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decedit_fw-la nullo_n cum_fw-la corporis_fw-la qui_fw-la quidem_fw-la animad_fw-la verti_fw-la posset_n cruciatu_fw-la osiand_n hist._n eccles._n cent._n 16._o lib._n 1._o cap._n 56._o 56._o act_n and_o monum_fw-la vol._n 2._o pag._n 994._o i_o no_o more_o weigh_v cochlaeus_fw-la his_o curse_a lie_n to_o the_o contrary_a or_o of_o any_o his_o fellow_n stigmatical_a knight_n of_o the_o post_n as_o bolsec_n etc._n etc._n then_o i_o will_v do_v the_o bark_n of_o a_o dog_n the_o bray_a of_o a_o ass_n or_o bellow_v of_o a_o devil_n devil_n master_n john_n holland_n a_o faithful_a minister_n of_o god_n word_n word_n in_o his_o sermon_n entitle_v the_o soul_n solace_n against_o sorrow_n pag_n 17._o etc._n etc._n etc._n perkins_n in_o his_o salve_n for_o a_o sick_a man._n man._n of_o one_o reprobate_a that_o die_v in_o this_o despair_n and_o torment_v of_o conscience_n there_o be_v million_o that_o die_v in_o presumption_n of_o mercy_n without_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o punishment_n the_o 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of_o the_o curse_a nursery_n of_o such_o sort_n of_o sinner_n as_o these_o god_n do_v now_o and_o then_o single_a out_o some_o and_o hang_v they_o up_o as_o it_o be_v in_o chain_n as_o woeful_a spectacle_n of_o despair_n for_o warning_n to_o other_o rom._n 2.5_o 2.5_o in_o what_o sense_n despair_n be_v the_o great_a sin_n for_o it_o be_v not_o simple_o so_o ever_o the_o more_o excellent_a the_o virtue_n be_v the_o more_o pestilent_a be_v the_o opposite_a vice_n hatred_n of_o god_n in_o itself_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n than_o desperation_n because_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v a_o more_o excellent_a grace_n then_o hope_v see_v 2d_o q._n 2._o art_n 3._o though_o aquâ—nâ—â—_n his_o sum_n be_v a_o vast_a dunghill_n of_o much_o rot_a superstition_n and_o false_a divinity_n yet_o about_o virtue_n &_o vice_n law_n and_o other_o philosophical_a point_n he_o let_v â—all_n some_o truth_n desperatâ—o_o motor_n est_fw-la 〈…〉_z â—eâ—p_v ratio_fw-la peior_fw-la est_fw-la omni_fw-la peccato_fw-la bern._n perpetrare_fw-la stagitium_fw-la aliquod_fw-la 〈…〉_z est_fw-la seâ—_n disperara_fw-mi est_fw-la â—escendere_fw-la in_o infernum_fw-la isid._n judas_n make_fw-mi â—ex_fw-la hoc_fw-la offendit_fw-la dominum_fw-la qâ—a_fw-la se_fw-la suâ—pendâ—t_fw-la â—uduâ—_n quòd_fw-la dominum_fw-la prodidit_fw-la hieron_n in_o â—sal_n 108._o judam_fw-la traditoâ—em_fw-la 〈…〉_z misit_fw-la quam_fw-la indulgentiae_fw-la desperatio_fw-la fecit_fw-la penitùs_fw-la interire_fw-la august_n deâ—â—lit_fw-la pâ—nit_fw-la quid_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la desperare_fw-la quam_fw-la deum_fw-la sibi_fw-la comparare_fw-la qui_o 〈…〉_z comparat_fw-la â—inem_fw-la â—mponit_fw-la divine_a virtuli_fw-la dans_fw-fr sinem_fw-la ixfiâ—uto_fw-la &_o 〈…〉_z ause_fw-la â—nsâ—â—o_fw-it cui_fw-la nihil_fw-la deest_fw-la quodetiam_fw-la cogitar_n i_fw-it non_fw-la potest_fw-la idem_fw-la de_fw-fr 〈…〉_z cap._n 5._o but_o do_v not_o mistake_v the_o good_a father_n or_o upon_o his_o word_n presume_v but_o hear_v what_o he_o add_v sunt_fw-la alij_fw-la inimici_fw-la desperationis_fw-la qui_fw-la adâ—ò_fw-la pâ—aesemâ—â—â—_n &_o â—â—_o deo_fw-la confidâ—â—â—_n quòd_fw-la quandam_fw-la sibi_fw-la licentiam_fw-la acquirunt_fw-la peccandi_fw-la &_o sine_fw-la poeâ—temiâ—â—xpâ—llant_a ventam_fw-la qui_fw-la credunt_fw-la quoniam_fw-la christiani_n sunt_fw-la non_fw-la posse_fw-la damnari_fw-la adulantes_fw-la siâ—â—_n eà _fw-la quòd_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la omnis_fw-la quicunque_fw-la invoâ—averit_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la salvus_fw-la eâ—it_fw-la â—utanâ—enâ—â—_n noâ—â—cu_fw-mi dominita_n vocare_fw-la quoâ—aâ—possunt_fw-la christum_fw-la credere_fw-la &_o sacramem_n a_o ecclesiae_fw-la samere_n non_fw-la verentes_fw-la multos_fw-la esse_fw-la vocasos_fw-la sed_fw-la paucos_fw-la electos_fw-la ibid._n cap._n 6._o 6._o indeed_o sometime_o and_o most_o common_o conscience_n in_o many_o be_v secure_a at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n god_n in_o his_o justice_n plague_v a_o affect_a security_n in_o this_o life_n with_o a_o inflict_v security_n at_o death_n and_o the_o lord_n seem_v to_o say_v as_o once_o to_o the_o prophet_n go_v
of_o voluptuousness_n shall_v most_o certain_o very_o short_o lie_v upon_o thy_o bed_n of_o death_n like_o a_o wild_a bull_n in_o a_o net_n full_a of_o the_o fury_n of_o the_o lord_n either_o seal_v thou_o up_o final_o in_o the_o desperate_a senselessenesse_n of_o thy_o own_o dead_a heart_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o slumber_n for_o everlasting_a vengeance_n even_o at_o the_o door_n or_o else_o exemplary_o enrage_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n upon_o that_o thy_o last_o bed_n with_o hellish_a horror_n even_o before_o hand_n for_o horror_n ordinary_o the_o more_o notorious_a servant_n of_o satan_n and_o slave_n of_o lust_n depart_v this_o life_n either_o like_o nabal_n or_o judas_n though_o more_o by_o many_o thousand_o die_v like_o hard-hearted_a sot_n in_o security_n then_o in_o despair_n of_o conscience_n if_o it_o be_v so_o with_o thou_o then_o that_o thy_o heart_n when_o thou_o shall_v have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n against_o thyself_o die_v within_o thou_o as_o naball_n and_o most_o common_o say_v a_o worthy_a devine_n conscience_n in_o many_o be_v secure_a at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n god_n in_o his_o justice_n so_o plague_v a_o affect_a security_n in_o life_n with_o a_o inflict_v security_n at_o death_n i_o say_v then_o thou_o will_v become_v as_o a_o stone_n most_o prodigious_o blockish_a as_o though_o there_o be_v no_o immortality_n of_o the_o soul_n no_o loss_n of_o eternal_a bliss_n no_o tribunal_n in_o heaven_n no_o account_n to_o be_v make_v after_o this_o life_n no_o burn_a in_o hell_n for_o ever_o which_o will_v make_v the_o never-dying_a fire_n more_o scorch_a and_o the_o everliving_a worm_n more_o sting_v by_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v more_o senseless_a and_o fearless_a of_o that_o fiery_a lake_n into_o which_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o fall_v death_n itself_o say_v the_o same_o man_n can_v awaken_v some_o conscience_n but_o no_o soon_o come_v they_o into_o hell_n but_o conscience_n be_v awaken_v to_o the_o full_a never_o to_o sleep_v more_o and_o then_o she_o tear_v with_o implacable_a fury_n and_o teach_v forlorn_a wretch_n to_o know_v that_o forbearance_n be_v no_o payment_n but_o if_o it_o please_v god_n to_o take_v the_o other_o course_n with_o thou_o and_o to_o let_v loose_v the_o cord_n of_o thy_o conscience_n upon_o thy_o die_a bed_n thou_o will_v be_v strangle_v even_o with_o hellish_a horror_n upon_o earth_n and_o damn_a above_o ground_n that_o worm_n of_o hell_n which_o be_v a_o continual_a remorse_n and_o furious_a reflection_n of_o the_o soul_n upon_o its_o own_o wilful_a folly_n whereby_o it_o have_v lose_v everlasting_a joy_n and_o must_v now_o lie_v in_o endless_a easeless_a and_o remediless_a torment_n be_v set_v on_o work_n while_o thou_o be_v yet_o alive_a and_o with_o desperate_a rage_n and_o unspeakable_a anguish_n will_v feed_v upon_o thy_o soul_n and_o flesh_n the_o least_o twitch_n whereof_o not_o all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o ten_o thousand_o world_n will_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o countervail_v for_o as_o the_o peace_n of_o a_o good_a so_o the_o pang_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n be_v unspeakable_a so_o that_o at_o that_o time_n thou_o may_v just_o take_v unto_o thyself_o pashur_n terrible_a name_n magor-missabib_a fear_v round_o about_o thou_o will_v be_v a_o terror_n to_o thyself_o and_o to_o all_o thy_o friend_n and_o that_o which_o in_o this_o woeful_a case_n will_v sting_v extreme_o no_o friend_n nor_o physic_n no_o gold_n nor_o silver_n no_o height_n of_o place_n nor_o favour_n of_o prince_n not_o the_o glory_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n not_o the_o crown_n and_o command_n of_o all_o earthly_a kingdom_n etc._n etc._n can_v possible_o give_v any_o comfort_n deliverance_n or_o ease_n for_o when_o that_o time_n and_o terror_n have_v overtake_v thou_o which_o be_v threaten_v prou._n 1.24_o et_fw-fr seq_fw-fr because_o i_o have_v call_v and_o you_o refuse_v i_o have_v stretch_v out_o my_o hand_n and_o no_o man_n regard_v but_o you_o have_v set_v aâ—_n naught_o all_o my_o counsel_n and_o will_v none_o of_o my_o reproof_n i_o also_o will_v laugh_v at_o your_o calamity_n and_o will_v mock_v when_o your_o fear_n come_v when_o your_o fear_n come_v as_o desolation_n and_o your_o destruction_n come_v as_o a_o whirlwind_n when_o distress_n and_o anguish_n come_v upon_o you_o then_o shall_v they_o call_v upon_o i_o but_o i_o will_v not_o answer_v they_o shall_v seek_v i_o early_o but_o they_o shall_v not_o find_v i_o for_o that_o they_o hate_v knowledge_n and_o do_v not_o choose_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n they_o will_v none_o of_o my_o counsel_n they_o despise_v all_o my_o reproof_n therefore_o shall_v they_o eat_v the_o fruitâ—_n of_o their_o own_o way_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o their_o own_o devise_n i_o say_v when_o this_o terrible_a time_n be_v come_v upon_o thou_o then_o will_v the_o mighty_a lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n come_v against_o thou_o 13.8_o as_o a_o bear_n that_o be_v bereave_v of_o her_o whelp_n and_o will_v rend_v the_o caule_v of_o thy_o heart_n and_o will_v devour_v thou_o like_o a_o lion_n 66.15_o he_o will_v come_v with_o fire_n and_o with_o his_o charet_n like_o a_o whirlwind_n to_o render_v his_o anger_n with_o fury_n and_o his_o rebuke_n with_o flame_n of_o fire_n all_o his_o terror_n at_o that_o hour_n will_v fight_v against_o thou_o and_o that_o unâ—quenchable_a anger_n 32.22_o that_o burn_v to_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o hell_n and_o set_v on_o fire_n the_o foundation_n of_o the_o mountain_n the_o empoisoned_a arrow_n of_o his_o fierce_a indignation_n shall_v be_v drink_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o stick_v fast_o in_o it_o for_o ever_o in_o a_o word_n the_o fearful_a army_n of_o all_o the_o plague_n and_o curse_n sorrow_n and_o un-sufferable_a pain_n denounce_v in_o god_n book_n against_o final_a impenitent_n shall_v with_o un-resistable_a violence_n take_v hold_v upon_o thou_o at_o once_o and_o pursue_v thou_o with_o that_o fury_n which_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a either_o to_o avoid_v or_o abide_v and_o who_o be_v able_a to_o stand_v before_o this_o holy_a lord_n god_n who_o can_v abide_v in_o his_o sight_n when_o he_o be_v angry_a who_o can_v deliver_v out_o of_o his_o hand_n what_o man_n or_o angel_n what_o arm_n of_o flesh_n or_o force_n of_o arm_n what_o creature_n or_o create_v power_n what_o cherub_n or_o which_o of_o the_o seraphin_n be_v able_a to_o free_v a_o guilty_a conscience_n from_o the_o ever-knawing_a worm_n and_o a_o impenitent_a wretch_n from_o eternal_a flame_n oh_o i_o think_v a_o sensible_a forethought_a of_o these_o horrible_a thing_n even_o at_o hand_n shall_v make_v the_o hard_a heart_n of_o the_o most_o abominable_a behall_n to_o tremble_v at_o the_o root_n and_o fall_v asunder_o in_o his_o breast_n like_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o have_v his_o end_n in_o his_o eye_n and_o serious_o to_o remember_v the_o tribulation_n and_o anguish_n that_o shall_v short_o come_v upon_o his_o soul_n the_o affliction_n the_o worm_n wood_n and_o the_o gall_n shall_v fright_v and_o fire_v he_o out_o of_o all_o his_o filthy_a graceless_a goodfellow_n course_n 3._o three_o let_v they_o consider_v what_o horror_n it_o will_v be_v in_o evil_a time_n i_o mean_v not_o only_o at_o death_n and_o the_o last_o day_n which_o be_v the_o most_o terrible_a of_o all_o but_o also_o in_o time_n of_o disgrace_n and_o contempt_n of_o common_a fear_n and_o confusion_n of_o the_o state_n of_o sickness_n cross_n restraint_n banishment_n temptation_n or_o any_o other_o day_n of_o sorrow_n i_o say_v at_o such_o time_n to_o find_v in_o stead_n of_o peace_n fiery_a scorpion_n in_o their_o conscience_n innumerable_a sin_n grave_v there_o with_o a_o iron_n pen_n un-repented_n of_o hear_v how_o excellent_o 502._o austin_n foretell_v &_o forewarn_v they_o into_o what_o a_o forlorn_a and_o fearful_a state_n they_o shall_v most_o certain_o fall_v when_o after_o a_o short_a gleam_n of_o worldly_a glory_n they_o fall_v into_o tempestuous_a and_o troublesome_a time_n of_o all_o affliction_n incident_a to_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n there_o be_v none_o more_o grievous_a and_o transcendent_a then_o to_o have_v the_o conscience_n enrage_v with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n if_o there_o be_v no_o wound_n there_o if_o all_o be_v safe_a and_o sound_o within_o if_o that_o bird_n of_o the_o bosom_n sing_v sweet_o in_o a_o mâ—â—s_n breast_n it_o be_v no_o matter_n what_o misery_n be_v abroad_o in_o the_o world_n what_o storm_n or_o 〈◊〉_d be_v raise_v against_o he_o what_o arm_n of_o flesh_n or_o rage_n of_o foe_n beset_v he_o round_o for_o he_o in_o this_o be_v have_v present_o recourse_n unto_o his_o conscience_n the_o safe_a sanctuary_n and_o paradise_n of_o sweet_a repose_n and_o find_v that_o sprinkle_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n fill_v with_o abundance_n of_o peace_n
with_o the_o devil_n paint_v and_o false_a lustre_n carry_v away_o captive_a all_o carnal_a man_n and_o detain_v in_o a_o fooles-paradise_n indeed_o a_o hellish_a prison_n a_o world_n of_o delude_a one_o yet_o those_o few_o enlighten_v soul_n who_o eye_n have_v be_v happy_o open_v by_o spiritual_a eyesalve_n to_o turn_v from_o darkness_n to_o light_n and_o from_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n unto_o god_n behold_v a_o double_a deformity_n and_o ouglines_n in_o so_o foul_a a_o monster_n deceitful_o dress_v in_o the_o devil_n counterfeit_a colour_n and_o guild_v over_o garish_o in_o his_o personate_a angelical_a glory_n 3._o it_o be_v most_o filthy_a far_o filthy_a than_o the_o most_o stink_a confluence_n of_o all_o the_o most_o filthy_a fulsome_a nasty_a loathsome_a thing_n in_o the_o world_n and_o it_o must_v needs_o be_v so_o for_o whatsoever_o a_o man_n can_v conceive_v to_o be_v most_o contrary_a distant_a and_o opposite_a to_o the_o infinite_a clearness_n purity_n sweetness_n beauty_n and_o goodness_n of_o god_n all_o that_o and_o much_o more_o be_v sin_n in_o the_o high_a degree_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o in_o the_o scripture_n it_o be_v compare_v to_o the_o filthy_a 2.22_o mire_n in_o which_o a_o sow_n will_v lie_v down_o to_o cool_v and_o cover_v herself_o to_o the_o loathsome_a vomit_n not_o of_o a_o man_n but_o of_o a_o dog_n buc._n to_o the_o unsavoury_a poisonful_a damp_n which_o rot_a carcase_n exhale_v out_o of_o open_a grave_n woman_n to_o menstruous_a filth_n scap._n to_o the_o dirt_n under_o the_o nail_n or_o the_o stink_a sweat_n of_o the_o body_n or_o the_o putrify_a matter_n of_o some_o pestilent_a ulcer_n par._n to_o the_o very_a excrement_n which_o nature_n have_v sever_v from_o the_o pure_a part_n of_o the_o meat_n thrust_v out_o of_o the_o stomach_n &_o cast_v into_o the_o draught_n 〈◊〉_d to_o the_o filthiness_n pollution_n and_o impurity_n of_o the_o world_n so_o call_v by_o a_o singularity_n for_o sin_n be_v the_o transcendent_a filth_n of_o 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stain_v that_o the_o flood_n of_o noah_n when_o all_o the_o world_n be_v water_n can_v not_o wash_v it_o off_o neither_o at_o that_o last_o and_o dreadful_a day_n when_o this_o great_a universal_a shall_v be_v turn_v into_o a_o ball_n of_o fire_n for_o the_o purify_n and_o renew_n of_o the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n yet_o shall_v it_o have_v no_o power_n to_o purge_v or_o cleanse_v the_o least_o sin_n out_o of_o the_o impenitent_a soul_n nay_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n which_o burn_v night_n and_o day_n even_o through_o all_o eternity_n shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o raze_v it_o out_o 4_o it_o be_v most_o infectious_a spit_v venom_n on_o all_o side_n far_o and_o wide_o corrupt_v every_o thing_n it_o come_v near_o by_o reason_n whereof_o it_o be_v fit_o resemble_v to_o 16.12_o leaven_v to_o a_o 5.6_o gangrene_n to_o the_o 17._o leprosy_n which_o filthy_a disease_n quick_o over_o spread_v the_o whole_a body_n numb_a 12.10_o infect_v the_o 13.27_o clothes_n the_o very_a wall_n of_o 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warrant_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o scripture_n say_v 201.202.203.204_o hieron_n be_v this_o first_o to_o endeavour_v the_o soften_a of_o our_o hearer_n heart_n by_o bring_v they_o to_o the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o wretchedness_n before_o we_o adventure_v to_o apply_v the_o riches_n of_o god_n mercy_n in_o christ_n jesus_n the_o preach_v of_o the_o gospel_n be_v compare_v by_o our_o saviour_n himself_o unto_o the_o sow_v of_o seed_n as_o therefore_o the_o ground_n be_v first_o tear_v up_o with_o the_o plough_n 13._o before_o the_o seed_n be_v commit_v unto_o it_o so_o the_o fâ—llow_n ground_n of_o our_o heart_n must_v first_o be_v break_v up_o with_o the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o law_n 4.3_o and_o the_o very_a terror_n of_o the_o lord_n â—â—_o before_o we_o can_v be_v fit_a to_o entertain_v the_o sweet_a seed_n of_o the_o gospel_n i_o will_v have_v a_o preacher_n to_o preach_v peace_n and_o to_o aim_v at_o nothing_o more_o than_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o soul_n of_o 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can_v receive_v christ._n first_o thirst_n and_o then_o buy_v without_o money_n and_o without_o price_n isa._n 55.1_o i_o think_v 77._o chrysostome_n do_v somewhere_o set_v out_o sweet_o the_o admirable_a and_o adore_a frankness_n of_o this_o divine_a bounty_n b_o if_o thou_o will_v be_v adorn_v with_o my_o comeliness_n or_o be_v arm_v with_o my_o weapon_n or_o put_v on_o my_o garment_n or_o be_v feed_v with_o my_o dainty_n or_o finish_v my_o journey_n or_o come_v into_o that_o city_n who_o builder_n and_o maker_n i_o be_o or_o build_v a_o house_n in_o my_o country_n thou_o may_v so_o do_v all_o these_o thing_n that_o i_o will_v not_o only_o not_o exact_a of_o thou_o any_o price_n or_o payment_n for_o any_o of_o these_o thing_n but_o i_o myself_o will_v be_v a_o debtor_n unto_o thou_o of_o a_o great_a reward_n so_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o disdain_v to_o use_v my_o thing_n my_o strength_n gift_n grace_n what_o can_v be_v ever_o find_v equal_a to_o this_o bounty_n if_o god_n then_o 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before_o i_o be_v so_o bold_a as_o to_o lay_v hold_n upon_o christ_n and_o apply_v the_o promise_n answ._n thou_o must_v first_o be_v alive_a before_o thou_o can_v 220._o work_v thou_o must_v have_v spiritual_a ability_n inspire_v before_o thou_o can_v walk_v in_o the_o 6.27_o good_a way_n thou_o must_v be_v justify_v before_o thou_o be_v sanctify_v now_o spiritual_a life_n be_v only_o then_o and_o never_o before_o or_o by_o any_o other_o mean_v infuse_v but_o when_o we_o reach_v out_o a_o o._n empty_a hand_n and_o take_v jesus_n christ_n into_o our_o humble_a soul_n when_o a_o 〈…〉_z weary_a of_o all_o sin_n according_a to_o his_o 3.18_o call_n commandment_n and_o counsel_n roll_v itself_o as_o it_o be_v and_o 21._o â—â—anes_n upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n then_o be_v spiritual_a life_n first_o breaâ—hed_v into_o it_o the_o vital_a operation_n of_o grace_n in_o â—ll_o holy_a duty_n good_a deed_n amendment_n of_o life_n holy_a walk_n universal_a obedience_n etc._n etc._n must_v appear_v afterward_o zacheus_n receive_v jesus_n christ_n first_o into_o his_o heart_n and_o house_n before_o he_o be_v able_a to_o restore_v and_o distribute_v cast_v ouâ—_n self_n upon_o that_o lord_n of_o life_n with_o truth_n of_o heart_n as_o our_o only_a jewel_n and_o joy_n we_o have_v in_o heaven_n or_o in_o earth_n 〈◊〉_d who_o we_o be_v resolve_v to_o live_v and_o die_v draw_v frâ—m_v he_o into_o our_o soul_n that_o heavenly_a virtue_n and_o vigour_n whereby_o we_o be_v afterward_o enable_v to_o exercise_v all_o the_o function_n of_o spiritual_a life_n and_o to_o die_v to_o the_o world_n and_o all_o worldly_a pleasure_n for_o ever_o herein_o be_v thy_o fault_n and_o fail_v thou_o conceive_v not_o a_o right_a of_o god_n free_a grace_n but_o think_v thou_o shall_v not_o be_v welcome_a except_o thou_o
make_v their_o conscience_n asleep_a at_o their_o death_n as_o they_o have_v make_v it_o asleep_a all_o their_o life_n lest_o conscience_n shall_v see_v and_o speak_v and_o they_o hear_v and_o be_v save_v therefore_o they_o die_v though_o not_o desperate_a as_o saul_n and_o ahitophel_n yet_o sottish_o without_o comfort_n and_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n as_o naâ—al_o dyke_n of_o conscience_n cap._n 12._o 12._o who_o satan_n see_v 〈◊〉_d of_o god_n favour_n who_o hâ—e_n know_v 〈…〉_z and_o 〈◊〉_d to_o be_v cast_v into_o hâ—ll_a fire_n those_o do_v he_o false_o persuade_v that_o they_o be_v out_o of_o all_o danger_n and_o never_o suffer_v they_o so_o much_o as_o to_o perceive_v their_o lamentable_a estate_n but_o who_o â—ee_n see_v god_n do_v favour_n who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v christ_n brethren_n and_o fellow-heire_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n those_o will_v he_o tempt_v very_o often_o to_o seat_n to_o doubt_v yea_o sometime_o even_o to_o despair_v of_o their_o salvation_n touchstone_z for_o a_o christian._n pag._n 81._o 81._o exit_fw-la hoc_fw-la lâ—co_fw-la satis_fw-la liquet_fw-la multos_fw-la quibus_fw-la in_o ore_fw-la est_fw-la domine_fw-la miserere_fw-la nostri_fw-la ad_fw-la inferos_fw-la descendere_fw-la cartw._n in_o cap._n 1._o proverb_n sunt_fw-la quicredunt_fw-la quoniâ—m_fw-la christiani_n sunt_fw-la non_fw-la posse_fw-la damnari_fw-la adulantes_fw-la sibi_fw-la eo_fw-la quòd_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la omnis_fw-la quiâ—â—nque_fw-la â—nvocaâ—â—rit_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la salvus_fw-la erit_fw-la putant_fw-la enim_fw-la se_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la invocare_fw-la quoniam_fw-la possunt_fw-la christum_fw-la credere_fw-la &_o sacramenta_fw-la ecclesiae_fw-la sumere_fw-la non_fw-la verentes_fw-la multos_fw-la esse_fw-la vocaâ—ot_fw-la sed_fw-la paucoâ—_n electos_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr verâ_fw-la &_o falsâ_fw-la poenit._fw-la cap._n 6._o o_o quà â—_n multi_fw-la cum_fw-la hac_fw-la spe_fw-la ad_fw-la aeternos_fw-la labores_fw-la &_o bella_fw-la descenduntâ—_n how_o many_o go_v to_o hell_n with_o this_o hope_n hope_n doctor_z feat_o audi_fw-la dominum_fw-la mors_fw-la peccatoris_fw-la pessima_fw-la quae_fw-la tibi_fw-la videtur_fw-la hona_fw-la pessima_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la intùs_fw-la videaâ—_n vides_fw-la forâ—s_fw-la â—aceâ—em_fw-la in_o let_v to_o nunquid_fw-la vides_fw-la intùs_fw-la â—aptum_fw-la ad_fw-la gebeâ—nam_fw-la august_n in_o ps._n 33._o 33._o ostenditur_fw-la nobis_fw-la per_fw-la haec_fw-la verba_fw-la quòd_fw-la illo_fw-la in_o tempore_fw-la inter_fw-la angustias_fw-la diversorum_fw-la terrorum_fw-la videntes_fw-la se_fw-la peccatores_fw-la anxiabuntur_fw-la &_o current_n huc_fw-la &_o illuc_fw-la ad_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la doctrinam_fw-la &_o poenitentiam_fw-la sibi_fw-la quaerentes_fw-la alij_fw-la autem_fw-la interrogantes_fw-la quid_fw-la eos_fw-la oporteat_fw-la facere_fw-la sed_fw-la festinante_fw-la judicio_fw-la &_o necessitatibus_fw-la alijs_fw-la super_fw-la alius_fw-la venientibus_fw-la cum_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la docendi_fw-la licentia_fw-la nec_fw-la tempâ—â—s_fw-la faciendae_fw-la justitiae_fw-la aut_fw-la agendae_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la festinatio_fw-la eorum_fw-la vacua_fw-la erit_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o in_fw-la quotidiano_fw-la usu_fw-la videmus_fw-la fieri_fw-la quotidie_fw-la enim_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la clamant_fw-la in_o ecclesiâ_fw-la qui_fw-la peccavit_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agate_n neque_fw-la seducant_fw-la vos_fw-la honores_fw-la &_o devitiae_fw-la temporales_fw-la quia_fw-la tempus_fw-la vestrum_fw-la prope_fw-la est_fw-la et_fw-la si_fw-la consummatio_fw-la vestra_fw-la tardaverit_fw-la mors_fw-la vestra_fw-la non_fw-la tardat_fw-la &_o nemo_fw-la credit_n nemo_fw-la obâ—â—â—dit_fw-la cum_fw-la autem_fw-la venerit_fw-la super_fw-la illos_fw-la mors_fw-la festinant_fw-la &_o anxiantur_fw-la vocant_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la volunt_fw-la agere_fw-la quando_fw-la jam_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la locus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la itaque_fw-la dum_fw-la expoâ—unt_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la &_o capitur_fw-la anima_fw-la eorum_fw-la &_o vadunt_fw-la vacui_fw-la magis_fw-la autem_fw-la ligaci_fw-la justo_fw-la jâ—dicio_fw-la dei_fw-la quta_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la odium_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la displicentes_fw-la sibi_fw-la volâ—ham_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agere_fw-la sed_fw-la propter_fw-la mortis_fw-la timorem_fw-la adhuc_fw-la enim_fw-la si_fw-la vivere_fw-la poâ—uissent_fw-la non_fw-la sibi_fw-la displicuissent_fw-la ineâ—â—â—tus_fw-la author_n hom._n 52._o in_o cap._n mat._n 25._o vlulant_fw-la quidem_fw-la in_o cubilibus_fw-la id_fw-la verò_fw-la doloris_fw-la impatientiâ_fw-la faciunt_fw-la quem_fw-la expoenis_fw-la concipiunt_fw-la non_fw-la quòd_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la deplorent_fw-la gualt_n in_o cap._n 7_o hos._n fuiâ—â—â—eâ—_n est_fw-la be_v seâ—sus_fw-la ea_fw-la conscientia_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o miseriae_fw-la praesertim_fw-la verò_fw-la conscientia_fw-la tanti_fw-la contemplus_fw-la oblâ—tae_fw-la lâ—cis_fw-la idque_fw-la ex_fw-la judicijs_fw-la quibus_fw-la exercebuntur_fw-la ut_fw-la tum_fw-la quidem_fw-la seriò_fw-la crucâ—andi_fw-la sint_fw-la deâ—ideâ—_n in_fw-la christi_fw-la non_fw-la quidem_fw-la quòd_fw-la id_fw-la desiderium_fw-la sit_fw-la â—uturum_fw-la christi_fw-la propter_fw-la ipsum_fw-la christum_fw-la aut_fw-la propter_fw-la odium_fw-la peccati_fw-la sed_fw-la propter_fw-la sensum_fw-la miseriae_fw-la quem_fw-la far_o non_fw-la poterunt_fw-la rolloc_n in_o cap._n 8._o johan._n johan._n and_o to_o seek_v he_o then_o be_v not_o to_o seek_v he_o non_fw-la quaerebant_fw-la eum._n no_o they_o seek_v he_o not_o they_o dissemble_v with_o he_o say_v asaph_n in_o the_o next_o verse_n for_o when_o god_n to_o try_v they_o reprive_v they_o never_o so_o little_a time_n they_o fall_v to_o their_o old_a bias_n and_o when_o as_o he_o cease_v kill_v their_o seek_n be_v at_o a_o end_n so_o be_v all_o force_a seeking_n like_v to_o a_o bowstring_n bring_v to_o his_o full_a bent_n but_o remit_v you_o never_o so_o little_a it_o start_v back_o again_o nay_o it_o be_v not_o quaerebant_fw-la no_o kindly_a seek_n but_o a_o base_a ignoble_a creep_v to_o without_o all_o ingenuity_n when_o we_o must_v either_o die_v or_o do_v it_o winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 181._o 181._o 2._o maccab._n 9_o 9_o doctor_n usher_n in_o his_o answer_n to_o a_o jesuit_n challenge_n pag._n 152._o 152._o dyke_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 16._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d mat._n 13_o 52._o poenitentia_fw-la nunquam_fw-la sera_fw-it si_fw-la seria_fw-la sed_fw-la sera_fw-fr rarò_fw-la vera_fw-la agens_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la &_o reconciliatus_fw-la cum_fw-la sanus_fw-la est_fw-la &_o posteà _fw-la benè_fw-la vivens_fw-la securus_fw-la hinc_fw-la exit_fw-la agenâ—_n poenitentiam_fw-la ad_fw-la ultimum_fw-la &_o reconciliatus_fw-la si_fw-la securus_fw-la hinc_fw-la exit_fw-la ego_fw-la non_fw-la sum_fw-la securus_fw-la august_n hom._n 41._o ex_fw-la 50._o ambros._n exhort_v ad_fw-la penitent_a quomodo_n agit_fw-fr poenitentiam_fw-la in_o extremis_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la fiâ—â—bus_fw-la constitutus_fw-la poenitentia_fw-la quae_fw-la ab_fw-la inâ—irâ—o_fw-la petitur_fw-la â—nsirma_fw-la est_fw-la poenitentia_fw-la quae_fw-la à _fw-la moriente_fw-la tantùm_fw-la petitur_fw-la timeo_fw-la ne_fw-la ipsa_fw-la moriatur_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp_n serm._n 57_o câ—m_fw-la venerit_fw-la super_fw-la illos_fw-la mors_fw-la â—estinant_a &_o anxiantur_fw-la vocant_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la volunt_fw-la agere_fw-la quando_fw-la iam_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la locus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la quâ—a_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la odium_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la displicentes_fw-la sibi_fw-la volebant_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agere_fw-la sed_fw-la propter_fw-la mortis_fw-la timorem_fw-la incert_n author_n in_o mat._n hom._n 52._o 52._o and_o thus_o many_o dear_a servant_n of_o god_n be_v oftentimes_o grievous_o perplex_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n gaul_v in_o mind_n long_o seek_v and_o labour_v for_o release_v and_o find_v none_o condemn_v themselves_o that_o they_o be_v the_o very_a firebrand_n of_o hell_n and_o can_v be_v save_v nay_o many_o time_n they_o do_v even_o die_v with_o speech_n in_o their_o mouth_n which_o much_o savour_n of_o despair_n hieron_n in_o his_o caveat_n and_o comfort_n for_o believer_n pag._n 41._o 41._o sed_fw-la ne_fw-fr fortès_fw-fr charissimi_fw-la aliquem_fw-la nimis_fw-la securum_fw-la saciat_a aut_fw-la remissum_fw-la tam_fw-la nova_fw-la felicitas_fw-la credulitatis_fw-la ne_fw-la sortè_fw-la dicat_fw-la aliquis_fw-la in_o cord_n svo_fw-la non_fw-la i_o usque_fw-la adeò_fw-la conturbet_fw-la &_o cruciet_fw-la rea_fw-la conscientia_fw-la non_fw-fr i_o usque_fw-la adeò_fw-la contristet_fw-la culpabilis_fw-la vita_fw-la video_fw-la sub_fw-la momento_n video_fw-la sub_fw-la exiguo_fw-la spacio_fw-la latroni_fw-la crimina_fw-la sua_fw-la donata_fw-la deterreant_fw-la quaeso_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la hâc_fw-la persuasione_n innumerabiles_fw-la populi_fw-la sub_fw-la tali_fw-la securitate_fw-la nudi_fw-la &_o vacui_fw-la bonis_fw-la &_o malis_fw-la pleni_fw-la ex_fw-la hac_fw-la luce_fw-fr praeâ—epti_fw-la immittit_fw-la diabolus_fw-la securitatem_fw-la ut_fw-la inferaâ—_n perditionem_fw-la neque_fw-la dinumerari_fw-la possick_n quantos_fw-la haec_fw-la inanis_fw-la spei_fw-la umbra_fw-la deceperit_fw-la deinde_fw-la stulâ—isâ—â—mum_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la causa_fw-la quae_fw-la de_fw-la necessâ—â—atibus_fw-la agitur_fw-la aeternis_fw-la inutilitatibus_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la deficientis_fw-la committatur_fw-la extremis_fw-la o_fw-la dibile_fw-la est_fw-la apud_fw-la deum_fw-la quando_fw-la homo_fw-la sub_fw-la siduciâ_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la in_o senectatem_fw-la reservatae_fw-la liberius_fw-la peccat_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp._n serm._n 120._o 120._o greenham_n pag._n 2._o cap._n 32._o edit_fw-la 3._o 3._o legi_fw-la inquit_fw-la augustinus_n &_o perlâ—gi_fw-la scripturam_fw-la &_o neminem_fw-la inveni_fw-la in_o duobus_fw-la millibus_fw-la annorum_fw-la salâ—atum_fw-la in_o sine_fw-la nisi_fw-la lâ—tron_fw-la mincruce_n nicolaus_n laurentius_n adversus_fw-la desperationem_fw-la pag_n 371._o 371._o that_o that_o may_v be_v say_v be_v this_o and_o it_o be_v nothing_o true_o
and_o yell_a they_o shall_v never_o more_o be_v hear_v though_o with_o much_o violence_n they_o throw_v their_o seriking_n into_o the_o air_n and_o cry_n with_o sigh_n and_o groan_n as_o pierce_v as_o a_o sword_n not_o but_o that_o the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n and_o arm_n of_o mercy_n may_v stand_v wide_a open_a until_o their_o last_o breath_n but_o alas_o they_o have_v already_o so_o harden_v their_o heart_n that_o they_o can_v repent_v after_o thy_o hardness_n 2.5_o say_v paul_n and_o heart_n that_o can_v repent_v they_o now_o but_o howl_v upon_o their_o bed_n they_o do_v not_o cry_v unto_o god_n with_o their_o heart_n as_o the_o prophet_n speak_v hos._n 7.14_o their_o earnest_n and_o early_o cry_v in_o this_o last_o extremity_n be_v only_o because_o their_o fear_n be_v come_v upon_o they_o as_o dissolution_n and_o their_o destruction_n as_o a_o whirlwind_n when_o they_o cast_v out_o their_o consideration_n for_o comfort_n it_o be_v not_o the_o whole_a creation_n can_v possible_o 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