And that he maie not lose the fruite of all these meditations folowinge he maie exercise him selfe one weke in the one sort and an other weke in the other sort And in so doinge he maie tast and take profite of all these godlie instructions which we haue here set fourth vnto him OF THE FIVE PARTES OF PRAIER CAP. II. HERE I must aduertise the deuout Christian reader that he must not spende all the whole tyme of this exercise in meditation onelie For before meditation there maie goe two other partes of prayer which be preparation and readinge and after the same there maie followe other two which be thankes geauinge and petition For the first thinge that we must doe herein is to prepare our hartes vnto this exercise and then it shall doe well 1. Preparation to read those poyntes that we intend to meditate vpon And after the readinge 2. Readinge we haue to meditate vpon such thinges as we haue read the which beinge done 3. Meditation we maie then make an ende with some deuout geuinge of thankes vnto almightie God 4. ThaÌ„kes geuinge for all his benefites and with a petition 5. Petition or demaund of al such thinges as we shall thinke are necessarie both for our owne sowles and for the sowles of our neighboures Of which fiue partes we minde godwillinge to treat hereafter more at large in their proper place This diuision and order maie be followed by them that are as yet but yonge beginners and nouices in this trade As for those that haue had greater exercise they stand not in so great neede of these introductions and rules And it is to be noted that the meditations that are here appoynted to be vsed at night are first of all abridged into a briefe somme wherein I haue set out in order the principall poyntes that are to be considered in euerie one of them and afterwardes I haue added thereunto a more large and ample declaration of all the same poyntes And this summarie abridgement I made to the intente that after they haue bene red ouer diuers tymes they maie be the better vnderstode and meditated vpon True it is that of the meditations vpon the holie passion I haue not made the like abridgement at the beginninge of them as I haue done of the others because I iudge that the text of the holie Euangelistes which I haue there set before maie suffice for that purpose And it is not needefull for vs at euerie tyme we go to meditation to consider all the principall poyntes that are there particularlie noted but it shall suffise to take two or three of them moe or lesse according as the deuotion and tyme that euerie one hath One mysterie well considered and meditated vpon profiteth more then manie sleightelie passed ouer in haste shall require For certeinlie there is more profit taken by one misterie or point well thowght vpon and dewlye considered then by many that are sleightelie passed ouer in hast Howbeit I thowght good to note diuerse and sundrie poyntes to the intent that emonge so great varietie of considerations euerie one might make his choise of such thinges as might best serue his deuotion HERE FOLLOWE THE FIRST SEVEN MEDITATIONS FOR the seuen daies of the weke in the morninges MONDAIE MORNINGE THIS daie when thow hast made the signe of the crosse with suche preparation as shall hereafter be declared in the fourth chapter thow hast to meditate vpon our sauiour Christes wass hinge of his Apostles feete and vpon the institution of the most blessed Sacrament of the Aultar Discite a me quia mitis sum et humilis corde et et invenietis requiem animabus vestris Math. 11.29 The text of the holie Euangelistes VHEN the hower of supper was come Math. 26. Marc. 14. Luc. 22. Ioan. 13. our sauiour Christ sat downe at the table and his twelue Apostles with him And he said vnto them I haue had a great desire to eate this Passeouer with you before my passion And as they were eatinge he said verely I saie vnto you that one of you shall betraie me And they were exceadinge sorowfull and begane euerie one of them to saie vnto him Is it I Lorde And he answered and said He that dippeth his hand with me in the dishe he shall betraie me The sonne of man goeth his waie as it is writen of him But woe be to that man by whom the sonne of man is betraied It had bene good for that man if he had neuer ben borne Then Iudas that betraied him answered and said Is it I master And he said vnto him Thou hast said When supper was done Ioan. 13. he rose vp from the table and put of his garmentes and takinge a towell he girded him selfe with it After that he powred water into a basyne and beganne to washe his disciples feete and to wype them with the towell wherewith he was girded Then he came to Simon Peter who said to him Lord dost thou washe my feete Iesus answered and said vnto him what I doe thou knowest not now but thou shalt knowe it hereafter Peter said vnto him Thou shalt neuer washe my feete Iesus answered him If I washe thee not thou shalt haue no part with me Simon Peter said vnto him Lord not onely my feete but my handes and head also Iesus said vnto him He that is wasshed needeth not to washe sauinge onely his feete but he is cleane euerie whit And ye are cleane but not all For he knewe who should betraie him And therefore he said yeare not all cleane So after he had wasshed there feete and had taken his garmentes and was set downe againe He said vnto them Knowe ye what I haue done to you ye call me master and Lord. And ye saie well For so I am in deede If I then being your Lord and master haue wasshed your feete ye owght also to washe one an others feete For I haue geuen you an example that ye should do euen as I haue done to you After our Sauiour had thus wasshed there feete he tooke bread and when he had blessed he brake and gaue to his disciples sainge Take and eate this is my bodie He toke the Cuppe likewise and when he had blessed it he gaue it them sainge Drinke ye all of this For this is my bloud of the newe testament which shal be shed for manie for the remission of sinnes So often as ye shall do this thinge do it in remembrance of me Hic vir despiciens mundum et terrena triumphans divitias caelo condidit ore manu Antiphona in natali confessoris in officio â—eatâ—◠〈◊〉 virginis MEDITATIONS VPON THESE POYNTES OF THE TEXT CONTEMPLATE nowe O my sowle in this supper vpon thy sweete and mylde Iesus And beholde this wonderfull example of inestimable humilitie which he here showeth vnto thee in rysinge from the table and wasshinge his disciples feete O good Iesus what is this
tounge how is it that thou arte become domme What harte is not broken What hardnes is not mollified What eies can absteine from teares and lamentation beholdinge such a pittiefull and dolefull sight as this is O my most sweere sauiour and redeemer when I open myne eies and doe beholde this dolorous Image which is here set before me how is it that my harte doth not euen cleaue and rente in sunder for verie anguishe and griefe I see the most tender head of my Lorde and sauiour pearced with crewell thornes at whose presence the powers of heauen do tremble and quake I see his diuine face spitted vpon and buffeted I see the lighte of his goodlie brighte forehead obscured I see his cleare eies dimmed or rather blinded with showers of bloude I see the streames of bloude tricklinge downe from his head which faulle ouer ouer his eies and stayne the bewtie of his diuine face How happeneth it o Lord that the cruell whippinges thou diddest suffer before and the death that ensueth and the great quantitie of bloude that was so cruellie shed did not suffice but that the sharpe thornes also shoulde now perforce let out the bloude of thy head which the whippes and scourges before had pardoned If thou diddest receaue those reproches and buffettes to make satisfaction by them for such blowes and buffettes as I through my sinnes haue laid vpoÌ„ thee haddest thou not receaued enowghe of them all the nighte before If thy death alone was sufficiente to redeeme vs what neded so manie kindes of most shamefull villanies and reproches To what ende were all these newe inuentions and strange deuises of contemptes and mockeries Who hath euer harde or red of such a kinde of crowne or of such maner of tormentes Out of what harte came this newe inuention into the worlde that one punnishement shoulde serue in such wise as both to tormente a man and withall to dishonor him Were not those cruell tormentes sufficiente that had bene vsed in all former ages but that they must also inuent these newe and strange punnishementes at the time of thy most bitter passion I see well ô Lorde that these so manifolde iniuries were not necessarie for my redemption for euen one onelye droppe of thy most pretious bloude was sufficient for the same The causes why out sauiour woulde suffer so manyfolde paynes and iniuries for our redemption howbeit it was verie conueniente that they shoulde be so manie and so greate that thou mightest thereby declare vnto me the greatnes of thy loue and by meanes of them lincke me vnto thee with chaynes and fetters of perpetuall bonde and dewtie and confounde the gaye braueries and fonde showes of my pride and vanities and teache me thereby to despise the pompe and glorie of the worlde Wherefore ô my soule that thou maist conceaue and haue somme feelinge of this so dolefull passage set first before thyne eies the former shape of this Lorde and withall the excellencie of his vertues and then incontinentlie tourne thy selfe and beholde him in such pitiefull forte as he is here represented vnto vs. Consider therefore the greatnes of his former beawtie the modestie of his eies the sweetenes of his wordes his awthoritie his meeknes his mylde behauiour and that goodlie countenance of his so full of grauitie and reuerence Beholde how humble he was towardes his disciples how faire spoken towardes his ennemies How stowte towardes the prowde How sweete towardes the meike and how mercifull towardes all sortes of persons Consider how mylde he hath alwaies bene in sufferinge how wise in answeringe how pittiefull in his iudgemeÌ„tes how mercifull in receauinge sinners and how free and bountiefull in perdoninge theire offences When thou hast thus beholden our Sauiour and delighted thy selfe with beholdinge such a perfect forme tourne thyne eies and beholde him in this pitiefull plighte wherein he is here set out to the worlde clad in most scornefull wise with an olde purple garmente holdinge a reede in his hande in steede of a royall scepter Beholde that horrible and paynefull diademe of thorne on his head those hollowe and wanne eies and that dead countenance Beholde that strange forme of his wholie disfigured and begored with bloude and defyled with the spittle which they had besmered all ouer his face Beholde him in all partes both inwardelie and outwardelie his harte pearced with sorrowes his bodie full of woundes forsaken of his owne disciples persecuted of the Iewes scorned of the souldiers contemned of the Busshoppes baselie reiected of the wicked kinge accused vniustely and vtterlie destitute of the fauour of all men And thinke vpon this not as a thinge past but as a thinge presente not as thowghe it were an other mans payne but as thowghe it were thyne owne Imagine thy selfe to be in the place of him that suffereth and thinke with thy selfe what a terrible paine it woulde be vnto thee if in so sensible and tender a parte as the head is they shoulde fasten a noÌ„ber of thornes yea and those verie sharpe which shoulde pearce euen to the sculle But what speake I of thornes If it were but one onelie pricke of a pynne thou couldest hardlie abyde the paine of it And therefore thou maist well thinke what a sore greuous paine that most tender and delicate head of our sauiour felte at that time with this strange kinde of tormente Wherefore o brightnes of the glorie of the father who hath thus cruelly delte with thee O vnspotted glasse of the maiestie of almightie God who hath thus wholie bespotted thee O Riuer that flowest out of the paradice of delightes and with thy streames reioycest the Citie of God who hath troubled these so cleare and sweete waters It is my sinnes o Lorde that haue so troubled them Our synnes were the onelie cause of all our sauiours paynes and my iniquities haue made them so muddie Alas poore wretche and miserable caityffe that I am Woo is me how haue my sinnes bespotted myne owne soule seinge the sinnes of others haue here so fowlye bespotted and troubled the verie cleare fountaine of all bewtie My sinnes ô Lorde are the thornes that pricke thee my folies are the purple that scorne thee my hipochresie aÌ„d fayned holines are the ceremonies wherewith they despise thee my gaie garmentes and vanities are the crowne wherewith they crowne thee So that I ô Lorde am thy tormentor and I am the verie cause of thy paines and greiffes 2. Paâ—â—l 29. The kinge Ezechias purified the temple that had bene prophaned by wicked persons and commaunded that all the filthe that was therein shoulde be cast into the riuer of Cedron I O Lorde am this liuely temple that is prophaned by the diuells and defyled with infinite sinnes and thou art the cleare riuer of Cedron that doest with thy ronninge streames susteine all the bewtie of heauen In this riuer o Lorde are all my sinnes drowned In this riuer are my iniquities washed awaie in somuch
of the laietie seeke no lesse for this vertue then the religious doe that by the same ye maie be deliuered from the snares of this sinfull world Of the wipinge of the Apostles feete with the towell This beinge done consider also how after our sauiour had wasshed there feete he wyped them cleane with that sacred towell wherewith he was girded And lyft vp the eies of thy soule somewhat higher and there shalt thou see represented the misterie of our redemption The misterie of our redemptiō is represented in the washinge and wypinge of the Apostles feete Consider how that faier towell receaued into it all the fylthe and vncleannes of those feete which were altogether verie foule and filthie And as the feete were made cleane and faire so the towell contrariewise after he had wyped their feete with it was whollie bespotted and defyled Now what is more filthie then a man conceaued in synne and what is more cleane and bewtifull than our Sauiour Christ conceued of the holie Ghoste My welbe loued is whyte Cantic 5. and well coulored saieth the spowse and chosen out emonge thowsandes This most sweete and louinge Lord then that was so faier and so cleane was content to receaue into him selfe all the spottes and filthynes of our soules to witt the paines which our synnes deserued and that he might leaue our soules cleane and free from them he himselfe remained as yee see him vpon the crosse all bespotted and defyled with the same In so much that the verie angells were as it were astonied and suerlie not without good cause to see their Lord and creator so beraied with this so strange fowlenes And therefore they demaunded by the prophet Esaie sainge wherefore dost thou ô Lord weare garmentes dyed with the colour of bloud Esa 63. all bespotted and beraied like vnto them that stampe grappes in the winepresse Now if this bloude and these fowle spottes be of others to witt of our sinnes tell me o kinge of glorie were it not more meete that men themselues should suffer according to there owne desertes then that thou O most innocente Lorde shouldest be thus defyled and tormented for there sakes had it not bene more decent that this filthines should haue remained vpon his owne donghill and not vpon thee the mirrour of all bewtie What a wōderfull pietie and cōpassion was it that moued thee to haue such a feruent desyre of the cleannes of my soule that thou wouldest with so great charge and losse of thine owne bewtie bestowe it vpon me what man aliue would take a fyne to well wrought with golde and wype therewith a fowle sluttishe dishe espetiallie such a dishe as were greatdlie broken and rente in manie places Blessed art thou o my most mercifull and louinge Lord. All the angells praise thee o God for euermore For that it hath pleased thee to become as it were an outcast of the worlde takinge vpon thee all oure filthines and miseries which are the paines dew vnto vs for our sinnes to deliuer vs quite and make vs free from them After this consider those wordes wherewith our sauiour made an ende of this historie sainge I haue geueu you an example that ye shoulde doe euen as I haue done to you which wordes are to be referred not onelie to this matter and example of humilitie but euen also to all the other workes and life of our sauiour Christ For so much as his whole life is a most perfet pattern of all vertues espetiallie of that vertu which in this place is represented vnto vs The life of Christe is a most perfet patterne of all vertues and especiallie of humilitie to witt humilitie as the blessed martir Sainct Ciprian declareth more at large in these wordes It was cheiflie saith he a worke of great patience and humilitie that so high and excellent a maiestie woulde vouchsafe to come downe from heauen vnto the earth and clothe himselfe with our claie S. Cyprian and that he woulde dissemble the glorie of his immortalitie and become mortall to the end that being him selfe innocent and faulltes he might be punnished for such as were giltie The Lord would be baptised of his seruante he that came to pardon sinnes would be wasshed with the water of sinners he that feedeth all creatures fasted fourtie daies in the wildernes and in the end suffered honger which he did to this end that all such as had a hongrie appetite after godes worde and longed after his grace might be satisfied and furnished with the same he fowght with the diuell that tempted him and contentinge him selfe with the victorie offered his ennemie no further harme but by worde onelie His disciples he neuer despised as a Lord doth his seruantes but enterteined them with great charitie and beneuolence yea he vsed them louingly as brethern Neither is it to be merueyled at that he thus behaued him selfe towardes his disciples being as they were obedient seinge he could suffer that arrant traitor Iudas so patienlie and beare with him euen till the end and suffer him being his ennemie to eate together with him at his owne table and knowinge full well whereabowte he went woulde neuer discouer him but was content to receaue a kisse of him euen of him I saie that had soulde him with such a traiterous peace Moreouer with what great patience did he beare with Iewes vntill that present howre how painfully did he labour to moue those vnbeleuinge hartes with his preachinge to embrace the faith what great trauaille tooke he to allure those vngratefull men vnto him with good workes how meekly answered he to such as contraried him in his speach with what clemencie bare he with the prowde with what a wounderfull humilitie yelded he to the furious rage of his ennemies and persecutors How traueiled he euen vntill the verie howre of his most bitter passion to recouer them that had bene the murderers of the Prophetes and heynous rebelles against almightie God In like maner at the verie howre of his passion before they came to the sheadinge of his most cruell death how great were the opprobrious iniuries they offered vnto him How patientlie gaue he them the hearinge thereof How great were the mockes and tauntes he sufred How patientlie did he beare the vile spittinge of those infernall mouthes that had him selfe not longe before with the spittell of his owne mowthe restored a blynd man to his perfet sight How suffered he their whippinges whose seruantes are wont in his name with mightie power to whippe the verie diuelles how was he crowned with thornes that crowneth his martirs with euerlastinge garlandes How was he smitten on the face with the palmes of mens handes that geueth the palme of victorie vnto such as be conquerors How was he spoyled of his earthlie garmētes that apparaileth the sainctes with the garmentes of immortalitie How was he profered most bitter gaull that geueth vs the bread of heauen How was he offered vyneger
vpon thee For the one I will reioyce and be glad and for the other I will sorrowe and lament And so with ioye and lamentation together I will singe and bewaile the misterie of thy most dolorous passion and I will studie continuallie in that booke of Ezechiell the contentes whereof arâ— songes Ezechiel 2. and lamentations When our sauiour had spoken these wordes he departed from his disciples a stones cast where lyenge prostrat vpon the grounde he begane his praier with verie great reuerence sayinge O father if it be possible Matth 26. let this cuppe passe from me howbeit not as I will but as thou wilt Lucae 22. and after he had made this praier three times at the third time he was in such a great agonie that he beganne to sweat euen droppes of bloud which ranne downe all a longe his sacred bodie and trickeled downe to the grownd The causes of our Sauiours greâ— te agonie and sweâ—tinge droppes of bloud while he was prayinge in the garden Consider now attentiuelie in what a dolorous case our sauiour was and how there were then represented vnto him all the cruell paynes and tormentes he had to suffer euen as thowgh they had bene then presentlie in doinge before his eies all which he apprehended after a most perfet maner in his most excellent imagination eache one in such sort as they were prepared for his bodie which was certeinlie more tender and delicate then euer anie other bodie was in the whole worlde He set also at that time before his eies all the synnes of the worlde or which he should suffer and withall the greate vnthankfulnes and ingratitude of so manie soules as he knewe would neuer acknowledge this his singuler benefit nor further aid helpe themselues with this most pretious aid so costlie remedie These thinges being profoundelie wayed and considered by our sauiour at this time his soule was vexed in such sort and his senses and most tender fleshe were so wounderfullie troubled that all the forces and elementes of his bodie were distempered and his blessed fleshe opened on euerie side and gaue place to the bloude that it might passe and distille throwgh all partes of his bodie in verie great aboundance and streame downe to the grownde Now if the fleshe suffered suche greuous paynes with the onelie remembrance and imagination of that which as then was to come in what a dolefull case then trow ye was his soule that suffered those paynes euen directlie in it selfe In other men we see when they are disquieted with anie suddaine and great anguishe the bloude vseth commonlie to haue recourse vnto the hart leauinge the other members of the bodie colde and destitute of theire streÌ„gthe to comfort the most principall member Our Sauiour suffred his greauous paynes without anie maner of comforte But our sweete Sauiour Christ contrariewise because he would suffer without anie maner of comfort thereby to make our redemption more aboundant such was his passing loue towardes vs that he would not admit so much as that little releefe and comfort of nature Beholde our sweete sauiour now in this dolorous agonie and consider not onelie the paynefull anguishes and greifes of his soule but also the forme of his sacred and reuerent countenance The sweare is wont to haue his most cheefe and principall recourse to the forehead and to the face If then the bloud issued out through all the bodie of our Sauiour in such sorte that it trickeled downe to the verie earthe in what plight then was that goodlie cleare forehead thinke you that geueth light to the verie light it selfe And how was that face beraied which is so reuerenced of the heauens beinge as it was all in droppes and couered ouer with a blouddie sweat If such as be kinde and louinge are wont when they come to visit theire frendes being sicke and in danger of death to beholde theire countenance aduisedlie and to marke the colour and other accidentes that proceed of the disease tell me o my soule that beholdest the face of our sweete sauiour what thinkest thou when thou beholdest in the same such wonderfull strange and deadlie signes What painfull fittes and dolorous greifes are those like to be hereafter if in the verie beginninge of the disease he suffer such a great agonie In what dolorous panges is he like to be when he shall feele those most greuous paynes and cruell tormentes themselues if in the onelie thinkinge of them he sweateth euen droppes of bloude If thou be not moued to take compassion of our sweete sauiour seinge him in this dolefull case for thy sake If now when he sweateth droppes of bloud throughout all his bodie thou canst not sheede anie teares from thyne eies thinke verelie with thy selfe that thou hast a verie harde and stonie hart and if thou canst not weepe for want of loue towardes him yet at the least weepe for the multitude of thy sinnes forsomuch as they were the verie cause of this his agonie Our synnes were the verie cause of our Sauiours blouddye sweare and greife Now the tormentors doe not whippe him neither doe the souldiars crowne him with thornes It is not now the nailes nor the thornes that do cause the bloud to gushe out of his bodie at this time but it is thy verie synnes and offences those are the tormentors that doe torment him those are the heauie burden that cause him to sweat this so straÌ„ge and wonderfull blouddye sweat O my sweete sauiour and redeemer how redemption O my true Adam that art comme our of paradice for my synnes and labourest here in earth with thy blouddie sweat Of our Sauiours agonie and watchinge aboute our saluation whilest his disciples be in a heauie sleepe to get the bread that I must feede vpon Consider also in this place on the one side the great agonie and watchinge of our Sauiour Christ and on the other the sownde and deepe sleepinge of his disciples and thou shalt see here represented a great misterie For trulie there is nothinge more to be lamented in the worlde then to see how careles and negligent men be in there liues and how little accompt they make of a matter of so great importance as is theire owne saluation What thinge is more to be bewayled then to see men so careles in such waightie afaires Now if thou wilt vnderstand both the one and the other consider in this matter the doinges of our sauiour and withall the doinges of his disciples See how our sauiour applieng his minde earnestlie to this busines of our redemption is in such a great care and agonie therewith that it maketh him to sweate euen droppes of bloude and see on the other side how his disciples do lie a longe on the grownd and are so heauie a sleepe that neither theire maisters rebukynge of them nor theire ill fauoured aÌ„d harde lodginge on the bare grouÌ„de nor yet the obscure and darcke dewie night are able to
reioyceth Cantic 7. Shut vp the springes of thy most pure eies more cleare than the waters of Esebon and now sore troubled and dymmed with the showers of so manie teares Genes 8. The wrath and anger of almightie God is now pacified with the sacrifice of the true Noe. Cease therefore the floude of thy most holie eies and let the earthe be cleared agayne with new brightnes The doue is now departed out of the arke and when she retourneth she will bringe with her signes of the mercie and clemencie of almightie God Reioyce therefore ô blessed virgin and comforte thy selfe with this hope and cease now I praie thee these thy mournefull sobbinges and sighes Thy owne deerelie beloued sonne him selfe putteth thy dolefull mourninge and teares to sylence and inuiteth thee to a newe ioye in his Canticles sayeinge Cant. 2. The winter is now past the showers and tempesteous stormes are ceased the flowers do appeare in our lande Rise vp therefore my welbeloued my darlinge and my turtle done that abidest in the holes of the rocke and in the cleiftes of the walle That is to saie in the strookes and woundes of my bodie Leaue now this habitation and come and dwell with me I see well ô blessed Ladie that none of all these thinges are able to comforte thee because thy sorrowe and greife is not hereby taken awaie but onely changed One martirdome I see is ended and an other now beginneth The tormentes of thy harte are renewed continuallie and thowgh some goe awaie yet others do succede with newe kindes of tormentes that by such changes the torment of the Passion maie be dowbled vnto thee Hetherto thou hast lamented his paines and sorrowes now thou lamentest his death Hetherto thou hast lamented his passion now thou lamentest thyne owne solitarines Hetherto thou hast lamented his greifes and troubles and now thou mournest for his absence One waue is past and an other commeth on to ouerwhelme thee So that the ende of his paine is a beginninge of thyne And as though this thy paine were to litle I see that these cruell tormentors prepare yet an other paine for thee no lesse then this Close vp thine eies therefore ô blessed Ladie close them vp out of hande I beseach thee and loke not vpon that longe terrible speare which goeth with greate violence in the aier to strike the place wherevnto it is leuelled Now hast thou ô holie virgin thy desire fulfilled For now arte thou become a buckler to thy sonne forsomuch as this blowe striketh not him but thee Thou diddest desire the nailes and thornes and they were ordeyned for his bodie but the pearcinge speare was reserued for thee O yee cruell ministers O yee hartes of iron Were the paines and tormentes to litle trowe yee which his bodie suffered beinge aliue that yee woulde not pardon it euen after it was dead What furie and rancor of enmitie is there so outragious but that it is pacified when it seeth his enemie dead before him Lifte vp your cruell eies a litle ô you vnmercifull and cruell ministers and beholde our sauiour Beholde I saie his deadlie face his dymme eies his fallinge countenance his pale and wanne colour and shadow of death For though you be more harde than either iron or the Adamante stone yea though ye be more hard than your owne selues yet it maie be that in beholdinge him your furie and malice wil be appeased Wherefore are ye not contented with the woundes yee haue geuen to the sonne but that ye will wounde his blessed mother also Her ye doe wounde with that speare vnto her ye geue the strooke and against her sorowfull hart threateneth the sharpe poynt of that cruell lawnce Now commeth the wicked minister with a longe sharpe speare in his hande and pearceth the verie naked syde of our sauiour with great furie The crosse shaked in the aier with the mightie force of the strooke and from thence issued water and bloude wherewith are wasshed the sinnes of the worlde O riuer that ronnest out of paradise and waterest with thy streames all the face of the earthe O wounde of the pretious syde of my sweete Sauiour made rather with his feruent loue towardes mankinde than with the sharpe iron of the cruell speare O gate of heauen ô windowe of paradise ô place of refuge ô tower of strength ô sanctuarie of iust persons ô sepulchre of pilgrimes ô neist of cleane doues ô florishinge bed of the spouse of Salomon Alhaile ô wounde of the pretious syde of our Sauiour that woundest the hartes of deuout persons O strooke that strikest the soules of the iust O rose of inspekeable bewtie O rubie of inestimable price O entrance into the harte of my sweete Sauiour Iesus Christ O witnes of his loue and pledge of euerlastinge life Throwghe thee doe all liuinge thinges enter into the Arcke of the true Noë to be preserued from the floude Vnto thee doe all such as are tempted repair In thee doe all those that are heauie and sad finde comforte Ioan. 4. by thee are the sicke persons cured throwgh thee doe sinners enter into heauen and in thee doe all banished persones and pilgrimes sleepe sweetelie and take theire rest O furnace of loue O howse of peace O treasure of the Catholicke Church O veyne of liuely water that springest vp euen vnto life euerlastinge Open ô most louinge Lorde I beseache thee this gate vnto me receaue my harte into this most delitefull habitation geue me passadge through the same vnto the tender bowells of thy loue let me drinke of this sweite fountaine let me be wasshed with this holie water let me be made dronke with this most pretious licour Let my soule sleepe in this sacred breste Here let it forget all the cares of the worlde here let it sleepe here let it eate here let it singe sweitly with the Prophet sayeinge Psalm 131. This is my resting place for euer and euer here will I dwell for this place haue I chosen for my habitation HOW OVR SAVIOVR CHRIST WAS TAKEN DOWNE from the Crosse and of the pittiefull lamentation and bewailinge of the blessed virgin Marie Semper mortificationem Jesu in corpore nostro circumferentes vt et vita Jesu manifestetur in corporibus nostris 2. Corinth 4.10 § II. AFTER this consider how the holie bodie of our Sauiour was taken downe from the crosse and how the blessed virgin receaued it in her armes Now the verie same daie in the eueninge there came those two holie men Ioseph and Nicodemus who reared vp theire ladders vnto the crosse and tooke downe the blessed bodie of our Sauiour into theire armes The holie virgin then perceiuinge that the torment of the crosse was now ended and that the sacred bodie of our Sauiour was comminge towardes the earthe she settethe her selfe in a readines to geue him a secure hauen in her lappe and to receyue him from the armes of the crosse into her owne
vnto so highe a maiestie Is this the thanckfulnes that thou yeeldest for his so manifolde and so great benefits Is this the recōpence that thou makest vnto him for the pretious bloude which he hath shed for thee vpon the crosse Is this the repaiment for those lashes and buffettes which he suffered for thy sake O miserable and wretched creature that thou art Wretched vndowtedlie in consideration of that thou hast lost and more wretched in respect of the sinnes thou hast committed but most wretched and miserable if thou be so blynded that euen yet for all this thou perceaue not thyne owne perdition and damnation Consider moreouer what a wonderfull hatred almightie God beareth against sinne and what great punnishementes he hath sent to the worlde for the same that hereby thou mayest more clearlie vnderstande how great and how abhominable the wickednes thereof is as it shal be declared hereafter When thou hast considered all these thinges aforesayd the next poynte is we must thinke verie basele of our selues that thou thinke of thy selfe as basely as thou canst possibly Thinke that thow art no better than a verie waueringe reede which is blowen vp and downe with euerie light blast of wynde without weight without strengthe without firmenes without staie and without anie maner of beinge Ioan. 11. Thinke that thou art a Lazarus that hath lyen dead fowre daies together and that thou art a stinckinge and abhominable carcas so full of wormes and of so vyle a stentche and sauour that as manie as passe by thee doe stoppe their noses and shutte their eies that they maye not beholde thee Thinke with thy selfe that thou doest stincke in this wise in the sight of almightie God and of his holie angels And esteeme thy selfe as vnworthy to lift vp thy eies towardes heauen vnworthy that the earthe shoulde beare thee vnworthie that anie creature shoulde serue thee vnworthie of the verie breade that thou eatest and vnworthie euen of the light and aier that thou receauest And if thou be vnworthie hereof consider how much more vnworthie thou art to speake and talke with almightie God Luc. 15. Luc. 18. yea and farre more vnworthie of the comfortes and consolations of the holie Ghost and of the cheryshinges and delightes of the children of God Accompte thy selfe for one of the most poore and miserable creatures of all the worlde and that none doth so much abuse the benefites of almightie God Marc. 11. as thou doest Thinke that if almightie God had wrought in Tire and Sidon that is in other verie greate sinners those thinges which he hath wrought in thee they woulde haue done penance ere this euen in sackclothe and ashes Acknowledge thy selfe to be farre more wicked than thou canst imagin and that notwithstandinge thou doest sincke verie deepe into this myer and howsoeuer thou imaginest thy selfe to be at the verie bottome yet maist thou fynde euerie daye how to sincke deeper and deeper therein Crie out therefore earnestlie vnto almightie God and saie vnto him O Lorde I haue nothinge I am worthe nothinge I am nothinge and nothinge can I doe without thee Luc. 7. Cast thy selfe downe prostrate with the publike sinner at our Sauiours feete and coueringe thy face for verie shame and cōfusion looke with what shame a womā will appeare before her husbande when she hath committed treason and adulterie against him with the verie same presente thy selfe before that heauenlie spouse against whom thou hast committed so manie and so shamefull adulteries And with great sorrowe and repentance of hart desire him to pardon thy synnes and offences and that it maye please him of his infinite pittie and mercie to receiue thee againe into his howse THE FIRST TREATISE OF THE CONSIDERATION OF SYNnes Wherein this former meditation is declared more at lardge THE first table after shipwracke as S Ierome witnesseth is penance This is the first steppe of this ascendynge and the first stone of this spirituall buildinge Now to obteine this vertue of pennance besides the grace of God whose gifte true penance is it helpeth verie much to consider the multitude of our sinnes aswell present as past and withall the greiuousnes and malice of them For of this consideration proceedeth the compunction and repentance for synnes And out of this consideration proceedeth not onely the vertue of pennance but also manye other vertues yea and those verie excellent For hereof commeth the knowledge of our selues of which pointe we minde to treat in the meditation nexte followinge Of this cōsideration also commeth the contempt of our selues the feare of God the abhorringe of sinne with diuers and sundrie other like affections wherein consisteth a verie great parte of perfection Now that this exercise maie be the more profitable vnto thee thou must applie and direct the same vnto all these endes and labour to sucke all these sweite fruites out of the bitter roote of this consideration But because towardes the obteyninge of such fruites it is nedefull to haue the grace of God which is principallie geuen to such as be humble and deuoute it shal be requisite for thee to desire of our Lorde this gifte of humilitie and deuotion to the ende that recollectinge thy selfe in the inwarde parte of thy harte Esa 38. thou mayest imitate that holie kinge who said I will recite before thoe ô Lorde all the yeares of my life in the bitternes of my harte OF THE MVLTITVDE OF THE SINNES THAT THOV HAST committed in thy former life § I. NOW if thou wilte knowe the nomber of thy synnes that thou hast committed in tymes past ronneouer briefly all the commaundementes and deadly sinnes and vndowtedly thou shalt finde that there is scarsely a commaundemente that thou hast not broken nor a deadly synne wherein thou hast not offended Of breakinge the commaundementes The first commaundemente is to honor almightie God who as S. Augustine saieth is honored with those thre Theologicall vertues FAITH HOPE AND CHARITIE Faythe Now what maner of Faith had he that hath liued so loosely as if he had beleued that all those thinges which his faith teacheth him had bene starke lyes What Hope had he Hope that neither remembred the life to come neither knewe what it was to call vpon almightie God in his troubles and aduersities nor yet how to put his assured trust Charitie and affiance in him What Charitie had he that hath more loued a pointe of honor more accompted of the chaffe of his worldly lucre and commoditie and more regarded the filthines of his pleasures and delites than almightie God him selfe syth that for euerie one of these thinges he hath contemned and offended almightie God Of reuerence vnto almightie God What reuerence hath he borne to that most highe and diuine maiestie that hath bene accustomed to rente that name of so great reuerence and to teare it in peeces in swearinge Of swerynge and forswerynge and forsweringe by it
appertaininge vnto almightie God which before seemed verie vnsauerie vnto thee and withall conceiue a certaine lothsomnes and mislikinge of the thinges of the worlde which before seemed verie sauorie and delightfull vnto thee But now besides this what if thou doe consider vnto how manie others almightie God hath denied this benefite which he hath so freely graunted vnto thee And wheras thou beinge a sinner as well as they and as vnworthie of this callynge as they yet it hath pleased almightie God to suffer them to continewe in their wicked state and to calle thee vnto the state of saluation and grace With what thankes and with what seruices art thou able to recompence him for this inestimable speciall fauour and grace What an excerdinge ioye will it be vnto thee when by the vertue of this vocation thou shalt see thy selfe to haue the fruition of almightie God for euer and euer in the kingdome of heauen and shalt see other of thy companions and acquaintance for want of the like grace of God to remaine euerlastinglie tormented in the horrible raginge fier of hell O good Lorde what a nomber of thinges are there included in this grace to be well weighed and earnestlie considered vpon Tell me I praie thee Luc. 23. when the blessed theife who with one worde purchased lyfe euerlastinge seeth him selfe in that so great glorie which he now possesseth in the kingdome of heauen and seeth his companion also in those great horrible tormentes of hell fyer and calleth to minde withall that he him selfe was a theife also as well as the other and suffered for his robberies as the other did and that a litle before he blasphemed our Sauiour Iesus Christ in like maner as his companion did and that yet for all this it pleased almighie God to caste his mercifull eies vpon him and to geue him so great a light leauinge the other theife in his darckenes now in consideringe herevpon what thanckes thinkest thou doth he render to almightie God for this spetiall grace How wounderfullie doth he reioyce at so great a benefite How doth he meruaile at so great a iudgement With what a passinge great loue doth he loue him that woulde vowchsafe to preuent him with such a singular and wonderfull grace Now if this seeme so great a benefite vnto thee Remember thy selfe that our sauiour Christ hath bestowed the like inestimable benefite vpon thee when the same louinge Lorde vowchsaffed to cast his mercifull eies so speciallie vpon thee and did not with the like maner of callinge calle thy neighbour companion or freinde who peraduenture had lesse offended his diuine maiestie than thou Consider then how much thou art bownde to our Lorde for this his great benefite and what a great occasion is here offered vnto thee to desire euen to suffer deathe for the loue of him Besides all this consider how costlie and chargeable this benefite of our redemption was to our Sauiour Christ which was so freely geuen vnto thee Vnto thee it was geuen franckly and of mere grace Summa S. Thomae 3. q. 1. artic 2. 3. quaest 46. artic 1. 2. and it cost him euen his owne most precious bloude and lyfe also for it is manifest that without the same our synnes coulde not be pardoned nor our woūdes cured It is saiede of the Pellican that she bringeth forth her yonge-ones dead and seinge them in that case she stryketh her selfe vpō the breast with her beake vntill she cause bludde to issue out and therewith she batheth her yonge-ones and so they receiue heate and lyfe Now if thou wilt vnderstande how great this benefite is make accompte with thy selfe that when thow wast dead in synne that most louinge and mercifull Pellican our Sauiour Christ moued with most tender pietie and compassion stroke his sacred breast with a speare and wasshed the deadly woundes of thy sowle with the precious bludde of his woūdes and so with his owne death he gaue thee lyfe and with his owne woundes healed thy woundes Be not thou therefore vnthankfull vnto him for this so great and costlie benefite but as our Lorde admonisheth thee be mindefull of the daie in which thou camest out of Egipt This daie was the daie of thy Passeouer Exod. 13. this was the daie of thy Resurrection for so much as vpon this daie thou hast passed throughe the redde sea of the bludde of Christ vnto the lande of promise and vpon this daie thou hast risen againe from death to lyfe Of the particuler benefites that almightie God bestoweth vpon vs. § V. THESE benefites aforesaiede are generall Other benefites there are more particuler that be geuen to particuler persons the which benefites none other knoweth but onely he that hath receyued them In this accompte are reckened manie kindes of benefites either of fortune or of nature or of grace which almightie God hath geuen to each one in particuler and also diuers and sundrie miseries and daungers both of bodie and sowle from which he of his mere mercie hath deliuered vs. For which particuler benefites we are as well bounde to geue him thankes as for the former generall benefittes forsomuch as they are more certaine signes and tokens of the spetiall and particular loue and prouidence that our Lorde beareth towardes vs. Such benefites as these are can not be written in bookes but euerie one ought to write them in his harte and so to ioyne them with the other generall benefites and to geue most humble thankes vnto our Lorde for them Our Lorde preserueth vs manie times from secrete daungers and snares that woulde otherwise falle vpon vs. There be also other benefites yet more secrete and hidden than these which are vnknowen euen to the verie partie himselfe that hath receaued them These are certayne priuie daungers and secrete snares which our Lorde is wont to preuent and disapoynte by his diuine prouidence for that he vnderstandeth what great domage and preiudice they might doe vnto vs in case he shoulde not cutte them of and disapoynte theire cowerse What man is able to tell from how manie temptations almightie God hath preserued him and from how manie occasions of sinnes he hath deliuered him and how often times he hath stopped the passages and remoued awaye the deceytefull snares of the deuill our enemie that we shoulde not falle into them The deuill him selfe saieth of the holie man Iob Iob. 1.10 That almightie God had enuironed him on euerie side that nothinge might doe him hurte And euen so is our Lorde wonte to kepe and preserue such as be his as it were a glasse preserued in his case that nothinge maye hurt them A mā may haue manie secrete giftes and many secrete synnes that he knoweth not Psalm 28. It maie also be that a man hath receiued of almightie God some secrete giftes althoughe he him selfe knoweth not of them as also a man maie and is wont to haue manie secrete synnes which he