him the night is and the morning will dawn yet a night will come which shall never have morning A night when our pleasures and profits and honours all that we call good things and so dote upon when all shall set and returne no more While we live here in this world As the morning cometh so cometh the night and as sure as the night followeth day so sure sorrow follows our pleasures which may teach us not to over-joy or over-prize our worldly contentments when the candle of God shineth upon our tabernacle for they are short and momentany of small continuance As sure as the night cometh so sure a change will come And here also when it is night we know the day will dawn again in its apponted time And though sorrow may abide for a night yet joy may come in the morning It is easie with Him to make it so Who turneth the shadow of death into the morning a Amos 5. 8. And the darkest time here below may cleare up again comfort may return as the morning doth and when troubles do usher in comforts they make comforts more comfortable It is said of the Sirens that they weep in calme weather and sing in a storm b Aug. de Civil lib. 12 cap. 20. for they know that after a calme they shall have a storm and after a storm they shall have fair weather The Morall teacheth us this point of wisdome in the time of adversitie wisely to consider and to look back c Respice Trem. Eccles 7. 14. to the change of things to call to minde the time past how it hath been God hath set prosperitie and adversitie one against the other Now the day is but it will be night anon now the night is and anon the morning will be And thus I say it is while we live here just like travellers as the father spake very usefully d Basil in primum Psal p. 113. This life is a way-fare here we meet with some things which do delight us but they will away we must passe by them And here we meet with some thing which will annoy and offend us it will away too we shall quickly be past it for our course is speedy whether we wake or sleep as men a ship board we saile onward to the port Pleasant and delectable things will away our pains and griefs are of no long continuance neither though they should abide by us all our life long for our life speedeth like a post or ship on the Ocean thus while we walk like pilgrims here But a time is coming after the full period whereof e 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Chrys ad Pop. Ant. Hom. 23. p. 268. there follows a day which shall never have a night and a night which shall never have a morning I mean a time in the closing-up whereof there shall not be this vicissitude and intercourse of day and night but either all day and no night or all night and no day The Fathers words will declare these f 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrys Ibid. Hom. ult 77. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 p. 817. Here saith he good things and evill things have their course and turn as the day and the night now good then evill now evill then good And as here they have their changes so here they have their end I speak of things of the earth It will be said of all our earthly contentments as Abraham said to Dives we had them we were clad and we were fed gorgeously deliciously but now it is night with those contentments and with us we had them but we shall have them no more So likewise of our grievances we felt them this sorrow and that burden this pain and that losse but we shall feel them no more in this kinde For death cures all diseases and pains here But in the next world good things and evil things are everlasting There Lazarus is comforted and he shall be comforted it shall be ever light with him in the other place Dives is tormented and he shall be tormented how long The answer to that breaks the spirit and causeth the greatest torment it shall be ever night with him for ever and ever the thought hereof swallows the soul up in sorrow our very thoughts cannot reach unto the length of this night we have not a thought to measure it g Drexelius 4. 2. though we know the place of this darknesse for it is utter darknesse and the furthest from light and we know the paths that leade thereunto yet we can never know the bound thereof h Job 38. 20. How can we measure Aeternitie Think we then saith the Father i Chrys Ibid. how unsufferable a burning-fever is and that thou canst not endure an hot bath for one houre heated above its proportion how then wilt thou everlasting burnings how will thy heart endure this perishing for ever And consider this with it which that Father hath in the same place here if thy body be burnt or otherwise hardly used the soul will out it will forsake its dwelling k Nemopervaldè dolere diu aut extinguetur aut extinguet Sen. ep 78. but if the body fall into these rivers of brimstone the soul must abide by it there is no getting forth as they were I mean the body and the soul joyned together like brethren in iniquitie so must they suffer together and no change shall they finde no ease in their suffering not so much as a sick man findes in changing of his bed or what a tyred man findes in changing his postures or his sides This present life is well called a vale of miserie for here are pains perils gripings c. But our death here may be as well called a shadow of death But a shadow in reference to that death where we still are dying but never die where we shall seek and wish for death but death flyeth from us But a shadow that to this Think we here-on and then we think on a short day spent in pleasures and of an eternall night to be spent in sighes And this is the first consideration which may make us well to husband and improve the day of our peace because a night must follow the day of our peace as the night follows the day and at the end of time a night which shall never have day or a day which shall never have night 2. It is very considerable that as sensuall pleasures continue not long so the longer they continue the more they satiate but the lesse they satisfie They run one after another and in their changes they are most pleasing the eare is not satisfied with the same tune be it never so sweet but quickly it desires another so the eye in seeing so our taste in relishing all our senses saith the Father l 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Chrysost Tom. 1. Hom. 30. p. 338. have their measure which will be soon
our selves on things below If disgrace was not my sinne ambition If scarcitie was not my sinne the abuse of Gods good creatures vainly needlessely unthankfully And if pains or aches did'st thou not offend in sinfull pleasures d Lege Chrysost â— Psal 3. Thus shall we speak good of the affliction and submit yea and be thankfull That is a dutie of a Christian to be thankfull for afflictions for corrections It was good for me that I have been afflicted e Psal 119 71. if it was good for him then doubtlesse he spake good of it and was thankfull I remember saith Chrysostome f Hom. 10. in Coloss 3. a very pious and holy man was used to pray thus We give thee thanks O Lord Thanks was his first word for all thy mercies from the first day to this present day bestowed upon us Thy unworthy servants for those we know for those we know not c. for our tribulations and for our refreshments 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. for our hell here and our Fatherly punishments as for our Heaven hence and our hope of rest He puts afflictions c. into the Catalogue or register of Gods mercies and in the first place Indeed it is no hard matter to open the mouth in way of thankfulnesse for the good things of this life as we call them but to be thankfull for the evills that is an hard task but yet the dayly work of a true Christian The Heathen Philosopher could say g Mar. Aur. Aâ—t medâ—â— 12. â— sect 2. p 197. A wise man should be fitted for all estates and conditions like Empedocles his Allegoricall Spheare or like a square body Throw it you cannot overthrow it cast it down if you can it will stand as upright as before losing nothing at all of its heighâ— h Lege â—p 168. Basâ—â—i And such a man saith he hath gained unto himself great rest and â—ase for he hath gâ—t his minde loose from outward intaâ—glements and that manifold luggage wherewith we are round about incumbred We may discern our selves as we do our metalls best by our falls or casting down if when we are thrown our sound is flat and dull murmuring-wise it argues a leaden spirit * 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Nâ—zâ—â—â—rz â—at 18. When there is a storm with cut he keeps his minde cleare within pag. 302. which sinks under trouble like lead into the watâ—rs But if our sound be silver-like cleare and pleasing it argues we are of better metall That is not silver which comes not clearer out of the fining pot nor is that gold which doth not shine in the fire i Prospeâ—itie doth best discover vice but adversitie doth best discover vâ—â—tue A good eye is for any colour though all colours are not equally lightsome A good eare for every sound though every sound hath not the same gratefulnesse Good teeth are for all meats that are wholesome though all be not alike toothsome so a sound understanding is fit for whatsoever shall happen though every thing which happens is not alike pleasing He that cannot receive evill as we call it from Gods hand as well as good shews that hâ— is of a crazed temper in the Inward man as an eye that seeks after green colours or as teeth after that which is tender which argueth saith the same Philosopher Sore eyes and unsound teeth k Mar. Aur. lib. 10. sect 37. p. 177 I have been long upon the point the longer that I might perswade to a contentednesse in every condition and that we might finde use and pick good out of all But it is the Lord who perswades the heart and He doth it else no condition will please seem it to others never so pleasing To possesse our souls in patience we lose them else is the readiest way to be eased and in time to be exalted The Lord teach thee the wisdome of His people and give thee content in present things understanding in all He subdue thy spirit He meeken thy heart He fashion and mould thy will to a patient submission unto His that it may be as conformable thereunto as the wax unto the seal All this God can do He onely And when He hath thus humbled the heart and thus meekned the spirit when he hath thus fashioned it then the work is done and nothing will be grievous It is a remarkable speech from Mr Bradford l Fox p. 1503. he hath many such but with that one I will conclude and shut up this Though my body be in an house out of which I cannot come when I will for he was in prison yet in that I have conformed my will to Gods will I finde herein libertie enough and for my lodging bedding seeding c. all above my worthinesse worthinesse quoth I alasse I am worthy of nothing but damnation So he wrote to his mother I must tell you also what he said to his friend He was in a strong hold neare the time of his enlargement when he was to passe to his crown but through the fire His friend told him that he would if it pleased intercede with the Queen for his life Do if you will said he if her Majestie will be pleased to give me my life I will thank her if my libertie I will thank her for that if neither of both I will thank her still If she will keep me here I can thank her here if she will send me hence to the stake I can thank her there also See what an humble man can do he can smart patiently he can suffer silently he can receive blows and return thanks No murmuring no repining no complaining in his mouth He hath committed his cause to God Learn how contented this man is and observe the patience of the Saints so I have done CHAP. V. The Sacrament of the Lords Supper The mysterie thereof Graces required in those who come to this Table In case these Graces be wanting what is to be done Of Mans worthinesse AND now Childe having made some discoverie unto thee of those our master sinnes and corruptions which most dishonour our outward man and disturb our inward peace And having supplied unto thee some provision for the better subduing thereof I shall now for thy better provision and preparation also put thee in minde of two extraordinary and solemne approaches both before the Lord and both in the face of the Lords congregation In the one the Sacrament of the Lords Supper we professe by faith to be one with Christ and by union with Him to partake of all His honour and glory In the other falsly by some called a Sacrament also they who were two are made one joyned together in so straight a band that nothing but death or that which is worse and more destroying then death can dissolve We must be well advised before we approach to either of these ordinances for it is for life It was well answered by one who was
Prefal readily willingly freely As the Emperour said of money It will prove but copper if it be pressed out from the teares of the people The same may be said of our offerings They are counterfeit for the most part and profit not if they be squeezed forth by some pressuâ—es upon the spirit It is a free-will-offering that finds acceptance with the Lord. And this I added for three mightie Reasons 1. That we may not make Time of Eternitie and Eternitie of Time as was said before and explained 2. To awaken and quicken up our carelesse and dilatory spirits well to husband our opportunities while our Bow abides in strength and our Armes are strong before old age hath degraded us of our former vigour and activitie so as our outward and inward faculties are bound up as in chaines of Iron and brasse I mean before the keepers of the house tremble and the strong men bow themselves and those that looke out of windows are darkned and the Grashopper is a burthen 3. That we may not make as the most do an Idoll of that last prayer which we think to put up when we are at point of dissolution and parting away hence for that hope to be heard then is the Sanctuary and Place of refuge which the most thinke to flie unto as Ioab to the hornes of the Altar in hope to finde safety But their hope is like to deceive them as it did Ioab f 1 King 2. 28 29. and as it hath deceived others Who cryed but there was none to save even unto the Lord but He answered them not then did I beat them small as the Dust before the Winde I did cast them out as the dust in the streets g Psal 18. 41. These words shew us clearely what will be the issue of this last prayer and call upon the Lord which is the great Idoll of the world what I say will be the issue thereof to all those who turne unto Him at their Death even confusion of face for evermore a Treading downe and a casting out aâ— the durt in the streets This is of great and universall use and instructs us to encline the eare while we can heare to apply the eye while we can see to frequent the Assemblies of the Saints while we have strength and can goe and to take the occasion the smallest point of time while we may for it is soone passed and then we may send our sighes and groanes after it but cannot recall what we carelessely slighted In a word It teacheth to seeke to knock while there is Time for many shall seeke and not finde and knock and it shall not be opened shall strive and shall not be able And all this because they discerned not their season they knew not the Day of their Visitation h Quod primum est dicendum postremum soleo cogitare de Orat. Lib. 2 Pag. 131. Fol. Exvâ—sâ—eribus Causae I remember a pretty inversion of order used by Cicero in point of Oratory An allusion unto it may instruct us in a speciall point of wisdome We begin first and then wee end But he made an end first and then he began I use saith He to his Oratour to make my beginning the Latine calls it an Exordium When I have ended my oration for I must fetch that out of the Bowels of the other Parts The true Christian makes an inverson of order also and upon the same ground Death is the last great work which we are to doe and the true Christian thinks of that first First I say so soone as he is able to think any thing and to purpose And he so disposeth his life as one that knowes that his life must yeeld him marrow and fatnesse when he lyeth upon his death Bed in a time of drought We commonly live first and then we dye A true Christian dyes first and then lives He is borne and he goes on in the great work of Mortification and so dyes daily And then when he must yeeld up the spirit how willing how ready how prepared is he He is dead already to the World to the flesh Hee is crucified to both and both crucified to him An easie matter now and a matter of the greatest comfort to depart hence now now that His eyes can behold His Salvation Now He chooseth Death rather then life for to Him the nature thereof is changed He hath so walked all His life so contended for and kept the Truth so clinged to Christ in obedience and Faith Who tasted Death for him i Heb. 2. 9. that now He shall neither see Death nor taste Death He shall not see Death He shall see the face of Death changed lovely and pleasant now as Esau's face to Iacob He shall see through the vaile and shadow of Death through the darke Grave and behold Him who hath swallowed up Death and the Grave in victory He shall not Taste Death The sharp and bitter relish of Death is quite allayed and taken off to Him now He tasteth nothing but sweetnesse in Death but joy and peace in Death a peace passing understanding He is swallowed up now not of Death but of very Rivers and Flouds the Brookes of Honey and Butter k Iob 20. 17. He doth not see Death nor doth He taste thereof such are the expressions l John 8. 51 52. and they are to the heart of the Beleever in Death now He seeth life accompanied with an eternall waight of Glory He lookes upon Death now as Iacob upon Iosephs wagon m Gen. 4. 5. which shall convey Him to a place where He shall have Enough so as He regards not the stuffe and baggage of the world for the good I say not of all Verse 20. the land of Egypt is His but Heaven is His and all the good that Christ hath purchased is His. And now at this Brunt much like the straight that David was in but a little before the putting on of His Crowne at this brunt I say now that Death seemes to make His Conquest it doth this Servant of the Lord the best good service for it shall open Him the way to the Crowne it shall set free the prisoner of Hope it shall be as a Waggon to convey Him unto the possession of All good even to Christ Himselfe and now I have said All. And all this this Servant of the Lord seeth in Death and then how can this person Taste of Death since it must needs be that He can have no other relish in His heart now but of honey and butter of Pleasures of Gods right Hand for evermore Thus it is with that person who doth that work first who in mortifying the deeds of the flesh doth Dye Daily When Death commeth he seeth it not he tasteth not of it But for the wicked it is not so with them They see death They taste of death They see death and the horrour of it they see it over-powring
them and getting now a full conquest over them they see it rouling great stones upon the mouth of their Cave as Ioshua upon the five Kings n Jos 10. 18. there reserving them as Prisoners of no hope till the day of their doome when they shall receive that dreadfull but just sentence under execution whereof they shall lye eternally being sent to their own place where like slaves Death shall keep them under perpetuall bondage And there they must taste of it also even such bitternesse as shall be to them as the gall of Aspes within their bowells and the poyson of Vipers Thus they taste it but it is beyond expression and this is the portion of them that feare Him not nor in their season and Day of Visitation call upon His Name even this is their Portion from the Lord saith the Lord Almightie But there is a sweet peace in Death to all such as painfully serve the Lord in life they are the words of him who relateth the last words of that excellent servant of the Lord Mr. Dearing And they were these It is not to begin for a moment but to continue in the A comfortable death ever followes a conscionable life Dr. Ayerâ—â—s Lectur p. 715. feare of God all our dayes for in the twinckling of an eye we shall be taken away dally not with the Word of God blessed are they that use their tongues so every other faculty well while they have it So he spake lying upon his Death bed neare the time of His dissolution and having spoken somewhat touching His Hope and Crowne of rejoycing He fell asleepe This instructs us in this high point of Wisdome more then once pointed at before but can never be sufficiently pressed till it be thoroughly learnt which is to make use of the pâ—esent Time to know the Day of our visitation o Iob 22. 21. to acquaint our selves now with the Lord to number our Dayes God only teacheth the heart that Arithmeticke that is to consider how short how transitory how full of trouble our dayes are And yet such though they are but as a span yet thereon dependeth Eternity The thought whereof might stirre up to the well improovement of them The Hebrewes have a proverbe which they deliver in way of Counsaile Good friend remember to repent one Day before thy Death By one Day they meant the present Time the Day of Salvation So the words tend but to this to perswade to a wise and Christian improovement of that which is our Time the present There is no mans Will but when he comes to that point he bequeatheth his Soule to God But let him see to it that hee set his house in order while there was a fit season that Hee committed His Soule to God when He had perfect memory and strength of minde and well understood what He did which in time of distresse a man doth not q Few men pinched with the Messengers of Death have a dâ—sposing memory saith a great sage of the Law the L. Cokâ— in his tenth epistle where he adviseth to set our house in order while we are in perfect health weighty counsell every way else all is in vaine for we know all is voyde if the Will be forced or if the minde and understanding part be wanting and out of frame The Lord will be as strict in examining our Will upon this point as man is what strength there was of understanding what freedome of Will And therefore the sure and certaine way is to evidence our Will in our health by double diligence as by two sure witnesses else the Lord may answer us as â—epthah to the Elders of Gilead r Iudg. 11. 7. Thou despisest me all thy life why committest thou thy Soule unto mee now in thy distresse at thy Death It is not to begin for a moment but a continuance in the feare of God all our dayes It is not to use our tongue well at the point of death but to use it well while we have it and strength to use it We must not think to leap from Earth to Heaven not think at the point of Death to live for ever with the Lord when all our life time we cared not to be made conformable to Christ in His Death We cannot thinke to Raigne with Christ who when we were living men did not Crucifie one Lust for His sake We cannot think to Rest with Him for ever in Glory who never sanctifyed one Sabbath to Him on Earth We cannot think to shine after Death as the Sunne in his strength yea to be like Him who never tooke paines to purifie our hearts nor to rub off the fully and filth of a vaine Conversation We cannot look for pleasures at Gods Right Hand forevermore who in our life and strength preferred a vaine perishing and now a tormenting pleasure before them But great peace have they that keep thy Law and nothing shall offend them Psal 119. verse 165. Great peace have they in death who painfully served God in life Their hope shall not make them ashamed for they commit their spirit into His hand Who hath redeemed them the Lord God of Truth they go to Him whose salvation their eyes have seen and whose they are and whom they served What can dismay them now can death can the grave No they are both swallowed up in victory They put death on the one side and immortalitie on the other worms on the one side and Angells on the other rottennesse on the one side and Christ Iesus on the other and now they are bold and love rather to remove out of the body and to dwell with the Lord Christ with Him together with the Father and the Holy Ghost to have continuall fellowship and everlasting communion Such honour have all the Saints Death is no other thing to them now then as the flame to the Angell Å¿ Judges 13. 20. for thereby though clean contrary to the nature thereof they ascend to their everlasting mansions there to see the good of His chosen to rejoyce in the gladnesse of His Nation and glory in His inheritance There to take possâ—ssion of that crown of Righteousnesse which the Lord the Righteous Iudge shall give them at that day when with all the Patriarchs t Patriarcharâ—m consortium Propheâ—â—rum societatem Apostolorum germanitatem Martyrum dignitatem c. Calv. Ad eccles cath lib. 2. p. 398. Prophets Apostles all the Antipasses those faithfull witnesses not yet made perfect u 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Chrysost in ep ad Heb. cap. 11. hom 28. â— â— 1. Pet. 1. 13. they shall be made perfect There to make up that tribute of praise wherein while they lived on earth they were wanting bearing part for ever in that heavenly quire saying Blessing and glory and wisdome and thanksgiving and honour and power and might be unto our God for ever and ever Amen Revel 7. 12. Thus my deare Children I thought
dutie begins where the childe had its beginning at the wombe There the Parents shall finde that which must busie their thoughts about it before they can imploy their hands And this work lyeth specially in considering Gods worke upon the childe and how their sinne hath defaced the same First they consider Gods worke and the operation of His hands how wonderfull it is and how curiously wrought in the secret parts of the earth so the Prophet calls the Wombe because Psal 137. curious pieces are first wrought privately then being perfected are exposed to open view It was He that made the bones to grow we know not how then clothed them with flesh He that in the appointed time brought it to the wombe and gave strength to bring forth Here they acknowledge an omnipotent hand full of power towards them and as full of grace and they doe returne glory and praise both But here it ceaseth not Now they have their burden in their armes they see further matter of praise yet in that they see the childe in its right frame and feature not deformed or maimed Some have seene their childe so that they had little joy to looke upon it but through Gods gracious dispensation it is not so and for this they are thankfull And upon this consideration they will never mocke or disdaine nor suffer any they have in charge so to do a thing too many do any poore deformed creature in whom God hath doubly impaired His Image This they dare not do for it might have been their case as it was their desert Deformitie where ever we see it admits of nothing but our Pitie and our Praise 2. Thus they see Gods handy-worke and it is wonderfull in their eyes but still they see their owne Image also and cause enough to bewaile the uncleannesse of their Birth What the Pharisees once spake of him whose eyes Christ had opened is true of every mothers Childe Thou wast altogether borne in sinnes which should Joh. 9. 34. make every Parent to cry out as that mother did Have mercy on me O Lord thou sonne of David my Childe is naturally Matth. 15. 22. Joh. 3. the childe of wrath Except it be borne againe of water and of the spirit it cannot enter into the kingdome of God The Parents see evidently now that they are the channell conveying death unto the childe The mother is separated for some time that shee may set her thoughts apart and fixe them here The father is in the same bond with her and in this we may not separate them God hath made promise to restore this lost Image this not tooke but throwne away integritie And this now their thoughts run upon and they pray That the Lord would open their mouthes wide and enlarge their hearts towards this so great a Mysterie They have a fruit of an old stocke it must be transplanted and out they carry it and into the Church they beare it as out of old Adam whence was transmitted to it sinne and death into the second Adam whence it may receive Righteousnesse and Life Then at the fountaine they hold it blessing God Who hath opened it for sinne and for uncleannesse And there they present it not to the signe of the Crosse but to Blood Sacramentally there that is Righteousnesse purchased by the death of Christ and now on Gods part appropriated and made the childes And the Parents blesse His name and exalt His mercy who hath said at such a time as this Live Who hath found out Ezek. 16. 6. a Ransome to answer such a guilt A righteousnesse to cover such a sinne so big and so fruitfull A life to swallow up such a death with all its issues This the Parent sees in this poore element Water appointed by God set apart fitted and sanctified for this end With it the childe is sprinkled and for it the Parent beleeves and promiseth Then home againe they carry it It is a solemne time and to be remembred and the vaine pompe takes not up much time where wiser thoughts from truer judgement take place Friends may come and a decency must be to our place sutable but the Pageant like carriage of this solemne businesse by some speaks out plainly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 A fancie Act. 25. 23. that the heart is not right nor is that vaine pompe forsaken which yet is now upon their lips to say They who have better learned Christ do better understand the nature and solemnitie of the action they are about so their great businesse is with God before whom they spread themselves and their childe Who can worke by meanes as secret as is the way of the spirit and can set this water closer to the soule then He hath set its bones which yet no man understandeth nor can tell when or how To Him they offer it before Him they lay it praying That this water may ever lye upon the heart of theirs as a fruitfull seed quickning renewing sanctifying That that water may as the Rocke ever 1 Cor. 10. 4. follow the childe The rocke removed not but the waters there-out followed them so the Parents pray That this water may ever follow the childe as a fresh spring still quickening washing refreshing untill the day of refreshing shall come This is their dutie now and this is all they can do beside the tending of it and this their dutie and their life must end together Now the childe lyes at the mothers breast or in the lap she is the nurse without question or so she should be though it is a resolved case that in some cases she cannot and in some she may not mercy must be regarded before this sacrifice But looke we still That mercy be not the pretence and ease the thing that is pleaded for that alters the case very much and will not prove a sufficient excuse wherewith to put off so bounden a dutie The * Aul. Gel. lib. 12. cap. 1. Macrob lib. 5. cap. 11. Erasm puerp Heathen have spoke enough to this point and more then all the Christians in the world can answer for the deserting and putting off unlesse in the cases before pointed at this so naturall and engaged a service At the mothers breast then we suppose the childe is and the eyes are open abroad it looks nothing delights it they shut againe as if it would tell the Parent what they should be now and it selfe hereafter both crucified to the world and the world to them 3. The childe is yet so little that here is little for the father to do yet All that is and it is no little worke is in his closet But besides that for it is the mothers worke too here is work for the mother enough It must be tended though it sleepe much more when it is awake And here is the observation It is hard to say which is more the mothers tendernesse or the childes frowardnesse and yet how they agree how they
that gives His children light in darknesse and songs in their night As Peter found it for behold to him a light shined in the prison x Act. 12. 7. so shall it be with all that truely feare the Lord A light shall arise to them in darknesse * Isa 58. 10. Psal 112. There is some cranny left whereby to let in light and a way open with the Lord for deliverance from all the expectation of the enemy though all the wayes be blocked up to man both in respect of the prison and the Iron-gate y Act. 12. 11. The children of Israel children of the day and of the light ever had in despight of the enemy and ever shall have light in their dwellings z Exod. 10. 23 though these dwelling are prisons caves and dungeons which the enemy calleth and indeed seeme to be like the shadow of death This meditation may be more enlarged for if nature be so solicitous as was said * Preface p. 19. in recompensing what is wanting much more then so will the God of nature do He takes from Moses a distinct and treatable voice He Himself will be a mouth to Moses He takes away Iohn a great light to His Church He gives the Lord Christ The Light of that Light He takes away Christ His bodily presence He leaves them not orphans comfortlesse He gives His Church a fuller measure of His Spirit He takes away strength of body He gives strength of faith establishment of heart He takes away a deare childe by that sorrow as by a sanctified meanes He formeth Christ in the heart It is of high use to consider how God doth supply in one kinde what He takes away in another as He doth make the little candle to supply the absence of the great Sun Lastly when we lye down we are to be taught as to recount the mercies of the day so to call to minde the dangers of the night Houses are marked out in the day-time and broke open in the night houses also are fired in the night And how helplesse is man amidst these casualties and dangers If a sleep the theefe findes him bound to his hand and if fire take his chamber he is fewell for it such sad examples we have known our eyes have seene The destroying angel but one of Gods guard hath set forth in the night and before the morning hath executed his commission our adversary wil do that to us sleeping which he cannot waking many have gone to bed well and before morning have made their appearance before the Iudge of the whole world and then as they lay down so they rise up and so provided or so destitute there is no time for provision then when we are summoned to appeare Naturally all things seeme black unto us in the night and if we see no danger nor see any reason of danger yet our fancy can create dangers unto us The Lords second comming is often mentioned in the sacred Scripture and as often in the night which defines not the time but shews the manner of His coming As a thiefe in the night as a snare suddenly when by the most least expected All these considerations should teach us to watch over our hearts and to take a strict account of our wayes at our lying down and to lift up our eyes to the Keeper of Israel that His eyes may be upon us for good appointing a sure Guard about us in the night As we cannot tell what a day may bring forth so nor can we know how our feares may increase before the next morning we cannot no not the wisest of men look forward a few houres to tell what may happen before the day-dawn a Imminentium nescius Tac. de Paeto 15. 2. which should engage our heart to Him who changeth not And that it may be so we must remember our prayers and our praises these being performed in a right manner do secure us touching protection in the night prayer will help us against carefulnesse notwithstanding our dangers are so many as we have heard it will suck out the heart of our feares and sorrows b Preces hirudo curarum Melanch so as they shall not hurt us nor dismay us but that we may lye down in peace But then we must remember what prayer is It is saith Luther The unutterable groaning of those who despaire of any strength in themselves c Precatio est gemitus inenarrabilis desperantium dese Luther in Gen. It is not every prayer which secureth us there is a prayer which more provoketh uttered only from the lips in such a manner as would not be accepted before our Governour d Melac 1. 8. We must remember our tribute of praise too great reason That we should praise the Lord who hath yet spared us in the night of our ignorance when we could not enquire after Him and in the night of our vanitie when we cared not for Him and in the night of our sorrow when our spirits were overwhelmed that we remembred Him not Thus hath He patiently spared and hitherto watched over us to shew mercy when we were secure and carelesse in our duties towards Him which engageth us the more to give the more praise to His name And so much may teach us to keep sound wisdome and discretion that when thou lyest down thy sleep may be sweet so I have done with those foure seasons in the day so seasonable for instruction CHAP. IX An ordinary and great neglect in point of education The ground of that neglect For the helping thereof the Parent is advised to fix upon two conclusions what they are Of the Schoole and School-master and the way he must go THus farre as my method or way led me touching the good culture of the childe It prescribes a way to no man no matter what way he takes so he doth his dutie and so the work be done and the end attained which is The tilling over the whole man by the well improving of this seed-time A season very much neglected willingly or ignorantly let slip and passed-over by the most Parents too many make but a waste of those so precious houres as was said e Preface pag. 20. and as it were an emptie space which yet being improved would serve to fill and store up that which would be of more use to promote the childe then the Parents purse though therein he puts more confidence Thus I say it is for the most part and we cannot easily believe how much the Family the Common-wealth the Church how much all suffer for this neglect herein And which is the losse indeed The higher the persons are and the more promising their parts the more for the most part they are neglected in point of culture and due manurance It was Mr. Calvins complaint f Hoc erat summū decus nobilibus nibil prorsus tenere doctrinae gloriati sunt etiam nobiles hoc
c. To be feverish is not voluntary but my intemperance which causeth a fever is voluntary and for that I am deservedly blamed pained No man chuseth evill as evill Transl out of Clem. Alex. Stro. l. 1. p. 228. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Sin is my voluntary act Loco laâ—d l. 2. p. 294. Cesset voluntas propria non erit infanus originally we will not be cleansed as Thâ—â— * Joh. 20. 25. so say we in effect not we cannot but we will not we 〈◊〉 deny the Lord that bought us we will not come unto 〈◊〉 that we may live so stiffe are our necks and so hard our hearts that we will not turn for though out of the very principles of Nature we cannot but desire happinesse and abhorre miserie yet such a deordination and disorder lieth upon our Nature that we are in love with eternall miserie in the causes and abhorre happinesse in the wayes that lead unto it our will is the next immediate cause of sinne it puts it self voluntarily into the fetters thereof Necessity is no plea when the will is the immediate cause of any action Mens hearts tell them they might rule their desires if they would For tell a man of any dish which he liketh that there is poyson in it and he will not meddle with it So tell him that death is in that sinne which he is about to commit and he will abstain if he beleeve it to be so if he beleeve it not it is his voluntary unbelief and Atheisme If there were no will there would be no hell as one saith And this is the confession which goes to the core of sinne and it must not be in word and in tongue but in deed and in truth for it is the truth And if we can thus spread our selves before the Lord if we can willingly and uprightly t Read our second Reinolds on Rom. 7. p. 262. own damnation as our proper inheritance to that the heart must be brought and it is the Lord that meekneth it so farre if we can willingly resigne our selves for nothing is left to man but duty and resignation of himself it is not u Oportet pium animum velle nescire Dei secre tum superse c. Impossible est cum periro qui Deo gloriam tribuit eum justificat in omni opere voluntate suâ Lut. Psalm 22. Christus faciet poenitentes quos jubet poenitere supplebit de suo quod dâ—est de nostro Lut. de Poenitent 1. Pet. 1 8. possible then that we should perish He will make supply of His strength what is wanting in ours He will give what he commands He will give clean waters He wil create peace He wil strengthen our hand to lay hold on rich and precious promises And then we cannot possibly be barren or unfruitfull in the knowledge of the Lord Iesus Christ we cannot but gird up the loins of our minde giving all diligence x 1. Pet. 1. 13. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Snew me a man that ever learnt an ordinary Trade or lived upon it with ordinary diligence point me to a man that was bad yet laboured to be good or who was good yet took no pains to be better Chrysost in 1. Ep. Ad Tim. cap. 1. Hom. 1. About ordinary things very easie matters 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 we take extraordinarie paines but great and extraordinary things we think we may attain sleeping Chrysost 4. Tom. de Vita Monast cap. 7. ordinarie diligence will not get ordinary preferment much lesse will it a Crown The Scripture saith Giving all diligence waiting the sealing and testimony of the Spirit and walking in all the wayes of righteousnesse whereto the Apostle presseth at the end of everie Epistle for whom the Lord justifieth He sanctifieth and if we finde no fruits y For the certaintie of faith search your hearts if you have it praise the Lord. But if you feele not this faith then know that Predestination is too high a matter for you to be disputers of untill you have been better schollers in the School-house of Repentance and Justification I wade in Predestination in such sort as God hath opened it Though in God it be first yet to us it is last opened De electione judicandum est à posteriere c. Mr. Bradford to some friends who were too scrupulous in point of Election ascending up to Heaven to know when as they should have descended into themselves Mr. Fox p. 1505. and p. 1506. thereof we have cause to suspect that the Stock is dead if no glimpse from that shining light of our sanctification so as men may see our good works which justifie before men then we do ill to boast of a burning light which is our justification and more hid within Nor is it a point * Non est bonae solidaeque fidei siâ— omnia ad voluntat m Deireferâ—e ita adulari ad unumquemque dicendo Nihil fieri sine voluntate ejus ut non intell gamus aliquid esse in nobis ipsis of sound faith to put the weight of our salvation upon what shall be shall be nothing can be done without Gods will That 's true but this is Gods will too a 1. Thes 4. 3. even our sanctification and this belongs to us even subordinately to serve Gods providence with our own circumspect fore-sight care and labour knowing that His providence doth not alwayes work by miracle I do not blame them nay I commend them who say still If God will and referre all thither but I blame them much who say If God will He will perswade me He will convert me in the meane time they do just nothing A faire speech this to say If God will but a foule practise in the meane time to do our own will we must labour we must endeavour our utmost then say we If the Lord will if so we do not Gods will will be done upon us we shall never do His will To this purpose Chrysost very excellently in his first Tom. thirteenth Sermon towards the end And so much touching the inward Baptisme made by fire and the Holy Ghost The secret working of it in our hearts and what way we are to take in case we feele not that inward power Now I come to that in Baptisme which speaks to our Eye and Eare. We had our Sureties in Baptisme who stood and promised in our steeds which solemne custome and the fitnesse of it I leave to the discission of the Church whereunto we may see reason to yeeld z Mr. Hooker Eccles Pol. l. 5. Sect. 64 p 336. leaving that these two things are clearly figured out unto us in Baptisme a death unto sinne a life unto righteousnesse and both these in the death and resurrection a Rom. 6. 2 3. of Christ which are the two moulds wherein we are to be cast that we may come forth like Him and there is a virtue
an Age a Ibid. little out of countenance though yet if it light well it makes Vertues shine and Vices blush But however It is not a thing to be proud of for it is as Summer fruits which are easie to corrupt and cannot last We cannot say of it IT IS g Hist of the World 2 book 3. 4. c. Preface p. 20. It may change if not vanish in a very short time in a night one fit of a fever of feare of sorrow may in one night so quaffe up our spirits that we cannot easily be known to be the men witnesse a Noble-man in Charles the fifth his Court as we reade in Lemnius h Lemn de complex page 147. Oh saith one i Dr Sibbs S. c. p. 141. That the creature should dare to exalt himselfe against God who need not fetch forces from without to trouble and molest us if He let out the humours of our body or the passions of our minde against us we shall be an astonishment or wonder unto others a terror and torment to our selves man in his best estate is but vanitie If we could reade our selves and the principles we consist of if we could look down towards our feet and see what our foundation is then certainly our plumes our high thoughts would fall flat down I remember how Pliny instructs the great men of the earth by occasion of a childe smothered in the wombe with the snuffe of a candle And thou saith he who art so proud because thy bloud is fresh in thy veines and thy bones full of marrow thou that art so puffed up because of some fulnesse or some great estate falne to thee may'st purchase thy death at as low a rate as that childe or lower a rayson stone may choake thee as it hath some others so may a haire in the milke He therefore weigheth his life in a right ballance who truly considereth how fraile he is so he concludeth a little chapter with a great lesson k Plin. Naâ— hist lib. 7. cap. 7 sâ—e cap. 50. It is a common Theame yet worthy to be insisted upon for if we did know our selves to be but men we should have wiser and sadder thoughts Therefore it is good to reade our selves Our vile body and the foundation it stands on speaks out plainly that fall it will we know not how soon I knew a man saith l Aug. de Civit. 22. 22. St. Austine and one of a strong constitution too his legge slipt and with that slip a joynt out of place so it laid him on the ground and could not be cured till he was laid underneath Sitting in a chayre saith the same Father is a safe posture but we know who fell out thence and brake his neck as we remember one did out of his bed that retyring and refreshing place The case was extraordinary for he was full of yeares and as full of sorrows And the news of the Arke weighed lowest But it tells us the ordinary lesson That death may meet us when and where we lesse look for it A m Judges 3. 20. Summer parlour seemes a safe place for repast and quiet And a brothers feast n 2 Sam. 23. hath no shew of danger And yet the hand of justice hath met with the sinner at both these places which tells us That He who hath his breath in his nostrils should not be proud for there is spare enough and in all places at all times and by the unlikeliest meanes to let it forth I remember a proud Conquerour demands in a bragge what he should feare o Victor timere quid potest quòd non timet Sen. Agaâ— Act. 4. And it was answer'd in a breath That which he feared not which he found true for soone after that he least suspected damp'd his spirits and quite put them out What I feare not and thinke not off is likely soonest to fall upon me As he is likelier to spoyle me in my house which he hath mark'd out in the day time Then that person whom I am warned of before my doore and whom my eye is upon Oh That silly man should lift up himselfe in a windy conceit of that which is not who before the next morning may be laid upon his sick bed and in a readinesse for the grave what is our life a vapour saith Saint Iames A p Jam. 4. 14. wind saith another Not q M. Aurel. Ant. p. 14. one constant wind neither but every moment of an houre let out and suck't in again like the Dove in the Arke out and in in and out and then never returnes againe Doe not our eyes behold how God every day overtaketh the wicked in their journeys how suddenly they pop downe into the pit how Gods judgements for their times come so swiftly upon them that they have not the leisure to cry Alas How their life is cut off like a threed in a moment how they passe like a shadow how they opened their mouthes to speake and God tooke them even in the midst of a vain or idle word And dare we for all this talke so big and lift up our selves in the midst of so great and so many ruines Now the Lord teach us to know of how senselesse and heavy mettall we are made and yet how easily blowne up with a little wind They are Mr. Hockers words in his 2. Sermon upon Iude page 547. But rather then our hearts should be lifted up against God we should pray unto God That He would put us in feare that we might know and know in good earnest q Vehementissimè agnoscaâ—t Trem. Psal 9. 20. that we are but men wormes of the earth dust and ashes poore fraile corruptible creatures All is contained in this word Men one may be a learned man another a wise man a third a strong man a fourth an honourable man If learning puffe him up the consideration that he is a man may abase his proud lookes If wisdome make him proud so true wisdome never doth If he consider well he is a man it will humble him If strength make him thinke of himselfe above what is meet let him know himselfe to be a man he will thinke of himselfe as he is and he will remember that God was his rock and the high God his Redeemer If honours lift him high serious thoughts that he is a man will lay him low but a man like the first letter of a patent or limmed booke which though it hath large flourishes yet it is but a letter r Advinc p. 36. There is a pretty fable or fiction call it what we will so we observe the lesson which the morall yeelds us Alexander they say had a little-stone which being put into the ballance would weigh down things of very great weight but if dust were cast upon the stone then very light matters would weigh down it What doth this teach said Alexander to his wise Clarkes The
once death hath made its last conquest over the Body in that very instant Time the soule enters into a condition never to be altered it enters into eternity a gulfe of Time which all the figures in Arithmeticke cannot fill up For when we have reckoned a thousand thousand yeares we Read Drexelius 4. 2. have not the fewer remaining We are swallowed up in the thought of Eternity as a drop in the Ocean It is not possible to finde any bottome there we want a thought to measure it but if we should thinke of it to purpose we should be well advised what we doe or say I know there are some who send their prayers and their praises after Soules departed But all helpes no more then doth the crying after a Bowle rub or runne now throwne out of the hand The hand sets the Bias and gives the bowle an impression and where the strength of that impression ceaseth there the Bowle lyeth all our running aâ—â— calling and crying helpes nothing at all but to evidence clearely as the Anticke and ridiculous trickes of the Bowler so the vanity and unprofitablenesse of our after labours now that the soule is departed For then it is night with the Soule in respect of any further worke the pit is open where there is no praise Then it either rests from his labour or is restlesse in paine There teares are wiped of or else they begin never to have end Weeping for evermore And this I note in passage that when we speake of Death we may be serious It was well answered by a Father to his Sonne who being Crossed in his humor wished hee were dead learne first what it is to live he that so lightly wisheth to dye is as he that flyeth from an yron weapon and a bow of steele striketh him through as Iob speaketh l Job 20. 24. Woe unto you that desire the day of the Lord to what end is it for you m Amos 5. 18. â—er 48. 48. 43. 44. The day of the Lord is darknesse and not light as if a man did flee from a Lyon and a Beare meet him c. So the Prophet reprooved those who were dispisers of Gods Words and Workes and scoffed at His judgements It may instruct us to sobriety that we doe not for the avoyding of an inconvenience runne into a mischiefe It is dangerous to live in discontent to dye in it or to wish so to do is much more dangerous We ought to wish rather we may live and to count it a great mercy that we are spared till we can give a better account of our Time and are better fitted to dye Death indeed is the Churches portion and part of her joynture All are yours n Cor. 3. 21. 22 23. and amongst those severall parcels Death is yours and therefore it may be wished for and desired as lawfully as a Childe may desire to goe to bed or to his Father For the nature of Death is changed to the godly It is harmelesse now and hath lost its venome It is a passage to a better place a gate to Glory It is the accomplishment of Mortification and the end of labour Thus death is but not in its owne nature so it is a destroying hostile thing and so to our nature the most terrible of all Terribles And therefore not to be desired till we are assured that both the nature thereof and our nature also is changed And then also our desires must not be immoderate we must not long for it nor rejoyce exceedingly when we can finde the grave o Job 3. 21 22. This argueth too much shortnesse of spirit and some impatience under Gods Hand and more unwillingnesse then becometh to waite upon Him any longer we must patiently waite Gods Time remembring Eternity is a space long enough for God to shew mercy unto His when their faces shall waxe pale no more they shall rest for ever And therefore no matter if yet longer they waite His Time and abide His pleasure though with some griefe and paine to the flesh pleasures at His right Hand for evermore will abundantly recompense what ever pressures are from below But whether we dye sooner or later it is then safe dying when we can yeeld up our spirits as David did and with the same confidence Into thine Hand I commit my Spirit p Psal 31 5. Thou hast redeemed me O Lord God of Truth It is safe casting a mans selfe upon God when he can say as Paul did whose I am and whom I serve q Acts 27. 23. We may then wish for Death when with old Simeon we can with the Armes of faith claspe and embrace Christ the fountaine of life Now lettest Thou thy Servant depart in peace for mine eyes have seene thy Salvation Then there is a peaceable departure when the soule hath such a vision And therefore pray thou and pray againe that the Lord would spare thee yet and yet longer till by a conscionable improvement of life health strength peace ordinances corrections also c. Thou hast got some good assurance certaine and stable That do depart henee is much better for thou shalt be ever with the Lord whose Thou art and whom Thou servest And which is the second lesson do not trifle away time nor delay here in a matter of so great consequence Let me remember here for we cannot think of any thing more to our purpose how the learned Knight complaineth of and convinceth the true unhappinesse of our condition and the dark ignorance which covereth the eyes of our understanding we onely saith he prize pamper and exalt Hist of the World 1 Book chap. 2. sect 3. p. 24. See preface pag. 19. this vassall and slave of Death and forget altogether the imprisoned immortall soul till the soul be going from out of one prison into another for when is it that we seriously think of death when examine we the great account which then we are to give up Never while we have one vanitie left us to spend we plead for titles till our breath fail us digge for riches whiles our strength enableth us exercise malice while we can revenge and then when time hath beaten from us both youth pleasure and health and that Nature it self hateth the house of old age we remember with Iob that we must go the Job 10. 21. and 17. 13. way from whence we shall not return and that our bed is made ready for us in the dark and then I say looking over late into the bottom of our conscience which pleasure and ambition had locked up from us all our lives wee behold therein the fearfull images of our actions past and withall this terrible inscription That God will bring every Eccles 12. 14. work into judgement that man hath done under the Sun But what examples have ever moved us what perswasions reformed us or what threatnings made us afraid we behold other mens Tragedies plaid before us
we heare what is promised and threatned but the worlds bright glory hath put out the eyes of our mindes and those betrying lights with which we onely see do neither look up towards termlesse joyes nor down towards endlesse sorrows till we neither know nor can look for any thing else at the worlds hands But let us not flatter our immortall souls herein For to neglect God all our lives and know that we neglect Him to offend God voluntarily and know that we offend Him casting our hopes on the peace which we trust to make at parting is no other then a rebellious presumption and that which is the worst of all even a contemptuous laughing to scorn and deriding of God His laws and precepts * Frustrà sperant qui sic de misericordia Dei sibi blandiuntur They hope in vain faith Bernard which in this sort flatter themselves with Gods mercy Excellent instruction this if we could heare it If mans voice were strong enough it would rouze us out of our Lethargie and make us take time while we have it and prize a treasure that is an opportunitie when it is in our hands and put both hand and heart unto it It is a point of wisdome Prov. 17. 16. to cast up our reckonings by day-light I mean while the light of our life remaineth before it be like a candle burnt to the socket and going out in a snuff O that we should suffer the lamp of our life to blaze out to no purpose The living the living he shall praise thee it is part of his Esay 38. 19. verse 9. writing who had been sick and was recovered of his sicknesse The living the living shall praise thee The good King knew by experience that pining sicknesse was not fit for that great work of praise which breaks the bones like a Lion makes a man chatter like a Crane or Swallow and the eyes fail with looking upward there is no strength now in this case for this work The living the living he shall praise thee as I do this day said that good King Assuredly what ever use we make of our stock of time and parts which are given us for this chief end That we may traffick for our souls and sell the dearest affections of our heart to buy the pearl how much or how little we prize our health and improve the same yet it is the sound and healthy man that properly and in a naturall course may be called the living man He lives the sick man who is pining away cannot be said to live but more properly to languish he spends and wasteth and is oppressed with pain in this part and in that and so he spends his time in wearisome tossings in silence perhaps such his patience may be perhaps in sad complaints Many I have known whose oppression hath been such at such a time that they have not been able scarce to swallow their spittle as Iob complained not able to take leave of wife and children and yet have languished many dayes We should make account that our sick-bed will be as a crosse-way where friends must part and if any thing remaineth now not agreed upon before in the way it must cease for ever For pains and tossings so it must be expected will take up that time on the sick bed And if there be no provision stored up against this sad dry spending time if there be no succours so I may say warned to come in and make their appearance at this supposed time for the clearing and comforting the prisoner that lyeth fast bound upon his bed with paine and sorrow If he have not before in his health when he was a living man made out towards that strong tower whereto the righteous flye and they are safe And now can being wearied with tossing and pining sicknesse turn himself toward the same and finde refreshment therefrom and quiet repose if not so I cannot see how this person should be a prisoner of hope d I know he may have many Zech. 9. 12. sweet expressions as was said before there may be a lifting up and raising the voice on high but there is no more hold to be taken of a mans words that is drunk with sorrow then is of the words of him that is drunk with wine when he is awakened he forgets what he said or of the catches of a drowning man who will catch at a sword or a knife or a razour any thing to keep up from drowning The words of a dying man are nothing and of no regard further then they receive weight and strength from the actions of an healthy and sound man the living man Therefore it matters not what a sick man can say for the future but what he saith for the former time for from thence he must fetch his comfort as we heard I have walked I have done I have fought I have kept Comfort in death must be distilled as I may say out of all our gatherings in our life time As our thoughts discourses actions have been answerable will our comforts be if we can finde no comfort by looking back recalling the time past I cannot see what comfort there can be in looking forwards toward eternitie If our consciences do condemne us as a learned Spaniard phraseth it that we have made time of eternitie and eternitie of time that is as he expounds it We have despised that eternall blisse as if it were but temporall and we have lodged all our love upon this transitory world as if this had been the thing which is eternall And if so we have done we can have no comfort then when our transitories are leaving us in looâ—ing forwards towards eternitie We may send our sighs and groans after it but in vain Our hearts may beat strongly towards heaven but all that may be much suspected also It is of doubtfull construction from what spirit our groanes do proceed If it was thus once when the foundation of the Temple was a laying That the people could not discerne the Noise of the shout of joy from the noise of weeping e Ezra 3. 13. Then a harder matter it is to discern betwixt groane and groane sighes and sighes I meane betwixt the sighes and groans which the spirit puts up and those which an heart pained full of anguish and drunk with sorrow sends forth Very hard it is to discern here and to make a difference nay impossible for the groans from pain sorrow and the sighes of the spirit are both scarce utterable and theyare both put up in much bitternesse and both call out of sin as the cause of All which makes the discerning the more difficult This then is the conclusion Obedience forced is slavish but that is sweet obedience which comes forth as the first honey drops from the full combe a Mel quod per se flâ—it maximâ— laudabile Plin. lib. 11. cap. 15. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 dixiâ— Constantius Tripart Hist