find this to be the effect of Davids sickness Psal 38.3 4. There is no soundness in my flesh because of thy anger neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin For mine iniquities are gone over my head as an heavy burden they are too heavy for me Beloved people would not be so fond of their sins if they saw the diseases and dangers which they bring upon them as a man would not be greedy of the daintiest meat if he knew it were mixt with Rats-bane nor be proud of the finest cloaths if he knew they were infected with the Pestilence So if people saw the Plague Pocks Dropsie Fever and the Consumption in their pride and oaths and lyes and drunkenness and covetousness it would make them afraid of sin as well as of sickness and therefore look not upon sin as it appears in your honours profits and pleasures as it appears at an Ale-house May-pole or Maurice-dance or Cock-pit or Bear-bait or Stage-play for there thou canst not see sin for its pleasures but look upon thy self on a bed of languishing and there see thy sins standing in order before thee and then tell me what fruit thou hast in these things Look upon thy self as hanging over the lake of brimstone and then call thy drunken Companions about thee and bid them pour out their flagons and quaff off their cups and see whether all these can make thee merry when the flames of hell begin to catch and kindle in thy guilty soul call in thy lyes and injustice to bring thee thy treasures of wickedness and lay them under thy pillow and see whether they can bring thee ease when Death and Hell and the day of Judgment stand present before thee And my Brethren it is observeable that when we sin in our sickness we should see far more evil in it then as it is the meritorious cause of that disease as we should look further into a sickness then as it causeth present aches and pains in the body we should see that Death and Eternity which comes after so we should see more evil and danger in sin then as it brings such a disease for the evil of it is not spent in that therefore we should look upon it as provoking God to punish us with diseases and with death and hell which diseases are loosing us into The second End to convince us of the vanity of the creature now we are truly convinced of the vanity of the creature when we judge it to be empty of that good which must free a sinful man from misery and fill him with true happiness It must needs be a vanity when a man may be miserable with it and happy without it Now Christ appoints diseases as means to convince us of this vanity of the creature for as one saith wittily the world is the Devils Chess-board wherein a man can neither move forward nor backward but the Devil attaches him with some creature or other and indeed we are so full of the spirit of the world as it 's called 1 Cor. 2.12 which doth so fill our hearts with the world that God and Christ and Heaven and Salvation are nothing to us and therefore this sin is called a denying God that is above Job 31.24 25 28. and Agur tells us that when a man is full of the world he is apt to deny God and to say Who is the Lord Prov. 30.9 Oh what poor scornful thoughts a covetous proud secure worldling hath of God and Christ and Saints and Ordinances and Salvation Now this is one great use of sicknesses to convince a man of the vanity of the world and this is a most convincing argument for I dare challenge all the worldlings which the world it self can own to name me that earthly creature and tell me what I shall call it which can heal the wounds of a guilty conscience or can take out the sting of death or of which a man can truly say Here is a treasure which a lump of phlegm cannot take from me If thou canst not say this of the creature I grant thou mayst use it for thy good but be ruled by a friend never choose it for thy portion But more particularly we may hereby be convinced of the vanity of these five things First Of the vanity of our selves Sickness moved David to beg wisdom of God to know how frail he was Psal 39.4 and this made Job compare himself to a leaf and to the dry stubble and to a flower and shadow Job 13.25 and Cap. 14.2 and we read that this is the use of sickness to hide pride from man Job 33.17 that is to take it quite away to be seen no more and if we did look on every thing which we are usually proud of as it will prove on a sick bed or death-bed it would be an effectual means to abase us and to hide pride from us Beloved it is a most precious thing for a man to be fill'd with the knowledge and sense of his own emptiness and vanity The Kingdom of heaven is unchangeably entail'd upon all such Mat. 5.3 Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven Hereby a man is sweetly qualified for every duty Faith never acts with more integrity and strength then when it acts from the belief of a mans own emptiness for when self is most denied Christ is most acknowledged and believed then doth a man most heartily and strongly receive and rest upon Christ to justifie and to save him when he sees what a guilty condemned lost wretch he is in himself and when he sees what a weak helpless creature he is then doth he most trust to the infinite power of Jesus Christ and this also doth exceedingly endear his heart in love to God when he sees that God is so good and so full of grace and love and mercy as to chuse and call and pardon and save such a vile and loathsome creature as he then repentance is most inward and spiritual when a man with Job abhors himself and repents in dust and ashes Job 42.6 and this fills the heart with prayer for prayer begs of God what a man wants in himself therefore when a man sees himself poor and empty of all good and knows that he cannot be supplied from himself then doth he pray to be fill'd with the fulness of God Now I say sickness is a special means to convince a man of his emptiness and vanity for hereby a man is left bare and empty of all those creature-comforts which seemed to fill him before and now he sees that nothing will fill him but grace and glory and that there is nothing in him to make up this fulness Secondly To convince us of the vanity of great men Oh what is a Prince or a Noble-man or Gentleman when the Pox or the Fever or the Consumption will insult over him and scorn him and make nothing of him and there is nothing in him
his little Son thaâ— stood by his death-bed Disce mi fili mandata Domini ipse enutriet te Learn mâ— child the commandments of the Lord and he will nourish thee Let thy last words be such that may savour of a heart breathing after the salvation of those that are to come after thee Thou art now standing at the end of alâ— worldly perfections thy stomack is almosâ— closed for ever thy sleep is even gone for ever thou art at the end of all the pleasures of sin at the end of all worldly enjoyments of all the Ordinances and duties of this life and thou hast now but a step to that judgment which will quickly resolve all thy thoughts about thy Eternal Estate Now thou seest what a vanity man is what a lye the world is what a cheat sin is what a lost wretch an unbeliever is what a precious Jewel a Saint is what a treasure grace is what a pearl the Gospel is what a Father God is what a Saviour Christ is what a place Hell is what a portion Heaven is Now thou canst speak of these things with more faith and heart and feeling then ever thy yoke-fellow children brothers sisters friends neighbours have now more then ever their hearts and ears open to thee and who knows what a saving work a savoury word from one that is just in his flight to Eternity may make and therefore speak so as one that earnestly desires that the meeting between thee and all thy sad friends about thee may be joyful when you come together next 9. Pray earnestly that as long as thou hast a gasp to breathe it may appear that thou hast a spirit to pray I dare be bold to say Thou mayst gain more good by one spiritual breathing in prayer then the most prosperous Merchant can by the most successful returns of a whole Age. Pray with obedient submission to Gods Will that he will restore thee to health and life Beg of God to spare thee a little this will sweeten health and life to thee when it is given as a fruit of prayer if thou livest and it will be a sweet testimony that thou dost not leave the world in discontent if thou diest Pray for everlasting salvation See how many miscarry at death and what a great crowd of Men and Women will stand at the left hand of Christ at the day of Judgment and beg of God that for his great Names sake and for the sake of Christs obedience thou mayst finde mercy at those great daies Let thy Faith and Hope be never so strong and thy experiences never so sweet and thy evidences never so clear yet thou mayst see reason and need enough of these prayers Pray earnestly for the Militant Church and particularly for that part of it to which thou hast a more special Relation Believe what a Father and Head and Husband and Saviour the Church hath and what a Body and Spouse and Family the Church is and what an everlasting Covenant of Grace there is betwixt God and his Church and what a multitude of mighty subtil cruel implacable Devils and men there are against the Church and that yet in despite of all Christ will present it to himself a glorious Church It is very good on thy sick bed to set this Body the Church before thee to let thy thoughts walk about Sion and go round about her and tell the Towers thereof and to mark well her Bulwarks and consider her Palaces c. Psal 48.12 13. And see thy self of this blessed Flock and Family and so with all thy might pray for this Church Thus dying Moses cryes to God for his Church Numb 27.16 17. Let the Lord the God of the spirits of all flesh set a man over the congregation which may go out before them and which may go in before them and which may lead them out and which may bring them in that the congregation of the Lord be not as sheep which have no shepherd Pray for thy Family Friends and Relations The prayer of Cruciger in his sickness is worthy of our imitation Fac meos Orphanos vasa misericordiae Lord make my poor Orphans Vessels of Mercy Beg of God not to charge thy sins upon thy house and that he will graciously supply the want of thee when thou art gone Pray that thy name graces counsel reproofs and example may be blessed to Gods glory and the good of others that by them even when thou art dead thou mayst be speaking Pray also for thy enemies You know the practice of Christ and Stephen who almost breathed out their last gasps in prayer for their enemies Tertullian makes love to enemies to be a property peculiar to Christians saying Amicos diligere omnium est inimicos autem solorum Christianorum All men may love their friends but none but Christians can love their enemies ad Scapulum cap. 1. Every Christian should be always much in that which will prove him to be a Christian especially now thou art dying and going to heaven be found with thy heart filled with love to and prayer for thy enemies that thou mayst appear to be a childe of thy Father which is in heaven Mat. 5.45 Set before thy heart thy most malicious spiteful and injurious enemy consider he is a man made after the Image of the same God with thy self consider what the Word threatens against him and into what a Hell he is falling and what a blessed instrument he may be if God would please to convert him and labour to finde thy soul filled with love and compassion towards him which will cause in thee strong desires after his everlasting Salvation and do thou earnestly offer up these desires by prayer unto God this will be a sweet testimony of thy integrity and will be a service of a sweet savour to God in Christ and perhaps God may in answer to thy prayers give eternal life to thy poor miserable enemy Duty 10. Fasten by faith on some choice place of Scripture When Mr. John Knox lay dying he called some about him to read Joh. 17. For saith he there I cast my anchor and he also called for 1 Cor. 15. and when it was read he cryes Oh the sweet and saving comfort which God hath refresht my soul with out of this chapter and I have heard it reported that when holy and learned Mr. Blake lay on his death-bed he fastned on those words Act. 13.39 By him all that believe are justified from all things from which they could not be justified by the law of Moses And cryes out I 'll dye with this I 'll dye with this Thus I say Settle thy soul upon some Scripture which settles pardon of sin and salvation upon thee this will be a sweet evidence that thou dyest in faith And thus believing the promises whilst thou livest thou shalt be sure to inherit the promises when thou dyest Duty 11. Be willing in obedience to God to dye this is
according as the Word describes and presents it to him and surely this makes people so unprepared to dye because they want an understanding of things It cannot sink into their hearts that sin is so bad and Christ so good or the world so vain or grace so precious or hell so terrible or heaven so glorious but they are so confident that lust is sweet and riches are precious and death is far off and hell is but a bug bear and heaven is but a fansie And in this confidence they will live and dye and therefore the Apostle prayes that the Philippians may try things that differ that they may be fit for the day of Christ I shall therefore give you this Direction in these following particulars 1. Look upon God and the world together and you shall see the difference for this end I beseech you search and believe that Scripture Isa 40.15 -17. Behold the nations are as a drop of a bucket and are counted as the small dust of the balance Behold he taketh up the isles as a very little thing All nations before him are as nothing and they are counted to him less then nothing and vanity Now let thy heart judge of and act towards God and the world according to this difference Set all the world before thee give every creature its due see what a vast world of Kingdoms and Nations it is look upon the strong Islands which are fortified and moted about with the Seas which this great God takes up as a very little thing see a world of great and mighty men before thee see the rich world of gold and silver and precious stones lying on heaps before thee look upon the lands and buildings which make all the woods fields pastures medows orchards vineyards gardens towns cities and stately houses in the world O what a glorious world is this which made the very Angels shout for joy at the rearing of it Well take a full survey of the glory and beauty of this great world and then looking on a drop of water hanging on a bucket what a poor thing is this which is ready to break and fall on the ground and no body catcheth at it look also upon the small dust of the balance a thing of neither weight nor worth it doth not so much as turn the scales Now labour by faith to have such a clear insight into the greatness and goodness of God and Jesus Christ that thou mayst be able to judge all the world to be but as a drop of the bucket or as the small dust of the balance to thy Father and Saviour and let thy whole man act according to such a wise holy just judgement and this will exceedingly fit thee for sickness and death which come to loose thee from such a vain world into the presence and everlasting injoyment of such a glorious God 2. Look upon sin and upon the righteousness of Jesus Christ look upon these together Beloved faith hath a deep insight into the evil of sin for it sees the glory of God which sin is against wherein the evil of it appears and believes the dreadful curses of the law and what the wrath of God and what hell is and what an immortal being a man is that must suffer these Faith also hath a piercing insight into the excellencie of Christs righteousness it sees what an infinitely-glorious God Jesus Christ is which makes his righteousness so precious and meritorious and so savoury and satisfactory to the Father and for this reason so all-sufficient for faith to rest and live upon for this is the precious property of justifying faith that it receives Christs righteousness for salvation for the same reason which God receives it for satisfaction that is because it is the righteousness of God and indeed faith must see God satisfied before it can see the believer saved and seeing enough in Christ for the satisfaction of God it sees the same sufficiencie in him for the salvation of the Believer Now Christs righteousness never appears more precious then when the soul is filled with the deepest sight and sense of sin for then the soul believes him to be a great Saviour when he sees the great evil of sin which he saves him from and therefore it is observable that the Apostle demonstrates the direful guilt and filth of sin as a preface to that great Doctrine of Justification by faith in the righteousness of Christ Rom. 3. from vers 9. to the end of that Chapter And as you know it was a sad and fearful case for the poor Jews to be bitteâ— with the fiery Serpents and to lye groaning under the pain and anguish of those poisonous and deadly wounds yet then what a glorious sight was it to look upon the brazen Serpent and thereby to finde power and vertue to heal them presently So my Brethren it is a fearful case in it self for a man to stand in the very jaws of death and to look into the horrid nature of sin and see death and devils and hell and all the curses of the law ready to flee in his face and yet how glorious is it then to look upon the righteousness of Jesus Christ and see them all swallowed up and himself saved And thus as he sees the grace of God in Christ raigning and over-abounding all sin Rom. 5.20 21. so his faith and hope and joy grounded thereon doth rise above and over-abound and swallow up all his fears of death and hell which he was in because of his sins 3. Look upon all your sufferings on earth and upon the glory of heaven together The Apostle tells us Act. 14.22 We must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God Observe there is an entrance into the Kingdom of Heaven out of all our afflictions and our way to heaven lyes through much tribulation an hypocrite seems to go strongly in the way to heaven but oftentimes when he comes to trouble persecution c. there he is stopt and can go no farther but he that believes the goodness of duty and the glory of heaven if tribulation sickness poverty persecution seek to stop him he goes through them he knows duty is sweet and safe and therefore he will follow it till it bring him to heaven whatever it cost him Tertullian comforts the Martyrs in prison with this That in their close and dark prisons they might see illam viam quae ad Deum ducit that way which leads them to God There is a way to heaven out of prison sick-bed or any other affliction Hence those that come to heaven are said to come out of great tribulation Rev. 7.14 Sometimes a poor Saint comes hot as it were out of the furnace of affliction into heaven from chains and bolts in a prison he is loosed into heaven from gasping and groaning upon a sick-bed to heaven surely when he comes there he findes a strange alteration Well look upon thy self now as standing
steps through faith and patience and you shall with them inherit the promises Heb. 10.36 Ye have need of patience that after ye have done the will of God ye might receive the promise So much for the Motives Now that you may practice this Duty observe these fâ—ve following Directions 1. Labour by patience to 〈…〉 under the Rule and 〈…〉 graces Luk. 2â— â— 9 〈…〉 ye your â—orts 〈…〉 â—â—e sweet possesâ—ion and 〈…〉 by this graâ—◠〈…〉 â—is spirit Prov. 15.32 Beloved when the body is troubled it 's an hard thing to rule the soul to keep the affections passions thoughts words looks actions in their place much covetousness pride unbelief anger and discontent are apt to work and disturb and displace the soul at such a time Now a patient man bears off his troubles by the strength of his graces and the strength of all graces work in patience he believes patiently hopes patiently and lyes patiently under the will of God loving and rejoycing in him so that patience keeps the soul from sinking and it keeps corruption from rising and keeps all graces working so that the heart is full of duty when it is full of patience and hereby the heart is established and setled in a holy even cheerful and obedient frame under the will of God 2. Be patient in obedience to the will of God for it cannot be true patience except thou bear thy affliction patiently for this reason because it comes from the will of God I know a sickness is not a thing it self which a natural will should chuse but when God signifies that it 's his will that thou shouldst be visited then here comes in the work of patience to deny thy own will whereby thou wast willing to have ease and health and life and to say I am willing to go into a sick-bed or death-bed to fulfil the Will of God We have our Saviours example for this he was innocently willing to avoid the sufferings by his created Humane Will but looking upon them as coming from the Will of his Father he submits his will to his Fathers saying Mat. 26.39 Not as I will but as thou wilt So a childe of God may say I am willing to have my health and life to live in the world with my Friends and Relations and to be a blessing to the Church of God but if it be Gods Will that I shall be sick and dead let me die to fulfil the Will of God rather then live to fulfil my own will 3. Humble and abase your selves under the Hand of God in your Visitation 1 Pet. 5.6 Humble your selves under the mighty hand of God See what a mighty Hand of God is upon thee and humble thy self under it the humblest Christians are always the patientest Christians It 's observeable that the reason of Jobs impatience was his too high thoughts of himself and his too low thoughts of God and therefore observe how God pleads with him Job 38.2 3. Who is this that darkens counsel by â—ords without knowledge What prating â—ellow is this that by his ignorant talk â—â—rkens my Wisdom and Justice and Proâ—â—dence Because thou didst challenge me 〈◊〉 dispute with thee and didst promise to â—nswer me Job 13.22 Gird up now thy â—â—yns like a man for I will demand of thee â—nd answer thou me Now when God had 〈◊〉 the following words demonstrated his â—â—finite power and wisdom in the works â—f Creation and Providence Job is thereâ—pon so deeply convinced of the Majesty â—f God and of the vanity of himself that â—e resolves for ever after to be humble paâ—ient and silent Job 40.4 5. Behold I am â—ile what shall I answer thee I will lay â—y hand upon my mouth Once have I spoken like a fool as I was but I will not answer yea twice but I will proceed no further 4. Consider the desert of thy sins it will make thee bear patiently what thou sufferest to consider what thou deservest It was a savoury saying of a good man being then tortured with the pain of sickness Oh saith he this is not Hell He that believes what Hell is and knows that he deserves to be there will see great reason to lye patiently under the greatest pains of the most tormenting sickness and to resolve with the Prophet Micah 7.9 I will bear the indignation of the Lord because I have sinned against him Lastly Wait by patience for a comfortable issue out of thy sickness James 1.4 Let patience have her perfect work Some are patient a while and after fly into passion and discontent but as long as there is any work for patience let her have her perfect work James 5.7 Be patient brethren unto the coming of the Lord. Sirs the Lord is coming and he will put an end to sickness and death when he comes Consider what the Lord will do to thy body and soul at his coming and be patient till his coming for when thou meetest him thou wilt see he did not stay too long It 's observeable that God and his people have both the same end Thy great end is the glory of God and the salvation of thy self and of all Gods Church and this now is Gods end But God hath set thee thy way to this end and he hath set and appointed to himself his own way Now Gods way is not as thy way Thou thinkest such and such a way were best to make God glorious and his Church happy but God he hath a way above â—nd contrary to thy way and so as to this â—ase thou mayst think it is the best way for Gods glory and for thy family and for â—hy self for thee to enjoy thy health and â—ife c. but Gods way is to bring thee â—o sickness and death Well what must be done in this case Answ Still keep thy heart fixt upon thy glorious end and do thou follow thy way of duty and patiently wait upon and submit unto God in his way of providence and thou shalt finde that at the last Gods working in his way of providence and thy keeping to thy way of duty will meet in the same end viz. Gods glory and thy everlasting salvation Duty 8. In sickness give good counsel to thy Friends about thee See how Moses stands over Eternity and preacheth to the Israelites Deut. 32. See also the language of a dying King to his Successor 1 Chron. 28.9 Thou Solomon my son know thou the God of thy Father and serve him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind See again the solemn charge of the dying Apostle to Timothy 2 Tim. 4.1 2. I charge thee therefore before God and the Lord Jesus Christ who shall judge the quick and thâ— dead at his appearing and his Kingdom Preach the word be instant in season out oâ— season reprove rebuke exhort with all patience and long suffering And you know the farewel-Sermon of our dying Lord Joh. 14.15 16. It was a sweet and savoury saying of Hyperius to
friends as he Answ Though thy Master be poor and mean yet he stands in the place and bears the authority of the great and glorious God and if thou seest reason to obey a Master because he is rich and seest no reason in the authority of God upon him and in the command of God upon thee to obey a poor Master it is a sad signe that thou dost honour riches more then God Secondly but my Master is a wicked man and then how can I honour him and obey him Answ Thy Master indeed cannot binde thee to sin against God for it can in no case be a mans duty to hate God and to damn his own soul yet when thou disobeyest his sinful commands let it appear that this is not to cross thy Master but to please God and though he be wicked yet still honour and obey him in the Lord and own the image and authority of Christ upon him which is holy and good Lastly my Master is so friendly that he looks for no such reverence he allows me to be bold and to be fellow-like with him Answ This is thy Masters sin who is bound to keep up that order which God in wisdom hath appointed and he cannot give away the authority of Jesus Christ nor loose thee from thy duty whereby God hath bound thee to honour and reverence and obey him So much for the first Particular viz. the Centurions servant lyes diseased Secondly Here is the care of the good Master over his faithful servant the servant lyes gasping at the door of death and the Master lyes praying for him at the door of mercy ver 5 6. He came beseeching him saying c. Here is an example for all Masters to teach them to be tender and careful of and to use all good means for the healing of their sick servants as the good Centurion doth here whose fatherly care and love towards his dear dying servant appears in four things 1. He keeps him at home 2. He is full of compassion towards him being sensible of his grief therefore saith he he lies grievously tormented his bowels earned towards him and he useth words to move the bowels of Jesus Christ 3. He useth the best means in the world for his cure he seeks help of Jesus Christ and exerciseth all the might of his Soul in praying for and believing a Miracle for the healing of his poor servant You that are Masters learn here your duty consider you have men and women to your servants made after the same Image of God with your selves let not then such a workmanship of God perish by your cruelty covetousness or negligence They are Christian servants Christ paid as dear for servants as for Masters they are all bought with the same price 1 Cor. 7.23 Your poor servants have need of further season for repentance and to work out their salvation therefore let not them by your negligence be hastned into eternity your servants sickness is an affliction from God upon you he lays this burden on your family therefore submit to him and wait upon him in the use of means to remove it and ease not thy self by thy sin to bring a worse burden upon thy conscience Consider further your estate is Gods and you use it for him in a relieving a sick servant and I dare say neither you nor your children shall be the poorer by exercising such charity To conclude consider that of the Apostle Col. 4.1 Masters give unto your servants that which is just and equal knowing that ye also have a Master in Heaven Now this is one thing which by the Law of God and the Law of Humanity and Charity is just and equal that Masters use all good means in their power for the health and ease and life of a sick servant and this you must do as knowing that you have a Master in Heaven to whom all the wrong and injustice and unmercifulness which you shew to your servants will cry for vengeance against you therefore think with thy self as Job did in the like case Chap. 31.14 What then shall I do when God riseth up and when he visiteth what shall I answer him Here is one thing more for all servants to learn that is to chuse to live in families where God is worshipt What a mercy was it to this sick servant that he had a Master that prayed for him Certainly it would much promote Family-worship if servants would not chuse to live in a prayer-less family I know it 's a dishonour to God a reproach to Religion and a wrong to servants that in many families there is used such unseasonable times for family-worship I do therefore seriously advise all Masters of Families into whose hands this shall come to order your business so as to make that your ordinary set time to worship God when you are like to be in the best frame and I am perswaded you will finde when once you have wisely set your season for morning and evening worship and diligently observed it that in a short time your business will ordinarily fall so as at those times to leave room for those duties however chuse your own time for family-worship and not your servants time rather when your servants should work then when they should sleep and let all servants make it their choice to dwell in such families where they are most like to be helped forward in their way to heaven Observ 3. Christs answer to the Centurions prayer for his sick servant ver 7. And Jesus said I will come and heal him He offers his presence to come and his power and mercy to heal him he grants more then the Centurion begs Observe God often gives more but never less then believers sincerely ask Eph. 3.20 He is able and willing to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think for the power and goodness of God is infinitely above the highest Faith of the greatest Believer we can pray but like men but he gives like an Infinite God Now Christ offers to come to his house as it appears to set awork the Centurions faith for this passage I will come gives occasion for the following words wherein he pleads two things against Christs coming to his house 1. His own unworthiness ver 8. I am not worthy that thou shouldst come under my roof Wherein we may see the gracious modesty of this great Believer when he hath the highest thoughts of God he hath the lowest thoughts of himself this is Fidei ingenium as one calls it the ingenious property of Faith by it when a Believer doth most exalt God he doth most abase himself 2. He pleads that it was unnecessary for Christ to trouble himself to come to his house for he could heal him by speaking a word Speak the word only and my servant shall be healed Herein he acknowledgeth the Godhead of Jesus Christ whose peculiar Prerogative it is to speak creating words Psal 33.9 He spake and it was done
about the City that is they go about like the Devils beagles hunting Gods people Well saith David vers 14. seeing they love the sport so well At evening let them return and make a noise like a dog and go round about the City that is let thy judgements so afflict them that they may like hungry and angry Curs go crying and yelling about the City so that here the murmuring of a man in trouble is compared to the yelling of a dog so this sin is compared to the roaring of Bears Isa 59.11 We roar all like bears and Zanchy observes that the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 translated murmurers Phil. â— 14 signifies a noise like the grunting of a swine nay this sin makes a man like the very Devil who is a most restless and discontented spirit and therefore is said Matth. 12.43 To walk about seeking rest and finding none And it is true of many on their sick-beds which we read Hos 7.14 They have not cryed unto me when they have howled viz. like beasts upon their beds Now what a fearful case is this that when in thy sickness thou shouldst have been full of the thoughts and language and savour of a Christian so as to be praying unto and praising and pleasing God and saving and edifying others and quieting and solacing thy own soul that thou shouldst by murmuring and discontent be yelling like a Dog roaring like a Bear howling like a Beast grunting like a Swine and be like a restless and desperate Devil Secondly discontent unfits the soul for every duty you cannot indure to see your children go grumbling to meat and grumbling to School and grumbling to bed and grumbling to ask you blessing so it greatly provokes God to see people go murmuring to prayer and murmuring to Sermons and murmuring to Sacraments Beloved lay this up as a rule and let it always reign in your hearts viz. That a man can never go holily and comfortably to any duty except his heart be reconciled to these three things To God to all men and to all Gods Providences Therefore when a man is quarrelling with God and men and murmuring at all Gods dealings always either complaining that his mercies are too little or his afflictions too great how miserably unfit is such a man to look God in the face in any duty Thirdly murmurers are always miserable according to our Proverb An angry person never wants woe as if a man that hath his body full of sores come in a crowd where he is always jogged and thrust this must needs hurt and vex his sores Beloved a discontented spirit is a sore spirit and the least touch of affliction doth vex it and therefore for such a man to live always in a croud of miseries wherewith he is continually hurt and vext this must needs be a miserable man It is observable that God himself is set to cross such a man Lev. 26.27 28. If ye walk contrary to me I will walk contrary to you As thus God would have you to believe love fear and please him Now you walk contrary to God you deny hate despise and provoke him Well you would have God to bless preserve pardon and save you Oh but God wiâ—l walk contrary to you he will curse destroy and damn you Now they cannot but be in an unquiet condition who have God himself always crossing and thwarting them See Psal 18.26 With the froward thou wilt shew thy self froward If you will be cross with God he will be cross with you and therefore observe when you are discontented something falls out from Wife Children Servants or Neighbours to exasperate and fret you more so that I say this sin makes a man spend his days in bitterness and sorrow Lastly murmurers shall be judged at the last day as ungodly men Jude v. 14 15 16. where we see that when the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his Saints one great work of that day will be to execute judgement on ungodly murmurers and complainers therefore as you fear the portion of murmurers then do not live the life of murmurers now Thirdly this Doctrine reproves those who are so stupid and senceless in their sickness as not to own the hand of Christ in their visitation for seeing all diseases come from him we are to receive them as the good messengers of Christ saying with Naomi Ruth 1.13 The hand of the Lord is gone out against me This stupidity of spirit is that sin whereby men slight and despise the judgments of God so as neither to be affected in the sense of their sins nor of Gods displeasure for them We have a clear instance of this sin Jerem. 10.19 I said truly This is my grief and I must bear it In the beginning of the verse the people sadly bewail their present afflictions Woe is me for my hurt my wound is grievous now it aggravates their present misery to be upbraided with their former stupidity I said viz. in my trouble heretofore truly this is my grief and I must bear it off as well as I can implying that they formerly thought that they could easily bear off the strokes of God We often hear the like confident language from many stupid sinners on their sick beds saying Indeed I am not well I am something out of order but I will strive with it and hope to shake it off shortly and so go on with my building or trading or purchasing c. Thus usually men flatter themselves in their sickness talking as if they were but beginning to live when perhaps they are ready to die these strive to put far from them the evil day Amos 6.3 Like those who boasted that they had made a covenant with death and an agreement with hell Isa 28.15 as if they had made some bargain with Death and Hell and had them in Bond and Covenant not to hurt them this sensless spirit possest those Hos 7.9 Isa 42.25 This sin is forbidden Prov. 3.11 My son despise not the chastening of the Lord. Beloved it is a fearful thing to despise any affliction perhaps yet it is but little but it comes from a great God and upon a great Errand therefore remember Psalm 2.11 If his wrath be kindled but a little blessed are all they that put their trust in him Consider further the evil and danger of this sin in two particulars First It doth greatly provoke and call forth the wrath of God Isa 26.11 When thy hand is lifted up they will not see they will take no notice of thy displeasure but they shall see Oh then is the judgment of God fearful on the ungodly when Gods wrath puts them past security when the seared conscience is turned into a gnawing conscience I tell thee sinner if sickness will not awaken thee hell will You know if a Father whip his Childe to humble and melt him it cuts the very heart of his Father to see his Childe laugh in his face So when God visits a
work the great shout will then make among the prophane Swaggerers and Ranters oâ— the world So when thou art troubled with diseases and the fearful thoughts of death consider thy glorious victory over them at thâ— day of judgment 1 Cor. 15.54 When thiâ— corruptible shall have put on incorruption and this mortal shall have put on immortality then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written Death is swallowed uâ— in victory Look on this corruptible anâ— mortal body which is now sometimes sâ— loathsome with diseases that a man caâ— scarce endure to carry it about him or to lie with it and will shortly be so contemptible that the worms of the earth wilâ— crawl and feed all over it and these verâ— arms and thighs and legs may be throwâ— up and lie like the bones of horses anâ— sheep at the graves mouth yet the day iâ— coming when this corruptible and mortal body shall put on immortality and glory and saith the Apostle Then at that day shall come to pass the saying that is written Death is swallowed up in victory Beloved here diseases conquer the strongest bodies and death overcomes the lives of the best and greatest men and the grave devours and eats up our flesh but then we shall obtain a glorious victory over all when in despite of them the bodies of Believers shall be raised incorruptible and immortal and diseases death and the grave which have prevailed for so many thousand years to swallow up so many millions of men and women shall themselves be swallowed up of life and swallowed up in victory Last Vse is of Exhortation I shall conclude this discourse with a Use of Exhortation which I shall first direct to all in general and then more particularly 1. To such who are in health 2. To such who have been sick but are recovered 3. I shall direct to some duties to be practised in time of sickness I begin with the first wherein I shalâ— exhort all to these six duties grounded oâ— this Doctrine 1. Live in the knowledge and sense oâ— this truth that the health and lives of alâ— men are at the will and command of Jesus Christ 1. See your own health and lives at thâ— command of Christ acknowledge with David Psal 31.15 My times are in thy hands Consider that of the Apostle Jam 4.13 14. Go to now ye that say To day or to morrow we will go into such a City and continue there a year and buy and sell and get gain whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow For what is your life it is even a vapour that appeareth for a little time and presently vanisheth away Observe Go to ye that say To day or to morrow Why a day is but a little while and it is but a short time till to morrow Well but time hath a teeming womb and you know not what a day may bring forth We often see one day working strange changes and alterations with men a day may bring you into eternity and put an eternal period to all your designes and it is most certain that you know not what shall be on the morrow thou mayest be sick or dead to morrow thou mayest be in heaven or hell to morrow oh but sure there is no such danger yes that there is and therefore it is added What is your life It is even a vapour that appeareth a little while and presently vanisheth away As a vapour fills the air and makes a shew a little while and then presently vanisheth away So man appears a little while in his family in the Field Market or Congregation but presently vanisheth out of sight How would the serious thoughts of this make men hasten to repent if they did know that there is very great danger that unbelief and impenitency may bring them to hell before to morrow If so surely they would not venture one hour out of Jesus Christ for as many mountains of gold as there are sands upon the Sea-shore yet for want of this poor souls are still deferring their repentance till to morrow until at last death seiseth upon them and leaves them never a morrow to repent in So how vain would the world appear to them if they did consider that they could not say they should enjoy their riches and pleasures and preferments till to morrow Consider thus with thy self I have provided meat but I may be in Eternity before I eat it I have bought me good cloaths but I may be put in a winding-sheet before I wear them I have sowed great fields but I may be in hell before I reap them Look on all the world about thee and tell thy soul This is but a poor portion when thou mayst loose all in a breath 2. See thy Friends and Relations in the hands of Jesus Christ Beloved herein appears the great difference betwixt our worldly and heavenly enjoyments As foâ— our heavenly enjoyments we are best wheâ— we are most fit to enjoy them but as foâ— our worldly comforts we are best when wâ— are most fit to loose them as thus it is ouâ— holiness and happiness to be fit to abide for ever with God and Christ in heaven but we are most holy and spiritual when we are in a readiness to part with Husbands Wives Parents Children c. Now what poor comforts are these when a man is in the best frame when he can be content to be without them 3. See the great ones of the world in the hands of Jesus Christ Oh what a sight is this to look upon all the Kings and Nobles and Gallants of the world in their very faâ— into Eternity Sirs as you see them catching at the Crowns and Honours and Estates of the world so see diseases and death catching at them We have this passage Psal 49.12 20. Man being in honour abideth not he is like the beasts that perish that is say some like beasts that die of the Murrain which are thrown away for stinking Carrion which is good for nothing Did we consider this we should not make men our trust and confidence See Jer. 17.5 What a cursed sin is this for a man that hath the Immortal God to be his trust to rest on a lump of flesh that cannot so much as keep himself from being sick or dead or damned for one day Psal 146.3 4. Put not your trust in Princes nor in the son of man in whom there is no help His breath goeth forth he returneth to his earth in that very day his thoughts perish Observe the Psalmist pleads against putting our trust in the Princes and great ones oâ— the world because they are dying men and in the day of death their thoughts perish Many great men have great thoughts of honours and preferments and perhaps thoughts of doing much mischief to Gods Church and people but death comes and in that very day their thoughts perish In Esth 6. we read that Hamans thoughts were full of this
time to have a name from the doing of it for it is observable that the actions of men give a name to these three things viz. to themselves to the places and to the times wherein they live 1. Then do nothing but what thou wouldst have a name from the doing of it man loves sin but he cannot endure to be called according to his sins but if thou dost abhor the name of a drunkard swearer lyar why dost thou live in the sins of drunkenness swearing and lying 2. Do nothing that thou wouldst not have the land to have a name from for the land hath a name from the practice of the people a holy people make a holy nation a prophane unclean perfidious people make a land of prophaness of whoredoms of treachery c. What sins thou livest in thou dost not onely make thy self but also as much as in thee lies thou makest the land laothsome to God and men 3. Do nothing which thou wouldst not have thy time have a name from it makes thee have sad thoughts to think of the time of drunkenness whoredom lying c. but times of prayer meditation holy conference c. are sweet 4. Take heed of idleness this sin makes empty and unprofitable times and leaves people unprepared for sickness When Calvin was reproved for inordinate labour he gives this savoury answer What saith he would ye have my Lord finde me idle Sirs would you have sickness and death and the day of judgement finde you idle Our Saviour in the Parable having intrusted his servants with their talents he bids them Occupy till I come Luk. 19.13 See Christ's coming and improve your talents for him till he come Now that you may abhor this sin of idleness 1. Consider that if you be not doing good you will be doing hurt man is a busie creature let a man look at any time within himself he can never see his heart stand still We read of some 2 Thess 3.11 Who work not at all and yet are busie-bodies Sirs the soul is quick at work a man may quickly lay up abundance of treasures in heaven or hell For as Bernard saith well If you are not exercised in the labours of men you are in the labours of devils 2. Make the work of Salvation thy main business labour to turn every day into a day of Salvation Sirs it is an excellent thing for a man to live so in his calling relations recreations afflictions duties of Gods worship as if all the powers of his body and soul were set upon the work of Salvation this will keep a man from idleness For that man will never want business that knows he hath a soul to save 3. Consider what little time thou hast for this great work perhaps it may never be done if it be not done now they were fools that said Let us eat and drink for to morrow we dye it had been a wiser speech to have said Let us repent believe and pray for to morrow we dye 4. Consider what thou hast to set thee on work and to keep thee from idleness look into hell and see sin and the world and devils thrusting thee therein and thou wilt finde it business enough to save thee from those unquenchable flames Look into heaven and see God and Christ and Ministers and Christians always calling thee thither and see thy own sins carnal friends men devils a world of stumbling-blocks lying in thy way to stop thee from going into that everlasting happiness and thou wilt finde work enough to go to heaven Look into thy self and see what sins thou hast to conquer and bewail what wants to supply what graces to quicken and ripen what duties to perform what storms and troubles to prepare against Look on God on Christ and see what objects are there for all the powers of thy body and soul to be exercised upon Hast thou any time for idle thoughts or words or affections that hast such a God and Christ to think of and to speak of and to set and fix thy heart and love and delight upon Look into the family and town and place where thou livest and see Christless parents or Christless children or Christless brothers and sisters or Christless servants or Christless neighbours and thou mayst have that in thee to speak or do which may save their souls from hell and shall they perish and be damned by thy idleness Look into the Church and Kingdom where thou livest and consider wherein thou mayst serve them and be a blessing to them and how thou mayst be an instrument to fill them with the Name and Kingdom and Will of Jesus Christ Nay look upon every creature about thee the Heavens Earth Waters Birds Beasts Plants c. see them all filled with the Power Wisdom and goodness of God and as it were bringing their praises to thee that thou mayst be their mouth to honour and exalt God Methinks Sirs these things should keep us from idleness 5. That thou mayst fill up thy time take heed of losing a suffering opportunity Beloved a suffering opportunity is a precious opportunity it 's an opportunity to honour God further the Gospel to save thy own and others souls to be a blessing to thy posterity and to leave thy name as a blessed savour behinde thee I would not tempt men to lust after sufferings I know the Devil would have his servants to serve him by passive as well as active obedience yet I would have none so base as to chuse to sin rather then to suffer and to prefer Apostasie before Martyrdom Sometimes a man may fall into such a nick of time that duty may cost him his life and a sin may save his life This case is implied in the words of our Saviour Mat. 16.25 Whosoever will save his life shall lose it and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall save it Now that is a sad loss of a suffering opportunity when a man saves himself from suffering by sin Consider the fearful consequences of this hereby thou savest thy estate name life and losest thy soul which is clearly implied in the next words vers 26. For what is a man profited if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul Remember when thou runnest into a known sin to avoid suffering thou makest a bargain thou makest an exchange thou gettest the world and the Devil and Hell get thy soul Consider further it is the highest improvement of thy name estate and life to sacrifice it to the glory and will of Christ by suffering for him this is the best that thou canst make of thy self Sirs it is more honourable if thou art called to it to be burned at a stake for Christ then to be burned with Fever or to die for Christ in a Prison then to die in a sick bed Consider lastly What a woful case will sickness and death finde thee in
when those evils which thou fearedst from men shall be brought upon thee by God when God shall fill thy body with greater pains then the cruellest Persecutor could invent or inflict Oh what a loss will then a suffering opportunity be when a man may say I had an opportunity to lose my life and save my soul and now I must lose my life and my poor soul too Direct 5. That you may be prepared for sickness and death do nothing but what you would have sickness and death finde you doing Remember what ever thou art about that sickness and death may finde thee in it Death found Zimri and Cozbi in whoredom Numb 25.8 and Death took Ananias and Saphira in a lye Acts 5. and Death caught Eutychus sleeping at a Sermon Acts 20.9 And on the other hand God took Enoch walking with God Gen. 5.24 And when Elijah and Elisha were talking together no doubt of some good Elijah was fain to break off his good discourse to go to heaven 2 Kings 2.11 and Christ went blessing his people to heaven Luke 24.51 And good Stephen as he was praying was taken from off his knees into heaven Acts 7.60 Oh Sirs if you would not go lying or swearing or drunk or swaggering or ranting into Eternity do not practise these sins now but walk in your callings recreations and duties as if you saw sickness and death fetching you out of these into heaven Direct 6. Labour to be filled with a merciful and tender disposition towards others in their sickness and misery this is a sure way for thee to finde mercy from God in thy sickness With the merciful thou wilt shew thy self merciful Psal 18.25 Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy Matth. 5.7 We have a precious promise to this purpose Psal 41.1 2 3. Blessed is he that considereth the poor By the poor is meant not only the poor in estate but also those that are poor and afflicted in respect of other afflictions And it 's a most blessed frame of heart for men when they sit in health and at ease and swim in wealth to be seriously considering their poor diseased and afflicted brethren The Lord will deliver him in time of trouble The Lord will preserve him and keep him alive The Lord will strengthen him on the bed of languishing thou wilt make all his bed in his sickness I say therefore shew mercy to others in their sickness and when the day of sickness and death and judgment comes thou shalt be sure as Paul prayed for Onesiphorus in the like case to finde mercy at that day Direct 7. Be fully satisfied in the belief of Gods care and providence towards thy friends whom thou art to leave behinde thee Beloved it makes the thoughts of sickness and death more grievous to many because of the sad and miserable condition which their poor Orphans and Widdows will be left in when they are gone and especially if their condition be like that of learned and godly Oecolampadius who when he should have made his Will had nothing to bequeath But this trouble is not so much for want of an Estate as for want of Faith therefore go chearfully to your sick beds or death-beds with the belief of these following Scriptures Jer. 49.11 Leave thy fatherless children I will preserve them alive and let thy Widdows trust in me In which words as appears by the context God threatens the Edomites that their children and wives shall be left so desolate that they shall have none but God to provide for them Yet God is so tender of poor fatherless children and widdows that though they were of the families and posterity of Esau yet saith he I will preserve them alive How much more tender then will he be of the poor families of his Jacob See also Psal 10.14 The poor committeth his cause to thee thou art the helper of the fatherless Perhaps it troubles thee to think what a company of poor helpless children thou art to leave behinde thee Why consider the infinite and all-sufficient God makes it one of his great works to help fatherless children therefore this great Creator of the world will be glorified by this name The helper of the fatherless See further Psal 68.3 4 5. Observe here one great reason why the righteous must be glad and exceedingly rejoyce and sing forth the praises of God is because he is a father of the fatherless and a judge of the widdow in his holy habitation Observe In his holy habitation God is in heaven not only filling Angels and Saints with his glorious likeness and presence but he is there also full of gracious thoughts towards poor fatherless children and widdows upon earth And although I do not think that there is any intercourse betwixt a Saint in heaven and his family upon earth and I do not know that he will in heaven be offering prayers for them upon earth yet I do not doubt but he will there know that he hath left a family behinde him upon earth and by his glorious vision of God will see that Infinite Power and Providence which provides for his and all other families upon earth so far as is for his own glory and the good of his Church See again Hosea 14.3 In thee the fatherless finde mercy It may trouble thee to think that although now thy wife and children are respected for thy sake yet when thou art gone they are like to finde the world cruel and unfaithful friends hard and unkinde c. but take comfort and satisfaction in this Scripture where thou seest not only that there is mercy in God for fatherless children but also that they shall finde it and have the comfort and experience of it I shall therefore conclude this with the exhortation of the Apostle Phil. 4.6 7. Be careful for nothing but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God and then as to any trouble about these things The peace of God which passeth all understanding shall keep your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus Direct 8. Labour to make a wise and holy use of the spectacles of mortality look upon your selves as following your dead neighbours and friends whom you see going before you into Eternity It is said of a dead man Job 21.33 The clods of the valley viz. the Graves and Sepulchres shall be sweet unto him and every man shall draw after him as there are innumerable gone before him Consider when you see any one buried that he is gone to an innumerable company that are dead and buried before him and that every man shall draw after him Oh remember that you are drawing after your dead grandfathers and fathers and friends which are gone before you Poor wretch thou thinkest that thou shouldest be like thy Neighbours to have as much wealth and honours and pleasures as they but look upon other Neighbours who are lodged in the chambers of death and
remember thou art shortly to be like unto them The very carkasses in the graves are ready to say unto thee as the Prophet brings in the inhabitants of the Tombs crying to the King of Babylon Isai 14.10 All they shall speak and say unto thee Art thou also become weak as we Art thâ—u become like unto us Look upon every thing about thy friends Funeral with a particular application to thy self look on the Bier at the door as if it stood there to receive thee look on the Coffin as if it were made for thee and look on the Winding-sheet as if it were washt and made ready for thee Look on the Sextons Spade as ready to dig a grave for thee Certainly these things would prove excellent means to fit us for sickness and death Direct 9. Keep up a spirit of prayer for surely a man is in a great measure fit to die who is fit to pray This appears by the Preface to the Petitions in the Lords Prayer Our Father which art in heaven whereby we see that a Childe of God by prayer doth as it were part from the world and is with his Father which is in Heaven Hence Heb. 10.19 Prayer is called An entring into the Holiest viz. into Heaven Besides it is easie to demonstrate that the same things which make us fit to pray make us fit to die and that a praying frame is a dying frame for our hearts are most set upon those things when we pray which we must receive when we die Death brings us to the things which we pray for and he that is unwilling to die is unwilling to receive an answer to his own prayers Beloved it often puzzles the thoughts of men to think what will be the issue of things what things will come to at the last Now it seems to me a clear and excellent expedient for our satisfaction herein to study well the Lords Prayer and to believe that all the Petitions therein shall certainly be granted and whatever we see before for certain at the Day of Judgment every Petition therein shall be fulfilled and therefore the more a mans heart is set on those things for which we are thereby taught and bound to pray the more ready and fit he is for Death and Judgment Prayer is one of the first and last things of a Christian so soon as ever the spiritual life is begun it presently breaths in prayer and I am perswaded that the godly do usually die in prayer Last Direct Live as one that knows that there are bounds set to thy life It makes many so unprepared for sickness and death because they look upon their lives as boundless they always think they have some time to live and therefore think of no time to die Now it is clear that God hath set bounds to the life of every man and when he comes to those bounds he is stopt and can go no further Job 14.5 Thou hast appointed his bounds that he cannot pass Proud men climb to such a height of preferment and as they are rising higher Death stops them and they can go no further The covetous man gets such an estate and as he is reaching after greater wealth Death stops him that he can get no more Oh what a sudden stop did Death cause that rich Fool to make when he was constrained to die the same very night when he thought he was as it were beginning to live The malicious man goes to such a height of persecuting the godly and as he is raging in his malice and madness Death stops him that he can go no farther Oh what a stop did Haman meet with in the very height of his bloody designe against the Church of God! On the other hand the poor Childe of God is zealous in worshipping and serving God and as he is seeking to serve and praise him more Death stops him and his work is done therefore do every thing is knowing that thou mayst meet with thy bounds and be stopt in the very midst of thy work All the daies of my appointed time will I wait till my change come saith Job Cap. 14.14 Job knew that there was a change to come and that Death would make a great alteration with him shortly and that there was a secret time appointed for this change therefore he will every day wait and look for it Think with thy self in a morning I may see a great change before night and think with thy self at night I may see a great alteration before morning Sirs when a man goes from his house friends food and estate to heaven or hell believe it he will finde a great alteration Oh then live as if every day were to be the day of thy change as if every journey and work and duty would bring thee to the end and bounds of thy life So much for Exhortation to be prepared for sickness and death The next Exhortation is to such who have been visited with sickness but are by the mercy and power of Jesus Christ restored to health I shall exhort such to these five duties 1. Bless and praise God who hath restored thee to thy health God tells his people Exod. 15.26 I am the God that healâ—â— thee And certainly there comes power â—nd virtue from Jesus Christ to heal our â—iseases Therefore when Christ had healâ—d the woman diseased with an issue of â—lood twelve years I perceive saith he that â—irtue is gone from me Luke 8.46 And beâ—oved when ever we have been diseased â—nd restored there came virtue from Christ â—â—to the head or lungs or liver or where â—ver the disease lay and caused the cure which we must in all thankfulness acknowledge Thus did David Psal 116.6 8. I was brought low and he helped me For thou hast delivered my soul from death â—y eyes from tears and my feet from falling Now for the performance of this duâ—y of praising God observe these five directions 1. Get a clear knowledge of the glorious and excellent Name of God Psal 76.1 Iâ— Judah is God known his name is great in Israel Gods Name is great only where it is known and it is a most savoury thing to hear people speak of God as those that know whom they speak of Where God is thus savingly known the workings of the heart towards God are answerable to the glory and excellency of his Name Psal 48.10 According to thy Name O God so is thy praise Psal 150.2 Praise the Lord according to his excellent greatness Grace is more or less in a man according to his knowledge and sense of the Name of God and Jesus Christ In that heart where God hath no Name the man hath no Grace but it causeth great faith and great love and great joy in a Believer to see the great power and the great love and the great goodness of God and Jesus Christ 2. Praise God as he is a God of mercy to thee ascribe unto him a name from that which he
cheerful yet look for another fit sickness is like to come again and death will be sure to come shortly therefore take heed of security Lastly that heed of pride and vain-glory this was the sin of good Hezekiah of whom we read that after he was recovered from his sickness his heart was lifted up 2 Chron. 22.24 25. and this appeared in that when he was courted by the King of Babylon he did in a bravado shew all his riches Isa 39.2 Poor Hezekiah thou wast in a better frame when on thy sick-bed thou wast turning thy face to the wall but we may see by this sad instance how apt we are after a mercie and deliverance to be puft up with high thoughts and conceits of our selves The last Duty which I shall mention is this Be careful to perform thy sick-bed-vows and resolutions A vow is a solemn promise made to God either of a duty or of something which may further us in our duty to God The matter of a vow is either to do that which God commands or to forsake sin which God forbids or to do something to further our obedience or to abstain from something which might be an occasion of sin and which we may abstain from A vow must not be of a thing unlawful for that were as if we should promise God to hate him or not to love him it must be also of that which we have power to do else we have no power to promise to do it The nature of a vow is a promise made to God which promise brings an obligation upon us to perform it this promise must not be made rashly for a vow must be the fruit of grace and not the fruit of sin and we must not make promises to God in a passion yet I do not deny but such vows must be performed for it 's one thing sinfully to vow and another thing to vow to sin in such a case we must be humbled for the manner of the vow and graciously pay what we sinfully vow'd It hath been the practice of the godly to make vows to God in their troubles Psal 132.1 2. Lord remember David and all his afflictions how he sware unto the Lord and vowed to the mighty God of Jacob. Now Sirs in the fear of God make conscience to perform your sick-bed-vows Indeed wicked men are forward to make vows when they are sick and as forward to break them when they are well As Pharaoh when the plagues were upon him he would let Israel go but when they were removed his heart was hardned and they should not go But it is the property of a godly man to make good his vows Psal 15.4 Hence saith David Psal 56.12 Thy vows are upon me O God Beloved vows are heavy things David felt them lying upon him and pressing him to the performance of them Vows take up a great deal of room in the soul they fill the conscience when a man is tempted to do that which he hath vowed against his vow will be upon him presently that he dare not do it See what conscience David made of his vows Psal 66.13 14. I will pay thee my vows which my lips have uttered and my mouth hath spoken when I was in trouble Psal 116.14 I will pay my vows unto the Lord now in the presence of all his people Sirs if you break your vows your vows will break you I shall conclude this in the words of Solomon Eccles 5.4 5. When thou vowest a vow unto God defer not to pay for he hath no pleasure in fools pay that which thou hast vowed Better it is that thou shouldst not vow then that thou shouldst vow and not pay So much for the Exhortation to those who are recovered from sickness My last Exhortation is to exhort you to some Duties to be performed in time of sickness which I shall lay before you in these twelve particulars Duty 1. Own and acknowledge the hand of God in thy visitation as a man in a croud that receives a blow upon his head will presently turn about to see whence the stroke comes so as soon as Gods hand toucheth thee let thy eye be upon him and labour to finde a special presence of God appearing in thy visitation Poor soul thou art now parted from the use of Ordinances in publick and thou must labour to finde Sabbaths and Sermons and Sacraments in thy sickness that is thou must endeavour to finde the presence of God that appears in these Ordinances appearing to thy soul in the aches and troubles and pains of a sickness To this purpose I have read a saying of an holy Minister of the Gospel which he spoke on his sick-bed concerning people that were then worshipping God in publick Oh said he that they did now see what I do now feel we have a choice example of this duty of acknowledging the hand of God in our visitation in Job cap. 1. where we read that after he had stood still and heard the messengers which came one upon the heels of the another with the sad tidings of the loss of his cattel and servants and children the very first thing he does is to turn to God and to fall down and worship him and acknowledge his hand in his affliction vers 20 21. so I say So soon as ever thy disease begins presently own and acknowledge and worshâ—p God who is the cause of thy visitation so did David Psal 38.2 Thy arrows stick fast in me and thy hand presseth me sore Consider this affliction comes from the Wisdom and Will and Power and Justice of God and by this disease he hath now chosen to come to thee and to appear to thee therefore labour to have thy heart filled with him that all thy words and actions may favour of him Hereby thou wilt see Reason against all Sin and Reason for all Duties and withal a ground for all comforts Duty 2. Labour to have thy heart filled with the thoughts of thy death and judgement it is the great sin of many that in their sickness strive to put the thoughts of death and judgement far from them and labour to fill their hearts with confidence that they shall live and so many poor wretches fall into hell before they did think they should dye But certainly it 's the safest and wisest way so soon as thou art assaulted with sickness to see thy death and judgement standing before thee and to receive the sentence of death in thy self 2 Cor. 1.9 Look upon thy disease as bringing thee to death and after that to a judgement which will settle thee in heaven or hell presently As thou lyest on thy sick-bed look into the other great world where thou art entring see in what state place and company thou art now to all eternity to be fixt Look into hell and see those many millions of Devils that are chained up there Look what a dreadful case the learned great rich strong and beautiful swaggerers ranters
and gallants of the proud presumptuous scornful unbelieving envious sâ—cure covetous world are now flaming in and consider that thou deservest to lye in the midst of them and therefore now the greatest care of thy soul should be how to be saved from those unquenchable flames Then look into heaven into thy Fathers house and behold there the high and lofty one dwelling in that high and holy place and the Lord Jesus sitting at his right hand in glory and an innumerable company of Angels looking him in the face and there see a great multitude of blessed and glorified Saints Illic Apostolorum gloriosus chorus illic Prophetarum exultantium numerus illic Martyrum innumerabilis populus There is the glorious quire of Apostles there is a company of triumphant Prophets and there is an innumerable multitude of blessed Martyrs saith Cyprian There thou mayst see those who were upon earth the poor reviled despised afflicted persecuted imprisoned banisht hang'd burnt Children of the most high God whom the world could not bear but are now happily possest of their everlasting Kingdom where they are filled and satisfied with the likeness and presence of God and are singing and rejoycing with unspeakable joy to behold his glory And then consider Yonder is the place wherein I am now to seek to enter And thus let thy sickness fill thee with the deep and serious thoughts of death judgement and the world to come Duty 3. Be sure of a well-grounded Scripture-peace setled betwixt God and thy soul It 's a good saying That the day of death is a day of truth See therefore that thou hast a peace which will prove true and sound when it comes to the great tryal of death and judgement The unbeliever is not then to be tryed at the bar of his own secure and seared conscience nor by a Jury of carnal atheistical neighbours The Believer hath then a present appeal from the â—ash and false judgement of his enemies and also from the dismal sentences of his own doubting heart and the Cause of both is presently to go to a hearing before the judgement-seat of Christ Now see that thy peace be setled on such a sure foundation that thou mayst be found in safety and glory when thou art called to appear before the Judge of quick and dead There are two main things which may assure thy heart of peace and reconciliation with God 1. If Christs righteousness be thy own so that as sure as thou art a sinner in thy self thou art righteous in and by the righteousness and obedience of Jesus Christ See therefore that all causes agree to make this righteousness thy own 1. Set the Lord before thy eyes and be able to say I know and am surely convinced that God is a good God a living kinde and merciful God and that he is good to poor sinners by the salvation of whom he hath chosen to make his goodness glorious to all eternity I know that there are forgivenesses with him that he hath a heart to pardon iniquity transgression and sin that he is inclin'd and ready to pardon according to his infinite goodness and loving kindness and this goodness is the cause of all that great Salvation revealed in the Gospel and I come to him and my soul doth cleave to him and love him and all my expectation is from him as he is a God of such infinite and incomprehensible goodness 2. I know that out of this infinite goodness he hath sent Jesus Christ to me that to me a childe is born and to me a son is given Isai 9.6 I know surely that he came out from the Father and I do believe that he hath sent him John 17.8 I know that the Son of God is come and hath given me an understanding that I might know him that is true and I am in him that is true This is the true God and eternal life 3. God hath herein commended his love to my soul in that Christ dyed for me and I know this true God the Lord Jesus Christ did in his infinite love to me as my Surety dye for me and thereby satisfied Gods justice for my sins which he bore in his body upon the tree 1 Pet. 4.24 And that he loved me and gave himself for me an offering and a sacrifice to God of a sweet smelling savour 4. I know that it is the will of God concerning me that I should take this righteousness of Jesus Christ to be mine for he hath commanded me to take his â—ody as broken for me and his Bloud â—s shed for the remission of my sins And this is his commandment that I â—ould believe on the name of his Son Jesus Christ 5. I know that God by his Spirit hath convinced me that I am lost without Christ and that he hath made me to see his righteousness so precious and meritorious and necessary for my Salvation that I do by the power of his Spirit willingly obediently lovingly and joyfully receive and take this righteousness of Christ for my own and rest onely upon it for the pardon of my sins and for my Salvation as it is freely offered and given by God to me in the Gospel Lastly I know that God hereupon imputes this righteousness to me and accounts it my righteousness and that I am bound to account it my own so as to own it live upon it and to glory in it and by this righteousness God justfies me being he is just and the justifier of them that believe in Jesus Rom. 3.26 And thus being justified by faith in Christs righteousness I have peace with God through the Lord Jesus Christ Rom. 5.1 And hereby I have a right through the free grace of God to go from my sick-bed into the everlasting Kingdom of peace And when I am called to the Judgement-seat of Christ being found in his righteousness I shall be found of him in peace without spot and blameless 2. That thou mayst be assured of a Scripture-peace and reconciliation with God labour to finde thy self truely joyned and united to Jesus Christ thy whole body and soul joyned to all of Christ so as with him to make one self one mystical Christ that thou mayst be able to say As poor and weak as I lye here groaning on this bed of languishing yet this aking head pale face weak hands feeble limbs withered body is all a member of Christs body of his flesh and of his bones Eph. 5.30 For by the grace of God I can say that whereas I am in my self a dead plant and as separated from Christ can doing nothing yet by faith my heart is truely rooted in Christ and I do receive him to rule me as my Lord according to his will and to teach and every way to save me and my minde is set upon him and my heart and affections do cleave and are fastned to him and there comes true spirit and life from him which spreads and works in
all the powers of my soul â—nd members of my body and I can say â—f many things that I do that they come â—ot from my created nature or corrupted â—ature but from Christ that liveth in me â—nd I am convinced of this by such things â—s these 1. I can look on my sins and finde a â—ower within me that loaths them and would crucifie them and be revenged of them and it 's the greatest burden of my â—ge that I have any thing in me against the will and glory of so good a God and which â—s displeasing to him and makes me so unâ—ike unto him 2. I can look at Gods Commandments â—nd finde a power within me agreeing with them so that they are the very law of my minde I account them all holy just and good and they are for that reason precious to me because they are against my sins and I judge it the best work that I can do to be doing the Will of God revealed in these good Commandments 3. I can look upon the world and upon the Kingdoms and Country where I live and I judge it the greatest happiness and glory of a Nation which I most pray for and in my place and calling contend for to have all places filled with the Name and Kingdom and Will of Jesus Christ 4. I look upon men and I see amongst them a company who are separared from the world and differ from the world and are of another spirit who appear and shine in the image and likeness of the most holy God in whom there is a sweet agreement betwixt their lives and the Scriptures and the life of Jesus Christ is manifested in them Now my heart doth judge these the best people in the world and to be far more excellent then their carnal Neighbours I love and delight in them and desire living and dying to be found with my heart joyned to them Poor soul iâ— thou canst finde these things sincerely in thee thou art certainly a part of Christ and shalt go in peace from thy death-bed to thy head to sit together with him in heavenly places Duty 4. If thou finde on Scripture grounds that thy sins are pardoned and thy peace is made with God then improveâ— thy experience in a spiritual triumph over all the enemies of thy Salvation Say to Death that stands daring anâ— staring thee in the face O death where iâ— thy sting And Death must answer in effect thus When Christ laid down his life I lost my sting but Christ took up again his life but I could never take up again my sting Ask the grave O grave where is thy victory The grave must answer I lost the victory when Christ rose again from me and I must needs give up thy precious Body when it is called for at the resurrection of the just Look on the Devils and see how Christ hath spoiled these principalities and powers and triumphed openly over them Col. 2.15 and now rejoyce thou in the spoil Let that be spiritually fulfilled in thee which was spoken Isa 33.23 The lame take the prey Death and Devils are spoiled by Christ and the poor weak sick Christian takes and triumphs in the prey So that because of this Let the weak say I am strong Joel 3.10 This may make thee even to forget thy aches and pains so that thou shalt not say I am sick because the Lord hath forgiven thy iniquities Isa 33.24 Duty 5. Having thus seen a settlement of my soul and body to all eternity make a godly consciencious and seasonable settlement of thy outward estate this ought to be done if it be not done before and if thou art in a capacity to do it This was part of Isaiah his message to Hezekiah on his sick-bed Isai 38.1 Set thy house in order for thou shalt dye and not live Now in making thy Will be ruled by this principle Be sure that thy will be ruled by the Will of God that so thy last Will and Testament which is the signification of thy will may make it appear that thy will is in subjection to the Will of God and that thou doest Gods Will when thou makest thy own will For this purpose observe these three Directions 1. If thou hast got any thing unjustly take order so far as is possible to make restitution do not dye in injustice to go with a curse to hell thy self and to leave the curse of God behind thee upon thy family 2. Be full of love and faithfulness to thy Relations Christ himself is our pattern herein who when he was nigh unto death commended the care of his Mother to his beloved Disciple John 19.27 Then saith he to his disciple Behold thy mother Let thy last Will and Testament witness that thou diest in conjugal love to thy wife Give her of the fruit of her hands Prov. 31. ult endeavour to make thy poor widows life as comfortable as thou canst and although I advise not husbands to leave power in the hands of their wives to wrong and defraud their poor fatherless children for sad experience witnesseth that many widows are so careful to get themselves husbands that they grow careless of their poor children yet however leave no tye upon her to binde her from after-marriage seeing God hath made her free do not thou leave her bound Again provide so for thy children that there be neither want nor strife nor emulation among them and though I advise to nothing to prejudice the first-borns birth-right yet I must witness against it as the great sin of many Parents that are so ambitious to set up their Families that they highly advance the elder brothers and often leave the younger to be as poor as beggars or as bad as thieves 3. Dye in dear love to the Church of God and to the poor that so far as thou art able thy last Will and Testament may savour of good will towards them It is the wickedness of many that they seek to make a Monopoly of the world by ingrossing to themselves and their families and restraining the good and use of it from others but every man keeping to the rules of justice should dispose of his estate so as may make it most useful for Gods glory and to be a blessing unto man And therefore consider that if thou expectest when thou dyest to be received into the everlasting habitation of Gods poor in the other world let their lives be made somewhat more comfortable by thee in this world Duty 6. Use all lawful means to recover thy health though thou art ready to dye yet it 's thy duty to endeavour to live thy life is Gods and he hath bound thee to keep it for him till he call for it and thou art the Churches servant and must not by thy sinful neglect defraud her of her right thou hast yet need to mortifie sin and to grow in grace and to strengthen thy assurance of Salvation and to lay up more treasures in