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in_o that_o dispositive_a depravation_n which_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o sin_n we_o find_v that_o the_o soul_n as_o sensitive_a be_v so_o imprison_a or_o shut_v up_o in_o flesh_n that_o sometime_o it_o be_v more_o than_o one_o door_n that_o must_v be_v open_v before_o the_o object_n and_o the_o faculty_n can_v meet_v in_o the_o eye_n indeed_o the_o soul_n seem_v to_o have_v a_o window_n to_o look_v out_o at_o and_o to_o be_v almost_o itself_o visible_a to_o other_o and_o yet_o there_o be_v many_o interpose_v tunicle_n and_o a_o suffusion_n or_o wink_v can_v make_v the_o clear_a sight_n to_o be_v as_o useless_a for_o the_o time_n as_o if_o it_o be_v none_o and_o if_o sense_n be_v thus_o shut_v up_o from_o its_o object_n no_o wonder_n if_o reason_n also_o be_v under_o difficulty_n from_o coporeal_a impediment_n and_o if_o the_o soul_n that_o be_v yoke_v with_o such_o a_o body_n can_v go_v no_o fast_o than_o its_o heavy_a pace_n 8._o yet_o further_o to_o depart_v from_o such_o a_o body_n be_v but_o to_o be_v separate_v from_o a_o accidental_a enemy_n and_o one_o of_o our_o great_a and_o most_o hurtful_a enemy_n though_o still_o we_o say_v that_o it_o be_v not_o by_o any_o default_n in_o the_o work_n of_o our_o creator_n but_o by_o the_o effect_n of_o sin_n that_o it_o be_v such_o what_o can_v satan_n or_o any_o other_o enemy_n of_o our_o soul_n have_v do_v against_o we_o without_o our_o flesh_n what_o be_v it_o but_o the_o interest_n of_o this_o body_n that_o stand_v in_o competition_n against_o the_o interest_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o god_n what_o else_o do_v the_o profane_a sell_v their_o heavenly_a inheritance_n for_o as_o esau_n his_o birthright_n no_o man_n love_v evil_a as_o evil_a but_o as_o some_o way_n a_o real_a or_o seem_a good_a and_o what_o good_a be_v it_o but_o that_o which_o seem_v good_a for_o the_o body_n what_o else_o be_v the_o bait_n of_o ambition_n covetousness_n and_o sensuality_n but_o the_o interest_n and_o pleasure_n of_o this_o flesh_n what_o 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doctrine_n and_o example_n and_o for_o which_o i_o have_v be_v call_v to_o hear_v and_o read_v and_o meditate_v and_o pray_v and_o watch_v so_o long_o be_v it_o the_o interest_n of_o the_o flesh_n on_o earth_n or_o a_o long_a life_n of_o worldly_a prosperity_n which_o the_o gospel_n covenant_n secure_v to_o i_o which_o the_o sacrament_n and_o spirit_n seal_v to_o i_o which_o the_o bible_n be_v write_v to_o direct_v i_o to_o which_o minister_n preach_v to_o i_o which_o my_o book_n be_v write_v for_o which_o i_o pray_v for_o and_o for_o which_o i_o serve_v god_n or_o be_v it_o not_o for_o his_o grace_n on_o earth_n and_o glory_n in_o heaven_n and_o be_v it_o not_o better_o for_o i_o to_o have_v the_o end_n of_o all_o these_o mean_n than_o lose_v they_o all_o and_o lose_v my_o hope_n why_o have_v i_o use_v they_o if_o i_o will_v not_o attain_v their_o end_n §_o 13._o 5._o that_o be_v my_o best_a state_n which_o all_o the_o course_n of_o god_n fatherly_a providence_n tend_v to_o all_o his_o sweet_a mercy_n and_o all_o his_o sharp_a correction_n be_v to_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n and_o to_o lead_v i_o to_o glory_n in_o the_o way_n that_o my_o saviour_n and_o all_o his_o saint_n have_v go_v before_o i_o all_o thing_n work_v together_o for_o the_o best_a to_o i_o by_o prepare_v i_o for_o that_o which_o be_v best_a indeed_o both_o calm_v and_o storm_n be_v to_o bring_v i_o to_o this_o harbour_n if_o i_o take_v they_o but_o for_o themselves_o and_o this_o present_a life_n i_o mistake_v they_o and_o understand_v they_o not_o but_o unthankful_o vilify_v they_o and_o lose_v their_o end_n and_o life_n and_o sweetness_n every_o word_n and_o work_n of_o god_n every_o day_n mercy_n and_o change_n and_o usage_n do_v look_v at_o heaven_n and_o intend_v eternity_n god_n lead_v i_o no_o other_o way_n if_o i_o follow_v he_o not_o i_o forsake_v my_o hope_n in_o forsake_v he_o if_o i_o follow_v he_o shall_v i_o be_v unwilling_a to_o be_v at_o home_n and_o come_v to_o the_o end_n of_o all_o this_o way_n §_o 14._o 6._o sure_o that_o be_v best_a for_o i_o which_o god_n have_v require_v i_o principal_o to_o value_n love_n and_o seek_v and_o that_o as_o the_o business_n of_o all_o my_o life_n refer_v all_o thing_n else_o thereto_o that_o this_o be_v my_o duty_n i_o be_o full_o certain_a as_o be_v prove_v elsewhere_o and_o before_o be_v my_o business_n in_o the_o world_n only_o for_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n how_o vain_a a_o creature_n than_o be_v man_n and_o how_o little_a be_v the_o difference_n between_o wake_v and_o sleep_v life_n and_o death_n no_o wonder_n if_o he_o that_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o life_n but_o this_o to_o seek_v or_o hope_v for_o do_v live_v in_o uncomfortable_a despair_n and_o only_o seek_v to_o palliate_v his_o misery_n with_o the_o brutish_a pleasure_n of_o a_o wicked_a life_n and_o if_o he_o stick_v at_o no_o villainy_n which_o hisfleshly_a lust_n incline_v he_o to_o especial_o tyrant_n and_o multitude_n who_o have_v none_o but_o god_n to_o fear_v and_o it_o be_v my_o certain_a duty_n to_o seek_v heaven_n with_o all_o the_o fervour_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o diligence_n of_o my_o life_n and_o be_v it_o not_o best_o to_o find_v it_o §_o 15._o 7._o that_o must_v needs_o be_v best_o for_o i_o which_o all_o other_o thing_n must_v be_v forsake_v for_o it_o be_v folly_n to_o forsake_v the_o better_a for_o the_o worse_o but_o scripture_n reason_n and_o conscience_n tell_v i_o that_o all_o this_o world_n when_o it_o stand_v in_o competition_n or_o opposition_n shall_v be_v forsake_v for_o heaven_n yea_o for_o the_o least_o hope_n of_o it_o a_o possible_a everlasting_a glory_n shall_v be_v prefer_v before_o a_o certain_o perish_v vanity_n i_o be_o sure_a this_o life_n will_v short_o be_v nothing_o to_o i_o and_o therefore_o it_o be_v next_o to_o nothing_o now_o and_o must_v i_o forsake_v all_o for_o my_o everlasting_a hope_n and_o yet_o be_v unwilling_a to_o pass_v unto_o the_o possession_n of_o they_o §_o 16._o 8._o that_o be_v like_a to_o be_v our_o best_a which_o be_v our_o maturest_n state_n nature_n carry_v all_o thing_n towards_o their_o perfection_n our_o apple_n pear_n grape_n and_o every_o fruit_n be_v best_a when_o it_o be_v ripe_a and_o though_o they_o then_o hasten_v to_o corruption_n that_o be_v through_o the_o incapacity_n of_o the_o corporeal_a material_n any_o long_a to_o retain_v the_o vegetative_a spirit_n which_o be_v not_o annihilate_v at_o its_o separation_n and_o be_v not_o make_v for_o its_o own_o felicity_n but_o for_o man_n its_o ripeness_n be_v the_o state_n in_o which_o man_n use_v it_o before_o it_o do_v corrupt_v of_o itself_o that_o its_o corruption_n may_v be_v for_o his_o nutriment_n and_o the_o spirit_n and_o best_a matter_n of_o his_o say_a food_n do_v become_v his_o very_a substance_n and_o do_v god_n cause_n saint_n to_o grow_v up_o unto_o ripeness_n only_o to_o perish_v and_o drop_v down_o unto_o useless_a rottenness_n it_o be_v not_o credible_a though_o our_o body_n become_v but_o like_o our_o filthy_a excrement_n our_o soul_n return_v to_o god_n that_o give_v they_o and_o though_o he_o need_v they_o not_o he_o use_v they_o in_o their_o separate_a state_n and_o that_o to_o such_o heavenly_a use_n as_o their_o heavenly_a maturity_n and_o mellowness_n have_v dispose_v they_o to_o see_v then_o love_n have_v ripen_v i_o for_o itself_o shall_v i_o not_o willing_o drop_v into_o its_o hand_n §_o 17._o 9_o that_o be_v like_a to_o be_v the_o best_a which_o the_o wise_a and_o holy_a in_o all_o age_n of_o the_o world_n have_v prefer_v before_o all_o and_o have_v most_o desire_a and_o which_o also_o almost_o all_o mankind_n do_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v best_a at_o last_o it_o be_v not_o like_a that_o all_o the_o best_a man_n in_o the_o world_n shall_v be_v most_o deceive_v and_o be_v put_v upon_o fruitless_a labour_n and_o suffering_n by_o this_o deceit_n and_o be_v undo_v by_o their_o duty_n and_o that_o god_n shall_v by_o 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misery_n the_o perfection_n of_o it_o will_v be_v there_o our_o perfect_a holiness_n and_o joy_n xxiv_o here_o though_o the_o will_n itself_o be_v imperfect_a we_o can_v be_v and_o do_v what_o we_o will_v there_o will_n and_o deed_n and_o attainment_n will_v all_o be_v full_o perfect_a xxv_o here_o by_o ignorance_n and_o self-love_n i_o have_v desire_n which_o god_n deny_v there_o perfect_a desire_n shall_v be_v perfect_o fulfil_v xxvi_o here_o pinch_a want_n of_o something_o or_o other_o and_o troublesome_a care_n be_v daily_a burden_n nothing_o be_v there_o want_v and_o god_n have_v end_v all_o their_o care_n xxvii_o sense_n here_o rebell_v against_o faith_n and_o reason_n and_o oft_o overcome_v sense_n there_o shall_v be_v only_o holy_a and_o no_o discord_n be_v in_o our_o faculty_n or_o act_n xxviii_o pleasure_n and_o content_n here_o be_v short_a narrow_a and_o twist_v with_o their_o contrary_n there_o they_o be_v objective_o pure_a and_o boundless_a and_o subjective_o total_a 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and_o absolute_a delight_n li._n enemy_n reproach_n and_o persecution_n here_o annoy_n and_o tempt_v we_o all_o storm_n be_v there_o past_a and_o the_o conqueror_n crown_v in_o joyful_a rest_n lii_o the_o glory_n of_o divine_a love_n and_o holiness_n be_v cloud_v here_o by_o the_o abound_a of_o sin_n and_o the_o greatness_n of_o satan_n kingdom_n upon_o earth_n but_o the_o vast_a glorious_a heavenly_a kingdom_n to_o which_o this_o earth_n be_v but_o a_o point_n and_o prison_n will_v banish_v all_o such_o err_a thought_n and_o glorify_v god_n love_n and_o goodness_n for_o ever_o liii_o this_o be_v the_o world_n which_o as_o corrupt_v be_v call_v a_o enemy_n to_o god_n and_o we_o and_o which_o as_o such_o we_o renounce_v in_o baptism_n and_o must_v be_v save_v from_o that_o be_v the_o world_n which_o we_o seek_v pray_v and_o wait_v for_o all_o our_o life_n and_o for_o which_o all_o the_o tempt_a vanity_n of_o this_o must_v be_v forsake_v liv._o this_o body_n a_o world_n be_v like_o our_o 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such_o o_o my_o soul_n be_v the_o bless_a change_n which_o god_n will_v make_v the_o reason_n and_o help_n of_o my_o belief_n and_o hope_n of_o this_o perfection_n 1._o natural_a reason_n assure_v i_o that_o god_n make_v all_o creature_n fit_v to_o their_o intend_a use_n even_o bruit_n be_v more_o fit_a for_o their_o several_a office_n than_o man_n be_v he_o give_v no_o creature_n its_o faculty_n in_o vain_a whatever_o a_o wise_a man_n make_v he_o fit_v it_o to_o the_o use_n which_o he_o make_v it_o for_o but_o man_n faculty_n be_v enable_v to_o think_v of_o a_o god_n of_o our_o relation_n and_o our_o duty_n to_o he_o of_o our_o hope_n from_o he_o and_o our_o fear_n of_o he_o of_o the_o state_n of_o our_o soul_n relate_v to_o his_o judgement_n of_o what_o will_v befall_v we_o after_o death_n reward_n or_o punishment_n and_o how_o to_o prepare_v for_o it_o
that_o i_o understand_v and_o by_o willing_a that_o i_o will_v etc._n etc._n 2._o i_o be_o sure_a by_o these_o act_n that_o i_o have_v the_o power_n or_o faculty_n to_o do_v they_o for_o none_o do_v that_o which_o it_o can_v do_v 3._o and_o i_o know_v that_o it_o be_v a_o substance_n that_o have_v these_o power_n for_o nothing_o can_v do_v nothing_o my_o soul_n then_o be_v certain_o a_o intellective_a volitive_a vital_a substance_n 1._o i_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o think_v that_o god_n who_o annihilate_v not_o the_o least_o sand_n will_v annihilate_v so_o noble_a a_o substance_n 2._o nor_o that_o he_o will_v destroy_v those_o power_n which_o be_v its_o essential_a form_n and_o turn_v it_o into_o some_o other_o thing_n 3._o nor_o that_o such_o essential_a power_n shall_v lie_v as_o dead_a unactive_a and_o so_o be_v continue_v in_o vain_a 4._o there_o remain_v therefore_o nothing_o uncertain_a to_o natural_a reason_n but_o the_o continuance_n of_o individuation_n to_o separate_v soul_n 1._o apparition_n and_o wirche_n case_n have_v put_v that_o out_o of_o doubt_n notwithstanding_o many_o fable_n and_o delusion_n 2._o christ_n have_v put_v it_o more_o out_o of_o doubt_n 3._o while_o substance_n faculty_n and_o act_n continue_v it_o be_v the_o error_n of_o one_o selfish_a state_n in_o flesh_n which_o make_v any_o fear_n too_o near_o a_o union_n which_o shall_v end_v our_o individuation_n the_o great_a union_n will_v be_v the_o great_a perfection_n and_o no_o loss_n to_o soul_n xvii_o god_n wonderful_a providence_n for_o the_o church_n and_o single_a saint_n on_o earth_n be_v such_o as_o tell_v we_o of_o that_o love_n and_o care_n which_o will_v bring_v they_o afterward_o to_o he_o xviii_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n take_v off_o the_o terror_n of_o my_o departure_n much_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v die_v at_o the_o will_n and_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o infinite_a essential_a love_n and_o goodness_n who_o love_n shall_v draw_v up_o my_o longing_n soul_n xix_o i_o be_o 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spirit_n xxiii_o i_o go_v no_o solitary_a untrodden_a way_n but_o follow_v all_o the_o faithful_a since_o the_o death_n of_o abel_n to_o this_o day_n save_v henoch_n and_o elias_n who_o all_o go_v by_o death_n into_o that_o glorious_a world_n where_o i_o shall_v find_v they_o xxiv_o i_o have_v so_o long_o groan_v under_o a_o languid_a body_n and_o in_o a_o blind_a distracted_z and_o by_o man_n uncurable_a world_n where_o satan_n by_o lie_n malice_n and_o murder_n reign_v in_o alas_o how_o many_o and_o special_o be_o so_o weary_a of_o my_o own_o darkness_n and_o sinful_a imperfection_n that_o i_o have_v great_a reason_n to_o be_v willing_a of_o deliverance_n xxv_o i_o have_v have_v so_o large_a a_o share_n of_o mercy_n in_o this_o world_n already_o in_o time_n and_o manifold_a comfort_n from_o god_n that_o reason_n command_v i_o to_o rest_v in_o god_n time_n for_o my_o removal_n xxvi_o i_o shall_v leave_v some_o fruit_n not_o useless_a to_o serve_v the_o church_n when_o i_o be_o go_v 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be_v forgive_v we_o in_o that_o the_o everlasting_a punishment_n be_v forgive_v shall_v we_o so_o often_o sinful_o please_v the_o flesh_n and_o yet_o must_v it_o not_o smart_a shall_v we_o so_o often_o grieve_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o not_o be_v grieve_v shall_v we_o lose_v our_o time_n neglect_v our_o duty_n forget_v our_o home_n fall_v in_o love_n with_o the_o world_n and_o yield_v to_o temptation_n and_o defile_v our_o soul_n with_o filth_n and_o vanity_n and_o must_v not_o correction_n tell_v we_o of_o our_o sinful_a folly_n if_o we_o suffer_v for_o our_o fault_n and_o bear_v it_o patient_o it_o be_v not_o thanks_o worthy_a 1_o pet._n 2._o 20._o our_o merciful_a father_n do_v use_v to_o shame_v we_o for_o our_o impatience_n by_o the_o bless_a end_n of_o our_o affliction_n the_o end_n that_o god_n make_v with_o job_n show_v the_o reasonableness_n of_o his_o patience_n when_o our_o affliction_n be_v over_o do_v not_o all_o believer_n see_v cause_n of_o thankfulness_n for_o 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misery_n make_v they_o intolerable_a to_o themselves_o but_o it_o be_v not_o because_o they_o have_v see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o heaven_n on_o earth_n or_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o holy_a society_n and_o work_n but_o because_o their_o body_n be_v in_o health_n their_o purse_n full_a their_o appetite_n please_v and_o their_o inferior_n do_v their_o will_n and_o honour_n they_o this_o be_v all_o the_o heaven_n that_o they_o love_v and_o to_o leave_v all_o this_o be_v the_o death_n which_o they_o abhor_v and_o fear_v and_o they_o will_v not_o hear_v god_n and_o the_o experience_n of_o all_o mankind_n befool_v they_o till_o near_o the_o night_n that_o their_o soul_n shall_v be_v require_v and_o then_o who_o will_n all_o their_o treasure_n be_v §_o 28._o but_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o great_a part_n of_o peter_n dotage_n to_o think_v of_o tabernacle_n for_o christ_n moses_n and_o elias_n and_o of_o detain_v of_o heavenly_a inhabitant_n upon_o earth_n if_o you_o shall_v offer_v the_o low_a 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