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provide_v for_o he_o even_o in_o the_o 21.16_o the_o prou._n 21.16_o congregation_n of_o the_o dead_a and_o damn_a where_o he_o shall_v take_v up_o his_o restless_a rest_a place_n for_o evermore_o he_o lie_v open_a continual_o all_o to_o the_o plague_n and_o judgement_n 27.9.30_o judgement_n prou._n 24.20_o psal_n 27.9.30_o of_o god_n and_o may_v well_o fear_v that_o the_o lord_n will_v strike_v he_o dead_a every_o hour_n every_o moment_n as_o he_o do_v 5._o do_v act_n 5._o ananias_n and_o saphira_n and_o make_v he_o a_o fearful_a spectacle_n of_o his_o wrath_n and_o just_a vengeance_n unto_o other_o cause_v either_o the_o water_n to_o overflow_v and_o drown_v he_o as_o they_o do_v the_o old_a 7._o old_a gen._n 7._o world_n or_o the_o earth_n to_o open_v the_o mouth_n present_o and_o to_o
he_o desirous_a to_o be_v unloose_a and_o to_o find_v ease_n comfort_n and_o refresh_v in_o he_o but_o their_o heart_n be_v even_o dead_a within_o they_o and_o they_o be_v stranger_n from_o this_o life_n of_o grace_n and_o 2.20_o and_o gal._n 2.20_o faith_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o no_o marvel_n then_o that_o there_o appear_v in_o they_o so_o little_a or_o no_o love_n of_o he_o so_o small_a desire_n to_o please_v he_o and_o to_o testify_v their_o love_n and_o thankfulness_n unto_o he_o by_o their_o new_a obedience_n and_o careful_a and_o conscionable_a walk_v in_o his_o commandment_n see_v they_o never_o taste_v full_o of_o the_o sweetness_n and_o the_o exceed_a joy_n and_o comfort_n arise_v from_o that_o wonderful_a benefit_n and_o unspeakable_a mercy_n which_o be_v seal_v up_o to_o the_o soul_n and_o conscience_n of_o true_a penitent_a sinner_n and_o such_o as_o have_v receive_v christ_n by_o a_o save_a faith_n to_o be_v their_o wisdom_n 30._o wisdom_n 1_o cor._n 1_o 30._o their_o righteousness_n their_o sanctification_n and_o redemption_n o_o merciful_a lord_n how_o great_a be_v thy_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n towards_o i_o that_o whereas_o thou_o suffer_v many_o yea_o the_o great_a part_n of_o the_o world_n still_o to_o wander_v in_o the_o way_n of_o wickedness_n and_o to_o sit_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n and_o darkness_n either_o not_o see_v their_o misery_n and_o woeful_a and_o most_o wretched_a estate_n and_o condition_n or_o else_o see_v it_o to_o be_v so_o secure_a so_o careless_a and_o so_o hard-hearted_a as_o not_o to_o regard_v it_o and_o to_o labour_v to_o come_v out_o of_o it_o be_v beguile_v through_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o their_o own_o heart_n and_o the_o craft_n and_o delusion_n of_o satan_n yet_o in_o the_o unsearchable_a riches_n of_o thy_o abundant_a grace_n and_o 14.17_o and_o 1_o tim._n 1_o 14.17_o mercy_n towards_o i_o in_o christ_n jesus_n have_v open_v my_o eye_n which_o before_o be_v shut_v up_o as_o well_o as_o other_o and_o turn_v i_o from_o darkness_n to_o light_n and_o from_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n unto_o thou_o my_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n raise_v i_o out_o of_o the_o grave_n wherein_o i_o be_v dead_a and_o bury_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o kingdom_n of_o darkness_n and_o translate_n i_o into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n give_v i_o assurance_n of_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o a_o comfortable_a hope_n and_o expectation_n of_o that_o joyful_a inheritance_n provide_v for_o thy_o saint_n and_o choose_v once_o in_o the_o high_a heaven_n what_o shall_v i_o return_v unto_o thou_o answerable_a unto_o so_o great_a love_n unto_o such_o fatherly_a compassion_n and_o unspeakable_a mercy_n of_o thou_o towards_o i_o thou_o may_v have_v suffer_v i_o to_o continue_v in_o my_o blindness_n and_o ignorance_n as_o well_o as_o other_o to_o have_v be_v as_o careless_a as_o secure_v and_o as_o hard-hearted_a as_o any_o other_o and_o so_o to_o have_v perish_v with_o they_o dream_v that_o all_o have_v be_v well_o with_o i_o while_o i_o lie_v rot_v in_o my_o natural_a and_o corrupt_a estate_n for_o what_o be_o i_o or_o what_o have_v i_o be_v that_o thou_o shall_v respect_v i_o more_o than_o other_o thou_o may_v for_o my_o sin_n so_o many_o and_o so_o grievous_a just_o have_v forsake_v i_o as_o thou_o have_v do_v they_o but_o thou_o have_v not_o so_o deal_v with_o i_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n both_o now_o and_o evermore_o o_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o due_a meditation_n of_o this_o thy_o gracious_a goodness_n towards_o i_o and_o teach_v i_o daily_o to_o labour_n to_o feel_v this_o work_n of_o thy_o more_fw-mi and_o more_o effectual_a in_o i_o by_o renew_v my_o repentance_n for_o my_o sin_n whereby_o i_o have_v and_o do_v daily_a and_o hourly_o displease_v thou_o in_o the_o breach_n of_o thy_o righteous_a law_n and_o commandment_n let_v i_o see_v my_o sin_n and_o transgression_n and_o the_o misery_n whereunto_o they_o make_v i_o subject_a and_o see_v they_o let_v i_o bewail_v they_o yea_o lament_v and_o mourn_v for_o they_o and_o be_v true_o humble_v with_o the_o consideration_n of_o they_o let_v i_o free_o and_o unfeigned_o confess_v they_o unto_o thou_o and_o that_o with_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n and_o let_v they_o cause_v i_o whole_o to_o renounce_v myself_o to_o judge_v and_o condemn_v myself_o yea_o to_o abhor_v myself_o and_o to_o fly_v unto_o thou_o in_o the_o name_n of_o thy_o son_n my_o bless_a saviour_n in_o who_o there_o be_v mercy_n and_o plentiful_a redemption_n 130.7_o redemption_n psal_n 130.7_o let_v i_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o his_o righteousness_n more_o than_o after_o any_o thing_n else_o whatsoever_o yea_o let_v i_o high_o esteem_v of_o it_o and_o make_v more_o precious_a account_n of_o it_o then_o of_o all_o the_o riches_n and_o treasure_n of_o this_o world_n desirous_a though_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o other_o thing_n to_o win_v christ_n and_o to_o be_v find_v in_o he_o clothe_v and_o cover_v with_o those_o precious_a robe_n of_o he_o and_o let_v i_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o true_a save_a faith_n apply_v unto_o myself_o the_o merit_n of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n his_o righteousness_n his_o obedience_n and_o his_o full_a and_o perfect_a satisfaction_n be_v certain_o assure_v that_o all_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n belong_v unto_o i_o and_o let_v the_o knowledge_n and_o full_a persuasion_n hereof_o cause_v i_o to_o rejoice_v yea_o to_o glory_n in_o thou_o and_o in_o this_o wonderful_a and_o unspeakable_a mercy_n of_o thou_o towards_o i_o even_o with_o that_o joy_n of_o thy_o spirit_n which_o be_v most_o glorious_a 1.8_o glorious_a 1_o pet._n 1.8_o and_o fill_v my_o heart_n and_o soul_n with_o that_o peace_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n and_o with_o all_o let_v it_o stir_v i_o up_o continual_o to_o walk_v before_o thou_o in_o all_o holy_a obedience_n desire_v and_o endeavour_v in_o all_o thing_n to_o please_v thou_o and_o to_o approve_v myself_o and_o all_o my_o action_n unto_o thou_o die_v daily_o more_o and_o more_o unto_o sin_n and_o live_v unto_o righteousness_n and_o labour_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o be_v cleanse_v from_o all_o filthiness_n both_o of_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n and_o to_o grow_v up_o to_o full_a holiness_n 1_o holiness_n 2_o cor._n 7_o 1_o in_o thy_o fear_n that_o thus_o i_o may_v have_v good_a evidence_n that_o i_o be_o thou_o that_o thou_o have_v wrought_v thy_o gracious_a work_n in_o i_o and_o will_v perfect_v it_o daily_o more_o and_o more_o till_o thou_o bring_v i_o unto_o that_o glory_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o i_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n through_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n my_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n to_o who_o with_o thou_o and_o thy_o spirit_n be_v all_o praise_n power_n and_o dominion_n both_o now_o and_o evermore_o amen_n the_o godly_a man_n be_v always_o bless_a never_o miserable_a the_o godly_a can_v but_o be_v always_o bless_v 5.17_o bless_v job._n 5.17_o yea_o then_o when_o he_o seem_v to_o be_v most_o miserable_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n and_o to_o sense_n and_o carnal_a reason_n for_o when_o he_o be_v at_o the_o worst_a he_o have_v those_o thing_n which_o he_o will_v have_v be_v content_v with_o any_o 4.11_o any_o phil._n 4.11_o estate_n which_o the_o wise_a and_o gracious_a disposer_n of_o all_o thing_n see_v fit_a for_o he_o yea_o he_o can_v have_v better_a thing_n in_o regard_n of_o his_o present_a estate_n in_o this_o life_n than_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v and_o enjoy_v even_o then_o when_o he_o be_v lade_v and_o oppress_v with_o many_o misery_n be_v he_o humble_v through_o affliction_n this_o be_v that_o which_o he_o will_v have_v 10_o have_v jer._n 10.24_o james_n 1.2_o 10_o he_o have_v rather_o be_v continual_o under_o the_o cross_n then_o destitute_a of_o those_o excellent_a grace_n of_o 5.3_o of_o rom._n 5.3_o patience_n &_o humility_n 12.26_o humility_n mat._n 11.29_o joh._n 12.26_o without_o which_o he_o can_v be_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n nor_o approve_v of_o god_n 119.13.5_o god_n psal_n 4.6_o &_o 119.13.5_o of_o who_o above_o all_o thing_n he_o desire_v to_o be_v accept_v and_o favour_v be_v he_o poor_a he_o be_v well_o content_v therewith_o see_v he_o be_v large_o recompense_v with_o the_o great_a supply_n of_o those_o better_a riches_n 4.19_o riches_n phil._n 4.19_o those_o heavenly_a treasure_n both_o of_o grace_n and_o glory_n he_o will_v not_o change_v his_o portion_n with_o the_o great_a and_o rich_a monarch_n in_o the_o world_n that_o abound_v in_o worldly_a wealth_n 4.6.7_o wealth_n psal_n 4.6.7_o and_o want_v those_o spiritual_a and_o heavenly_a treasure_n which_o he_o enjoy_v and_o which_o shall_v never_o be_v take_v from_o he_o whereas_o the_o
be_v there_o between_o a_o carnal_a and_o natural_a man_n and_o he_o that_o be_v spiritual_a and_o true_o regenerate_v how_o opposite_a and_o contrary_n be_v they_o in_o their_o thought_n desire_n inclination_n project_n purpose_n and_o practice_n in_o brief_a in_o the_o whole_a course_n and_o carriage_n of_o their_o life_n it_o be_v wonderful_a to_o observe_v and_o see_v how_o exceed_o they_o differ_v what_o a_o marvelous_a contrariety_n there_o be_v between_o they_o the_o natural_a man_n do_v always_o eye_n those_o thing_n which_o be_v visible_a and_o temporal_a the_o spiritual_a 11.1.27_o 2_o cor._n 4.18_o heb._n 11.1.27_o those_o thing_n especial_o which_o be_v invisible_a and_o eternal_a the_o natural_a man_n do_v delight_n altogether_o in_o the_o creature_n and_o in_o fulfil_v the_o wicked_a lust_n and_o vain_a desire_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n 19.9_o mat._n 24.38_o 1_o pet._n 4.4_o gen._n 19.9_o and_o therefore_o never_o grieve_v more_o than_o when_o he_o be_v most_o cross_v in_o those_o course_n which_o he_o so_o much_o affect_v 30.6_o psal_n 33.21_o psal_n 37.4_o and_o 95.1_o 1_o sam._n 30.6_o but_o the_o spiritual_a man_n chief_a delight_n be_v in_o the_o creator_n the_o fountain_n of_o all_o true_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n and_o in_o feed_v his_o soul_n with_o good_a thought_n 1.3.6_o 1_o pet._n 1.3.6_o bless_a hope_n holy_a desire_n and_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a meditation_n 119.97_o psa_fw-la 119.97_o with_o which_o he_o can_v never_o be_v satiate_v whereas_o for_o all_o earthly_a vanity_n he_o have_v a_o great_a distaste_n 6.14_o gal._n 6.14_o and_o a_o base_a esteem_n of_o they_o or_o at_o least_o he_o look_v over_o they_o with_o a_o kind_n of_o holy_a disdain_n he_o do_v not_o so_o much_o affect_v they_o but_o that_o he_o do_v earnest_o desire_v and_o endeavour_n to_o restrain_v his_o mind_n from_o the_o sinful_a and_o inordinate_a love_n of_o they_o and_o never_o think_v himself_o better_a at_o ease_n then_o when_o he_o can_v most_o wean_v his_o affection_n from_o they_o 2.17_o eccle._n 2.17_o and_o crucify_v that_o corrupt_a nature_n of_o he_o with_o the_o wicked_a motion_n and_o concupiscence_n thereof_o 5.24_o gal._n 5.24_o than_o which_o he_o find_v nothing_o more_o grievous_a and_o burdensome_a unto_o he_o or_o from_o which_o he_o have_v a_o great_a desire_n to_o be_v altogether_o free_v 7.24_o rom._n 7.24_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v lead_v with_o the_o spirit_n of_o satan_n 2.2_o ephes_n 2.2_o and_o of_o this_o world_n which_o rule_v and_o reign_v yea_o rage_v in_o he_o the_o spiritual_a man_n be_v lead_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n and_o of_o god_n 8.9.14_o rom._n 8.9.14_o that_o holy_a and_o sanctify_a spirit_n of_o grace_n which_o dwell_v in_o he_o rule_n govern_v and_o direct_v he_o and_o lead_v he_o forth_o into_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n the_o natural_a man_n do_v whole_o wed_v himself_o to_o the_o world_n 4.4_o hosea_n 2.5_o james_n 4.4_o and_o therefore_o savour_v nothing_o but_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o earth_n 8.5_o joh._n 3.31_o rom._n 8.5_o dote_v fond_o upon_o they_o and_o lie_v grovel_v upon_o this_o slime_n and_o base_a mould_n like_o a_o mucke-worme_a vain_o suppose_v that_o there_o can_v be_v no_o great_a happiness_n then_o to_o enjoy_v abundant_o the_o pleasure_n honour_n preferment_n profit_n and_o commodity_n thereof_o and_o therefore_o be_v foolish_o enamour_v 2.19_o phil._n 3.19_o 2_o pet._n 2.19_o or_o rather_o strange_o besot_v with_o the_o whorish_a love_n of_o it_o do_v in_o a_o base_a and_o sordid_a manner_n even_o devore_fw-mi himself_n to_o the_o service_n of_o it_o but_o the_o spiritual_a man_n do_v not_o so_o love_v the_o world_n but_o that_o when_o he_o have_v his_o eye_n in_o his_o head_n he_o fly_v from_o it_o as_o far_o as_o with_o convenience_n he_o may_v know_v the_o vanity_n and_o the_o exceed_a both_o danger_n and_o deceitfulness_n of_o it_o 6.14_o 1_o tim._n 6.9_o 10.17_o eccles_n 1.2.14_o 1_o cor._n 7.31_o psa_n 119.19_o 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worship_n and_o service_n assure_o persuade_v himself_o that_o herein_o and_o in_o nothing_o else_o consist_v true_a felicity_n and_o happiness_n and_o therefore_o wise_o make_v it_o his_o chief_a treasure_n that_o which_o he_o esteem_v far_o above_o all_o other_o thing_n the_o natural_a man_n seek_v for_o comfort_n and_o contentment_n only_o in_o sensible_a and_o external_a thing_n the_o spiritual_a 37.4_o eccl._n 11.9_o luk._n 12.9.29_o &_o 16.19_o psal_n 4.6.7_o &_o 37.4_o in_o the_o inward_a grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n and_o in_o the_o assurance_n of_o his_o love_n and_o favour_n which_o be_v a_o great_a joy_n and_o refresh_n unto_o he_o then_o all_o other_o thing_n whatsoever_o yea_o the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o world_n be_v bitterness_n to_o he_o in_o comparison_n of_o this_o 2.21_o phil._n 2.21_o the_o natural_a man_n seek_v his_o own_o private_a good_a that_o which_o may_v be_v most_o for_o thou_o advancement_n of_o his_o outward_a state_n in_o the_o world_n his_o own_o credit_n honour_n profit_n and_o commodity_n without_o any_o respect_n unto_o other_o the_o care_n of_o who_o he_o think_v little_a or_o nothing_o appertain_v unto_o he_o if_o they_o be_v not_o such_o as_o nature_n have_v link_v and_o chain_v unto_o he_o by_o such_o bond_n as_o the_o very_a heathen_a themselves_o will_v not_o break_v but_o the_o spiritual_a and_o regenerate_a man_n seek_v the_o good_a of_o other_o 13.5_o 1_o cor._n 24.33_o 1_o cor._n 13.5_o as_o well_o as_o his_o own_o yea_o he_o do_v rather_o desire_v if_o he_o may_v convenient_o do_v it_o to_o benefit_v many_o other_o than_o himself_o alone_o since_o he_o know_v well_o that_o he_o be_v not_o bear_v for_o himself_o but_o for_o other_o also_o and_o that_o he_o be_v no_o less_o bind_v to_o other_o then_o to_o himself_o 2.8_o james._n 2.8_o and_o therefore_o not_o only_o to_o wish_v but_o as_o far_o as_o he_o can_v to_o procure_v their_o good_a with_o the_o same_o affection_n that_o he_o do_v his_o own_o the_o natural_a man_n care_v not_o how_o much_o or_o how_o oft_o he_o offend_v or_o provoke_v other_o so_o that_o he_o may_v please_v himself_o and_o satisfy_v his_o own_o lust_n yea_o it_o be_v a_o pastime_n to_o he_o many_o time_n to_o grieve_v disquiet_v and_o molest_v other_o and_o those_o especial_o that_o be_v most_o innocent_a and_o harmless_a 64.4_o psal_n 56.5_o &_o 97.4_o psal_n 59.3_o &_o 64.4_o neither_o think_v nor_o speak_v much_o less_o work_v any_o evil_n against_o he_o but_o rather_o pray_v for_o he_o and_o seek_v and_o desire_v his_o good_a the_o spiritual_a man_n on_o the_o contrary_n be_v very_o loath_a to_o give_v offence_n unto_o any_o yea_o to_o the_o mean_a and_o simple_a one_o 13.5_o 2_o cor._n 6.3_o 1_o cor._n 10.33_o 1_o joh._n 2.20_o rom._n 15.2_o 1_o cor._n 8.13_o 2_o cor._n 6.3_o 2_o cor._n 13.5_o he_o seek_v to_o please_v his_o neighbour_n as_o well_o as_o himself_o and_o have_v rather_o do_v or_o suffer_v that_o which_o will_v be_v some_o way_n inconvenient_a to_o he_o then_o that_o his_o weak_a brother_n shall_v be_v displease_v or_o offend_v at_o he_o he_o be_v very_o wise_a and_o wary_a this_o way_n so_o far_o be_v he_o from_o delight_v to_o grieve_v or_o provoke_v other_o that_o he_o be_v much_o grieve_a when_o he_o see_v that_o other_o take_v occasion_n where_o there_o be_v none_o give_v to_o be_v grieve_v and_o displease_v with_o he_o or_o by_o mean_n of_o he_o and_o seek_v present_o in_o a_o love_a affection_n towards_o they_o to_o heal_v that_o wound_n and_o to_o salve_v that_o sore_n which_o they_o have_v rather_o bring_v upon_o themselves_o then_o take_v from_o he_o the_o natural_a man_n do_v scarce_o love_v his_o best_a friend_n except_o it_o be_v carnal_o &_o in_o worldly_a respect_n 62.4_o psal_n 41.6.9_o &_o