not hee thy Father that hath possessed thee and made and created thee God that begatte thee thovv hast forsaken and hast forgotten our Lorde thy Creator and Redeemer 2. Secondly I will ponder the benefits of my Redemption where enter the Incarnation of the eternall VVorde and all the Labours and Trauailes of the Life Passion and Deathe of our Lord Christe beholding him as our Father Pastor Phisition Master and Sauiour So that with my Sinnes I haue injuried him that holdeth all these Titles with mee And as the Apostle saithe I haue crucifyed IESVS Christe within mee Ad Heb. 6.6 10.29 I haue trodden vpon the Sonne of God I haue trampled vpon his bloud I haue despised his examples I haue troden vnderfoote his Lawes and his Precepts and I haue liued as if no such Redemption for mee had euer passed in the worlde Colloquie Then hovv is it o my Soule that thou meltest not in Toares hauing offended such a Father such a Master such a Pastor and Redeemer Hovv is it that thy Hearte doth not cleaue asunder vvith Griefe for hauing offended vvith thy Sinnes him that dyed to deliuer thee from them O my Redeemer hovv much grieueth it mee to haue offended thee Pardon o Lorde my offences VVashe vvith thy bloud the spots of my Transgressions by vertue vvhereof I purpose vvith thy grace no more to retourne to pollute myselfe vvith them 3. In this sorte I may ponder the benefits of my Sanctification where entreth Baptisme and the rest of the Sacraments especially that of Penance and Eucharist and the Inspirations of the holy Ghoste and other innumerable both manifest and secret Benefits as also the promise of future benefits in the Glorification and Resurrection with all the which I am to charge myselfe and with greate astonishment to admire at myselfe that I haue aunswered so many benefits with so euill seruices holding competencie or sufficiencie with God hee by doing mee fauours and giuing mee greate giftes and I by doing him Injuries and committing grieuous Sinnes considering that euery Sinne after a sorte is an Infinite Ingratitude for beeing against an Infinite Benefactour and against infinite benefits that from his hande I haue receiued giuen with infinite Loue without any merits of mine To exaggerate the more the grieuousnesse of my Sinnes in this respect it shall bee good to profit my selfe of some Histories that make to this purpose as of that of Ioseph Genes 39 9. that it seemed vnto him impossible to sinne with the wife of his Lorde of whome hee had receiued so many benefits And that of Saul 1. Reg. 19 6. who though he were a cruell persecutor of Dauid yet hee grewe meeke when hee heard tell the greate Seruices that hee had donne him And when hee sawe that Dauid killed him not when hee had power to kill him hee had compunction and saide Thou arte Iuster then I 1. Reg. 24 18. for thou hast donne mee good turnes and I haue rendred thee euill O my Soule hovv canst thou sinne against thy God Colloquie and Lord from vvhome thou hast receiued all the Good thou hast O God of my Heart hovv much more iust art thou then I for thou ceasest not to doe mee mercies and I cease not to doe thee offenses Thou hauing povver to take avvaye my Life and my Beeing yet doost it not and I hauing no povver to take avvay thine yet as much as it lyeth in mee I attempt to doe it Thou didst cut of the Heade of the Giant and didst breake the Heade of the Serpent to deliuer mee frem Deathe and I subiect myselfe thereunto by offending thee VVho is it that hauing povver to kill his Enemye killeth him not and yet thou vvilt dye that hee may not dye Pardon o Lord my bestiall Vnthankefullnesse and ayde mee vvith thy abundant grace that I may no more returne to fall into so horrible a miserie The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider what motiue I had to Sinne for doubtlesse it encreaseth the greatenesse of the Injurie when it is donne vpon a very light cause and Occasion For why did I offend God For a Litle VVantonnesse of the Flesh for a Punctillo of Honour for a Small Interest of VVealthe for a slight pleasing of myne owne VVill finally for things most vile that passe like Smoke and are as if they were not in Comparison of God And yet beeing such for them I denyed by my VVorkes the liuing God Ad Titū 1.16 and made of them to myselfe an Idoll and false God esteeming them more then the true God crucifying Christe within mee to giue life vnto Barrabas which is Sinne. O my Lorde Ierem. 2.12 Colloquie vvith greate reason sayest thou to the Heauens that they should bee affrighted and to the gates of Heauen that they should breake and breake vvith amazement for tvvo euils vvhich thy People committed and yet I vvretched Sinner haue committed them infinite times leauing thee that art the fountaine of liuing VVater to dravve vvith Labour out of broken Cisternes that cannot containe VVater O Labour ill employed◠O Inconsiderate Chaunge I left the infinite God and the perpetuall Fountaine of infinite and eternall Good for a thing of nothing of Temporall and perishing Good vvhich like a broken Cisterne looseth vnperceaueably the vvater that it holde Gen. 25.34 and remaineth drye O my Soule if the Deede of Esau seeme so vile vnto thee that solde his birth-right for a small Dishe of Pottage Ad Heb. 12. hovv much more vile shall thine bee that sellest thy birt-bright of Heauen for a litle interest of Earthe Hee soulde it to redeeme his Life and thou to sell it incurrest Deathe And if hee founde no place of Repentance to reuoke the sale it vvere very iust that thou also shouldst not finde it seeing thy sinne vvas greater then his But set seeing that Gods mercie is greater approache vnto it vvith Humillitye that hee may defeate by his Grace the euill sale that thou madest by thy Sinne. Finally in this meditation and in the following I am to laye fast holde on this Veritie for it is an incredible follye to beleeue by Faithe what I beleeue and yet to liue in that manner that I liue that is to beleeue that Sinne is so euill as wee haue described it and yet for all this to committe it to beleeue that God is so good and so right a Iusticier and yet notwithstanding to offende him and so in the rest The fourth Pointe THE fourth pointe shall bee to breake out with these Considerations into an exclamation with an Affection vehement and full of Amazemene As that the Creatures haue suffered me I hauing so greiuously offended their Creator and Benefactor Genes 3.24 That the Angells who are the ministers of Gods Iustice haue not vnsheathed their fiery swordes against mee That they haue garded mee and beene the Aduocates of so wicked a man as I. That the Sunne Moone and
art ignorant what shall become of thee to morrowe for thy life is as a Vapour which soone vanisheth awaye Therefore it were fitter thou shouldst say If our Lorde will and If I shall liue I will doe this or that for otherwise thou shallt finde thyselfe deceiued if God haue determined the contrarye The second Deceite is to promise to myselfe not onely long life but also to assure myseffe that I shall haue healthe strength and content with all the goods that I possesse and that they also shall last as long as I from whence it proceedeth that hereupon I exhort my Soule saying Requiesce comede bibe epulare Take thy rest eate drinke and make good cheere giue thyselfe to banquetting and Pleasure for thou shallt want nothing And this is a most grieuous Illusion for all this dependeth vpon God who can take from mee my goods before my life bee ended and though hee take not away them Eccles 5.18 hee may as ecclesiastes saith take from mee my healthe and strength that I may not enjoy them The third Deceite is to forget to prouide what is necessarye for the other life as if there were no more but this present And this was the most quallified folly of this riche man that hauing prouided his Soule of so much wealthe to passe this temporall life hee was alltogither obliuious to prouide it of those necessarye goods for life euerlasting for the which it must needes bee that the vnhappy Soule that in this miserable life did eate drinke and banquet must afterwardes endure perpetuall Hunger and Thirst and eternall miserye Pondering these three deceites I will examine if my Soule bee beguiled with them and will exhort her contrarily to this riche man saying vnto her O my Soule promise not to thyselfe many yeares Colloquie for peraduenture thou shallt not liue out this present Glory not of to morrovve for thou knovvest not vvhat the daye that is to come shall bring forth Giue not thyselfe to rest but to labour not to feastings and banquets but to Fasting and Teares Prouer. 27.1 Eccles 9.5 Haue a care of eternall life vvhich attendeth thee for after Deathe there is no meanes to meritte any durable rest or saciety O eternall God deliuer mee of thy Infinite goodnesse from these miserable Deceites before Deathe seaze vpon mee in them Exhort thou my Soule to vvorkes that are pleasing vnto thee that this day it may more and more separate itselfe from all such things as offend thee Amen The second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the greate losses they suffer in Deathe that haue beene thus beguiled all their Life drawing them from the wordes of our Lord God to this riche man Stulte hac nocte animam tuam repetent à te quae parasti cuius erūt Thou foole this night they require they Soule of thee and the goods that thou hast scraped together whose shall they bee wherein are touched fower greiuous losses Psal 33.22 for the which king Dauid had greate reason to say that the Deathe of Sinners is very euill 1. Stulte The first Losse is to dye in his very Folly without falling into a reckoning thereof till it bee past remedye For late or earely both good and euill shall come to perceiue their errours but in a different manner for the wicked continue in their errour vntill Deathe and then with the experience of their torments and miseries they fall into a reckoning how much in their life time they were beguiled Sap. 5 calling themselues Insensati men without wit or Iudgement But the good in their lifetime perceiue their errour by the light of faithe prepare themselues for Deathe before Deathe seaze vpon them Therefore o my Soule to perceiue thine owne errours take for thy mistresse this diuine Light if thou willt not haue the experience of eternall miserye to bee thy mistresse and beware by other mens daungers before this Losse light vpon thee with thyne owne 2. Hac nocte The second Losse is to dye in the night that is by a sodaine and hasty Deathe in the midst of their Crimes for oftentimes when men are healthefull contented as this riche man was God intimateth vnto them the Sentence of Deathe and executeth it with all passing from a temporall night to an eternall Matth. 8.12 from the interiour Darkenesse of the Heart to the exteriour of Hell VVith this feare I will aske very earnestly of our Lorde that hee would in such manner aduise mee of the perill of my Deathe that I may haue time to dispose myselfe thereunto Isai 38.1 4. Reg. 20.1 as hee aduised king Ezechias by the meanes of the Prophet Isaias saying vnto him Order thy house for thou shalt dye But to this ende I am not to expect Reuelations from Heauen but my Prophet Isaias must bee the light of Faithe and of reason the Inspiration of God the Experience of the Deathe of others the greiuous sicknesse that assaileth mee and the aduise of the Phisition when hee telleth mee I am in daunger And generally seeing I haue no certaine daye of Life and euery daye I may expect Deathe it is wisdome to imagine that God sayeth this daye vnto mee Order to day thy Soule for to morrowe thou shalt dye to doe it presently 3. The third Losse is to dye by force Repetent and with violence requiring and pulling out their Soule in despite of them VVherein I will ponder the difference betweene the Iust vnbeguiled and betweene Sinners beguiled for the Iust offer themselues voluntarily to Deathe when Gods will is that they should dye and they say vnto him with Dauid Psal 141.8 Psal 30.6 Deliuer o. Lord my Soule out of this prison that it may praise thy holy name and Into thy handes I commend my Spirit for thou redeemedst mee o God of Truthe And although nature somewhat shunneth Deathe yet Grace preuaileth against it when God requireth of thē their Soule they yeilde it with greate resignation But the wicked abhorre Deathe and beare it very Impatiently therefore it is saide that the Deuills the ministers of Gods Iustice doe require and pull from them their Soule against their will Colloquie O eternall God graunt mee that I may liue so vnfleshed from all things of this life that there may bee no neede to pull from mee my Soule perforce Require it of mee vvhen thou vvilt for I am ready and vvilling to giue it vnto thee in vvhat day soeuer thou requirest it The third Pointe 1. THirdly I am to consider the dreadefullnesse of that terrible question that God our Lord maketh The things that thou hast prouided vvhose shall they bee wherein is represented the finall Losle of those who as hath beene saide liue forgetfull of Deathe which is sodainely and with greate griefe to leaue the goods which they possessed without enjoying them or disposing of them or knowing to whome they shall come
From this example of holy Simeon I am to collect two things very proffitable to attaine to a good Deathe the first that deuoute holy men experiment in this life the accomplishment of the diuine promises as is that hundreth times as much as they left for Christ to be heard in their praiers to be protected by the diuine prouidence in their necessities and dangers and with this experience they recouer greate hope that God will accomplishe vnto them the promises of the life to come and animated with this hope they desier Deathe to enioy them saying with Dauid In peace I will sleepe Psal 4.10 and repose for thou o Lord hast singularly confirmed me in hope The second is that those holy men who haue arriued by Contemplation to see Christ his greatenesses haue tasted the sweetenesse of eternall things are forthwith weary of temporall as of things vile and vnworthy of their veiwe and so they holde life in torment and Deathe in desire saying with S. Paul Phil. 1 23 I desire to be dissolued and to be with Christ to beholde him and to enioy him for euer Therefore o my Soule if the peace and quietnesse wherein the Sainctes and holy men dye be pleasing vnto thee imitate the feruour and spirit wherein they liue for a feruent life is the cause of a quiet Deathe Finally I will ponder what content the B. VIRGIN receiued to see her Sonne knowne and reuerenced Luc. 2.33 and to heare the meruailes that were spoken of him for as S. Luke the Euangelist reporteth she and S. Ioseph were meruailing to heare these things and glorified the eternall Father for the knowledge that thereof he gaue vnto men The third Pointe THe blessed VIRGIN being in the middest of this ioye Simeon blessing her Luc. 2.34 saide vnto her with a propheticall Spirit Behold this Childe is set vnto the ruine and vnto the resurrection of many in Israel and for a signe which shall be contradicted and thine owne Soule shall a sworde pearce that out of many Heartes cogitations may be reuealed Concerning this prophecye I will consider first the dessignes of God in alaying the Contentments of the VIRGIN for that when as she was most joyfull of the honour that was donne vnto her Sonne he would discouer vnto her the Afflictions that the Childe was to suffer the sworde of sorrowe that for his sake should peirce her Soule that forthwith she might begin to beare the peircing of that sworde and might taste the bitternesse of his passion O most wise Colloquie and most louing God how much thou likest to giue vnto thy elected these mixtures of Consolations and disconsolations sometimes thou exaltest them vnto heauen Ps 106.26 and againe thou abasest them vnto the depths sometimes thou woundest their heart with the woundes of Loue and sometimes with the sworde of dolour demonstrating in the one and in the other the profundity of thy wisdome and the sweetenesse of thy Charitye which seeing thou hast so dessigned beholde me heere prepared for all peirce my Soule with this sworde as thou wilt so that I may be accounted in the number of thy elected Amen Secondly I will ponder two memorable things that Simeon prophecyed of the Childe the first that he was set for the resurrection and falling of many for that many for his cause should raise themselues from Sinne to a high degree of Sanctitye and others for that they would not make their proffit of his comming Isa 8.14 15. should come to fall into the depth of iniquitye of the which they themselues are in the faulte for Christ our Lord for his parte desireth to be a resurrection vnto all and not a stone of offence vnto any The second is that he should be a newe prodigious and admirable signe but yet a signe which his enemies should contradict resisting his Doctrine calumniating his miracles and persecuting his life euen vnto the nailing him to a Crosse Isa 11.10 where he should be to the elected a signe of life but to the reprobate of Damnation by whose power should be discouered the fidellitye and loyaltye of the Disciples which was couered in their Heartes Pondering these two things which continue euen to this daye I am to be astonished at the iudgements of God in this case and to be compassionate for the perdition of such a multitude of Infidells and euill Christians procuring to haue my Soule peirced with the sworde of Dolour as that of the blessed VIRGIN was peirced and withall beseeching this our Lord that his comming bee not to my fall but to my resurrection and that it may be to me a signe of life in whome I may beleeue and hope and whome I may loue and imitate in being one of his Disciples whome he calleth by the Prophet Isaias a signe and a prodigye Isa 8.18 endeuouring that my Wordes and Actions may be admirable like his And if heereupon it shall happen that many doe contradict and persecute me I am to reioice thereat taking it for an assurance that I am much fauored by God seeing he maketh me so like vnto his Sonne The fourth Pointe AT this time also the holy Spirit was pleased to manifest the Childe to another holy woman Luc. 2.36 as he manifested him to a holy man choosing to this ende an auncient widowe whose name was Anne who spent her life in fasting and praier seruing God in the Temple day and night And by Inspiration of the holy Spirit she went vnto the Temple when the Childe entred and knowing by the light of Heauen that he was the Messias she brake sorth into the praises of God and into speaking meruailes of the Childe to all that expected the redemption of Israel Heerein we may contemplate the seuerall wayes that God hath to cherish and comfort his Seruantes for to Simeon before he sawe the Sauiour he promised that he should see him to kindle the desire that he had to see him and to entertaine him with the promise but vnto Anne we knowe not that he made any such promise but that he sodainely inspired her to goe see Christ our Lord with whose sight he comforted her and rewarded the good and long seruices that in fourescore and foure yeares she had donne him Secondly I will ponder sixe vertues of this holy widowe whereby she made herselfe worthy of this fauour that is Chastitye continuall Praier Fasting Obseruation of Gods lawe Deuotion to such things as belonged to the diuine worship with Perseuerance in all for many yeares In these vertues I am to endeuour to imitate this holy woman if I desier to obtaine that which by them she obtained O king of glory Colloquie giue me these sixe wings of the Seraphines that serue thee in the temple of thy Church that I may flye with them in thy seruice vntill I arriue to enioy thee in the Temple of thy glorye worlde without ende Amen The XXVI Meditation wherein
with more perfection by flying in secret for to this purpose the night is more proper Fourthly I will ponder with what Ioye and Content they trauelled albeit their iourney was troublesome and tedious and deuoide of temporall Commodities which yet they felt not much thorough the greatenesse of their interiour alacritye which relyed vpon two thinges First in that it was the will of our Lord God which they helde for their greatest consolation Secondly in that they carried with them IESVS whose Companye was sufficient to comfort them in any solitarinesse or abandoning whatsoeuer without diuerting themselues to regard or to procure any other refreshing which Trauellers vse to seeke after O omnipotent God Colloquie that gauest to these thy beloued Sainctes such Obedience by their merites I beseeche thee to assist me that I may obey thee with subiection of my iudgement with promptnesse of Will with readinesse in execution and with alacritye of Hearte only to fullfill thy VVill relying vpon thy prouidence that it will haue a care of me if in this manner I obey thee The fifth Pointe FIfthly I am to consider how they remained in Egipt vntill the Deathe of the Tyrant Herod which was fiue or seuen yeares pondering the speciall things that hapned in this time As first the greate Pouertye wherein they liued sustaining themselues with the Labour of their Handes in a poore house among a straunge and barbarous People and yet bearing all this very ioifully for the two causes aforesaide From whence proceeded the greate Quietnesse that they there had in such sorte that they neither desired the Deathe of Herod nor were afflicted with the delaye of their retourne but remitted all to Gods prouidence Being also so zealous as they were of the glorye of God they liued there in continuall dolour for the Idolatrye and perdition of that nation so that of eache of them might be sayed 2 Pet. 2.8 as S. Peter saied of Lot when he was in Sodome that in sight and hearing he was iust dwelling with them who from day to day vexed the iust Soule with vniust workes So it is likely that the sacred VIRGIN S. Ioseph were vexed in Spirit for the Sinnes of that People yet alwaies in the middest of them they preserued their puritye Sanctitye shining like Lightes of Heauen in the middest of that wicked nation And it is to be beleeued that the Sanctitye Modestye and celestiall conuersation of our blessed LADYE the VIRGIN and of S. Ioseph mollified the heartes of that barbarous people and caused in them admiration and respect and some by their example were conuerted to God and came to fauour them with almes and with giftes which they being poore accepted for their sustenance O happy he Colloquie that might be present in this banishment to accompanye and serue the Childe and the mother Ayde me o my God with thy Grace that in my Exile I may liue with alacritye conforming myselfe vnto thy will and giuing good example to such as liue with me that many by my meanes may serue thee with perfection Amen The XXVIII Meditation Of the murder of the holy Innocents and of the retourne from Egipt The first Pointe FIrst I am to consider how king Herod fearing least that king whome the Sages had spoken of should depriue him of his kingdome and perceiuing that he was deluded by them Matt. 2.16 he cruelly commaunded to be murdered all the men Children that were in Bethlehem in all the borders thereof from two yeare old and vnder Wherein is first to be considered what an abominable Vice is Ambition and the Desier of raigning and commaunding from whence ensued such horrible mischeifes the cheife of all which was to desier to take away the life of Christ to vsurpe his kingdome and to raigne by himselfe As also how proper it is to Ambitious men to be suspitious and timorous suspecting least others should depriue them of their greatenesse and fearing where there is no neede of feare as the Tyrant Herod was afraide without cause for our Lord Christ came not to take away temporall kingdomes but to giue celestiall Secondly I will ponder the greate greife that our Sauiour Christ had being in Egipt seeing from thence the murder of the holy Innocents for his sake for it is to be beleeued that the sworde which wounded the bodye of eache one of them peirced his Soule with Dolour of Compassion thorough the exceeding loue wherewith he loued them suffering so many martirdomes in his Spirit as they altogither suffered in bodye O most glorious king of Martyrs Colloquie who on this day conquerest in them and sufferest with them haue compassion on my weakenesse and ayde me with thy grace vanquishing in me all whatsoeuer is contrary vnto thee Thirdly I will ponder the greate spirituall good which accrewed vnto these Children by the temporall Deathe which they suffered being assured thereby of their eternall saluation and therefore that was a louing prouidence which Christ vsed towardes them albeit with the coste of the life of their bodye which is of lesse worth then that of the Soule And for this reason our Sauiour Christ rejoiced at the glorious Deathe of his martyrs by the which they became partakers of so glorious and eternall a life Iob 9.23 that being fullfilled heere which holy Iob sayeth of God that he laugheth at the paines of the innocent because be is recreated with the good that commeth vnto them thereby I would Colloquie o my God that I might suffer for thy sake that my paines might be thy Laughter and mirthe catching me with deathe like these Children before malice chaunge my Hearte Sap. 4.11 and Deceite alter my Soule for I rather desier to dye then to liue to offend thee The Second Pointe ANd when Herod was deade Matt. 2.19 beholde an Angell of our Lord appeared in sleepe to Ioseph in Egipt saying Arize and take the Childe and his mother and goe into the lande of Israel for they are deade that sought the life of the Childe Heere is first to be considered how Herod seeking to take away the life of Christ dâ—ed without compassing his intent and dyed a disastrous deathe both of bodye and Soule for the Iustice of God though it dissembleth for a time chastizeth in the ende and though the punishment of the wicked be deferred yet it commeth at last and when men least thinke then Deathe seazeth vpon them when as they pay for all their wickednesse togither what proffit had Herod by his Ambition and Crueltye and extreame care to preserue his kingdome for he lost all in one day and with all lost his Soule bewailing this remedilesse losse as the rest of the Damned doe bewaile it who say What hath our Pride auailed vs Sap. 5.8 and the boasting of our Riches what hath it profited vs all is passed like a Shadowe and now in our wickednesse we are consumed paying the penaltye that
springeth from two Fountaines the one superiour which is God with his Inspirations and the other inferiour which is the Soule with her Faculties the excellencye thereof consisteth in cleansing this second fountaine in the Vertue of the first purifying the memorye of culpable Obliuions the Vnderstanding of Errors the VVill of wrested likings the Appetites of their vnbrideled Passions the Senses of their Superfluities the Fleshe of her sensuall cherishings and the Soule of her vicious manners VVhereupon the Apostle S. Peter saide That God purifyeth Heartes by Faithe Actuum 15.9 not because Faithe alone is sufficient heereunto but because Faithe quickned with the profounde consideration of the Verities and mysteries which hee reuealeth awaketh the Actes and Affections of the Soule which with the Diuine grace dispose for the perfect purification of the Hearte And allbeeit this Excellencye is founde in all the meditations of the mysteries of our faithe yet it is most notably resplendent in those which pertaine to the Purgatiue vvaye whose principall ende is to mooue the VVill to Actes and Exercises wherewith perfect Puritie is obtained the trenches are opened for the edifice and building of Vertues 1. These are reduced to three rankes The first comprehendeth the Actes of knovvledge of our selues with Contempt of our Selues Tractat. de decem gradibus humilitatis serm 36. in Cātic. wherein as S. Bernard saieth true Humilitie consisteth And it is of two sortes One is proper to the Iust that neuer sinned and proceedeth from the knowledge of the nothing that wee haue of our owne reuenew and this is principally obtained by the meditations that shall bee put in the sixt parte The other is proper to Sinners and proceedeth from the knowledge of the sinnes and miseries whereinto wee haue fallen and this is obtained by the meditations of this first parte whose Actes are to despise our selues to holde ourselues worthy to bee despised by all men and as much as lyeth in vs to desire it and procure it exercizing some Humiliations and accepting those that happen vnto vs in such sort as wee shall goe practizing in the meditations themselues 2. The second ranke comprehendeth those Actes vvhich dispose to our Iustification that is to say Feare of Gods Iustice Hope of his diuine mercie Perfect Sorrowe for Sinnes Rigorous Examination of the Conscience Humble and entiere Confession of my Offences Satisfaction with workes of Penance to reuenge vpon myselfe the Injuries that I haue donne against God and other such like 3. The third ranke comprehendeth those Actes vvhich ayde to take avvay the rootes and remainders of forepassed Sinnes to the ende neuer more to retourne vnto them such are Chastizing the fleshe to subject it to the Spirit Mortification of vnbrideled Appetites reducing them to the meanes of Reason Abnegation of our owne VVill to make it conformable to the VVill of God Detestation of ourselues of all things that nourish Selfe-loue that God our Lord and his holy Loue may finde entrance into our Hearte These are the passages which wee are to walke in the Purgatiue VVaye to make a very perfect conuersion For put case that according to the Counsell of the VViseman Eccl. 31.27 33.23 In all our workes wee are to bee very diligent and feruent yet in none more then in the worke of our Iustification and in the meanes ordained thereunto fullfilling at the least that which S. Paule gaue vs in charge Ad Rom. 6.19 when hee saide That as wee exhibited our members to serue vncleanesse and iniquitie vnto iniquitie so now wee should exhibite our members to serue Iustice vnto Sanctification And as S. Augustine saithe Praefatione in Psal 31. Quales impetus habebas ad mundum tales habeas ad artificem mundi Procure to carrye as greate vehemencie of Loue to the framer of the vvorlde as thou carriedst to the VVorlde itselfe seruing the Creatour with that feruent Affection wherewith thou wast wont to serue the Creature 1. Cor. 15 49. bearing as entirely the image of the heauenly Adam as thou barest that of the earthly Adam And because the holy Apostle as S. Lib. 19. Moral cap. 16. Gregory pondereth it spake this as condescending to our weakenesse it is reason that such as are feruent doe labour to bee much more diligent in good then before they were in euill complying with the counsell of the Prophet Baruch Baruch 4.28 when hee sayeth That wee should conuert ourselues ten times more to God then wee seperated ourselues from him So did the glorious Magdalen Zacheus Saul and other notable Penitents of whose meruailous conuersions wee shall make speciall meditations in the third parte wherein those that haue passed by these which shall bee put here may exercize themselues And allbeeit these are most proper to such as desire feruently to conuerte themselues to God our Lord and to such as are Principiants in Vertue who pretende to purifye themselues from all the dregs Eccles 5.5 Prou. 24.16 and ill manners of their olde life yet as the holy Spirit saith because no man should loose the feare that his Sinne is pardoned and because the Iust man falleth seuen times a daye it is therefore reason that the lust also now and then should renewe these meditations to purifye themselues of their present Sinnes and to assure themselues the better of the pardon of the forepassed Sinnes for to this ende is the Counsell of Ecclesiasticus Eccles 18 22. Apocal. 22.11 That wee cease not to pray nor to Iustifye ourselues vntill Deathe And Christe our Lord sayeth in the Apocalips Hee that is Iust let him bee Iustified yet and let the holy bee sanctified yet increasing euery day in puritye of Conscience and in Sanctitye of Life The first fundamentall Meditation of the ende wherefore Man and all things that serue him were created THis first meditation is the beginning and foundation of the spirituall life Cap. 4. 5. for as Cassianus noteth in his first Collation of a Religious mans ende before all things wee are to fixe our eyes vpon the ende of our Life and of our profession aswell vpon the last ende which is the kingdome of Heauen as vpon the neerer ende and marke which is Puritie of Hearte without the which this kingdome is not obtained For the Ende is the Rule of the Meanes and according vnto that all the workes of our life are to bee squared and directed So that in this meditation all those ought to exercize themselues very often that walke in any of the three wayes abouesaide seeing all of them come to relye and stay vpon one and the same finall ende And it will serue also for an example wherein what hath beene saide touching mentall Praier we may see put in practise Afterwards hauing donne those three things which in the fifth § wee spake of before I beginne meditation to tye my Imagination to one place in such sorte as heere it may bee donne
to the Seruice of my Creatour and Redeemer of whome I am to require that seeing hee bought mee with his bloud 1. Petr. 1 18. 1. Ad Corinth 7.23 to free mee from the Slauerye of Sinne that with this newe Title I might bee his Slaue that hee permitte not that I bee any more the Slaue of my Fleshe nor of my Vices nor of the Deuill his Enemye The fourth Meditation of the grieuousnesse of Sinne by the basenesse of Man that offendeth God and by the nothing that hee hath of os his owne THE ende of this meditation is to knowe the grieuousnesse of doing Injurye to God the Basenesse of him that offendeth him for the more vile the Offendour is so much the greater is his boldenesse and Shamelessnesse in offending the supreame Emperour of Heauen and of Earthe The first Pointe FIrst I am to consider what I am concerning the Bodye Gâ—n 2.7 3.19 pondering that my Originall is Durte and my Ende is Dust my Fleshe is a Flower Isai 40.6 Iacobi 4.14 Iob. 14.1 and soone withereth like Haye my Life is as a Blaste and as a Vapour that soone passeth and it is short and full as Iob saith of many miseries and necessities of Hunger Colde Griefe Infirmitie Pouerties and Daungers of Deathe it hath no Securitye of one onely daye of Life nor of Rest nor of Healthe so that by myne owne Strength it is impossible to free mee from these miseries vnlesse God our Lord with his Protection and Prouidence doe defend and deliuer mee from them Now what greater madnesse can there bee then for a man so needye and miserable to dare to offende his onely Remedier and Protector And what greater dotage can there bee then for the Fleshe beeing but Dust and Ashes a filthy Dunghill a swarme of VVormes and Rottennesse it selfe to presume to injurye the Supreame Spirit of Immense majestie before whome the Povvers and all the other blessed Spirites doe tremble O Earthe Colloquie Eccles 10 9. Isai 45.9 and Ashes hovv art thou so provvde against God! O Vessell of Claye hovv doste thou contradict thy maker O miserable Fleshe if thou so much fearest man that can depriue thee of thy temporall Life vvithout dooing thee any greater harme hovv doest thou not tremble at God that can depriue thee of eternall Life and cast thee into the fier of Hell Retourne into thyselfe and if it vvere but for thyne ovvne Interest cease to offend him that can free thee from so many Euills VVith these considerations I am greately to confounde myselfe and to terrifye myselfe with myseâ—â—â— that haue fallen into such madnesse and haue beene so exceedingly foole-hardye and to beseeche Christe IESVS our Lorde that by his most holy Fleshe hee will pardon this audaciousnesse of mine and reduce it to reason heereafter The second Pointe 1. SEcondly I will consider what I am concerning the Soule pondering that I was created of nothing Psal 38.6 and that of myselfe I am nothing that I am worthe nothing that I can doe nothing that I merite nothing and that presently I shall bee turned into nothing Ioan. 15.5 if God doe not continually preserue mee neither should I bee able to doe any thing if God did not continually aide mee Besides this Psal 50.7 I was conceiued in Sinne and with an Inclination to Sinne thorough the disorder of my Appetites and Passions I liue subject to infinite miseries of ignorances and Errors Inuironned with innumerable Temptations within mee and without mee by Visible and Inuisible Enemies that on all sides doe incompasse mee and thorough the Imbecillitye of my Free-will I haue consented and doe consent vnto them committing many Sinnes by the which I come to bee lesse then nothing for it is a lesse euill not to bee then to sinne and it had beene better for mee not to haue beene Matt. 26 24. then to bee damned 2. And if this bee that which I am much worse is that which I may bee thorough my greate mutabillitie and weakenesse for by the threede I may drawe out the botome and by the interiour motions that I feele to innumerable Sinnes of Infidellities Blasphemies Anger 's and Carnallities I collect and gather that to all these Sinnes I am subject and should fall into them if God should take from mee his hande and by what all the Sinners of the worlde doe and haue donne I may gather what I should haue donne if I had beene left at my Libertie D. Aug. in soliloq c. 15. For as S. Augustine saieth there is no Sinne that one man doth but another man may doe it And therefore I am to Imagine myselfe as a fountaine of all the Sinnes that are in the VVorlde and as a deade stinking dogge whome it is lothsome to beholde or as a Body buried in the graue and full of wormes which lyeth consuming turning into Dust For all which I am to contemne myselfe and to judge myselfe worthy to bee despised of all 3. This then beeing so Colloquie to vvhat farther pointe can my dotage arriue then vvith my ovvne vvill to offende the maiestie of God If I bee nothing of mine ovvne hovv dare I offend him that is beeing itselfe And vvherefore doe I abase myselfe so much as to make myselfe lesse then nothing vnvvorthy of the beeing I haue If I am subiect to so many mishaps as may come to my Soule vvhy doe I not appease him that may deliuer mee from them O God of my Soule haue a regarde to that vvhich thou createdst of nothing dravve it from this nothing vvhich is Sinne and ioyne it to thee that by thee it may haue essence and life of grace and may obtaine the blessed beeing of Glorye Amen The third Pointe THirdly I will consider the littlenesse of my beeing and of all the good that I haue in comparison of God proceeding by Degrees and beholding first what I am in comparison of all men joyned togither and then what I am in comparison of men and Angells and then what all Creatures are in comparison of God before whome as Isaias saithe the nations are Isai 40.17 as if they were not they are as nothing and as a thing voide of beeing they are as a droppe of VVater or of the Dewe of the morning that falleth vpon the grounde and can hardely bee seene Then I alone Sap. 11. what shall I bee before God As the Starres appeare not in the presence of the Sunne and are as if they were not so I how greate good soeuer I haue am as if I were not at all in the presence of God and much lesse then a litle worme in comparison of the whole worlde My Science my Vertue my Power my Discretion my Fortitude my Beautye and all whatsoeuer good I haue or can haue is as nothing in comparison of that which God hath for the which our Sauiour saide with greate reason Luc. 18.19 None is good but onely
will consider the extreamest that may bee truely saide of Sinne which is that though the euills of paine onely which are suffered in Hell are so terrible yet it is Incomparably a greater euill then all they In such sort that if one man should suffer the paines of Hell without Sinne and another should haue but one mortall Sinne onely this last should bee more euill and miserable then the other And if all the paines of Hell deuoyde of Sinne were put on one side on the other side one mortall Sinne onely and that I must of necessity choose one of these two I saith S. Lib. de similitudinibus c. 190. Bern. sermo 35. in Cant. Anselme would choose rather to throwe myselfe into Hell then to committe onely one mortall Sinne. And with holy Eleazar I would say Praemitti velle in infernum That I would rather enter into Hell itselfe without Sinne then remaine with Sinne in the VVorlde for the Deathe of Sinne saieth the VViseman is most wicked and the worst that may be Eccle. 28 25. Colloquie Et vtilis potius Inferus quam illa The graue yea Hell itselfe as touching paine is more profitable then it O Infinite God settle this Truthe in my Hearte that I may feare Sinne much more then Hell seeing in truthe there is no vvorse hell then to bee in Sinne. O my Soule bevvaile bitterly thy Sinnes not onely for Hell vvhich thou hast deserued but much more for the greate euill thou hast committed against God Cease presently to Sinne that God may not strike thee vvith a cruell chastizement and vvith the stripe of an Enemye Ier. 30.14 permitting thee to vvaxe obdurate in thy Sinnes to chastise thee vvith neuer ending paines Concerning this last Ponderation it is to bee considered that it is not set downe because it is needefull to make this Comparison For Hell is neuer without Sinne neither can there bee any case wherein Hell may bee chosen not to committe a Sinne but onely that heereby wee may see how greate an euill Sinne is and how worthy it is to bee much more extreemely abhorred then Hell yea allbeeit there were no Hell at all VVhereupon S. Ambrose saithe Lib. 3. de offic c. 4. 5. That there is no paine more greiuous then the VVounde of Conscience nor no Iudgement more rigorous then the Domesticall where with euery one iudgeth himselfe guilty And though the Iust man saieth hee had Giges ring with the which hee might doe what hee would Inuisible yet would hee not Sinne for hee departeth not from Sinne for feare of Punishment but for the horrour of VVickednesse and Loue of Vertue That which in this meditation hath beene declared in generall shall more manifestly bee seene by that which shall bee declared particularly in the ensuing of the Last things of man and in the speciall Punishments that corresponde to the seuen deadely Sinnes Meditations of our last things to mooue vs to a Detestation of Sinnes THE meditations of the last things of man which are Deathe and the Graue Iudgement particular and Vniuersall Hell Purgatorie and Glorye are of most efficacye to moue vs to a Detestation of our Sinnes and to an effectuall Resolution neuer more to retourne vnto them Heereupon saide the Ecclesiasticus Eccles 7.40 Deut. 32 29. In all thy vvorkes remember thy last ends and thou shallt not Sinne foreuer And for the same reason saide Moyses to his People O that they vvere vvise and vnderstood and vvould prouide for their Last thinges giuing to vnderstand That our true VVisdome Vnderstanding and Prouidence consisteth in well meditating and ruminating those things which are to happen to vs in the ende of ouâ— Life and to bee prouided therefore And especially the meditation of Deathe as Experience teacheth vs is very proffitable for all those that walke in any of the three wayes Purgatiue Illuminatiue and Vnitiue wherein all men ought often to exercize themselues though with different endes The Principiants to purge themselues of their Sinnes before Deathe assaile them and take them vnprouided The Proficients to make hast to store vp Vertues seeing the Time of meriting is very short and Deathe cuts it of on a sodaine The Perfect to despise all things created with a Desire to vnite themselues by Loue with their Creator And therefore wee will pointe out Considerations that may proffit all but most especially those that aide to the ende of the Purgatine Life whereof at this time wee entreate The seuenth Meditation of the Properties of Deathe IN this meditation wee will consider some Properties of Deathe and what endes our Lorde pretended in them for our Proffit reducing them to three which are the most Principall The first Pointe THe first Propertye of Deathe is to bee most Certaine Ad Heb. 9.27 from the which none can escape in the time that God hath determined 1. VVherein wee are to ponder first That God our Lord from all eternitye hath determined the yeares of our Life Psal 38.6 and assigned the moneth the Day and Hower wherein euery one is to dye so that it is Impossible sayeth Iob to passe one minute thereof Iob. 14.5 neither is there any King nor Monarke that can adde to himselfe nor to any other one moment of Life aboue that which God hath determined So that as I entred into the VVorlde the same Daye that God would and not before so shall I departe out of the VVorlde the same Daye that God will and not afterwardes That by this I may Vnderstand that what daye soeuer I liue I receiue it of Grace and that those I haue liued haue beene of grace for our Lord might haue assigned mee a shorter time of Life as hee assigned to others that died in their Mothers wombe or in their Infancye And seeing my Life so dependeth vpon God there is just cause why I should spend all the time thereof in his Seruice that gaue it mee holding it for a greate Ingratitude to employe one onely moment to offend him 2. Secondly I am to consider that God our Lord in this his Decree shortned or inlarged the dayes that some men according to their naturall Complezion might haue liued for the secret endes of his soueraigne Prouidence For to some either for their owne praiers or for the praiers of other Sainctes hee inlarged the dayes of their Life as to king Ezechias hee added fifteene yeares 4. Reg. 20.6 because with Teares hee required it And the like hath succeeded to the Deade who miraculously haue beene raized to Life To some others hee shortneth the dayes of their life for one of two endes either for their Saluation Sap. 4.11 cutting them off as the VViseman saithe in their youth lest Malice should chaunge their vnderstanding or lest fiction might deceiue their Soule Or contrarily to punish their grieuous Sinnes and to stop their passages that they might not make an addition of greater Psal 54.24 VVhereupon Dauid fayed
That the men of Blood that is men very wicked and cruell shall not liue halfe their dayes And sometimes hee shorteneth them for Sinnes that seeme but light 3. Reg. 13 19. as it happened to the Propher who beeing beguiled by another did eate in the place where God had commaunded him that hee should not eate Out of all this I will extract a firme Resolution so to order the dayes of my Life that God shorten them not for my Sinnes saying with Dauid Psal 101 25. Call mee not backe o Lord in the halfe of my dayes by a sodaine Deathe but remember that thy yeares are eternall and haue compassion of mine that are fewe The second Pointe THE second Propertye of Deathe is that concerning the Day Place Manner it is most secretly hidden from all men manifest onely to God 1. In the which I will ponder first that wee are not able to knowe the Day nor the Hower wherein wee are to dye neither the Place nor the Occasion nor Seas on wherein Deathe may attache vs nor the manner how wee are to dye whither its hal bee with a naturall Deathe by Sickenesse by what kinde of Sicknesse or whither it shal bee with a violent Deathe by Fier or VVater by the handes of men or by Beastes or by some Lightning or by the tile of a houset hat may fall downe vpon vs. This onely wee knowe that Deathe shall come sodainely or Sicknesse and the Occasion thereof and that when a man is most carelesse Luo. 12.39 1. Ad Thes 5.2 Apoc. 16.15 it comes like a Theefe in the night to scale his house and robbe him of his VVealthe So saieth Christ our Lorde shall the Sonne of man come to scale your house which is the bodye and to robbe and sacke the Soule of it and to giue Iudgement thereof 2. Secondly I will consider what endes our Lord had in this plot of his Prouidence that is to say to oblige vs to bee alwayes watchefull Eccles 9.2 fearing this hower prouiding ourselues for it doing penance for our Sinnes before Deathe seaze vpon vs and making haste to merit Ioan. 12.35 and to labour before our light bee ended least the Candle dye sodainely and wee remaine in the Darke This Christe our Lord concluded in his Parables concerning this matter Sometimes hee saide Matt. 25 13. Matt. 24 42. Luc. 12.40 Vigilate qnia nescitis diem noque horam VVatche daily and howerly because you knovve not the daye nor the hovver of your Deathe Other sometimes hee saide VVatche because you knovve not vvhat hovver your Lord vvill come and bee you readye for at vvhat houre you thinke not the Sonne of man vvill come VVith these wordes I will often exhort my selfe saying Girde thy body with the mortification of thy vices and passions and take in thy handes the burning torches of Vertues and good workes and bee allwayes watchefull expecting the comming of Christe for hee shall come when thou leaste thinkest of it and that hower wherein thou are most forgetfull shall bee peraduenture the hower that hee hath assigned and if hee finde thee not well prouided thou wilt bee miserably deceiued 3. Thirdly I will ponder that all sodaine vnexpected Deathes that haue happened and daily doe happen are remembrances of this Veritie giuen mee by our Lord that I may feare and prepare myselfe for Deathe that striketh euery man may likewise strike mee And therefore when I see or heare say That some dye sodainely by the sworde some by the handes of their Enemyes and other some lying downe to sleepe in good healthe slept the last sleepe of Deathe out of all this I am to drawe feare and aduise for that it may possibly happen that such a kinde of Sodaine Deathe shall light vpon mee 4. VVhereupon I am deepely to consider that any mortall Sinne whatsoeuer if I doe not penance for it deserueth that Gods Iustice should chastize mee with this Deathe as Christe our Lord aduertised to the purpose in two like cases that happened in his time the one That Pilate killed sodainely certaine Galileans the other Lue. 13.2 That the Tower of Siloe fell vpon eighteene men thinke you saithe hee that these men were the greatest Sinners of Galiley or Ierusalem Non dico vobu sed nisi poenitentiam habueritis omnes similiter peribitis No I say vnto you for this hath happened that you may vnderstand that vnles you doe Penance you shall all likevvise perishe as if hee should saye VVhen you see any dye sodainely and of a disastrous Deathe bee not vainely secure saying This happened vnto them because they were greate Sinners for verily I say vnto you that what Sinner soeuer hee bee though hee bee not so greate if hee doe not I enance hee is worthy of Punishment and shall perishe as these perished Then if this bee truthe as indeede it is why doe not I tremble to liue one hower in mortall Sinne in what sorte soeuer it bee VVho can secure mee that the Punishment shall not fall vpon mee that I so justly haue deserued VVho hath excepted mee from this generall threatening that Christe our God menaceth to all Sinners Eccles 30 24. O miserable Sinner bee mercifull to thyne owne Soule and endeuour to appease God with Penance before so horrible miserye light sodainely vpon thee The third Pointe THe third Propertye of Deathe is that it happeneth but once according to that of the Apostle S. Paul Ad Heb. 9.27 Statutum est omnibus hominibus semel mori It is appointed to all men to dye once whereupon it ensueth that the hurt and errour of an euill Deathe being the worst of all hurts is irremediable throughout all eternitie as likewise to die a good Deathe is thoroughout all eternitie durable So that if I once dye in mortall Sinne there is no meanes to remedie this hurt For as Salomon saithe If the tree shall fall Eccles 11 3. when it is cut to the South or to the North in vvhat place soeuer it shall fall there shall it be If by Obstinacye in Sinne it falleth to the North of Hell there is no remedye to recouer grace nor to escape from paine But if by perseuerance in Grace it falleth to the South of Heauen there is no feare of returning againe to Sinne nor of the losse of Glorie VVith the liuely consideration of this and of the former Verities I am on the one side to bee astonished at myselfe that beleeuing this with such certainety of Faithe I doe yet liue so carelesse of my Saluation and so forgetfull in a matter that so much importeth mee And on the other side to animate myselfe to procure with greatest speede Penance and Amendement of Life and feruencye therein humbly beseeching our Lorde to cut the tree of my Life in such time place and in such an occasion that it may not fall to the side of Hell but of Heauen And with all I will
Ecclesiasticus is very bitter to him that hath peace with Riches Eccles 41 1. and Dignities and is desirous to liue to enjoy them longer and the Sinnes hee committed in procuring and in abusing them shall augment this bitternesse Gods Iustice so ordaining it that those things which in their life were the Instruments of their vicious Delightes should in their Deathe bee their Executioners and Tormentours Then shall bee fullfilled that which is written in Iob of a Sinner His breade in his belly Iob. 20.14 which hee did eate with much Sauour suallbee turned into the gall of Aspes vvithin him the riches that hee hath deuoured he shall vomite out and God shall dravv them forth out of his belly He shall suck the Heade of the Aspes and the Vipers Tongue shall kill him that is to say his Delightes shall bee turned into Gall his Riches shall make him disgorge but hee shall neither haue Courage to dispose of them nor to leaue them vntill Deathe take them away by force the Serpents and Vipers of Hell tormenting him for hauing gotten and possessed them with Sinne. Secondly in that hower I must forcibly departe from my Parents and Brethren friends and Acquaintance and from all those that I loue whither it bee with a naturall Loue or with a Lawfull or vnlawfull Loue. D. Greg. 1. moral 13. And as wee leaue not without griefe what wee possessed with Loue and by how much the greater the Loue is wherewith it is possessed so much the greater griefe is felt in abandoning it exceeding greate will the Sorrowe bee that I shall feele to departe from so many persons and things that are so fastned to my Hearte And in these Anguishes I shall say with that other king Siccine separat amara mors Doth bitter Deathe thus separate 1. Reg 15 32. Is it possible that I should leaue those whome I so loue And shall I neuer more see them nor enjoy them O cruell Deathe how much doest thou exasperate my Hearte depriuing mee with such Sorowe of what I possessed with such Ioye 3. Lastly in that hower my Soule is to departe from my Bodye with whome it hath helde so strict and auncient Amitye and consequently it is to departe from this VVorlde and from all things therein contained without hope for euer againe to see heare taste or touche them And if the Loue I beare to my Bodye to my Life and to the other things of this visible worlde bee a disordinate Loue of force I must needes feele exceeding greate griefe to departe from them which I may easily make experience of by that sensible feeling I haue when they take from mee my VVealthe my Honour and Fame or exile mee from my Countrey and force mee to liue from my friendes like a Pilgrim among Strangers or cut of some member of my Bodye For all this together in a troope succeedeth in Deathe after another and a more painefull manner which is without hope euer to retourne againe to possesse it in this Life In euery one of these three Considerations pondering a while what is to bee noted I will enter into myselfe examine whither I carry a disordinate Loue to any of these things repeated which if I finde that I doe I will endeuour to vnroote it with the force of this consideration and with the exercize of Mortification for this is to dye in life and with proffit taking as it were by the hande Deathe Sap. 3.1 so not to feele Deathe as Religious men doe that abandon all things for Christe our Lorde whome I am to beseeche to ayde mee herein saying vnto him Colloquie O eternall God in vvhose hande the Soules of the Iust are and vnder vvhose Protection the Torment of Deathe doth not touche them take from my Soule the disordinate Loue of all visible things that in departing from them it may haue no feeling of Torment O my Soule if thou desirest that these three bitternesses of Deathe should not touche thee Loue not those things that Deathe can take from thee for if thou possesst them not vvith Loue thou shalt leaue them in Deathe vvithout Dolour or griefe I am likewise to ponder in these considerations how greate a madnesse it is to offend God and to indanger my eternall Saluation for things that I am so soone to abandon resoluing valourously with myselfe presently to auoyde any person or thing whatsoeuer that may expose mee to this perill dying to it rather then for its cause to dye to God and separating it from mee rather then it should separate mee from God Matt. 10 34. Luc. 12.51 Colloquie Seeing for this saide our Sauiour Christe that hee came to sende the sworde and Diuision vpon Earthe separating from men all Persons and Things that might hinder their Saluation O svveete Redeemer put forthvvith into my hande the svvorde of Mortification that I may separate from mee vvhatsoeuer might separate mee from thee dying to all that is created to liue to thee my Creator vvorlde vvithout ende Amen The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider the greate Affliction and Anguishe that the feare of the Account I am to make with God and of the rigorous Iudgement whereinto I am to enter will cause mee at that hower as also that I know not the Sentence that shall bee pronounced in the businesse of my Saluation VVherein I am to ponder the dreadefullnesse of this feare for three causes First for that the euill that is feared is the Supreme of all euills yea it is an eternall euill and remedilesse and I am now at the gates thereof Secondly for that the Sentence which is to bee giuen is definitiue and irreuocable and at the Instant is to bee executed without resistance Thirdly for that the cause on my side is very doubtfull because the Sinne that I committed is apparent to mee but not the true Penance that I did and my Conscience accuseth mee to haue offended the Iudge but I knowe not whither I haue appeased him Eccl. 9.1 1. Cor. 4.3 For no man knovveth vvhither hee bee vvorthy of Hatzed or Loue and though I finde no Sinnes in myselfe yet it may bee that God will finde them For all these Causes the feare will at that time bee most terrible For if those that haue a Sute in any waighty businesse wherein all their VVealthe their Honour or Life is Interessed haue very greate feare the day that they expect the Sentence how much greater feare shall I haue when I am neete the day wherein the diffinitiue Sentence is to bee giuen of my Saluation or Damnation And if the greatest Saintes are then afraide how much more shall I feare that am a miserable Sinner This Anguish and Feare vseth to bee augmented by the craft Apoc. c. 12.12 and Subtletye of the Diuell who in that hower tempteth most furiously because hee seeth hee hath but a litle time remaining and therefore hee stirreth vp greately all that may prouoke to
the wretched bodye for nothing that is not capable to enjoye them Out of all this I will collect greate confusion and shame for my vanitye and Sensuallitye wherewith I desire curiousnesse of apparell softenesse of bed and widenesse of habitation animating myselfe to mortifye my superfluities heerein and to beare patiently whatsoeuer wantes seeing what I now haue how litle soeuer it bee is very much The vovves of Religion are an Imitatiō of Deathe 1. and very large compared with that which attends mee But particularly if I am a Religious man or desire to bee perfect I may drawe from hence greate motiues to bee so in excellency procuring to make my Life a continuall Meditation and Imitation of Deathe in three things proper to this estate First in nakednesse of all these things to which perfect Pouertye obligeth mee So that as a deade man looseth the Dominion of all his Riches and they passe to his Heires or to the Poore hee not feeling that they leaue him the worst clothing or interre him in some contemptible place so I will not content myselfe with leauing all that I possessed giuing it to the poore to followe naked IESVS but I will also beare willingly the want of things necessarye and will like best that they giue mee the worst either of apparell bedding lodging or house without murmuring thereat any more then a man that is deade Iob. 1.21 for if I came naked out of my mothers wombe am naked to returne againe it is no greate matter to liue naked in this sorte conforming the midle of the life to the entrance egresse thereof 2. Secondly I will Imitate Deathe in the renuntiation fall those sensuall Pleasures whereunto perfect Chastitie obligeth mee So that as in Deathe matrimonies are dissolued the care of wife children and familye ceaseth and there is made a generall diuorce of all earthly things and of the delightes of the fleshe So I with the vowe of Chastitie shall delight to bee as it were deade to all these things and to the cares thereof as if there were none in the worlde for mee or I were not aliue for them 3. Thirdly I will Imitate the Deade in perfect Obedience for as the deade bodye suffers itselfe to bee tossed and carried wheresoeuer they will and to bee handled as they list without resistance repugnancye or complainte neither hauing will to choose the winding sheete nor the graue nor any thing else taking onely what others giue him So I in all that is not Sinne will permitte myselfe to bee gouerned by my Prelates and Superiors obeying to all that they shall commaunde mee high or lowe sweete or sowre easy or vneasye without replying contradicting or repugning to any thing without any selfe will to choose this or that but as one deade to my owne will I will followe the will of others taking with humillitye whatsoeuer they giue mee These are the purposes that I am to drawe out of this consideration of Deathe encouraging myselfe to put them in practize seeing it is not much for fiftye yeares which perhaps shall not bee fifty dayes to anticipate Deathe in this manner for the assurance of eternall life whereby fiftye thousand millions of yeares I shall possesse the riches of God I shall enjoy his pleasures and I shall haue perfect Libertye free from all miserye O happye Deathe to the which succeedeth so happye a life Colloqui◠O svvete IESVS vvhose life vvas a continuall Deathe to giue vs example of a holy and perfect life Graunt mee that in Imitation of thee I may liue and dye naked of all terrent things mortified to all Delightes and obedient to all humane Creature for thy Loue holde mee allvvaies as deade to all that is visible Ad Colos 3.3 that my life may bee hidden vvith thee in God vvorlde vvithout ende Amen The third Pointe 1. THe third Pointe is to consider the Iourney of the bodye towardes the graue pondering first that I shall bee caried in a coffin or vpon a beere on other mens shoulders to Churche and that hee who but a while before walked the Streetes looking on euery side entred into the Churche registring all that passed goeth now vpon other mens feete blinde deafe dumbe being the motiue of Lamentatiō fo◠his miserye And therefore to suppresse the liuelinesse of my fleshe I will endeuour when I rise out of my bed to remember that some one daye others shall raise mee neuer more to retourne to it And when I goe downe the staires of my house I will say A day will come wherein others will carry mee downe these staires neuer more to get vp And when I goe in the streete or enter into the Churche I will Imagine that shortely I shall bee caried thorough that streete and I shall enter into that Churche neuer more to come out Then will I consider with what companye I am carried to my Graue some singing others weeping and many following mee with piety to honour mee and yet how litle it will auaile my bodye whither they doe it much or litle honour much lesse my Soule if it bee in Hell rather this honour would torment it the more if it knewe it Then will I consider how they cast mee into the graue and couer mee with Earthe laying a Stone vpon mee where my Bodye shall bee eaten with wormes and turned to Dust and sodainely I shall bee forgotten of all as if I had neuer beene in the VVorlde And though there doe remaine of mee very greate and honorable memorye litle shall it auaile my Soule if it enjoye not God as it litle auailed Aristotle or Alexander the greate to bee magnified in the worlde beeing in Hell in terrible Torments for as a holy Sainct saieth VVoe to thee Aristotle that art praised where thou art not and art tormented where thou art Out of these Considerations I will collect some vnbeguilings perswading myselfe to make no account of the vaine honours of this Life but to humble myselfe and in myne owne estimation to put myselfe vnder the feete of all Psal 21.7 like a worme of dust that of all is trodden vpon and cast out as also not to contemne the poore and litle ones seeing in deathe I shall soone bee equall with them and speaking to my Soule Colloquie I will say vnto her Consider wel what vvill be the ende of this fleshe that thou hast Consider vvhome thou cherishest vvhome thou adornest and vpon vvhome thou doest builde these Castles in the aire for all is but like a litle dust raised by the vvinde Psal 1.4 from the face of the Earthe vvhich prosently retourneth to fall thereinto Bee ashamed to subiect thyselfe to so vile fleshe endeuour rather to subiect it like a Slaue vnto thee that it may aide thee to negotiate Life euerlasting O eternall God cleare the eyes of my poore Soule vvith thy Soueraigne Light that it may beholde the vvretched ende of its miserable
remembrance of the soueraigne benefit that God did vs to take vs out of the dust of the Earthe bee not sufficient to spurre and to curbe vs yet at least the remembrance may suffice that when wee leaste thinke of it wee shall bee turned into Dust and so what Loue could not doe let Feare bring to passe Therefore o my Soule Colloquie Micheae 1.10 take Counsell of the Prophet vvho sayeth In the house of Dust couer thyselfe vvith Dust and seeing thou liuest in fleshe vvhich is Dust and art shortely to dvvell in the house of Dust vvhich is the graue couer thyselfe vvith Dust and Ashes doing penance for thy Sinnes and vvith the remembrance of this Dust beduste the svveete and pleasing things of this life that they may not carrye thee after them to Deathe euerlasting The third Pointe 1. FRom hence I will ascende to consider the spirit that is included in these wordes pondering that not without cause they say not vnto mee Remember that thou wast Dust but that thou art Dust at this present to signifye that of my corrupt nature I am earthe Dust for that I am inclined to earthly things as Riches Honors and pampering of the fleshe and that like Dust I am mutable and instable Psal 1.4 suffering myselfe to bee tossed with the winde of euery temptation especially of Vanitye And if I restraine not myselfe I shall turne into Earthe and Dust following my Inclinations and tourning myselfe into a terrene ambitious sensuall and vaine man For the which I am greately to humble myselfe and to tremble at my owne mutabillitye and weaknes and at the perill wherein I liue 2. Then will I ponder how by Gods grace I may free myselfe from these Daungers remembring that aswell I myselfe as all those earthly things that I loue are to ende and to tourne into Dust And with this spirit when I shall beholde a riche and potent man whose riches and power carry my eyes after him that Auarice and Ambition may not ouerthrowe mee I will remember that hee is but Dust and that his gould and Siluer is earthe that all shall retourne thereinto And if I see any beautifull woman that I may not bee tempted and vanquished by Luxury I will also remember that shee and all her Ornaments are Dust and that therein they shall rest And with this spirit I will applye these wordes to all things vpon Earthe saying to myselfe Remember that what thou seest and desirest is Dust and shall turne into Dust and Ashes and if thou doest loue it disordinately thou likewise shalt bee Dust and Earthe as it is Therefore loue God onely and celestiall Riches that by Vertue of his Grace it may bee saide vnto thee Thou art Heauen and to Heauen thou shallt retourne transforming thyselfe by loue into Heauen which thou louest The fourth Pointe FOurthly I am to consider that God our Lorde by the meanes of the Deade and of their Skulles and Bones sayeth vnto mee these very wordes Remember that thou art Dust and that into Dust thou shallt retourne that they may bee the more strongly imprinted in my Hearte and that out of them I may collect the greater prossit This I may ponder calling to memorye that memorable Sentence of Ecclesiasticus Eccles 38 23. which comprehendeth the sense and spirit of the saide wordes Memor esto Iudicij mei sic enim erit tuum mihi heri tibi hodie Remember my Iudgement for so shall thine bee yesterday for mee to daye for thee And for that the Deade had two Iudgements one of his bodye by which hee was condemned to turne to Dull and to VVormes the other of his Soule by which hee receiueth Sentence conformable to his meritteâ— of both of them hee willeth vs to remember ourselues And therefore in seeing any deade bodye or the sculles and bones of the deceased I am to imagine that they say vnto mee Remember that where thou seest thyselfe I sawe myselfe and where I now see myselfe thou shalt see thyselfe yesterday ended my life to day peraduenture thine shall bee ended Yesterday I turned into Dust to daye the like will begin for thee Yesterday the Bells rung for mee to day perhaps the same shall ring for thee Yesterday I gaue an accounte to God of my workes to day thou shallt giue a reckoning of thine Yesterday I receiued Sentence according to my merits to day thou shallt receiue according to thine Consider well that all this shall bee to daye for all the time of thy Life is but as a daye Ad Hebr. 3.13 Colloquie and peraduenture for thee this day shall bee thy last and thou shallt not liue till to morrowe O my Soule heare the crye of the Deade hearken vnto the Lecture that vvithered bones doe reade thee Consider vvell vvhat Iudgement passed on them for such shall bee thine Liue as they vvishe that they had liued prepare thyselfe as they vvould that they had prepared themselues passe often aliue this carriere that they haue passed that when thy houre approcheth thou maiest run it in such sorte that thou mayest obtaine Life euerlasting Amen The twelfth Meditation of the most grieuous Deceites and Daungers which the forgetfulnes of Deathe bringeth with it and of the manner hovv they are to bee remedied THis meditation I will grounde vpon the speeche of our Sauiour Christe concerning a riche man Of the parable of the couetous riche man whose fieldes hauing yeilded him plenty of fruites hee thought within himselfe to inlarge his grainaries or barnes to gather to keepe them and speaking vnto his Soule hee sayed vnto it Soule Luc. 12.19 thou hast much goods layed vp for many yeares take thy rest eate drinke and make good cheere But God saide vnto him Thou foole this night they require thy Soule of thee and the things that thou hast prouided vvhose shall they bee In the person of this riche man so forgetfull of his Deathe are represented vnto vs those that haue the like forgetfullnesse especially when they are riche healthfull and young which I am to applye to myselfe in the forme ensuing The first Pointe FIrst I am to consider three greate Deceites which the forgetfullnesse of Deathe bringeth with it by reason whereof our Lord God calleth this Richeman foole The first Deceite is to promise to myselfe many yeares of Life and to beethinke mee what I shall doe with them as if this depended onely vpon my VVill and not vpon Gods who peraduenture hath determined to take from vs our Life the very same night or day wherein wee thought it should haue beene largest And herewith hee defeateth our Imaginations and discouereth how much they went astraye VVhereupon I will reprehende myselfe with the wordes of the Apostle S. Iaco. 4.13 Iames saying to myselfe How darest thou say to morrowe I will goe into such a Cittye and there I will spende a yeare and will trafficke and make gaine when thou
and had they not beene like the Divells impenitent they should not haue beene cast into the eternall fier prepared for them Colloquie O God of Vengeance and vvith all Father of Mercye seeing thou rather desirest to pardon sinners vvith mercye then to chastize them vvith Vengeance giue mee time of true Penitence that I bee not chastized vvith the impenitent Divells Amen Esuriui enim non dedistis mihi manducare THen declareth the Iudge the iust reason of his sētence saying for I vvas hungrye and you gaue mee not to eate nor exercized to wardes mee the other workes of mercye And the Danmed desiring to excuse themselues not to haue failed with Christe in such workes hee wil say vnto them VVhat you did not to one of these litle ones you did not to mee for I was in them and therefore what you did not to them you did not to mee 1. Ioan. 4.20 For hee that loveth not his neighbout whome hee seeth visibly with his eyes how can hee loue God that is inuisible and hee that forgetteth the Image of God whome hee hath present how will hee remembre God himselfe whome hee esteemeth as absent I vvill also ponder that Christe our lord in the reason of the sentence all edgeth those sinnes that seeme the lesser to giue vs to vnderstand with how much more rigour hec will chastize the greater sinnes of which hee will also make mention And especially hee will declare to every one that all shall vnderstand it the cause wherefore hee condemneth him saying to the Luxurious Departe from mee yee cursed to the fier everlasting for the luxuries and Carnallities wherein you lived And to the Perjured and Blasphemours Departe from mee be cause you prophaned my holy name I having had so greate care of honoring yours etc. Mathê 7.22 Thirdly I will ponder that the wicked in the Day of Iudgement will alledge for their discharge some glorious workes that they did saying to Christe Matth. 7.22 Lord Lord did not vvee prophecye in thy name and in thy name cast out Divells and in thy name vvrought many miracles then why doest thou separate vs from thee But our Lord will aunswere them I never knewe you Departe from mee you workers of iniquitye which is to saye This Faithe and these graces that you had I knowe for I gaue you them but you abused them mingling them with haynous sinnes and it had bene reaseon that you prophecying to others should haue prophecyed to yourselues and casting out Divells out of other mens bodyes should haue cast them out of your owne soules and dooing miraculous workes should also haue donne vertuons workes which seeing you did not doe I neither knowe you nor approoue you and though you call mee your lord I will not admitte you as my seruantes because you were not obedient vnto mee From whence I will collect that if at that time no account shall bee made of Prophecie and the Grace to doe miracles without Vertues lesse account shall bee made of Nobilitie Riches Dignities sciences and other much lesser things which yet are much esteemed of men For to all in generall hee will say I knowe you not Departe from mee you workers of iniquitie The Damned hearing the Thunder of this dreadefull sentence Psal 76.19 Colloquie Psal 76.19 96.4 a mortall raving sadnesse shall fall vpon them For if the signes of Iudgement which like Lightenings are precedent to this Thunder shall wither their bones with feare what a Terrour shall the Thunder it selfe cause what affliction the Flashe and what Torment the fier O soveraigne Iudge sende the Lightenings of thy divine inspirations vpon the Earthe of my soule that contemplating vvhat is to passe in Iudgement I may tremble and quake and so alter my life that thou maiest alter the sentence Psal 76.11 Chaunge my Hearte vvith thy right hande that in that daye I may not bee placed on thy left hande Et cum veneris iudicare noli me condemnare And vvhen thou commest to Iudgement doe not condemne mee Let thy mercye novv pardon mee that then thy Iustice may not condomne mee Amen The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider the execution of these sentences Math. 25.46 of the which our saviour Christe saieth Et ibunt he in supplicium aeternum iusti autem in vitam aeternam And these shall goe into punishement everlasting but the iust into life everlasting First I will consider the execution of the sentence giuen against the wicked for in the instant that it shall bee giuen without any delaye in viewe of the Righteous the earthe shall open vnder their feete and the Divelle laying holde on them they shall all togither descende vnto Hell and the earthe shall presently close vp againe they remaining for ever buried in that abysme of Fier Then shall bee fullfilled that Malediction written in the Psalme Psalm 54.16 Apocal. 20.14 let Deathe come vpon them and let them goe dovvne quicke into Hell And that which Saint Iohn speaketh of in his Apocalips That the Divell and Deathe and Hell and all those that were not written in the booke of life were cast into the Lake of fier and brimstone where with Antichriste and the false Prophet they shall bee tormented Day and might for ever and ever And this is the second Deathe bitter and eternall which comprehendeth the soules and Bodyes that died the first Deathe of sinne and the corporall Deathe that ensued therevpon O what a furious Raving shall possesse the Damned seeing themselues not able to resist nor to impeache the execution of this sentence O what a bitter Envye shall penetrate their entrailes to beeholde the glory of the righteous from whome they are divided O what a desperate sadnesse shall they receiue by this second Deathe and in their first entrance into that stinking infernall poole O what raging Agonyes beholding themselues covered with mountaines of Earthe bolted vp with eternall boltes and bounde handes and feete with Chaines of perpetuall Damnation Then shall they see by experience how evill and bitter it was to haue divided themselues from theire God and to haue abandoned his holy feare Ierem. 2.19 Feare o my soule the terriblenesse of this second Deathe that thou maist avoide the iniquitie of the first Deathe Enter vvith thy spirit into these Openings of the Earthe and hide thy selfe therein Isai 2.10 beholding quietly vvhat passeth there that thou mayest feare the vvrathe of the Almighty and escape his furye I vvill likewise ponder how Ioyfull the righteous shall bee as David saieth to beholde the vengeance that Gods iustice taketh on wicked Psalm 57.11 for although among the Damned bee hee that was his Father or mother Brother or Frende they shall receiue no paine but rather Ioye to see the greate reason that God hath for vvhat hee doeth Exod. 15.1 Apocal. 15.3 so that they shall sing the song that Moyses sung when the Egyptians were drowned in the
hell and the fewell of those eternall fiers whereupon-saieth S. Serm. de resurrect Bernard let selfe VVill cease and there shall bee no hell for if selfe will cease there shallbe◠〈◊〉 sinnes and then what neede is there of hell And besides this if there bee any Hell in this life our owne will is a hell to it selfe for all the miseries of this life so farre are the causes of extreame affliction and heauinesse as they are contrarie to our owne will which if it cease by our conforming ourselues to Gods will that wich is hell is turned into purgatorie and into augmentation of meritte and of crowning in heauen VVhereupon saieth S. Lib. 1. de vocatione gentium ca. 8. Ambrose Our owne will is blinde in desires puffed vp in honours full of anguish in Cares and vnquiet in suspitions more carefull of glorie thē of vertue a greater louer of fame then of a good conscience and much more miserable enioying the things that it loueth then when it wanteth them for her experience augmenteth her myserie Out of all this I will conclude how greate my miserie hath beene in hauing subiected myselfe to my owne will contrary to the will of God bewailing my blindenesse and purposing firmely to abhorre it and to denye it Ioan. 6.38 in imitation of our Lord Christe who descended from heauen not to accomplish his owne will but the will of him that sent him And beeing in the heauinesse and agonies of deathe hee saide to his Father Not my vvill bee donne but thine O soueraigne master I confesse that I am not vvorthy to bee called thy disciple Lucae 22.24 Colloquie because I haue not proffited by thy example May thee sorrovves and Agonye of deathe come vpon mee for the times that I haue sayed against thee not thy vvill bee donne but mine Seperate o my Sauiour from my mouthe so cursed a vvord and fauour mee vvith thy grace to mortifie my ovvne vvill that intirely I may accomplish thine 1. Corin. 10. may I from henceforth seeke not that vvhich is mine but vvhat is thine and my neighbours pretending their proffit and thy glorie vvorlde vvithout ende Amen The third Pointe THe third Pointe shall bee to consider the sinnes disorders of the other interiour faculties of the soule which are the imaginatiō sensitiue appetites with the hurt that procedeth from them First I vvill ponder that my Imaginatiue Facultie is like a hall painted with many images and figures some foule some prophane and others ridiculous monstruous and deformed entertaining it selfe in painting them taking pleasure to beholde them solliciting the vnderstanding to gaze vpon them oftentymes drawing it after it to cogitate vpon them From whence originally spring many sinnes which they call delectatio morosa a continuing or lingering delight in matter of carnallities reuenges Ambitions and auarices delighting myselfe with the imaginanation of these things as if they were present 2. Then will I ponder Ex D. Th. 1.2 q. 23. a. 4 how my appetitiue Faculties are like a rough troubled sea combated with eleuen waues of passions encountring one with another to witte loue and hatred desiring and flying heauynesse and ioy hope and despaire feare and audacitye and anger All which for the most parte I apply vnto euill with greate disorder For I loue that which I ought to abhorre and I abhorre that which I ought to loue I desier that which I ought to flye and I flye that which I ought to desier I reioice in that for which I ought to bee sorrowfull and I am sorrie for that wherein I ought to reioice From whence greiuous sinnes doe arize for the appetites with these affections sollicite the will and carry it after them that with them it may giue its consent 3 Hereupon it is that these passions are the armes and snares of the deuills to combatte vs D. Amb. lib. 1. offic ca. 4. and to intangle vs in greate sinnes for in seeing any passion rize vp they are ioyfull to see it and presently make vse thereof to frame their temptation so that I myselfe giue vnto my enemye the principall armes wherewith hee doth combatte persecute and destroy mee Besides this these passions are my torturers and tormentors for they make warre within mee against the poore spirit molesting mee to make mee will Ad Rom. 7.15 what I would not to doe according to the desiers of my fleshe And so likewise they are one contrary to another for the passion of delight maketh mee desier that which the desier of honour abhorreth and the desire of honour that which the passion of auarice flyeth For as the wiseman saithe I allwayes will Prou. 13.4 and I will not I will vertue because it is good and I will it not because it is laborious I will vice because it is delectable and I will it not because it is dishonest And these willings and nillings of my passions Colloquie Iob. 7.20 Ad Rom. 7.24 are the tormentours of my miserable hearte O vvith vvhat greate reason may I lament mee to myselfe saying to our Lorde VVhy hast thou made mee so contrary vnto thee And hovv am I so heauy troublesome to myselfe Vnhapy man that I am vvho shall deliuer mee from the bodye of this deathe Let thy grace o Lord fauour mee to deliuer mee from so great a miserye From this consideration I am to drawe a very resolute determination to gither with my owne will to mortifie these passions for this giueth life to my Passions and my passions giue life vnto it therefore they must dye togither to bee vanquished following herein the counsell of Ecclesiasticus who sayeth walke not after thy owne passions Eccl. 18.30 and desires and separate thyselfe from thy owne will for if thou grauntest vnto thy soule her concupiscences thy will make thee the laughing stocke of thy enemies To put this in execution wee shall bee assisted with the examinations that shall bee setdowne in the meditations ensuing The XXVIII Meditation wherein is set downe a forme of praying making euery night an Examination of the Conscience ONe of the most effectuall meanes to purifye the soule of vices D. Basil sermo 1. de instit Monach. D. Chrisost Hom in Psal 4. is the continuall vse of examining the conscience euery daye before wee goe to bed which the holy fathers and spirituall maisters doe very earnestly recommend vnto vs. That forme of making this examination which was taught vs in fiue pointes by our glorious Father Ignatius is the most proffitable of all that I haue seene for that it containeth a most excellent forme of praier for all sortes of persons For the vnderstanding whereof D. Bern. alij I breifely aduertize that euery daye wee doe newly charge ourselues with two debtes to our Lord although very different and for very diuerses respectes The first debt is for the innumerable benefits wee receiue of him The second for the
and humbly to subiect mee to vndergoe what penaunce soeuer that reason shall dictate and the Confessor shall impose vpon mee And dolour as an executioner is to torment mee breaking Psal 4.5 and shiuering my hearte for the offences I haue donne to my creator These foure Iudiciall actes am â—to doe within the hall of my hearte quickening them with the considerations which to this ende are ordained Iob. 23.4 35.14 Isai 43.26 and much more with the remembraunce of the presence of God the iudge of the quicke of the deade whom I am to beholde seated in the Throne of his maiestie as in the 9. Meditation hath beene declared for that the viewe of this most righteous Iudge will bee a cause to make mee doe it with greater diligence The first Pointe FIrst I am to consider D. Tho. 3. p. q. 90. act 2. that our Lord Christ would that our owne actes should bee partes of this sacrament to witte contrition confession and satisfaction which aunswere to the three sortes of sinning by thought worde and deede that I myselfe might concurre to the grace of my Iustification and that seeing I sinned with my actes with the same I might dispose myselfe to receiue my pardon And now that it hath beene the good pleasure of our Lorde to ennoble my actes making them the Instruments of his grace it is reason that I should exercise them with the greatest excellencie that I may Eccles 33 23. labouring as the VViseman saithe to bee in them superexcellent requiring of the three Persons of the Godheade particular fauour for euery one of them Of the holy Spirit to whome is attributed Charity I will begge contrition of hearte beseeching him that hee will kindle in my soule the fier of his loue from the which may proceede such a dolour as may consume all the drosse of my sinnes Of the SoÌ„ne of God who is the word of the eternal Father to whome is attribued wisdome I will begge light to knowe my sinnes and such humble wordes to coÌ„fesse them that I may bee purified and cleansed of of them Of the eternall Father to whome is attributed Power I will begge force for the workes of satisfaction with perseueraunce vntill I haue paide all the paines that I owe for my sinnes Colloquie O most blessed Trinitie assist in my hearte in my lippes that I may vvorthily confesse all my sinnes and obtaine compleate remission of them Amen Then am I to consider all that is necessarie to exercize these three actes with greate perfection discoursing of euery one of them The Second Pointe 1. AS coÌ„cerning the first acte Of Contrition which is sorrowe for sinnes I am to procure to haue it the most perfect that may bee not contenting myselfe with an imperfect sorrowe which they call Attrition proceeding from feare of the paines of hell but procuring the perfect sorrowe which they cal ContritioÌ„ and procedeth from the loue of God aboue all things as before hath beene saide And this sorrowe must bee the greatest that possiblie may bee because it is the measure of the grace that is giuen in this sacrament So that if the sorrowe bee imperfect and little the grace shall bee litle if it bee perfect and greate the grace shall bee greate for looke as sorrowe encreaseth so shall grace and if there bee no sorrowe no grace shall bee giuen And therefore the principall parte of this preparation consisteth in the perfectioÌ„ of sorrowe vnto the which I am to mooue myselfe with the coÌ„siderations that were set downe in the fift Meditation and with some similitudes deduced out of holy scripture to mooue vs vnto the teares of loue 2. Of the teares of loue Hierem. 6.26 Sometymes it telleth mee that I should weepe bitterly as a mother weepeth for the deathe of her onely begothen vpon whome shee had laied all her loue and repose so will I weepe for the spirituall deathe of my soule which is my onely one and by reason is much to bee loued yet I myselfe haue cruelly slaine her by sinne and subiected her to deathe euerlasting And seeing I haue so greate a feeling of the losse of those things that I loue a much greater feeling am I to haue of this because it is the greatest of all and herein teares are well employed For a mother let her weepe neuer so much shee shall not giue life to her sonne that is deade but I with the teares of Contrition shall obtaine life for my deade soule O infinite God Colloquie I am very much greaued for the iniurie I hune donne thee by killing vvith sinne the soule that thou gauest mee and seeing it is more thine then mine haue mercie vpon it Deliuer my soule from the svvorde of death Psalm 21.21 my only one from the dogg of Hell that I may liue to thee and confesse thy holy name amen 2 I will likewise weepe for my sinnes because with them I haue killed the only begotten Sonne Zacha. 12.10 Ad Heb. 6.6 who through excellencie meriteth this name Christ Iesus my Lord whome within myselfe I haue crucified againe and haue as much as lieth in me giuen occasion that he should die O only begoten Sonne of the Father I am exceedingly sorroufull for my sinnes Colloquie for hauing binne thereby a cause of thy death returne a Lord to liue in my soule vvith thy grace seeing thou dydst die to giue it life 3 Othersometimes it telleth mee that I should weepe like a Bride that hath by death lost her beloued spouse vpon whome depended her whole remedie and reliefe thereby remaining a widowe poore and abandoned And so will I weepe for my sinnes by the which I haue lost God the spouse of my soule and with him haue lost the iewells of his grace and Charitie and the giftes that he had giuen me remaining like a widowe not able to engender children of good workes merittes of life euerlasting but abandoned Colloquie and left dessolate without the protectioÌ„ of so sweete a spouse O if my harte vvould shiuer and breake vvith the force of dolour for hauing lost such a spouse such Ievvells and such amiable protection And yet notwithstanding if I perceiue that my harte is still hardned and melteth not with the considerations of loue Ex D. Bern. serm 16. in Cant. I will make vse of those of feare before mentioned that feare as S Barnard saieth may quickne me and open the dore to loue excitetur vt excitet Let feare be awakned that it may awake me Feare o my soule the face of the Iudge whome the powers of heauen doe feare the wrathe of the Omnipotent the face of his furie the noise of the worlde that shall perish the fire that shall burne it the voice of the Archangell and the most rigorous wordes of the finall sentence Feare the teeth of the DragoÌ„ the belly of Hell the roating of fierce beastes that stand readie to
the offering that was presented him Secondly I will consider the Spirit wherewith this most blessed Childe offered himselfe in the Temple to his eternall Father Beholde heere might he say o eternall Father thy only begotten Sonne who was made man to obey thee and commeth into the Temple to honour thee heere I present myselfe before thy maiestie and I offer myselfe to thy seruice and to the accomplishment of thy Will Psalm 36.77.51 And for that neither the Deathe of so many first borne as perished in Egipt nor the offering of the first borne of Israel hath beene acceptable vnto thee for the saluation of men I offer myselfe to dye for them that my Deathe and the sacrifize of my blood may appease thy wrathe and deliuer thy people from the seruitude of sinne In this sorte was fullfilled that speeche of S. Paul Qui dilexit nos Ephes 5.2 tradidit semetipsum hostiam oblationem Deo in odorem suauitatis Who loued vs and deliuered himselfe for vs an oblation and host to God in an odour of sweetenesse And it is to bee beleeued that this offering happened in the morning at such time as in the temple was offered the sacrifize of the Lambe Exod. 29.39 Num. 28.4 called the morning Lambe that there might be a correspondence betweene the figure and the figured O how sweete was this offering to the eternall Father how content remained he therewith as one that was desirous thereof for that the offrings of all the other first-borne were of no value but as they were representations of this Thirdly I am to imagine that albeit our Sauiour Christ made this offering for all men yet he made it likewise particularly for mee holding me present in his memorye Hearte And with this consideration in the Temple of my Soule I will present myselfe in spirit before the eternall Father and in companye of the blessed VIRGIN and of the Childe himselfe I will offer him vnto him in Thankesgiuing for hauing giuen him to me for my Redeemer and master beseeching him to accept this offering and for it to reconcile mee to himselfe and to make me partaker of his giftes O soueraigne Father with all the affection of my Hearte I offer vnto thee thy only begotten Sonne Colloquie and though it being I that doe offer him I deserue to be reiected yet the offering being such as it is I hope to be admitted receiue it o Lord in an odour of sweetenesse and for it graunte mee remission of my Sinnes that with a pure Hearte I may appeare in thy presence in the Temple of thy glorye Amen The third Pointe THe same Lawe likewise commaunded that these first-borne should be redeemed for fiue sicles Exod. 13.13 Leuitic 27.6 and so the blessed VIRGIN redeemed her Sonne paying them to the Prieste who tooke them and retourned her Sonne vnto her Vpon this passage I am to consider who maketh this sale of the Childe who it is that buyeth him with what price and for whome and what benefits arize thereof First I will consider how the eternall Father to whome this Childe offered himselfe will not keepe to himselfe that which was giuen him but would a newe giue him to the Worlde and to men and sell him to them for their good demonstrating heerein his infinite Liberallitye and Bountye which is so farre from repenting to haue giuen vs what he once gaue vs that he ratifieth the Donation inuenting newe respectes to giue vs what he hath giuen vs. She that buyeth and redeemeth him is the blessed VIRGIN to bring him vp as her Sonne and yet she also will not detaine him to herselfe but will nourish him for vs and buy him that he may be employed for our good The price is no more but fiue sicles O eternall Father Colloquie how cheape doest thou sell a thing that is so precious why doest thou equall this first-borne in price with the rest if the rest were redeemed for fiue sicles this was to be redeemed for many millions for he is infinitely more worth then all the rest But I now perceiue o Lord that this is to aduise me that although the name of this ransome soundeth sale and price yet he is giuen vs freely and of meere grace that I may incessantly thanke thee for this newe grace for the which mayest thou be glorifyed and praised by all thy Creatures worlde without ende Amen I may also consider the Spirit that is included in the price of these fiue sicles by the which is signified the price wherewith is bought the most precious golde of diuine Wisdome which is Christ Apoc. 3.17 Isa 55.1 in such sorte as it may be bought This price is the mortification of the fiue senses and the actes of the fiue Vertues which dispose vs to obtaine Grace and the perfection thereof that is to say Liuely faithe Feare of God Dolour for Sinnes Confidence in Gods mercye and an effectuall Resolution to obey God and wholely to accomplish his holy will Therefore Colloquie o my Soule if thou desirest to haue Christ to be thine consider that he is not bought with golde nor siluer but with these fiue sicles of the Spirit offer them to the eternall Father and he will giue him vnto thee Fourthly I will ponder the ende wherefore he is redeemed and bought which is to be the Slaue and Seruant of men and to deliuer himselfe for them vnto Deathe O sweete IESVS Colloquie how willingly doest thou suffer thyselfe to be solde and redeemed to vndoe by thy sale that which I by sinning did with my Soule and to redeeme it with thy ransome that it might bee perpetually thine and yet thy Loue stoppeth not heere for thou art readye to be solde againe by a false Disciple and bought by thy enemies to take from thee thy life making an ende of our redemption with thy Deathe Blessed be thy immense Charitye that is neuer satisfied nor wearied in doing vs good O my Soule reioice that the blessed VIRGIN hath bought her Sonne for thee be glad that IESVS is alreadye thine seeing his Father hath giuen him thee for fiue sicles O good IESVS thou art mine by this newe buying but I yeilde myselfe to be thine Cant. 2.16 and with greate Confidence will say My beloued to me and I to him bee it so o Lord that thou leaue not me nor I neuer leaue thee Amen The XXV Meditation Of what happened in the Presentation Luc. 2.25 with Simeon and Anna the Prophetesse The first Pointe IN those dayes there was a man in Hierusalem named Simeon and this man was iust and religious expecting the consolation of Israel and the holy Ghoste was in him and he had receiued an aunswere from the holy Ghoste that he should not see deathe vnlesse he sawe first the Christ of our Lord. Vpon this pointe I will consider first how the holy Ghoste desiring to manifest IESVS Christ newly borne raised vp two
shed for them mine are Injurious against this bloud of the Sonne of God which was shed for mee on the Crosse Then this beeing so how Iust a thing were it that God should haue suncke mee into Hell in the Company of the Deuills making mee partaker of their paines seeing I would needes bee so of their Sinnes O God of Vengeance hovv is it that thou hast not reuenged thyselfe on a man so vvicked as I Hovv hast thou suffred mee so long time VVho hath vvithhelde the rigour of thy Iustice that it should not punish him that hath deserued so terrible punishment O my Soule hovv is it that thou doest not feare and tremble considering the dreadefull Iudgement of God against his Angells If vvith so greate seueritye hee punished Creatures so noble vvhy should not so vile and miserable a Creature as thou feare the like Punishment O most povverfull Creator seeing thou hast shevved thyselfe to mee not a God of Vengeance but a Father of Mercye continue tovvardes mee thy Mercye pardonning my Sinnes and deliuering mee from Hell vvhich for them I haue deserued The second Pointe THe second Pointe shall bee to call to Memorie the Sinne of our first Parents Adam and Eua Genes 3.1 D. Th. 2. 2 q. 163. 164. who hauing beene created in Paradise and in Originall Iustice broke the Commandement of God eating the fruite of the Tree that vpon paine of Deathe hee had prohibited them for the which they were cast out of Paradise and incurred the Sentence of Deathe and other innumerable miseries aswell they as all their Offspring 1. Vpon this Veritie of Faithe I may discourse as vpon the forepassed considering First how liberall God was to our first Parents creating them of his meere goodnesse according to his owne Image and Likenesse and placing them in a Paradise of Delightes giuing them his Grace and Originall Iustice subjecting their appetites to reason and the flesh to the Spirit freeing them from mortallity Penalties to which by Nature they were subject and granting them a happye and ease-full Life And all this hee did of his pure Grace and mercie granting it them not onely for themselues but also for their Successors if they had perseuered in his Seruice 2. Secondly I am to ponder how Ingratefull they weere to God and what motiue they haâ—… thereunto for the Serpent comming to tempt Eue 〈…〉 and promising her guilefully that if shee did eatâ—… of the forbidden fruite shee should not dye bâ—… should rather bee as God hauing knowledge oâ—… good and euill shee suffered herselfe to bee bâ—… guiled and eate of the fruite and inuited Adaâ—… thereunto who to please her eate also thereof treading vnder foote the pleasure of God for the pleasure of his VVife without making account neitheâ—… of the benefits that God had donne him nor 〈…〉 the punishments that hee had menaced and threaâ—… ned him with all 3. Then will I ponder how terrible God sheweâ—… himselfe in chastizing them casting them out 〈…〉 Paradise depriuing them for euer of Originall 〈…〉 stice subjecting them to Deathe and to all the mâ—… series of a corruptible Bodye which miseries 〈…〉 wee his Children incurre because wee all sinne 〈…〉 him Ad Rom. 5.12 Ad Eph. 2.3 and for his cause wee are borne the Childreâ—… of VVrathe and Enemies of God and condemâ—… to the same Deathe And that which more affrighteth is that from this Originall Sinne that wâ—… inherite of him proceede as from their roote thâ—… innumerable Sinnes that are in the VVorlde aâ—… the Inundations of miseryes that ouerflowe it whereby I may perceiue how terrible dreadefuâ—… and hideous an euill mortall Sinne is seeing oâ—… onely depriueth of so much good bringeth 〈…〉 much euell so highely prouoketh the wratheâ—… God Apoc. 15.3.4 Colloquie though hee bee much more inclined to merciâ—… then to the rigour of Iustice VVho shall not feare thâ—… o king of the VVorldes VVho shall not abhorre so greâ—… a mischeife as to offend thee O my Soule if thou knevvest vvhat thou didst vvhen thou sinnest like Adam doubtlesse thou vvouldst tremble at the heauye burden vvherevvith thou lodest thy selfe Psal 37. O Sinne hovv heauy art thou to mee Thou depriuest mee of Grace thou robbest mee of Vertues thou chasest mee out of Paradise thou condemnest mee to eternall Deathe thou subiectest mee to temporall Deathe thou takest avvay the life of my Children vvhich are my VVorkes depriuing them of the merit of Glorie thou troublest the kingdome of my Soule and fillest it vvith in innumerable miseries O my God deliuer mee from so greate an euill O my Soule Eccles 21 2. Flye from Sinne as the vviseman counselleth thee more then from Snakes and Serpents for Sinne alone is more cruell and venemous then all they 4. Besides this I am to make comparison of my Sinne with that of Adam like as in the precedent pointe for I wretche beeing tempted by the Diuell suffred myselfe to bee deluded by him not once but often my fleshe hath beene like Eua that hath prouoked mee to Sinne and my Spirit effeminated like Adam to please it hath a thousand times displeased God by breaking his Commaundements and my Pride and Ingratitude hath arriued to that height that I haue often desired to bee as God vsurping to myselfe that which is proper to his Deitye Then if God inflicted such punishment on my first Parents for one Sinne of Disobedience and Pride founded vpon no more then eating one Apple contrarie to the precept of God how greate punishments haue I deserted for so many Disobediences and Prides and for so innumerable offences as I haue committed against him O how lust had it beene that at my first Sinne Deathe should haue swallowed mee or all the miseries of the VVorlde showred downe vpon mee Lastly I will ponder what a long Penance Adam and Eua did for this Sinne of theirs how bitter that morsell was vnto them and how deare it cost them for Adam hauing liued more then nine hundred yeares spent them all in weeping and mourning and suffring a thousand misfortunes which accrewed to him with the estate of his Corruption Sapient 10.2 but in the ende as saithe the diuine VVisdome thorough Penance hee obtained pardon with this example I am to animate myselfe to lament my miseries and to doe Penance for my Sinnes that God may deliuer mee from them imitating in Penance him whome I imitated in Sinne and beseeching our Lord to chastize mee as much as hee will in this life so that hee pardon mee and deliuer mee from the torments of the other The third Pointe THe third Pointe shall bee to call to Memorie some mortall Sinne as Perjurie Carnallitye or such other like for the which many Soules are burning in Hell and that very justly for hauing donne Injurie to the infinite maiestie of God 1. I am then to descende with my Consideration to Hell which is full of Soules among which I shall finde many
examine as S. Bern. saieth to what side I should fall Serm. 49 paruoruÌ„ if God should now cut mee off and will endeuour to assure my good Successe doing fruites worthy of true Repentance with the which the Tree inclineth to the parte of Glorye and beeing then cut off shall be transplanted therein The experienced Deceites that men suffer concerning these three Verities that haue beene declared shall bee set downe in the twelfth Meditation The eigth Meditation of those things that cause Anguish and Affliction to the Man that is neere his Deathe THose things that may cause mee greate Affliction and Anguish at the hower of Deathe may bee reduced to three rankes Some passed others present and others to come And to haue the more feeling heereof I am to present vnto myselfe that hower as if I were in my bed forsaken by the Phisitions and without hope of Life which is not difficult to perswade for it is possible that while I am saying or reading or thinking vpon this I want no more but one daye of my Life and seeing that one daye must bee the last daye I may imagine that it is this present Daye The first Pointe FIrst I will confider the greate Anguish and Affliction which the remembrance of all things that are passed will cause mee running thorough the most principall 1. First I shall bee greately afflicted with the remembrance of my forepassed Sinnes and of all the Liberties Carnallities Reuenges Ambitions and Couetousnesses that I haue had in the course of my Life Also of the slacknesse in the Seruice of God the negligences and Omissions all the rest of my Sinnes that haue not beene much bewailed and amended I am to imagine that there is at that instant an Armye made of all my Sinnes like as of Bulles Psal 21.13 Lyons Tigers other sauage Beastes that rent in peeces my Hearte or like an Armye of terrible VVormes that gnawe and bite my Conscience and neither the Riches nor Pleasures that I enjoyed can auaile mee to close vp their cruell mouthes for the delight of Sinne beeing past there remaineth nothing but the sharpenesse of paine and seeing I dranke the sweete wine of sensuall Pleasures Psal 74.9 I am forced to drinke the bitternesse of their Lees. Then shall bee fullfilled what Dauid saithe Psal 17.5 The Sorrovves of Deathe haue incompassed mee and the torrents of iniquitie haue troubled mee the sorovves of Hell haue compassed mee on all sides the snares of Deathe haue preuented mee vnawares O what bitter Dolours O what furious Torrents O what pinching Snares shall these beeâ— from the which myne owne forces are so farre from beeing able to deliuer mee that I shall hardely knowe how to make any vse of them for the bitternesse of these Dolours will prouoke mee to Distrust the vehement furye of these Riuers will trouble my Iudgement and the streightnesse of these snares will pinche my Throte that I may not aske pardon of my Sinnes Colloquie the Diuell making vse of all this that I may haue no issue out of them O my Soule bevvaile and confesse vvell thy Sinnes in thy life that they may not disquiet Eccles 5.4 nor torment thee in thy Deathe Say not I haue sinned and vvhat sorovvfâ—â— thing hath chaunched to mee for thy ioye shall soone passe avvaye and the stroke of Sorrovve shall come Loose not absolutely the feare of Sin vvhich thou supposest to bee pardoned leaste that Sinne bud out at thy Deathe vvhich thou bevvayledst but euilly in thy Life These and such other aduises which Ecclestasticus noteth in his fifth Chapter I am to collect from this Consideration with a Resolued minde to begin presently to put them in practize 2. Secondly I will ponder how at that Instant I shall not onely bee tormented and afflicted with the remembrance of my Sinnes but also with the losse of the time that I had to negotiate a businesse so Important as that of my Saluation and with letting slippe many occasions that God offered mee to that ende Then shall I desire but one daye of those many which now I loose in sleeping playing and talking for pastime and recreation and it shall not bee graunted mee Then it shall afflict mee that I haue not frequented the holy Sacraments nor the exercises of Praier that I haue not aunswered diuine Inspirations nor hearde Sermons nor exercized workes of Penance that I haue not giuen almes to the poore to gaine friendes to receiue mee in the eternall habitations that I haue not beene deuoted to the Saintes that in that narrowe streight they may bee my mediators and Aduocates Then shall I make greate Resolutions to doe that which when I might I did not desiring to liue to accomplish them and all peraduenture without proffit like those of the wretched king Antiochus the cruell Persecutor of the lewes who beeing at the pointe of Deathe though hee made greate promises and praiers vnto God 1. Mach. 6.12 2. Mach. 9.13 yet saithe the Scripture That this vvicked man prayed to our Lorde of vvhome hee vvas not to obtaine mercye not that mercye was wanting to God but for that there was wanting to this VVretche a true disposition to receiue it for all those Resolutions of his sprung meerely from seruile Feare and were but to wrest out his bodily Healthe as if hee could deceiue God as hee deceiued men From this Consideration I am to collect that the hower of Deathe is the hower of vnbeguiling in in the which I shall iudge of all things differently from what I doe now Eccles cap. 11.8 holding as the Ecclesiastes saithe for Vanitie that which before I helde for VVisdome and contrarily holding for VVisdome that which before I esteemed as Vanitie And therefore the truest VVisdome is to resolue effectually vpon that which then I would doe and forthwith to accomplishe it For the ordinary Lawe is that hee that liueth well dyeth well and hee that liueth very euilly seldome happeneth to dye well And especially I will make a full Resolution to loose no iotte of Time nor to let slippe any occasion of my proffit Eccles 14 14. remembring that of Ecclesiasticus Be not defrauded of the good day and let not a little portion of a good gift ouerpasse thee but make thy Proffit of all to the Glorye of him that giueth it thee The second Pointe SEcondly I will consider the greate affliction that my Soule shall feele in leauing all things present if I possesse them with an euill Conscience Psal 48.18 or with a disordinate Affection whereupon I am to perswade myselfe that in that hower perforce and in spite of my teethe I am to leaue three sortes of things 1. First I am to leaue the Riches Dignities Offices Delicacies and Possessions that I had and shall not bee able to carrye any thing with mee And the more goods I haue the more bitter it willbee to leaue them For Deathe saieth
Desperation hee excessiuely aggrauateth our Sinnes and exaggerateth the rigour of Gods Iustice against them Hee will tell mee that hee that liued euill must not dye well and that hee that laide not holde on Gods mercye must fall into the handes of his Iustice 1. Petr. 4.18 And if the Iust man shall hardely bee saued what shall become of the wicked and the Sinner And as hee is a Lyer and the Father of Lyes and a false Accuser of men if God tye not his handes limitte his Power hee will set before mee a thousand false Imaginations and accusations with Cosenages horrid Visages to trouble mee and to make mee sweate with agonye and to passe greater Anguishes then those of Deathe it selfe These are the feares that in that last traunce shlal afflict mee if I prouide mee not in time to hinder their Vehemencye which I am to doe by entring into my selfe and considering if Deathe should now attache mee what it is that would giue mee greatest terror and deuising how to remedye that in time And if I would not that Deathe should seaze vpon mee in the present estate that I am in I am to endeuour presently to get out of it for it is neither lawfull nor secure to liue in an Estate wherein I would not dye I will conclude this Meditation setting before myne Eyes Christe our Lord naked and nailed to the Crosse at the Instant of giuing vp the ghoste and I will with greate feruencye beseeche him that by his Deathe hee will graunt mee a good Deathe and that if the Diuell come to my Deathe as hee came to his that hee would deliuer mee from him and graunt mee so assured a Confidence that like him I may say in that hower Psal 118 109. Colloquie Father into thy handes I commend my Spirit O morcifull Father my Soule is yet in my ovvne handes but readye to flye out of them and in perill to fall into the handes of her Enemies O doe thou receiue her into thine that the vvorke of thy handes for the vvhich they vvere nailed to the Crosse may not hee destroyed I offer myselfe to imitate in this life thy Pouertye and nakednesse that in Deathe thy handes may receiue mee and may carrye mee vvith them to the repose of thy Glorye Amen VVee may likewise make Speeches and Praiers to our blessed Ladye the Virgin and to the Angell of our garde and other Saintes requiring their fauour for that hower for while wee liue wee negotiate that which should aide vs at that Instant To this purpose wee shall make our proffit of a manner of preparation to dye well which shall bee put in the fourth parte in the fifteth and first meditation collected from what Christe our Sauiour did at his Deathe as likewise of what shall bee saide in the fifth parte in the thirteth and fourth meditation concerning the glorious passage of our blessed Ladye The ninth Meditation of the particular Iudgement that is made of the Soule in the Instant of Deathe D. Th. 3. p. q. 59. art 5. IN this meditation I am to presuppose that Veritie of our Faithe 2. Cor. 5.10 Ad Rom. 14.10 that all men as S. Paul saithe are to bee presented before the Tribunall of Christe that euery one may giue a reason of all that hee hath donne either good or euill while hee liued in this Bodye Ad Heb. 9.27 and this Iudgement is made Inuisibly after Deathe for that Statutum est omnibus hominibus semel mori post hoc Iudicium It is the Infallible Decree of God that all men shall dye then followeth Iudgement from the which as from Deathe no man shall escape Before this Tribunall of Christe I am to present myselfe in Praier Imagining this Soueraigne Iudge seated on a Throne of fier Daniel 7 9. as Daniel sawe him to represent the terriblenesse of his VVrathe against the wicked or in a most pure white Throne of most resplendent light Apoc. 20 11. as S. Iohn sawe him to represent his infinite wisdome and Puritie and his Clemencye towardes the good And of both these figures I may make my proffit as in the following pointe shall bee seene The first Pointe FIrst are to bee considered the persons assistantes at this Iudgement regarding the quallities and semblances of eache one of them These are foure at the leaste 1 The first is the Soule that is to bee Iudged the which shall stande alone naked without her Bodye and all visible things clothed onely with her workes For allbeit at the time of Deathe there bee present many kinsfolke and many religious Persons yet in that Instant that it issueth out of the bodye there is none of them can beare it cōpanye nor fauour it As desolate shall bee the Soule of a King as that of a Clowne of a riche Man as of a poore man of a learned man as of an Idiot for Dignities Riches remaine here and though it carry with it its Sciences there is no account made of them but of VVorkes Apoc. 14.13 whereby I shall see what a greate Inconsideration it is to procure with so much sollicitude that which cannot helpe mee in that conflict and to loose that which most of all Importeth mee 2. Zach. 3.1 Psal 108 6. D. Greg. hom 39. in Euangelia On either side of the Soule as is collected out of holy Scripture shall stand at least the Angell Gardian and the Deuill with different semblances accordingly as they suspect what is like to succeede I may Imagine that on the right hande of the wicked the Diuell standes very cheerefull for the pray that hee expecteth and the Angell on the left hand with a sad semblance for the losse that hee feareth But contrarily it shal bee in the good yet allwayes the Diuell willbee there with his fierce and horrid Semblance 3. The fourth Person is the Iudge which is God himselfe who is to giue this Iudgement inuisibly allbeeit hee will giue tokens of his preseence Imprinting in the wicked terrible feare and horrour and in the good peace and consolation For as he is infinitely wise hee cannot deceiue himselfe in Iudgement as hee is absolutely good hee cannot wrest Iustice as hee is Omnipotent no man can resist his Sentence and as hee is the Supreame Iudge there is from his Tribunall no Appeale nor Supplication his Sentence is allwaies diffinitiue and Irreuocable for all that may bee seene in this processe hee seeth and comprehendeth it at first sight so that a reuiew is superfluous Pondering these thinges I will Imagine that my Soule standes to bee Iudged before the Tribunall of so vpright a Iudge as God our Lord is And considering a while my Sinnes to mooue mee to feare I will beholde the Iudge in Indignation against mee with a seuere countenance and an inexorable minde And I will beholde Sathan standing on my right side full of Content and as it were victorious applying to myselfe
wee are in o whoe beguiled thee and brought thee vnto vs Finally the Soule shall bee stript naked of those morall D. Th. in addit q. 98. ar 1. ad 3. Ibid. art 7. and politike Vertues which it acquired in this Life it shall remaine without Prudence or Fortitude or Iustice or any other and if any Sciences bee left it that it gotte with its industrie it shall bee to its greater paine for not hauing negotiated therewith the Science that might haue redeemed it from all this miserie In this manner shall bee accomplished therein that dreadefull sentence of holy Iob Iob. 20.14 Colloquie His breade in his belly shall bee turned into the gall of Aspes the riches vvhich he hath deuoured he shall vomite out and God shall dravve them forth out of his belly O my Soule looke that thou doest not vomite vvith thy VVill the Riches of Grace and Charitie that thou receiuedst for aftervvardes they vvill make thee vomitte perforce Faithe and the Vertues that thou hadst gained And those Sciences vvich novv thou gainest vvith delight shall turne into the gall of Aspickes to torment thee These are the principall fruites which out of these Considerations I am to collect endeuouring to negotiate with those Talents that God hath giuen mee Matt. 25 26. leaste at the reckoning daye God take them from mee as from the slothefull seruant leauing mee onely those which like Aspickes Dragons shall most cruelly gnawe my Hearte because I proffited myselfe so euilly with them The fifth Pointe 1. FIftly I am to consider the finall Sentence which in that very Instant of Deathe Christe our Lord pronounceth against the Sinner intimating it vnto him with an Interiour and terrible voice saying to him alone the same wordes that hee will afterwardes say to all the VVicked in the Generall Iudgement Matt. 25 41. Depart from mee thou accursed of my Father into that eternall fier that is prepared for Satan and his Angells that is to say get thee from hence abominable Sinner that meritest not to stand in my presence nor to enter into my Glory goe into eternall fier which thy Sinnes doe deserue in Companye of Satan to whose Infernall Power I remitte thee that hee may carry thee with him 2. This Sentence beeing giuen in the very same Instant God forsaketh the Soule and the Angell Gardian abandoneth it saying to it as to Babilon Ierem. 51.9 I did enough to cure thee labouring thy Saluation and thou wouldst not therefore I leaue thee to the power of him who shall take that Vengeance of thee which thy Rebellion deserueth And in the very same moment the Diuell shall attache the wretched Soule without either admitting or hearing Supplications or Praiers and carry it into Hell So that the Sinner in the twinckling of an eye from his bed where hee lay very delicately inuironned with many friendes and kinsmen Iob. 21.23 dieth as Iob saithe in a moment with a Deathe to appearance happy and peaceable but in the very same moment hee descendeth to Hell passing from one extreame of temporall good to another extreame of eternall euill O what will the vnhappy Soule feele in that first entrance into Hell when it seeth what it left and what it findeth Isai 14.11 when it seeth and feeleth a bed of fier the matresses of wormes the company of Diuells and all the rest of Torments from which shee hath no hope euer to escape O Iust Iudge haue mercye vpon mee Colloquie Et cum veneris Iudicare noli me condemnare And when thou commest to Iudge doe not condemne mee O my Soule feare this Sentence of eternall Damnation and liue in such sort that thou maiest meritte to bee deliuered from it The sixt Pointe SIxtly I am to consider the Sentence that shall bee giuen to the Iust Christ our Redeemer saying inuisibly to him with an amiable voice Matt. 25 34. Matt. 25 21. Come thou blessed of my Father possesse the kingdome prepared for thee from the foundation of the vvorlde VVell fare thee good and faithfull Seruant because thou hast beene faithfull ouer a fevve things I vvill place thee ouer many things enter into the ioye of thy Lord. And at that very Instant the Deuill departeth affronted and the Angell Gardian receiueth the Soule other Angells as they came to the Soule of poore Lazarus comming to accompanye it Luc. 16.22 and all with greate ioy carry it to heauen to enjoy that eternall good when it hath nothing to bee purged in Purgatorie O what ioye shall the Soule haue in that her first and so much desired entrance that which was before full of Dolours humbled with Contempts and troubled with Feares in a moment shall see herselfe farre otherwise all her Paine turned into Glorie and her mourning into Rejoicing in the Companye of Angells in a place of repose and ingulfed in the viewe of her God 2. These things considered I will make Comparison betweene the good and the euill and I shall see as Dauid saithe the Deathe of the wicked most vile Psal 33.22 Psal 115 15. and abhominable the ende of their Rest and Beginning of their Torments And contrarily the ende of the good is precious in the sight of God the ende of their Labours and beginning of their rest and herewith I will animate myselfe to procure a good Deathe wherein I may receiue a good Sentence encouraging myselfe to Penance and to the exercizes of Vertues trusting in the benignitie of the Iudge who will sentence mee with mercie if in my Life I make proffit thereof 3. I will conclude with a speeche to the most blessed Virgin who at that hower interposeth not herselfe in this Iudgement for when the Soule departeth the bodye the Doore of Intercession and pardon is locked vp and that of rigorous Iustice is opened beseeching her that now presently shee willbee my Aduocatrice Intercessour negotiating for mee this good Sentence and obtaining for mee workes worthie thereof To which ende it will aide mee to saye with Spirit those last wordes which the Churche putteth in the praier of the Aue Maria and those which it vseth in another Hymne saying Maria mater gratiae Mater misericordiae Tu nos ab Hoste protege Hora mortis suscipe Marye mother of Grace mother of mercye defende vs from the Enemye and at the hovver of Deathe receiue vs. O Soueraigne Virgin seeing thou art the Aduocatrice of Sinners bee my Aduocatrice before thy Sonne appease with thy Intercession his wrathe obtaining for mee time of true Repentance before the time bee past wherein I may doe it And seeing the Sentence giuen in Deathe is irreuocable negotiate for mee o most benigne mother that it may bee fauourable towardes mee that I may see the blessed fruite of thy wombe IESVS and enjoy him in thy companye worlde without ende Amen To the Intention of this meditation is much to the purpose that which in the third parte shall
bodye and contemne that vvhich is present vvith the vievve of that vvhich is to come Amen Finally I will consider that I cannot tell whither it will fall to my Lot to haue so honorable funeralls or whither our Lord will permitte for chastizement of my Sinnes Ierem. 22.19 3. Reg. 9. that I bee buried in the belly of fishes or of wilde beastes or as Ieremie saithe in the sepulchre of Asses or bee eaten by Crowes or by Dogs like vnhappy Iezabel which I haue well deserued for my Sinnes for to a beâ—â—iall life is due the sepulcher of beastes And therefore as much as lyeth in mee I will abhorre the vaine pompe of wordely sepulchers desiring both in life and deathe to choose for myselfe the humblest place of the Earthe I may also spiritualize what hath beene saide in these three pointes applying it to my Soule deade by Sinne which remaineth ougly and deformed and vnabled to doe meritorious woorkes of eternall life her passions carrying her to bee interred in the profunditye of euill couering her with the graue-stone of obstinacye vntill shee descende to the obscure and dreadefull Sepulcher of Hell Ex D. Aug. All which is to mooue mee to compassion for if I bewaile the bodye from which the Soule is absent much more reason haue I to bewaile the Soule from which God is absent And seeing I would giue life to the deade bodye if I could there is reason that I should procure the life of the Soule by those meanes that God hath giuen mee to that ende before bodye and Soule Colloquie dye togither without remedye O eternall God permitte mee not to carrye in a liuing Bodye a deade Soule but quicken it vvith thy grace that vvhen the Bodye dyes the Soule may obtaine life euerlasting Amen Of this Consideration shall bee spoken in the third parte in the meditation 39.40 and 41. meditating on those three that Christe raized from Deathe The eleuenth Meditation of the remembrance of Deathe For Ashe vvednesday and of the dust whereinto wee shall bee conuerted in the Graue THis meditation shall bee grounded vpon those wordes which the Churche vseth on Ashwednesday Genes 3.19 Memento homo quod puluis es in puluerem reuerteris Remember man that thou art Dust and to Dust thou shalt returne which wordes our Lord spake vnto Adam after hee had sinned intimating vnto him the Sentence of Deathe which his Sinne deserueth and by the waye declaring vnto vs what wee were what wee shall bee and what wee are saying that all is but Duste The first Pointe 1. FIrst wee are to consider that God our Lord though hee might haue created the bodye of Adam of nothing as hee created his Soule yet hee would not but made it of a matter of the one side most vile and grosse and on the other visible and palpable Genes 2.7 De limoterrae which is the Dust and slime of the Earthe to the ende that man seeing daily with his corporall eyes this Durte might continually remember his Originall and Beginning for 2. endes First that hee might humble himselfe profoundely and vnderstand that of himselfe hee deserueth to bee contemned trodden vnder foote trampled vpon like Durte and that hee hath nothing though hee haue greate goods whereof to bee prowde for that all haue their foundation in Dust And secondly that hee might bee moued to loue and to serue his so louing and powerfull Creator who from vile Dust raised him to so gâ—â—ate an heigth as to bee a man according to the Image and likenesse of God himselfe 2. So that Dust and Durte may serue for Alarums to recall to my memorye my Originall the matter whereof I was formed imagining when I see them that they crye out to mee and say Remember that thou art Dust humble thy selfe as Dust Loue serue and obey thy Creator that tooke thee from the Dust And when I waxe prowde with the giftes that I haue I am to imagine that they crie vnto mee repressing my Vanitye saying vnto mee Of what art thou prowde Dust and Ashes Eccl. 10.9 Isai 45.9 Colloquiâ— VVhy art thou puffed vp Vessell of claye Bee warned by forgetfull Adam who forgetting that hee was Dust presumed to bee as God and rebelled against thy Maker O Omnipotent Creator permitte not in mee so praeiudiciall an obliuion that I fall not into so greate a daunger Cleare my eyes that I may in spirit beholde the Durt vvhereof I vvas formed and open mine eares that I may heare the clamours thereof so imprinting them in my hearte that I may neuer forget them AmeÌ„ Of this pointe wee shall speake largely in the sixt parte in the twenty and sixt meditation The second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider that God our Lord seeing the forgetfullnesse and pride of Adam condemned him to the Sentence of Deathe and to retourne into the Dust whereof hee was formed wherein principally hee pretended three endes for his good ours First to chastize therewith his Sinne that all wee might perceiue how greiuous an euill Sinne is eeing it is sufficient to destroye and to turne into dust so beautifull riche a frame as is man for if Adam had not sinned hee had not died but had beene translated into Heauen in bodye and soule with all hiâ— Integrye and Perfection But thorough his Sinne the soule is forced to abandon the bodye and the bodye is dismured or vnwalled and turned into small dust according to that of the Apostle Ad Rom. 5.12 By one man Sinne entred into this vvorlde and by Sinne Deathe 2. The second ende was that the memorye of Deathe and that wee are to retourne into Dust might bee a most effectuall medecine for our pride seeing it was not sufficient to humble vs that hee had made vs of Dust So that the Dust and Durt of the earthe which I see and feele is not onely a watch-bell to recall to my remembrance the Originall from whence I began but also the ende wherein I am to staye and when I beholde it I am to imagine that it is crying out and saying vnto mee Remember thou art to retourne to earthe and Duste and that like mee thou shalt bee trampled trodden vpon Then why art thou prowde thou art now fleshe thou shalt shortly bee dust Eccl. 10.9 Colloquie wherefore art thou puffed vp O Father of mercye I giue thee thankes for that vvith the chastizement of my Sinne thou hast made a medicine for my Pride Graunt mee that I may not bee deafe to these cryes that Dust giueth mee that the chastizement of a pious Father turne not into the punishment of a seuere Iudge 3. The third ende was for that the feare of this Chastizement and of this Dust wherein the flesh is to rest might bee a spurre to our backwardenesse to doe Penance for our Sinnes committed and a bridle to our sensuall liuelynesse to curbe our Passions So that if the
sea or the song of the Lambe which Saint Iohn maketh mention of saying Greate and mer vailous are thy vvorkes lord God omnipotent iust and true are thy vvaies king of the vvorldes VVho shall not feare thee o Lord and magnifye thy name because thou onely art holy and thy Iudgements are manifest to all From hence I will mount vp to ponder the execution of the sentence of the Righteous beholding how all the blessed are carried aboue the ayre following their Captaine Iesus singing a thousand songs of Ioye and glorifying God for having deliuered them from such and so greate Perille with those wordes of the Psalmist Psalm 123.6 Blessed bee our Lorde that hath not giuen vs a pray to theire teethe our soule as a sparrovve is deliuered from the snare of the foulers The snare is broken and vvee are delivered our helpe is in the name of our Lorde vvhich made Heauen and Earthe And in this manner they shal penetrate the whole Heauens vntill they arriue at the Empyreall Heauen where Christe our Lorde shall place them in those Thrones of glorye which they are to possesse raigning with him thoroughout all eternitie with greate peace and tranquillitie Colloquie O happy labours of a vertuous life which are so well rewarded in life everlasting Cheere vp thyselfe o my soule with the hope of these rewardes and embrace with greate feruencye these Labours The conclusion of what hath beene saide THere remaineth for conclusion of what hath formerly beene spoken that I consider myselfe in this worlde as in a middle place betweene Heauen and Hell Sermo 31. ex paruis and that I am here as Saint Bernard sayeth like as Novices are in a house of ProbatioÌ„ God proving mee with the preceptes hee imposeth vpon mee and with the afflictions that hee sendeth mee but yet assisting mee with his Grace to issue out of them wellapproued If I prooue ill following the diuells partye by the irreuocable sentence of God I shall bee caste out of the worlde into Hell But if I prooue well fullfilling the will of God by his sentence I shall be exalted from the worlde vnto Heauen VVhereupon it behooueth me to consider very well how I liue that I may issue out of his worlde well approoued Colloquie Psalm 25.1 O eternall Cod that madest this Earthe like a House of probation to exercise men vvhome thou hast ordained for heauen prooue mee and exercize mee preuenting mee â—vith thy Mercye that I may obey thee insuchsorte that at the daye of indgement thou maiest approoue mee and admitte mee into thy kingdome Amen The sixtenth Meditation of Hell as concerning the eternitye of the paines and the terriblenesse of the place and of the inhabitanies thereof and the tourmentours The first Pointe FIrst what Hell is we must consider what Hell is in such manner as by Faithe wee are instructed that knowing the definition thereof wee may tremble to heare the name Hell is a perpetuall prison full of fier and of innumerable and very terrible torments to chastize perpetually such as dy in mortall sinne Or otherwise Hell is an eternall estate wherein sinners for the punishement of their sinnes want all that Good which they may desire for their content endure all kindes of euills which they may feare for their torment So that in Hell is ioyned togither the priuation of all that good which men enioy in this life and angells in the other and the presence of all those euills which afflict men in this life and the diuells in the other This I may ponder discoursing thouroughout all euills and miseries that I fuffer or see others suffer augmenting them and eternizing them with my consideration for all that in this life is suffred is litle lasteth but a litle time because it hath an end but that which is suffred in Hell is exceeding much and shall continue an infinite continuance which hath competencye with that of God for it thall continue as long as God shall continue If I heere suffer Hunger and thirst I must vnderstand that in Hell I shall haue another kinde of Hunger and thirst incomparably greater and besides that euerlasting If I here suffer any dolour or dishonour or pouertye or heauinesse or want of friendes c. All this I shall suffer in Hell with such excesse that that which is here is at it were painted or but like a blaste but that there shall all of it bee most terrible and shall neuer haue an ende for after it hath continued fifty thousand yeares there remaine other fiftye thousande millions to passe and these beeing passed there remaine others and then others without number or end For Cain hauing beene in Hell more then fiue thousand yeares is as if hee began but to daye And it is some two thousand yeares now that the couetous Diues burneth in hell and asketh but one droppe of water Colloquie and hee shall for euer burne and for euer desire it Then vvhat follye is it o my soule for not suffring in this life so small and so â—hort afflictions to put thy selfe in daunger to fuffer euills so greate and so euerlasting Hovv is it that thou vvilt not beare patiently that litle and briefe that thou sufferest seeing thou deseruest to suffer so greate and se euerlasting for thy sinnes O eternall God illustrate mee vvith thy soueraigne leght that by the evills present I may knovve the terriblenesse of those that are eternall and may liue in such manner that I may meritte to bee free from them Amen The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the causes and Circunstances of this eternitie pondering how that all that is in Hell is eternall First the Damned is eternall not onely as concerning his soule but also his Bodye for hee shall bee Immortall neither can hee kill himselfe Apocal. 9.6 nor can any other kill him neither will God annihilate him And though hee himselfe should desire Death it will flye from him and God will not accomplish this his Desire rather his raving to dissolue himselfe will terriblie torment him seeing hee cannot obtaine what hee desireth Secondly Eccles 1.2 the place of the Prison is eternall and cannot bee ruinated For the Earthe in the middest whereof Hell is shall continue for ever Isa 30.33 The fier likewise shall bee eternall for the eternall breathe of God as the Prophet Isayes saith shall serue for Brimstone to preserue it and so that it shall haue neede of no other fewell Or if brimstone serue for fewell it shall likewise bee eternall for the same breathe of God shall preserue it And Fier which hath the Vertue to burne Psalm 28.7 and to consume hath there by Gods Omnipotencie its Vertue divided for there it burneth and consumeth not And so that which forever burneth forever continueth Thirdly Marc. 9.44 the VVorme that there biteth shall bee eternall and none as Christ our Saviour saide shall bee able to kill it
into that darkenesse not permitting him libertie to exercise the workes of light or of ioye VVhervpon a mans owne will not being fullfilled shall bee the Hell of itselfe to chastize it for those many times that in this life it was fullfilled contrarie to the will of God Finally I will consider that the Hearte of one of the damned is like a most bitter sea whereinto enter ten Riuers of most terrible torments Fiue for the fiue exteriour senses And other fiue for the fiue interiour faculties to chastize the sinnes they committed against the ten commaundements of Gods lawe or against any one of them For as the Apostle saithe whosoeuer breaketh one Iacob 2.10 Colloquis shall passe thorough the same kinde of torment which hee shall that breaketh all Then vvhat greater vnhappinesse can there bee then that those faculties vvhich God our lord gaue mee to enioy him and to innoble myselfe should bee conuerted into my cruell executioners to torment and confounde mee Immense God ayde mee to mortifie and subdue the faculties vvhich thou hast giuen mee and let mee bee their tormentour in this life rather then they should bee mine in the life to come The fourth Point FOurthly Pana damni D. Tho. 1.2 q. 87. ar 4. I am to consider that paine which they call of losse or Damnation which is infite because it depriueth of an infinite good which is God So that these wretches shall for euer bee banished from heauen and depriued of the blessednesse and ende for the which they were created and of the cleare beholding of God of the loue that maketh blessed and of that Riuer of delightes which proceedeth from all all which shall giue them terrible torment and heauinesse especially those who in this life beleeued therein For allbeeit that their vnderstanding bee obscured to knowe other things it shall not bee so to ponder and esteeme this Gods diuine Iustice so ordaining it for their greater torment 1 The terriblenesse of this paine may bee considered two wayes the first is by that which holy men feele here who haue the light of heauen to knowe the greatenesse of the Glorie and the high felicity that it is to see God who holde it for an extreame paine to want this sight and tremble onely to thinke on it as is noted in the third pointe of the sixte Meditation Thesecond waye is by that which the damned themselues feele by wanting this high felicitye not in so much as it is an honest Good for they neither loue God nor any holy thing But for so much as they want that which should giue them high and eternall rest and free them from so horrible a torment This I may come to find out by some likenesse of things of this life For if men haue so much feeling to bee depriued of an Inheritance wherevnto they had some right how much more shall they feele to bee depriued of the eternall inheritance of heauen to which they might haue had right if they had not forfeited it thorough sinne And if the priuation of finite and limited goods and delightes doth so much grieue the hearte how much more will it bee grieued with the priuation of an infinite Good wherein are eminently comprehended all the goods and pleasures created And if among terrible things deathe is the most terrible because it diuideth the soule from the bodye and from this visible worlde how much more terrible shall eternall deathe bee wherein the soule is diuided from God from his kingdome and from the inuisible worlde And as neither eye hath seene nor Eare hath hearde 1. Cor. 2.9 nor hath it ascended into the hearte of man vvhat things God hath prepared in Heauen for them that loue him So likewise it is not possible to imagine the terriblenesse of the euills that are included in wanting for euer these Goods O infinite god Colloquie let all the other paines of sence bee discharged vpon mee so I may bee vvithout sinne rather then thou shouldst chastize mee vvith this paine of lesse depriuing mee thorough my sinne of thy amiable presence To this paine is annexed the wanting of the sight and companye of our Sauiour Christe of his most blessed mother of the nine Quires of angells and of all those that are blessed The which shall inflict much terrible Torment vpon these wretches when in the daye of iudgement they shall see parte of the glorie of this blessed Companie and shall bee diuided from them the memorie whereof shall perpetually remaine in them with a furious Enuye and rage Finally by the terrible euills which they suffer they shall collect what most excellent Goods they want because they coniecture that God will bee as liberall in rewarding as hee is terrible in chastizing that in that most beautiful place of heauen hee hath as many Delectations as there are torments in that most wretched place of hell of which greate goods to see themselues depriued will exceedingly augment their euills VVith these considerations I will cast deepe roote in the affections of the feare of God and detestation of my sinnes accompanying them with a greate confidence in Gods mercye that hee will deliuer mee from this extreme miserie so will I begge it of our Lord saing vnto him I confesse o my god Isa 26.10 that I am that miserable sinner vvho in the lande of the sainctes committed innumerable sinnes for the vvhich I deserue not to see thy glorie nor to bee admitted into the companye of those that enioye it I am sorrye for those sinnes by vvhich I haue merited so greate punishment Pardon them o Lord thorough thy mercye that the vvorke of thy Handes bee not destroyed nor vvant that ende for vvhich it vvas created Let not mee helpe to people Hell nor to bee fevvell for that neuer ending fier Psalm 6.6 suffer mee not to fall into an estate vvherein I thould curse and abhorre thee For in hell vvho shall praise thee No no o Lorde it must not bee so for I must for euer loue and blesse thee and after this life thou must place mee in the other vvhere I may loue and praise thee vvorlde vvithout ende Amen Here followe other Meditations and formes of Praier to obtaine puritye of soule and perfect Mortification of her vices and Passions TO obtaine perfect Puritie of soule which is the perpetuall ende of the Purgatiue waye there are ordained certaine formes of Praier prescribed in the ninth § of the introduction of this booke of which the first containeth for matter of Meditation the Seuen capitall or Principall Vices commonly called the Seuen deadely sinnes And the Ten commaundements of the lawe of god And the Three faculties and Fiue senses of Man And it is very profitable to knowe more particularly the multitude and greatenesse of our sinnes and to learne how to examine the conscience as well for sacramentall Confession as for the quotidian examination which is euery night to bee made And finally
by vvhose sentence the faint hearted and slothefull perished in the desert vvithout entring into the lande vvhich thou hadst promised them I confesse that for my slothe I deserue to bee cast out of thy house to bee excluded from thy kingdome and beeing bounde hande and foote to bee cast into vtter darkenesse I am grieued o Lord for my former slackenesse deliuer mee from it for they mercie that I may merit to enter into the lande of eternall promise Amen The third Pointe THirdly I will consider the greate benefits that I shall obtaine by vanquishing slothe and imbracing spirituall alacritye and feruour in the seruice of God Mat. 20.12 for First the workes of vertue shal bee easie and sweete vnto mee I shall labour litle and thriue greately encreasing much in a litle time like to those workemen who comming late to the vineyarde laboured so feruently that thy merited as greate rewarde in one hower as the slacke did that had laboured many howers bearing the burthen of the daye and of the heate which burthen they had not felt if they had feruently laboured for the alacritye of the spirit maketh the burthen of the lawe very easye and the yoke thereof very sweete And besides this it augmenteth merites it doubleth the talents receiued it causeth greate peace in the soule and it much assureth Perseuerance to the obtaining of glorye 2 I may likevvise ponder that God our Lord exceedingly delighteth to bee serued with zeale and alacritye for as hee is essentially alacritye itselfe and as all the workes that hee doeth and the rewardes that hee giueth vs are with greate alacritye reioicing in dooing vs good most iustly hee commaundeth mee to serue him and giue him what hee requireth not with yrksomnesse and sadnesse not perforce with repugnancye but with feruencye and alacritye of harte Hilarem enim datorem Psalm 103.31 Psalm 99.2 2. Corin. 9.7 Psalm 36.4 Psalm 50.14 Colloquie Psalm 18.6 diligit Deus For God loueth a cheereful giuer To such a one hee doth greate fauours and heareth the petitions and desires of his hearte And finally hee giueth him a taste of that alacritye that is enioyed in heauen because hee fullfilleth cheerefully Gods will vpon earthe And therefore I am most earnestly to begge of God our Lord this most noble spirit of alacritye in his seruice saying vnto him with Dauid Render vnto mee the ioye of thy saluation and confirme mee vvith the principall spirit O sauiour of the vvorlde that reioycedst like a giant to runne thy carreere though it vvere very sharpe graunte mee that healthe and allacritie of spirit that thou gainedst for mee that I may in such manner runne my carreere that I may merit to gaine an eternall crovvne Amen The XXV Meditation D. Th. 1.2 q. 100. ar 4. 5. seq vpon the ten Commaundements of the lawe of God FOr the ende of this meditation it will much helpe to forme in the imagination a figure like the vision which the Prophet Zacharie had Zachar. 9.1 wherein hee sawe a volume or parchment extended which was ten cubits in breadth and twenty in length wherein were written the sinnes of him that stealeth and of him that sweareth falsely and the malediction that shall therefore light vpon him which volume came flying to his house and destroied it vntill it had consumed all the wood and the stone In the same manner I will imagine before mee a greate booke or parchement very broade and long and in one side thereof I will beholde written my oathes theftes murmurations and all other sinnes that I haue committed against the ten commaundements of the lawe of God for as I goe writing them in the booke of my conscience God goeth writing them in the booke of his iustice to chastize the in his time And on the other side I will beholde written all the maledictions and punishments that God menaceth to such as breake these ten commaundements or any ofthem making comparison betweene the sinnes and the punishments in number grieuousnesse and continuation For if my sinnes bee many the punishments shall bee manye and if they were very grieuous and of long continuance the punishments shall bee very grieuous and of so long continuance that they shall bee eternall And for that chastizements when they are behelde very farre distant terrifye but litle I will imagine that this booke of Gods iustice commeth flying very swiftly to light vpon the house of my soule Volumen volans and peraduenture it is allreadye very neere and will this day light vpon it deathe or chastizement seazing sodainely vpon mee For if I make haste to sinne God will likewise hasten his punishments and make desolate my bodye soule honour wealthe and all that I haue VVith this holesome apprehension I will beseeche our Lord to illuminate my soule that I may knowe the sinnes that are written in this booke and the chastizements that I haue deserued ayding mee with his grace bitterly to bewaile them that with my penance I may blotte out the sinnes and that his mercy may likewise blotte out the maledictions that hee had written against them This beeing presupposed I will begin the meditation discoursing vpon the ten commaundements of the lawe of God with aduertissement that as Cassianus sayeth the commaundements of God haue Collat. 14 two senses one literall and the other spirituall Collat. 14. cap. 11. D. Bonauent opusc de dieta salutis tit 3. sermon de 10. praeceptis tâ—mo 2. Exod. 20.3 The first serueth for ordinarie people that pretende no more but to saue themselues The second for those that desire greater perfection who are not content to flye onely mortall and veniall sinne but also desire to flye whatsoeuer imperfection is contrarie to the ende of the precept And according to this second sense I will declare in what manner wee sinne against euery commaundement The first Pointe FIrst I am to consider what God commaundeth and prohibiteth in his holy lawe and in what sorte wee doe sinne against it running through the ten commaundements and thorough that which spiritually they include within them The first commaundement commaundeth the principall workes that appertaine to the vertue of faithe hope charitie and religion that is to say to adore one onely God to beleeue firmely all such things as hee hath reuealed to his churche to expect those which hee hath promised and to loue him more then all things that are created Against this I may sinne First by idolatrie or infidelitie adoring false Gods or denying that which God hath reuealed or doubting thereof I may likewise sinne as the holy scripture sayeth adoring the idole of mine owne iudgement 1. Râ—g 15.23 Ad Phil. 3.19 Ad Tit. 1.16 and will rebelling against the will of God or holding for my God my belly or money or denying God by my workes or not obseruing due loyalltye vnto him Secondly I sinne in despairing that I shall obtaine heauen or pardon for
of thy eternall in hell where the fiue senses as allready hath beene noted shall suffer incredible torments in chastizement of their vnbrideled appetites Therefore o my soule shut the dores and vvindovves of thy senses if thou vvillt not haue deathe disorder enter in thereat Stoppe and bridle thy mouthe that thyne ovvne tongue doe not kill thee Hedge in thy eares vvith Thornes that others mens tongues doe not pricke thee dravving from vvhat thou hearest sinnes of thyne ovvne The third Pointe THe third Pointe shall bee Mortification of the Senses to consider the greate good which the holy curbing and mortification of the the senses bringeth with it First for that besides shutting the dore against so many euills as haue bene spoken of it openeth it for the spirit of God to enter into the soule which willingly inhabiteth in soules mortified to the fleshe and to the delightes of the senses It likewise openeth it to let in the spirit of praier deuotion and contemplation for our Lord loueth to conuerse with soules that are inclosed gardens and there hee speaketh vnto their hearte conforting and communicating vnto them his giftes And for this cause when wee pray Math. 6.6 hee commaundeth vs to enter in to the closet of our hearte and to shut after vs the gate of our senses that nothing may enter in to disturbe our praier to interrupt the conuersation wee haue with our celestiall Father 2. Besides this the senses when they doe their actes according to the will of God which is the ende of their mortification are the dores and windowes whereby life entreth and what they seee and heare taste and speake aydeth them to obtain the spiritual life of grace and augmentation therof From whence I am to inferre what S. Iaâ—ob 3.11 Iames the apostle saithe That as a fountaine giueth not forth out of one hole sweete and sowre water so from the selfe same tongue ought not to procede blessing and cursing good wordes to blesse God and euill wordes to curse our neighbour but all ought to bee good wordes pleasing to God profitable to my neighbour and sweete to my owne conscience and in like manner in at the selfe same eyes and eares ought not to enter life and deathe but they ought allwaies to be shut to all that is an occasion of deathe and open to that which should giue mee life herein consisteth their true abnegation 3. To this I am to adde that the modestie and mortification of the senses is a signe and testimony of the interiour vertues it much edifieth our neighbours and casteth from it such a fragrancie that it filleth the house of the Churche Ex D. Ambr. lib 2. de virginibus and religion with good credit and renowne for as a good portall honoreth the house and giueth a desire to enter in to see what is within so the modestly and composing of the senses and exteriour membres is the most beautifull portall of vertue and a religious life making it so amiable that it prouoketh a desire to enter in to enjoy what interiourly is inclosed within it wherupon saide S. Ad Phil. 4.5 Paul That our modestie should bee manifest to all men for that God is nigh and present with vs and in the presence of so potent a king all wee his seruauntes ought to carrie our selues very modestly Finally the fiue senses shall receiue in heauen as afterward shall be seene particular crownes of glory with greate pleasure in rewarde of the mortification that they suffered on earthe And so with the hope of all these benefits I will encourage myselfe to mortyfie them with greate feruour I wil conclude this meditation with a sweete colloquye with our Lord Christ crucified pondering the mortification of his fiue senses which hee suffered on the Crosse The which on the one side was most holy casting forth resplendent rayes of admirable vertues and on the other side was most paineful with the mixture ofterrible dolours which hee suffered for the sinnes that I with my fiue senses committed And discoursing how his eyes were obscured with spittle his eares tormented with blasphemyes his smelling with the smell of mount Caluarye his taste with gall and vineger and his touching with VVhippes thornes and nailes beeing compassionate of all this I will say vnto him Colloquie It grieueth mee o svveete Sauiour for the sinnes that I vvith my fiue senses haue committed for the vvhich thine vvere so direfully tormented by the dolours vvhereof pardon I beseeche thee the many sinnes of mine With the blood that issued out of thy fiue precious vvoundes vvashe the staines that haue issued from these my fiue impostumated fountaines Cease novv o Lord their abhominable current and ayde mee vvith thy grace to destaine it that imitating the mortification that thou didst exerctze in thy life and sufferedst in thy deathe I may meritte to obtaine thy glorie Amen The XXVII Meditation vpon the Interiour Faculties of the Soule The first Pointe THe first pointe shall bee to consider the vices and sinnes that haue their particular seate in the vnderstanding and the hurtes that proceede therefrom examining that parte which appertaineth to mee in euery one of them which may in all bee reduced to seuen 1 The first is D. Th. 2.2 q. 77. ignorance of those things that I am obliged to knowe as are those which I ought to beleeue to aske to receiue and to doe which are included in the creede and praier of pater noster in the sacraments and in the commaundements of God and in the other obligations proper to euery mans estate and office for I can but ill accomplishe them not vnderstanding them And as S. 1. Corin. 14.38 Paul saieth if any man knowe not hee shall bee vnknowen God saying vnto him I knowe thee not VVith this vice ciphreth much the culpable forgetfullnesse of God and of his lawe and of such things as I may and ought to remember of which wee may likewise say that whosoeuer forgetteth shall bee forgotten for if I sinfully forget God and his things God willbee forgetfull of mee and mine 2 The second vice is Imprudence D. Tho. 2.2 q. 53. oâ— Precipitation VVante of consideration in those things that I haue to doe or say casting myselfe into them with violence of passion without first considering whither they bee lawfull or vnlawfull or without taking concerning them conuenient counsell From whence proceede innumerable errours and defectes in all the matters of vertue 3 The third Vice is Temeritie 2.2 q. 60. ar 3. in iudging the sayings and doings of my neighbours condemning them or supecting amisse of them without sufficient foundation wherein I doe iniurie to God our Lorde vsurping his authoritie and interposing myselfe to iudge that secret that is properto his tribunall I likewise doe iniurie to my neighbour condemning him without sufficient reason therefore and I doe hurt to myselfe for ordinarily I come to fall into that
it with mentation of grace and glory 4 Finaly I am to make another most effectuall resolution to amend my life and no more to returne to the sinnes that I haue committed For if this purpose be wanting the Contrition is fained the Confession sacrilegious the satisfaction litle auailable and the absolution of no effect for his sinnes are not remitted to him that hath a purpose to returne vnto them and though it were but a veniall sinne it shall not be pardoned vnlesse there bee a purpose of amendment of it 1. VVith this preparation conseruing these holy Affections and purposes I may securely come to this holy saerament putting in practise what I haue determined with a defire to renew my life to make a great change therein Hierem. 31. iuxta 70. D. Hier. ibi cogitationes operibus tunge imagining that that of the Prophet Hieremie is spoken to me Get thee vp to a watch tower set before thee thy bitternesses bewailing bitterlie thy sinnes direct thy harte in the right way wherein thou wast wont to walke da cor tuum super humeros tuos And put thy haite vpon thy shoulders taking with loue the yoke of obedience to fulfill what God and his ministers shall commande me The xxxii Meditation of Thankes-giuing after Confession Hauing ended the ConfessioÌ„ of my sinnes receled AbsolutioÌ„ it is very coÌ„uenieÌ„t to giue some litle time to the Confession of praises for the fauour that God hath donne me for both Coufessions our Lord exacteth of vs according to the saying of the Prophet Oseas Oseae 14.3 Turne o Israel to the Lord thy God seeing thou hast fallen thorough thine owne Iniquitye take wordes with you and conuert you to our Lord saying vnto him Take from vs o Lord all our sinne receiue our good Intention for wee offer vnto thee the calues of ourlippes that is in steede of the ealues which of olde they offered thee in sacrifize wee offer vnto thee now the calues of wordes confessing our sinnes that that thou maiest remitte them and confessing thy mercyes when thou hast remitted them Psalm 49.23 This sacrifize of praise as Dauid saithe honoreth God much and in it consisteth the waye and meanes to obtaine perfect healthe which is coÌ„firmed thereby to the gratefull is ordinarily much debilitated in the ingratefull Luc. 17.17 To this ende it will helpe to consider how much our Lord Christe was pleased with the leprous Samaritan who going to present himselfe to the preist was cured as hee went of his leprofie and forth with returned backe to giue thankes for the health that was giuen him contrarily how much hee was displeased with his other nine companions who hauing receiued the like benefit retourned not to acknowledge it and to giue vnto God the Glory which thy owed him as wee shall farther consider in the meditation of this miracle Therefore hauing ended my Confession I will recollect myselfe in the Churche before the most blessed Sacrament or in some other conuenient place where beeing set in the presence of the euer-liuing God I will reuiue the Faithe of the fauour hee hath donne mee wherein with my bodily eares I haue heard that fauorable sentence and most sweete word I absolue thee Psalm â—0 10 D. Thom. 2.2 quastiâ— 107 art 2. A worde powerfull to doe what it signifieth to giue ioye to my eares and gladnesse to my humbled bones And so trusting in the goodnesse and mercye of God that hee hath made good and ratified this sentence I will endeuour to exercize three actes of thankes giuing which are to acknowledge the benefit to praise God for it and to offer vnto him some seruice The first Pointe FIrst I will ponder in my heart the manifolde benefits that in this holy sacrament I haue receiued of the which the prophet Dauid made a breife catalogue by waye of praise in the 102. Psalme Psalm 102. and they may bee reduced vnto sixe The 1. is to pardon mee all my sinnes not onely the confessed but also the forgotten sinnes and those which without my fault I could not haue knowledge of The 2. is to heale the spirituall Infirmities of my soule as are vices and passions heauinesse and feares and other afflictions putting a moderation in all according to reason The 3. is to deliuer mee from the eternall Deathe whereunto I was condemned by my sinne and from the most bitter deathe which the priuation of Gods grace bringeth with it The 4. is to crowne mee with mercye and the workes of mercye fauoring mee to gaine the victorie of temptations wherwith I haue beene and shall bee combated delinering mee from other innumerable miseries and offering mee his ayde that I may no more retourne to them The 5. is to fill my desier with good things giuing mee his grace and Charity with the rest of the vertues or newe augmentation ther of The 6. is to renewe my youth like the eagle vnclothing mee of the workes and customes of the olde man clothing mee with those of the newe man and restoring vnto mee the first feruour-of spirit with newe gladnesse of my hearte to exercize newe workes of vertue with greate perfection These benefits our lord for his parte graunteth to those that confesse themselues as they ought Ex D. Tho. 1.2 q. 106. act 2. And so much the greater are the benefits by how much more freely they are giuen without any merit of ours and in this behalfe the true penitent ought to bee the more gratefull And with this spirit I will greately exagerrate the infinite liberalitie of God towardes mee and with a silence of admiration I will yeilde myselfe vanquished thereby The second Pointe THen will I breake out into a canticle of praise with greate affection saying the wordes of this Psalme Psalm 102. Blesse our Lord o my soule and all that is within mee praise his holy name blesse our lord o my soule and bee not forgetfull of the fauour that hee hath donne thee hee remitteth all thy sinnes and healeth all thy Infirmities hee redeemeth thy life from deathe and crowneth thee with mercy and mercifull workes hee filleth with good things thy desire and like an eagle reneweth thy youth hee hath not chastized mee according to my sinnes nor inflicted on mee that punishment that my iniquities deserued as farre as the east is distant from the west so fare hath hee put from mee all my Impieties as the father hath compassion of his children so our lord hath compassion of those that feare him for hee well knoweth our weakenesse and the masse wherof we were formed Colloquie O God of my soule if the mercies are so greate that thou hast donne mee vvhat shall I doe not to hee behinde kande in thankes giuings I desire to procure vvith thy Aide that vvhich thou hast begun in mee by thy mercy and seeing thou hast pardoned my sinnes I vvill neuer more retourne vnto them Seeing thou hast deliuered
mee from deathe I vvill not againe subiect myselfe thereunto seeing thou hast crovvned mee vvith morcies I vvill giue thee the glory of all my crovvnes Adde o Lord this mercy to the former to fill my desire vvith thy good things of heauen giuing mee grace to occoplish vvhat I offer vnto thee chaunging my fortitude in such manner that vvith greate feruour I may vvalke Isai 40.31 runne and flie like a renevved eagle vntill I obtaine the eternall crovvne of thy glorie Amen After this forte wee may make other canticles of praise inuiting those sainctes that were greate sinners to gloriefy God for mee for hauing pardoned my sinnes The third Pointe FInallly in order to the third acte of thankes giuing I am to doe three things First to confirme myselfe much in my inteÌ„tions of AmendemeÌ„t imagining that Christe our Lord sayeth vnto mee as hee saide to that other sicke man in the Temple who was giuing thankes for the health that hee had receiued Ecce sanus factus es iam noli pâ—ceare Ioan. 5. ne tibi aliquid deterius contingat Beholde now thouart whole sinne no more least some other worse euill happen vnto the Prouer. 26.11 2. Petr. 2.22 Luca 11 26. for the relapse is vsualy worse then the fall But if like a dogge I retourne to eate what I vomited after this eating the first diuell will enter with seueÌ„ other spirits worse then himselfe and this secoÌ„d entraunce shall bee much worse then the first And at least I am much to bee afraide of falling neere vpon my ConfessioÌ„ For if the selfe sameday I fall into the selfe same sinnes it will be a signe that my coÌ„uersion was colde and imperfect though it were true and that of Ecclesiasticus may bee saide vnto mee Ecclos 34.30 hee that was heth himselfe for hauing touched a deade man and retourneth presently to touch him what hath his washing auailed him And so the man that fasteth for his sinnes presently returneth to committe them to what end is his Hamiliation The praire of this man who shall heare it Prouerb 24.16 But this I am to consider to moue me to feare not to distrust for it is not strange for a man to fall 7 times and to rise againe as often 2 The second thing that I ought to doe is forthwith to accomplishe all my penâ—unce if it may be accomplished and if not some parte thereof with a spirit and affection of obedience and loue to pay somwhat of the much that I owe vnto God desiâ—ing to haue much force to doe much more for him that hath donne mee so many benefites and saying that of the other seruante Math. 18.26 Haue patience with mee o lord and I will labor to pay thee the whole debt 3. The third thing is in than kefullnesse of the benefit receiued in this sacrament of penaunce to dispose myselfe with greate feruour to receiue that of the sacred Communion because for this ende it is ordained Psalm 115.12 according to that of the Prophet Dauid VVhat shall I giue to our Lord c. I will receiue the Chalice of saluation and wil inuocat his holy name The XXXIII Meditation of the most blessed Sacrament of the Altar before Communion OF the excellencies and comodities of this nost blessed Sacrament of the Altar wee shall speake in the fourth parte amonge the mysteries of the Supper but more largely in the sixt parte among the diuine Benifittes Now in this Meditation I will only point out certaine considerations to communicate with reuerence deuotion in the which I am to fixe my eies vpon the ponderation of these foure thinges to witt The greatnesses of our Lord that coÌ„meth to visit vs the vilenesse of maÌ„ whoÌ„ hee commeth to visite the amiable fashione wherein hee coÌ„meth the endes of his coÌ„ming making coÌ„parison betwene the one the other for the greater splendour of the soueraignety of this benefit The First Pointe First I am to coÌ„sider the greatnesses of this Lord that is inclosed in this blessed Sacrament actuating liuely my faithe of theÌ„ all aswell of those that hee hath as hee is God as of those which hee hat as hee is maÌ„ 1. First I will discourse of the greatnesses of his Godheade and of the workes that he doeth Ioan. 1.14 Ad Heb. 1.3 as hee is God pondering that hee that is there is the very onely begotten Sonne which is in the bosome of the eternall Father the brightnesses of his Glory and the figure of his substance as Eternall Immense Infinite and Omnipotente as the Father and the very wisdome Goodnesse and Fortitude by whome all thinges were created and are conserued There also is the gouernour of the worlde the sanctifier and glorifier of soules he that is the first beginning the last end of all creatures And though hee bee a Lord of so great maiestie that Heauen nor Larth cannot containe him yet he was not contente to haue made himselfe man for our remedie but woulde humble and restraine himselfe more remaining with vs in this visible sacrament to comfort and protect vs with his presence that we might haue vpon earth some visible throne of his grace Ad Heb. 4.16 whereunto to approche as the Apostel saith with greate confidence to obtaine mercy and aide in seasonable time for the remedy of all our euelles O diuine vvorde Colloquie vvhich art in the Immense bosome of thy eternall Father hovv is it that thou commest to dvvell in the straight bosome of a sillie man O king of glorie vvhich art in thy heauen seated in a Throne of infinite maiestie hovv is it that thou humblest thyselfe to be on earth in a throne of such basnesse Thy Insinite Charitie hath binne the cause of this humiliation to exallt me to prouoke me to loue thee for a vvorke of so great loue O that I could loue thee as thou louest me O that I could humble me as thou didst humble thyselfe to be able to honour and serue thee as thou meritest To this Throne vvill I approach for the remedy of my euilles vvith confidence that thou vvilt fill my desire vvith thy good thinges 2 Secondly I will discours of the misteries of his most sacred humanitie and of the maruelous work that he did therin and of the offices that hee exersized pondring how he himselfe is in this SacrameÌ„t that was niue moÌ„ths in the wombe of our B. Lady the Virgin enriching her with admirable giftes of his Grace and from thence in the house of Zachrias sanctified the Baptist and replenishid with the holy Ghost both the sonne and the mother And seeing he hath in this sacramente the same goodnesse and Omnipotency he may worke the same effects in my soule Likewise hee that is there is the very same that was laide in a maunger and was adored by the shephards and Magies paying them for this seruice with an aboundant rewarde And if I doe adore
55. § 12. Of the ordinarie and extraordinarie time that is to be imploied in mentall praier and of iaculatorie praiers pag. 64. § 13. Certaine aduertisments concerning the meditations ensuing pag 70. The first part of the meditations of sinnes and of the last endes of man vvith formes of praier apprropriated to those vvhich vvalke in the Purgatiue waye to purifie them selues of their vices The introduction concerning puritie which is the end of the meditations of the purgatiue waie 75. The first fundamentall meditation of the end wherfore man and all things that serue him were created pag. 78. The II. meditation of the grieuousnes of sinne by the examples of the sinne of the Angels of Adam and other particulars pag 88. The III. medit of the multitude of sinnes and of the grieuousnes of them for being so many and contrary to reason 100. The IV. meditat of the grieuousnes of sinne by the basenes of man that offendeth God and by the nothing that he hath of his owne 104. The. V. meditat of the grieuousnes of sinnes by-the greatenes of the infinite maiestie of God against whome they arcommitted 108. The VI. meditat of the grieuousnes of sinne by comparison betweene the temporall and eternall paines wherewith it is chastized 116. Meditations of our last things to mooue vs to a detestation of sinnes 125 The VII meditat of the properties of death 116. The VIII meditat of those things that cause Anguish and affliction to the man that is neere his deathe 131. The IX meditat of the particular iudgment that is to bee made of the soule in the instant of death 140. The X. meditat of that which hapeneth to the body after death and of the graue 154. The XI meditat of the remembrance of death of the dust whereinto wee shall bee conuerted in the graue 162. The XII meditat of the most griueous deceites and daungers which the forgetfulnes of death bringeth with it and of the manner how they are to be remedied 167. The XIII meditat of the generall iudgment and of the signes and thinges precedent to that day 175. The XIIII meditat of the resurrection of the dead and the comming of the Iudge and what he wil doe before he giue sentence 183. The XV. meditat of the sentences in fauour of the good and against the wicked and of the execution of them 196. The XVI meditat of Hell as concerning the eternitie of the paines and the terriblenes of the place and of the inhabitants thereof and the tormentors 212. The XVII meditat of the paines of the senses exterioure faculties and of the paine of losse or damnation which is suffered in hell 222. Other meditations and manners of praier to obtaine puritie of soule and parfect mortification of her vices and passions 230. The XVIII meditat of Pride and vaine glorie 232. The XIX meditat vppon the vice of Gluttonie the vertue of Temperance 239. The XX. meditat vpon the vice of Luxurie and the vertue of Chastitie 244. Actes of perfect Chastitie 247. The fauours and rewardes of perfect Chastitie 249. The XXI meditat of Auarice 252. The XXII meditat of vvrathe and Impatience 258. The XXIII meditat of Enuie 263. The XXIV meditat of Slothe 268. The XXV meditat vpon the ten commaundements of the lawe of God 273. The XXVI meditat vppon the fiue Senses and exteriour faculties 287. The XXVII meditat vppon the interiour faculties of the sowle 293. The XXVIII meditat wherein is set downe a forme of praying making euery night an examination of the conscience 301. The XXIX meditat wherin is set downe another forme of praying at three times of the day making a particular examination of some one vice to pull it vp by the rootes 307. The XXX meditat of the excellencies of the holy sacrament of confession of the vertues that are exercised therein and of the graces that are receiued 313 The XXXI meditat of preparation to receiue the holy sacrament of penance 320. The XXXII meditat of thankes giuing after confession 328. The XXXIII meditat of the most blessed Sacrament of the altar before Communion 333. The XXXIV meditat of spirituall Communion which is a disposing for sacramentall Communion and for hearing masse profitably 340. The XXXV meditat of thankesgiuing after Communion 345. The XXXVI meditat of purgatorie to encourage vs to the workes of penance 351. A TABLE OF THE PRINCIPALL MATter 's contained in this first part Abstinence Acts and rewards of it pag. 242. Adam How great his fault was pag. 91. Adoration How it must be made to God at the entering into praier pag. 32. Affections Those of deuotion be the ende of meditation 11.52 Affections of the loue of God 25. Affections of deuotion be of three sorts 53 affections of sinners that be repented 76. Ambition It is the doughter of pride and the acts thereof 234. Angells The euill fell thorugh pride 88. How wee may talk to them in praier 20. They assist those that pray 74. They especially assist those that be chast 249. Angre The acts and punishments thereof and the rewards of those that doe mortifie the same 359. Ashes See Lent Aspirations How wee may pray with them 49. Attention in praier The meanes to get it and to resist distractions 35. Auarice The acts damages and chastisments of it 252. The benefits of mortifying it 255. S. Augustine His counsel to those that loue God 2.3.5 His order of mental praier 14. Author The autor of this woork hath drawen it from three principall fountaines 6.7.8 Benedictions Promised to those that keepe the lawe of God 282. Benefits That come of mortifying pride 137. That come of mortifying Gluttonie 242. of chastitie 249. of mortifying Auarice 255. of mortifying wrath 261. of mortifying Enuie 267. of mortifying Sloth 272. Of God towardes vs. 111. Blessinge See Benedictions Canticles VVhat spirituall canticles bee 16. Charitie The acts thereof to be practised in communicating 344. Chastitie The acts and excellencies the fauours and rewards thereof 247. Colloquie See Speeches Commaundements See Lavve of God Communion The manner how to prepare our selues worthelie for sacramentall Communion 333. The manner of communicating spiritually 340. The manner of thankesgiuing after Communion 345. Confession The excellencies of sacramentall confession 313. The vertues that at practised in it 315. It is a greate meanes to surmounte tentations 316. The manner how to prepare our selues vnto it 320. The manner of giuing thanks after it 328. Confidence in God See Hope Conscience How we must heare thee good inspirations and instructions of it and how it will accuse vs in our particular iudgment 145. and how in the vniuersall iudgment 196. Consolation See delite spirituall Contrition VVhat it is and wherein it consisteth 108.305.322 Conuersion That towards God how perfect it must bee 76.77 Death The properties of it 126. It is hastened somtimes for our sinnes 127. Three thinges must afflict in it 131. VVhat passeth therein with
communicate vnto mee thy Greatenesse Graunt that I may humble myselfe to serue thee as thou diddest humble thyselfe to remedye mee and that I may doe all that I can for thy seruice seeing thou diddest all that thou couldest for my Remedye O my Soule doe for thy God all that thou canst for all is but litle Ex D. Leo serm 1. de Natiuit considering how much thou dooest owe him Learne to esteeme God as hee esteemeth thee and seeing hee hath exalted thee to such a Greatenesse doe not thou any thing that may bee vnbeseeming it The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider how in this worke of the Incarnation our Lord God pretended withall to discouer vnto vs the infinite Excellencye of all his Perfections and Vertues employing them with the greatest perfection that was possible and to our greatest commoditye This may bee pondered discoursing breifely of the most principall First hee shewed his infinite Bountye in communicating himselfe with the greatest coÌ„munication that might bee giuing his personall beeing to a humane nature and in this manner joyned in kinred with the whole Linage of man Hee shewed his Charitye in vniting to himselfe this nature with so strict an vnion that one and the same might bee man and God to the end that all men might bee one and the same thing with God by the vnion of Loue giuing them freely and liberally the thing that hee most loued Ad Rom. 8.32 and esteemed and with it all other things whatsoeuer Hee shewed his infinite Mercye brothering it meruailously with Iustice Psal 84.11 for there could not bee a greater mercy then for God to come personally to remedye our miseries and to make himselfe capable of sorrowe that hee might bee truly compassionate of them Nether could there bee greater Iustice then for God himselfe made man to pay our proper debt suffring therefore the paine of deathe that our sinnes had deserued neither could there bee greater Brotherhood then to applye to vs men by mercye that rewarde which God man merited by Iustice giuing mee an assurance to obtaine all things that are conuenient for mee seeing this our Lord gained them all by Iustice and applyeth vnto mee his merits by infinite mercye Ex D. Damaso lib. 3. de Fide orthodoxa a principio Hee also shewed his immense Wisdome in inuenting a meanes how to conjoine things so distant as are God and Man Eternall and Temporall Impassible and Passible and in plotting how to vnloose the most difficult knot of our Sinnes the Diuine mercye pardoning them without preiudice of his Iustice Hee shewed his Omnipotencye in doing for man all that possibly hee might to honour and to inriche him for among all the diuine workes there is none greater then for God to make himselfe man Finally hee demonstrated his Sanctitye and all his Vertues imprinting them in God made man that hee might bee a visible patterne of them all animating vs by his Example to imitate them and ayding vs by his Grace to procure them which not doing no man can bee excused For if God loue his neighbours who should not loue them If God doe good to his enemyes who should doe euill to his If God humble himselfe who should bee prowde If God suffer and endure who should bee impatient and ill suffering And if God obey why should not man bee obedient These seuen Diuine Perfections resplendent in this worke are to moue mee to praise God seuen times a day yea seuen thousand if I may desiring to loue and to serue him with the greatest perfection that may bee possible For if before God made himselfe man hee required that wee should loue him with all our Hearte Soule Spirit Forces Dâ—ut 6.5 with how much greater reason may hee now require of mee this degree of Loue and Feruour in his Seruice D. Greg. homil 36. in Euang. And seeing workes are the proofe of Loue I am in them to demoÌ„strate this my Loue endeuoring to imitate those most excellent Perfections that hee discouered in this worke to witte his Bountye Charitye Liberallitye Mercye and the rest which are imitable and especially those Vertues that this God Incarnate exercised in the worlde for our Example O most blessed Trinitye Colloquie what thankes shall I giue thee for hauing discouered in this worke those infinite Greatenesses that thou heldst closed in thy breaste VVhat shall I giue thee that shall not bee all to little for so soueraigne a gift How shall I loue and serue thee therefore Behold mee heere wholely dedicated to thy Seruice with a Desire to loue thee as thou louedst mee and to imitate those Vertues that thou discoueredst vnto mee And seeing thou hast giuen mee that which is more giue mee also that which is lesse graunting mee that I may loue thee for the infinite gift that thou gauest mee Amen The Second Meditation Of GODS infinite Charitye resplendent in this Mysterie of the Incarnation and of the greate Benefits that wee receiue thereby ALlbeeit all the Diuine Perfections are as hath beene saide resplendent in the Decree of the Incarnation yet aboue them all Charitye most florisheth of which this meditation shall bee leauing the others to the sixt parte And it shall bee founded vpon that which our Sauiour Christ saide to Nicodemus Ioan. 3.16 1 Ioan. 4. â— So God loued the VVorlde that hee gaue his only-begotten Sonne that euery one which beleeueth in him perish not but may haue Life euerlasting In which wordes our Sauiour disciphered three most principall things of this Soueraigne mysterie to witt The principall Fountaine from whence it proceeded The Greatenesse thereof The Endes and Admirable effectes thereof The first Pointe FIrst Sic Deus dilexit mundum I am to consider the infinite Greatenesse of the Person that loued vs and did vs this soueraigne benefit and the infinite Basenesse of him that is loued and to whome this fauour is donne comparing the one with the other First I will ponder how the Originall of this soueraigne benefit was the infinite Charitye and Loue of God who as touching his owne Proffit and Blessednesse had no neede to loue any bodye but himselfe for with only beholding and louing himselfe hee is infinitely blessed Yet for all this of meere Grace hee would loue the Creatures and doe good to them only because hee is Good and to demonstrate in them the Riches of his Bountye according to that of the Apostle God which is riche in mercye Ephes 2.4 for his exceeding Charitye loued vs that is to say Hee loued vs not because hee had neede of vs nor because wee of right did merit it but only for that his Mercye was compassionate of our miserye and his Charitye would needes breake forth from him to loue others Secondly I will ponder how Gods infinite Charitye passed yet farther in desiring so to loue the Worlde hee beeing who hee is I call the Worlde the multitude of
Mother and the Mother of such a Sonne shee was full of vnspeakeable Ioye O what Gratitude what Praises and Thankesgiuing and what exultations had shee O what a fullnesse of good receiued shee in that moment For as this Visible Sun assoone as it was created in this Worlde filled it with his Light and communicated vnto it his Heate and Influences so the Sun of Righteousnesse Christ IESVS our Lord in that very Instant that hee was conceiued and formed in the abbreuiated Worlde of his blessed Mother filled her with exceeding greate Light and caelestiall Heate with the Influences of Life euerlasting So that shee D. Th. 3. p. q. 27. ar 5. ad 2. that before was full of Grace was then much more replenished and heaped vp with all Graces and with inestimable Ioye in the possession of them O most sacred VIRGIN Colloquie much good may it doe thee for beeing the mother of God made man And seeing thou likewise beginnest to bee the mother of vs men distribute with vs that Light and Ioye which was giuen thee that wee may knowe loue serue him whome thou hast conceiued Lastly I will ponder the greate reason that wee men haue to be contented to see ourselues of kinred with God and exalted to so high a Dignitye for the which I am to giue him humble Thankes and to beseeche the holy Angells to bee therefore thankefull vnto him and to get a newe noble and generous Courage resoluing as S. Ser. 1. de Natiuit Leo the Pope sayeth to liue as the kinsman of so greate a king without admitting any thing that may bee contrary to this nobillitye The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the Circumstances of this Incarnation as concerning the bodye of this God and man beholding it as a bodye mortall and passible and the causes heereof For according to that which naturally was due to the person of our Lord Christ his bodye was not to bee mortall nor passible for 2. causes First for that Christ our Lorde was absolutely free from Originall Sinne not by Priuiledge but by right for beeing the naturall Sonne of God and for hauing beene conceiued not by the Worke of Man but by the power of the Holy Ghoste And consequently the punishment of mortallitye and passibilitye due to Originall Sinne touched not him and yet for all this this our Lord to demonstrate his Humillitye and Charitye was willing to leaue the Sinne and take the Punishment and without beeing a Sinner Rom. 8.3 to take as S. Paule saide the fleshe of a Sinner subject to all the penalties and miseries of Sinners to pay with his Deathe and with his Paines our Sinnes Colloquie O blessed bee such an Immense Charitye from the which sprung so profounde an Humillitye O what reason haue I to confounde myselfe for my pride seeing contrary to this our Lorde I would haue the Sinne but not the punishment I am a Sinner and yet would not suffer the penalties due to Sinners Animate thyselfe o my Soule to Imitate this example of Humillitye and seeing thou hast subiected thyselfe to Sinne bee content to suffer the Punishment that thy Sinne doth deserue The second cause why the bodye of our Lord Christ was not to bee mortall is for that his Soule was glorious and blessed and so by right his bodye was to haue the foure endowments of Glorye which he now hath in Heauen which are Perspicuitye Impassibilitye Subtillitye and Agillitye yet notwithstanding this our most louing Lorde was willing to doe this newe miracle and to renounce this right depriuing himselfe of these endowments of Glorye and inuesting himselfe with mortallitye and with Ignominye with all the rest of our miseries that his bodye as hee himselfe saide might bee fit to bee an Hoste Psal 39.7 Heb. 10.5 and Sacrifice for our Sinnes vpon the Altar of the Crosse May the Angells blesse thee o Lord Colloquie and may my Soule praise thee for euer for the Charitye that thou hast shewed in dooing miracles to bee able to dye and in renouncing all that which might haue excused thee from suffering O how I am confounded and ashamed beholding how carefully I flye from afflictions desiring sometimes miracles to deliuer mee from them I desier from hence forth rather to renounce all that shall bee Honour and Delicacye to imitate thee in suffering Ignominye and Torment and seeing thou giuest mee such a Desier giue mee also grace to fullfill it The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider the causes why our Lord God was willing to become a Babe Isa 9.6 and to bee conceiued in the Wombe of a Woman when as hee might haue taken the bodye of a perfect man as hee formed the bodye of Adam The causes heereof omitting those which were touched in the 3. Meditation were these Heb. 2.17 Isa 46.3 First to make himselfe as the Apostle sayeth in all things to bee like to men his bretheren to oblige them heereby to loue him more tenderly Colloquie O most louing God who as a mother bearest vs in thy Wombe who hath made thee a Babe inclosed in the wombe of thy mother Thy Loue doubtlesse is the cause heereof and the greate desier thou hast to bee loued for that if wee should not loue thee for the Greatenesse that thou shewest as thou arte God yet wee should loue thee for the Tendernesse thou thewest towardes vs as thou arte a Babe The second Cause was to giue vs an Example of Humillitye and to affectionate vs thereunto when with the eyes of Faithe wee should see the God of Maiestye made a litle litle Babe and see him whome Heauen Earthe cannot containe contained in the narrowe boundes of the wombe of a Woman And so comparing the greatenesse of God with this Littlenesse I will breake into Affection of Admiration and Imitation saying to this our Lorde Colloquie O diuine VVorde who as thou art God art in the Immense besome of thy Father and as thou art man inclosedst thyselfe in the narrowe bosome of thy Mother cleare the eyes of my Soule that considering the greatenesse thou hast in the one bosome and the litlenesse thou hast in the other admiring at both I may adore thy greatenesse with trembling and embrace thy Littlenesse with Humillitye The third cause was Ecclesia in Hymno Non horruisti Virginis vterum to enter into the Worlde giuing vs an Example of Patience and most perfect Mortification suffering for nine moneths a horrid obscure and narrow prison such as is the Wombe of a Woman in which this Babe was streightned and pressed not beeing able to mooue himselfe from one side to another nor to stirre hande nor foote nor to see nor to heare nor to smell nor to taste any thing Of which although other babes haue no feeling because they haue not the vse of Reason yet this most blessed Babe hauing the most perfect vse thereof had a feeling of it and yet
and to imparte of their Light to the whole VVorlde O VVorde made fleshe full of grace and of Veritye Ioan. 1.14 seeing from this thy fullnesse men doe receiue one grace for another euery man his fill my Soule with this grace that thereby I may bee thankefull vnto thee and may merite the rewarde of thy Glorye Amen The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the Heroycall Actes of Vertue which this most sanctified Soule of our Sauiour Christ exercized in that first Instant towardes God our Lorde for as shee clearely behelde the diuine Essence with that clearenesse that hath beene spoken of and on the other side behelde the Innumerable benefits which without any merits of her owne shee had graciously receiued at the instant shee very forcibly budded out Foure excellent Affections like the Foure Riuers that spring from Paradise that is to say a most feruent Loue of God a most greate Thankefullnesse for so greate Benefits a most profounde Humilliation in his presence considering the nothing shee had of herselfe and a most readye Offer to obey him in all whatsoeuer might bee to his Liking desiring that Occasion might bee offered her actually to make Demonstration heereof O what sweete Colloquyes had then this blessed Soule with all the most holy Trinitye sometimes with the Father thatvnited it to his Sonne sometimes with the Sonne that had it vnited to himselfe and sometimes with the holy Ghoste the Worker of this Vnion giuing them with the Foure Affections before-saide a celestiall musicke of Foure Voices the eternall Worde to whome it was vnited as a master of a Chappell guiding it therein O Diuino VVorde giue to my Soule parte of that Light which thou gauest vnto thine Colloquie vnite thyselfe therewith with the Vnion of Charitye that it may make thee such other musicke as this Incline my Hearte to the lowest with Humillitye exalt it to the Highest with Thankesgiuing drawe it out at length in the Spirit with Loue and accorde it in all it VVorkes with promptnesse of Obedience that it may allwayes glorifye thee and accomplish thy holy VVill. Amen These Foure Affections I am to exercise in this Consideration pondering with that Light which I haue of Faithe the Infinite Bountye of God and the multitude of Benefits that hee hath donne mee without any merit of mine The third Pointe THirdly I will consider the most excellent Actes of Vertue which our Lord Christ exercised in that very Instant towardes his neighbours For first hee behelde the Sinnes of men and the greate Injuries they did vnto God how the Diuell was possessed of the Worlde Hell was peopled with Soules and all this caused him terrible Paine and Greefe partely to see the Father Injuried whome hee so much loued and whose Glorye hee so much desired partely to see how men his Bretheren according to Humane nature were cast away and destroyed And this Interiour Dolour was the greatest that euer was or shall bee in this Life there beeing in one the same Soule extreeme Ioy thorough the viewe of Almighty God and extreeme Sorrowe thorough the viewe of our Sinnes O Worde Incarnate Colloquie what a Dolour is this which possesseth thee If it bee an Importunate thing to ioyne Musicke with Lamentation Eccl. 22.6 why ioynest thou so greate Ioy with so greate Sorrowe Hardely hadst thou entered into the VVombe of thy Mother but that the zeale of the House of God had eaten thee vp Psal 68.9 Cause oâ— Lord that the like zeale may eate vp mee tormenting myselfe with Sorrowe for hauing offended thee and consuming in mee all that may bee any occasion to offende thee anewe From hence I will collect how greate an euill mortall Sinne is seeing that the Sin of other men was sufficient to cause so extreeme Sorrowe in a Soule so full of extreeme Ioye And is there not much more reason that I should bee very sorrowfull for myne owne Sinnes when as Christ IESVS our Sauiour was so sorrowfull for them And hee deferred not this Sorrowe to the ende of his Life but had it euen in the first instant thereof that I should not deferre Sorrowing and doing Penance for my Sinnes but should as soone as I fall into them bee heartily greiued Secondly I will ponder how this our Lorde in that very instant perceiued that it was the will of his Father that hee should bee the Redeemer and Remedier of men that heerein hee would that hee should repay the giftes that hee had giuen him in louing and remedying them and that to this ende hee had giuen him a Bodye mortall and Passible that hee might dye for them And in the very instant that hee vnderstood this with the like force that hee loued the Father hee loued vs and offered himselfe to redeeme vs and to dye for our remedye beeing full of gladnesse that an occasion was offered wheerein hee might manifest the Loue hee bare to his Father and the zeale that hee had of his Glorye and of the good of his Bretheren And therefore hee spake vnto him that of the Psalme Psal 39.7 The Sacrifice and oblations of our Elders thou acceptedst not neither were their Holocaustes sufficient for the remedye of men but seeing thou hast giuen mee a bodye fit to bee sacrifized I offer myselfe thereunto with a good will Heb. 10.5 6 Ecce venio vt faciam voluntatem tuam Deus Beholde mee heere I came into the Worlde in this and in all to performe thy holy will writing thy Lawe in the middest of myne owne Hearte O how pleasing to the eternall Father was this offer Heb. 10.10 and will of his Sonne seeing thereby as S. Paul sayeth wee were all sanctifyed hee meriting for vs Grace and Sanctification In Thankefullnesse for this generous Will wherewith our Sauiour Christ offered himselfe to bee my Redeemer I will offer vnto him a Will to serue him so effectually that thereby hee may dispose mee to receiue that Sanctification which hee gained for mee and in Imitation of him I will say Ecce venio vt faciam Voluntatem tuam Deus Colloquie Beholde mee heere o Lord ready to accomplish thy VVill and thy holy Lawe shall bee from hence forth euer more in the middest of my Hearte This I would haue donne in the very first instant that I had vse of Reason as thou diddest in the very first instant of thy Life Psal 76.11 but allbeeit I did it not then I now say Nunc coepi Now I will beginne to serue thee with a Resolution so to continue euen vnto Deat he The fourth Pointe FInally the better to knowe the Greatenesse of the Charitye and Obedience of our Sauiour Christe in that instant I am to consider how then the eternall Father discouered vnto him all the Afflictions that hee was to suffer from the time of his Incarnation to his Deathe vpon the Crosse saying vnto him My Sonne it is my Will that to redeeme men and
to giue them an example of all Vertue thou bee borne in a poore manger thou bee circumcized and persecuted by Herod and the Iewes and that thou bee taken whipped crowned with Thornes and dye vpon a Crosse with greate Dolour and Contempt Therefore seeing thou louest mee for my Loue and for the good of thy Bretheren Ioan. 10.18 14.31 accept these Afflictions To this Will of the Father which our Lord Christ calleth the Commaundement and precept of his Deathe hee readily aunswered offering himselfe with a prompt and ready will to suffer all whatsoeuer and then was fullfilled that saying of S. Heb. 12.2 Paule That abandoning the Ioye of this Life and contemplating the eternall Ioye of the other hee embraced the Crosse not regarding that it was very Ignominious Then allso with an effectuall Will hee dranke the bitter chalice of his Passion and was baptized with the Baptisme of his Ignominies Mar. 10.39 and Dolours perseuering as hee himselfe saide in the bitternesse of this Drinke and of this Baptisme all the dayes of his Life vntill in the ende thereof hee effectually dranke it accomplishing all that his Father had ordained him But his Charitye and Obedience passed yet farther for that allthough that was so much that hee was to suffer yet not contented heerewith with a most generous Hearte and most ardent Thirst hee offered himselfe to suffer much more if his Father would ordaine it and that it might bee needefull for our good Act. 21.13 for if S. Paule when the Prophet Agabus tolde him that hee was to bee bounde Prisoner in Hierusalem aunswered that hee was readye not only to bee bounde but to dye also for the name of our Lord IESVS how much more would our sweete Lord IESVS when his Father related vnto him the Afflictions of his Life and Deathe immediately aunswere that hee was prepared not only to suffer those afflictions but others also much greater for his Loue. And that I may perceiue how much I am indebted to this our Lorde I am to consider how in that instant hee presented vnto his memory all mankinde and myselfe among them and offered himselfe to suffer all this for euery one in particular and for mee myselfe as if I alone had stoode in neede of his Remedye So that then was fullfilled that saying of S. Paul Gal 2.20 Hee that loued mee and deliuered himselfe for mee to Deathe offering himselfe thereunto for my Loue. O tender Babe and valorous Gyaunt Colloquie wherewith shall I repaye thee the Affection with which thou this day offerest thyselfe to runne thy Carreere Psal 18.6 accepting withall all those Afflictions which in the course thereof thou art to endure May the Angells praise thee for this singular fauour that thou hast donne vnto men and may my Soule glorifye thee for the Loue that then thou diddest beare mee for the which I offer myselfe to suffer whatsoeuer shall happen vnto mee in the Carreere of my Life thou fauouring mee with thy grace that therein I may not faile The eleuenth Meditation Of the Iourney which the eternall VVorde Incarnate made in his Mothers VVombe to the House of Zacharias to sanctifye his Forerunner S. Iohn the Baptist The first Pointe FIrst I will consider Luc. 1.44 how the Worde made fleshe beeing yet in the Wombe of his blessed mother with the exceeding greate desire hee had to saue men presently fixed his eyes vpon Iohn who was in the Belly of S. Elizabeth and was to bee his Fore-runner and seeing him to bee in Originall Sinne hee was greiued thereat and determined with himselfe forthwith to free him from that miserye and to sanctifye him taking possession of his Office of Redeemer which was giuen him in charge And to this ende hee effectually inspired his mother speedily to goe visit her Cosin that hee thereby might effect this his Worke. Wherein I am to ponder First the greate Desier that this our Lorde hath of our Saluation thanking him therefore and confounding myselfe for the litle Desier that I haue of mine As also how carefull hee is of the good of his elected and how vigilant in exercizing his office of Redeemer seeing hee began it from the Wombe of his mother not desiring to bee Idle any moment I will likewise ponder what a greiuous euill Sinne is and how much our Lord is displeased that his elect should bee in Sinne but a moment seeing for this cause hee inspired his mother so hastily to vndertake that iourney to free from Sinne his chosen Iohn Baptist O Diuine VVorde that madest thyselfe man to deliuer vs from Sinne Colloquie and deriuedst to enact this office with such speede Isa 8.1 that thou tookest for thy Surname Make speede hasten robbe and take Spoyles seeing thy names are not emptye but full come Lord with speede to free mee from my Sinnes make haste to sanctifye mee with thy Grace robbe my Hearte for thy Seruice and take it for the Spoyle of thy Victorye that from hence forth I may begin feruently to serue thee The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider how our Lord hauing power to sanctifye the Baptist from the place where hee was would notwithstanding inspire his mother to carrye him to the house of S. Elizabeth and there to worke this miraculous sanctification for causes very admirable and proffitable for our instruction First to giue newe Demonstrations of his Humillitye and Charitye For as these Vertues mooued him to come downe from Heauen and to come into the Worlde to visite it Luc. 1.79 Beda ibid. and to drawe it out of the Darkenesse and Shadowe of Deathe wheerein it stood so likewise they mooued him to come from Nazareth to visite Iohn and to drawe him out of Sinne the greater comming to visite the lesser to honour him and the Phisicion the Sicke to cure him The second cause was that his most blessed Mother might haue a share in this Action taking her for the Instrument of the first sanctification that hee wrought in this Worlde iustifying by her meanes the Childe Iohn that was in Sinne and replenishing with the holy Spirit his mother that was just to the ende that wee Sinners might vnderstand that to obtaine Pardon of our Sinnes the blessed Virgin was to be our Mediatrix that the Righteous might vnderstande that by her meanes they were to obtaine fullnesse of the holy Spirit and of his grace with the vertues and giftes that descende from Heauen and that therefore all might endeuour to loue and serue her and to be much deuoted vnto her O soueraigne VIRGIN Colloquie seeing to day togither with thy Sonne thou takest possession of the office giuen thee for our benefit prosecute it this day with mee obtaining for mee pardon of my Sinnes and abundance of spirituall Craces Amen The third cause was Inspirations of our Sauiour Christ for that it is the propertye of our Sauiour Christe in entring into a Soule to
will learne to reuerence the secret Iudgements of God to humble myselfe and to passe ouer his Deuises expecting the conuenient time of his visitation seeing there is no day that commeth not at last and what this day hee graunted to S. Elizabeth he gaue afterwardes more largely to Zacharias The thirtenth Meditation Of the birth of S. Iohn the fore-runner of our Sauiour Christe The first Pointe FIrst For the feaste of S. Iohn Baptist Luc. 1.11 I will consider what happened before the Conception of this Sainct for God hauing elected him for his fore-runner was willing to honour him to demonstrate in him the greatnesse of his mercye and the heigth of the office that he gaue him in charge all for the glorye of Christ IESVS whose fore-runner he was As first he would that he should be miraculously conceiued of barren Parents that he should be the Sonne of holy Parents and the Sonne of Praiers holy Desiers for Praier is the meanes that God vseth to execute the Deuises of his eternall predestination as S. Gregory sayeth Lib. 1. dial c. 5. speaking of the birth of the Patriarch Isaac Whereby he moueth vs to haue greate Affection Confidence in Praier though it be concerning things that seeme difficult seeing for all it is auaileable He would likewise that his Conception should be annunciated by the Angell S. Gabriel who annunciated that of his Sonne and with the selfe same spirit of prompt Obedience the Angell came to declare both the one and the other because it was God that commaunded it Tob. 5.5 In the same manner that S. Raphael came to serue Tobias in very base things with no lesse pleasure then if God had commaunded him things of greate heigth for all the Angells place their Glory in accomplishing the will of God Then will I ponder what Greatenesses S. Gabriel spake of the Childe that he might be esteemed by all and to instruct his Father in the manner of his education for so high an office The first was that the Angell himselfe in Gods behalfe gaue him the name he was to haue saying that he should be called Iohn which is as much to say as Crace to signifye that he should be an absolute Portraiture of Grace in whome should be shewen the riches of Gods grace for he truely founde grace before God who without any merits of his elected and called him Isa 49.13 and was mindefull of his name euen from the Wombe of his mother The second that he should be greate before God in those things that God esteemeth for greatenesse which are Vertues and Giftes of Sanctitye So that he should be greate in Humillitye Patience and Obedience greate in Praier and Contemplation and greate in the office that the greate ones haue of the house of God The third that he should be exceeding temperate without drinking wine or sicer as a man of Nazareth wholely dedicated to the seruice of God And for that the Diuine promises are not emptye but full giuing a sufficient portion for all that is promised he addeth the fourth excellencye that hee should be replenished from the Wombe of his mother with the holy Spirit with that fullnesse that was requisite for the Dignitye of his Office because he was elected beginning from the wombe of his mother going on forwarde to his Deathe The fifth that he should goe before our Lord as his Precursor with the zealous spirit of Elias conuerting to God many Israelites and preparing him a People perfectly industriated to receiue the newe Lawe that he was to teache So that according to the Sentence of the Angell this Childe should be perfect in all manner of perfection towardes God towardes himselfe and towardes his neighbours For towardes God he should be greate in the giftes of his Grace towards himselfe rigorous in the workes of mortification and Penance and towardes his neighbours he should be zealous in seeking their Saluation not contenting himselfe to be perfect but endeuoring that all might be perfect and ordaining all this to the glorye of our Lord Christ This patterne of perfection which is the same that is taught vs by the Prophet Micheas I am to set before my eyes for imitation Mich. 6.8 c. And of the Greatenesses that God so much esteemeth I am to pretende for myselfe those which are conuenient for my Estate beseeching his diuine maiestie to giue mee them for the Loue he bare to this Precursor to whome so liberally he graunted them The Second Pointe SEcondly Luc. 1.39 are to be considered the fauours that our Lord did to this holy Babe beeing in the wombe of his mother in the sixth mōneth of his Conception the Worde Incarnate himselfe comming in the Wombe of his mother to visite him and to sanctify him as is declared in the precedent meditation from the which wee may recollect three excellencyes of this Sainct First that S. Iohn was the first fruites of all the Sainctes that our Sauiour made after his Incarnation and therefore he sanctifyed him with greate excellencye giuing him greate Sanctitye and many graces giuen gratis after a very perfect manner graunting him the vse of reason and free will Illuminating his Vnderstanding to knowe his Incarnation and Inflaming his will with feruent affections of Admiration and Loue and with Iubilees and rejoicings in the holy Spirit The second excellencye was that whereas the giftes of God Rom. 11.29 In Luc. 1. as S. Paul sayeth are without repentance it is to be beleeued as sayeth S. Ambrose that he tooke not from him the vse of reason that he had graunted him and consequently that whereas the blessed VIRGIN those three moneths that she was in the house of Zacharias ayded S. Elizabeth to growe in all Vertue so the Childe IESVS that was in the wombe of the VIRGIN ayded the Childe Iohn who was in the wombe of Elizabeth to growe vp in that holinesse that he had graunted him prosecuting it with newe actes of his free-will inflamed with diuine grace by the holy Spirit of whome hee was full The third excellencye was as holy men reporte that in respect of the Childe Iohn Ambr. Bed in Luc. God did so many fauours to his mother that he filled her with the holy Ghost and with the Spirit of Prophecye to giue vs to vnderstand how much he esteemeth this Childe and what good he will doe vs for his sake For the which I am to procure greate Loue to this fore-runner rejoicing at the fauours that he receiued and giuing thankes to God that gaue them him and beseeching him to bee an Intercessor for mee that I may haue some parte in them The third Pointe THirdly I am to consider the most speciall things that happened in the birth of S. Iohn The first was that comming to circumcize him his Parents by Gods Inspiration Luc. 1.59 against the will of their kinred saied his name should bee Iohn which is as much to say as
where he was how louingly he would reprehende my Pride and Vanitye and Curiositye in attire how he would exhorte me to make myselfe a childe and to present and offer myselfe to the seruice of his eternall Father All these wordes I am to receiue to heare beseeching him to inspire them into my spirit with a Determination to fullfill them I will likewise endeuour to heare what the blessed VIRGIN saide and what the holy Spirit saide to Simeon and what Simeon himselfe saide when he sawe his desire accomplished I learning by those wordes to speake such other wordes vnto God The third Pointe THe third pointe is to smell with the interiour smelling the most sweete odour celestiall fragrancye that issueth from this Childe IESVS and from his Vertues meditating how well they smell vnto God vnto the Angells and vnto the Iust and how much honour and glory they are vnto our Lord God and of what edification to his Church And with this odour I am to comfort and animate myselfe to imitate those Vertues To doe this the more effectually I will ponder how the most sweete odour that issued from the workes and Vertues of that Childe did exceedingly recreate the eternall Father Gen. 27.27 who might say as Isaac sayed of his Sonne Iacob The sauour of my Sonne is as the sauour of a plentifull feilde which our Lord hath blessed Then will I ponder how much this odour recreateth the just Soules that smell it Cant. 1.3 as the Spouse that saied we will runne after thee in the odour of thy ointments For the Pouerty of Christ his Humillitye and Meekenesse doe cast from them a fragrancye that vanquisheth the hearte and carrieth it after him to joine it vnto him From hence I will come to contemplate how sweete an odour both to God and vnto men is Obedience and Modestie Humillity Patience and Charitye in any person whatsoeuer that hath them in excellencye and how much it edifieth the Church and his neighbours Whereupon S. 2 Cor. 2.15 Paul saieth of the Iust that they are the good odour of Christ and contrarily what an euill odour both to God and to men is Pride and Disobedience Immodestye and euery other vice pondering how farre this euill odour was from that holy place where the Childe and his mother was and how farre it ought to be from my Soule not to giue any disguste to whome I owe so much dutye O sweete Childe whose Vestements Colloquie which are thy workes are like a feilde of odoriferous flowers clothe me with them that I may smell well to thy eternall Father that for thee hee may giue me the benediction that for them thou didst merit may my Soule resent the fragrancye of thy diuine odours that it may runne after thee imitating thy Vertues vntill it arriue to enioye the rewarde of them Amen The fourth Pointe THe fourth pointe is with the interiour Taste to taste the sweetenesse of that blessed Childe and of his Vertues and how sweete they were to God and to himselfe and are to all those that exercize them in his imitation applying myselfe to proue what the Prophet Dauid sayeth Psa 33.9 Taste ye and see that our Lord is sweete O how it pleased the eternall Father to beholde the Vertues of his Sonne and what pleasure had the Sonne to giue full content to the Father O what a sweetenesse felt this blessed Childe to see himselfe poore contemned layed in a manger among beastes how sweete vnto him were the teares that he shed and how pleasing was it to him absolutely to fullfill the will of his Father much more sauorye without comparison then the milke that he sucked from the brestes of his mother And in imitation of him I will endeuour deepely to resent this sweetenesse that God putteth in Contempts and Afflictions in Pouertye and Teares sweetened with the example of this B. Childe And with this Affection I will prouoke in my Soule a greate hunger to taste of these things and to sauour the pleasing tastes of the Spirit that the sweetenesse of the fleshe may be made vnsauorye vnto mee With this affection I will contemplate the sweetenesse that holy Simeon felt at the presence of the Childe which was so greate that it lothed him to see and taste any thing of this life and sweetened vnto him euen deathe itselfe O eternall God Colloquie Ps 30.20 how greate is the multitude of sweetenesse which thou hast hidden for those that feare thee but how much gerater shall it be to those that loue thee giue me some parte thereof o Lord to prooue that I may with a good will renounce the pleasures of the earthe and take pleasure only in those of Heauen Amen Contrarily I may ponder how much bitternesse lyeth hidden in Vice and in the Soule that followeth her owne will and yeildeth to her owne passions and making reflexion vpon what passeth with myselfe when I sinne I shall taste this bitternesse that I feele in myselfe and shall presently abhorre it and spit it vp with a desire neuer more to taste of it remembring that of the Prophet Hieremias Iere. 2.19 Thy owne malice shall reproue thee and thy owne Sinne shall reprehend thee know thou and see that it is an euill and bitter thing for thee to haue abandoned thy Lord God The fifth Pointe THe fifth pointe is with the interiour Touching spiritually to touche the Vestements of that Childe the haye of that manger the earthe of that stable kissing and embracing it with my Hearte engendring in myselfe a greate estimation price and loue of it all choosing it to myselfe as a thing of greate value and as if I were present at all I am to come to the Childe and to beg leaue of him to touche his feete to kisse and embrace them bewailing my Sinnes and like Mary Magdalen humbly begging remission of them And then with greater Confidence to beg leaue of him to touche his handes to kisse them and to play with them beseeching him to giue me his benediction or like olde holy Simeon I will take him in my armes and embrace him with greate Loue beseeching him to vnite me to himselfe not permitting me to be seperated from him And if I could attaine to the perfection of the Spouse that saied Cant. 1.1 Let him kisse me with the kisse of his mouthe I might aspire to the desier to touche that diuine face and to vnite myselfe to his Deity with the vnion of perfect Loue satiating myselfe with only seeing him and louing him O what sweetenesse is felt in this spirituall touching Cant. 5.4 with the which as the same spouse saide all her bowells were moued mollified desiring to admitte therein her beloued I am likewise to touche the hardenesse of the Childes bed the rigour of the colde that he suffered the straightnesse of those mantles wherein he was wrapped and swadled and to applye myselfe to desier that for our
kinsfolke he would soonest haue beene with his mother To these three things was added the fourth of feruent and long Praier And especially I will ponder what a sad night that was to the blessed VIRGIN how solitarye she was without her Sonne and how she spent it wholely in meditating and mourning like a Doue praying with greate zeale and beseeching the eternall Father not so soone to depriue her of the care of her Sonne but to looke after him wheresoeuer he was and not long to deferre the restoring him againe O Soueraigne VIRGIN thou art entred into a perillous Sea Colloquie there is no remedye for thee but to praye the losse of thy beloued hath beene to thee a bitter and tempestuous Sea the waues of Sorrowe haue entred into thy Hearte and afflicted it with many Cares the Darkenesse of night hath stopped thy passage and thou art as is were ouerwhelmed in the depth of Disconsolation thou findest no ease vpon Earthe and therefore with the cables of praier thou doest presently cast forth the Anchor of thy hope into Heauen hoping for remedye from thence and thy hope shall not be deceiued for the Heauenly Pilot who is thy Father knoweth not how to loue and to abandon nor forsaketh he for euer those that hope in him With this Successe and the cause thereof The absence of God in the Soule I am to lift vp my Spirit to consider the mysterye that it signifyeth Poudering how our Lord God many times absenteth and hideth himselfe from men they not knowing nor perceiuing it according to that of holy Iob If he come to me Iob 9.14 21. I shall not see him and if he departe from me I shall not vnderstand all though I shall be simple the self same my Soule shall be ignorant of And this ignorance vseth to last all day vntill it be discouered at night as in this case it happened to our blessed LADYE the VIRGIN to S. Ioseph and it happeneth diuerse wayes First it happeneth thorough hidden mortall Sinne being committed with culpable Ignorance or by the Illusion of the Diuell vnder the Cloke of Vertue And then God absenteth himselfe man not knowing it and this ignorance vseth sometimes to last the whole daye of this life vntill the night of Deathe when man thinking he hath God findeth himselfe without him whereupon sayeth the VViseman Pro. 16.25 There is a waye that seemeth right vnto a man and the ende thereof leadeth vnto Deathe And this Absence is most terrible because after it followeth the eternall and therefore I am to beseeche our Lord not to absent himselfe from me in this manner and to say vnto him with Dauid Psal 18.13 24.7 Cleanse me o Lord from my hidden Sinnes and call not to minde my Ignorances Other times it happeneth thorough a secret Pride and Vaineglorye the which consumeth substantiall Deuotion and depriueth the Soule of the fauorable presence of God but this is not knowen during the daye of Prosperitye for Vaine-glorye vseth to put a relish vpon good things but the night of Aduersitye and Humilliation comming man beginneth to perceiue the absence of God and the want of true Vertue and findeth himselfe disconsolate and pusillanimous Sometimes againe it happeneth thorough the secret Prouidence of our Lord God who absenteth himselfe and depriueth vs of sensible Deuotion to exercize vs in Humillitye and this vseth to happen vpon solemne festiuall dayes and in the exercizes of good exteriour Workes and albeit we sometimes perceiue not this during our exteriour imployment yet we afterwardes perceiue it in our recollectednesse In these cases it is alwayes most secure to presume that this absence is thorough my Sinnes and in chastizement of my negligences and Omissions albeit I knowe them not saying with the royall Prophet Dauid Ps 118.67 75. Before I was humbled I sinned and thou in thy Truthe didst humble me because iustly for my Sinnes I merited this Humilliation But yet all this notwithstanding I am to beleeue that when I want the grace of Deuotion and the fauorable visitations of God whither it be thorough my fault or no that all happeneth by the disposing of Gods Prouidence for my greater good Ps 118.71 according to that of the Prophet Dauid It is good for me that thou hast humbled me that I may learne thy Iustifications In all these Cases I am to exercize those foure Vertues which were resplendent in the blessed VIRGIN and in S. Ioseph laying deepe roote in Humillitye arming myselfe with Patience animating myselfe to seeke God with Diligence and soliciting him with feruent Praiers for it is written Aske and it shall be giuen you Luc. 11.9 seeke and you shall finde O sweete IESVS that spakest generally to all Colloquie VVhosoeuer seeketh shall finde graunt me such feruour in asking thy sight that I may obtaine it and ayde me to seeke thee in such sorte that I may finde thee for euer and euer Amen The second Pointe THe next daye in the morning S. Ioseph Luc. 2.45 and the blessed VIRGIN retourned to Hierusalem to seeke the Childe IESVS and the third day entring into the Temple they founde him sitting in the middes of the Doctors hearing them and asking them at the which they meruailed greately Vpon this pointe I am often to consider the Time and Place where the blessed VIRGIN founde the Childe the Companye and businesse wherein he was employed and the Ioye that she had when she same him collecting out of all this the Spirit included therein First the Time was the third day after he was lost in the which time the sacred VIRGIN suffered so many howers litle more or lesse of Affliction and Desolatenesse as she did from the Passion to the Resurrection wherein he appeared vnto her liuely and glorious And the mysterye heereof is to signifye vnto vs that when the Soule looseth God and the grace of Deuotion it findeth him not presently rather he vseth to hide himselfe for some time either to chastize it for hauing lost him if it were in fault or to exercize it in Patience and Humillitye and that with this delay it care and Diligence to seeke him may encrease that it may be made worthy to finde him more speedily and with more abundance of grace And this is signifyed by the number of three dayes to encourage our Hope that we be not dismayed by thinking that our remedye shall be long deferred according to that saying of the Iust in Affliction Osea 6. mysticè After two dayes he will reuiue vs and the third day he will raize vs vp againe and we shall liue in this presence Secondly the Place where he was founde was the Temple and House of God which is the house of Praier and of Recollection dedicated to the Worship and Workes of Diuine seruice to signifye that our Lord Christ is not founde in flesh and blood nor among the Pamperings and Vanities of the Worlde but