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which_o begin_v thus_o we_o do_v not_o presume_v to_o come_v to_o this_o thy_o holy_a table_n o_o merciful_a lord_n etc._n etc._n at_o the_o time_n of_o the_o consecration_n fix_v your_o eye_n upon_o the_o element_n and_o at_o the_o action_n of_o the_o minister_n in_o order_v the_o bread_n and_o wine_n we_o ought_v joyful_o and_o thankful_o to_o meditate_v after_o this_o manner_n o_o who_o can_v but_o admire_v and_o wonder_v that_o the_o son_n of_o god_n shall_v become_v food_n to_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n and_o to_o humble_v himself_o so_o low_o as_o to_o be_v represent_v by_o bread_n which_o be_v the_o poor_a man_n food_n though_o necessary_a
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day_n the_o lord_n make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n the_o sea_n and_o all_o that_o in_o they_o be_v and_o rest_v the_o seven_o day_n wherefore_o the_o lord_n bless_v the_o seven_o day_n and_o hallow_v it_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o iv._o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o actual_o ossiciate_v on_o that_o day_n my_o worldly_a call_n or_o employment_n yet_o do_v i_o spend_v my_o time_n in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v to_o praise_v he_o for_o all_o his_o mercy_n bestow_v upon_o i_o have_v not_o i_o omit_v prayer_n and_o sermon_n and_o follow_v my_o own_o idle_a imagination_n not_o care_v at_o all_o for_o the_o church_n but_o be_v weary_a of_o the_o lord_n day_n like_o those_o in_o amos_n 8._o 5._o who_o ask_v when_o will_v the_o sabbath_n be_v go_v that_o we_o may_v set_v forth_o wheat_n have_v i_o not_o invent_v way_n to_o draw_v other_o from_o the_o service_n and_o worship_n of_o god_n by_o vain_a sport_n and_o idle_a discourse_n not_o remember_v to_o praise_n god_n on_o this_o day_n for_o the_o creation_n and_o joyful_a resurrection_n have_v i_o at_o home_o instruct_v my_o family_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v but_o on_o the_o contrary_n have_v neglect_v those_o duty_n of_o prayer_n read_v and_o meditation_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n v._o commandment_n honour_n thy_o father_n and_o thy_o mother_n that_o thy_o day_n may_v be_v long_o in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n give_v thou_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o v._o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o gross_o abuse_v my_o parent_n by_o curse_v or_o swear_v at_o they_o yet_o have_v i_o not_o speak_v mean_o and_o light_o of_o my_o superior_n and_o instead_o of_o obey_v they_o have_v make_v it_o my_o study_n to_o oppose_v and_o 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thou_o and_o be_v thou_o confound_v and_o ashamed_a of_o all_o thy_o iniquity_n consider_v who_o thy_o creator_n be_v and_o who_o thou_o be_v how_o he_o have_v behave_v himself_o towards_o thou_o and_o what_o ungrateful_a return_n thou_o have_v make_v in_o requital_n to_o he_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n when_o i_o be_v not_o and_o that_o according_a to_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o from_o the_o very_a instant_n of_o my_o being_n have_v be_v my_o god_n my_o father_n and_o my_o deliverer_n and_o with_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o providence_n have_v preserve_v my_o life_n even_o till_o this_o present_a moment_n ii_o but_o because_o these_o thing_n o_o heavenly_a father_n cost_v thou_o nothing_o to_o bind_v i_o more_o fast_o to_o thou_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o present_a which_o cost_v thou_o dear_a thou_o do_v come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o sack_v i_o in_o all_o those_o way_n in_o which_o i_o have_v lose_v myself_o by_o thy_o captivity_n thou_o have_v loose_v my_o bond_n and_o by_o deliver_v thyself_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o sinner_n thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o by_o take_v upon_o thou_o the_o form_n of_o a_o sinner_n thou_o have_v destroy_v my_o sin_n these_o thing_n thou_o do_v to_o allure_v and_o bind_v i_o unto_o thou_o and_o to_o strengthen_v my_o hope_n to_o make_v i_o detest_v and_o abhor_v sin_n by_o behold_v what_o thou_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v to_o over_o throw_v the_o kingdom_n of_o sin_n o_o how_o can_v i_o without_o tear_n call_v to_o remembrance_n how_o oft_o time_n thou_o may_v just_o have_v bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n how_o many_o thousand_o soul_n now_o peradventure_o burn_v in_o hell_n who_o have_v less_o sin_v than_o i_o and_o yet_o i_o burn_v not_o there_o how_o then_o can_v i_o be_v so_o ungrateful_a as_o not_o to_o prize_v the_o large_a extent_n of_o that_o mercy_n which_o can_v be_v comprehend_v monday_n morning_n a_o preparatory_a prayer_n to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o almighty_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v call_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a table_n and_o have_v set_v out_o a_o part_n of_o consecrate_a bread_n and_o wine_n for_o i_o i_o acknowledge_v my_o ignorance_n that_o i_o must_v be_v instruct_v by_o such_o mean_n as_o thou_o in_o thy_o bounty_n have_v appoint_v for_o i_o and_o i_o acknowledge_v thy_o divine_a goodness_n that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v i_o to_o be_v teach_v by_o those_o 〈…〉_z of_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v come_v to_o that_o of_o 〈…〉_z i_o do_v hear_v thy_o word_n and_o thy_o dear_a son_n be_v 〈…〉_z my_o â—â—r_fw-fr i_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n 〈…〉_z ffer_v unto_o my_o eye_n in_o the_o testimony_n of_o these_o two_o witness_n this_o truth_n be_v establish_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o saviour_n suffer_v death_n for_o my_o sin_n ii_o as_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o thus_o to_o offer_v i_o thy_o favour_n so_o i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v i_o that_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v walk_v worthy_a of_o it_o be_o i_o thus_o invite_v to_o the_o heavenly_a banquet_n to_o the_o table_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n o_o let_v i_o not_o go_v without_o my_o wedding_n garment_n last_o the_o bridegroom_n of_o this_o feast_n say_v unto_o i_o how_o come_v thou_o in_o hither_o without_o thy_o rich_a vestment_n which_o be_v suitable_a to_o this_o great_a solemnity_n thou_o have_v now_o command_v i_o to_o examine_v myself_o and_o let_v i_o now_o try_v and_o examine_v my_o heart_n and_o be_v acquaint_v with_o it_o whereby_o i_o may_v find_v out_o all_o my_o spiritual_a want_n and_o necessity_n and_o look_v how_o i_o stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n by_o make_v a_o severe_a scrutiny_n into_o myself_o the_o jew_n will_v not_o eat_v with_o unwashed_a hand_n dare_v i_o eat_v with_o a_o unwashed_a heart_n they_o will_v not_o drink_v but_o their_o vessel_n must_v be_v purify_v and_o dare_v i_o now_o drink_v and_o my_o soul_n not_o purify_v before_o the_o passover_n they_o sanctify_v themselves_o and_o before_o this_o sacrament_n shall_v not_o i_o now_o prepare_v myself_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v it_o lord_n help_v my_o desire_n lest_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o i_o eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n a_o prayer_n before_o examination_n o_o holy_a jesus_n who_o be_v a_o merciful_a embracer_n of_o true_a penitent_n but_o yet_o a_o consume_a fire_n to_o obstinate_a offender_n i_o be_o now_o prepare_v myself_o to_o come_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n unfeigned_o confess_v my_o own_o unworthiness_n commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o many_o way_n and_o that_o since_o i_o last_o receive_v this_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n i_o have_v not_o know_v thou_o in_o thy_o word_n behold_v thou_o in_o thy_o work_n apprehend_v thou_o in_o thy_o son_n serve_v thou_o in_o the_o spirit_n apply_v thou_o by_o faith_n fâ—â—râ—d_v thou_o for_o thy_o justice_n nor_o admire_v thou_o as_o i_o ought_v for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n i_o have_v not_o frequent_v thy_o house_n hear_v thy_o word_n lay_v it_o up_o in_o my_o heart_n nor_o practise_v it_o in_o my_o life_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v 〈…〉_z even_o i_o by_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o eye_n the_o lust_n of_o thâ—_n flâ—sh_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n have_v dishonour_v thy_o great_a and_o glorious_a name_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v forgive_v i_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n i_o will_v not_o forgive_v my_o brother_n a_o hundred_o penny_n ii_o as_o one_o deep_a call_v upon_o another_o the_o depth_n of_o misery_n upon_o the_o depth_n of_o mercy_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v unto_o thou_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o all_o man_n much_o more_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o inherit_v eternal_a life_n i_o will_v arise_v and_o go_v unto_o god_n my_o father_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o father_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n but_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o which_o hide_v his_o sin_n shall_v not_o prosper_v but_o he_o which_o confess_v they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o confess_v and_o be_o true_o sorrowful_a i_o have_v sin_v lord_n do_v pardon_n and_o forgive_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o grant_v that_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n hereafter_o i_o may_v live_v to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o to_o the_o comfort_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n iii_o o_o lord_n give_v unto_o i_o now_o a_o break_a heart_n a_o contrite_a spirit_n a_o sorrowful_a soul_n and_o a_o mind_n hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o jesus_n christ_n and_o his_o righteousness_n give_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o grace_n to_o know_v thou_o the_o only_a true_a god_n the_o creator_n and_o preserver_n of_o all_o mankind_n o_o give_v i_o grace_v now_o to_o feel_v the_o burden_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v speak_v peace_n unto_o my_o soul_n and_o say_v unto_o it_o thou_o be_v my_o salvation_n o_o let_v i_o be_v ease_v of_o this_o lump_n of_o sin_n by_o wash_v it_o away_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n i_o do_v believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n i_o be_o sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n make_v i_o to_o be_v hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o sorrowful_a i_o promise_v to_o live_v near_o to_o thou_o than_o ever_o i_o have_v do_v give_v i_o power_n to_o perform_v my_o promise_n i_o forgive_v all_o that_o have_v wrong_v i_o even_o as_o thou_o for_o christ_n sake_n have_v forgive_v i_o let_v this_o forgiveness_n of_o i_o be_v without_o dissimulation_n and_o lord_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v humble_v myself_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o ignorance_n and_o dulness_n and_o weakness_n and_o wickedness_n and_o spiritual_a deadness_n of_o heart_n and_o have_v empty_v myself_o of_o myself_o i_o may_v receive_v of_o thy_o fullness_n and_o grace_n for_o grace_n in_o who_o name_n i_o put_v up_o these_o my_o imperfect_a prayer_n our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n hallow_a be_v thy_o name_n thy_o kingdom_n come_v thy_o will_n be_v do_v on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v we_o this_o day_n our_o daily_a bread_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o trepass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o and_o lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v we_o from_o evil_a amen_n still_o upon_o your_o knee_n say_v almighty_a god_n unto_o who_o all_o heart_n be_v open_a all_o desire_v know_v and_o from_o who_o no_o secret_n be_v hide_v cleanse_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n by_o the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o love_v thou_o and_o worthy_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n through_o christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o some_o head_n of_o self_n examination_n by_o the_o x._o commandment_n to_o be_v express_v on_o
cross_n and_o mercy_n may_v serve_v as_o so_o many_o step_n in_o that_o ladder_n that_o may_v carry_v i_o to_o heaven_n mind_v i_o of_o my_o latter_a end_n and_o teach_v i_o so_o to_o live_v that_o i_o may_v not_o fear_v to_o die_v that_o when_o i_o die_v i_o may_v be_v sure_a to_o live_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n assist_v my_o weakness_n and_o strengthen_v my_o faith_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v with_o comfort_n that_o heavenly_a feast_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o i_o and_o all_o that_o believe_v and_o call_v upon_o thy_o holy_a name_n in_o who_o bless_a name_n and_o word_n i_o conclude_v my_o weak_a and_o imperfect_a prayer_n say_v our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o tuesday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n i._o by_o mean_n of_o this_o divine_a food_n the_o soul_n be_v unite_v to_o christ_n and_o receive_v that_o strength_n and_o vigour_n which_o continual_o set_v it_o forward_o in_o its_o spiritual_a ascension_n who_o can_v give_v worthy_a thanks_o for_o so_o great_a a_o benefit_n who_o will_v not_o be_v altogether_o resolve_v into_o tear_n when_o he_o see_v almighty_a god_n unite_v to_o he_o the_o more_o we_o go_v about_o to_o consider_v the_o excellency_n and_o virtue_n of_o this_o sovereign_a mystery_n the_o more_o do_v we_o want_v word_n to_o express_v it_o and_o the_o more_o do_v our_o understanding_n fail_v we_o ii_o what_o pleasant_a sweetness_n and_o delightful_a savour_n of_o a_o good_a life_n do_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o just_a man_n feel_v when_o he_o receive_v this_o divine_a sacrament_n there_o be_v no_o other_o sound_n hear_v at_o that_o time_n but_o the_o music_n of_o the_o heart_n which_o be_v vehement_a burst_v out_o of_o holy_a desire_n and_o yield_v of_o thanks_o all_o tend_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o ever_o bless_a institutor_n there_o the_o devout_a soul_n through_o the_o virtue_n of_o this_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_a sacrament_n be_v altogether_o renew_a and_o replenish_v with_o joy_n 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altar_n to_o enkindle_v the_o fire_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o we_o the_o mean_n whereby_o to_o receive_v grace_n the_o pledge_n of_o everlasting_a felicity_n and_o the_o treasure_n of_o a_o christian_a life_n iv._o our_o bless_a redeemer_n of_o the_o world_n intend_v to_o restore_v man_n unto_o his_o former_a dignity_n and_o to_o raise_v he_o up_o by_o grace_n as_o he_o have_v fall_v by_o sin_n do_v ordain_v and_o leave_v as_o his_o last_o legacy_n this_o most_o divine_a sacrament_n of_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n whereby_o man_n may_v recover_v his_o lose_a estate_n and_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n we_o have_v it_o express_v in_o his_o own_o word_n joh._n 6._o 56._o he_o that_o eat_v my_o flesh_n and_o drink_v my_o blood_n dwell_v in_o i_o and_o i_o in_o he_o now_o when_o the_o time_n draw_v near_o that_o christ_n shall_v be_v betray_v and_o deliver_v up_o to_o death_n he_o commune_v with_o his_o disciple_n after_o this_o manner_n luk._n 22._o 15._o i_o have_v a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o eat_v the_o passeover_n with_o you_o before_o i_o suffer_v have_v so_o say_v he_o take_v bread_n and_o bless_v it_o in_o like_a manner_n he_o take_v the_o cup_n in_o consecrate_v the_o element_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n his_o prayer_n ascend_v to_o heaven_n but_o his_o benefit_n remain_v with_o his_o church_n here_o on_o earth_n the_o visible_a element_n declare_v two_o thing_n the_o one_o that_o he_o be_v to_o offer_v up_o himself_o a_o oblation_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n the_o other_o that_o he_o will_v become_v unto_o the_o faithful_a by_o his_o mean_n a_o divine_a sustenance_n for_o their_o soul_n v._o consider_v what_o great_a care_n our_o saviour_n have_v show_v towards_o we_o in_o institute_v this_o sacrament_n see_v nothing_o can_v be_v give_v more_o excellent_a more_o dear_a when_o he_o love_v he_o which_o be_v in_o the_o world_n he_o love_v they_o unto_o the_o end_n he_o have_v give_v we_o of_o his_o own_o 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