doubts here we know but in part we understand but in part but then what is weak shall be done away and the truth shall appear we shall never then have a discontented thought arise in the heart occasioned by any dispensation of Providence as here sometimes we have when they lye hid from our understanding Psal 37. c. as David also had his mistakes about the prosperity of wicked men for here we shall understand the reason and ground of all and our affections also shall be perfectly set upon right Objects and our love desire and delight shall never be set upon any forbidden object In a word all the powers and faculties of the Soul and members of the Body shall be in perfect conformity to God without the least deviation even more perfect than in the first Creation and this to eternity for the worm of time shall never eat out the heart of our heavenly Joyes neither shall there be any satiety and desire of change as it is in this world in the best Joyes we can meet with and shall we yet be afraid of entring into this condition and be put above all fears of an alteration but for ever enjoy that God that is the souls rest and the Saints â—appiness Knowledge is a delightful thing â—o a wise man If the face of humane Learning saith Aeneas Silvius were but seen it is more beautiful than the Evening or the morning Star 'T is a delightful thing to know the natures the properties the ends and uses of natural things 't is a study well beseeming Solomon himself who spent much time this way and many abstruse points in Philosophy there are which the greatest wits are at a loss about and which they would give much to understand and Divinity it self is not without its mysteries and such Arcana as will never be known while we are here Alas how little do we know about God or the nature and properties offices and dignities of the Angels nay how little of our own Souls about the Decrees work of Redemption Free will and many more but there nothing shall be hid and no doubt there we shall have the knowledge one of another for shall we sit down with Abraham Isaac and Jacob in the Kingdom of Heaven and not know them or did Dives know Abraham and Lazarus in his bosom and shall not the Saints in heaven know them do they know one another in this world after a little time of converse and when our knowledge is perfected will not eternity bring us to acquaintance and doubtless the enjoyment of the Saints in glory will be part
of the souls happiness Now all earthly delights to these heavenly Joyes are but a shadow a very dream the very dream of a shadow to what is there enjoyed where the glorified Souls shall be Kings and Priests for ever of the most high God they wear Crowns upon their heads and palms in their hands which they cast down at the feet of him that liveth for ever These little flashes of spiritual Joy and indeed it is no more will be blown up into a flame here no fumes of Melancholy shall disturb the Fancy or interrupt the Joy Malignant Saturn cannot send any influence into these superiour Orbs but here is that far more and eternal weight of Glory to be enjoyed O my soul hadst thou had but such a glimpse of Glory as Stephen had thou wouldst not have feared to have faln asleep with him Now thou art in the body and absent from God but when death hath closed thine eyes and covered thy face with a winding-sheet thou shalt not only see God but be present with him and behold his glory Now thy glimpses of him are like a flash of lightning soon gone much like a man that gazeth at a Star through an Optick-glass held with a palsy hand now and then thou catchest a sight but quickly losest it again but there he will alwayes be before thine eyes thou shalt behold his face there and not his back parts only whether with bodily eyes or otherwise is not well known nor much material 't is probable it may and the eye capacitated to behold the Object though here 't is dazled with a weaker glory we find Job seems to be of that mind Job 19.52 c. I know saith he that my Redeemer liveth and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth and though after my skin worms destroy this body yet in my flesh shall I see God whom I shall see for my self and mine eyes shall behold him and not another though my reins be consumed within me When this mortal hath put on immortality and this body which is sown a natural body become spiritual we know not but these Organs of our eyes may be capacitated to behold spiritual objects as well as our understandings be enabled to know him as he is 1 Joh. 3.2 This we know God will make himself known and that is sufficient to us whether the one way or the other let us not anxiously trouble our selves about the manner of it this know if God do not enlarge and capacitate our powers and faculties of the soul we can neither know him see him nor enjoy him as he is which he hath promifed we shall do and he that believeth in him and hath not yet seen him shall see him on whom he hath believed 't is Christs prayer John 17.24 that those that are given to him may be where he is to behold his glory and if those eyes were blessed that saw him in his misery how much more those that behold him in glory if the dawning of the day be so glorious how much more glorious will it be when the Sun shines in his full strength and all the shadows are fled away If those that bear his Image here and they are more excellent than their neighbours be so lovely what will they be when this Image of God is perfectly restored and they freed from all corruption here they have sung forth his praises then shall sing continual Halelujahs for ever how will they run the wayes of Gods commandments when all the clogs of corruption are taken off and their feet are inlarged Now their labour shall be turned into leisure to praise him when they have nothing else to do yea nothing which they delight more to do than that Now 't is death and death alone that can put us into the possession of this glory where we shall have fulness of Joy and Glory and be Heirs yea Coheirs with Christ and would any wise man deny to take possession Oh my soul wilt thou yet hang back and plead Nonage art thou afraid of Eternity when Joy and Happiness is added to it couldst thou wish the worm of time were at the root to make it wither art thou come to the door and thou makest a halt at the threshold and art willing another should take thy Crown and wouldst thou surrender thy interest when Paul looks through the Perspective glass of Faith and sees happiness at the end he was willing to dye and be with Christ thou knowest whom thou hast believed and darest not trust thy Redeemer with thy life that lost his own for thy sake whatever thou losest whatever thou sufferest for him it will never repent thee when thou art in Heaven it will reward thee for all thy cost and charges Christ tells thee an hundred fold and I may well say a thousand one day in Gods Courts here on earth was better to Davîd than a thousand elsewhere and one day in Heaven is much better than that yea but if thy life be cut off for his sake for one day thou loosest upon earth thou shalt have a thousand in Heaven for it he will make thee Eagle-eyed that thou shalt behold the Sun of righteousness in his splendour and the Organ not offended If Paul and Silas could sing in the Prison what will they do when they come into this heavenly Quire Isa 15.5 Here the eyes of the blind shall be opened the ears of the deaf unstopped the lame man shall leap as an Hart and the tongue of the dumb shall sing this is the marriage of the Lamb and his wife hath made her self ready and who will not rejoyce upon the Wedding-day when the Bridegrooms voice is heard Now the marriage shall be solemnized that was so long ago contracted between Christ and the Soul this is the day which the Lord hath made let us rejoyce and be glad in it this is thy pay-day when thou art to receive thy wages the harvest of thy hopes when thou shalt receive a plentiful crop of glory that which was sown in tears shall now be reaped with joy now thy desires thy longings and thy pantings shall be satisfied now is the time when the Crown of Martyrdom shall be put upon the head of the Martyr and a Crown of Righteousness upon the Just mans head now is the time that Sincerity will be discerned from Hypocrisie let it be spun with never so fine a thred and true Gold from counterfeit now is the time that those that have Oyl in their Vessels as well as Lamps in their hands shall go in with the Bridegroom to the Marriage and those that have not shall be shut out now he that hath a wedding-garment shall be a welcom Guest Mat. 22.12 and he that hath none shall be cast into utter darkness now is the time that those that have forsaken any thing for Christ shall receive an hundred fold and those that have lost their lives
for him shall receive the greatest share though those that have the least measure shal have Joy unspeakable and full of glory yea as much as they can hold and who but a mad man notwithstanding this will look upon Religion as a Frenzy and the professors thereof little better than frantick because they run themselves upon the pikes of danger and expose themselves to losses and crosses to troubles and trials yea to death it self and that for conscience sake but did these men see the prize they run for the Crown they fight for they would run the same race and fight the same fight if any of them were but offered an handful of Gold for a handful of Silver they would not refuse it much less if they might have an handful of Angels for a handful of Muck but believers make a better exchange for they receive Heaven for the Earth and God for the Creatures yea eternal Life for that which is temporal did others know the reward they would do the work did they see the joy that is set before them they would endure the cross and despise the shame as well as they but how can those see that are spiritually blind or know whose foolish hearts are darkned they are at least sand blind and cannot see at a distance nor discern what it is that stands beyond death and seeing no other pleasure but what only reaches the senses take up with that and think there is no better did they see better they would desire better those that know no better than Hell never look after Heaven were they nearer to God that Spiritual Loadstone they would be drawn to him they would then contemn these fading delights and lay hold upon everlasting happiness they would contemn this unrighteous Mammon and seek after True Treasure they see indeed both wayes but cannot see to the end the one they see broad and easie green and pleasant but they see not the dangerous Precipice it leads to and the fiery Gulph it ends in they see the other also which is rough and craggy steep and hilly which few men walk in but they see not the Pleasures it ends in and therefore they choose the other and think they do wisely and think they are Fools that do otherwise but had they the Saints spectacles they would change their minds but this their way is their folly and nothing but ignorance can make them walk in it the time will come they would change their course but cannot as the foolish Virgins would have had Oyl when it was too late corrupted Reason being inchanted by sense proves a Caterer for the flesh but were it rectifyed by faith it would look for happiness elsewhere There are too many like a Cardinal I have read of that usually said I will not leave my part in Paris for a part in Paradise they are wedded to the world and are loth to be divorced 'T is true believers know little of the nature of Heavens joyes these know nothing of it the former have some glimpses of the glory some foretastes of the sweetness of Canaans fruits this sets them a longing the other are strangers to it ignotus nulla cupido The godly know not the quantity of it for how can that be discovered that is unspeakable or conceived of that is inconceivable or how can that be measured that is infinite this we may build upon 't is our masters Joy and therefore great it cannot enter into us but we must enter into it methinks when we speak or hear of Joy unspeakable of Light inaccessible and of Glory immortal our hearts may burn within us like the Disciples which were going to Emaus when Christ spake to them it should make us cast a despising eye upon all the worlds glory and make us think no pains too much nor cost too dear to come to the enjoyment of it it might make us run that we may obtain fight that we might conquer and travel hard to come to our journeys end for then all our work will be done all our pains over and we shall have nothing to do but to praise the Lord which will be our wages as well as our work for when we are spiritualized and the dross of corruption left behind it will be as natural to us as to live and as now it is to breathe for there is nothing but our corruption now that makes this Angelical duty troublesome And is there enough in Heaven to make amends for all our losses and crosses upon earth let us then never stick at the price for whatsoever we expend for Christ or Heaven it shall be paid back with advantage If Solomons Servants were so happy in seeing his glory and hearing his wisdom Oh what a happiness will it be to see his glory in Heaven when it will be increased and hear his wisdom when 't is perfected nay in enjoying Solomons God and partaking both of his glory and wisdom and Oh the Honour that believers will have in such a Relation where they will have God for their Father Christ for their Husband the Angels and Saints for their Brethren and companions and not only seed upon Angels food but be set upon an Angelical Employment and have the Angel reward And if this be not enough to satisfie for all the pains troubles losses and crosses thou sustain upon this account never take upon thee the profession of Religion but I am sure there is punishment enough in hell for all those that make light of Christ and slight the offers of the Gospel Oh the purblind world that can see nothing but what is under their feet had they but such a sight of God and Glory as some others have had they would desire with Paul to be dissolved Phil. 1.23 Rev. 22.20 and with the Church Come Lord Jesus come quickly Here thou complainest of vain thoughts and roving imaginations and well thou maist but thou wilt never be cured of them but by death and after death thou shalt never be troubled with them more but shalt serve God without distraction In the world thou couldst never meet with content in Heaven thou shall never meet with discontent and art thou yet content to be in the world here thou meetest with no satisfaction and art thou satisfied without satisfaction well whatever thoughts thou hast of Christ now the time is coming thou wilt have use of him and need of him for at death one glimpse of his favour one smile of his countenance will do thee more good than all the Cordials thy Doctors can give thee Moses saw but his back-parts and his face did shine how doth he shine now in beholding his glory the fruition of God in glory is the souls happiness and happy are they that do enjoy him but what this fruition is we neither know nor can know in this world no word in humane language can express it for how can a Cockle-shell comprehend all the water in the Ocean we can