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how_o easy_o and_o redilie_o a_o man_n may_v draw_v good_a thought_n and_o holy_a inspiration_n from_o all_o thing_n great_a and_o small_a that_o be_v present_v to_o our_o sense_n and_o understanding_n in_o the_o variety_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n most_o unhappy_a be_v they_o which_o do_v turn_v aside_o the_o creature_n from_o their_o creator_n to_o change_v &_o apply_v they_o to_o sin_n and_o happy_a be_v they_o that_o turn_v all_o the_o creature_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o their_o creator_n and_o do_v employ_v their_o fade_a vanity_n to_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o everlasting_a verity_n my_o custom_n say_v s._n gregory_n nazianzen_n have_v be_v always_o to_o accommodate_v and_o apply_v all_o thing_n to_o my_o spiritual_a profit_n read_v the_o epitaphe_n or_o funeral_n sermon_n which_o
be_v damn_v for_o their_o naughtiness_n will_v be_v without_o reply_n when_o the_o just_a judge_n shall_v make_v they_o see_v the_o wrong_n that_o they_o do_v themselves_o to_o incur_v spiritual_a death_n see_v it_o be_v so_o facile_a a_o thing_n for_o they_o to_o maintain_v themselves_o in_o life_n and_o health_n by_o the_o sacramental_a manducation_n or_o eat_v of_o his_o body_n which_o he_o have_v leave_v unto_o they_o for_o that_o end_n miserable_a wretch_n will_v he_o say_v why_o will_v you_o needs_o die_v have_v the_o fruit_n and_o food_n of_o life_n at_o your_o commandment_n 2._o to_o receive_v the_o communion_n of_o the_o eucharist_n every_o day_n neither_o do_v i_o commend_v nor_o discommend_v but_o to_o communicate_v every_o sunday_n i_o will_v wish_v it_o and_o will_v exhort_v every_o one_o so_o to_o do_v if_o his_o soul_n be_v without_o any_o affection_n to_o sin_n these_o be_v the_o very_a word_n of_o s._n augustin_n with_o who_o i_o likewise_o neither_o blame_n nor_o 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excellent_a because_o thou_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o affection_n to_o sin_n venial_o so_o that_o if_o it_o please_v thy_o ghostly_a father_n thou_o may_v profitable_o communicate_v more_o often_o then_o every_o sunday_n 4._o yet_o many_o lawful_a impediment_n may_v befall_v thou_o not_o of_o thy_o own_o part_n but_o of_o they_o with_o who_o thou_o live_v which_o may_v give_v occasion_n to_o a_o sage_a and_o discreet_a conductour_n to_o forbid_v thou_o to_o communicate_v so_o often_o as_o for_o example_n if_o thou_o live_v in_o any_o kind_n of_o subjection_n and_o those_o to_o who_o thou_o owe_v this_o subjection_n reverence_n or_o obedience_n be_v so_o ill_o instruct_v in_o affair_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o so_o wayward_a that_o they_o be_v trouble_v or_o disquiet_v to_o see_v thou_o communicate_v so_o often_o peradventure_o all_o thing_n well_o consider_v it_o will_v be_v good_a to_o condescend_v to_o these_o man_n infirmity_n and_o so_o to_o communicate_v but_o once_o every_o fifteen_o day_n when_o thou_o can_v by_v no_o mean_n overcome_v this_o difficulty_n of_o these_o man_n opinion_n in_o a_o word_n it_o be_v hard_o to_o give_v a_o general_a rule_n in_o this_o case_n the_o sure_a be_v to_o remit_v it_o always_o to_o our_o ghostly_a father_n advice_n though_o i_o think_v i_o may_v bold_o say_v that_o the_o great_a distance_n between_o the_o time_n of_o communicate_v among_o such_o as_o desire_v to_o serve_v god_n devout_o be_v from_o month_n to_o month_n 5._o a_o discreet_a and_o prudent_a person_n thould_v not_o be_v hinder_v neither_o by_o father_n nor_o mother_n husband_n nor_o wife_n from_o often_o communicate_v for_o since_o the_o day_n of_o communion_n take_v not_o from_o thou_o that_o care_v and_o forecast_v of_o affair_n which_o be_v convenient_a to_o thy_o call_n nor_o make_v thou_o less_o mild_a sweet_a and_o amiable_a towards_o they_o nor_o force_v thou_o to_o deny_v they_o any_o kind_n of_o dutiful_a office_n or_o respect_n there_o be_v no_o likelihood_n that_o they_o shall_v seek_v to_o withdraw_v thou_o from_o this_o exercise_n with_o any_o profit_n or_o pleasure_n of_o their_o own_o unless_o they_o be_v of_o a_o spirit_n exceed_v froward_a and_o intractable_a for_o then_o perhaps_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n will_v council_n thou_o to_o condescend_v somewhat_o to_o their_o frailty_n 6._o a_o word_n or_o two_o for_o marry_a folk_n in_o the_o ancient_a law_n god_n will_v not_o have_v the_o creditor_n exact_a that_o which_o be_v owe_v unto_o they_o upon_o feast_n and_o holiday_n but_o he_o forbid_v not_o debtor_n to_o pay_v and_o restore_v that_o which_o they_o ought_v to_o such_o as_o demand_v it_o it_o be_v a_o undecency_n though_o no_o great_a sin_n to_o solicit_v the_o payment_n of_o the_o marriage_n due_a the_o day_n that_o one_o have_v communicate_v but_o it_o be_v no_o indecency_n at_o all_o nay_o it_o be_v meritorious_a to_o render_v it_o be_v demand_v therefore_o for_o render_v this_o nuptial_a debt_n none_o shall_v be_v debar_v from_o the_o communion_n if_o on_o the_o other_o side_n their_o devotion_n vige_v they_o to_o desire_v it_o certain_o in_o the_o primitive_a church_n all_o christian_n do_v communicate_v every_o day_n be_v thy_o unmarried_a or_o marry_v and_o bless_v with_o many_o child_n for_o this_o cause_n i_o say_v right_o now_o that_o often_o communicate_v bring_v not_o any_o inconvenience_n at_o all_o to_o father_n or_o mother_n husband_n or_o wife_n so_o that_o the_o party_n communicate_v be_v endue_v with_o discretion_n and_o wisdom_n to_o know_v what_o belong_v to_o his_o estate_n and_o duty_n 7._o as_o for_o bodelie_a disease_n none_o be_v lawful_a impediment_n from_o participation_n of_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n save_v only_o those_o which_o provoke_v much_o vomit_v 8._o to_o communicate_v every_o eight_o day_n it_o be_v requisite_a neither_o to_o be_v guilty_a of_o mortal_a sin_n nor_o of_o any_o affection_n to_o venial_a sin_n and_o to_o have_v a_o fervent_a desire_n of_o come_v to_o this_o heavenly_a banquet_n but_o to_o communicate_v every_o day_n it_o behove_v moreover_o to_o have_v surmount_v and_o mortify_v the_o great_a part_n of_o our_o naughty_a inclination_n and_o to_o come_v so_o often_o not_o of_o our_o own_o head_n but_o by_o leave_n and_o advise_v of_o our_o spiritual_a father_n how_o we_o ought_v to_o communicate_v chapter_n 21._o 1._o begin_v to_o prepare_v thyself_o to_o the_o communion_n the_o evening_n before_o by_o many_o aspiration_n and_o throw_n of_o love_n retire_v thyself_o from_o exterior_a labour_n somewhat_o early_o that_o thou_o may_v rise_v soon_o in_o the_o morning_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o awake_v in_o the_o night_n time_n by_o &_o by_o fill_v thy_o hart_n &_o thy_o mouth_n with_o some_o devout_a word_n which_o like_o sweet_a odour_n may_v perfume_v thy_o soul_n as_o it_o be_v to_o receive_v thy_o spouse_n who_o watch_v whilst_o thou_o sleep_v prepare_v himself_o to_o bring_v thou_o a_o thousand_o gracious_a favour_n if_o on_o thy_o part_n thou_o dispose_v thyself_o to_o receive_v they_o 2._o in_o the_o morning_n get_v up_o with_o great_a joy_n for_o the_o happiness_n which_o thou_o hope_v to_o participate_v and_o be_v confess_v go_v with_o great_a confidence_n accompany_v with_o great_a humility_n to_o receive_v this_o heavenly_a food_n which_o nourish_v thou_o to_o immortal_a life_n after_o thou_o have_v recite_v the_o sacred_a word_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a move_v not_o thy_o head_n or_o lip_n any_o more_o neither_o to_o pray_v nor_o yet_o to_o sigh_v but_o open_v thy_o mouth_n handsome_o and_o lift_v up_o thy_o head_n as_o much_o as_o be_v needful_a that_o the_o priest_n may_v see_v what_o he_o do_v full_a of_o hope_n faith_n and_o charity_n receive_v he_o in_o who_o by_o who_o and_o for_o who_o thou_o believe_v hope_v and_o love_v 3._o o_o philotheee_o think_v with_o
any_o man_n 5._o to_o see_v or_o know_v a_o thing_n be_v not_o to_o judge_v or_o censure_v it_o for_o judgement_n at_o least_o according_a to_o the_o scripture_n phrase_n presuppose_v some_o true_a or_o apparent_a controversy_n to_o be_v end_v and_o this_o be_v the_o reason_n of_o that_o manner_n of_o speech_n in_o which_o our_o saviour_n say_v that_o they_o which_o believe_v not_o be_v already_o judge_v because_o there_o be_v no_o doubt_n of_o their_o damnation_n be_v it_o not_o lawful_a they_o to_o doubt_v of_o our_o neighbour_n it_o be_v not_o always_o unlawful_a for_o we_o be_v not_o forbid_v to_o doubt_v but_o to_o judge_v yet_o must_v we_o neither_o doubt_v nor_o suspect_v our_o neighbour_n but_o when_o force_n of_o reason_n and_o evident_a argument_n do_v constrain_v otherwise_o even_o doubt_n and_o suspicion_n be_v rash_a and_o temerarious_a if_o some_o suspicious_a eye_n have_v see_v jaacob_n kiss_n rachel_n by_o the_o well_o or_o rebecca_n receive_v earing_n and_o bracelet_n at_o eliezer_n hand_n be_v a_o man_n unknown_a in_o that_o country_n he_o will_v doubtless_o have_v think_v ill_o of_o these_o two_o rare_a pattern_n of_o chastity_n but_o without_o sufficient_a cause_n or_o ground_n for_o when_o the_o action_n be_v indifferent_a of_o itself_o it_o be_v rash_a suspicion_n to_o draw_v bad_a consequence_n from_o it_o unless_o many_o circumstance_n give_v force_n to_o the_o argument_n it_o be_v also_o a_o rash_a judgement_n to_o draw_v a_o argument_n from_o the_o action_n to_o blame_v the_o person_n of_o which_o we_o will_v by_o and_o by_o speak_v more_o clear_o 6._o to_o be_v brief_n all_o man_n that_o have_v diligent_a care_n of_o their_o conscience_n be_v not_o much_o subject_n to_o make_v rash_a judgement_n of_o other_o man_n matter_n for_o as_o bee_n in_o foggy_a mist_n or_o cloudy_a weather_n retire_v to_o their_o hive_n to_o busy_v themselves_o with_o their_o honey_n so_o the_o thought_n of_o devour_v soul_n never_o wander_v abroad_o to_o censure_n or_o to_o mark_v the_o doubtful_a and_o secret_a action_n or_o intention_n of_o their_o neighbour_n but_o lest_o they_o shall_v by_o mark_v they_o fall_v in_o danger_n of_o censure_v they_o they_o retire_v themselves_o by_o a_o careful_a introversion_n as_o spiritual_a man_n call_v it_o into_o themselves_o there_o in_o the_o closet_n of_o their_o soul_n to_o view_v and_o order_v the_o good_a resolution_n of_o their_o own_o amendment_n 7._o it_o be_v the_o part_n of_o a_o idle_a and_o unthriftie_a soul_n to_o busy_v herself_o in_o examinge_v other_o man_n life_n except_v always_o such_o as_o have_v charge_n of_o other_o as_o well_o in_o common_a wealth_n as_o in_o private_a family_n and_o community_n for_o a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o quiet_a of_o their_o conscience_n consist_v in_o watchinge_v diligent_o over_o the_o conscience_n of_o other_o let_v such_o man_n do_v that_o careful_a duty_n with_o love_n and_o mildness_n that_o do_v let_v they_o keep_v themselves_o with_o in_o themselves_o to_o be_v at_o more_o tranquillity_n and_o safe_a from_o excess_n in_o this_o matter_n of_o slander_n and_o back_n bite_v chapter_n 29._o 1._o rash_a judgement_n breed_v disquiet_a disdain_n and_o contempt_n of_o our_o neighbour_n pride_n and_o self_n conceit_n and_o a_o hundred_o other_o pestilent_a effect_n among_o which_o backbiting_a and_o speak_v ill_o of_o other_o man_n have_v the_o first_o place_n as_o the_o very_a plague_n of_o all_o conversation_n o_o that_o i_o have_v one_o of_o the_o burn_a coal_n of_o the_o holy_a altar_n to_o touch_v therewith_o the_o lip_n of_o man_n and_o take_v away_o their_o iniquity_n and_o cleanse_v their_o sin_n imitate_v the_o seraphin_n that_o purify_v the_o mouth_n of_o the_o prophet_n esay_n with_o a_o coal_n take_v from_o the_o altar_n of_o god_n for_o he_o that_o can_v bannishe_v slanderous_a lip_n out_o of_o the_o world_n will_v take_v away_o one_o of_o the_o great_a cause_n of_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n 2._o he_o that_o uniustlie_o rob_v his_o neighbour_n of_o his_o good_a renown_n beside_o the_o sin_n commit_v be_v bind_v to_o repair_v the_o damage_n though_o different_o according_a to_o the_o diversity_n of_o slander_n use_v for_o no_o man_n can_v enter_v into_o heaven_n with_o other_o man_n good_n and_o among_o all_o exterior_a good_n a_o good_a name_n be_v the_o most_o precious_a slander_n be_v a_o kind_n of_o wilful_a and_o perfidious_a murder_n for_o we_o have_v three_o life_n one_o spiritual_a which_o consist_v in_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n another_o corporal_a which_o come_v from_o our_o soul_n the_o three_o a_o civil_a or_o moral_a life_n which_o consist_v in_o our_o good_a name_n sin_n rob_v we_o of_o the_o first_o death_n take_v from_o we_o the_o second_o and_o a_o ill_a tongue_n deprive_v we_o of_o the_o third_o nay_o a_o slanderous_a tongue_n at_o one_o blow_n commit_v ordinary_o three_o several_a murder_n he_o kill_v his_o own_o soul_n and_o his_o that_o hearken_v to_o he_o and_o take_v away_o the_o civil_a life_n of_o he_o who_o he_o slaunder_v for_o as_o s._n bernard_n say_v he_o that_o detract_v and_o he_o that_o harken_v to_o the_o detractor_n both_o of_o they_o have_v the_o devil_n upon_o they_o but_o the_o one_o have_v he_o in_o his_o tongue_n and_o the_o other_o in_o his_o ear_n they_o have_v whet_v their_o tongue_n like_o serpent_n say_v david_n speak_v of_o detractour_n for_o as_o the_o serpent_n tongue_n be_v fork_v and_o double_a point_a as_o aristotle_n say_v so_o be_v a_o detractour_n tongue_n who_o at_o one_o time_n sting_v and_o poison_v the_o ear_n of_o he_o that_o hear_v he_o and_o the_o reputation_n of_o he_o who_o he_o backbiteth_a 3._o i_o charge_v thou_o therefore_o most_o dear_a philotheus_n that_o thou_o never_o speak_v ill_a of_o any_o man_n direct_o or_o indirect_o never_o impose_v false_a crime_n and_o feign_a fault_n upon_o thy_o neighbour_n never_o discover_v his_o secret_a sin_n nor_o exaggerate_v those_o that_o be_v notorious_a never_o interpret_v in_o ill_a part_n his_o good_a work_n never_o deny_v the_o virtue_n &_o good_a part_n which_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v in_o he_o nor_o dissemble_v they_o malicious_o nor_o diminish_v they_o envious_o for_o by_o all_o these_o manner_n of_o way_n thou_o shall_v offend_v god_n greevous_o but_o most_o of_o all_o by_o deni_v the_o truth_n to_o the_o prejudice_n of_o thy_o neighbour_n or_o by_o accuse_v he_o false_o for_o it_o be_v a_o double_a sin_n of_o lie_v and_o rob_v thy_o neighbour_n both_o at_o once_o 4._o they_o that_o to_o speak_v ill_o of_o another_o make_v preface_n of_o honour_n excuse_v their_o intention_n or_o mingle_v secret_a and_o sly_a jest_n and_o the_o praise_n which_o they_o will_v seem_v to_o recount_v of_o another_o be_v the_o most_o venomous_a and_o mischievous_a detractour_n of_o all_o i_o protest_v say_v they_o i_o love_v he_o with_o my_o hart_n and_o as_o for_o other_o matter_n he_o be_v a_o right_n honest_a man_n but_o yet_o one_o must_v tell_v the_o troth_n i_o must_v needs_o say_v he_o do_v ill_a to_o play_v so_o treacheron_n a_o part_n she_o be_v a_o very_a virtuous_a maiden_n say_v another_o but_o she_o be_v overreach_v in_o such_o a_o occasion_n and_o such_o like_a diminish_n addition_n which_o be_v most_o ordinary_o use_v see_v thou_o not_o this_o slight_a of_o they_o the_o archer_n draw_v his_o bow_n draw_v likewise_o the_o arrow_n as_o nigh_o to_o himself_o as_o he_o can_v but_o it_o be_v only_o to_o shoot_v it_o with_o great_a force_n it_o seem_v these_o fellow_n do_v draw_v their_o tongue_n to_o themselves_o but_o it_o be_v only_o to_o let_v they_o overshoot_v with_o great_a violence_n and_o pierce_v more_o profound_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o audience_n or_o company_n where_o they_o talk_v detraction_n utter_v in_o a_o jest_n &_o scoff_v manner_n be_v yet_o more_o wicked_a than_o the_o former_a seney_n they_o say_v be_v not_o a_o present_a poison_n of_o itself_o but_o slow_a in_o work_v and_o easy_o remedy_v but_o be_v take_v with_o wine_n it_o be_v remediless_a so_o speak_v ill_o of_o our_o neighbour_n which_o will_v otherwise_o pass_v light_o in_o at_o one_o ear_n and_o out_o at_o another_o as_o they_o say_v stick_v firm_o in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o that_o hear_v it_o when_o it_o be_v crafty_o couch_v with_o some_o subtle_a &_o merry_a quip_n they_o have_v say_v david_n the_o venom_n of_o asp_n under_o their_o lip_n the_o sting_a of_o the_o asp_z be_v almost_o without_o any_o feel_n &_o his_o venom_n at_o the_o first_o breed_v a_o delectable_a kind_n of_o itch_a through_o which_o the_o entrails_n and_o hart_n open_v themselves_o and_o receive_v the_o poison_n against_o which_o afterward_o there_o be_v no_o remedy_n 5._o do_v not_o say_v such_o a_o one_o be_v a_o dronckard_n although_o thou_o
fear_n some_o time_n carry_v he_o to_o the_o right_a hand_n with_o consolation_n some_o time_n wafte_v he_o to_o the_o left_a hand_n with_o affliction_n &_o not_o one_o day_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o one_o only_a hour_n of_o all_o his_o life_n be_v in_o all_o point_n like_o another_o 2._o this_o be_v a_o necessary_a advertisement_n which_o i_o set_v thou_o down_o we_o must_v do_v our_o best_a to_o have_v a_o continual_a and_o invincible_a indifferency_n and_o equality_n of_o hart_n amid_o this_o wonderful_a inequality_n of_o occurrence_n and_o albeit_o all_o thing_n do_v change_v and_o turn_v giddilie_o round_o about_o we_o yet_o must_v we_o stand_v steadfast_o and_o unmoveablie_o always_o look_v and_o aspire_v towards_o our_o god_n let_v the_o ship_n take_v what_o rout_n it_o listen_v let_v it_o single_a towards_o east_n or_o west_n north_n or_o south_n what_o wind_n soever_o drive_v it_o never_o will_v the_o compass_n look_v any_o other_o way_n but_o towards_o the_o fair_a 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neither_o tribulation_n not_o distress_n nor_o anguish_n nor_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o present_a nor_o future_a dolour_n nor_o the_o fear_n of_o imminent_a danger_n nor_o the_o subtlety_n of_o malicious_a spirit_n nor_o the_o sublimity_n of_o consolation_n nor_o the_o depth_n or_o profundity_n of_o affliction_n nor_o the_o tenderness_n nor_o dryness_n of_o hart_n nor_o any_o other_o thing_n shall_v separate_v we_o from_o this_o holy_a charity_n found_v and_o ground_v in_o our_o saviour_n christ_n jesus_n 3._o this_o absolute_a and_o perfect_a resolution_n never_o to_o forsake_v god_n or_o abandon_v his_o sweet_a love_n serve_v for_o a_o counterpoise_n to_o our_o soul_n to_o keep_v they_o in_o holy_a indifferency_n amid_o the_o in_o equality_n &_o diversity_n of_o motion_n &_o change_n which_o the_o condition_n of_o this_o life_n bring_v for_o as_o the_o little_a bee_n overtake_v with_o a_o storm_n in_o the_o field_n charge_v themselves_o with_o little_a gravel_n stone_n to_o 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oftentimes_o great_a slight_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o nuzzle_v they_o up_o in_o these_o false_a consolation_n make_v they_o remain_v content_v and_o satisfy_v therewith_o that_o so_o they_o shall_v search_v no_o far_o for_o true_a and_o sound_a devotion_n which_o consist_v in_o a_o prompt_a resolute_a active_a and_o constant_a will_n of_o put_v in_o execution_n that_o which_o they_o know_v to_o be_v agreeable_a to_o god_n pleasure_n a_o little_a child_n will_v weep_v tender_o if_o he_o see_v his_o mother_n lance_v when_o she_o be_v let_v blood_n but_o if_o his_o mother_n at_o the_o same_o time_n demand_v a_o apple_n or_o a_o paper_n of_o comfit_n which_o he_o have_v in_o his_o hand_n he_o will_v by_o no_o mean_n let_v it_o go_v from_o he_o demand_v it_o she_o never_o so_o sweet_o such_o for_o the_o more_o part_n be_v these_o tender_a devotion_n consider_v the_o stroke_n of_o the_o spear_n which_o pierce_v the_o hart_n of_o our_o saviour_n we_o weep_v bitter_o therefore_o and_o alas_o 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repugn_v to_o thy_o mind_n and_o if_o thou_o find_v any_o such_o holy_a exercise_n to_o which_o this_o hart_n of_o thou_o have_v less_o inclination_n than_o it_o shall_v examine_v the_o cause_n from_o whence_o that_o disgust_n arise_v 5._o how_o do_v thy_o hart_n remain_v affect_v towards_o god_n himself_o take_v it_o pleasure_n in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n feel_v it_o not_o a_o sweet_a delight_n in_o call_v he_o to_o mind_n ah_o say_a david_n i_o have_v think_v upon_o god_n and_o take_v delight_n therein_o do_v thou_o find_v a_o certain_a promptness_n readiness_n and_o facility_n in_o thy_o hart_n to_o love_n god_n and_o a_o particular_a savour_n in_o taste_v this_o his_o love_n thy_o hart_n do_v it_o not_o recreate_v itself_o to_o think_v upon_o the_o immensity_n bounty_n and_o marvellous_a swetnes_n of_o almighty_a god_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o think_v upon_o god_n amid_o thy_o worldly_a affair_n and_o vanity_n do_v this_o thought_n make_v place_n and_o win_v room_n and_o seize_v upon_o thy_o hart_n do_v it_o seem_v to_o thou_o that_o in_o such_o case_n thy_o hart_n take_v god_n part_n and_o turn_v to_o his_o side_n and_o as_o it_o be_v go_v before_o he_o to_o lead_v he_o reverent_o into_o the_o chamber_n of_o thy_o hart_n for_o there_o be_v many_o soul_n of_o this_o metal_n in_o the_o world_n 6._o a_o love_a wife_n when_o her_o husband_n come_v home_o from_o some_o far_a journey_n so_o soon_o as_o she_o perceave_v any_o sign_n of_o his_o return_n or_o hear_v his_o voice_n what_o business_n of_o ever_o she_o have_v in_o hand_n though_o she_o be_v constrain_v by_o some_o forcible_a consideration_n to_o stay_v herself_o yet_o her_o hart_n can_v be_v hold_v from_o look_v for_o her_o husband_n but_o abandon_v all_o other_o cogitation_n to_o think_v upon_o his_o joyful_a return_n soul_n that_o love_v god_n do_v the_o very_a same_o howsoever_o they_o be_v employ_v when_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n present_v itself_o unto_o they_o they_o neglect_v all_o thing_n else_o for_o joy_n that_o their_o belove_a be_v return_v unto_o they_o and_o this_o be_v a_o very_a good_a sign_n 7._o how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o jesus_n christ_n god_n &_o man_n take_v thou_o pleasure_n in_o thinck_v on_o his_o life_n and_o death_n the_o bee_n delight_n in_o their_o delicious_a honey_n wasp_n and_o beetle_n in_o ill-favoured_a savour_n so_o holy_a soul_n have_v all_o their_o contentment_n place_v in_o our_o sweet_a redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n with_o a_o exceed_a tenderness_n of_o ardent_a love_n to_o he_o but_o such_o as_o be_v vain_a and_o wicked_a plant_v their_o affection_n altogether_o upon_o unprofitable_a vanity_n 8._o how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o our_o bless_a lady_n thy_o good_a angel_n the_o saint_n of_o heaven_n do_v thou_o love_v honour_n &_o reverence_v they_o have_v thou_o a_o special_a trust_n in_o their_o intercession_n a_o respect_n &_o worship_n to_o their_o image_n delight_n in_o their_o life_n take_v thou_o pleasure_n to_o hear_v they_o praise_v 9_o concern_v thy_o tongue_n how_o speak_v thou_o of_o god_n be_v it_o a_o delight_n unto_o thou_o to_o talk_v and_o discourse_n in_o his_o honour_n according_a to_o thy_o condition_n and_o ability_n do_v thou_o love_v to_o sing_v hymn_n to_o his_o praise_n and_o glory_n 10._o concern_v work_n think_v whether_o thou_o have_v a_o true_a hearty_a desire_n of_o the_o outward_a glotie_n of_o god_n and_o to_o do_v somewhat_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o worship_n for_o such_o as_o love_n god_n do_v according_a to_o david_n love_v the_o ornament_n of_o his_o house_n 11._o consider_v whether_o thou_o have_v leave_v any_o affection_n or_o renounce_v any_o delight_n or_o forsake_v any_o thing_n for_o god_n cause_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a sign_n of_o true_a love_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o we_o love_v to_o deprive_v ourselves_o of_o any_o thing_n what_o then_o have_v thou_o in_o all_o this_o time_n since_o thy_o protestation_n forsake_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n a_o examination_n of_o our_o estate_n touch_v ourselves_o chap._n 5._o 1._o how_o do_v thou_o love_v thyself_o love_v thou_o thyself_o overmuch_o for_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n for_o if_o it_o be_v so_o thou_o will_v desire_v to_o dwell_v always_o in_o the_o world_n with_o a_o extraordinary_a care_n to_o establish_v thyself_o here_o upon_o earth_n but_o if_o thou_o love_v thyself_o for_o heaven_n sake_n then_o will_v thou_o desire_v at_o least_o wise_a thou_o will_v easy_o consent_v to_o depart_v from_o hence_o at_o the_o time_n and_o hour_n that_o it_o shall_v please_v our_o lord_n to_o call_v thou_o 2._o do_v thou_o keep_v due_a order_n in_o the_o love_n of_o thyself_o for_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o mar_v we_o but_o only_o the_o inordinate_a love_n of_o ourselves_o as_o for_o well_o order_v love_n it_o require_v that_o we_o love_v the_o soul_n bitter_a than_o the_o body_n that_o we_o take_v more_o pain_n to_o get_v virtue_n then_o any_o thing_n else_o that_o we_o make_v more_o account_n of_o heavenly_a glory_n then_o of_o base_a and_o transitory_a honour_n a_o well_o order_v hart_n will_v more_o often_o say_v in_o itself_o what_o will_v the_o angel_n say_v if_o i_o think_v or_o do_v such_o a_o thing_n they_o what_o will_v man_n say_v 3._o what_o love_n bear_v thou_o to_o thy_o soul_n be_v thou_o unwilling_a and_o loath_a to_o help_v it_o when_o it_o be_v spiritual_o distemper_v and_o disease_v alas_o thou_o owe_v this_o care_n and_o attendance_n unto_o it_o to_o help_v it_o thyself_o and_o procure_v it_o to_o be_v holpen_v by_o other_o when_o passion_n do_v torment_v it_o and_o to_o set_v a_o side_n all_o other_o care_n when_o thy_o soul_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o thy_o care_n 4._o how_o do_v thou_o esteem_v of_o thyself_o before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n almighty_a to_o be_v nothing_o at_o all_o doubtless_o but_o it_o be_v no_o great_a humility_n in_o a_o fly_n to_o think_v herself_o nothing_o in_o regard_n of_o a_o mountain_n or_o for_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o esteem_v itself_o nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o main_a sea_n nor_o for_o a_o sparkle_n of_o fire_n to_o hold_v itself_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o sun_n it_o be_v humility_n indeed_o not_o to_o prefer_v ourselves_o before_o other_o nor_o to_o affect_v or_o desire_v to_o be_v esteem_v of_o and_o well_o like_v by_o other_o how_o do_v thou_o feel_v thyself_o affect_v in_o this_o point_n 5._o touch_v thy_o tongue_n do_v thou_o not_o brag_v and_o vaunt_v of_o thyself_o one_o way_n or_o other_o do_v thou_o not_o flatter_v thyself_o when_o thou_o speak_v of_o thy_o own_o self_n 6._o for_o work_n &_o action_n do_v thou_o use_v to_o take_v any_o pleasure_n or_o passetime_o contrary_a to_o thy_o bodily_a or_o spiritual_a health_n i_o mean_v vain_a pleasure_n unprofitable_a recreation_n overwatching_a too_o much_o disorde_o labour_n and_o such_o like_a a_o examination_n of_o the_o estate_n of_o our_o soul_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o the_o love_n between_o husband_n and_o wife_n oughts_z io_o be_v sweet_a quiet_a earnest_a and_o constant_a and_o ground_v principal_o upon_o the_o ordinance_n of_o god_n who_o command_v it_o to_o be_v so_o and_o the_o self_n same_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o love_n between_o parent_n and_o their_o child_n between_o we_o and_o our_o neighbour_n and_o our_o friend_n every_o one_o in_o his_o rank_n and_o degree_n 2._o but_o to_o speak_v in_o general_n how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o thy_o neighbour_n do_v thou_o love_v he_o from_o thy_o hart_n and_o for_o god_n sake_n to_o discern_v well_o whether_o it_o be_v so_o or_o no_o thou_o must_v prepose_v and_o represent_v unto_o thyself_o certain_a person_n that_o be_v troublesome_a and_o intractable_a for_o there_o it_o be_v and_o towards_o such_o kind_n of_o man_n where_o we_o exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o true_a charity_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n and_o much_o more_o towards_o such_o as_o have_v injury_v we_o either_o in_o work_n or_o in_o word_n examine_v well_o if_o thy_o hart_n be_v free_a from_o passion_n in_o this_o behalf_n and_o whether_o thou_o feel_v not_o a_o contradiction_n within_o thou_o to_o love_v any_o body_n 3._o be_v thou_o prone_a to_o speak_v ill_o of_o thy_o neighbour_n and_o especial_o of_o such_o as_o love_v thou_o not_o do_v thou_o any_o harm_n to_o thy_o neighbour_n direct_o or_o indirect_o though_o thou_o have_v never_o so_o little_a reason_n or_o discourse_n thou_o will_v easy_o find_v out_o thy_o defect_n in_o this_o point_n a_o examination_n of_o the_o affection_n of_o our_o soul_n chap._n 7._o 1._o i_o have_v extend_v these_o point_n at_o large_a because_o in_o the_o examination_n of_o they_o consist_v the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o spiritual_a
shall_v do_v that_o which_o to_o do_v we_o be_v place_v in_o this_o world_n but_o do_v thou_o not_o see_v the_o decept_n no_o doubt_n if_o all_o these_o exercise_n be_v to_o be_v perform_v every_o day_n they_o will_v busy_v we_o enough_o &_o take_v up_o most_o of_o our_o time_n but_o it_o be_v only_o require_v to_o practice_v they_o every_o one_o in_o their_o time_n and_o place_n as_o they_o come_v in_o their_o turn_n how_o many_o law_n be_v there_o in_o the_o digest_v &_o code_n which_o must_v be_v keep_v and_o observe_v but_o all_o man_n know_v and_o understand_v that_o their_o obseruamce_n be_v require_v according_a to_o the_o occurrence_n of_o occasion_n and_o action_n not_o that_o one_o shall_v practice_v they_o all_o every_o day_n otherwise_o the_o holy_a king_n david_n practise_v many_o more_o spiritual_a exercise_n in_o a_o day_n amid_o his_o weighty_a affair_n than_o i_o have_v here_o prescribe_v s._n lewes_n a_o admirable_a king_n both_o in_o peace_n and_o in_o war_n and_o that_o with_o a_o wonderful_a care_n administer_v justice_n and_o manage_v affair_n of_o state_n be_v wont_v to_o hear_v two_o mass_n every_o day_n to_o say_v evensong_n and_o complin_n with_o his_o chaplain_n have_v every_o day_n set_v time_n to_o meditate_v and_o visit_v hospital_n very_o often_o every_o wednesday_n confess_v &_o disipline_v himself_o very_o oft_o hear_v holy_a sermon_n and_o use_v spiritual_a conference_n and_o for_o all_o this_o never_o omit_v one_o the_o least_o occasion_n of_o the_o public_a weal_n exterior_o offer_v which_o he_o do_v not_o most_o diligent_o put_v in_o execution_n and_o his_o court_n be_v more_o gallant_a more_o frequent_v more_o flourish_a then_o ever_o it_o have_v be_v in_o time_n of_o his_o predecessor_n practice_n then_o these_o exercise_n cheerful_o as_o i_o have_v prescribe_v they_o and_o god_n will_v allot_v unto_o you_o time_n leisure_n and_o strength_n enough_o to_o do_v your_o other_o affair_n though_o he_o shall_v make_v the_o sun_n for_o that_o end_n to_o stay_v his_o course_n as_o he_o do_v for_o his_o servant_n josua_n we_o work_v enough_o always_o when_o god_n work_v with_o us._n 2._o the_o world_n will_v say_v again_o that_o almost_o throughout_o all_o this_o book_n i_o presuppose_v that_o my_o philotheus_n have_v receive_v of_o god_n the_o guifte_n of_o mental_a prayer_n and_o yet_o every_o man_n have_v it_o not_o so_o that_o this_o introduction_n will_v not_o serve_v for_o every_o body_n it_o be_v true_a without_o all_o doubt_n i_o presuppose_v it_o and_o it_o be_v true_a too_o that_o every_o man_n have_v not_o the_o guifte_n of_o mental_a prayer_n but_o it_o be_v likewise_o true_a that_o almost_o every_o man_n may_v obtain_v that_o precious_a guifte_n even_o the_o most_o rude_a and_o unlearned_a so_o that_o they_o have_v good_a spiritual_a master_n and_o guide_n and_o that_o they_o themselves_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o take_v as_o much_o pain_n in_o the_o search_n of_o it_o as_o in_o itself_o it_o require_v and_o if_o there_o be_v any_o that_o in_o no_o sort_n nor_o degree_n have_v this_o precious_a gift_n which_o i_o think_v can_v happen_v but_o very_o seldom_o a_o sage_a conductour_n and_o master_n will_v easy_o supply_v that_o want_n by_o make_v they_o to_o read_v or_o hear_v read_v these_o meditation_n and_o consideration_n with_o good_a heed_n and_o attention_n three_o pricipall_a advice_n for_o this_o introduction_n chapter_n 18._o 1._o the_o first_o day_n of_o every_o mouth_n repeat_v and_o renew_v the_o protestation_n set_v down_o in_o the_o first_o part_n at_o the_o end_n of_o the_o meditation_n and_o protest_v at_o all_o time_n to_o have_v a_o will_n &_o purpose_n to_o keep_v every_o point_n of_o it_o say_v with_o david_n no_o my_o god_n never_o will_v i_o forget_v thy_o justification_n for_o in_o they_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o life_n and_o when_o thou_o find_v any_o spiritual_a battle_n in_o thy_o soul_n take_v in_o hand_n the_o self_n same_o protestation_n and_o prostrate_v in_o spirit_n with_o all_o humility_n pronounce_v it_o all_o from_o thy_o hart_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v great_a ease_n in_o thy_o conflict_n 2._o profess_v to_o all_o the_o world_n that_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v devout_a be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o that_o holy_a desire_n and_o profession_n i_o say_v make_v profession_n of_o a_o true_a desire_n of_o devotion_n and_o not_o make_v profession_n of_o devotion_n blush_v not_o to_o use_v those_o common_a and_o ordinary_a action_n which_o help_v we_o to_o obtain_v the_o love_n of_o god_n advow_v and_o admit_v hardy_o that_o thou_o do_v thy_o endeavour_n to_o meditate_v and_o thou_o have_v rather_o die_v then_o sin_n mortal_o that_o thou_o will_v by_o god_n grace_n frequent_v the_o sacrament_n and_o follow_v the_o counsel_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n though_o for_o good_a consideration_n it_o be_v not_o expedient_a to_o name_v he_o for_o this_o frank_a and_o free_a confession_n of_o god_n service_n that_o we_o be_v with_o a_o special_a affection_n consecrate_v and_o addict_v to_o his_o love_n be_v most_o acceptable_a to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n who_o by_o no_o mean_n allow_v his_o servant_n to_o be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o cross_n beside_o this_o open_a profession_n cut_v of_o many_o a_o summon_n many_o a_o enticement_n which_o the_o world_n will_v make_v to_o the_o contrary_a and_o bid_v we_o to_o stand_v upon_o our_o reputation_n in_o the_o constant_a poursuite_n of_o devotion_n the_o philosopher_n open_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v philosopher_n that_o so_o man_n may_v permit_v they_o to_o live_v philosophicallie_o and_o we_o must_v make_v ourselves_o know_v to_o be_v lover_n of_o devotion_n and_o holy_a exercise_n that_o man_n may_v let_v we_o live_v devout_o if_o any_o man_n tell_v thou_o that_o one_o may_v live_v devout_o without_o the_o practice_n of_o these_o exercise_n and_o advice_n deny_v it_o he_o not_o but_o answer_v he_o love_o that_o thy_o weakness_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o stand_v in_o 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hart_n 5._o i_o will_v do_v all_o that_o i_o can_v to_o pull_v up_o by_o the_o very_a root_n all_o the_o plant_n of_o sin_n from_o my_o hart_n &_o in_o particular_a such_o and_o such_o which_o do_v most_o annoy_v i_o 6._o to_o accomplish_v this_o i_o will_v constant_o embrace_v the_o mean_n which_o shall_v be_v advise_v i_o and_o never_o think_v i_o have_v do_v evough_o to_o repair_v the_o ruin_n of_o so_o great_a offence_n conclusion_n 1._o give_v god_n thanks_o for_o expect_v thy_o amendment_n until_o this_o hour_n and_o bless_v he_o that_o he_o have_v give_v thou_o these_o good_a affection_n 2._o offer_v he_o up_o thy_o soul_n frank_o and_o free_o that_o thou_o may_v put_v they_o in_o execution_n by_o the_o help_n of_o his_o grace_n 3._o desire_v he_o to_o strengthen_v thou_o with_o his_o heavenly_a aid_n for_o his_o dear_a son_n precious_a death_n for_o our_o bless_a lady_n intercession_n &_o the_o prayer_n of_o all_o his_o saint_n etc._n etc._n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la 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to_o god_n and_o cast_v thyself_o with_o tremble_a love_n beiwixt_n his_o arm_n alas_o o_o my_o lord_n receive_v i_o into_o thy_o protection_n at_o that_o dreadful_a day_n make_v that_o last_o hour_n happy_a and_o favourable_a unto_o i_o and_o let_v rather_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o life_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o day_n of_o sorrow_n affliction_n and_o calamity_n 2._o despise_v the_o world_n see_v i_o know_v not_o the_o hour_n wherein_o i_o must_v leave_v thou_o o_o wretched_a world_n i_o will_v no_o more_o set_v my_o love_n upon_o thou_o o_o you_o my_o dear_a friend_n knisfolke_n and_o ally_n suffer_v i_o to_o bearge_n you_o only_o that_o affection_n which_o be_v compatible_a with_o a_o holy_a amity_n and_o may_v therefore_o last_v eternal_o for_o why_o shall_v i_o unite_v myself_o unto_o you_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o that_o afterwards_o we_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o break_v the_o knot_n of_o amity_n betwixt_o we_o 3._o i_o will_v therefore_o from_o this_o very_a instant_n prepare_v myself_o for_o that_o perilous_a hour_n and_o take_v that_o care_n which_o be_v requisite_a to_o end_v this_o journey_n happy_o i_o will_v secure_v the_o estate_n of_o my_o conscience_n to_o the_o utmost_a of_o my_o ability_n and_o take_v present_a order_n for_o the_o reformation_n and_o amendment_n of_o such_o and_o such_o defaulte_n conclusion_n give_v thanks_n unto_o god_n for_o these_o resolution_n which_o he_o have_v infuse_v and_o give_v unto_o thou_o and_o offer_v they_o again_o thankful_o love_o and_o lowly_a unto_o his_o majesty_n entreat_v he_o a_o new_a to_o give_v thou_o a_o happy_a death_n for_o the_o death_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a son_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o the_o b._n virgin_n thy_o angel_n guardian_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la and_o bound_v up_o a_o sweet_a posy_n of_o myrrh_n to_o recreate_v thy_o soul_n the_o day_n follow_v the_o sixth_o meditation_n of_o judgement_n chapter_n 14._o 1._o place_v thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o assist_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o after_o the_o time_n that_o god_n have_v ordain_v for_o the_o continnance_n of_o the_o world_n and_o after_o a_o number_n of_o dreadful_a sign_n and_o horrible_a presage_n the_o terror_n whereof_o shall_v make_v man_n wither_v for_o fear_n and_o anguish_n a_o consume_a fire_n come_v like_o aflood_n shall_v burn_v and_o reduce_v to_o ash_n every_o thing_n that_o be_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n nothing_o which_o we_o see_v except_v nothing_o to_o be_v privileged_a from_o this_o fiery_a deluge_n 2._o after_o this_o flood_n of_o flame_n and_o lightning_n all_o man_n shall_v arise_v from_o their_o grave_n except_v such_o as_o already_o be_v rise_v and_o at_o the_o summon_n of_o the_o archangel_n voice_n they_o shall_v appear_v before_o the_o judgement_n throne_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o josaphat_n but_o alas_o with_o what_o difference_n for_o the_o one_o sort_n shall_v arise_v with_o glorifed_a body_n cast_v forth_o ray_n of_o exceed_a light_n and_o the_o other_o in_o body_n or_o rather_o in_o carrion_n most_o hideous_a and_o loath_a some_o to_o behold_v 3._o consider_v the_o majesty_n where_o with_o the_o sovereign_a judge_n will_v appear_v environ_v with_o all_o the_o army_n of_o his_o angel_n and_o saint_n before_o he_o shall_v be_v bear_v triumphant_o his_o sacred_a cross_n shine_v much_o more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n a_o standard_n of_o grace_n to_o the_o good_a and_o of_o righour_n and_o terror_n to_o the_o wicked_a 4._o this_o sovereign_a judge_n by_o his_o redoubted_a commandment_n and_o which_o shall_v sudden_o and_o in_o a_o moment_n be_v put_v in_o execution_n shall_v separate_v the_o good_a from_o the_o bad_a place_v the_o one_o
the_o four_o manner_n of_o presence_n consist_v in_o help_v ourselves_o with_o a_o simple_a imagination_n by_o represent_v to_o our_o thought_n our_o saviour_n in_o his_o sacred_a humanity_n as_o if_o he_o be_v hard_o by_o we_o according_a as_o we_o be_v accustom_v to_o represent_v our_o friend_n to_o our_o fancy_n and_o to_o say_v i_o think_v i_o see_v such_o a_o one_o do_v this_o or_o that_o it_o seem_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o behold_v he_o thus_o or_o thus_o attire_v and_o such_o like_a but_o if_o the_o venerable_a sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n be_v present_a than_o this_o presence_n be_v real_a &_o not_o by_o mere_a imgination_n for_o the_o force_n and_o appeerance_n of_o bread_n shall_v be_v as_o a_o tapestry_n behind_o which_o our_o lord_n be_v real_o present_a see_v &_o mark_v our_o action_n although_o we_o see_v not_o he_o in_o his_o own_o likeness_n 6._o use_v then_o my_o philotheus_n these_o four_o manner_n of_o place_v thy_o soul_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n before_o prayer_n but_o they_o must_v not_o be_v all_o employ_v at_o once_o one_o only_o at_o one_o time_n will_v suffice_v and_o that_o brief_o and_o simple_o not_o stay_v long_o or_o spend_v much_o time_n in_o call_v this_o presence_n to_o thy_o mind_n of_o invocation_n the_o second_o point_n of_o preparation_n chapter_n 3._o 1._o invocation_n be_v make_v in_o this_o manner_n thy_o soul_n remember_v and_o conceave_a herself_o to_o be_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n prostrate_a before_o his_o divine_a majesty_n with_o all_o reverence_n acknowledge_v herself_o most_o unworthy_a to_o abide_v before_o so_o sovereign_a and_o glorious_a a_o excellency_n yet_o know_v notwithstanding_o that_o his_o goodness_n will_v have_v it_o so_o she_o humble_o demand_v grace_n of_o he_o to_o serve_v he_o well_o and_o adore_v he_o pure_o in_o this_o her_o meditation_n 2._o if_o thou_o will_v to_o this_o end_n thou_o may_v use_v some_o short_a and_o inflame_a word_n such_o as_o be_v these_o of_o holy_a david_n cast_v i_o not_o o_o god_n from_o thy_o face_n take_v not_o from_o i_o the_o favour_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n suffer_v thy_o face_n to_o shine_v upon_o thy_o servant_n and_o i_o will_v consider_v thy_o meruaite_n give_v i_o understanding_n and_o i_o will_v ponder_v thy_o law_n and_o keep_v it_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n i_o be_o thy_o servant_n give_v i_o understanding_n and_o such_o like_a as_o these_o 3._o it_o will_v be_v good_a also_o to_o call_v upon_o thy_o good_a angel_n and_o upon_o the_o sacred_a person_n which_o be_v present_a at_o the_o mystery_n that_o thou_o do_v meditate_v on_o as_o for_o example_n in_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n of_o our_o lord_n thou_o may_v invocate_v our_o bless_a lady_n s._n john_n s._n mary_n magdalen_n the_o good_a thieefe_n that_o the_o inward_a feeling_n and_o motion_n which_o they_o receive_v in_o their_o soul_n at_o that_o time_n may_v be_v likewise_o at_o this_o instant_n communicate_v unto_o thou_o so_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o own_o death_n thou_o may_v invoke_v thy_o good_a angel_n guardian_n who_o will_v be_v present_a at_o thy_o departure_n desire_v he_o to_o inspire_v thou_o with_o convenient_a consideration_n and_o the_o like_a may_v be_v do_v in_o other_o like_a mystery_n of_o the_o three_o point_n of_o preparation_n consist_v in_o propose_v the_o mystery_n which_o we_o mean_v to_o meditate_v chapter_n 4._o 1._o after_o these_o two_o ordinary_a point_n of_o preparation_n there_o be_v a_o three_o which_o be_v not_o common_a unto_o all_o sort_n of_o meditation_n which_o some_o call_n the_o form_n or_o figure_v of_o the_o place_n or_o a_o interior_a lecture_n or_o read_v of_o the_o passage_n to_o be_v meditate_a on_o and_o this_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o to_o represent_v unto_o thy_o imagination_n the_o sum_n and_o substance_n of_o the_o mystery_n which_o thou_o will_v meditate_v and_o to_o paint_v it_o out_o in_o thy_o thought_n so_o livelie_a as_o though_o it_o pass_v real_o &_o verylie_o in_o thy_o presence_n for_o example_n sake_n if_o thou_o will_v meditate_v our_o lord_n upon_o the_o cross_n imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v present_a upon_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n and_o that_o there_o thou_o behold_v and_o hear_v all_o that_o be_v do_v or_o say_v in_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o lord_n or_o if_o thou_o will_v for_o it_o come_v all_o to_o one_o end_n imagine_v to_o the_o self_n that_o in_o thy_o very_o same_o place_n where_o thou_o be_v they_o crucify_v our_o saviour_n in_o such_o manner_n as_o the_o holy_a evangelist_n do_v describe_v 2._o the_o like_a may_v be_v do_v when_o thou_o will_v meditate_v of_o death_n as_o i_o have_v note_v in_o the_o meditation_n thereof_o and_o likewise_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o hell_n and_o in_o all_o such_o mystery_n in_o which_o visible_a and_o sensible_a thing_n be_v handle_v for_o as_o touch_v other_o sort_n of_o mystery_n of_o the_o greatness_n of_o god_n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o virtue_n of_o the_o end_n for_o which_o we_o be_v create_v and_o such_o like_a which_o be_v invisible_a thing_n and_o not_o subject_a to_o the_o apprehension_n of_o our_o sense_n in_o these_o questionless_a we_o can_v use_v this_o kind_n of_o imagination_n true_a it_o be_v that_o we_o may_v use_v some_o similitude_n or_o comparison_n to_o help_v our_o consideration_n withal_o in_o such_o invisible_a mystery_n but_o those_o similitude_n be_v hard_a to_o be_v meet_v with_o and_o my_o meaning_n be_v to_o deal_v with_o thou_o but_o plain_o so_o that_o thy_o spirit_n be_v not_o weary_v and_o overlabour_v in_o search_v out_o curious_a invention_n 3._o by_o the_o mean_n of_o this_o imagination_n we_o lock_v up_o our_o spirit_n as_o it_o be_v within_o the_o closet_n of_o the_o mystery_n which_o we_o mean_v to_o meditate_v to_o the_o end_n it_o range_v not_o idle_o hither_o and_o thither_o even_o as_o we_o shut_v up_o a_o bird_n in_o a_o cage_n that_o she_o fly_v not_o away_o or_o as_o we_o tie_v a_o hawk_n by_o her_o leash_n that_o so_o she_o be_v force_v to_o tarry_v quiet_o upon_o the_o hand_n 4._o some_o cunning_a master_n will_v perchance_o council_n thou_o that_o it_o be_v better_a to_o use_v only_o a_o simple_a thought_n or_o act_n of_o faith_n in_o believe_v the_o mystery_n and_o a_o brief_a apprehension_n altogether_o mental_a and_o spiritual_a thereof_o other_o that_o we_o frame_v within_o ourselves_o the_o place_n and_o manner_n or_o the_o history_n propose_v to_o meditate_v and_o not_o consider_v it_o as_o if_o it_o pass_v in_o some_o other_o place_n without_o thou_o or_o far_o distant_a from_o thou_o but_o these_o way_n be_v to_o subtle_a and_o hard_a for_o young_a beginner_n and_o therefore_o until_o such_o time_n as_o god_n grace_n do_v lift_v thou_o high_o i_o council_n thou_o o_o philotheus_n to_o keep_v thou_o in_o this_o low_a valley_n which_o i_o have_v show_v unto_o thou_o of_o the_o consideration_n and_o discource_n of_o our_o understanding_n which_o be_v the_o second_o part_n of_o meditation_n chapter_n 5._o 1._o after_o the_o act_n of_o imagination_n which_o we_o have_v describe_v in_o the_o former_a chapter_n follow_v the_o act_n of_o our_o understanding_n which_o we_o call_v proper_o meditation_n and_o be_v no_o other_o thing_n but_o one_o or_o many_o consideration_n make_v by_o our_o reason_n to_o stir_v up_o our_o affection_n to_o god_n and_o godly_a thing_n for_o in_o this_o be_v meditation_n different_a from_o study_n and_o discource_v which_o be_v not_o undertake_v to_o obtain_v virtue_n or_o the_o love_n of_o god_n but_o for_o other_o respect_n and_o intention_n as_o to_o become_v learn_v to_o write_v dispute_n or_o talk_v intelligiblie_o of_o such_o like_a matter_n 2._o have_v then_o shut_v up_o thy_o mind_n and_o thought_n as_o i_o say_v before_o within_o the_o bound_n and_o limit_n of_o the_o subject_n which_o thou_o will_v meditate_v on_o either_o by_o imaginary_a representation_n if_o the_o matter_n may_v be_v subject_a to_o the_o sense_n or_o by_o a_o simple_a propose_v and_o conceit_n of_o it_o if_o it_o be_v a_o matter_n above_o sense_n and_o whole_o spiritual_a begin_v to_o make_v consideration_n and_o discourse_n thereof_o according_a to_o the_o example_n which_o thou_o may_v see_v ready_a make_v in_o the_o meditation_n above_o write_v 3._o and_o if_o so_o be_v thy_o soul_n find_v taste_n fruit_n and_o light_n enough_o in_o any_o one_o of_o the_o consideration_n or_o point_n which_o thou_o have_v discource_v upon_o stay_v there_o without_o go_v any_o further_a to_o any_o other_o point_n do_v in_o this_o as_o the_o thrifty_a bee_n do_v which_o never_o leave_v the_o flower_n they_o once_o light_v on_o so_o long_o as_o they_o find_v any_o honey_n to_o be_v suck_v out_o of_o it_o but_o if_o thou_o find_v not_o taste_n enough_o according_a
s._n hierom_n have_v make_v in_o honour_n of_o holy_a paula_n for_o it_o be_v worthy_a the_o read_n to_o see_v how_o it_o be_v all_o as_o it_o be_v powder_v with_o sacred_a affect_n aspiration_n and_o devout_a conceit_n which_o that_o bless_a matron_n be_v wont_a to_o draw_v from_o all_o occasion_n and_o occurrence_n whatsoever_o well_o then_o in_o this_o exercise_n of_o spiritual_a retire_n iaculatorie_a prayer_n fervent_o dart_v from_o a_o inflame_a desire_n consist_v the_o great_a work_n of_o devotion_n this_o exercise_n may_v supply_v the_o want_n of_o all_o other_o prayer_n but_o the_o want_n of_o it_o can_v not_o almost_o be_v repair_v by_o any_o other_o exercise_n without_o it_o we_o can_v well_o lead_v a_o contemplative_a life_n and_o but_o bad_o perform_v the_o active_a life_n without_o it_o repose_n be_v but_o idleness_n and_o labour_n be_v but_o drudgery_n therefore_o i_o charge_v and_o conjure_v thou_o of_o all_o love_n to_o embrace_v this_o exercise_n from_o thy_o hart_n &_o never_o to_o omit_v it_o or_o leave_v it_o of_o how_o we_o ought_v to_o hear_v the_o holy_a mass_n chap._n 14._o 1._o hitherto_o i_o have_v not_o speak_v any_o thing_n of_o the_o bright_a sun_n of_o all_o spiritual_a exercise_n i_o mean_v the_o most_o holy_a dreadful_a &_o sovereign_a sacrifice_n and_o sacrament_n of_o the_o mass_n the_o very_a centre_n of_o christian_a religion_n the_o hart_n of_o devotion_n and_o soul_n of_o piety_n a_o unspeakable_a mystery_n which_o comprehend_v in_o it_o the_o bottomless_a depth_n of_o god_n charity_n and_o by_o which_o god_fw-we unite_n himself_o real_o unto_o we_o do_v most_o liberal_o communicate_v his_o grace_n and_o favour_n to_o our_o soul_n 2._o the_o prayer_n make_v in_o union_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrifice_n have_v a_o unspeakable_a force_n and_o efficacy_n so_o that_o the_o soul_n my_o philotheus_n by_o the_o aid_n hereof_o abound_v with_o heavenly_a favour_n as_o lean_v and_o repose_v upon_o her_o well-beloved_a who_o fill_v her_o hart_n brim_n full_a of_o odour_n and_o spiritual_a sweetness_n that_o she_o may_v be_v right_o resemble_v to_o a_o pillar_n of_o smoke_n proceed_v from_o aromatical_a wood_n from_o myrrh_n and_o incense_v and_o all_o the_o powder_n of_o sweet_a perfume_n as_o it_o be_v say_v in_o the_o canticle_n 3._o use_v then_o all_o diligence_n to_o assist_v every_o day_n at_o the_o holy_a mass_n that_o thou_o may_v joint_o with_o the_o priest_n offer_v up_o thy_o redeemer_n unto_o god_n his_o father_n for_o thyself_o and_o for_o all_o the_o church_n the_o angel_n of_o heaven_n as_o s._n john_n chrysostom_n say_v be_v always_o present_a in_o great_a number_n to_o honour_v this_o sacred_a mystery_n &_o we_o be_v present_a with_o they_o &_o assist_v with_o the_o same_o intention_n can_v but_o receive_v many_o excellent_a influence_n by_o such_o a_o society_n the_o two_o quire_n of_o the_o triumphant_a and_o militant_a church_n join_v themselves_o to_o our_o lord_n in_o this_o divine_a action_n with_o he_o in_o he_o &_o by_o he_o to_o ravishe_v the_o hart_n of_o god_n the_o father_n &_o to_o make_v we_o owner_n of_o his_o mercy_n o_o what_o felicity_n enjoy_v that_o soul_n that_o with_o so_o glorious_a a_o company_n contribute_v her_o devout_a affection_n for_o so_o precious_a and_o desire_v a_o good_a 4._o if_o upon_o some_o urgent_a necessity_n thou_o be_v force_v to_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o celebrate_n of_o this_o sovereign_a sacrifice_n at_o the_o least_o though_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v real_o present_a yet_o send_v thy_o hart_n and_o desire_n thither_o to_o assist_v there_o with_o a_o spiritual_a presence_n at_o some_o time_n then_o of_o the_o morning_n when_o thou_o forsee_v any_o impediment_n of_o hear_v mass_n go_v in_o spirit_n if_o otherwise_o thou_o can_v not_o into_o the_o church_n &_o there_o unite_v thy_o intention_n with_o the_o intention_n of_o all_o faithful_a christian_n &_o use_v the_o same_o interior_a action_n in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o have_v thus_o retire_v thyself_o which_o thou_o will_v use_v if_o thou_o be_v real_o present_v in_o some_o church_n at_o the_o office_n of_o the_o holy_a mass_n 1._o now_o to_o hear_v either_o real_o or_o mentallie_o the_o holy_a mass_n as_o we_o ought_v first_o from_o the_o beginning_n until_o the_o priest_n go_v up_o to_o the_o altar_n prepare_v thyself_o with_o he_o which_o preparation_n consist_v in_o place_v thyself_o reverentlie_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o acknowledge_v thy_o own_o unworthines_n and_o crave_v pardon_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o offence_n 2._o from_o the_o time_n that_o the_o priest_n ascend_v to_o the_o altar_n until_o the_o gospel_n consider_v the_o advent_a or_o come_v of_o our_o saviour_n into_o this_o world_n and_o his_o life_n among_o we_o by_o a_o simple_a and_o general_a apprehension_n thereof_o 3._o from_o the_o gospel_n to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o creed_n consider_v the_o preach_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o protest_v that_o thou_o do_v purpose_n by_o his_o good_a grace_n to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o the_o faith_n and_o obedience_n of_o his_o holy_a word_n and_o in_o the_o unity_n of_o his_o catholic_a church_n 4._o from_o the_o creed_n unto_o the_o paternoster_n apply_v thy_o consideration_n hearty_o to_o the_o death_n and_o passion_n of_o our_o redeemer_n which_o be_v actuallie_o and_o essential_o represent_v in_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n which_o with_o the_o priest_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o faithful_a people_n thou_o shall_v offer_v up_o unto_o god_n the_o father_n for_o his_o eternal_a honour_n and_o thy_o own_o salvation_n 5._o from_o the_o pater_fw-la noster_fw-la unto_o the_o communion_n endeavour_n to_o produce_v a_o thousand_o fervent_a desire_n from_o thy_o hart_n wish_v ardent_o to_o be_v for_o ever_o join_v &_o unite_v to_o thy_o saviour_n through_o everlasting_a love_n 6._o from_o the_o communion_n until_o the_o end_n give_v thanck_n unto_o his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o his_o incarnation_n life_n death_n and_o passion_n and_o for_o the_o infinite_a love_n which_o he_o abundantlie_o witness_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n suppliantlie_o beseech_v he_o for_o his_o own_o self_n sake_n to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o thou_o to_o thy_o parent_n and_o friend_n &_o to_o all_o the_o whole_a church_n and_o humble_v thyself_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o hart_n receive_v with_o devotion_n the_o heavenly_a blessing_n which_o our_o lord_n give_v unto_o thou_o by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o priest_n his_o lieutenant_n in_o this_o sacrifice_n but_o if_o thou_o purpose_v during_o the_o mass_n to_o make_v thy_o meditation_n upon_o the_o mystery_n which_o thou_o prosecute_a from_o day_n to_o day_n it_o will_v not_o then_o be_v needful_a that_o thou_o divert_v to_o make_v all_o these_o particular_a action_n and_o consideration_n but_o it_o will_v suffice_v that_o at_o the_o begin_n thou_o rectify_v thy_o intention_n to_o adore_v and_o offer_v up_o this_o heavenly_a sacrifice_n by_o the_o exercise_n of_o thy_o meditation_n for_o in_o all_o meditation_n be_v find_v the_o aforesaid_a action_n either_o expresselie_o or_o else_o virtuallie_o and_o equivalentlie_o of_o other_o public_a and_o common_a exercise_n chap._n 15._o 1._o beside_o all_o these_o exercise_n philotheus_n on_o holy_a day_n and_o sunday_n thou_o must_v be_v present_a at_o the_o ecclesiastical_a office_n of_o the_o morning_n hour_n and_o evensong_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o thy_o state_n and_o opportunity_n will_v permit_v for_o these_o day_n be_v dedicate_v unto_o god_n peculiarlie_o therefore_o in_o they_o thou_o must_v perform_v many_o more_o act_n of_o his_o honour_n and_o worship_n then_o upon_o other_o day_n so_o do_v thou_o shall_v feel_v a_o thousand_o diversity_n of_o pleasure_n in_o thy_o devotion_n as_o s._n austen_n do_v who_o confess_v of_o himself_o that_o when_o he_o assist_v at_o the_o churche-seruice_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o conversion_n his_o hart_n do_v melt_v in_o sweet_a content_n and_o his_o eye_n over-flowed_n with_o tear_n of_o devotion_n and_o to_o say_v the_o verity_n once_o for_o all_o there_o be_v ever_o more_o comfort_n and_o merit_n to_o be_v gain_v at_o the_o public_a service_n of_o the_o church_n then_o in_o our_o other_o particular_a action_n god_n have_v so_o ordain_v that_o the_o community_n be_v prefer_v before_o all_o kind_n of_o particularity_n 2._o enter_v thyself_o willing_o into_o the_o devout_a confraternity_n which_o be_v institute_v in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o dwell_v principal_o in_o those_o who_o exercise_n be_v of_o most_o fruit_n and_o edification_n so_o thou_o shall_v exercise_v a_o kind_n of_o obedience_n very_o acceptable_a unto_o almighty_a god_n for_o though_o these_o confraternity_n be_v not_o command_v yet_o be_v they_o commend_v by_o holly_n church_n which_o to_o witness_v how_o much_o she_o desire_v that_o many_o shall_v enroll_v themselves_o in_o such_o sodality_n give_v
propose_v and_o vow_v chastity_n of_o widowhood_n in_o case_n their_o husband_n shall_v die_v before_o they_o that_o among_o the_o sensual_a pleasure_n which_o they_o may_v have_v in_o their_o wedlock_n they_o may_v enjoy_v the_o merit_n of_o chaste_a widowhood_n by_o this_o promise_n and_o vow_v make_v before_o hand_n the_o vow_n make_v the_o work_n more_o acceptable_a unto_o god_n fortify_v the_o will_n to_o do_v it_o more_o courageous_o and_o give_v to_o god_n not_o only_o the_o good_a work_n which_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o our_o will_n but_o dedicate_v likewise_o unto_o he_o our_o will_n itself_o as_o the_o root_n and_o tree_n of_o all_o our_o action_n by_o simple_a chastity_n we_o lend_v our_o body_n to_o god_n retain_v notwithstanding_o our_o liberty_n to_o subject_v it_o when_o we_o listen_v to_o sensual_a pleasure_n but_o by_o the_o vow_n of_o chastity_n we_o make_v he_o a_o absolute_a and_o irrevocable_a present_n of_o our_o body_n without_o reserve_v to_o ourselves_o any_o possibility_n to_o go_v back_o from_o our_o word_n render_v ourselves_o happy_a slave_n unto_o he_o who_o bondage_n be_v better_a than_o all_o royalty_n as_o i_o approve_v the_o advice_n of_o these_o two_o great_a personage_n so_o can_v i_o wish_v that_o those_o soul_n which_o be_v so_o happy_a as_o to_o follow_v they_o will_v do_v it_o prudent_o holy_o and_o sound_o have_v well_o examine_v their_o force_n and_o invoke_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o take_v the_o counsel_n of_o some_o wise_a and_o devout_a director_n for_o so_o all_o will_v prosper_v the_o better_a 2._o beside_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o the_o abrenunciation_n of_o second_o marriage_n be_v make_v pure_o and_o simple_o to_o convert_v all_o our_o affection_n unto_o god_n more_o loyallie_o and_o to_o make_v our_o hart_n cleave_v unto_o god_n hart_n on_o every_o side_n for_o if_o the_o desire_n to_o leave_v her_o child_n rich_a or_o any_o other_o worldly_a respect_n do_v keep_v the_o widow_n in_o widowhood_n she_o may_v deserve_v praise_n and_o commendation_n perhaps_o but_o not_o before_o god_n since_o in_o god_n sight_n nothing_o be_v true_o praiseworthy_a but_o that_o which_o be_v do_v for_o honour_n and_o reverence_n of_o his_o divine_a majesty_n 3._o likewise_o a_o true_a widow_n must_v be_v voluntary_o abstract_v from_o all_o profane_a contentment_n for_o the_o widow_n which_o live_v delicious_o say_v s._n paul_n be_v dead_a in_o her_o life_n time_n she_o that_o will_v be_v a_o widow_n &_o yet_o delight_v to_o be_v court_v embrace_v make_v much_o of_o and_z takes_z pleasure_n in_o dance_v and_o feast_v desire_v perfume_n trick_v and_o trim_v herself_o be_v a_o widow_n alive_a in_o body_n but_o dead_a in_o soul_n what_o avail_v it_o whether_o the_o image_n of_o adonis_n or_o profane_a love_n which_o hang_v for_o a_o sign_n before_o the_o door_n of_o fleshly_a delight_n be_v paint_v with_o goodly_a flower_n and_o plume_n round_o about_o it_o or_o the_o face_n thereof_o be_v cover_v with_o a_o net_n or_o a_o cypress_n for_o so_o doubtless_o not_o without_o much_o vanity_n some_o time_n black_a morning_n apparel_n serve_v to_o make_v her_o beauty_n more_o apparent_a the_o widow_n have_v make_v trial_n of_o that_o wherein_o woman_n do_v please_v man_n most_o cast_v more_o dangerous_a bait_n into_o their_o mind_n the_o widow_n then_o which_o live_v in_o these_o fond_a delight_n be_v dead_a be_v alive_a and_o be_v nothing_o else_o to_o speak_v proper_o but_o a_o idol_n of_o widowhood_n 4._o the_o time_n of_o prune_v be_v at_o hand_n the_o voice_n of_o the_o turtle_n dove_n have_v be_v hear_v in_o our_o land_n say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o the_o canticle_n all_o man_n that_o will_v live_v devout_o must_v prune_v and_o shave_v away_o all_o worldly_a superfluity_n but_o especial_o be_v this_o needful_a to_o true_a widow_n who_o like_o turtle_n dove_n come_v freshelie_o from_o bewail_v &_o lament_v the_o loss_n of_o their_o dear_a husband_n when_o noemy_n return_v from_o moab_n to_o bethlehem_n the_o woman_n of_o the_o town_n who_o have_v know_v she_o when_o she_o be_v first_o marry_v say_v one_o to_o another_o be_v not_o this_o noemy_n but_o she_o answer_v call_v i_o not_o noemy_n i_o pray_v you_o for_o noemy_n signify_v comely_a and_o well-favoured_a but_o call_v i_o mara_n for_o our_o lord_n have_v fill_v my_o soul_n with_o bitterness_n which_o she_o say_v because_o her_o husband_n be_v dead_a even_o so_o the_o devout_a widow_n will_v never_o be_v term_v or_o esteem_v fair_a and_o beautiful_a content_v herself_o to_o be_v such_o as_o it_o please_v god_n she_o be_v 5._o lamp_n that_o be_v fedwith_o sweet_a oil_n cast_v a_o sweet_a smell_n when_o they_o be_v blow_v out_o and_o widow_n who_o life_n be_v pure_a and_o laudable_a during_o their_o wedlock_n pour_v out_o a_o sweet_a odour_n and_o virtue_n of_o chastirie_n when_o their_o light_n that_o be_v their_o husband_n be_v put_v out_o and_o extinguish_v by_o death_n to_o love_v their_o husband_n be_v alive_a be_v a_o ordinary_a thing_n among_o woman_n but_o to_o love_v they_o so_o well_o as_o to_o take_v no_o other_o after_o their_o death_n and_o departure_n be_v a_o love_n which_o pertain_v only_o to_o true_a widow_n to_o hope_v in_o god_n so_o long_o as_o the_o husband_n be_v a_o live_v and_o setu_v for_o a_o pillar_n to_o support_v his_o wife_n be_v not_o a_o thing_n so_o rare_a to_o be_v see_v but_o to_o hope_v in_o god_n when_o she_o be_v destitute_a of_o so_o great_a a_o prop_n and_o stay_v of_o her_o life_n be_v indeed_o worthy_a of_o commendation_n this_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o one_o may_v with_o great_a facility_n know_v in_o widowhood_n the_o perfection_n of_o virtue_n than_o one_o can_v have_v do_v in_o the_o state_n of_o marriage_n 6._o the_o widow_n that_o have_v child_n which_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o her_o assistance_n &_o bring_v up_o principal_o in_o matter_n belong_v to_o their_o soul_n health_n and_o establish_v of_o their_o course_n of_o life_n can_v nor_o ought_v in_o any_o wise_a abandon_v they_o for_o the_o apostle_n s._n paul_n say_v clear_o that_o they_o be_v oblige_v to_o take_v that_o care_n of_o they_o which_o they_o themselves_o have_v before_o experience_v in_o their_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o that_o if_o any_o have_v not_o care_n of_o his_o own_o family_n he_o be_v worse_a than_o a_o infidel_n but_o if_o her_o child_n be_v in_o state_n that_o they_o stand_v no_o more_o in_o need_n of_o her_o guide_n then_o shall_v she_o gather_v to_o gather_v all_o her_o thought_n and_o employ_v they_o whole_o to_o enrich_v her_o hart_n with_o the_o pure_a and_o holy_a love_n of_o god_n 7._o if_o mere_a constraint_n bound_v not_o the_o conscience_n of_o the_o widow_n to_o outward_a affair_n as_o process_n and_o such_o like_a i_o counsel_v she_o to_o avoid_v they_o altogether_o and_o to_o to_o use_v that_o order_n in_o menage_v her_o affair_n which_o be_v most_o peaceable_a and_o recollect_v although_o it_o seem_v not_o so_o gainful_a for_o the_o profit_v get_v by_o contention_n and_o troublesome_a labour_n must_v be_v very_o great_a indeed_o to_o recompense_v the_o benefit_n of_o a_o quiet_a life_n beside_o that_o wrangle_a plea_n and_o process_n do_v distract_v the_o hart_n and_o oft_o time_n open_v a_o gate_n to_o the_o enemy_n of_o chastity_n while_o to_o please_v they_o who_o favour_n they_o need_v they_o be_v fain_o many_o time_n to_o use_v demeanour_n and_o behaveour_n displease_v to_o god_n 8._o prayer_n must_v be_v the_o widow_n continual_a exercise_n for_o she_o must_v now_o love_v nothing_o but_o god_n she_o must_v use_v almost_o no_o word_n but_o for_o god_n sake_n and_o as_o the_o iron_n which_o by_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o diamant_n be_v hinder_v from_o follow_v the_o loadstone_n leap_v after_o it_o so_o soon_o as_o the_o diamant_n be_v remove_v away_o so_o the_o chaste_a widow_n hart_n which_o can_v not_o easy_o give_v itself_o whole_o to_o follow_v god_n holy_a inspiration_n during_o the_o life_n of_o her_o husband_n shall_v immediate_o after_o his_o death_n run_v with_o ardent_a affection_n after_o the_o sweet_a odour_n and_o celestial_a perfume_n of_o her_o lord_n say_v with_o the_o sacred_a spouse_n o_o lord_n now_o that_o i_o be_o all_o i_o own_o receive_v i_o altogether_o draw_v i_o after_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v run_v after_o the_o sweet_a smell_n of_o thy_o ointment_n 9_o virtue_n peculiar_a to_o christian_a widow_n be_v perfect_a modesty_n neglect_v of_o honour_n rank_n place_n title_n and_o such_o like_a vanity_n to_o serve_v the_o poor_a visit_v the_o sick_a comfort_v the_o afflict_a instruct_v young_a maiden_n and_o incline_v they_o to_o affect_v piety_n and_o devotion_n and_o in_o a_o word_n to_o yield_v themselves_o a_o perfect_a pattern_n all_o virtue_n to_o
and_o put_v out_o of_o order_n when_o thou_o perceave_v unquietnes_n to_o enter_v commend_v thyself_o to_o god_n and_o resolve_v thyself_o to_o do_v nothing_o at_o all_o that_o thy_o vehement_a desire_n exhort_v until_o that_o disquiet_a be_v overpass_o unless_o it_o be_v some_o thing_n that_o can_v be_v differ_v and_o then_o thou_o must_v with_o a_o gentle_a a_o quiet_a endeavour_n withhold_v the_o current_n of_o thy_o affection_n temper_v and_o moderate_v it_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a and_o after_o this_o repose_n do_v that_o which_o be_v requisite_a to_o be_v do_v not_o as_o thy_o desire_n command_v but_o as_o reason_n prescribe_v 9_o if_o thou_o can_v discover_v the_o unquietnes_n of_o thy_o mind_n to_o he_o that_o govern_v thy_o soul_n or_o at_o the_o least_o to_o some_o trusty_a and_o devout_a friend_n doubt_v not_o but_o present_o thou_o shall_v find_v it_o appease_v for_o communicate_v of_o grief_n of_o our_o hart_n work_v the_o same_o effect_n in_o the_o trouble_a soul_n that_o let_v of_o blood_n do_v in_o the_o body_n of_o he_o that_o be_v in_o a_o continual_a ague_n and_o this_o be_v the_o remedy_n of_o remedy_n so_o holy_a king_n lewis_n give_v this_o council_n to_o his_o son_n if_o thou_o feel_v in_o thy_o hart_n any_o thing_n that_o trouble_v thou_o tell_v it_o present_o unto_o thy_o confessor_n or_o unto_o some_o good_a friend_n and_o thou_o shall_v bear_v thy_o grief_n very_o easy_o through_o the_o comfort_n that_o he_o will_v give_v thou_o of_o sadness_n chap._n 12._o 1._o sadness_n that_o be_v according_a to_o god_n say_v s._n paul_n work_v penance_n unto_o salvation_n but_o sadness_n of_o the_o world_n work_v death_n sorrow_n then_o and_o sadness_n may_v be_v good_a or_o bad_a according_a to_o the_o sundry_a effect_n which_o it_o work_v in_o us._n true_a it_o be_v that_o it_o produce_v more_o naught_o then_o good_a for_o it_o have_v but_o only_o two_o that_o be_v commendable_a mercy_n and_o penance_n and_o six_o bad_a one_o anxiety_n sloth_n indignation_n jealousy_n envy_n and_o impatience_n which_o cause_v the_o wiseman_n to_o say_v sorrow_n kill_v many_o and_o there_o be_v no_o profit_n in_o it_o because_o for_o two_o profitable_a stream_n which_o flow_v from_o the_o spring_n of_o sadness_n there_o be_v six_o other_o stark_o naught_o that_o run_v from_o the_o same_o head_n 2._o the_o enemy_n use_v sadness_n as_o a_o fit_a disposition_n to_o exercise_v his_o temptation_n against_o the_o just_a for_o as_o he_o endeavour_n to_o make_v the_o wicked_a joyous_a and_o glad_a in_o their_o sin_n so_o do_v he_o go_v about_o to_o make_v devout_a person_n sad_a and_o heavy_a in_o their_o good_a action_n and_o as_o he_o can_v by_o no_o mean_n procure_v evil_a to_o be_v commit_v but_o by_o make_v it_o seem_v pleasant_a and_o delectable_a so_o he_o can_v withdraw_v man_n from_o do_v that_o which_o be_v good_a but_o by_o make_v it_o appear_v distasteful_a sad_a and_o displease_v he_o take_v delight_n in_o sadness_n because_o he_o himself_o be_v sad_a and_o melancholic_a and_o so_o shall_v be_v eternal_o therefore_o will_v he_o have_v every_o one_o be_v like_o himself_o in_o sorrow_n 3._o this_o preposterous_a sadness_n trouble_v the_o mind_n put_v it_o into_o disquiet_n assault_v it_o with_o unreasonable_a fear_n give_v a_o bitter_a taste_n to_o the_o sweet_a devotion_n dull_v and_o overthrow_v the_o brain_n deprive_v the_o soul_n of_o resolution_n judgement_n and_o courage_n to_o be_v short_a it_o be_v like_o a_o hard_a winter_n that_o cut_v away_o all_o the_o beauty_n of_o the_o field_n and_o swallow_v all_o live_a creature_n for_o 〈◊〉_d bannish_v all_o sweetness_n from_o the_o soul_n and_o lame_v she_o in_o the_o use_n of_o her_o power_n and_o faculty_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o be_v assail_v with_o this_o dangerous_a heaviness_n philotheus_n practice_v the_o remedy_n ensew_v 4._o be_v any_o body_n sad_a say_v s._n james_n let_v he_o pray_v prayer_n be_v a_o sovereign_a remedy_n for_o it_o lift_v up_o the_o soul_n unto_o god_n who_o be_v our_o only_o joy_n and_o consolation_n but_o when_o thou_o pray_v in_o sadness_n and_o sorrow_n use_v affection_n and_o word_n which_o tend_v to_o confidence_n and_o love_n of_o god_n as_o o_o merciful_a father_n most_o bountiful_a and_o pitiful_a god_n my_o sweet_a saviour_n o_o god_n of_o my_o hart_n my_o joy_n my_o hope_n my_o dear_a spouse_n the_o well-beloved_n of_o my_o soul_n &_o such_o like_a 5._o strive_v manful_o against_o the_o inclination_n of_o sorrow_n although_o all_o thy_o action_n and_o exercise_n during_o the_o time_n of_o this_o sad_a passion_n seem_v unto_o thou_o to_o be_v perform_v coldlie_o heavilie_o and_o slacklie_o omit_v they_o not_o for_o all_o that_o for_o the_o enemy_n who_o pretend_v to_o weary_v we_o from_o do_v well_o by_o sadness_n see_v that_o notwithstanding_o this_o device_n of_o he_o yet_o we_o follow_v our_o wont_a exercise_n and_o that_o be_v perform_v against_o all_o this_o repugnance_n of_o heavy_a passion_n 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