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The holy breathings of a devout soul, in meditations, contemplations, and prayers
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Arundell, Thomas, fl. 1662.
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1695
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Wing A3899A; ESTC R43604
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are thus made free 31. That high Heaven above is to be had here below and we have it when though we are high in God yet we are low in our selves though we have our hearts high living in that Heaven above above all things here below yet our affections esteem and desire are all always weak dull and low to all these things here below yea much lower than the lowest of things 32. Ah did but our hearts well consider what is in Gods heart to give us and to do for us surely we should and we would do no other thing than wait upon him continually to hear what he would say unto us and do for us which would bring us more joy joy us more than our hearts are able to hold than we are any of us able to think or to conceive 33. O Lord thou knowest that I would not have all that I would have but the heart of my desires yea the desires of my heart are to have only only to have that which is in thy heart to have me to have 34. Let O Lord I humbly beseech thee my thoughts heart and affections be always loaden with the loaves of thy love 35. Let my soul always be resatiated with thy love and kindness even with thy loving kindness O Lord. 36. O God in Jesus Christ let thy former mercies always glad my heart when it shall either droop or faint I most humbly beseech thee 37. Let me not Ah let me not wander from thee nor thy precepts O Lord who keepest this close unto me 38. Let thy Commandments be as a Chain of Gold about my neck and as Bracelets of Pearls on my arms 39. Let O Lord God thy whole Law which is holy be written on my heart with the finger of thy holy and blessed Spirit and grant through thy grace love and mercy in Jesus Christ that I may never depart from them but always and ever delight in them much more than on my daily food which thou hast appointed and ordained to feed this temporal life 40. Let thy word O God be as yea be the hony comb to the spiritual taste of my Soul and resatiate and solace it as with marrow and fatness and comfort and glad it as wine on the Lees yea as wine well refined on the Lees. 41. Ah Lord God cause my soul always feelingly and rejoycingly to say I have none in Heaven but thee nor on all the earth in comparison of thee my Jesus and my Christ and let the Corn Wine and Oyl which are the riches honours and pleasures of the World be as durt dung and dross in comparison of it 42. Ah Lord God what is man sinful man wretched blind despicable poor man that thou art thus mindful of him and the Son of man that thou should'st thus regard him delight in him and set thy heart upon him to do him good yea to do him all the good that is in thy heart and to make him that is his heart according to thine own heart 43. Ah wonder of wonders that such a God should thus condescend to love such a man nothing man man that is nothing but evil all evil yea and continually all evil for there is none good but thee O God O none no not one 44. Bow down O Lord bow down my heart unto the obedience of thy Laws and lift it up to rejoyce in the obedience of thy Commandments to keep them and do them for in the keeping of them there is life yea eternal and everlasting life 45. Banish O Lord I most humbly and earnestly beseech thee out of my heart and thoughts the love and the liking unto any other Love besides thee and thy Love 46. And grant that with the heart of my heart I may serve thee in truth of heart unfeignedly all the days and moments of my life that I may long after no other thing and that thy fear may be my dayly food 47. Ah Lord I humbly beseech thee to give out thy self unto me that I may give up my self unto thee 48. Give O Lord give thy self unto me that I may for ever give my self to thee to live ever to thee and for thee as I desire ever to live in thee and with thee 49. Thou knowest O Lord my God that I desire not what I do desire unless it be conformable to thy desires so that my desires are not mine but thine not mine own but thine own yea thine all all thine 50. I would not have O Lord God thou knowest right well what I would have but what I should that what thou wilt have me to have what thou hast appointed me to have Ah let me have that only that all all that 51. I know that all that thou givest us whether graces or gifts thou wilt have an account of we shall account with thee for 52. Ah let me no longer nor no more have this woe and grief of heart to have received much and done little and to ask much for my self but to do little Ah little for thee 53. Suffer me not O Lord never to think or do that in secret which I would not which I should not do openly and let me O Lord Ah let me much more fear thine all seeing eyes than all the seeing eyes of Angels and men 54. How we are to desire and believe that we receive the Lord in the Sacrament of his blessed Supper and the assurance thereof to our Souls to comfort glad and rejoyce them 55. Ah Lord God as for me as for me Ah Lord God the food my Soul desireth at thy Table and Supper that which resatiateth feedeth filleth and refresheth it is the sweet breath and most divine and delitious breathings of thy divine and most holy Spirit into my heart and soul and all the affections and faculties thereof to warm and heat them to ascertain and assure my heart of thy Love and living in it which thou dost O Lord by sanctifying it the will the mind the memory the desires and all the affections and faculties thereof and by making it and them more not only to desire but to perceive see feel and certainly to know its growth and growing more and more in conformity and likeness to thee O God in Christ by loving delighting choosing imbracing and rejoycing in thy Laws ways word will and Commandments I do not blessed O Lord be thy name as do the Papists suppose or believe that I eat thy flesh and drink thy blood as thou wert when thou wert here on Earth in the flesh on the Cross for I know that the Spirit must be fed with spiritual food spiritually the food of the body cannot resatiate or satisfie the Soul and that Soul that hath thus tasted and fed on thee Spiritually will assuredly hunger for this blessed heavenly food of thy holy heavenly blessed most blessed Spirit even for the breathings of this thy Spirit for the joys and ravishments which they enjoy that enjoy and are filled
saving Ark of Rest which shall âor ever cause me to float and swim above all the storms and tempests of sin and Satan â grant O Lord that having past the timâ my Pilgrimage here in thy fear I may dye in favour unite me O Lord I most humbly seech thee so nigh unto thy self that I may made bone of thy bone and flesh of thy fleâ make me a member of thy Mysticall body hâ that I may be for ever a member of thy gârious body hereafter Ah Lord God in Jesus Christ I beseech â to sanctifie all afflictions and Temptations â me and lay no more upon me at any time in âdy or mind then thou shalt in thy goodnâ and for thy glory inable me to bear and tâ not thy holy and blessed spirit the Sanctifier â the Comforter from me be thou my help want my strength in weakness my joy sorrow my comfort in grief my riches in verty my palace in Prison my home in ânishment my health in sickness and my life death let my blessedness in thee O Lord câme to see my cursedness out of thee let thy âverflowing fulness cause me to see my emptinâ thy beauty my ugly deformity thy light darkness thy glory my ignominy thy riches â poverty thy obedience my disobedience thy pâfection my imperfection thy holiness my unâliness thy glory my shame thy wisdom my foâ thy strength my weakness thy goodness â badness thy Heaven of happiness and blessednâ Hell of unhappiness and wretchedness thy things my nothing Ah sweet Jesus that camest down from Heaân on Earth to lift me up from Earth to Heaân thou took'st my nature on thee to make me âtaker of thine own holy blessed and divine âture thou becamest the Son of Man to make â the Son of God thou becam'st O Lord my âra an Heir of Misery to make me an Heir of âercy yea Co-heir with thy self of Heavens âeat glory and eternal Happiness Felicity and âlessedness which is thy Father Self and holy ârit three Persons but one God thou wert sweet Jesus Lamb of God Son of God âade a Curse that I might be made a Blessing âou wouldst dye once that I might likewise dye ât once and then live with thee for ever and âr ever thou didst O King of Glory wear a ârown of Thorns that I might wear a Crown â Glory thou wert lifted up on the Cross to ât me up unto thee thine arms nayl'd abroad â shew how willing thou wert to embrace me ây feet nail'd together to shew thy willingâess never to go from me thy head hangâg down to shew thy willingness to kiss me âith the kisses of thy mouth of thy love for âver thy heart opened with a Spear even to ât me in there thus did'st thou shew by the Crown of Thorns on thy head the height of thy love by the nayling of thy feet the leiâ of thy love by the spreading abroad of thy aâ the breadth of thy love and by the openinâ thy side the shedding of thy hearts blood depth of thy love O blessed God O most âsed love there is no God like unto thee nor there ever love like unto this thy love â did'st O Christ thou did'st suffer thy Faââ frowns that I might have his smiles thou diâ O Christ thou did'st drink up the dregs of Father's wrath even Vinegar mingled â Gall that I might sweetly solace my self drinking to thee the bottomless bottom of endless love thou did'st O Christ my Saviâ thou did'st bear all my sins that I might âpear without sin thou didst O Christ my deemer thou did'st shed all thy heart blood wash me from the filthiness of my own blâ and from the guilt of this thy blood-sheddiâ thou hadst O Christ thou hadst thy Fâ much more glorious than the Sun defaced â spittle that mine might shine even as thâ gloriously in glory though not so gloriously glâous thou hadst O Christ thou hadst thy bâ whipped that by thy stripes I might be healâ thou wert O Christ thou wert thus wounâ that by thy deadly wounds I might be â Cured O love infinite and incomprehensible âyond degree an offended God dies to set offâing man free Ah Love that surpasseth all understanding ah âodness that surpasseth all love that wert in love âercy and goodness pleased to do this for me not âhen I was a friend but an enemy not when I âas in Covenant with thee but when I was ât of Covenant not when I loved thee but âhen I hated thee not when I was lovely but âveless not when I was holy but unholy not âhen I desired it but when I desired it not not for âking it but when I askt it not not for having âne any thing for thee but even then when I âd all that I could against thee not when I âas thy Servant but a Servant of the Devils âd all this O God my God that thou didâst âas not for thy advantage but for mine not âr thy good but for mine not for thy honour but âr mine not for thy glory but to bring me to âory and all this thou did'st looking for noâing again thou lovest me only because thou âould'st love me Ah height length depth and âeadth of love that an offended God should âe and woe and pray and pay and promise ând give and dye and live to reconcile inâch honour magnifie and exalt offending âan poor despicable man vile wretched âorthless man nothing man that can be fitly âmpared to nothing but to nothing less than âe drop of a bucket or the dust of the balâance O Lord let these thy wonders of mercies and wonderfull compassions cause me ever to adâ and adore thy love and kindness thy kind loâ thy goodness and thy greatness and to cry â Lord what is man that thou art so minâ of him and the Son of man that thou so gardest him as to visit him to magnifie hâ to dwell in him to delight in him to mâ him thy delight to set thy heart upon him to him good even according to all the good tâ is in thy heart having prepared for him Kingdom which cannot be shaken a Kingâ of Glory an eternal and incomprehenâ weight of glory where is joy all joy unspeâable joy and Rivers of pleasures for ever moâ where is no right but all is day yea the Lâ himself is the lâght thereof where is no grânor sorrow nor care nor fear but all teâ shall be wiped away and there shall be no mâ sorrow nor sighing but all joys and singâ of praises and Hillelujahs with the Angâls â Saints beholding the Lord of glory yea â glory of the Lord seeing him face to face he is and knowing him as he is to be know there is no Canaanite in that Heavenly Countrâ no Cain to kill no Sodomite to vex no Ishmâelite to scoff no Esau to terrifie no Shimei curse no Herod to persecute no Rabshekeâ to rail no Judas to betray this Heaven is âbove all Molestations and