work is called conviction and because the Spirit convinceth in a rational way all its acts of that nature are comprized in this Syllogism Every one that is in a state of sinne is in a state of wrath But thou sinner art in a state of sinne Therefore thou art in a state of wrath In this master-syllogism there are many others included but they are all in effect comments on or proofs of the particular tearms and propositions of this Sometimes it varies thus Every unjustified person every unbeliever every one in a state of nature every unregenerate person and lower every swearer sabboth breaker c. living in and allowing himself in such sins c. is under the curse or is a condemned person or is in a state of damnation c. But thou A. B. art such a person ergo thou art a condemned person c. But to be more plain and particular This work includes these several and distinct convictions 1. Conviction of Law The Charge 2. Conviction of fact or case The Indictment Evidence 3. Conviction of state The Sentence As also 4ly The proper consequents of these 1. Conviction of Law is no more then the illumination of the understanding in the truth of common Principles and Rules of Scripture which determine in general the state and condition of such as fal under them such as these Eph. 2. 3. By Nature all are the children of wrath Rom. 5. 18. By the offence of one death came on all men Gal. 3. 10. As many as are under the Law are under the curse Jo. 3. 18. He that believeth not is condemned already Jo. 3. 3. Except a man be born again c. Gal. 3 10. Cursed be every one that continueth not in every thing c. Rom. 1. 31. Those that do such things are worthy of death Neither fornicators nor idolaters c. 1 Cor. 6. 9. These and the like common truths when we give a fixed and firm consent unto this makes up the first part of the Spirits conviction of bondage because it is the Spirit of God that leads us into all truth Jo. 16. 13. and so into convincing truth This is the major of the former syllogisme and may be planted in nature or believed barely by an historical belief and may not affect or if it doe 't is but in general except it be farther backt by 2. Conviction of Fact This makes up the minor of the former syllogisme And this is a particular application of the Law to the person As if he should say Thou art the man of whom this Law speaks This fact thou hast done Psal 70. 21. and this sin thou art guilty of livest in this omission of duty this or that notorious actual commission thou art clearly chargeable withal This indictment conscience is called in to witnesse and this witnesse because it is sometimes asleep and sometimes blind and sometimes dead and sometimes bribed the Spirit enlightens and quickens and disengageth and makes it speak out to the case in hand This is that prick in the heart that Peter by the home-application of their sin to their consciences gave those Converts Acts 2. 37. He tells them ye have taken and slain and crucified that Jesus who is Lord and Christ and their hearts by a confessing guilty application say we are the men This is a cord that will hold it will bring the soul under some acknowledgments which it would not grant before but it is not yet a Spirit of bondage till the third conviction of state And this is the conclusion of the former syllogisme and the sentence in the Spirits legal processes against any soul And this results from the two former This is the work of the Judge the enlightened conscience in its judicial capacity This is attended with a large formality of circumstances As in every sentence the matter and manner of the suffering is expressed as to return to jayl and be carryed thence to the place of execution and there to be hanged or pressed or burnt or drawn and quartered c. So here the Spirit doth not barely say to the soul thou art a condemned creature but he enlightens the mind to understand in the most frightful appearances the nature of its misery He represents a curse hunting and power seizing and wrath rending a poor soul shews hell open and heaven shut the Devil tormenting and God deriding eternal life in eternal death without light tormenting heat yet gnashing of the teeth for cold a lake of fire and brimstone nay a running stream which the breath of the Lord for ever kindles Isay 30. 33. And assures the soul all this and inexpressibly more will be his portion to eternity if he continue on this side Christ the City of refuge 4. The consequents of all these must needs be 1. Soul-confounding horror This was the Jaylors case Acts 16. 29. He came in trembling to Paul and Silas This sentence works like the hand-writing upon Belshazar looseth the joynts of the loines and makes the knees smite against each other Dan. 5. 6. Or Habbakuks voice c. 3. 16. it makes the belly tremble and the lips to quiver and rottennesse enter into the bones c. And no wonder for it is the justice and wrath of an infinite eternal and Almighty God that he hath to encounter and can thy heart endure or thine hands be strong in the days that God shall deal with thee Ezek. 22. 14. This was it that made Christ himself sweat like drops of bloud Luke 22. 44. 2. Soul-distressing anguish By which the mind vexeth and feeds upon its own sad condition thus bound fast by horrour It is perpetually vexed with the representations of its misery it can take no comfort in the World that is not hereby imbittered As a condemned man eats and drinks and sleeps not for thinking upon the execution or if he do he finds no relish in those contents if he sleepe he can nothing but dream of the Gallowes and the hangman if he talk and converse with friends he is scarce present where he is scarce thinks what he saith Thus a soul under this binding sentence with David eats ashes like bread or rather bread like ashes mingles his drink with weeping Ps 102. 9. his life abhors bread and his soul dainty meat tasts no sweetnesse in any comforts they are all as Job saith like the white of an egge Job 6. 6. His words are swallowed up Job 6. 2. He sleeps it may be but he is scared with visions and terrified with dreams Job 7. 14. Speak to the man in this case of any diversions and you do but labour to dig a channel to let out the sea present him any of his formerly welcomest refreshments Prov. 26. 1. you are but like snow in summer and rain in harvest speak the most encouraging words to him that may be if you cannot speak a pardon he is in the case of the Israelites in
2 Cor. 1. 9. upon the pronouncing whereof the Law lays heavy fetters and chaines of darkenesse upon the soul that keep it shut up to the hope that afterwards by the Gospel is revealed 3. The proper impressions of this condition must needs be fearfull And thence is this Spirit said to be the Author of bondage to fear And is therefore called the Spirit of fear 2 Tim. 1. 7. This is that fear which the Author to the Hebrews 2. 15. tells us that men may be all their lives long enslaved unto til Christ deliver them A fear of Death i. e. of eternal death the wages of sinne A fear that gives a convinced sinner a tast of hell here it is the very anguish and smart of the arrows of God sticking fast in Job 6. 4. a mans spirit the very wales and furrowes which when the back of conscience is plowed up with the knotted whips of its own guilt do fester and stinke and corrupt as David Psal 38 5 expresseth it that is make the spirit of a man a burthen to it selfe and that intolerable This is the condition which the Apostle expresseth and I am to handle under the notion of the Spirit of bondage i. e. That Work of Gods Spirit whereby he convinceth and terrifieth sinners in order to conversion 4. And when he doth so in the fourth place we are said to receive him that is to be through free grace the patient and submissive subjects of this influence of his bearing the indignation of the Lord because we have sined Lam. 3. 29 against him and laying our mouth in the dust if so be there may be hope until God shall command deliverance for us and pull us out of the horrible pit and out of the deep mire and clay and break those chains of hell and snares of death wherein we are fettered and bring us forth into a large place 5. The Subjects of this Work of the Spirit the Apostle expresseth under the pronoun Ye including the generality of believers among the Romans and in them the generality of beleevers among all Nations in all times these works being of a common nature to all the people of God there being nothing in any one Saint which renders him a more incapable subject of this work then in another and nothing in the Word elsewhere to priviledge one above another herein 6. And lastly the time of the Saints being under this work the Apostle plainly expresseth not to be then when by faith they could call God Father the influence of the Spirit of Adoption enabling them so to do delivered them out of that fearful condition whence it follows that the experience they had of this work was before their Adoption and relation to God thereby as before I have declared And so much shall suffice for this first Chapter the clearing of our Subject And this done wee will proceed to the handling of it in the following Chapters CHAP. II. Wherein the first grand Thesis or Proposition concerning this state of Bondage is explained I Shall begin with this state as a work of the Spirit of God laying this Thesis or proposition for a foundation of our following discourse That those convictions shakings and terrours The first Proposition or Thesis of conscience under which unregenerate sinners suffer bondage when the Law chargeth them home with the guilt of sinne and apprehensions of wrath are ordinarily the works of Gods blessed Spirit I say ordinarily because sometimes Satan brings or at least keeps souls and those the souls of Gods Elect too under this bondage He promiseth liberty when he tempts to sinne but brings into bondage when he accuseth for sinne And therefore we must make a distinction between the bondage which the holy Spirit and the bondage which the wicked spirit brings into or keeps under First therefore There is a bondage which admits and is mitigated by the conjunction of hope of liberty and works towards a deliverance and there is a bondage that excludes all hope and possibility in the apprehension of a sinner of ever being removed A bondage in which the chains with which the conscience is held and fettered are of the same nature with the Devils bonds of death chains of darknesse and despaire Now such as these the holy Spirit knits not except the despair be partial and bear relation only to humane helps and means of escape and such a despair is in every soul that makes out after Christ those that we speak of now Satan lays on the conscience these must needs call him Father because they are black dismal apprehensions like him Such he wrought in Kain and Judas that made the former desperately blaspheme the mercy of God the other deâ—perately to lay violent hands on himselfe and to those despairing terrours is a soul given up when justly excommunicated and therefore is said to be delivered 1 Cor. 5. 5. to Satan for that censure binding sinne upon a man and God having promised to ratifie that sentence in Heaven the Devill the tormentor is at hand to load such a soul with Matth. 16. 19. terrors enough if he do not contemptuously go on adding sin to sin but be any way sensible of it he endeavors to drive him to despair whence the Church is bidden upon this knowledge of Satans devices to comfort such a man and confirm comfort to him by absolution lest he be swallowed up of sorrow 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 2 Cor. 2. 8. 11. These satanical terrours have sin in them and therâ—fore as such can no way be the effects of the Spirit of God Indeed the Spirit of God may cause them inchoativè by discovering to a man his sinne and misery but the improvement of these discoveries in such a measure and to such an issue is the work of Satan who in this as in things of other nature can counterfeit the very Spirit of God and so perswade a poor soul that 't is his duty to refuse comfort and despair of Salvation 2. I say these terrours when they are wrought by the Spirit of God are in unconverted sinners which makes a farther distinction between the worke of the Spirit of God and the spirit of Satan herein the Devil makes it most of his businesse to trouble converts As for unconverted wretches that are his fast enough he seldome disturbes them as a Souldier will not disturbe his own Quarters but his enemies a Magistrate will not if he be well advised harrasle his own dominions But the Spirit of God speakes terrour to the Consciences of unregenerate sinners to whom it belongs when he speaks Law he speaks to them that are under the Law Rom. 3. 19. 3. But therin is a difference also If the Spirit of God lay the conscience under terrours it is for conversion they are not penal only but medicinal also they are one sort of Gods â—ods by which he brings men within the bonds of the Covenant Ezek 20
hady our bones broken on its wheele had you fed upon ashes and drunk tears and been whipt with scorpions every morning and ever and anon been doused over head and ears in the gulfe of Gods wrath shaken over hell fire and carryed the coals of it in your bosomes as I have done for divers weeks moneths years it may be you would find out some other way of spending your times and not treasure up sorrow for your souls here and wrath against the day of wrath hereafter One saith Sweetnesse before sense of sinne is like cordials to a foul stomack Shepherds Sound Believer I shall easily grant that the love of Christ is a very effectual and the most effectual restraint to sinne when it is manifested to the soul and set home effectually by the spirit but so dull are we to improve such ingenuous inducements that we have but too much need of experience of the bitternesse of sinne to second that consideration And indeed though that be most effectual where it works yet this is effectual with the most And moreover as before was shewed the argument from love is strengthened by this experience The experience of the bitternesse of sinne makes the love of Christ in delivering us from it more engaging 5. Hereby the Spirit terrifies others and restrains them from sinne As publique prisons and gallows do not only punish malefactors but prevent many evils that would be committed but for the severity used against some The World must needs read the torments of Hell to unconverted sinners by an easie deduction from those terrors that they see in converts or at least the hard termes upon which they must be delivered from them And this works often more effectually by comparing their lives who are made the butts of these divine arrowes with their own when they consider that if others smart so heavily for the fewer and smaller sins which they to appearance are guilty of their own more and greater deserve worse 6. Hereby the Spirit teacheth us to pray to sigh and grone out unutterable requests Jesus Christ upon earth when he suffered for our sinnes was under a Spirit of Bondage The Law said to him when he stood in our stead whoever is under the Law is under the curse of God and under the sentence of eternal death but thou art under the Law And this had the same effects which it hath on us it wrought horrour and anguish and such a despair of help every way but from his Father that was able to deliver him from death and that made him powre out strong cries and groanes Heb. 5. 7. Thus David cried to the Lord in the cords of hell Ps 18. 5 6. 116. 3 4 he groans and roares c. 7. Hereby the spirit keeps us the more humble all our dayes And for my part I may suspect the other way by the pride that attends it in those that boast of it as when a man whose life hath been forfeited to justice and saved by meer mercy growes proud we say Sir remember you were in another garb in such a Prison at such a place of Execution so will the Spirit make use of such admonitions ever after to such persons Remember my fetters the gall and wormwood c. Hereby it makes us contented with Gods slow and gradual way of comforting which is usual with him which our pride and tenderness cannot endure 8. That it may provoke pity and tendernesse and prevent censoriousnesse in one to another in such cases This made Christ a merciful and compassionate High Priest Heb. 2. 18. that he had the experience of our griefs and sorrowes God will have heart answer heart as face face Were such works not usual even Prov. 27. 19 Saints would look upon such as Monsters whom the hand of the Lord hath smitten Christ was so stared on as a Monster Psalm 22. 17. They look and stare upon me And Isai 8. 18. Behold I and the children whom the Lord hath given me are for signes and wonders As the World looks upon troubled spirits so would other Saints but for this experience 9. That he may fit them for the comfort of several Gospel Promises which without this work they are not qualified for Such as that to hungring and thirsting after Righteousnesse poverty of spirit Matth. 5. 3 4 6. To wearinesse and being heavy laden with sin Matth. 11 28. To an humble and contrite heart Isai 57. 15. To a Saint in a Wildernesse Hosea 2. 14. How can men be the subjects of these promises without this work Many comfortable promises of the Scripture signifie nothing but stand for cyphers to souls who have had no acquaintance with this Work 10 That it may make us prize and take care to keep the favour of God when we have it Seeing we know by experience that if he hide his face we are like them that go down into the pit Ps 143. 7 11 That he may make the yoak of duty appear more desirable to the heart and feel more easie to the neck of Saints by comparison with the heavinesse of the yoak of sin 12 That he may settle comfort the more by such shaking at first As the tree growes more downward and roots deeper when it is exercised with storms and shaken at first and broken bones grow stronger if new set again These are some of many Reasons that might be given why the Spirit usually converts this way CHAP. XII A Case of Conscience eoncerning the measure of this work Quest 5 VVHat measure doth the Spirit work by in this bringing souls under bondage Answ He observes not the same measure with every soul nor continues it so long on one soul as on another Only so much must be wrought of all the forementioned works as will accomplish the saving ends of those works Now the end of one of these works is the begetting of the other and the end of all Christ Christ is the end of the Law to a Rom. 10. 4 Believer as soon as a man is brought to a full close with Christ the works mentioned are at an end and so they will when they have done the immediate preparatory work to faith which is to drive the soul out of all other shelters and make it conclude it self under a necessity of coming to Christ So much conviction saith a godly and a learned man now with God is necessary as breeds Shepherds Sound Believer compunction and so much compunction as breeds a through Humiliation And when is that When the soul thinks no more of by-wayes to escape but accepts the bonds and kisseth the fetters of the Spirit and acknowledgeth its imprisonment just and that justice might without any wrong done condemn it to perpetual imprisonment These are wrought generally in all Converts but not in al so visibly nor do the Converts themselves alike long stay in one as the other some have lesse horror and anguish yet perhaps a more kindly self-denying
3. My grief is heavier then the sand of the sea therefore my words are swallowed up Verba mea semesa sunt so some render the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 fract a sunt corrupta sunt therefore my words are broken mangled words Broken expressions are the very gobbets of a broken heart Others read it as we Verba mea absorbentur my words are devoured or swallowed up My sorrow feeds so upon my spirits that it devours my very words and doth not leave me so much as the slender ease of a complaint A metaphor taken from the quicksands in the sea that swallow up a ship hulk and masts and sayles and passengers and all at a morsel as it were to which he alludes as appears in that he compares his grief to the sands in the former part This heart-oppression like a known melancholy disease in the night with which some persons are troubled so oppresseth the brest that a man cannot speak This was Hemans disease an holy man too Psal 77. 4. I am so troubled that I cannot speak Nay farther a Saint may be so low under hatches in affliction especially in soul-troubles under the Spirit of Bondage or spiritual desertion that his very eyes are shut as well as his mouth Mine iniquities saith David have taken hold on me so that I cannot look up Psal 40. 12. If this be thy case then be sure God pities thee the more by how much the less thou art able to speak for thy self As we use to pity little children and persons that are dumb and are sensible of the injuries done to them more then to others Alas poor souls we use to say they cannot speak for themselves Nay we pity an horse and such other unreasonable creatures when misused upon the same account Alas poor dumb thing who would use a dumb creature so Sure then God must needs be more tenderly pitiful to a soul in such a condition And our Mediator our Advocate in heaven must needs be the more eloquent in pleading for the Saints his Clyents when they are under such a tongue-tyed condition Alas saith Christ poor soul Father hear me for him he cannot speak for himself His condition speaks aloud for him because it hinders him from speaking 2 Know there be secret wayes of acquainting God with thy straights and pressures when the more visible and sensible outlets and avenues of the soul are all blocked up They that are skilled in the Military Art have sometimes shot intelligence in a bullet in the head of an Arrow when the City or Castle hath been besieged on all parts so closely that no ordinary way of correspondence with their friends hath been left open And this intelligence though it bee short and small in bulk yet may be as pithy and as much in substance and use as a whole sheet of paper written all over We starve or We want Ammunition or men to man our works so A few dayes and without relief we can hold out no longer is as good intelligence as can be in such a case It may be thou canst not tell God a large story how 't is with thee nor limne out thy sad case in lively colours canst not paint thy present death to the life or give light enough by thine expressions to discover the darkness of thy afflictions as David Hezekiah have done when they recovered their tongues again but yet thou canst say Lord I want Lord I am sick Lord I faint Lord I dye c. Thou canst with the Publican say Lord be merciful to me a sinner Luke 18. 13. With David in his troubled condition But thou Lord how long Psal 6. 3. With Hezekiah under his fainting fit thou canst chatter Lord I am oppressed undertake for me or ease me Isai 38. 14. And if thou canst not do so much yet thou canst set thy selfe as in the presence of God and even out of the mouth of hell look towards his holy Temple cast a begging look as children do towards some Sweet meats they dare not ask for towards the Throne of Grace so Jonah did Jonah 2. 4. Thou canst sigh and groan Now this is sufficient intelligence to God whose blessed Spirit speaks in these groans and he understands 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the general bent inclination and affection of the Spirit and from it can pick out his meaning because he searcheth the heart Rom 8. 27. As a Nurse can make english of the stammering broken speech of the child nay the mother sometimes knowes by the looks of the child what its mouth waters for and a skilful Antiquary can write an History out of the broken Inscriptions of old coynes and Monuments of Antiquity because he is acquainted and useth to commune with those kind of fragments And take this for a certain rule a man may have much of the spirit of prayer who hath very little of the Gift of prayer and so may be streightned very much in this when his heart runs over with the abundance of that 3 Yet is not this condition to be rested in it being that that keeps the soul in a famishing estate but the Saints of God ought by all means to endeavour the recovery of their freedom and liberty of spirit and expression in duty as knowing that much of the comfort support and strength of their spirits is abated whiles they are thus tongue-tyed And therefore for recovery out of this spiritual distemper I would prescribe these Helps 1 Examine carefully what it is that streightens the spirit and shuts the mouth which may be 1 The greatness of your burthen as before And that you shal know by these two Marks 1 If it indispose you to all other imployments as well as to prayer Thus 't was with the Author of Ps 102 the Title of the Psalm tells you his condition he was one whose spirit was over-whelmed and how doth that appear My heart saith he is smitten like grass and withered a metaphor taken from frosts that nip the grasse and intercept the juice that should come from the root to the blades and so it becomes withered so saith he the extremity of my trouble withers and shrivels up my very heart so that I am like a dead saplesse thing But it may be he was only so in the matters of God and then it might possibly be his sin No he was so in all humane affaires too I forget saith he to eat my bread verse 4. No wonder saith hee if I bee withered in the affaires of my mind when I grow even carelesse of my very body I forget to eat my bread 2. If it shut up the heart in complaining to man as well as in complaints to God A troubled soul goes to a godly Minister it may be and thinks to utter to him all that is in the heart and fain would unloade it selfe in his ears but finds it selfe so straightened it can scarce say a word that it came for and that not meerly
37 makes them to enquire what thâ—y shall do to be saved Acts 2. 37. brings them into such a condition that as the Apostle speaks in another case they have the â—entence of death in themselves that they may fly out of themselves and trust in his mercy power and goodness alone who raiseth the dead 2 Cor. 1. 9. persecutes them with his storms as the Mariners and brings them to their wits end that they may cry to the Lord Pâ—alm 〈…〉 â—ollows them with the hot beams of his scorching wrath and vexeth them in his hot displeasure that they may fly to the shelter the shadow of the rock which he shews them in the promises of the Gospel But when Satan sets home any horrors it is for destruction when he sees that the sense of a sinners disease makes him look out after a Physician he labours if possible to sharpen it so as to destroy him before he can come at him As Pharaoh when God would bring Israel out of Aegypt in spight of him pursues them to drive them into the Sea and Jaylors when a prisoner contrives an escape lay more irons upon him Thus therefore you must understand the point All the cramps and convulsions and palsies of conscience in a man unconverted as farre as they lead not to despair or may further conversion are the work of the Spirit of God It is true indeed that these in whom soever they are do not always end in conversion sometimes rebells break these bands and cast these cords from them but this is not because the Spirit useth them not for that end but because they harden their hearts and make their face brasse and resist and do despite to the Spirit of Grace These are media ad conversionem destinata as physick to the body yet as that always works not because the patients disorder themselves and so hinder its operation so this physick is often turned into poison by the malignity or negligence of those whom it is administred unto CHAP. III. Wherein this proposition is proved by some Scriptures and evidences of Reason THat this proposition is true these places of Scripture will evince It is the office of the Spirit to convince of sin Jo. 16. 9. In sinne there be two things to be convinced of the guilt and filth of it By the discovery of the former the soul is brought under this bondage and stirred up to seek release by justification by the later it is brought to loathing of it selfe and self abhoring and perswaded to come to Christ for sanctification In this sense is the Spirit of God said to strive with sinners Gen. 6. 3. striving is for conquest and when God strives for conquest he shoots such arrows as these these are 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the Arrows of the Almighty the anger whereof drinks up the Spirits Job 6. 4. Thence the Ministers of the Gospel are made binders as well as loosers of the conscience Mat. 16. 19. 18. 18. Jo. 20. 23. And indeed they can in Reason commonly have no other Author For the Devil as was before said will not if he can help it trouble such men And when he doth 't is to carry them from God A man 's own heart is so altogether stony in it selfe that nothing will affect it it is so dead in trespasses and sins that except the Spirit of God set Law and wrath home and bestow a spiritual sense on a man to feel it all the thunder of mount Sinai will not pierce his ears all the lightenings of Hell it selfe will not affect his eyes all the whippings pinchings lancings rackings of the severest anatomists of conscience will not affect his heart He will sleep on the top of a mast Prov. 23. 34. he will gallop on in sinfull courses on the brink of hell play with the sting of the Old Serpent and the pawes of the roaring Lyon nay send a challenge to heaven and laugh at God himself and call him coward if he will not accept it and all this while flatter himself in his own eyes and say I shall have peace Deut. 29. 19. CHAP. IV. Wherein the premises are improved by way of support to troubled sinners THat which hath been said may yeeld some suppoâ—t to troubled spirits You who are undeâ— this bâ—ndage whiâ—es it tends only to drive you ouâ— of your selves to Christ O kâ—ssâ— those chains and thank God that he hath spread that net over your souls Many a man blesseth God for being cast in prison and brought to the gallowes when a pardon meets him there such a pardon not only sâ—ves his body but his soul he had been hanged damned but that he was so near it You may truly say periissemus nisi periissemus you had been undone but for that undâ—ing you had been dissolutely loose but for those fetâ—ers nay you had been the Devils eternal gally-slaves had not God changed your prison O! the Spirits prison is a Palace to the Devils Dungeon Say Lord these sorrowes might have been sorrowes of hell and these chaines chaines of eternal darknesse had either the Devil or I had our wills hadst thou not hedged up my way with these thornes and put these locks upon my feete I had irrecoverably ruined my self in the error of my ways I had been in hell hadst thou given me my desire or deservings long ago whereas now I am but in the suburbs of it I had been in that eternal dungeon where I had fallen lower and lower for ever and found no bottom in a dungeon whence there is no way to return in a cave of horror in which there is not one gleame of light not one cranny of hope to let in the least glimpse of comfort but I am yet in the Land of the living where I find some footing for hope some possibility of recovery It is the blessed Spirit that hath led me into this valley of the shadow of death he hath shut me up under this bondage and he can when he pleaseth set open a door of faith let me out again Acknowledge as Joh. 10. 12. that this visitation of Gods hath preserved thy spirit Obj. Yea but my bondage of spirit is hellish desperate sometimes I am apt to blaspheme the mercy of God as not able to pardon me and out of desperate horour of my spirit to choose strangling or any thing that I might be but out of my present terrors and know the worst of my condition and is there or can there be any thing of Gods Spirit in such a dismal bondage Ans I answer No doubt these fearful suggestions injections proceed from the Prince of darknesse emanativè they are minted in hell for they bear his image and superscription But the Spirit of God hath an hand in them divers times dispositivè by way of disposal and management and that thou mayst clearly see in that he hath not utterly left thee to thy self hath preserved thee many times from executing
consciences with the flames of unquenchable fire Matth. 37 9 10 12. The Apostles also follow the same method Peter Acts 2. and Stephen Acts 7. and Paul Acts 17. and 24 make it their first work to preach the Law and Judgment So that it seemes needlesse to me to insist any longer on this head 3. The Examples of those Converts the manner of whose conversion is declared in the Scripture hold forth a farther evidence to this Truth Ephraim is so converted Jer. 31. 18. Smites on the thigh Manasseh is humbled greatly and the Crucifiers of our Saviour are pricked in their hearts Acts 2 Chro. 33. 12 2. 37. and the Jailor comes in trembling chap. 16. 29. Paul is smitten to the ground Acts 9. 4. and trembles and is astonished verse 6. And the incestuous Corinthian is even swallowed up of sorrow 2 Cor. 2. 7. And if any examples as those of Zacheus and Lydia seem to speak no such matter yet seeing the Scriptures are not so punctual in the manner but only relate the matter they must rather be rdeuced to this rule then be urged as examples against it Sure if God had dealt with them another way and would have had us to have made any such exceptions from the general rule of his dealing with others he would have been more particular in the recording of those passages that might ground them Besides it is concieved by some of no mean note that they were converted before as members of the Jewish Church and their then conversion was but to Christianity from Judaism which needed no such work As for Lydia 't is clear she was one that before was a Proselyte one that worshipped God the Text saith Acts 16. 14. CHAP. XI The Designes and Intendments of the Spirit in this method of working Conversion in twelve Particulars Quest 4. WHy will the Spirit work this way Answ For several Reasons 1. Hereby is Christ made far more precious then he would be if he dropt this grace into our mouthes without any such sharpning our appetites by the pain of hunger and want to receive him The full soul loatheth or as it is in the Original treadeth under foot the honey comb Prov. 27. 7. The whole will think a fee lost upon a Physician and the man on whom the Law hath not passed will not say Gramercy for a pardon And on the other side it is necessity that endears any thing to us And the more extreme that necessity is the more welcome is the supply A beggar that is pinched with hunger and even starved with cold what course fare and thread bare garments will he beg hard for A man upon the Gallowes and ready to be turned off what will he give for a pardon Sharking Tradesmen know well enough what use to make of the buyers necessity to enhance the price A man will huck and drive the bargain for Christ to half pence and farthings till he be brought to this passe 2. Hereby doth God engage the hearts of men more to him Look over the thankful remembrances of Gods Saints over all the Word and see how great an ingredient their misery is into their thankfulness Ezra We were bond-men yet our God hath not forsaken us in our Bondage c. Ezra 9. 9 David frequently enlargeth upon this common place Psal 18. 5 6 7. The cords of hell compassed me about and the snares of death prevented me In my distress I cryed upon the Lord and he heard my voice c. And so Psal 116. The sorrowes of death compassed me and the pains of hell gate hold upon me Then called I on the name of the Lord c. And after followes a thankful enquiry Quid retribuam What shall I render to the Lord q. d. I do not know any return in the world that may be answerable to so great a mercy So Hezekiah Isai 38. 20. after his sad complaint wherein he drawes a picture of his sad condition in all the saddest and darkest colours imaginable at last saith he The Lord was ready to save me therefore will I sing my songs to the stringed instruments all my life long in the house of the Lord. Think how thankful a starving begger will be for an Almes a condemned man for a Pardon a Prisoner in Argier for a Ransom a man that roars under the Stone or Gout or Collick for a cure and in some sort you conceive how engaging such a mercy as Pardon Redemption Healing is to a sinner broken weary laden with the weight of his sins terrified afrighted distracted with the sense of Gods displeasure for them to hear of a Saviour a Redeemer a Comforter how welcome is it How Paul speaks 1 Tim. 1. 13 15 16 I was a Persecutor a Blasphemer injurious c. 3. Love in such a soul will keep even pace with thankfulness Undoubtedly the more low the Spirit sinks us in this dungeon the more low thoughts will men have of themselves and by consequence the more love will they shew to Christ who even in such a condition did not abhor them but took them out of such a condition to advance them unto the neerest friendship with himselfe For a Prince to take a condemned Malefactor from the Prison or Gallowes and advance her to his Bed and Throne how endearing a love would this bee how every way free undeserved unexpected unconceived must it appear This is evident in the former Psalm 18. 1. c. and Psalm 116. 1. c. compared with their following Verses 4. Sinne must needs be far more odious to to such a soul The burnt child dreads the fire 't is the wormwood upon the dug that weans the child from it say to a condemned thief or other malefactor that hath narrowly escaped the gallowes as the wicked tempters are brought in seducing Prov. 1. 11. come with us cast in thy lot among us we will all have one purse will he not except he be a desperately hardened wretch deny the motion with detestation God forbid that I that but now am come off from the Ladder that but now have had the bolts knockt off my hands should any more take up that course that brought me thither Let a mans jolly companions sollicite such an one as hath been acquainted with the Spirit of Bondage whose feet have been hunt in the stocks of the Law and the Iron hath entred into his soul to a drinking match or a stage play or any other of the sinnes and vanities of his former days what will he say but as that Philosopher when the whore valued her common ware at so dear a rate Non emam tanti poenitere Friends forbear to presse me any longer Had you felt those heart aches and cramps those agues and convulsions of conscience which I have done for such courses as those had you been in the Spirits house of Bondage as I have been had you been stretched upon the Spirits rack had you felt the strappado of the Law and
to raise their heart to such a pitch When fervency of spirit comes in with a grosse neglect of quickening endeavours its suspicious Not that a child of God may not now and then find an heat kindled in prayer which he can give no account of But he constantly seeks and labours for it in the regular way 2. It is grounded on a promise A natural man seldome eyes a promise but his wants Ob. Yea but I can draw no comfort from this because all this concernes such as have the Spirit of Adoption in its witnessing work In me that have it not it may be stil a fervency of a natural impression from meere necessity or sense of want Answ 'T is true that this work eminently proceeds from the Spirit of Adoption in its witnessing Act but it also proceeds from the Spirit of Adoption in its renewing Act. The Spirit is a Spirit of Supplication not only as a Spirit of consolation but also as a Spirit of grace Ze. 12. 10. And therefore although such persons who have the witnesse of the Spirit may take comfort in seeing this fruit of it yet we must not think that there is no such fruit where there is not such a witnesse And therefore if thou find this fervency that is above described in thy heart if it do not proceed from the Testimony of the Spirit as possibly it may from its more obscure and remiss Testimony of which I have spoken before although thou dost not know or at least not for the present observe it yet it always proceeds from that Spirit that is in all the children of God the Spirit of grace and supplication if so qualified as is said Indeed that that is most sensible in the fervency of an unassured soul is sense of want But they may also observe in themselvs that they are not fervent only in such things at least that they labour for it in other things 2. As for boldness in duty 1. I have before shewed you wherein it consists and how it joynes with fear And that which is not of the right stamp commonly failes in one of the forementioned particulars it is a boldnesse that allowes a man as much to neglect as performe duty that tempts God by petitioning and expecting what is not according to his will or at least not in his way c. And here I shall shut up this Treatise earnestly desiring that God will give all that read it experience of these works that they may be able to seal to the truth of it Amen FINIS A SAINTS DIRECTION IN AN AFFLICTED CONDITION By SIMON FORD B. D. and Minister of the Gospel in Reading London Printed for Sa. Gellibrand at the Ball in Pauls Church-Yard 1655. To the noble and worthily honoured Ladies and Gentlewomen The Lady CECILIA KNOLLYS the Lady LETICE VACHELL the Lady ANN PYE Mrs. LETICE HAMPDEN Mrs. ELIZABETH MARGARET and MARY HAMMONDS Mrs. TREVOR and all the rest of the noble Families concerned in that late sad stroke of providence the death of that much bewailed Gentleman Colonel ROBERT HAMMOND TO you much honoured and beloved in the Lord I make bold to present my Meditations upon this Subject not long since delivered in the hearing of most of you upon a double account Partly that I may testifie the sense I have of those many obligations which you have laid upon me since Gods providence cast me into these parts and partly that I might add a few mites of advice and direction to your store concerning the improvement of the late sad stroke upon your noble Families and these Nations in the decease of that great prop of all his Relations and eminent Instrument of the publick good whom both you and I and this poor Town and all the Country hereabout have abundant cause to mourne for This I am sure is an affliction to us all of an high nature and so much the greater because befalling us in a juncture of time wherein our hopes from him by reason of his publick imployments newly entred on being called but immediatly before to an eminent civil and military Trust in Ireland and chosen High-Steward and Burgesse in Parliament for this Corporation were as the highest I know you are not ignorant what use to make of such a blow But give me leave upon this occasion to leave this monument in your Cabinets to be your Remembrancer of and Direction in a Duty which although you alwayes conscionably practise yet you may as well as others through the oppression of your spirits under this heavy burthen possibly find some additional excitations and directions not altogether unuseful or unnecessary thereunto The Lord if it seem good in his eyes find our some way how the great gap which the fall of such an Oak hath made in our hedge may be filled up by some or other of those young plants who are related to him and are concerned to imitate him in those things which have rendred him a publick losse and support you under this grievous stroke This is and by Gods assistance shall be the prayer of him who is Your Servant in the Gospel of Christ SIMON FORD Reading Decem. 5 1654. JAM 5. 13. former part Is any among you afflicted Let him pray The PREFACE WHat one said of Books Procaptis Lectoris habent sua fata libelli that their entertainment is sutable to the capacity temper or distemper of the Reader may with a little variation be affirmed of Sermons especially such as seem to upbraid the times with those Diseases which they labour under they are liked or disliked as people understand or are affected towards the matter they deliver or the occurrences that occasion it Thence is there such a general disrelish of suffering Doctrines in these dayes wherein divers persons see nothing but visions of peace and glory and triumph to the Saints that a man that handles such a Subject as this in diverse places is thought to be as absurd as he that preaches a Funeral Sermon at a Wedding or mars the Solemnity of a Feast with some sad story In all ages the judgement that the most of men have made of the goodnesse or badnesse of the times hath been sensual thence so much difference of opinion appears even among those that undertake to be skilful Physicians because every one pronounceth according to what he feeles There was never any time so black and dismal to the Church of Christ as that all persons would confesse it such The Papists then and ignorant Protestants since agreed in magnifying the dayes of our fore-fathers under Hen. 8. and Q. Mary when as we all know there were never dayes more sad to the Truth and the sincere profession thereof When Israel was in Babylon under a grievous captivity robb'd at once of all Civil and Church liberty when they hung up their Harps upon the willowes the cruel persecuters would fain perswade them they had as much cause to keep rejoycing Festivals as ever and presume