died for when Death had seased his bodie he died in prayer Acts 7.59 Lord Iesus saith he receiue my spirit And in such sort as Iacob died who in the seasure of death vpon his bodie raised vp himselfe and turning his face toward his beds head leaned on the top of his staffe by reason of his feeblenesse and so prayed vnto God Which prayer of his at his death was an excellent fruit of his faith For by faith Iacob Heb. 1.21 when hee was in dying blessed both the sonnes of Ioseph and worshipped leauing vpon the top of his staffe God grant when he commeth that he may finde vs so doing that when we shall lye vpon our death-beds gasping for breath readie to giue vp the ghost that then the precious soule of euery one of vs redeemed with the most precious bloud of our sweete Sauiour Christ Iesus may passe away in a prayer in a secret and sweet prayer may passe I say out of Adams body into Abrahams bosome But heere it may be obiected that in the pangs of death men want their sences and conuenient vtterance and therefore are vnable to pray Answere The very sighes sobbes and groanes of a penitent and bleeding heart are prayers before God at such a time euen as effectuall as if they were vttered by the best voyce in the world For prayer standeth in the affection of the heart whereof the voice is but an outward messenger For God at such a time especially lookes not vpon the speech and voice but vpon the heart And therefore the Psalmist saith Psal 10.17 Psal 145.19 That God heares the desire of the humble the Lord will fulfill the desire of them that feare him What prayer maketh the little infant to his mother He weepeth and cryeth not being able to expresse what he lacketh the mother offers him the breast or giueth him some other thing Psal 38.9 Matth. 7.11 such as shee thinketh his necessitie requireth much more then the heauenly Father heedeth the desires sighes groanes and teares of his children and doing the office of a Father hee heareth them and prouideth for them Exod. 14.15 Wee reade in the booke of Exodus that the Lord said vnto Moses Wherefore cryest thou vnto me and yet as it is there said there was no voice heard Wee reade also in the first booke of Samuel 1. Sam. 1.12.13 that Hannah continued praying before the Lord that shee spake in heart onely her lippes mooued but her voice was not heard and yet the Lord heard her heartie prayer and granted her request Yea the very teares of the children of God are loud and sounding Prayers in his eares who will as the Psalmist saith put them into his bottle Psal 56.8 and register them in his booke yea the very bloud of his Saints are crying prayers vnto him And therefore the Lord said vnto Cain Gen. 4.10 when he had slaine his brother Abel What hast thou done the voice of thy brothers bloud crieth vnto mee from the ground If thou canst not pray distinctly and orderly lifting vp thine eyes on high with Hezekiah chatter like the Swallow mourne like the Done For the sorrow of his heart did so oppresse his soule that though he remembred God and looked vp vnto him and had all his desires waiting vpon the hand of God yet he was not able to pray to God in any distinct manner like a well aduised man his praying was all out of order it was more like the mourning of a Done and the chattering of a swallow then like the holy and orderly prayers of a wise and godly man as wee may reade in the Prophecie of Esay Esa 38.14 Luke 22.62 Wee reade not in what words Peter prayed but onely that he wept bitterly let thy teares flow likewise when thy words can find no free passage Which teares of sinners S. Bernard cals the wine of Angels And as concerning the true vigor of praying S. Augustine in one place sayeth It stands more in teares then in words for instructing a certaine rich widow how to pray vnto God among other words hee hath this saying Plerumque hoc negotium plus gemitibus quà m sermonibus agitur plus fletu quà m afflatu This businesse of prayer for the most part is performed rather with groaning then with words with weeping then with speech Let God heare thy sighes and grones let him see thy teares when thou canst not shew him thy desire in words Psal 6.6 Water thy couch with teares as did the Prophet and God will gather vp and put euery drop into his bottle Thus doing when thou thinkest thou hast not prayed thou hast prayed most powerfully For as Saint Ierome saith Oratio Deum lenit lachryma cogit prayer greatly moueth God teares forceably compell him he is allured and wonne with the words of prayer to heare vs but with the teares of a contrite heart he is drawne and inforced to heare and helpe where otherwise hee would not And in this case wee must remember that God accepts affecting for effecting willing for working desires for deeds purposes for performances pence for pounds S. Chrysostome saith That prayer is the soule of our soules and in this affliction growing in thy soule because thou knowest not how to pray heare a notable comfort that the Apostle giues thee saying The spirit helpeth our infirmities Rom. 8.26 for we know not how to pray as wee ought but the spirit it selfe maketh request for vs with sighes that cannot bee expressed Where thine owne strength and wisedome faileth in this seruice of prayer vnto God there the wisedome and power of Gods spirit kindleth in thee strong desires and earnest longing after mercie and the meanings of those desires and longings God perfectly vnderstandeth and needes not be informed by thy words So that though thou canst not pray as thou oughtst to doe yet that seruice goeth forward wel while heartily thou desirest Gods fauour Esay 65.24 And it shall come to passe saith the Lord that before they call to me for ayde that is in our purpose of prayer I will answere and whiles they are yet speaking I will heare Remember that many goe to bed and neuer rise againe till they be raised vp and wakened by the sound of the last trumpet 1. Thess 4.16 If therefore thou desire to sleepe safely and securely whether in health or sicknesse goe to bed with a reuerence of Gods Maiestie and a consideration of thine owne weaknes frailty and miserie which thou mayest imprint in thy heart in some poore measure and pray thou thus and say If it bee thy blessed will to call for mee in my sleepe O Lord for Christ Iesus sake haue mercy vpon me forgiue me all my sinnes and receiue my parting soule into the heauenly kingdome But if it be thy blessed wil and pleasure to adde more dayes vnto my life then good Lord adde more amendement to my dayes and weane my mind from
cherished so long Wilt thou make thy selfe hatefull by making opposition against his loue Wilt thou malitiously oppose thy selfe against the worke of his care while in fatherly loue he is desirous to keepe thee in safety Wilt thou striue more then all the World besides to worke thy owne decay The Angels in heauen vnderstanding the care of God for thee doe willingly pitch their tents about thee and refuse not for thy safety to beare thee in their hands and keepe thee in thy wayes the Diuels of Hell by Gods prouidence are kept off from thee as with a strong hedge which they can neyther clime ouer nor breake through whereby to impeach thy safety Iob. 5.23 And while the Creator of all things remayneth thy keeper the creatures are in league with thee and thou liuest in peace amongst them and while the worke of God that preserueth thy life hath this power amongst all Creatures that the creatures of heauen will not attempt thy hurt the creatures of the earth do not nor dare attempt it and the creatures of Hell cannot Wilt thou alone seeke vnmercifully to crosse the care of God in working thine owne woe Thou art then worthy whom the heauenly Creatures should abhorre whome the earthly creatures should forsake and the hellish Creatures embrace receyuing thee into their Company with this greeting This is he whom God would haue kept but against the loue of the Angels of heauen against the peace of the Creatures of the earth and beyond the power and malice of vs the Angels of darknesse hee hath destroyed himselfe Besides it is God that hath assigned to euery one of vs the measure of our time hee hath appointed to vs the number of our dayes our life did not beginne till hee appointed the first day of it and so long it must last vntill he say this is the last day of it No man did set downe for himselfe when hee would come into the world nor no man may set downe for himselfe when or how hee will leaue the vvorld The soule of man sayth the Orator before her departure from the body doth oftentimes diuine but then it destroyes not it selfe for God sent vs into the world giuing vs life and God must call vs out by taking our life It is the saying of Iob Is there not an appointed time to man vpon earth Iob. 7.1 and are not his dayes as the dayes of an hireling The beginning and end of mans time is appointed by God he cannot lengthen it when the end commeth nor ought to shorten it before the time come Saint Ambrose sayth we are bound to maintaine our bodies and forbidden to kill our soules and bodies they are married together by God himselfe and those whom God hath ioyned together let no man be so bold to put in sunder Cogimur diligere vt sponsus sponsam Adam Euam sayth S. Barnard Wee must bee so farre from hating our owne flesh as that wee are commaunded to cherish it to loue it entirely as the husband ought to loue his wife Adam his Eue. Wee may imploy it in labour but we must not slay it and the more wee shall imploy it the lesse hurtfull and dangerous it will proue vnto vs. His dayes are as the dayes of an Hireling an Hireling is entertained for so many dayes longer then his couenant he may not stay and a shorter time hee may not stay Such is the life of man he is Gods hireling for so many dayes years he hath hired him in this world as in Gods Vineyard to worke in some honest calling When wee haue serued out our time here wee may stay no longer and till wee haue serued out our time here we may not depart Thou wilt therefore be found to bee a fugitiue seruant from God if thou depart his seruice before the time be full out that belongeth to God and not to thee to set downe The Prophet Dauid sayeth of God in one of the Psalmes Psal 68.20 To the Lord God belong the issues of death To God it belongeth and not to man to set downe who shall dye when and by what meanes he shall dye Sometime he vseth the hand of the Magistrate sometime the hand of the violent and so endeth one mans life as wee thinke by the counsell and worke of another man But neuer did hee giue licence to any man to kill himselfe he hath forbidden murther by his commandement Thou shalt not kill Exod. 20,13 Hee condemned it in Cain from the beginning of the World to whom hauing slaine Abel he said Gen. 4,10 What hast thou done the voyce of thy brothers bloud cryes to mee from the ground Now therefore thou art cursed from the earth which hath opened her mouth to receiue thy brothers bloud from thine hand And after the floud when he began again to replenish the earth with Inhabitants he made a Lawe against murder to restraine both man and beast from committing it saying Gen 9.5 I will surely require your bloud wherin your liues are at the hand of euery beast will I require it and at the hand of man euen at the handes of a mans brother will I require the life of man Who so sheddeth mans bloud by man shall his bloud bee shedde for in the Image of God hath he made man So offensiue unto God it is for a man without warrant and authority to kill any because man was made in the Image of God a creature of vnderstanding endued with excellent vertues of knowledge and righteousnesse with resemblance in these vertues vnto God himselfe in making of whom it pleased God to shew his excellent power his wisedome and his mercy Man is Microcosmos sayth one an abridgement of the world hee hath Heauen resembling his soule earth his heart placed in the middest as a Center the Lyuer is like the Sea whence flow the liuely springs of bloud the braine like the Sunne giues the light of vnderstanding and the sences are set round about like the Starres the heart in man is like the roote of a tree the Organe or Lung-pipe that comes of the left cell of the heart is like the stocke of the tree which diuides it selfe into two parts and thence spreades abroad as it were sprayes and boughes into all the bodie euen to the arteries of the head the head is called the Tower of the mind the throne of reason the house of vvisedome the treasure of memory the Capitoll of iudgement the shoppe of affections And concerning man sayeth another God hath made such diuers and contrary elements to meete together in one and the selfe same body and accord in one fire and water ayre and earth heate and colde and all in one and the selfe same place yet hath so tempered them together as that one is the defence and maintenance of another Nay more then this sayth Saint Bernard mirabilis societas in man hee hath made a wonderfull society for in him Heauen