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dear_a god_n here_o will_v i_o humble_o 6._o wait_v with_o lowly_a confidence_n in_o this_o my_o strait_n a_o straight_o more_o great_a than_o 24.14_o david_n be_v when_o he_o do_v erst_o betake_v himself_o alone_o to_o thou_o because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v so_o great_a and_o here_o because_o thy_o hereof_o mercy_n also_o be_v full_a near_o in_o midst_n of_o human_n great_a deep_n that_o hence_o we_o may_v observe_v it_o be_v thy_o omnipotence_n and_o goodness_n only_o that_o relieve_v when_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o despair_v because_o we_o see_v nought_o else_o but_o 9_o death_n within_o ourselves_o and_o how_o there_o be_v nought_o beside_o can_v do_v we_o good_a that_o thou_o may_v be_v make_v 15.28_o all_o in_o all_o because_o i_o say_v thou_o be_v so_o good_a here_o will_v i_o humble_o stay_v until_o thy_o mercy_n raise_v i_o up_o even_o here_o confound_v in_o my_o plaint_n without_o a_o tear_n to_o tell_v my_o further_a grief_n to_o verify_v that_o sorrow_n in_o extreme_n be_v 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102.11_o pilgrim-day_n do_v pass_v away_o as_o shade_n and_o still_o the_o more_o i_o have_v of_o life_n the_o more_o i_o do_v approach_v my_o grave_n all_o this_o i_o see_v i_o ay_o i_o and_o more_o than_o this_o that_o very_a cloud_n that_o hinder_v all_o my_o bliss_n my_o sin_n do_v still_o increase_v on_o i_o yâ—â—_n they_o will_v have_v no_o interruption_n though_o my_o day_n be_v cloud_v ere_o so_o much_o they_o will_v not_o cease_v to_o vex_v my_o soul_n nor_o let_v i_o live_v in_o peace_n alas_o and_o these_o 88.15_o distract_v i_o quite_o while_o i_o have_v not_o
righteousness_n which_o thou_o do_v erst_o begin_v reveal_v to_o i_o but_o now_o have_v cloud_v from_o my_o eye_n again_o alas_o i_o be_o not_o steel_n nor_o be_v my_o flesh_n of_o brass_n as_o erst_o i_o say_v that_o i_o shall_v ever_o endure_v such_o heavy_a fearful_a brunt_n as_o these_o for_o sure_o i_o feel_v with_o etc._n hâ—man_n now_o thy_o wrathful_a hand_n lie_v hard_a on_o i_o and_o who_o be_v able_a stand_n under_o its_o weight_n again_o it_o be_v of_o a_o truth_n thy_o terror_n have_v i_o suffer_v from_o my_o childhood_n youth_n psalm_n up_o hitherto_o so_o grievous_a that_o i_o lie_v like_o he_o who_o be_v even_o at_o the_o point_n to_o die_v at_o every_o minâ—â—es_n end_n or_o else_o to_o go_v beyond_o those_o bound_n of_o heman_n sea_n of_o woe_n behold_v i_o be_o dead_a already_o yet_o not_o dead_a as_o heman_n seem_v almost_o who_o be_v but_o lead_v with_o outward_a grievance_n to_o plain_a and_o cry_v as_o here_o he_o do_v in_o his_o extremity_n for_o 8._o want_v 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