heart 2. The power of the end the end hath a four-fold power it draws directs governs rewards 1. It draws the heart to it God who is a Christians end is also his beginning Our first step heaven-ward wee owe to the influence of heaven upon us Draw mee wee will run after thee Cant. 1. No man can come unto mee unless the Father which hath sent mee draw him Nothing but God will do it as nothing will draw the soul another way the pleasures of sin the wages of unrighteousness are poor and low baits to entice a soul away from God that is so far as 't is renewed so 't is nothing but God that draws the soul on its way and he will do it God draws the soul not by an act of power onely but by moral swasion that 's the proper casuality of the end Not by efficiency onely but by sympathy as by the water the thirsty soul is drawn to the water-brooks It is God that draws hearts after him there are instruments as his Word and Ministers and and there are arguments by which God draws but whatever the instruments or arguments are 't is God that does it What is the work of either Word or Ministers but to set God before them and this draws Instruments can do nothing unless God bee the Preacher by them arguments can do nothing unless hee bee the medium of them as 't was said concerning the peoples following Saul so much more concerning those that follow the Lord. Those onely follow him whose hearts God hath touched 'T is not mans teaching but Gods touching the heart that draws it heaven-ward The tongue of man may touch the ear 't is God onely that touches the heart And when he touches then the heart will follow As you know the needle when it s touched with a Loadstone then it turns after it The Loadstone is not more naturall attractive of the needle than God is of that heart which he hath touched Cant. 5.4 My beloved put in his hand by the hole of the door and my bowels were moved in mee He did but touch the door and her heart felt him and moved tovvards him O Christians when you have been waiting upon God in prayer hearing or any other spiritual duty or ordinance consider hath mine heart been touched this day my tongue hath been touched mine ear hath been touched mine heart hath been treated with but hath the Lord touched it hath there vertue come forth from him which hath enticed and drawn my soul after him Sometimes by a message or visit from heaven the Lord hath drawn a good word from the lip a tear from the eye but O for touches upon souls for turning of bowels for the flowings out of hearts after the Lord Hee is the only load-stone that prevails on gracious souls Others that have many hearts have many attractives every heart hath its peculiar god twenty gods it may be in one man because so many hearts Their pleasures are their Gods their profits their gods their belly their god their wives or their children their gods and so many gods so many ends And every end is a loadstone to draw them after them Every heart will after its God A Christian that hath but one heart hath but one God and this is he that draws it on its way Thou sayest the Lord is thy God thou acknowledgest thou ownest thou hast chosen him for thine but what doth thy God whom thou hast chosen do upon thine heart what will the sight of God or thy love to God or thy hope in God do upon thee how far will it carry thee which way runs thy heart which way dost bend thy course dost feel thy God drawing thee and is thy heart running after him running notes motion and a swift or violent motion I shall lay before you these six or seven expressions the Scripture uses to note the running of those hearts after God whom he hath drawn 1. The desiring of the soul after God Isa 26.8.9 The desire of our soul is to thy name with my soul have I desired thee in the night yea with my spirit within me will I seek theee early Desire is the soul in motion God-wards Towards him are their desires and they come deep ab intimis ab imo pectore from their inwards from the bottom of the heart With my soul have I desired thee with my spirit within mee will I seek thee Psal 38.9 Lord all my desire is before thee 't is not all my desires but my desire thou seest all and 't is all but one desire Hee desires pardon hee desires peace hee desires help and the heealing of his wounds but all this is but one desire God is all One thing have I desired Psal 27.4 2. The thirsting of the sout Psal 42.2 My soul thirsteth for God for the living God Thirsting is the extremity of desire hunger and thirst are the appetite or desire heightened violent and painful appetites my soul thirsteth and is in pain till it be satisfied 3. The longing of the soul Psal 63.1 O God thou art my God early will I seek thee my soul thirsteth for thee my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land where no water is Longing causeth languishing and abortions if it be not satisfied Psal 119.20 My soul breaketh for the longing desire it hath to thy judgments My heart panteth my flesh faileth the light of mine eyes is gone from me Psal 38.10 4. Calling after God Psal 4.1 Hear mee when I call O God of my righteousness Calling upon God is the voice of desires The desiring soul will not keep silence the tongue the eye the ears the hands the knees must all be oratours when the flame is once kindled within 5 Crying after the Lord. This is an expression answering the thirsting of the soul Crying is a passionate and importunate praying I cryed unto the Lord with my whole heart Psal 119.145 6. Crying out after God This is the manner of the longing soul Crying out notes more than bare crying loud cryes strong cryes forced out by a paroxisme of love or an agony the soul is in Psal 84.2 My soul longeth yea even fainteth for the courts of the Lord my heart and my flesh cryeth out for the living Lord. 7. Following hard after the Lord Psal 63.8 My soul followeth hard after thee This expression is more comprehensive it notes both all the workings and breakings and breathings of the soul within and its diligent pursuing in the use of all outward means and pressing on after the Lord. All those labourings and watchings and runnings all that holy violence wherewith a Saint presses into the Kingdome of God Put all this together and you will see the power and influence the Lord hath on holy Souls to the drawing of them after him they are in motion Heaven-vvard desiring thirsting longing calling crying crying out follovving hard after him What aileth these souls vvhat 's the matter vvith them
is sin that sins so may it be said of duty It is no more I that do it but Christ that dwelleth in me Though both be the act of the Person both the sin and the duty yet the Principle of the one is Lust the Power of the other is of Christ Christians cannot go through and they dare not set upon a duty without looking up to Christ and leaning upon him for assistance They cannot go through and therefore they will not set forth but it the strength of the Lord. All tâ—eir Acts of Obedience are exhibited and offered up in the name of Christ Their services are their sacrifices to God and Christ is their Altar What is a sacrifice without an Altar Christ is our Altar which sanctifies our gift God looks on all and so do they as nothing worth without Christ God will not accept and therefore they will not offer other then the Lamb for their sacrifice All their acts of Obedience are acknowledged to the praise of Christ It is no more I that do it but the grace of God which was with me Grace does the work and Grace shall carry away the praise Christ is all in the race and therefore on his head the Crown is set Not unto us Lord not unto us but to thy Name be the pra se Not of us and therefore not unto us of him and therefore unto him If I am any thing what others are not if I have done any thing more then others no thank to me and therefore no praise To him be all who is All in all to me Christians Obedience is their walking in Christ Christians Obedience is their walking in the Spirit They have received the Spirit and they walk in the Spirit Gal. 5.16 they have not received the spirit of this world their spirit is not flesh but the Spirit which is of God 1 Cor. 2.12 They are dead to things carnal the spirit of the world is departed they have given up this ghost 'T is the Spirit of the living God that lives in them and in this they live and walk They walk in the Light of the Spirit in the Power of the Spirit the Spirit of the Lord steets their Course and fills their Sails is their Pilot and their Star and their Wind that carries them on When they pray they pray in the Spirit when they hear they hear in the Spirit through the Spirit they mortifie the flesh are crucified to the world they obey they suffer they fight they overcome through the Spirit of the living God that is in them They live in fellowship with the Spirit and by him with the Father and the Son They dwell in the invisible world their acquaintance and converse is in Heaven thither they have access and there they have acceptance thither they have their recourse and thence they have their returns Duties and comforts are the tokens that are passing betwixt Heaven and Earth Their life is Love and Joy and Praise these are the most noble acts of their Obedience and these give Wings to their hearts carry them on more swiftly and more sweetly through all their course Oh how heavily do we drive on how slowly do our Wheels move when the Spirit of the living God is not in the Wheels Oh how dead are our Duties how lame are our walkings what low and poor spirited creatures are we How weak are our hearts how unripe our fruits we do but half do what we do there is no heart in our life we are as bodies without souls whilest our soul is without a Spirit Oh how sad is it with many of us upon this account By our estrangement from God we have even lost our selves we are not what we are because we are no more where he is By our distances from Heaven we are even choaked with the damps of the Earth We are fit for little we prosper in nothing God takes no pleasure and we take no comfort in any thing we do our spirits are so chil'd and benummed within as that we neither make sign in our work not ridance of our way And what are we in our Societies To how little profit do we meet How little heat do we get yea how much do we lose at our brethrens fires We serve often but to damp and cool each others spirits as if it might be no longer said Wo to him that is alone but wo be to him that is in company alone hee 's more warm Christians I solemnly profess I am ashamed of my self and my heart is pained within me to observe how insipid how spiritless how carnal our converses are how often may we meet How long may we sit Christian with Christian ere any thing that savours of the spirit of a Christian comes from us Oh how hard must we strain for a few gracious words How little does come How heartless when it comes How very few of us are there whose ordinary converse speaks us to be men of another world whose business and whose delight lyes above and are in good earnest pressing on towards Heaven How seldom and how short-breath'd are our spiritual discourses How little must suffice How quickly are we diverted to things carnal and sensual Sure 't is our little communion with God that hath thus incarnated and communion of Saints Oh let us live more in the fellowship of the Spirit and we shall have fellowship one with another to better purpose Le ts warm our selves at the Sun le ts dwell more in his Beams and we shall get and give more Light and Heat Thus must it be considered ere we resolve what there is in this Obedience 2. It must be considered What it is like to be attended withall from without What suffering it may cost us what scorn and contempt and reproaches and persecutions of all sorts it 's like to set Earth and Hell upon our backs if carnal counsels and fleshly policies if all the powers of darkness if might and malice can do it this way will be made too hot and too hard for thee Tribulation great tribulation thou must expect and canst not escape and the more strict and circumspect the hotter must thou look thine Assaults will be Professors of Religion that are of the largest size that are not so strict to their Rule but they can dispence with Duty nor so forward in point of Zeal and Activity but they can remit and abate as occasion serves may escape this persecuting world the better but he that will be faithful who ever escape is sure to be made a Prey This also must be well considered I will follow Christ but can I drink of the Cup that he drank of Can I be baptized with the Baptisme the Baptisme of Blood that he was baptized with There are persons who sometimes take up the profession of Religion and resolve all on a sudden they will follow Christ not understanding what there is in it or what Christianity may stand them in who by
faith let not that man think he shall receive any thing of the Lord Jam. 1.7 And can he think to receive any thing that neither believes nor prayes That neither prayes in faith nor prays at all Phil. 2.12,13 It 's God works in you both to will and to do What then Therefore sit you still and do nothing No such matter therefore work out your salvation with fear and trembling saith the Apostle The promise of God was never intended to make the command of God of none effect God in promising grace promises a power for duty and as he doth not give so we must not receive â—hat power or grace of God in vain Whilst he gives what he requires he still requires what he gives That promise of God ye shall be my people though he undertake to make it good yet it is also the matter of our stipulation And in this promise wherein the Lord assures us what de facto we shall be is included a Precept wherein we may understand what de jure we ought to be In undertaking to give us a new heart a tender and obedient a persevering heart the Lord doth promise both to make us what we should be and to help us in what we are bound to do and gives us at once a clear hint both of our mercy and our duty This is the sence and summ of that Promise The Lord will work all that in us and will help and cause us to perform all that which is required unto salvation and so the Promissum on Gods part doth not make void but establish the Debitum on ours Do we then make void the Law through Faith Nay we establish the Law Though it be certain as to the event that all that 's necessary to salvation shall be accomplished in us God hath undertaken that yet it is altogether as certain that God hath made our loving him fearing him obeying his whole will and our sincerity and perseverance herein so necessary that we cannot otherwise be saved Christians mistake not nor abuse the grace of the Gospel The Lord never meant your mercy should make void your Obligation to duty Redemption from sin was never intended as a toleration of sin He gives not his Spirit in favour of the flesh What he undetakes to work for you was never with a mind to maintain you in idleness Tit. 2.11,12 The grace of God that bringeth salvation teacheth us that denying ungodliness and worldly lusts we should live soberly righteously and godly in this present world Though you are saved by grace yet you are still in a sense debtors to do the whole Law Perfect Obedience to the whole Law even to the utmost Iota is still due from you and if it be not in your hearts to pay all that you owe that is if there be any duty commanded in the whole book of God that you must be dispensed with that you will not set your hearts to observe and obey if there be any one sin that you must be excused in and will not part with if there be any the highest pitch of holy Care Activity Industry Zeal for God and Holiness that you will not be perswaded to press hard after this is an evidence of such an unsound heart as hath no part in the Gospel or the salvation thereof Perfection is still due though sincerity will be accepted Sincerity shall be accepted but what is sincerity less then an hearty willingness to be perfect attested by a striving and pressing on to that mark which is set before us O admire and bless the Lord the Lord for grace but do not turn the grace of God into licentiousness Shall we continue in sin because grace that abounded Will ye thus requite the Lord Will ye thus deceive your selves O foolish people and unwise Will you slight him because he hath loved you Kick at him because he hath cared for you Shake off his Yoke because he hath secured you the Crown Will you serve his enemies because he hath saved you from them Will you nourish your diseases because he hath said he will cure you Will you live and not eat Reap and not Plough Will you not eat because he hath given you meat Will you not run because he hath given you Leggs Nor work because he hath given you hands Nor watch because he hath given you eyes Or will you tempt the Lord and call that your trust in him Awake from such madness Christians say not If God will I shall whether I take care or no believe or no repent or no be obedient or rebellious whether I wake or sleep work or be idle my unbelief my disobedience my negligence shall not make the faith of God of none effect But rather since God hath said you shall let thine heart answer I will walk in his statutes Arise O my soul up and be doing work out thy salvation because its God that worketh in thee to will and to do Shake off thy sloth set to thy work run out thy race since God hath said thou shalt not run nor labour in vain And look to it for however thy Idleness or greatest Unfaithfulness will not make void the Covenant of God yet will it make manifest that thou hast no part nor lot in it But to all these glorious things that have been spoken possibly some will reply O if all this be so then happy Saints indeed Happy are the people that are in such a case yea blessed are the people whose God is the Lord. But will the Lord indeed do all these things for Mortals Will he take notice of Worms Shall such dry bones live Will he set such vile dust as the Apple of his eye Is not this too good to be true Too great to be believed Are we not all this while but in a Dream or a fools Paradise Oh that I were sure the one half were as it hath been told me Too great to be believed As if it must be questioned whether the Sun light because it dazles our eyes But what certainty would you have Is all this too great for the great and Almighty God to do who hath said Isa 55.9 As the Heavens are higher then the Earth so are my wayes higher then your wayes and my thoughts then your thoughts Can he not do it who can do all things Will he not do it when he hath said he will Will the Lord mock Can God deceive Shall his Word yea and his Oath too those two immutable things in which it is impossible for God to lye can these fail If you should hear the Lord himself speaking to you from Heaven with audible voice My Covenant I make with thee and it is my intent and purpose to perform every word that is written in it according to the plain import and meaning thereof there shall not a tittle fail neither will I alter the thing that is gone forth of my lips Heaven and Earth shall fail but my word shall not fail
up your hearts with all your heart grudge not that the Lord requires but bless God that he will accept of an offering this hath a comfortable signification If the Lord had meant to destroy us he would not have accepted an offering at our hands Judg. 13.23 2. A Thank-offering Offer unto God thanksgiving and pay thy vows unto the most High Offer up your selves in token of yuor thankfulness to the Lord. Be ye both the Priests and the Lambs for the sacrifice Present your selves to the Lord as the accomplishments of his Covenant as the fruits of the death of your Redeemer as the Trophies of his Victory as the spoils which he hath recovered from Death and Hell making a shew of them openly that it may be seen that the promise of God is not of none effect and that Christ did not die in vain Let your Lord Jesus when he comes down into his Garden where he left his blood reap his pleasant fruits and carry up your purified Souls as the signals of his glorious atchievement Offer up your sins to the Lord these unclean beasts will be an acceptable sacrifice There 's more real honour growing up to the Lord from one mortified Saint then from ten thousand Anthems from the most seraphick tongues Offer up your duties to the Lord your obedience for a sacrifice To obey is better then sacrifice then thousands of Rams and ten thousands of Rivers of Oyle Let your whole life be this sacrifice let every day be a Sabbath every duty an Eucharist every member a Cymbal sounding out the praises of God Offer up the calves of your lips unto the Lord. O let your souls be filled with wonder and your mouths with praise Whence in this to me that the Mother of my Lord should come to me Oh whence is this to us that the Lord our Father should come and come so near to us Oh whence is it That the Mighty God should indent and come into bond with sinful man that he who was free from all men should make himself debtor to any That the high and lofty One that inhabits Eternity should dwell in Houses of Clay and pitch his Tabernacle in the Dust That he who humbleth himself to behold the Heavens should come down into the earth and after what is he come down but after a dead Dog or a Flea that he should make a league with the stones of the gâ—ound with the beasts of the field and creeping things should espouse dust and ashes and gather up vile worms into his bosome should set his heart upon shadows and adopt the refuse of the earth for Sons and Daughters to himself should raise the poor out of the dust and the beggar from the Dunghil should do such great things and should choose the foolish and the weak and the base and the contemptible and bostow on them among all the world these high honors should make them the Head and the honourable whom the world hath made the Tail the filth and the off-scouring of all things should give himself to be the portion his Son to be the ransome his kingdome to be the heritage of bankrupts prisoners and captives Lord what is man that thou art thus mindful of him Soul what is God that thou shouldst be yet unmindful of him How is it that the tongue of the dumb is not yet loosened that the feet of the lame do not leap as an Hart Oh what is that love whence this strange thing hath broken forth This this is the womb that bare thee hence hath thy righteousness sprung forth hence have thy dignities thy astonishing hope and joys arisen to thee this is it that yearned upon thee in thy mercy that reprived thee from death redeemed thee from darkness rescued thee as a brand out of the burning that pitied thee in thy blood washed thee from thy blood spared thee pardoned thee reconciled thee and brought thee an enemy a rebel a traitor into a Covenant of peace with the God of glory Ah contemptible dust that ever there should be such compassionate contrivements and such astonishing condescentions of the eternal Deity towards so vile a thing O love the Lord all ye his Saints O bless the Lord ye beloved ye people near unto the Lord. Alas that our hearts should be so narrow that the waters should be so shallow with us where are our eyes if we be not yet filled with wonders what hearts have we if we have not yet filled our lips with praise Open all thy springs O my soul let them flow forth in streams of love and joy let every faculty be tuned and strained to the height let heart and hands and tongue and eyes lift up their voice be astonished O heavens be moved ye strong foundations of the earth fall down ye Elders strike up ye heavenly Quires lend poor mortals your Notes to sing forth the high praises of God who rideth on the heavens and hath caused us to ride on the high places of the earth and made us sit together in hevenly places shewing forth the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus Awake up my Glory awake Psaltery and Harps I my self wil awake right early My soul doth magnifie the Lord and my spirit hath rejoyced in God my Saviour for he that is mighty hath done for me great things and holy is his Name Blessed be the Lord God of Israel who hath visited and redeemed his People who hath raised up an horn of salvation for us in the house of his servant David who hath laid help on one who is mighty and exalted one chosen among the People and hath given him for a Covenant to them Bless the Lord O my soul and all that is within me bless his holy Name who hath redeemed thy life from death and crowned thee with loving kindness and tender mercies Salvation to our God that sitteth on the Throne and to the Lamb. Let the Redeemed of the Lord say so Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power and riches and wisdom and strength and glory and honour and blessing for thou livedst and wast dead and art alive for evermore Thou hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred and tongue and people and nation and hast made us Kings and Priests unto our God for ever Hallelujah Hallelujah FINIS
thy food thy clothing thy friend thy life to thee All this he hath said to thee in this one word I am thy God and hereupon thou mayest say I have no husband and yet I am no widow my maker is mine husband I have no father nor friend and yet I am neither fatherless nor friendless my God is both my father and my friend I have no childe but is not he better to me than ten children I have no house but yet I have an home I have made the most high mine habitation I am left alone but yet I am not alone my God is good company for me with him I can walk with him I can take sweet counsel finde sweet repose at my lying down at my rising up whilest I am in the house as I walk by the way my God is ever with me with him I travel I dwell I lodge I live and shall live for ever 2. Live up to your priviledge Live according to your rank and quality according to your riches laid up for you in God The rich men of this world live like rich men they sort themselves with persons of their own quality attend on the Courts of Princes are employed about the magnalia regum you may read their estates in the whole way of their life they wear them on their backs spread their Tables with them fill their bellies with them they live sumptuously and fare delicately Christians feed not on ashes or husks you have better meat you have milk and honey marrow and fatness the hidden manna the bread that comes down from heaven the water of life you have blessed priviledges precious promises lively hopes living comforts glorious joyes the fountain of life to feed your souls upon come eat O friends drink yea drink abundantly O my beloved out-fare the rich man Luke 16. who fared deliciously every day you have enough to maintain it let every day be a gaudy day a feast-day with you Let your clothing be according to your feeding Be clothed with the Sun put on the Lord Jesus The King's Daughter is and so let all the King's Sons be all glorious within let their clothing be of wrought gold Be clothed with humility put on love bowels of compassion gentleness meekness put on the garments of salvation Let your company and converse be according to your clothing Live amongst the excellent amongst the generation of the just Get you up to the General Assembly and Church of the first-born to that innumerable company of Angels and the Spirits of just men made perfect Live in the Courts of the great King behold his face wait at his Throne bear his name shew forth his vertues set forth his praises advance his honour uphold his Interest let vile persons and vile wayes be contemned in your eyes be of more raised spirits than to be companions with them Disce ex hac parte sanctam superbiam scito te illis esse meliorem Regard not their societies nor their scorns their Euge's or their Apage's their flatteries or their frowns rejoyce not with their joyes fear not their fear care not their care feed not on their dainties get you up from among them to your Country to your City where no unclean thing can enter or annoy Live by faith in the power of the Spirit in the beauty of holiness in the hope of the Gospel in the joy of your God in the magnificence and yet the humility of the children of the great King 3. Their Sun He will discover and make manifest to them the riches and glory of their Portion He hath granted them himself for their portion and he will reveal and make manifest to them what a portion he is He will make manifest both their blessedness they shall enjoy in him and the way to it and also the dangers that lye in the way Psal 84.11 The Lord God is a Sun The Sun is the light of the world it discovers it self and all things else We cannot see the glory of the Sun but by its own light the Moon the Stars the Firmament and all this lower World would all disappear if the Sun withdrew its light beauty and deformity safety and danger the right way and the wrong are all brought to view by the light of the Sun the Sun-light makes the day night is spread over the world when the Sun is set God is glorious but who would be ever the wiser did not this glory shine Psal 36.9 In thy light we shall see light Why is the glorious God apprehended understood admired by so few amongst the sons of men why he is out of sight the Sun is not risen upon them nor shines unto them they have Moon-light or Star-light some dimmer reflections of this glory at second hand from the creatures but they see not the Sun What 's the reason that truth and falshood good and evil substances and shaddows things perishing and things permanent are no better distinguished VVhat 's the reason that men are so mistaken and misguided in their judgements in their choice in their way That they are at such a loss such wanderers from their bliss what 's the reason that mens own sparks the light of their own fires their candle-light or torch-light their fleshly imaginations their carnal prosperity their pleasures their ease their earthly glory and their carnal joyes that hence flash up to them are so ador'd and admir'd by them Oh they see not the Sun God is out of sight and thence are all their dotages and foolish mistakes and miscarriages God will be a Sun to his Saints their Sun Thy Sun shall no more go down They shall have both the propriety and the comfort of this glorious Sun he will shew them his face he will cause his glory to appear he will lead them into himself by his own beams he will shew them their end and the means the goal and their way to it he will shew them the good part and the right path good and evil duties and sins realities and delusions helps and hindrances dangers and advantages their snares and their succours will all be discovered to them by the light of the Lord. Hearken thou poor and dark soul that hast chosen but thou knowest not what that art going but thou knowest not whither that art wandring and stumbling on but thou carest not how that complainest thou canst not see thou canst not value thou canst not be affected with all the glory and joy of the invisible world that findest thy husks and thy trash to be a greater pleasure to thee than all the riches of immortality that wouldest fain mind and chuse and love and relish and seek God and things above but thou canst not thou seest so little of the beauty of them that they do not entice thine heart after them and when thou art seeking thou art at a loss and in the dark as to the way that thou shouldest take Hearken soul thy God calls to thee Come
iniquity to bring in everlasting righteousness and so to bring us to God What-ever difficulties there appear in thy way what-ever doubts arise in thine heart from thy sins from thy guilt from thy poverty from thy impotence what-ever objections thy fears may hence put in there 's the blood of the Lamb that will answer all Christ our Passover is sacrificed for us 2. As a merciful and faithful high Priest Heb. 2.17 who hath made an attonement for us in the earth and appears for us in heaven who hath made reconciliation for us and makes intercession for us Heb. 9.24 to appear in the presence of God for us we read Exod. 28.12.29 That Aaron as the type of Christ was to bear the names of the children of Israel engraven in stones upon his shoulders and upon his breast-plate when he went into the holy place for a memorial before the Lord continually Our Lord is entred into the Heavens to appear in the presence of God with our names upon his shoulders and upon his heart for a memorial before the Lord there is not the least of Saints but there his name is engraven Here 's my ransome Lord and behold my ransomed ones Here 's my price and my purchase my redemption and my redeemed What-ever accusers there be what-ever charge be laid against them what-ever guilt lies upon them here are the shoulders that have born all that was their due and payd all that they owe and upon these shoulders and in this heart thou mayest read all their names and when thou readest remember what I have done for them and acquit absolve and let them be accepted before thee for ever Remember the tears of these eyes the stripes on this back the shame of this face the groans of this body the anguish of this soul the blood of this heart and when thou remembrest what-ever name thou findest engraven upon this heart and upon these shoulders they are the persons whose all these are and what-ever these are what-ever acceptance they have found with thee what-ever satisfaction thou hast found in them put it upon their account never let me be accounted the accepted if they be rejected never let me be accounted righteous if they lye under the imputation of wicked If they be not righteous in my righteousness I must be guilty under their guilt What-ever I am what-ever my satisfaction is all is theirs for them they plead for them they pray my tears stripes wounds groans anguish soul blood they all cry and say Father forgive them Father accept them Of all cryes there are no such strong cries as the cry of blood and that whether it be against or for the guilty its voice shall be heard on high Thy brothers blood cryeth unto me from the ground Gen. 4. and what followed Wo to those persons against whom blood cryeth but where blood such blood cries for them for pardon for mercy blessed are those souls Christian this blood is for thee it speaks better things than the blood of Abel Heb. 12. it pleads sues presses for thy discharge from all that is upon thee Thou hast many cries against thee Sathan cries thy sins cry thine own heart thy conscience cries against thee and thou art amazed at the dreadful noise they make but behold the blood of the Lamb the blood of God cries for thee Thou hast an accuser but thou hast an acquitter thou hast adversaries but thou hast an advocate An Advocate with the Father Jesus Christ the righteous who is the propitiation for thy sins 1 John 2. Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect It is God that justifieth who is he that condemneth it is Christ that died yea rather that is risen again who is even at the right hand of God who also maketh intercession for us Rom. 8.33,34 Nay farâ—her thou hast not onely a righteous but a merciful high Priest that is provided of a Sacrifice and hath an heart to offer it for thee thy name is in his heart as well as on his shoulders in his bowels as well as on his back He hath blood for thee precious blood and he hath bowels for thee pitiful bowels He can have pity and compassion on the miserable Heb. 5.2 if he can finde no other he can finde arguments enough from thy wo and thy misery to draw forth his soul towards thee He is merciful and his mercies are tender mercies he is pittiful and his compassions are tender compassions thou art not so tender of the wife of thy bosome of the childe of thy bowels thou art not so tender of thine own flesh of the apple of thine eye of thine own soul as thy Lord is of thee His spirit is moved for thee his soul melts over thee he bleeds in thy wounds he suffers in thy sorrows his eye weeps his heart breaks over thy broken and undone state fear not his forgetting thee his bowels will remember him of thee He is a merciful and a faithful high Priest No dignity to which he is exalted above thee no distance to which he is removed from thee can make him forget his friends He is gone into the heavens and there exalted far above all Principalities and Powers and set down at the right hand of God He is gone but he hath carried thy name with him as a perpetual memorial for thee Thou art unfaithful shame to thee thou forgettest thy Lord at every turn every business that comes every trouble that comes every pleasure that comes every companion that comes in makes thee forget thy Lord forget his love forget thy duty Oh how small a matter will steal thy heart from him yea stir up tumults and rebellions against him Thy comforts thy hopes thy needs thou hast daily of him will not all prevail to hold him in remembrance with thee Thou forgettest thy Lord but he will not forget thee though thou hast been unfaithful in many things yet he is in nothing 2 Tim. 2.13 Yet he abideth faithful he cannot deny himself he should not be true to himself if he be not faithful to thee his interest lies in thee thou art his his possession a member of his body fear not if he should be unfaithful to thy soul he is therein unfaithful to his own body If thy case be such that he can help thee if there be any thing wherein he can stead thee if all that he hath his blood his righteousness his interest with the Father will be sufficient for thy help he hath undertaken to procure it for thee and secure it to thee Faithful is he that hath called you and will do it This now is that Jesus that is given unto us as our propitiatory Sacrifice as our merciful and faithful high Priest who suffered on the earth and is gone into the heavens for us standing in his red robes garments rolled in blood with those glorious whites upon the red pardon peace absolution acceptance with the names of his ransomed ones engraven
thee to bee with thy Father in the bosome of thy bridegroom the presence chamber of thy Lord and Love would it bee a mercy to thee to weep no more fear no more suffer no more bee tempted no more sin no more to bee uncloathed of corruption and be cloathed upon with immortality and incorruption then bid death welcome Blessed souls when you come a shoare and see the light the love the joy the rest the glory that is on the other side you will then more fully understand what this meaneth Death is yours Hee knew something who said I cannot tell you what sweet pain and delightsome torments are in Christs love I often challenge time that holdeth us asunder I have for the present a sick life much pain and much love-sickness for Christ O what would I give to have a bed made to my wearied soul in his bosome O when shall wee meet O how long is it to the dawning of the Marriage-day O sweet Lord Jesus take wide steps Come over the Mountains at one stride O my Beloved flee as a Roe or a young Hart upon the Mountains of separation O if hee would fold the Heavens together like an old Cloak and shovel time and daies out of the way and come away CHAP. VIII The Kingdome in the Covenant 8. GOd hath put the Kingdome into this Covenant Matth. 5.3 Theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven Luke 12.32 It is your Fathers pleasure to give you the Kingdome Glorious things are spoken of thee O thou City of God I might here enlarge in describing the glory of this Kingdome but when I had said all I must at last leave it within the Vail and therefore shall only tell you from the Apostle 1 Cor. 2.9 Eye hath not seen nor ear heard neither have entred into the heart of man the things which God hath prepared for them that love him c. Ephes 1.18 When by the Spirit of Wisdome and Revelation the eyes of your understandings are opened yee shall know what is the hope of his calling and what is the riches of the glory of his Inheritance in the Saints CHAP. IX All the means of salvation in the Covenant both outward and inward in special the blessing of a new heart LAstly God hath put into the Covenant all the means of salvation And all things on their parts necessary to the obtaining the everlasting kingdome 1. All the outward means of salvation Ordinances Word Sacraments and Prayer Officers Prophets Apostles Evangelists Pastours and Teachers Ephes 4.11,12 1 Cor. 3.22 2. All the inward means of salvation Every grace every duty their obtaining the one and performing the other and perseverance in both These are all comprehended in the second part of that great promise They shall be my people Which though it be properly the matter of their own stipulation yet for this also the Lord himself undertakes You shall be my people Two things are hereby signified 1. I will account you and reckon you for mine You shall have the priviledge and the blessing of my people I will set you apart and separate you to my self out of all the tribes and kindreds of the earth and will avouch you for my portion and peculiar possession I will set you as the apple of mine eye as a seal upon mine heart and upon mine arm I will mark you out for the people of my love of you will I take care for you will I provide with you are my delights over you will I rejoyce with you will I dwell and you shall dwell with me for ever 2. I will not only reckon you for my people but I will undertake for you that you shall consent to me accept of me own me follow me and cleave to me as my people I will not only separate you to my self but I will fashion you for my self I will sanctifie you and guide you and teach you and help you I will fulfill in you all the good pleasure of my will I will work all your works in you I will avouch you for my people and you shall avouch me for your God You shall love me fear me obey me I will keep you from falling and preserve you to my heavenly kingdome Particularly the Lord hath promised to give them 1. A new heart 2. An heart to know the Lord. 3. One heart 4. An heart of flesh 5. An heart to love the Lord. 6. An heart to fear the Lord. 7. An heart to obey the Lord. 8. An heart to persevere to the end 1. A new heart Ezek. 36.26 A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you This new heart I take it is the genus of all the following graces and therefore the less shall suffice to be spoken of it here A new heart that is not physically new in regard of substance but morally onely in regard of qualities This new heart signifies both another heart and a more excellent heart 'T is said of Caleb Numb 14.24 that he had another heart And this other heart is declared to be a more excellent heart than was in the rest of the people Whilest they either followed not the Lord or but haltingly hee followed the Lord fully Prov. 17.27 A man of understanding is of an excellent spirit There is another heart that is not a new heart Nebuchadnezzer had another but no new heart the heart of a beast for the heart of a man an evil heart grown worse is not a new heart but the old heart grown older We read 1 Sam. 10.9 that when Saul was anointed King God gave him another heart this was a more excellent heart than he had before and yet not the heart here promised He gave to him another heart that is the spirit of government the heart of a King for the heart of a private person a more publick raised heroick heart the heart of a King fitted to the station and office of a King The excellencies of this new heart are not natural but spiritual excellencies as will appear more in the handling of the particular graces promised and are such as fit them for their new state work reward 1. For their new state Christians are made the children of God vessels of honour a royal Priesthood an holy Nation a peculiar people and God gives them an heart answering the dignity of their high calling 2. For their new Work a Christian hath other work to do than other men whilest their business lies all here below in this earth in their fields and vineyards c. Christians work lies above with their God and their Jesus and within about their nobler and immortal part their work is spiritual and such is the heart that 's given to them 3. For their new reward God intends better things to them a better portion a better hope better comforts joyes delights here and a better inheritance hereafter and he prepares them better hearts to receive these better things he will not put his new
attendance upon thee 1 Pet. 1.13,14,15 Gird up the loyns of your mind and bee sober and hope to the end in the original 't is hope perfectly for the grace that is to be brought unto you at the revelation of Jesus Christ. As obedient children not fashioning your selves according to the former lusts in your ignorance but as hee which hath called you is holy so bee yee holy in all manner of conversation Gird up the loyns of your minds Gird and bee sober gird and hope perfectly gird and bee obedient gird and bee holy Here 't is true ungirt and unblest ungirt and unholy the girding is the gathering in the strength of the heart to its work Ephes 6.14 Stand with your loyns girt Stand do not gird and ungird stand alwayes girt call in your hearts and hold them in be alwaies in a readiness to every duty in a readiness against every temptation Oh how loose are wee what loose praying and loose hearing and loose meditation and loose walkings do wee satisfie our selves with our hearts are to seek our thoughts and affections are gadding abroad we know not where to finde them and our work is done thereafter Wee excuse our non-proficiency in Religion by our many hindrances by the difficulties of our work but the great hindrance lies here our loyns are ungirded our hearts are not united in our work nor intent upon it When God and the things of eternity are gotten so deep into the heart when there is such a deep sense of the weight and importance of the things that are eternal abiding upon us as over-powers carnal objects and loosens the heart from them when wee feel the evidence and the consequence of these things commanding our whole soules after them then there 's Religion in earnest then wee go on and prosper And thus 't is with this one heart there are not some light touches onely upon it God is gotten deep into it eternity is gotten deep into it this is all this is all I have to minde or do My hope my comforts my life my soul all hang upon this one thing if I speed well here I am made for ever What have I to do in the way of Egypt or to drink of the waters of Sihor what have I to do in the way of Assyria what have I to do in the way of pleasure What have I to do in the way of the World To build Tabernacles for my self here below or to drink the waters of mine own Cisteron How little am I concerned in the interest of this flesh VVhat matter 's it what becomes of it or which way it goes My God my God my soul my soul there lies my concernment of these let my care onely bee Get thee behind me Satan hold thy peace sinful flesh keep silence worldly cares hinder mee not speak no more to me of hearkening to you away from mee ye evil-doers I will keep the Commandements of my God Let others do what they will run whither they please chuse whom they will serve what they will follow after come my soul follow thou the Lord gird up thy loyns and come away for the other world for the other world make haste linger not let others loyter as they will escape for thy life look not behinde thee get thee up to the Mountain and live Object One Heart why 't is never more two Two men a new man and an old two Nations two selfs there are twins in the womb of every Saint the ungodly seem more one than they all for sin and for Hell all dark all hard all but one stone Sol. Yet 't is true the Saints and they onely have but this one heat For 1. The old heart is not an heart the old self is not the self this old man is not the man this is not hee that 's the heart that hath gotten the dominion and the rule in the man The new heart hath the dominion though Sin as Esau bee the first born yet the elder must now serve the younger the old man is but a dead man Col. 3.3 Yee are dead that is your old man is dead your sin is slain and Crucified with Christ and when 't is dead you may say 't is not 2. The meaning plainly is I will give them one heart that is a single sincere upright heart they shall bee no longer an Hypocritical people If there bee something of Hypocrisie in them yet Hypocrites they shall no longer bee their hearts shall bee upright before mee sincerity stands in pitching upon chusing and giving up our hearts to God as our chief good and last end When God is our all there is perfection and when God is our chief there is sincerity I say when God is our all when the world hath nothing left in us to entice or draw out our souls after it but God carries them wholly without any the least liking or lusting after sinful objects there 's perfection This is not attainable here the heart cannot bee thus perfectly one till corruption hath put on incorruption But though it bee not perfectly yet it may bee sincerely one and then 't is so when however the flesh hath too great an interest in it and influence upon it and often pulls it aside and puts it back yet it still bends its course Heaven wards and that way the stream and strength of the soul is running the flesh will bee putting in for a part it would have all it would not take its turns with God God will not take his turns with the flesh hee will have all or none and the flesh would not take its turnes with him it is not contented with now and then it would not bee served in the fields or in the shop or at the Table or in the bed onely but in the Church in the Chamber in the Closet 't would carry away all from God but if it cannot have all 't will divide with God where-ever God is served the flesh will bee putting in for its share The best of Christians feel too great a truth in this their frequent humblings and mournings and breakings and self-shamings before the Lord are mostly upon this account This is the voice of their deepest groanings and bitterest tears the burthens of their mournful groans I cannot do the things that I would when I would do good evil is present with me with my minde I serve the Law of God but with my flesh the Law of sin Woe is me my soul how am I straitned how am I divided Whither am I hurried wherewithall do I come before thee Lord Oh! what halting and heartless and distracted duties do I serve my God withal This flesh eats up the fat and the best and onely the lame and the lean and the sick are left for a Sacrifice to the Lord. Woe is mee my leanness my leanness my God my God how art thou served how art thou robbed of thy due these strangers are gotten into thy Sanctuary
nothing but love to restrain us from sin and constrain and quicken us to duty Christians have wee but one thing to do in all wee do sometimes wee are busie in doing nothing Though there bee a Prayer in our mouths the praises of God in our mouths Christ heaven holiness glory a new heart a new life upon our tongues there 's nothing within no prayer no praise no Christ nor heaven what have we been often doing in the closet in the family in the congregation when wee seemed to have been praying nothing nothing but sowing wind and good words Sometimes we have too many things in our hearts what a world of carnal devices and fleshly projects have wee wrapt up in the garment of our Religion Peter's sheet had not a more heterogeneous miscellany of creatures four-footed beasts wilde beasts creeping things and fowls of the air than our religious duties have of designes and ends Wee have men to please our pride our bellies to offer sacrifice to wee bring our farms and our oxen and our trades before the Lord are not our hearts which should bee the houses of prayer the houses of merchandise are wee not talking or pursuing or in a journey or a sleep or driving bargains O Christians if wee were privy to one anothers hearts as God is privy to them what abominations should wee see brought into the holy places What monsters would our most sacred services appear VVhich whilst the out-side is onely viewed are applauded and admired Is this our singleness of heart Oh! for shame and blushing and confusion of face Oh! for a Vail to hide such hearts from the jealous eyes of the holy God a varnish a fair out-side hides all from men but nothing but a dark Vail of shame and sorrow and tears and repentance a Vail dipt in Blood in the blood of Christ will hide them from the eyes of the Lord. Oh how little plainness and singleness of heart is there in our ordinary course in our dealings and conversings in the VVorld how little faith or truth is there in us how little trust is there to us what doubling what deceitful dealing defrauding over-reaching undermining are wee guilty of how false are wee in our promises how insignificant are our words what an uncertain sound do they give our yea may often stand for nay and our nay for yea Psal 12.2 They speak vanity every one with his neighbour with flattering lips and a double heart do they speak trust yee not in a friend put not confidence in a guide Blessed bee God the Lord hath a Generation on whom this cannot bee charged Children that will not lye nor deceive though Satan and this evil world binde up all in a bundle they are all naught they are all false vain boasters and deceitful workers there 's none up-right no not one but thanks bee to God Satan is a lyer the accuser of the Brethren is a false accuser God hath his children that will not lye But woe bee to those professours by reason of whom the offence cometh Christians hath God promised to give you one heart Let it bee once said this day is this Scripture fulfilled O may you bee the accomplishment of this good word Hath God promised to give you one heart Do not you say but I will not take it two are better than one I have found so much the sweet of deceit that there 's no life like it Hath God said I will give one heart let not any one among you say But I fear he will not Make not the promise of God of none effect either by your impiety or unbelief Doth God promise to give this one heart hee that promised it doth also require it Bee thy self Christian Let it bee said thou art what thou art bee true bee but one have but one heart and let thy one heart have but one tongue but one face and but one thing to do Beware of hypocrisie beware of carnal policy make not thy God to serve thy flesh call not the serving of thy flesh a serving of God and make not thy serving of God to bee a serving of the flesh Bee not divided betwixt God and the World O how easie would our lives bee did we finde our whole souls running one way taking up w th God as the adequate object of all our powers the marke of all our motions and the reward of all our labours did all our streams empty themselves into this Ocean and all our lines meet in this one center Did God onely draw and allure our hearts and the sincerity of our hearts give motion to all our wheels Guide our eyes govern our tongues order our steps animate our duties direct and quicken us in all our goings Oh how sweet oh how beautiful were such a life the Sympathy betwixt our hearts and end there 's sweetness the harmony of our hearts and waies there 's beauty O how sweet are the drawings of love the free and full closure of our Spirits with God dissolving themselves into his Will acquiessing resting satisfyed in his goodness is a sweetness which no man knows but hee that tastes it the harmony of the power of the soul within its self of its motions and actions in the life there 's the beauty which will eclipse the glory of the world Christian bee it thus with thee and thou hast the blessing that covenant blessing which the Lord hath promised in saying I will give them one heart CHAP. XII An Heart of Flesh 4. AN Heart of Flesh Ezek. 36.26 I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and I will give you an Heart of Flesh The old heart is a stone cold as a stone dead as a stone hard as a stone but I will take away the stone and give an heart of flesh An heart of flesh is a soft and tender heart Flesh can feel any thing that 's contrary to it puts it to pain Sin makes it smart it cannot kick but it is against the pricks by its rebellion and resistance against the Lord it receives a wound it cannot hit but it hurts it self A soft hand gets nothing by laying on on an hedge of thorns A soft heart when it hath been medling with sin is sure to smart for it It can neither escape the pain nor yet endure it and what it cannot bear 't will take warning to avoid it Flesh will bleed A soft heart will mourn and melt and grieve when hard hearts are moved at nothing Flesh will yield It s apt to receive impressions The power of God will awe it his justice fear it his mercy melt it his holiness humble it and leave the stamp and image of it upon it And as the Attributes so the Word and Works of God will make sign upon it Who sets a seal upon a stone or what print will it receive upon the wax the print will abide God speaks once and twice but man hardned man will not regard it Neither his
Word nor his rod neither his speaking nor his smiting will make any signe on such hearts 'T is the heart of flesh that hears and yields And with such hearts the Lord delights to bee dealing Acts 28. The heart of this people is waxed gross they will not hear they will not understand and the next word is away to the Gentiles they will hear Hee will no more write his Law on tables of stone hee 'l write in flesh there the impression will take and go the deeper and therefore where-ever hee intends to write hee prepares his table makes this stone flesh and then engraves upon it Particularly this tenderness admits of a double distinction 1. Respecting the object of it so there is a tenderness 1. Of Sin 2. Of Duty 3. Of Suffering 1. Of Sin and tha't 's twofold such as discovers it self ante factum post factum 1. Ante factum Or before the commissiion Whilest it is under a temptation or feels the first motion to sin A tender heart startles starts back at the sight of a sin as at the sight of a devil Gen. 39.9 How shall I do this great wickedness and sin against God the manner of the speech presents Joseph as a man in a fright startled at the ugliness of the motion So David when hee had an opportunity and a temptation to slay Saul 1 Sam. 26.11 rejects it with an absit God forbid The Lord forbid that I should stretch forth my hand against the Lords anointed And that not onely at the higher and greater but it resists the little ones the smallest of sins Is it not a little one is no plea with it Little or great 't is a sin and that 's enough 2. Post factum After the Commission if it hath been brought on upon sin yet it cannot go out with it The skirt of Saul's garment was too heavy for David's heart to bear His heart smote him ptesently 1 Sam. 24.5 Sin in the review looks dreadfully It s pleasant flowers quickly turn to thorns it pricks the heart how much soever it pleas'd the eye It ordinarily enters by the eye and often runs out the same way it came in runs out in tears When hee thought thereon hee wept At least it warns and makes more watchful after Thou seest what 't is take heed take it for a warning and do no more The pain of sin if it do not force a tear 't will set a watch 2. Of duty A tender heart will neither slight a sin nor neglect a duty It 's loth to grieve and offend and careful to serve and please the Lord. It would not that he should suffer by it nor so much as lose his due It watches against sin and unto duty It cares how to please the Lord and its care is tender It would not displease by its neglects or performances all must bee done that ought and as it ought to be done It will neither stand out with its offering nor will it offer an unclean thing It considers not onely what but how Both matter and manner substance and circumstance all must bee right or 't is not at ease It will keep time and as much as may bee keep touch with the Lord in every point It is not satisfied that it prayes sometimes it would not lose a praying time God will not and it cannot lose a duty It would neither lose by non-performance nor lose what is performed It would neither leave undone nor do amiss any failing not onely in the matter but in the principle end affection intention any failing pains 3. In point of suffering A soft heart will not bee careful what or how much but why and upon what account hee suffers Will neither sinfully shun the cross nor run upon it unwarrantably He waits for a call and then follows Hee is patient under the hand of the Lord but not insensible can be touched with an affliction though not offended at it The hand of the Lord hath touched mee Hee suffers more than his own his brethrens sufferings His brethrens burthens all lie on his shoulders Hee weeps in their sorrows bleeds in their wounds his heart is bound in their chains As the care so the trouble of all the Churches come daily upon him Who is weak and I am not weak who is offended and I burn not hee espouses all the sufferings of Christ as his own In all his afflictions hee is afflicted 2. Tenderness may bee distinguished in respect of the subject of it and so there is a tenderness of the conscience the will the affections 1. Tenderness of conscience stands in these three things 1. Clearness of Judgment 2. Quickness of sight 3. Uprightness or faithfulness 1. Clearness of judgment When it s well instructed and understands the rule and can thence discern betwixt good and evil Heb. 5.14 There is a tenderness that proceeds from cloudiness scrupulosity that fears every thing stumbles at straws starts at shaddows makes sins picks quarrels at duties and so sometimes dare not please for fear of offending God This is the sickness or soreness of conscience not its soundness 'T is the sound conscience that is truly tender 2. Quickness of sight and watchfulness I sleep but my heart waketh It can espie the least sins and smallest duties It can see sin in the very temptation it can discover the least sin under the fairest face and the least duty under the foulest vizor Call it singularity nicety cloud it with reproaches yet conscience can discover light shining through all the clouds duty within whatsoever unhandsom face it bee presented in the former stands in consciences understanding the rule as was said this in strait applying the rule to cases and distinguishing of them by it The truly tender hath his eyes in his head and his eyes open to discover and discern all that comes bee it good or evil little or great If but a thought comes in what comes there saies conscience what art thou a friend or an enemy whence art thou from God or from beneath 't will examine whatever knocks before any free admission O what a croud of evils do thrust into loose and careless hearts the devil comes in in the croud and is never discovered If the eye bee either dim or asleep there 's entrance for any thing Little do wee think oft-times who hath been with us what losses and mischiefs wee have sustained while our hearts have been asleep which had they been wakeful and watchful might have been prevented 3. Uprightness and faithfulness Which discovers it self 1. In giving charge concerning duty 2. In giving warning of sin 3. In giving check for sin when committed 1. In giving charge concerning duty look to it soul there 's a duty before thee which God calls thee to do not say 't is no great hurt to let it alone 't is no great hurt to do it it is questionable whether it bee a duty or no Many wiser than I think otherwise do not say
more is the Lord loved by us and the more hee is our own the more love hee hath Now in Christ the Lord is our God Our own God even our own God Psal 67.6 O God thou art my God and I will praise thee Thou art my God and I will love thee The Lord is God and wee therefore love him the Lord is good gracious merciful and wee therefore love him yea and ought to love him whether he bee ours or no but when both meer hee is God and our God hee is good and our good gracious merciful all-sufficient and all this to us hence is our love made perfect in us 4 Possession wee can love a distant an absent good A good that 's only possible there 's love in hope but by how much the nearer good is to us that is really so by so much the more attractive and acceptable ' t is 'T is then most in our hearts when 't is most in our hands Indeed those things which have only speciem boni that are fancied good or those things that are finite good and good over-rated that are judg'd better than they are are lov'd most at a distance because when they come to hand wee see our mistake But that which is what it seem'd much more that which is above our thoughts beyond our expectations infinite good by how much the nearer 't is ever the dearer to us All worldly good is most valued at least by carnal hearts at a distance they promise themselves more contentment in it than it hath to pay them their possession is their disappointment Whilest they lusted they idoliz'd they ador'd but when they have tasted and eaten it comes out at their nostrils Or else they sit down with the shame of the disappointed they are either surfeited or hungry still Is this all all you can do for mee all the pleasure and comfort I shall have of you is all my expectation of delight and satisfaction come to no more but this Miserable comforters are you all possession and fruition is the proof of all things And vanity proved is the less loved But God being an all-sufficient incomprehensible good by how much the nearer to us by how much the more hee is ours by so much the more wee prize and love because now wee find when wee have him wee enjoy him that before the one half was not told us Now in Christ wee have not onely a propriety in God but in some degree a present possession Hee that hath the Son hath the Father also We see his light wee feel his love wee taste of his goodness wee enjoy his presence wee have God with us wee have God in us wee have fellowship with him he dwelleth in us and wee in him and hence wee love and herein wee rejoyce 3. God in all the things of God in his Word Ordinances Sabbaths Saints in graces duties in all his waies the Saints love God and love his word 't is God in the word they love they love God and they love Ordinances and Sabbaths and Saints 't is God in all these they love They love the waies and works and all the dispensations of God and 't is God in them all they love they see God in every thing and they love God where ever they see him They look on all these things with another eye and therefore embrace them with another heart then other men The Saints love to the things of God is their love to God for 't is God in them as was said that they love their love to them is founded either on their participation of God or relation to God Or else you may say they love the things of God because they are the Off-spring the Images the Chariots of God 1. The things of God are the Off-spring of God as the Saints are born from above so all the things of God are 〈◊〉 they come down from above and therefore may also bee called as the Apostle stiles them 〈…〉 things above Phil. 3.1,2 If yee bee risen with Christ seek those things that are above set your affections on things above things above and the things of God come all to one whatsoever is from God and belongs to his Heavenly Kingdome is divine and heavenly and hee that loveth him that begets therefore loveth those which are begotten and whatsoever proceedeth from him 2. The Word and the Saints are the Images of God the character and impresse of God are upon them the Grace in the Saints and the holy truths in the Word are the very face of Christ who is full of Grace and Truth and this is their Rule love God and love his Image 3. The things of God are the Chariots of God Hee that makes the Clouds his Chariots makes also his Word and his Ordinances and his Ministers his Chariots wherein he rides down into these lower parts to give the World a meeting When Ministers come and the Word comes down God comes down in them to visit his people as 't was said of Paul So 't is true of Apollos and Cephas and all the dispensers of the Gospel they are chosen Vessels to bear his Name before the Sons of men and as they are the Chariots in which God comes down so are they also the Wagons which hee hath sent them to fetch them up to himself The Saints send up their hearts in their duties their hearts in their prayers in their praises unto God Old Israel's heart leap'd when hee saw the Wagons which Joseph had sent Oh what love doth the Psalmist expresse to the House and Courts of the Lord O how amiable are thy Tabernacles I was glad when they said unto mee let us go up into the House of the Lord. Hee was glad to go thither because thence hee hoped to bee carried higher from the Mountain to the Mansion from Mount Zion here below to Jerusalem which is above It 's the duty and the delight of the Saints to bee ascending Heaven-wards they are dead with Christ they are risen with Christ and 't is not as they would with them but when they are ascending up with Christ they are dead with Christ by repentance and humiliation they are risen with Christ by faith and sanctification and they ascend with Christ by love and holy affection this is their Chariot of fire a Chariot within a Chariot that through Duties and Ordinances rides up in its own flames to the God of Love Or if you will the Ordinances of God are our Jacobs Ladder reaching from Heaven to Earth by which Angels descend and souls ascend God comes down and hearts go up praises go up and blessings come down thou hast not prov'd what an Ordinance is what Prayer means or Preaching means or Sacraments mean that hast not seen God coming down nor felt thine heart ascending by them hee that hath felt this will say here let mee dwell let others bee where they will amongst their flocks amongst their herds upon their beds or at
their cups amongst their Harlots or in their houses It is good for mee to bee here No wonder Christians that carnal hearts are such strangers to the Word can so well fit out at Duties and can want Ordinances Preaching and Praying and Sabbaths they can spare and not feel their want what wonder What is Heaven to Earth what is God to flesh these Chariots would carry them away from their Gods carry them out of their own Country into a strange Land where they have neither possession nor acquaintance But oh what a sad wonder is it that Saints should go up so often into the Chariots and yet be gotten no nearer home that they should be still so much on the Earth that have been so often mounted for Heaven that those hearts should still bee on the dunghils whose feet are so often on the mountain of the Lord that the Wagons should bee so often sent down and go up empty scarce an heart sent up in them yea that they should be so far from God when God is among them Where 's your love Christians how is it that it is still below what have you here your City is above your home is above your God your Jesus your treasure is above oh how is it that where your treasure is your hearts bee not also hear from God and not God with the messenger send up to heaven your eyes your hands your prayers your complaints your promises and still leave your hearts below send up hearts to heaven and let them return again down to this earth remain earth and flesh and filth and vanity after so much converse or pretence to it with the holy God of spirits lovest thou God when thou canst so often go where hee is and not care to see him or if thou meet him canst let him go without a blessing or if he bless thee canst go presently and exchange thy Fathers blessing for a mess of pottage canst lose a duty in a dinner the comforts and revivings of a Sermon of a Sacrament of a Sabbath in an hours carnal converse in the world did wee love our God more certainly wee should bee more with him and to better purpose His meetings would bee more precious and the fruits of them more lasting Wee should neither go away without his blessing nor throw it away when wee had gotten it Thus much for the object of love 2. It s Act. Love is a natural Affection The love of God is the souls clasping or closing with the Lord. It is the expansion or going out of the heart in its strength after God the uniting or knitting of the soul vvith God vvith a complacency and acquiescence in him There are three things included in this love 1. The strength of the heart making out after God This is that vvhich is commonly called our amor desiderii or our love of desire the breathing or thirsting or panting of the heart after God Psal 42.1 The hearts vvorking God-vvards with its might loving him above all things desiring him above all things and that both Intensivè vvith the greatest vigour and intention and adaequatè as its compleat and adequate object God is its All. Whom have I in heaven but thee and there is none upon earth that I desire besides thee 2. The uniting of the soul with God Our cleaving to him By love heart cleaves to heart soul cleaves to soul It s said of Shechem Gen. 34.3 that his heart clave unto Dinah Hee loved her vvith his heart shee vvas gotten into his heart and there his heart holds her Acts 11.23 Barnabas exhorts the Church that with purpose of heart they would cleave unto the Lord. It is the knitting of the soul vvith God Its said 1 Sam. 1.18 That the soul of Jonathan was knit with the soul of David and Jonathan loved him as his own soul And of Jacob Gen. 44.30 to express his tender love to Benjamin 't is said his life was bound up in the lads life Of the multitude of believers wee read Act. 4.32 that they were all of one heart and of one soul Their love had knit them up all into one By love wee are one with God and hee with us It is the souls willing of God as I may so speak Willing of God to it self and willing it self and all to God All praises all honour all blessedness to him Bee thou mine Lord nothing less nothing else Bee thou mine I need no less I desire no more Let mee bee thine be to thee bee for thee thy servant thy sacrifice or what thou wilt and let all mine bee thine mine heart and my hand and my tongue and my time and mine interest Let all thine bee to thee thy heavens and thy earth with every person with every creature in them Let every heart every mouth every limb every creature bee a praise to the Lord. Let the Lord live and blessed bee my rock let the God of my salvation bee exalted Let every knee bow let every tongue confess unto God This is the amor unionis our love of union as 't is called And 't is the heart the very essence of saving love wherein are included both our accepting of God and our surrender or resignation of our selves unto God Amor non est nisi donum amantis in amaetum And our wishing and willing all glory dominion and blessedness to him And so here also is our amor benevolentiae our love of benevolence All these may bee included in that opening of the heart mention'd Acts 16.14 It s there said that the Lord opened Lydia's heart The heart is then savingly opened when it freely lets out it self upon God all its streams run in to the Lord and when it takes in and takes down God into the depth of the soul The heart thus opened to the Lord when God is come in will close upon him Abide with me thou hast entred upon thine habitation oh let this bee thy dwelling for ever Onely this must bee farther added that with God it takes in all the things of God his Word his Ordinances his waies and all his dispensations With his love his laws with his comforts his counsels with his counsels his corrections with thee I accept of all that 's thine both thy staff and thy rod both thy yoke and thy cross thy self Lord thy love Lord and what thou wilt with thee 3. The souls talking pleasure and taking up its rest in him This is call'd our Amor complacentiae Where wee love there will bee a delightful stay or immoration of the mind upon God Ubi amor ibi oculus The object dwells in the eye we are still looking where we love Anima est ubi amat When I awake I am still with thee there his thoughts are of him is his meditation all the day long My meditation of him shall bee sweet Hee that loves dwelleth in God I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever And why there why there his
who are they that so run as if they would take God by force take Heaven by force The Kingdome of Heaven may offer violence if it will and take us by force but how little violence doth it suffer We say wee love God but is there not something else wee love more wee desire to be holy but is there not something else wee desire more Oh how few hearty friends hath Christ in the world and how little love from these few so little that we cannot tell our selves whether it be any thing or nothing how hard are we put to it what a narrow search must we make how many arguments must wee consult how many marks must we consider e're we can prove we love him and yet at last are still in doubt whether we love him or not When we love our carnal Friends our Wives our Children we can feel that we love them when we love our Ease or our Estates or our Liberties we can feel that we love them but our God we cannot tell whether we love him or no How few of us can boldly make our appeal to him Lord thou knowest that I love thee Oh! how many wounds doth Christ receive in the house of his Friends how many sleights must hee put up how often when hee hath sate down in his own in the highest room have we said to him give this man place give this friend or this business place and so made him take the lower room How hath hee when he hath come to our doors his love hath often brought him thither how often hath hee stood and knock'd and call'd open to mee my Love my Sister and there been made to stand and wait when strangers have been gotten in and taken up all the rooms The world can never come out of season but Christ is fain to wait his seasons when he can finde us at leisure if there bee any other guest with us our Lord must wait Go thy way for this time when I have a convenient season I will send for thee how often have we agreed and appointed to meet the Lord at such an hour in our Chamber in our Closet to have converse and communion with him in Duty and if any thing come in â—o carry us another way then presently I pray thee have mee excused or if we do keep our time and shut in our selves with the Lord and sit down to Duty what a multitude of thoughts presently fall a knocking at our doors and away our hearts go presently with them to the ends of the earth and leaves nothing but our carkasses behind with the Lord O were our love stronger our cries would bee louder and would drown the noise of these knocking 's that they would not bee heard nor heeded it would command silence to every impertinent thought I charge you O Daughters that you stirre not that you disturb not my Beloved and my Soul more love would command their attendance upon the work of the Lord would gird up the loins of the mind and gather in all its scattered Messengers come all yee powers of my soul come and do your homage come and help in the service of my God Oh! at what distance are wee content to live from the Lord sometimes for many daies together Our souls and our God are grown strange and yet wee can bee merry and quiet wee can bee without the presence of God and yet never miss it not a smile from his face nor a look of love from us to him and yet no trouble follows the Sun may bee Ecclipsed or under a Cloud and yet no darkness upon our Spirits wee do not walk in darkness when wee have no light sorrow and sadness is as far from us as God is from us we can warm our selves at our own fires and rejoyce in the light of our own sparks as if these were the Sun wee can do as well in a Mist as in the Sun-shine day and night are both alike to us The Children of the Bride-chamber do not Fast but can Feast and make merry when the Bridegroom is taken from them their carnal contentments they can make a shift with to supply the room of their Lord. Can wee not sometimes go where our Lord feeds and never finde him go to pray or go to hear or go to a Sacrament and the Lord never meet us there and yet can return well enough satisfied When wee thus want communion with God and can want it where 's our love what love is that which can so well bear the absence of her Beloved Call mee no more Naomi pleasant but call mee Marah bitter I went out full but I return empty Full of Grace full of Joy because full of the Lord but behold all is gone my Husband is lost my God is departed from mee Call mee no more Naomi but call mee Marah for the Almighty hath dealt bitterly with me hath hid his face from me for these things I weep mine eyes mine eyes run down with tears because the Comforter that should relieve my soul is farre from mee such are the tears of Love for her absent Lord. Oh! how little Conscience is there made of bestowing that on the Lord which wee have bestowed on him wee give and take wee pretend to have given all to God but are wee not often taking away what wee have given and bestowing it elsewhere Love would have all we have running into God and would have nothing run besides but Oh! what waste is there made of our time of our parts and other Talents which were they well husbanded would come to much and bee given to the Lord when so many daies and hours run out and no account taken of them on what or on whom they are consumed when our eyes and our ears and hands and tongues which were made for God the Devil and Lust must so often have the using of them when back and belly and friends and companions must carry away what should bee spent on God and Souls when what should be allowed for Religion and Charity to have the spending of must bee at the disposure of Pride Prodigality and Gluttony when our Prayers our Fasting our Preaching and hearing all our Duties must become sacrifices to our Lust our Idols are suffered to devour the Sacrifices of the Lord when our pride and fleshly ends must have the offering and the eating of our Sacrifices this must make our Prayers and preach our Sermons and keep our Fasts and give our Almes and wear the credit and honour of them as its own Crown when God is thus robbed and wee let the thief run away with all and is never pursued or questioned Oh! where is our love Oh! how little pleasure do wee take in the Lord what a weariness is it to us to wait upon him how glad are wee when wee come back from the House of the Lord when wee come off our Knees come out of our Closets when the Sabbaths are gone and the new-Moons
are over and wee make our returns from Heaven to Earth How much work have wee to keep our hearts by the Lord how do they slink away e're wee are aware and whilst wee are in his Presence how seldome do wee rejoyce in his Presence What hungry meals what jejune feasts do wee make before the Lord Wee relish not his Daintys his Wine is but lees his Marrow and his fat things are but leanness to our Souls a little love would sweeten every drop would season every morsel that comes from his Table would make our very Fasts to bee pleasant bread Wee feed upon the dish or the trencher and not the meat on the bone and not the marrow Ordinances and the external Exercises of Religion are but the bone or the shell or the dish it is God that is the Kernel the Marrow and Fatness How little Communion have wee with the Lord in our approaches to him and how little sweetness do wee finde in the little wee have Communion is the pleasure of Love and Love is the sweetness of Communion Now I am where I would bee O! how amiable are thy Tabernacles very pleasant art thou to mee O Lord that is the voice of Love Had wee more love wee should bee more spiritual and spiritual things would bee more grateful to spiritual hearts Divine Love is like the fire it rarifies and changes hearts into its own likeness and then there 's sweetness O we are carnal and that 's enough to evidence that there 's little of the love of God abiding in us Consider these things and you will see that love is a rarity there 's but little true love in the world O prize the love of God let its want make it prized shall it bee so rare and yet so cheap prize it and press on after it What do these hearts below are they not still below so cold such clods of clay and yet above so carnal so sensual and yet in Heaven so hungry and so greedy in sucking the juice of this earth in taking in its pleasures so busy in digging out the Wealth of the earth and searching for its treasures hearts so busy this way and yet not here how canst thou say I am walking with the God of Glory when thou art still worshipping the Gods of the Earth how canst thou say this heart is risen it is not here when it may bee said to thee behold the place where it lyes it is still in the field in the ridges and furrows thereof it is still in the Mines in the heart of the earth see the place where it lyes we sow our hearts with our seed we send them down to dig in the heart of the Earth But what do these hearts below sursum corda get you up get you up leave nothing but the Mantle here your carkasses Earth to Earth Dust to Dust Come heave these souls Heaven-ward let them take the wing and be gone O that I had the wings of a Dove that I might fly up and be at rest Be lower than ever by humility but let love be on high Behold those cords of love that are let down in every Ordinance in every Providence there 's a cord let down to gather up hearts hearken to those calls of love come up hither come up hither we come Lord thou bid'st us come O lend us thy hand and lift us up Come on Christians come let 's be happy if wee love wee are happy Come let 's rejoyce if wee love wee joy come let 's live wee dye wee dye while wee linger on this earth if wee love wee live let 's live and let our life bee love let our works bee labours of love our sufferings seals of love our sorrows the sorrows of love our wounds loves scars our prayers the cryes of love our praises love songs to our Lord and God Let every duty every exercise let every member every power let our bodies let our souls bee loves Sacrifices as we see in all his so let the Lord see love in all our waies Canst thou not love look till thou canst look up to thy God send up thy thoughts thither let thy Meditations bee of him these will not bee long before the Throne e're they fetch up thy heart Look on thy Jesus behold his hands and his feet come and put thy finger into the print of the Nails and thrust thine heart into his side and there let it lie till thou feel it warm Look up to thy Jesus lift up a prayer Lord let mee love thee if thou lovest let mee love thee I will seek till I can see let mee see till I can love What have I here Lord my all is with thee my help my hope my treasure my life is hid with Christ in God And yet behold this all is nothing to mee while mine heart is no more with thee take it Lord take it up where my treasure is there let mine heart bee also Doubting Christian who because thou lovest so little fearest thou lovest not at all cry for more but bee thankful for what thou hast bee ashamed thou lovest no more but bee not dismayed thou complainest thou canst not love God but dost thou love his Image his Saints his Word his Works his Waies Whilst thou sayest thou lovest not God dost thou love Godliness if thou canst not love can'st grieve can'st lament after him hast thou chosen dost thou hang upon trust in the Lord If thou canst not love can'st fear and follow the Lord If he be not sensibly in thy affection is he in thy thoughts in thy mouth in thine eye Is hee thy aim and thy scope doth thy course bend towards him Comfort thine heart in these things thou mayest see though thou canst not feel thou lovest CHAP. XIV An heart to fear the Lord. AN heart to fear the Lord Jer. 32.40 I will put my fear in their hearts that they shall not depart from me I shall proceed to the opening of this by these steps I shall shew 1. That the Lord God is a dreadful God 2. That the Lord hath put the dread of himself upon the hearts of all the earth 3. That yet by sin the heart of man is much hardned from the fear of the Lord. 4. That God will recover his Honour and again put his fear into the hearts of his people 5. What this fear of the Lord is that he will put into them 1. The Lord God is a dreadfull God he is dreadfull in the Excellency and Glory of his Majesty Job 13.11 Shall not his Excellency make you afraid and his dread fall upon you His Power is dreadfull Fear ye not me saith the Lord Will ye not tremble at my presence Which have placed the sand for the bound of the Sea by a perpetuall decree that it cannot pass it and though the Waves thereof toss themselves yet they cannot prevail though they roar yet can they not pass over it Fear ye not me saith
Let the fear of the Lord be in thee habitually in thy heart but actuate and stir up this holy fear keep up an holy awe a deep sence of God alwaies upon thee let the fear of the Lord be before thine eyes be possessed and swallowed up of this fear all the day long where ever thou art with whomsoever thou hast to do remember thou hast still to do with God A Christian should stand alwaies pro tribunali every day should be as the last day the day of judgment to him So speak ye and so do as those that shall be judged Jam. 2.12 The Judge stands at the door yea and thou mayest see him through every window yea through every wall every wall is a window through which God may see and be seen A Christian when he is as he should be cannot wink God out of sight can look no where but he beholds that eye that strikes an awe upon his spirit This abiding reverence of God what an influence will it have upon the whole course we shall then serve God acceptably when we fear we shall please God That we may serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear We shall then serve God universally in every thing When we fear we shall watch unto every duty against every sin Gen. 42,18 This do and live for I fear God said Joseph to his brethren as if he should have said Do not you fear to find falshood or any evil dealing from me for I fear God I dare not be false to you you may trust me you may take my word for I fear God We shall then walk before the Lord steadily When we fear we shall fix and hold in an even frame and course Fear will be our Ballast whilest Love fills our Sails Fear will Ballast our Vessell How are slight and frothy spirits tossed up and down Whither do they wander How many hearts and faces and frames have they every day What contradictions are they to themselves The reverence of God upon them would fix them and hold them in a more even and equal poise We should then serve the Lord more Honourably When we fear we shall shew forth the vertues of God before the world so much of the reverence so much of the holiness of God upon us The presence of a Christian walking in the fear of the Lord is as the presence of God the reverence of God upon his heart casts a beam of Divine Majesty into his face and oftentimes begets an awe and reverence of him in the hearts of the worst of sinners they reverence even whilest they revile and persecute him Iohn Baptist who was a man of a just and holy and austere life 't is said of him Mark 6,20 That Herod feared him and observed him The austerity and holiness of his life commanded a respect from an Herods heart Such Christians their waies are a conviction and their very countenances are a rebuke to the wanton world they speak with authority they exhort with authority they reprove with authority and sin often hides it self from them even as from the face of God 2 Especially in our drawing nigh to God Psal 89.7 God is greatly to be feared in the Assembly of the Saints and to be had in reverence of all them that are about him I will be sanctified in them that draw nigh me He that fears God trembles at the word of God And God loves he should Isa 26.2 To this man will I look that trembles at my word That which makes him tremble is that he sees the Word carrying upon it The Holiness The Authority of God He reads the word as the Epistle of God sent down to the world his Epistle Commendatory that sets forth the Excellency and the Glory of God and his Letters Mandatory that charge subjection and obedience upon him he takes every word as comming from the mouth of the holy One of Israel he lies prostrate before the Lord his soul bowes the knee his heart falls down at the feet of the Almighty The word by how much the more it 's considered as the word of God by so much the more awe it works upon him Every look he casts upon his Bible is a looking into Heaven He that fears God fears when he comes to worship reverences his Sanctuary In thy fear will I worship Psal 5.7 That which works this fear is that he looks upon the Duties and Ordinances of worship as The Institutions of God His Application unto God This is that which the Lord hath sanctified behold his Image and Superscription here he hath appointed me to wait for him here he hath appointed to meet my soul now I am going up to the Mount of God the Mount of God is every where where the worship of God is My soul where art thou I am before the Lord of the whole Earth Put off thy shoes from off thy feet the place where thou standest is holy ground I am before the High and holy One the God of all the Earth and upon transactions of Eternal consequence to do my homage to the everlasting King to kneel before the Lord my maker to kiss the golden Scepter to begg my life at his hands to behold his goings in his Sanctuary his wisdom and his mercy and his goodness are all passing before me How dreadfull is this place This is none other but the House of God and the gate of Heaven Gen. 28.17 How dreadfull is this word This is none other but the word of God How dreadfull is this Ordinance This is no other but the door of glory Tremble thou heart at the presence of the Lord at the presence of the God of Jacob. 2. Abhorrence of evill for the Lords sake Here we shall consider its Object Ground 1. The Object of this abhorrence in general is evill Rom. 12.9 Abhorre that which is evil cleave to that which is good Good is the Object of Love evill of Fear Evill is twofold Present or to come The former is the Object of Grief the latter of Fear Particularly the Object of this abhorrence is The wrong of God The loss of God 1. The wrong of God The great and onely wrong of God is sin Sin is the turning away of the heart from God The great thing in all the world which God respects and requires as his own is Hearts My son give me thiâ—e heart Keep thine heart with all diligence Prov. 4.23 Keep thine heart that is Keep it for me keep it clean for God and keep it safe for God see that it be not defiled nor carried away When the heart 's gone all 's gone with it If the VVorld hath gotten hearts if Satan hath gotten hearts let them take all saith God let me have either an heart or nothing and all they are like to have that have the heart The heart where-ever it goes carries all with it VVhere we bestow our hearts we bestow all that we have Sin is the turning away
the latter dayes But how can goodness be the Object of fear We fear evill and not good The meaning is they shall fear to wrong or abuse goodness They shall fear to wrong the Lord because he is good in the latter dayes These latter dayes that this Promise refers to shall be dayes of more grace wherein there shall be not onely a more clear revelation of the goodness of God they shall know the Lord and his goodness But a more plentifull communication and diffusion of the goodness of God they shall love the Lord and his goodness They shall see themselves both more obliged by goodness and shall feel themselves more seasoned with goodness By grace they shall be better natured Religion doth not make morose but more generous free and ingenuous There 's nothing more abhorrent to an ingenuous spirit then to be base and unworthy Abuse of goodness is an unworthiness which an ingenuous nature abhors as death to be guilty of 't is its destruction 't is disingenuity The abuse of the goodness of God is great unthankfulness and unthankfulness is great disingenuity Ingratum si dixeris omnia dixeris Call me unthankfull and you call me all that 's naught Call me any thing else but unthankfull Indeed were I all thanks I should still be unthankfull I should still be behind-hand with the goodness of the Lord my debt is greater then I can pay yea greater then I can acknowledge but shall I return evil for his good If I cannot pay should I deny my Debt He that is unthankfull whatever God requires of him saies wickedly this is more then I owe thee God I owe thee nothing I care not for thee Oh this is dreadfull to a gratious heart If this be in sin for all sin is unthankfulness if this be in sin if this be the signification of all my neglects of God and my duty to him then the Lord forbid what ever I suffer that I should yeeld to sin How shall I do this wickedness How shall I neglect this duty and sin against God How should I look my God or my own soul in the face should I be so unworthy For thy sake Lord let me not sin against thee thou art good thou art kind thou art gracious thou art holy O let me not be a Devil what heart where a Devill is not but such goodness will charm it into love Shall I sin Shall I rebell For thy sake Lord I will not do it I will not for mine own sake for where then shall I appear In sinning against God I sin against mine own soul I dare not for my life sin and Death sin and Hell are link'd together but were it not so might I sin and escape sin and not die yet for thy sake Lord I will not do it Thou art good good in thy self good to me thou att my God thou art my Father love care tenderness compassion kindness is all that is in thine heart towards me what I am what I have what I hope for that I breathe that I live all is thy goodness thy bounty to me Oh let me not rise up against the Womb that bare me and the Paps that give me suck I would not to my childe to my servant to my friend but Oh let me never to my Father to my God return evill for good and hatred for his good will Let not this evill which I fear ever come upon me put thy fear into mine heart O Lord that I may not sin against thee CHAP. XV. Obedience in the Covenant 7. OBedience Ezek. 36.27 I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in my statutes and ye shall keep my judgments and do them Obedience is either of the Heart or of the Life In this Scripture God undertakes for both 1. For the obedience of the Heart he undertakes in the former words I will put my Spirit in your heart where the Spirit dwells be rules Where Satan dwells he rules and where the Spirit of the Lord dwells there God rules the Spirit in the heart is the Law in the heart Those two Promises I will put my Spirit in your hearts and I will write my Law in your hearts signifie the same thing The Law in the heart is the will of man melted into the will of God The Law of God may be in the mouth and the heart a Rebel its reception into the heart notes the hearts subjection to it The Obedience of the heart includes two things 1. The opening of the heart to the Word 2. The resolution of the heart for the Work of the Lord. 1. The opening of the heart to the Word What wilt thou have me to do Lord That 's the voice of an obedient heart Veniat verbum submittemus Speak Lord command Lord what wilt thou And when he speaks whatever it be the word is embraced and accepted of the heart Dan. 4.27 Let my counsel be acceptable to thee The acceptance of the word in the heart is signified by its hearkening to it To hearken is more then to hear though they sometimes note the same thing yet ordinarily hearing is of the ear hearkening of the heart Psal 81.11 Israel would not hearken my people would none of me They heard what the Lord spake but they would not hearken that is as t is there interpreted they would none of the Lord. They rejected the word of the Lord which he spake unto them When the word is let come in with Authority suffered to rule in the soul when the heart gives up it self unto it then it is accepted there 's its hearkening to it 2 The resolution of the heart for the work of the Lord Psal 110.106 I have sworn and I will perform it that I will keep thy righteous judgments I have vowed and I will perform I have covenanted and I am determined to keep thy statutes The word which thou hast spoken to us in the name of the Lord we will not do that 's the rebellious Whatsoever the Lord shall speak we will do that 's the obedient heart Where the heart is thus resolved to obey this is that obedience which shall be accepted unto salvation Where this resolution is as there is opportunity there will be practice and where there 's not opportunity in Gods account this is it This is Praying this is Hearing this is giving and feeding and cloathing and visiting this is walking circumspectly working righteousness shewing mercy exercising Faith and Patience and Repentance this is our keeping the Commandments of God and walking in his Statutes an heart to obey is our obeying an heart to do is our doing an heart to suffer in Gods account is our suffering for his Name But here it must be carefully noted that though sincere resolution for Obedience be Obedience yet every resolution is not that resolution Resolution for Obedience is then sincere where 1. It flowes from an inward and rooted inclination 2. It 's bottomed on a
firm belief of Scripture Revelation 3. It 's built on the highest and weightiest Reasons 4. It 's the result of the most mature and deep deliberation 1. A sincere resolution flowes from an inward rooted inclination Psal 119.112 I have inclined mine heart to perform thy statutes Our new purpose is from our new nature It is not produced by some sudden fright or sence of danger or meerly by a present force of Argument but by a Divine power working the heart to a suitableness to the will and waies of God and an habituall propension and inclination thereto Resolution for holiness without an holy inclination is a Blade without a Root as fresh and as green as it looks 't will wither and come to nothing no Ropt no Fruit nor lasting The heart is the root of action and grace is the life of the root When our Resolutions are the Blade sprouting forth of this living Root then they will abide and bring forth the Ear and an Harvest 2. A sincere resolution is bottomed on a firm Assent to the truth of Scripture Revelation A Christian resolves for godliness because he believes God that he is as he hath said the Rewarder of them that diligently seek him He is built on the Scriptures as his hopes so his purposes have the foundation of the Prophets and Apostles on which they stand Whatever Resolution hath not this Foundation is but as an house upon the Sands 3. A sincere Resolution is founded on the highest Reason Where we resolve without Reason we will quickly find a Reason to change Where we resolve we know not why we shall change we know not how soon To resolve we know not why and to resolve on we know not what will be alike unstable Though there be Reason for Religion yet Religion may be taken up without Reason Whatever Reason there be for it yet if it be not understood or considered 't is all one as if there were no Reason at all And if there seem some Reason for it yet if it be not the highest Reason when a stronger then it comes we quickly change our purpose The Reasons we have for our serving and following God are the highest of all Reasons and that whether we respect it as our duty or our happiness For 1. There 's none can lay such claim to us as God Whos 's am I Who hath made me Who hath bought me 1 Cor. 6.20 Glorifie God in your bodies and in your spirits which are his Psal 100.2,3 Serve the Lord with gladness For the Lord he is God it is he that hath made us not we our selves we are his people and the sheep of his Pasture What reason have you to serve men or to serve sin or the world Men think they have reason for it but what reason Are any of these Gods Are men your Gods Is sin or the world God Do you owe your selves to them It is he that hath made us and his we are As the Apostle concerning obedience to Parents much more may it be said here Children obey your God for this is right This is his due and your duty if any one can lay as good a claim to you let him carry you away for servants 2. There 's none can be better to us then God None can require and none can reward our obedience as he Where can you be better then with God Hee l require no more then that you serve him till you can find a better Master He that saith 't is best to serve sin and the world is a fool and hath said in his heart there is no God If God be God he is the chief yea the onely good If any thing in the world upon what account soever be thought better then the Lord that 's set up for a God in his room 3. Whomsoever we serve 't is God must pay us our Wages at last God is Judge he is the Rewarder both of the evill and the good both of those that serve him and those that serve him not If you receive the Lord he will be your reward if you serve him not he will reward you but what reward have you Those mine Enemies which will not have me to reign over them bring them and slay them before me There 's their reward Sin hath its rewards but what are they but vanity and vexation Or if they were better how long will they last But when sin hath paid the most it can Oh what a reward is there behinde that God hath to pay you This shall ye have of mine hand ye shall lye down in sorrow 4. The Wages which God will give shall certainly be blessed or dreadfull according to our Obedience or Disobedience The reward that God hath to give is an eternal reward Eternal salvation to them that obey him everlasting destruction to him that serveth him not I have a soul this carkass is the least part of me there 's another world a world to come a few years is the most I have to spend in this I must abide eternally eternally in the other world How inconsiderable is it what I have here whether little or more better or worse in a short time that will come all to one But oh my eternity what 's that like to be Why t is God that must determine it and he will certainly reward every man according to his works Rom. 2.6,7,8,9,10 Who will render to every man according to his deeds To them which by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory honour and immortality eternal life But to them that are contentious and obey not the truth tribulation and anguish c. There 's glory and shame mercy and wrath life and death set before me there 's no third state one of the two must be my lot and this is it that doth determine which If I obey I live if I disobey I die for ever Now when my resolution is founded on such Reasons as these then which none can be imagined higher and more weighty till eternity become of less regard then time and an immortall soul be set below a perishing body and when the question being put Shall I follow God or not God or the world God or my lust Speak soul give in thy Answer when this is the Answer it gives Why there 's none can lay such claim to me as God there 's none can be as good to me as God whomsoever I serve its God must be my Rewarder my everlasting blessedness or eternal ruine depends on him and must be infallibly determined according to my obedience or disobedience This is the plain case Obey and Live Obey or die for ever And therefore what can I say less or more but that I am the Lords and will be his Servant Let others chuse whom they will serve as for me O my soul serve thou the Lord. This resolution thus founded is like to stand 4. A sincere Resolution is the fruit of mature deliberation Deliberation gives Reason
of thy spirits that thou daily layest out upon it What means so much hunting after and heaping it up for thy self What hast thou been hunting all this while after shadowes Heaping up vanities No no thou mistakest thy self these shadowes are thy substance these vanities are the God whom thou adorest If thou didst not prize thou wouldst not venture so deeply for them And so on the other side when so little is done for God When any thing must suffice to be spent on souls or eternity what cheap things do we count them I love God above all with all my heart with all my soul he is all my hope and all my desire what a miserable creature were I if it were not for my hope in God What would all the world be to me should I lose my soul But dost thou speak in earnest Dost thou think what thou speakest What and so very a Drone in seeking of God What and so indifferent so cold and so spiritless in thy enquiries after him in thy motions towards him So sparing of thy labour so negligent of duty so seldom at it so soon weary so many delayes so many excuses How many times hath God called thee after him and all thine answer hath been an excuse An excuse instead of an Ordinance an excuse instead of a Prayer an excuse instead of Action an excuse instead of an Alms an excuse instead of an Admonition or a Reproof if he will be served with excuses he shall have service enough but little besides I am weary or t is too late or t is cold and and so a short and hasty Prayer must serve or none at all I have much business upon me a Family a Farm and the cares and trouble of it that I cannot have so much time nor freedom to attend upon God as others have and so a Sermon lost a Sacrament lost I live amongst ill neighbours if I should be so forward and so active for God so zealous and so spiritual in my Discourse in my way I should be but a scoff and a reproach and it may be a prey to evill men I want ability to speak to the edification of others I have not the boldness as others have to reprove or admonish I pray thee have me excused Wise men indeed an Excuse instead of a Duty 'T is all one as if when the Lord calls to thee Come to me and be saved thy Answer should be I pray thee excuse me I must to the Devil and be damned But is this thy love Is this thy zeal Is this thy valuing of God above all Tremble Sluggard whatever excuses thou findest out ro substitute in the room of duty this is that thou canst never excuse nor acquit thy self of a slighting of God Thy very excuses will accuse thee for a sloathful servant and this for a slighter of God Whilest the Apostle sayes I reckon that the sufferings of this life are not worthy to be compared with the glory that shall be revealed But I reckon saist thou that all that glory to come is not worthy to be compared with the present labour But now Activity and Industry puts a great price upon God this is written upon all our labours He is worthy for whom I do all this some of the most humble watchful laborious Christians do sometimes complain Oh I fear I love not God his Favour his Honour is little set by me but whence then is thy care to please God Whence are all thy labours of love Do'st watch and pray and work and run Can'st spend and be spent for God and yet not love him Do'st live to God can'st dye for God and yet not prize him What greater proof can'st give of love then such labour 2. Activity is necessary It is a vain thing to think of making any thing of Religion without it the work of it is too great to be done by lying still the comforts of it lye too deep to be gotten out by a wish There 's many a poor man in this world that would be the richest man in the Countrey if riches may be gotten by a wish he may assoon with himself into wealth as thou into grace and comfort This one thing mens not being able to bear the labour of Religion is a Rock at which many a soul hath split and suffered an eternal wrack He that hath some love to holiness and yet not so much as to carry him through the work of holiness is short of sincerity and short of sincerity short of salvation He that sticks not at labour will not stick at suffering He that sluggs at doing will shrink back from suffering Say not There 's a Lion in the streets overcome the Lion and you will not fear the Bear Get over Difficulties and there 's but one still more Distress betwixt thee and glory Pass the first and thou wilt be the more bold to venture the latter Holy Activity will be a witness of thy sincerity carry this witness in thine heart and then which way ever the world does go and what storms soever may fall thou wilt have this to uphold thee Integrity and uprightness shall preserve me and eternity reward me Where Sincerity is the root and holy Activity the blossom an eternal weight of glory shall be the fruit Lye idle and all will be lost Take heed of Soul take thine easie lest the next word thou hear be This night shall thy soul be required of thee Well this is a second thing included in Obedience Activity and this also must be considered ere thou resolvest I will Obey but can I Labour 3. Integrity The Obedience which God expects must be entire Obedience not onely the Obedience of the whole man but to the whole will of God Psal 119.8 Then shall I not be ashamed when I have respect to all thy Commandements 1 Pet. 1.14,15 As obedient children be ye holy in alâ— manner conversation Matth. 28.20 Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you But of this having spoken more largely elswhere it shall suffice to give some short hints 1. Of one comprehensive duty wherein all the rest are included and on which they depend and that is The holding up and maintaining Gods Authority in the soul As God hath set up his Authority over the soul his word which is to have the government of it so hath he set up an Authority in the soul the Understanding and the Conscience These Powers as they are under Authority under the Authority of the word so they are set in Authority over the subordinate and inferiour faculties the Will and the Passions or Affections But sin now hath made a mutiny and Insurrection the Will rises against Reason and will not be guided the Passions rebell against Conscience and will not be governed nay they do not onely resist but take upon them to command and impose upon Conscience What the Will would have Conscience must say t is Reason it should have must
conscience into thy Closet let it watch thee how thou behavest thy self there carry conscience into thy shop let it eye thee what thou dost there carry conscience into the fields into the market amongst thy friends amongst thine enemies let it observe how thou behavest thy self amongst them carry conscience with thee to thy recreation to thy bed to thy table whither ever thou goest there 's like to be but sad work if conscience be not with thee Commit the keeping of thy Covenant to conscience let it be the Ark in which the Tables of the Testimony are kept and preserved let it be the Executor of thy Testament Conscience is bound by thy Covenant the Covenant layes hold on it let it lay hold on thee Is thy conscience bound seek not to be loosed is thy conscience bound give it leave to bind thine whole man let it bind thy thoughts and bind thy will and bind thy affections and hind thy tongue and thy whole practice thou never livest as a man in Covenant longer then thou livest as a man of Conscience VVhat becomes of the Covenant when a breach is made upon Conscience Oh what is there in the world when conscience is not what faith or truth or peace is there left alive what are Vowes and Covenants and Promises what are our duties to the Lord our dealings with men when there is no conscience towards God Keep thy conscience and thou keepest thy soul keep thy Conscience and thou keepest thy Covenant keep thy Covenant and thou keepest thy Peace let that go and all 's lost Let conscience govern what God hath put under its power and let it resist all adverse Power Let it resist temptations When ever Satan and thy flesh fall upon thee and tempt thee Pity thy self spare thy self take thy liberty take thine ease take thy pleasure provide for thy safety what need is there of so much adoe Why canst not take the same liberty and allow thy self the same latitude as others do they have souls as well as thou and they have dangers as well as thou and they have hopes as well as thou and they have reasons and understandings to know what they do as well as thou and why canst thou not he content to do as they Why let this be thy answer But what conscience is there for it With what conscience can I be idle when I have said I will be doing With what conscience can I take mine ease when I have said I will take pains With what conscience can I serve my flesh when I have said I will crucifie it With what conscience can I love this world when I have said I will renounce it With what conscience can I walk at liberty when I have said I will walk circumspectly If all this were more then needs far be it from me to have such a thought till the serving my God and the saving my soul be more then needs But if it were more then needs yet is it any more then I am bound to Are there any such liberties put into my Indentures Was there any exception made of this duty or that duty was there any limitation made to this measure or that measure hitherto I will go and no further this little I will do and no more Was there any such proviso put in I will serve the Lord Provided I may with ease or with safety Have I not solemnly engaged to the Lord to obey him in all things to follow him fully to love him and serve him with all my heart with all my soul with all my strength and this to the death And Oh shal I lye unto God Is it more then needs to be righteous and to keep my faith Come O my soul come on thou hast opened thy mouth to the Lord and thou must not go back Be true be honest be honest though thou must swear for it be honest though thou suffer for it Remember what thy mouth hath spoken and see that thou fulfil it with thine hand Keep conscience pure It s the book in which all thy Records are written let no blot be upon thy Book Beware of sinning against conscience Every sin against conscience is a blot upon conscience and blots upon conscience are blots upon thy Covenant-evidence thou wilt not be able to read whether there be any thing written there for thee or not Ah foolish soul what art thou doing Dashing out all thy hopes with thine own hand Beware thou content not thy self with blotted evidences Christians forget not this counsel keep your Evidences clear He who hath his whole estate in bonds or writings how charily will he keep them If these be torn or lost or so blured that they cannot be read hee 's undone What ever else be lost if his money be gone if his goods be lost if his house be burnt yet if his writings be safe hee 's well enough Oh take heed and keep your writings safe and fair keep your Title to your God clear and you can never be poor or miserable Whatever earth or hell can do against you till they can tear the Covennnt of your God or make you blot out your own names they have left you abundantly enough even when they have left you nothing O how highly are we concern'd to be tender of conscience and yet how little care is there taken of it What 's become of the authority of conscience when thy thoughts and thy passions when thines eyes and thine ears and thine appetite and thy tongue are left unbridled and unconquered when every Servant is set up to be Master and bears rule in thee where is thy Conscience what 's become of its authority When thy s ul hath been no better kept what poverty and leanness is there grown upon it what a starveling is it become both in grace and peace eaten out with lust evaporated into vanity sunk into sensuality thy spirit even transubstantiated into flesh ready to perish and die away for want of good looking to When thy Soul hath been no better kept where is thy Conscience when thy covenant hath been no better kept when thy duties thou hast vowed to perform are so hastily and heedlesly shuffled over if not totally thrust aside when thy hours of prayer are such short hours thy Sabbaths such Winter dayes so short and so cold too when thy God is so shamefully neglected can never hear of thee but when thou hast nothing else to do no nor it may be then neither when thy spare hours are hardly spared for God when this earth thy corn and thy cattel and thy pleasures and thy friends which thou hast vowed to renounce are let in again upon thine heart and have stollen it away from Heaven where is thy Conscience When thou sleepest so and hast let the enemy come in and sowe his tares in thy field when thou art such a busie-body in other mens matters and thine own vineyard thou hast not kept but hast let it